#im bored and not at all tired rn

[whimsyprinx]

I feel like now is a good time to announce that I’m in the process of moving blogs! Im doing so for a few reasons, the main one being paranoia, so for that reason I won’t be saying my new urls publicly so like please dm me if you’d like my new url so you can follow me there! I’ll be reblogging this post a lot so ppl can see it (so sorry if you get annoyed by that)!

I’m also remaking my discord account as well so if we’re friends on there then feel free to message me for my new username!

friends and mutuals please do reblog so shared friends/mutuals have a higher chance seeing it!

#whimsy whispers #I’m just like ahdjfjjg #I’ve been considering remaking blogs for a few years now (as some of you may know) and like simply changing urls isn’t enough #no matter how many times I chnage urls the paranoia won’t go away and I think that starting a new blog is the best choice #idk what to do if my newest blog gets found by the ppl I’m paranoid about like idk the odds of that are low (I hope) alas I’m still anxious #about it #for some slight context: I’ve had several people now pop up in my life pretending to be other people/several people and while I’ve blocked #then on every social media account I interacted with them in im still paranoid about them lurking #and then like there’s other reasons to remake as well #I’m tired of this blog like I love it it’s been fun but I think starting over will be nice #tbh this is the longest I’ve had a blog without remaking I usually remake accounts every so often #I don’t intend to remake my next blog like at all but like agdhjfjg I have a habit of getting bored of accounts and staring over (usually #this applies to art accounts like y’all wouldn’t believe how many deviantart accounts I’ve had) #uhhhh idk I’ve been rambling for too long #I have this in drafts rn but you should be seeing this post soon

[hoybero]

i wish that i had someone who could sit me down and give me an entire lecture on mechanisms lore. i would like to know the mechanics of the mechs.

#the mechanisms #im soo tired rn #normal school work is boring #we need school but all the classes are taught by autistic people and the subjects are VERY specific

[enden-k]

refraining from drawing now to force myself to play through the genshin event until im done, so i can freely browse through my dashboard/tl/ao3/tumblr inbox/my fridge again without untagged spoilers

#its not a boring event at all like last update with the stupid cards its just i rlly dont have mood/energy rn to play more than an hour #bc theres sm art i wanna do #but considering that ppl spoiled me in my inbox just recently and that i cant even safely go through ao3 either #and that now my dashboard is full with untagged spoilers and i dont wanna unfollow and refollow my mutuals i dont have a choice but #seat my ass and play until i can MOVE again omg #usually i always was up to date bc i always played in a normal pace to keep up but this is the first time im so #behind and have to avoid spoilers left and right this is the most tiring stuff ever honestly #i always tag my (new archon quest when update etc) spoilers and leaks but this just makes me wanna tag it harder LMFAO #babbles #tbd #anw i might turn quiet for however long ill take save for the random babble about my progress i guess #unless i get weak and DO start sketching bc smth inspired me mid game but lets just hope ill stay strong and dont fall to my urges

[skunkes]

#talkys #sorry misc rambling before i pass out im all sorts of feelings rn #im in an I Wanna Be Vocal And Annoying And ''Who Want Me'' Even Though I Know Thats Not How It Works era #as well as im so exhausted i dont want to have another person yet. era. but i do but i dont but i DO deserve it actually but im tired #also i. ive made so many realizations this past week and had questions answered and everything recontextualized. as well. #2023 has been so insane and april isnt even over #its been exhaustjng and tiring. and i already prefer it over 2022. smile #i cant wait for it to get boring again. im so tired ! but also i hope things get better soon #and also also im happy to have made 2 new buddys already. which is helping #if all of What Happened‚ happened solely as a means to get these new ppl into my life then okey ^_^ i will #take the positives and move on...! #im still processing stuff. i cant wait to get back to normal ➡️ hope and yearn and hope and yearn #im gonna go keep enjoying my special weekend out of town neow

[hardpuzzles]

holy fguck its already 4 am this sucks. aargh! *makes it so i have more time to do things*

#anyway mutuals you are all free to ask for my discord btw #a reminder #talking #i am so bored rn im not tired

[roses-and-tears]

