#ill rb this everyday if i have to

[barkbrained]

You have to think things will get better, otherwise what is the point!!! You have to hold out hope that things will get better and then maybe one day things will feel safe and be cool and everything will be fine (at least as fine as it can be)

#misc #rbs okay #I’m just so tired of the state of the world and I’m so tired of feeling unsafe every day #so tired of being tired. I have to hope my body will heal and I will feel better but it’s so hard #change has to come at some point and I have to hope I can make it to that point #I’m having a terrible time coping with the pain and fatigue and mental strain covid has left me with #I want to feel okay again so badly #all I want in the world is to make art and experience art and music and movies and live a little life with my partner in some place nice #I’m scared I’ll never feel okay enough to have that and I’m scared the world won’t ever feel safe enough again to have that #I just keep telling myself something has to change and trying to believe it so hard #if I make it through this pandemic with any semblance of health and stability I will be happy #I don’t even want to think about how much trauma the pandemic has given me and will continue to give me #I grieve everyday for the world that could’ve been and the person I will never get the chance to be because of this pandemic #my health anxiety has skyrocketed in the past four years and just keeps getting worse #I can’t hear people coughing or sneezing or sniffling without panicking for a few seconds every time #I already had emetophobia before 2020 but now I have the same panicked feeling from anyone exhibiting any signs of illness #it’s exhausting T-T everything is exhausting #sorry for vent-ish post on main ik it’s not very professional but whatever this is my blog #covid tw

[mcdbutgay]

mcd aaron as a character frustrates me SO MUCH BC HES A GOOD CHARACTER IN THEORY BUT KNOWING HOW HE ENDS UP,,, WHAT HE ENDS UP BEING IS SO AHGHHH

i REALLY hate how they dumb down the characters in mystreet, like. i understand that mystreet is SUPPOSED to be a lihht hearted slice of life (at least, at the beginning. i don’t even wanna TOUCH myst s4-6) but REGARDLESS THE FACT THAT SO MANY CHARACTERS GET DUMBED DOWN IS SO FRUSTRATING BC THEYRE SO GOOD IN MCD.

katelyn, garroth, laurance, aaron,, aaron is especially frustrating bc i REALLY don’t like aarmau. i never have, and the fact that it essentially DOMINATES mcd/myst at a certain point is annoying. also the fact that he’s so mysterious and cryptic in mcd is SO COOL but then he only turns out to be some guy. GOD. i hate this stupid show.

then again i am only going off of what i remember, which is from when the episodes originally came out YEARS ago. i could toootally be wrong about a lot of stuff since im nowhere NEAR being done with mcd but still its nice to vent (currently on s2 ep24 as of me writing this)

#lowkey i dont wanna tag this post w stuff that will reach wider audiences bc rlly its just me venting but #ughhh idk. dont rb? i dont think this is reblog worthy in the slightest lol i just need to SCREAM #and like i said i could be wrong about SOOO many things but who cares its my mcd side acc i can do whatever and being wrong is fine lmao #its not like im spreading misinfo or anything bc i KNOW its true lol #anyway. #idk how many ppl read my tags but this doesnt rlly deserve a post of its own #i dont think ill be continuing the chibis as much as id love to lol #the zoeymau post got SO much attention and im forever grateful for that but im starting school soon and wont have time to draw for a while #i’ll still post obviously lol im not planning on going on hiatus again i promise #but idk i cant promise to post EVERYDAY bc homework n shit lol. also i dont always feel like watching mcd bc SHITS DRAINING AS HELL and also #i tear up every few mins bc of nostalgia LMFAOOO okay ill shut up now haha #ashe.txt

[jakeperalta]

I’m sorry I’m just a little triggered by your rb about the homeless and I have to ask, do you have to interact with homeless people on a regular basis? Everyday I do. I have empathy for their mental illness and addiction. I hate how society has caused this homeless crisis and failed them.

But if you had to walk by a large man who was screaming and wielding a knife to get to school, what would you do???? That’s happened to me 3 times bc this one homeless man in my street keeps doing it. There’s another man who catcalls very explicitly and I found him on the sex offender registry for multiple SAs.

