#im 19 now. we've been dating for almost 6 months and these past semester was the best ever. i have never been this happier before.

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YALL I GOT ENGAGED LIKE FR NO CAP AT ALL IM SO AKEKKWODKAKẞO

#these past weeks my bf and i have been talking a lot about how we want to marry each other and build a family #plot twist: i had bought rings a little bit before that happened. #SO I DID IT #im so happy #like about 6 years ago i was literally sure that i would die alone and that dating isnt for me and that i should just live my life #idek if its been 6 years or a little less but whatever #im 19 now. we've been dating for almost 6 months and these past semester was the best ever. i have never been this happier before. #ofc loving ourselves is important but being loved by someone else specially when youre willing to keep working on yourself hits so different #life just feels way brighter. it's the best combo ever. i spent the last years refusing love from everyone including me #when i didn't even know all i needed was love. to be love and to love myself inside out with all my flaws. #im so thankful for the universe for putting someone this amazing in my life. a billion prayers and 'thank you' still wouldn't be enough. #this valentine's (june 12th in my country aka brazil) i just HAD to ask him to marry me. i felt like if i didn't do it then i would take #a long time to do so #and the rings have been heve for a while already so i just. like. grabbed the box showed him and said 'boop!!!! do you want to marry me?' #and he was like 'ofc i do' and i was internally CRYING my child me would literally yell and jump around bc i always wanted to get married #we won't actually marry for now bc we can't afford it YET. before that we'll both find jobs and save enough money for everything ❤️ #anyways whether we can currently afford it or not im still so happy i can't describe in words what i feel. #i don't even know if i'll ever find an adjective to do so other than 'happy'. it's all i can think of omg #my intuition is telling me that we'll get married in at least 1 year and a half. that'll be 2 years dating the love of my life! 🥺 #this is so long omg i'll shut up #shut up alexis