#im a big coward

[heartorbit]

WHEEEEEE

#project sekai #pjsk #prsk #emu otori #i drew this insteabd of payong attention to class. Sorry. #And am posting it while i wait for the bus. I ha e sleey disease #SLEEPY. #emu otori from um . fortntie #Rhebusihesjehr THE BUS IS HERE BYYE #edit ok im back waiting for my transfer BROTHER. THE ANNIVIERYUAEYH it got me so fucked up prsk you crazy son of a gun #I THINK THE NEW OUTFITS ARE RLLY CUTE MIKU SOOOO KITTY #im almost done with all of my commsni dont think i will open them again this semester. or next. summer. Im sho tired #my assignments r fun but theyre like big. Theyrbe large #my prof said he was gonna make us make fur/sonas for an assignment hut didnt want to get fired. dont be a coward #proseka autism is killinng me i cant lie WHY IS DARKNESS FESTA TIERING SO FUCKING CRAZY #IVE NEVER EVER SEEN THE 10K CUTOFF REACH A MILLION POINTS ON EN. USUALLY WE SLACK SO HARD. COME ON #im so sleepy and have things to do please sotp it AND CURTAINCALL IM GONNA BE SICK I CANT TRHJNK ABOUT IT

[obsob]

KISSING YOU mentally 

#mine #art #yes yes yes more cats i know yes #all my pencil stuff is not. done. im to busy for fun pencil #figured out my new prints!! am in the process of drawing them eheh #im looking forward to colouring them!! doing. pride month prints hehehe #ive had a good week! yay! #i ordered some lucy and yak dungarees which arrived today im very happy about them #i ordered some off depop n i loved them so. i bough some new...n actually th right size #i had to buy size 10!! im never size 10! my other ones r szie 12 n they like. fit. but they r. a little large #not so much they look insane but. 10 fits better #when its autumn i may buy some....cord ones >:) hehe #im like slowly figuring out i am actually size small in most clothing #like for years ive just bought large size bc im like yeah thats how big i am. wrong. #like i bought a small size shirt n it like. fits me. n i was like ough. #im slowly. actually buying clothes that r my style. slowly #i want skirts and dresses but im a coward #maybe one day!!!!

[foolych]

Have this Senshi I kinda gave up on towards the end. I think he turned out pretty good in spite of my lack of motivation.

Anyway, if you haven’t yet you should watch and/or read Dungeon Meshi please guys there’s lesbians, a divorced father of 3, funny self-care dwarf and autism incarnate guys please watch it it’s so good and I love it so much I will scream-

#watch dungeon Meshi #do it cowards #im a big senshi enjoyer #art #fanart #dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #dunmeshi #senshi #dungeon meshi senshi #dm senshi #dunmeshi fanart #digital art #senshi of izganda

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

Joel meeting Ellie: *slams her into a wall & threatens to shoot her*

Joel five minutes later: *kills a man w/ his bare hands for threatening to shoot her*

#the military guy: *points a gun at ellie* #joel: HEY >:/ ONLY I CAN DO THAT #this show's gonna be fun i can tell #cant wait for them to be such a borderline unhealthy co-dependent father-daughter duo <3 #theyre already getting there #im sooooo not normal about them already and they only interacted for like. ten minutes so far #the show is so good and everyone's acting is on point #the last of us #my only issue is that THEY TOOK AWAY THE FUCKING SPORES. #THE THING THAT MADE THE LAST OF US UNIQUE FROM OTHER ZOMBIE APOCALYPSES #ohhh noooo they have tendrils in their mouths oh so scaryyyy #WHERE THE FUCK #ARE MY SPORES???? #what's gonna be the big threat about the bloaters now huh? i guess there's no inherent threat of existing in heavily infected areas huh??? #i guess we dont get a scene of ellie breathing in spores and joel being Not Happy about it hmmm??? #'auogh oh nooo we dont want to occasionally obscure our actors facessss noooo' #COWARDS. THE LOT OF THEM. #it would have added to the show actually. it would have been sick as fuck. so unsettling. so immersive. #gonna die mad about it tbh #like sure the visuals are gonna be cool and the cordyceps concept still rips #but the infection spreading just by biting... thats so painfully normal. thats just another zombie show #its still an amazing adaptation and im obsessed but :/ cmon man #if there was One Thing to get right. the spores wouldve been it #PLUS IT WOULDVE LOOKED SO AWESOME. THEY COULDVE DONE SO MUCH W IT

