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#im a bad person
starvebuteat · 2 days
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Maybe I'm meant to be alone?
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Can't even make a simple friend
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imababblekat · 1 year
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In His Eyes
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**WARNINGS**: mentions of eating disorder, self hate, body image struggles
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@ glowinthedarkmooon ,”Could I request a link x reader, when the reader is plus sized and they feel insecure about their body. Reader uses gender neutral Pronouns please (I've been feeling really bad about this lately and couldn't find a link comfort so yeah it'll mean alot to me ^^ )”
AN: To those of you struggling with body insecurities, this one is for y’all. As someone who has also been struggling, I want you to know you’re never alone and that there is absolutely nothing wrong with you, no matter how hard that can be to believe <3
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You stand looking in the mirror, a heavy sigh leaving your soon to be quivering lips. It was another one of those days where you couldn’t stand to be in your own body. Most times you’d be able to push the horrid thoughts aside, but sometimes, your own brain was stronger in deceiving you. Picking at the parts of you that stood out and caused a self hating ache in your heart, you hadn’t noticed your Hyrulean Hero climb up the stairs. A low grunt alerted you to his presence, and you gasped his name with rosy cheeks of embarrassment, and quite frankly, shame. “I-I’m sorry. . .”, you hushed out, quick to cross your arms weakly over your body, gaze falling to the floor and desperately trying to hold back tears. Links wonderfully blue eyes stared back, a sadness in them to match his growing frown. He hated to see you like this. It was hard enough to know how much you disliked your own self, not being able to see what true beauty you held, but what hurt more was knowing that you now also felt he would be disappointed in you. Truthfully, he never could feel that way, no matter how many times you took steps back in your journey to finding self love. With an urgency in his steps, Link placed down his hunting gear and brought you into his arms, his heart strings tugging at the quiet, choked sobs you so desperately tried to hide from him. “I’m sorry.”, you repeated in a painful cry, pushing yourself further into Links chest to hide. The weakness you felt yourself displaying before him the harder it got to stand yourself. You knew Link would never be mad at you for something such as this. He’d been your number one supporter through your struggles even before you two became something deeper then just friends. Yet, every time you pinched, prodded, popped, scratched, or did anything to go against your own body, you felt like you had failed him. A soft kiss to the top of your head and reassuring rubs to your back quieted the storm swirling from within. Pulling back some, Link gently lifted your chin, taking in the tear stained face of the person he fell so deeply in love with. Even through the blurriness of tears, you could make out his smile. Despite all the hate in your heart, the gentle smile of his and endearing eyes always somehow managed to make things feel just the tad bit lighter. He wiped at your cheeks, and reassured to you that there was nothing to apologize for. That no matter how many steps back you took, he would be there with you, just like how you had for him all that time he journeyed across to save Hyrule. And you believed him, because Link is an honest and devoted person, most especially when it came to those he held close. Pointing over the lofts railing, Link questioned if you’d like to have some calming tea, knowing well that in moments like these you would have most likely not eaten/over eaten. With a shaky breath, you silently nodded, following Link along hand in hand. Peering over your shoulder, back to the mirror which held a reflection of your retreating forms, you wondered how the famous Hylian truly saw you. As if reading your mind, you watched as Links reflection mirrored his gaze to look back at you with nothing but the purest adoration and love, something that gave you a realization of the truth and a new, delightful feeling to bloom deep with in your once aching heart.
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macbcth · 3 months
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realising i may be in love with my high school best friend and that's why my college relationship failed bc ive never felt that intensity of love for anyone else uh oh
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greenjellydragon · 5 months
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bad people deserve bad things.
so thus i accept my fate.
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cateyedfox36 · 3 months
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Um...
Anyone else feel like Ares wanted to *keep* Grover? And maybe Grover doesn't mind?
First thing Grover says is "I'm 24, an adult and into a certain kind of violence"
And just imagine being a full ass adult Satyr, a people who like to fuck, being around literal half blood children. And then meeting Ares, who's yes a sexy ass man.
I mean come on..
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My gods I'm on a watch list now aren't I?
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a girl like me doesn’t deserve a boy like him.
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illegiblehandwriting1 · 10 months
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love how ch 16 is just sky continually being tossed like a ragdoll. just nonstop. he's just being yeeted. this poor child.
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ribbonsnroulette · 4 months
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me when my actions have consequences and i cant just be a bitch
🤯🤯🤯
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lonley-mess · 2 years
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I never wanted to be a burden for you, I never wanted to hurt you. But in the end I did it. Im sorry.
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dissociatingtism · 5 months
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I am not a good person. I am a liar. I am never truly honest about how I am. I've lied to avoid being hospitalized.
I am honest about many things. But a lie still makes the liar.
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gorillaxyz · 12 days
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i want to say things but i know it sounds so weirr and i cant even say "BUT I DONT MEAN IT LIKE THAT 😩" because i do mean it like that i mean it exactly like that
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wilting-venus · 8 months
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the "toxic trait" trend was too silly like mine is that ive become so hateful i think about sending her all my $/h pics at once so she could knowwhich ones were her fault and cause her to relapse herself
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localchaos123 · 1 year
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*looks at kinnies* I am a horrible person
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i am the most annoying most horrible person on the planet i deserve nothing absolutely no one i am no one i do not matter i am horrible
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aliveatonce · 2 years
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Thought i stopped being toxic, yet here i am doing the same shit again
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It's all over.
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