I am sick of being shamed by people online for feeling scared. I swear people are so quick to judge to feel morally superior but if you had to deal with repeated threats to your safety then you’d understand why people call the cops. It’s not a perfect solution but I can’t fix systemic problems & that shouldn’t mean I have to put up with threats.

I mean I think the sad reality is that most of us encounter homeless people regularly. I don't think the post is saying you have no right to be scared by threatening behaviour or that they should get a free pass for anything — of course there are situations where people are genuinely afraid for their safety and often the only pathway you can go through to deal with it is the police. I think it's just about having compassion in terms of not automatically viewing any weird/abnormal/unseemly behaviour as criminal.

#answered #anonymous

[skiniibuniii]

im going to rb this as a lil food diary everyday to keep myself accountable. ill keep the posts short so yall on mobile dont have to scroll so much to get through them.

day 0: untracked, abt 2k cal i think. 7k steps. didnt weigh.

[tsukaproshp]

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ' But you burn my darkness overnight

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀Our love was never in vain — ♪ '

— welcome to my blog !

this is my more 'general' blog but it's also made for proship & comship related topics ! and it serve as a places to posts selfship stuff as well.

— about me !

you can call me Coddy or Théodore ( Lex or Melvie is fine too ! ), my pronouns are he / him & it / its ( and i'm fine with neospronouns ). i'm a gaybien trans-man ( feel free to ask question about my identity but please do not debate it ). i'm 5teen years old ( '07 ). i'm autistic, dyslexic and i'm a part of a system [ i do not care if you think it's not possible that i'm one <3 ]. headmates may posts on here ! english is not my first language ( french is ) so it's pretty broken ; feel free to correct me but please be kind with it.

— dni !

none ! expect for terfs / swearfs / radfem i do not want u there ^_^

— byf !

i'm a proshipper and comshipper ! i'm anti-harassment, i believe in the ' ships and let ship ' & ' don't like ? don't read. don't interact. '.

i call myself a himejoshi & fudanshi ~ ♪

i may interact in discourses & i sometime vent on here !

i'm mentally ill and have a few kins / 'irls' / me's which i can talk about and affect somes of my selfship [ here is a list of the me's ] ! i do not care about twins :D !

— somes of my stances !

as said earlier i'm anti-harassment, i'm endos neutral, i'm rad-inclus / rad-inclus neutral, i do not care about paraphiles as long as they aren't pro-contact ( for offending ones ). i do not believe in narc / autism abuse, and i personally align with communist beliefs.

— tags system !

• kody rambles ꒰🍰꒱ = rambles / random post

• online debate 🧷 = discourse post

• /vent = vents post [ block it if you don't want to see my vents. i do tag the triggers / cw that are in them ]

• are they kissing ?! 💭 = ships related post

• oh no ... they're kissing ?! 🫐 = com-ships [ include toxic dynamics, inc-st, age gape, yandere, power imbalance ect ... block if you are uncomfy with thoses ]

• my darlings borlos 💗 = general self-ship post

• /oomfies 🧇 = posts i rb / responds & asks that come from my moots

• answering the mails ! 🌸 = answering asks

— selfship tags ! ( thoses are my mains ones )

nazuna nito [ ensemble stars / romantic ]. # sweet little rabbit 🐇

shu itsuki [ ensemble stars / romantic ]. # shii-san 🥐

nazuna nito & shu itsuki poly [ ensemble stars / romantic ]. # my beloveds 💗

sacha ketchum [ pokemon / romantic ]. # ready for a new adventure ? 🧸

saiki tenma [ project sekai / semi-romantic ]. # my darling pianist 🎹

chiba ryunosuke [ assassination classrom / romantic ]. # lovely idiot 💐

rui kamishiro [ project sekai / romantic ]. # my lovely antagonist 🔭

serena [ pokemon / queer-platonic & romantic ]. # the best pokémon performer ☆

kaeya alberich [ genshin impact / romantic ]. # my knight ☀️

kanato sakamaki [ diabolik lover / romantic ]. # kana 💜

azuka mukami [ diabolik lover / romantic ]. # azu-kun 🦇

— my ( main ) fandoms !