[odeu-m]

wip. ive banned myself from working on this further until ive got my draft done for my essay so. have this as an incentive for me to want to finish it </3

#i LOVE taller femme shorter masc pairings im ngl. anyone who shrinks angel is a COWARD. i will be exaggerating it to cancel that out. ofc. #huskerdust #i hate drawing wings so much husk u put me thru so much torture. #tried to give him a big bushy tail too but it didn't look right with the wings. smh :/ #sorry for all the wips btw <3 i love sketching less so finishing stuff lol. also uni :(

[terrifique]

How are you watching a show with 2 black leads experiencing jim crow era racism at the hands of white characters and you have the guts to be liking posts/publishing anon messages on how reverse racism is real?

Always going on and on about how "certain people" are making the fandom difficult for others meanwhile people are spewing boomer style racist rhetoric on here casually and you're liking it and clapping along?? and if you don't just shut up and play nice about this bullshit you're a bully loool please be fucking serious! Or, better yet, log the fuck off. You look really stupid and weird.

#sending fake anons back and forth like a bunch of children....is this how you act offline? like cowards? #also if you've got a big enough account that you get anons and you're just sitting around watching this happen and not saying something??? #do better. this fandom will only continue to be hellish if we don't address this nonsense #and im not talking about the black fans who've already been through part 1 of this shit saga i'm talking about the rest of you #iwtv #fandom racism #interview with the vampire

[bishops-of-the-old-faith]

when did kallamar become so smug I thought he was the sad wet beast. i miss the sad wet beast.

#note from the sky #kallamar #anonymous #sky's art #|| i got wrong abt the age order. wouldve been sick as hell if narinder was 2nd oldest but what ever #i also feel like i mischaracterized him a bit #he's described as ruthless to his followers despite being a “coward” #and i also feel like him being 2nd oldest changes how he'd react to things #at first @ the lamb he was all hot shit but then as they got closer he was like. oh god im fucked. time to beg for mercy #still figuring stuff out since then. but i do enjoy drawing his big ol eyes #i kindof accidentally did to him what i did to shamura though. whoopsieeee

[feline-evil]

Dethvanity is really funny to me conceptually as an episode because you can see how little they had to make the characters insecure about for the bit. They swing for obvious lowblow choices with Pickle' baldness and Nathan's weight and even those require some suspension of disbelief because ok. Sure. Nathan '(said extremely proudly) never skipped a meal in my life!' Explosion is insecure about being a big man now. Nathan *guy who everyone thinks is smoking hot 99% of the time* Explosion is a tiny bit larger than usual and is insecure about it now. Lol. Lmao even.

But anyway then we hit Skwisgaar and Toki and there's like NOTHING to swing for, you can see them going uhhh ok Skwis doesn't sleep he probably drinks a lot of coffee, and Toki? Shit, what does Toki have to be insecure about with his looks. He's perfect, he's adorable, he's ripped. Um. FUCK IT, HE'S DOING NOTHING BUT EATING LEMONS. WE GOT NOTHING, WE GOT NOTHING, JUST GIVE THE BOY CITRUS FRUITS.