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#I have spent. 8 almost 9 hours resetting my laptop. I chose the option to keep all my files but uninstall apps. and it has been restarting #and installing for almost 9 hours. yeah I get that the process will be long. but ffs #I have been bored the past few hours so I watched the smile movie bc I got reminded of it yesterday #it was pretty bad. the couple gorey scenes towards the end were nice but some of the acting and writing was just terrible #I was also hoping the movie would’ve taken a different turn. I think it would’ve made it more.. idk. I can’t think of the right term.- #-it just would’ve made it better I think. #I’ve also eaten a lot today. more than I usually do. more than I have in months and years and im upset about that. im already bloated. #I hope I don’t work tomorrow. I have to call in in the morning to check. and I don’t mind working but rn I just kind of want to spend the #day relaxing #I’ve spent almost 9 hours on this resetting part. and 4 extra hours trying to simply repair it in restarts #I also need to clean up my room. a lot of it. and clean my pets cage. it’s ant season now and im really stressed about that #the smell of sharpie returns and I am just. overwhelmed. I have 3 days to prepare for my special week long activity and im not happy about- #-that. #I also had some feelings earlier that im stressed over too. #im being vague about that bc i just don’t want to go off about that to everyone #im tired and overwhelmed i just want my laptop to finish resetting so i can stop fretting about this. i want to sleep #im tired. of so much #to delete later

[thegirlivealwaysbeen]

i got so comfortable with him why did i let him in i should’ve figured

#i’m being dramatic he hasn’t said anything but all the things he hasn’t said say more than that #i miss him so bad it hurts i miss us i wish id left it as a crush #because it hurts so bad i’m so so so tired and i can’t believe he could just get bored of me so easily #i thought he cared like really cared and no guy has ever been that for me before #no guy has ever said the things he’s said no guy has ever looked at me with that pure adoration and i need him to keep doing that #i’m going to drive myself crazy looking at all our texts im going to cry so hard #and i can’t stop it #but i miss it #i miss it so bad #i miss him #i wish i was with him rn i wish he could hold me #i wish i was permanent i wish people didn’t care that im boring and horrible and #i hate feeling like this i hate not knowing what he feels #it feels just like october all over again #it feels like that party in june when he didn’t care if i was alive or dead #and how he forgot like i was that insignificant to him once #i don’t want that again #watercolour tag

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#ay. looking forward to the future when im back in therapy #like i dont feel terrible rn. i dont exactly kno how to describe it. i feel like ive been tossed up onto the shore of a desert island #after a big storm. like im still lying facedown in the sand bc i dont kno what to do when i stand up #i guess im just still sitting in the desolation of 2yrs of burnout and i kno that things need to change but i dont kno #quite how to manage it. bc the thing abt me is that i have ambiguous handwave undiagnosed obsessive compulsive behaviors #and its like every. everything i do is. like its structure to the extreme. i have to do these things because. because why? idk just because #so im like ok i have to change things so i adjust to the change and the structure just becomes rigid again. the cage changes shape but the #volume stays the same. and its hard bc i cant run rn so its like i cant expell my frustration and its a compulsion i cant fulfill and its #constantly in my head. im also just tired. ive been sleeping more than usual and idk y. like i dont feel that depressed but i guess i do #feel bored and pointless bc im just doing computer stuff rn. and i also just feel like my brain is cloudy #like learning is a thing i like to do but im not allowed to spend time reading papers bc i have to draw bc thats the structure #but i want to learn abt those specific topics and i just feel like my brain is full of holes #like its a very specific feeling. like back after i 1st finished my masters i was taking carbon measuments bc thats #like the most useful thing for me to do in tbus lab but it destroys my brain and then my boss was training me in some culture isolation #stuff that i liked a lot and was more aligned with my interests but i hit this wall where my Brain was like ur not allowed to do that #anymore so i make the choice to let the project go and just do what was useful. idk y i did that but i do it all thr time. idk its just hard #when like everything feels so boring and bleak all the time but with this little glimmers of specialness that im not allowed to reach for #ugh. its just the hormones. bc it's becoming very clear i have high and low moods associated with hormone shifts. and the obsessive #compulsive behaviors. those r just ambient but at time exacerbated by the shifts #unrelated #also participating in trivia stuff triggers me feeling dumb lmao but idk i dont usually memorize facts. i usually go for vibes and like what #do u build with what youve learned. like who gives a fuck if u kno a set of facts if u dont do anything with that info #but thats just me being defensive bc i have a foggy brain full of holes

[arolesbianism]

What's up gamers I'm bored

#rat rambles #Ive been in my 3d animation class for 2 hours and Im gonna be here for another 2 hours god help me #I have a decent start of a draft for our current 2d animation assignment but I am now kinda burnt out so Im taking a break #which ofc means Im bored as hell I should have brought snacks fr #idk I might dip out of class for a sec to buy some since I think theres some vending machines on campus? #idk where tho I forgor #I also do feel like I need to keep pushing forward tho since ngl I havent even touched this project before today #and I wasnt at the last class so idk I feel like I need to prove Im trying or smth #idk either way Im tired and bored and wish I was playing rainworld rn #also Im animating some of my slugcat ocs! the mama cat boon accidentally possessed and her two kids #I was originally gonna animate different characters but then I decided to stick with some simpler designs to make things faster #like I Could animate more humanoid designs but given Im already behind I dont wanna risk it #rly my biggest issue is having to animate at 24 frames per second Im more used to animating at 15 #its not too hard its just gonna be frustrating filling out the like 300 frames I need to do #obviously Im gonna pad with loops and stills this is an animation class after all the teacher will get it #but still thats a lot of frames to figure out what to do with