ensemble stars, project sekai, love live, idolmaster cinderella girls, A3!!, uta no prince-sama, vocaloid, DRAMAtical Murder, bungou strays dogs, soul eater, twisted wonderland, genshin impact, the owl house, pokemon and of danmei ( like sssvs, everydays the protagonist want to capture me, the demon lord always think im in love with him, 100 to kill an heartthrob, ect... ), identity v

— my ( main ) ships !

sakumacest ( ensemble stars ), maoritsu ( ensemble stars ), POLY *old* VALKYRIE, POLY RA*BITS, amagicest ( ensemble stars ), dazaidoppo ( bungou strays dogs ), dazaiatsushi ( bungou strays dogs ), ranpopoe ( bungou strays dogs ), ryunosukeatsushi (bungou strays dogs ), tenmacest ( project sekai ), ruitsukasa ( project sekai ), POLY NIIGO ( project sekai ), spidermandeadpool ( marvel comics ), riddlerbat ( DC comics ), sachagoh ( pokemon ), sachaselena ( pokemon ), kaeyadiluc ( genshin impact ), xingqiuchongyun ( genshin impact ), xiaozhongli ( genshin impact ), kusuocest ( saiki k ), saikikaidou ( saiki k ), saikitorisuka ( saiki k ), saikiakechi ( saiki k ), saikisatou ( saiki k ), shigeoreigen ( mob psycho 100 ), kageyamacest ( mob psycho 100 )

— my ( main ) favorite tropes !

bestfriend to lovers, found family, hanaki disease, (*platonic*) soulmates, friends to enemis to friends, reincarnation, childhood friends to lovers, inc-st, sh-tas, yandere, power inbulancement, teacher x student, && age gape

#[ tags ] #kody rambles ꒰🍰꒱ #online debate 🧷 #/vent #are they kissing ?! 💭 #oh no ... they're kissing ?! 🫐 #my darlings borlos 💗 #/oomfies 🧇 #answering the mails ! 🌸 #sweet little rabbit 🐇 #shii-san 🥐 #my beloveds 💗 #ready for a new adventure ? 🧸 #my darling pianist 🎹 #lovely idiot 💐 #my lovely antagonist 🔭 #the best pokémon performer ☆ #kana 💜 #azu-kun 🦇 #my knight ☀️

[professionalfoodstalker]

I’m rewatching Once Upon A Time, currently in season 4 and I remember when season four was airing. I remember the weekly chats, the discourse about each ship WHICH includes the ship wars. All I have to say is fuck you bitches that hated Captain Swan so much that you had the audacity to say Rumbelle was the better less toxic ship. Now that don’t even make a lick of sense. I recall seeing mfs say “Captain Swan is more toxic than Rumbelle” just because y’all hated that CS got more screen time WHEN EMMA IS THE MAIN CHARACTER OFC HER ROMANTIC JOURNEY IS GONNA TAKE PRECEDENT. There is no universe in which RB would be less toxic than any ship in the show. That man had been lying and manipulating her since DAY ONE. Even on their wedding day, he was lying to her and seemingly everyday after that! Like???? Rumple was my favorite character outside of Regina and Killian but there’s no way y’all were actually 100% being serious when y’all thought that was a good relationship.

I would also like to add that you are free to ship whatever you want but let’s not be delusional. And y’all bitches were MENTALLY ILL. I remember how toxic the fandom became around this point, around season 4. OutlawQueen, Snowing, Captain Swan, Rumbelle, Swan Queen… I remember all of that shit. It boils my blood remembering all the shit I went thru in this fandom back in the day over Captain Swan.

#once upon a time #ouat #ouat rewatch #ouat s4 #emma swan #Captain Hook #killian jones #captain swan #rumplestiltskin #anti rumbelle #anti belle French

[xecat]

Bro I'm so in love with your art and all the stuff you make. Every day I'm checking if you've made anything new because it's so fuckinh cool and neat and awesome. I wish I could pick one specific thing about your art to be my favourite, but like,,, everything is my favourite?? Your art is so cool man keep up the awesome work

hwat the fuck?? thank u this is completely out of nowhere waaah

ill try to make more stuff everyday ! im really happy my art makes you happy

idk if u know abt my art blog cos u sent ur ask to my main but i have more art n doodles over there if i forget to rb any of it to my main

#idk how to respond properly to kind anons like ths thank you so much wtf.........................