WOE 🍋 BE UPON YE

I'm sure i could make some smarter points about the attempts at applying vanity in this ep and how outside of this and a few other moments i do actually like that the show rarely takes pot shots at things like Nathan's weight, but you see Nathan has shirtless scenes in this one and so my intelligence is impeded when all the blood rushes out of my head and into my-

#metalocalypse #jay talkin #I LOVE TOKI'S LEMON EATING CHALLENGE HES ON IN THIS EP. BABY YR STRANGE AND PECULIAR #pickles being insecure abt balding is funny too. my man has chosen a hairstyle that is actively making that worse for himself #buddy if u didnt have whiteguy dreads impromise yr hair wld be healthier. but we love u for yr octopus swag anyway <3 #also hi nathan dont listen to the tv listen to me you look great. hi hello. im unsheathing my sword to cut down anyone who makes u feel bad #EVERYBODY IN UNIVERSE IS A COWARD. ITS BIG BOY SEASON. COME GET U ONE #dethvanity isnt in my list of favs i think most its humour is rlly easy lowballs but i find it funny for reasons outside of that #which is namely the show trying to make charavters insecure abt things when they absolutely are not any other time lmao #trying to find things to make skwis and toki insecure abt but theres NOTHING. ITS RLLY FUNNY #listen. putting my hand on everyones shoulder. lets not ignore the elephant in the room this show is uh #OFTEN VERY FATPHOBIC. so its no bastion of rep just cuz it doesnt take all the pot shots it cld at nathans body #it still does take some and theres plently of fatphobia outside of nathans character #but i do like that nathan is a bigger guy and outside of a few eps thats just treated as smth fine! its not remarked on outside of those! #and i think his body is drawn really well and i like that hes permitted to be sexy and to be like. seen with his body out just as much #as like anyone else in the band. like yeah duh nathan explosion is sexy in universe ppl are rocking with this. AS THEY SHOULD BE #idk like i say. not denying the show its fatphobia just saying i like how nathan is treated and portrayed a lot of the time :]

[cambriancutie]

#my art #oc #doodle #putting this in main tags. im no coward (<- big coward) #splatoon #agent 8 #agent 3

[virussyart]

doing shenanigans and merging skins together and. jesús cristo????

#i thought his pants were just big but this changes everything???? #this means so much to me for legitimately at least 4 reasons #valid and perfect and flawless #v3d #vfandom #lúcio #overwatch #lucio overwatch #short king rep AND big leg rep....... #scheduled bc im a coward

[intotheelliwoods]

I got new glasses finally and my brain is ooaoaoaooaoa ooao um adjusting (im having a time)

#nonsense #I needed new glasses so bad #my old ones were straight up being held together by DUCT TAPE #but are the new duct tape free glasses worth the 3 day brain pain we will see #btw if you ever want to know what I look like I deadass look like chicken little #that meme of “stop saying I look like chicken little” but you see I actually look like chicken little and I am very much a coward #I know if I focus on 2al that will hopefully distract from the new glasses pain #.... do I post this on main or my goddamn turtle blog. #..... do I post this on my few hundred followers blog or my few thousands followers blog hmm. #god I really need to do a follower milestone thing #again probably maybe a dtiys #but uhhh ummmm erm after the twist how about that #anyways hello fandom sideblog my beloved how are there so many of you following me #what #WHAT what #slowly but surely getting used to the idea that im a “big” blog oops #im literally chicken little #why am I big #am I chicken big? #im chicken big. #goodbye #enjoy tag ramble

[nextstopwonderland]

A supercut of Nigel McGuinness being 150% obsessed with Bryan Danielson for 2 min & 50 seconds while calling the BCC’s first match on Collision.

That married line. Buddy. BUDDY. You’re unhinged.

