#im eatxhing myself from the third peraon im in fucking autopilot typing this its hell this is hell on earth and i hate it

[karda]

gonna sleep for like 3 days

#hate this shit #i hate being sick #im so nauseous #theyre gonna make me go to school tonorrow #and im gonna hace to sit there bc nibodys gonna pick me up #and im so tiref #im so tired of looking like this #i dont want to cut my hair but i do #im just #so fucjing done man #i cant speak #or do anything #i hate this body so much #dont hitme with that self love self care shit this is different #this body literallynisnt fucking mine #im so sifk of it #i want to cit the hair like how mine is but im scared and eceryone else doesnt want to or wantsbit different #and i cqnt speak bc the sound of my voice fucks me up ic ant hear it #im eatxhing myself from the third peraon im in fucking autopilot typing this its hell this is hell on earth and i hate it #vent #dont rb or ill fucking block you