[adalismsu]

To start things off I would like to take you on a trip back in time, to the beginning of “Lysol” and how the product that I have chosen has developed throughout history. Created by German chemist Gustav Raupenstrauch in 1889. During that time they used this product a slight bit differently than the use we give it today. Lysol was given an advertisement as a woman’s “feminine hygiene” product. That wasn’t its only use, because of the fact that birth control was illegal in the United States until 1965 for married couples and 1972 for those individuals who were single. According to the Smithsonian Magazine a paragraph quoted from Andrea Tone, states “The campaign made Lysol the best-selling method of contraception during the Great Depression.”

Lysol along with many other hygiene brands are all owned and manufactured by Reckitt Benckiser. All Lysol products are made and dispensed throughout the U.S and North America. RB Hillsborough is the one company in the world that supply’s Lysol disinfectant spray.

Even if the worldwide pandemic made everyone go a little crazy especially with the ingestion of cleaning products to avoid getting sick. I would like to speak for us all and say that for the past 3 years Lysol has been an essential part of our everyday day lives, in order to give us the feeling of extra security and protection from this pandemic caused by COVID-19. For me Lysol is something that I incorporate every single day into my life. When I get home from outside I spray. When cleaning our room my roommates and I spray. If someone is over we spray the air and doorknobs making sure that we are completely disinfecting our living space, in order to protect us from any illness or virus in the outside world. We are living in a home where there are many new things coming out that are causing unfavorable effects to us humans. Products like Lysol,Clorox, ect were made just for that purpose to clean, disinfect and avoid the sickness.

While doing some research, there wasn’t much information on what life is like for those who manufacture the actual product. So there’s not much for me to say other than the company Reckitt Benckiser that owns Lysol and many other products that you may know like, Durex,Veet,Easy Off and many more. That they are a very successful company thanks to all of the earnings they received from all of their partnerships.

[whengagametharry]

Anonymous asked: I’m sorry to dump this shit on y’all but how do people deal with loneliness…it’s just such a terrible feeling that I’ve become more aware of lately and it sucks so bad. Like I have friends, I talk to people at work everyday, I got out once in a while. But I can’t remember the last time I had a deep conversation or told somebody something personal about myself, that was beyond a surface level conversation😅 I just crave those friendships and relationships with people that I can truly consider my people, and ever since college ended and I stopped seeing my group of friends everyday I just don’t know how to get there again and it’s really taking a toll on me more and more everyday. My family is more than supportive but when things happy or sad happen in my life I feel like I just have to bottle up those emotions because I have nobody to share it with. All these people I have love in my heart for are happy and/or in relationships or having genuine friendships and on the inside it makes me happy for them, but then I sit back and think well why don’t I have any of that… Like I said I’m sorry to dump all this but if anybody has any advice on how to deal with this it’d be greatly appreciated🫶

im so sorry babe :( (also I hope you see this on here ill rb it to my main account when it's 12) but yeah I feel you on this im kinda in a similar spot like my close friends I dont see as often as I used to so its like just coasting along working doing school and errands until then kmndjbfhujikv I wish I had some good advice rjkfnbhujvck im sorry :(

[g3nosarchive]

ok i genuinely think a lot of other people have this problem but stop inserting yourself when xyz issue is mentioned. when someone is telling you that a person, a celebrity, some franchise is harming their identity or anyone’s identity as a minority, or part of a certain race or religion or anything shut the fuck up and accept it.

they do not need to know your emotional attachment to said thing, your disbelief, your horror, your personal experience - we didn’t ask for all that. we know just how bad it is, cus yk it harms us maybe? we’ve already gone through the cycle of being angry and indignant and now we’re here trying to get you to understand in the hopes that as a friend you do what you’re meant to do when you became friends with us. we are not your constant ball of anger to use whenever you find something that’s “crazy, unbelievably, shockingly” once again, a hate crime, when you decide you want to feel angry and care about it.