#aew #aew collision #bryan danielson #nigel mcguinness #blackpool combat club #there’s more im sure I missed #he called him a coward at one point but I didn’t clip that part and I’m too lazy #Nigel calling the texas death match is going to be next level batshit #Ricky starks #big bill #bcc #roh #ring of honor #video clips #my edits

[forgotten-rain]

more people need to talk about how

1. Gale thinks the world is better off without him in it.

He thinks the mistake he made was so monumental that it's not even worth him being alive anymore. He thinks that if he does as Mystra asks and blows himself up to kill the elder brain, then at least his folly would amount to something. He's lived for a year in darkness and isolation and convinced himself that the only way to move forward is by somehow regaining his goddess's favour, and if he can't do that then he's not worth the air he breathes. He wants so desperately to matter, to mean something, that he's willing to throw his whole life away to garner even a fraction of the love Mystra used to bestow upon him. He's a brilliant man, an incredible wizard, kind-hearted, and trying so damn hard to do the right thing, but somehow he fails to see all those qualities and puts his worth solely on a single mistake he made that he made out of love. Out of ambition and out of desire, but ultimately out of love. And now, after spending months in self-imposed isolation, the only future he sees for this world is one where he's not in it. And,

2. That he doesn't think he's worthy of Tav. He doesn't believe that anyone can love him as he is, no matter how often Tav tries to convince him otherwise. If a literal god deemed him unworthy, then who is he to claim he isn't? He finds the ability to love again with Tav, starts the slow and excruciating journey of healing together with them, but somewhere in the back of his mind, he still believes he's not good enough. He wants to be more. He wants to be everything that Tav wants him to be. He wants to be everything Tav needs him to be. He wants to prove to them that he can be a good fighter, a good lover, a good friend. That's why he asks again and again if they wouldn't love him better if he were a god. If he was perfect - truly perfect. If he could command armies and fell kingdoms, if he could give them everything they could ever dream of. Wouldn't Tav want that? Why would they want his battered, broken, mortal self when they could have a perfected version of him? What beauty is there in failure, in making mistakes, in being flawed? Even when Tav insists that they love him for who he is, not for the power he would wield, he struggles to accept it. He trusts that they're telling the truth, but he's been a wizard of renown for so long that he doesn't quite know how to be a regular man any more. His whole notion of worth has been tied so tightly with power and control for so long that he's forgotten what it is like to be loved simply for being who he is. Not the Wizard of Waterdeep. Not Mystra's Chosen. But a man, wandering in the dark like everyone else, afraid, but so full of hope.

#i have Thoughts #and a lot of them are about my husband #gale dekarios #and his issues of self worth #larian wheres the option to give him a big squeezy hug #he offers so much #and asks for so little in return #baby i love you #you deserve all the planes #also hot take but i dont hate mystra #im putting this in the tags because im a coward #she sucks but shes a god #like #theyre all fickle #its kind of a god thing #and at least she had reason to be angry #not reason enough to give my man depression #she could have handled it better #but she was threatened #and i guess felt betrayed by the man she loved #like opening up an old wound #anyway gale is baby girl and i unironically want to have his children #ive never felt the mother instinct before #but gods damn it i will mother his children #and give him a happy blissful domestic life #where he can malewife to his hearts content #bg3 #bg3 gale #gale bg3 #gale of waterdeep

[noose-lion]

SHITKOKU STANS DONT CARE FOR DAZAI’S CHARACTER OR TRAUMA AND ARE PSYCHOPATH DAZAI ANTIS WHO ARE ACTUALLY CHU**Y* FANS YET STILL FUCKING SHIP THAT UGLY SHIP BECAUSE THEY DONT CARE FOR DAZAI IM GOING GO KILL MYSELF

Skk everytime they're out of frame or camerashot.

#no anon this time? bold #i wish I could say I respect it #but I dont #burner account coward shit #lmao #anyway your precious dazai is getting dicked down behind your back everytime your distracted whining in my inbox or some other soul's inbox #its quite funny #I just think tramautized men can kiss gingers #as a treat #if you kill yourself who is going to fight the big bad skk shippers? #have a good/night day lil anon #answered asks #bsd drama #tw suicide threat #suicide threat #soukoku #i guess #jesters privilege #jester's privilege #im sorry dear mutuals and followers #<333 #suggestive #thought the gif was funny sooooo #yeah