[spaciebabie]

Do it I dare you

Yours is chupacabra because I live in fear of you and you keep eating my sheep

good. your sheep are fucking delish btw

my friends are horrible at coming up w/silly names n my name irl is kinda hard ta nickname anyways. the nickname they came up w/ta call me is sahara. cute! but not Funny

back when i saw them more often we did this think where we played "family feud" except it was rlly cursed and there's a whole bunch of lore that i cant rlly explain cuz it took place over the course of 3 yrs but in that game my name was bethany. im unsure if that is a silly nickname since i picked it out myself

i call myself spunzer, spunz, spoods, any variation of those sometimes. guess ill add chupacabra ta the list lol

#spacie splains #i have the most boring ass generic name of all time #i go ta class and am greeted w/seven other people who have my name #should b pretty easy ta guess #incredible how ive kept my first name off public spaces for 10 years. good streak. #i censored my name in that last post i did but like do i even care anymore idk #having internet ppl call me by my real name would b weird tho #so maybe just cuz of that i'll keep it hidden #idk im a lil tired rn and thinking abt white rice #i miss my daughter-wife methany 😔 #(you dont know what that means)

[girlwithfish]

im feeling so demotivated + after work empty feeling where i dont even want a treat or to eat out .

#well i was getting a little depressed and grumpy looking at my bank acc so i am def eating in tnte LMAO but im just like #thinking of all rhe food i could possibly eat nd dont even want it nd if i did eat out or get a treat its not even appealing to me rn... #maybe im just tired #need to overcome the urge to just pass out in my bed for 3 hrs #im alone today cuz my bf went out of town im bored and feeling after wrksadness. im just tiredddddddddd #I dont want anything....

[allmpa]

Reg is a “skip all my classes then catch up 2 weeks before exams by working 13h every day at the library” type of guy

#you guys I don’t even have it in me to be funny in my tags rn that is how tired and focused on studying I am #yes im focused AND posting on tumblr that’s how it works ok #it’s not but this article is so boring I can’t read it all in one go give me a break I beg you #the thing is reg would never take breaks he’s a menace and I aspire to be like him but I just don’t have the drive #anyway I can’t believe everyone has their exams in December but I have mine in January??? #this is torture I want to enjoy Christmas and New Years but I can’t because I’m STUDYING? #insane my uni is insane and if James and Sirius were here they would have pranked their way into forcing december exams #regulus black #regulus #marauders #marauders era #reg studying

[corpsoir]

really exhausted after thisd week already and its barely thursday

#contacted the museum i want an internship at. scary. they forwarded it to the person in charge of stuff like that. #had a bunch of lectures this week i barely understand because the prof is just mumbling and going on tangents every 5 seconds #organising and planning a game night with the student association. stressful as shit but its fine itll be fun #trying to remember to sit down and eat and drink and not completely turn myself into mush over everything #hung out with friends today for a few hours had a bit of wine and complained about our studies #you know. the usual #i got to talk about my bog bodies with my friends at least so thats fun #<- all of the friends are studying the same programme as me and are all archaeologists except for one of them who's a historian #well. were all nerds at least #got to pick some apples over at another friends place at least <333 im gonna bake so much apple pies good lird #thats the only comfort rn lol im so tired and stressed out sorry hsjkghdsjksd #really really hopeful about the internship though i really hope i get to spend that last term of my bachelors programme there its the dream #idc that i have to take the train every morning it would be worth it #an entire novel in the tags here . hi hello. im really tired and boring today no art for a while i think lol i dont have the time for it #gotta work on my thesis for real and finish other assignments i have barely started hgjdkgfd goddddd. #corp.krax

[dilfpassing]

I am so fucking bored I seriously can't go a single day with no plans anymore

#id draw but im kind of art blocked rn #my friends r all busy and/or not responding #and id go outside and just enjoy nature but its fucking COLD #I hate this #everything is boring im tired of tv and social media and everything else #at least tomorrow ill have work to distract me #i want to just drive around but gas is stupid expensive rn #ill go for a walk later i guess

[squimbz]

so tired of medical things & making appointments & dealing w daily care that I'm avoiding care I want and can get like refilling my HRT :( not a vibe

#all i do rn is complain abt my health and its boring! i dont like it! im tired! #personal

[skyfcx]

     i lived btw.

#(OOC.) ''The kind of tired regular sleep can't fix.'' #((HEYYYY im back god i was so fucking bored all that time i was without my laptop)) #((laptop got reset while it was in the shop so i'm going through all the first startups and redownloading phase rn)) #((but i might FINALLY do some writing tonight))