[floralovebot]

yknow i think a really fundamental misunderstanding current dc writers have with garth is that he genuinely wasn't a child soldier like dick or wally. sure he definitely comes from that era and there Are undoubtedly aspects of his character arc and relationship with arthur that are similar to the classic mentor/mentee relationship, but their core relationship didn't start with that. arthur originally only brought garth along because they were just besties. arthur was living it up homeless style with this random orphan he found and they got into some hijinks together. then shit happened, he becomes King, but he's not going to abandon garth so he continues to bring him along.

part of garth growing up was him having to take things more seriously and learn to handle hero shit. like. he was really just randomly thrust into that world because arthur Became a big hero, not because arthur intentionally took on a protégé.

so when i see dc writing rebirth garth or even yj garth as this Cool Kid who was taken under arthur's wing and trained to become a Cool Hero, it's just,,, it's a Huge misunderstanding of garth himself but especially their relationship. his daddy issues are amplified because he always saw arthur as this cool older man who took him in as a son, not as a student. unlike a character like dick who has issues with bruce because bruce himself treats him as both a son and student, garth really became the student in response to arthur's duties, after they already had an established relationship. and even then, garth was never meant to be arthur's protégé in the way the other kid sidekicks were.

like. garth became arthur's sidekick because he wanted to be there. he wanted to be with His Dad and help him on these important missions. he didn't want to be alone anymore, and if that meant risking his life for arthur then fucking whatever, he'll do it. while arthur did take on the role of mentor and garth was very much his sidekick, garth was never the Child Soldier or the Protégé like the other sidekicks. like i'd say that's actually a huge part of his character arc. current dc writers will Never be able to capture garth in the right light if they continue to paint him as the same kind of sidekick the other titans were.

#sorry im in a very garth mood i will be exclusively talking about garth for like the next week at least #ajhladg #anyway #like im sorry but you can't turn the aquafam into the batfam you just can't #they have a fundamentally different relationship #like that was also a huge aspect of garth's relationship with the other titans #because they thought he was a coward and not cut out for the hero life #and that's because he literally Was Not trained for this! arthur took him in and it Just Kinda Happened #his training really consisted of him following arthur and arthur teaching him shit in the moment #and later on arthur does get more serious about it but again very big difference from the other titans #like literally garth has more of the classic mentor/mentee relationship with atlan than with arthur #garth of shayeris #a huge part of garth's character arc is him feeling like he doesn't deserve to be a hero because he Wasn't trained like the others #he didn't have as many skills didn't have the same confidence etcetc #the other titans were intentionally taken in to be a protégé or became one very Very early on in their life #garth was just going along for the ride man #like i think a really important aspect of his relationship with arthur is that garth never really saw him as A Mentor #he saw him as a dad and role model who occasionally taught him how to do cool shit #arthur was the one who pushed that mentor/mentee relationship and it blew him up in his face because that Wasn't them

[igotsnothing]

SLASHED A 12 Day Spooky Season CAS Challenge 🩸💀

How He Dies: Final Girl lures him into a room where the Hunter is waiting with his crossbow. Upon being hit with several arrows made of hawthorn, the monster thrashes in a final paroxysm of fury before the Hunter shoots the last arrow, right between his eyes. It's over. Our heroes live to see the dawn.

At least...until the sequel!

DUN DUN DUN!

Day 1- The Final Girl/ Day 2- The Jock/Day 3-The Bad Girl/Day 4-The Outcast/ Day 5-The Academic/Day 6- The Sacrifice/The Fool/Day 7- The Skeptic/Day 8- The Meddler/Day 9- The Harbinger/Day 10- The Detective/Day 11- The Hunter/Day 12- The Killer

#the sims 4 #windbrookslashed #cas challenge #simblrween #gif warning #i scared myself #it's creepy not really scary #that's what i thought #then i had to walk the dog at night #and my dog is a big coward #and so am i #we were both scared #happy halloween #im sad this challenge is over #i feel like a watched a really fun movie while creating these characters