more under the cut bc i talk too much

by doing that, you’re making an issue that you didn’t even know about suddenly yours. ask yourself, what is the purpose for telling anyone all that? to get them to sympathize with you personally so you can get a pass because you didn’t know? of course you don’t know, of course you’re unaware, that’s the whole reason why you’re being told in the first place. do not water down the issue or even try to play the ‘everything has some issue like this so there’s no point in going this far’ card. especially as a white person. the reason why you don’t know primarily is because it doesn’t affect you and it doesn’t cross your mind.

when you watch a show with a black character, you don’t care about how off the character design is or how stereotypical and borderline racist the comedy gag surrounding said character is. when you listen to your favorite white music artists or watch your favorite movie with a majority white cast, white staff, white team, and white theme, you don’t care to analyze just how outdated and stereotypical the way that token asian character is portrayed. some of y’all don’t understand and will never understand the mental struggle and awareness forever plugged into the brain of lgbt and/or poc, especially black people when we consume anything, when we go anywhere, when we meet new people, to constantly catch those micro aggressions and know what to avoid.

so when someone tells you insert classic hot mess is racist and you should stop supporting it, one of the worst things you can do beside outright rejecting it is to defend it and insinuate that we don’t know what we’re talking about, that we need 30 different sources to prove it all, that you don’t think (for example taylor swifts dream colonized africa mv) is bad. you try to say the thing or person that is actively promoting all this homophobia, racism, transmisogyny etc needs to be kindly educated, is trying their best, will learn soon enough, just wasn’t educated, will do better in the future (esp looking at u kpop stans). does their apparent regret but refusal to properly apologize actually matter? the damage has already been done.

that in itself is a privilege i could never have. i don’t even try being a fan of any major white celebrity or any kpop group because i guarantee if i search up their name with ‘racist’, ‘sexist’, ‘homophobic’, ‘transphobic’, ‘cultural appropriation’ behind it something or some image is bound to show up. you will all say “oh they haven’t done anything yet” but when it comes out that they did, they have, and they do not care about who it affects, suddenly it’s a bombshell dropped on you out of nowhere.

it’s not that hard to spot these things actually. if your fav is constantly putting themselves against people of color, saying shady shit about non cishets while being a cishet themself, saying one thing and doing another, or has been silent when their voice was expected to speak up, shouldn’t you notice? y’all will reblog all these posts but in reality only 10% are actually reading and listening and actually digesting this information for future use.

and i think the thing that pisses me off is this is all from personal experience where i’m speaking from. over the past 2 days the amount of times if i’ve heard about the “tea that dropped w meghan markle” is ridiculous and annoying. a girl texted me and i sat there and i realized that she does this on a daily basis to fuel my anger and get me to validate her own useless anger. of course i knew about it and i wasn’t surprised at all - she’s still a black woman.

almost every black blog on here, when they get big enough, deals with some sort of weird shit surrounding their blackness. if you get big on speaking about issues you are now this emotionless token ‘smart black person i can actually trust’ to use as your replacement for google. this is not to say asking questions is bad, but it is so easy to pull up some of the shit you guys ask for. some people get called slurs directly, targeted for being too black or not black enough, attacked for their features and etc and someone mentioned this before but the only people that care in those situations are other black people themselves. white people will have blm in their bio but turn the other way the minute some anon starts acting up in their mutuals’ inbox, calling them a dark1e because they felt confident enough to post some selfies. and then you get sad when we dont go to you for any kind of support? 

i’ve stated sometimes that asking me questions on issues and things is okay, but one of the main reasons i say that is because whether i say it or not, i’ll be asked questions and expected to know everything and i am your personal walking encyclopedia and ofc it’s natural for me to have all this information in my head, as if i didn’t research it myself. but then i think about the numerous amounts of people that specifically say not to ask them this shit because it really does tire you out, that they don’t want to have to deal with this in any space but they still get them. 

and then the ones that don’t even know themself so people will use them as an example and say “well this person didn’t know and they’re ‘marginalized identity’ so it should be fine for me too”. good god just apologize, show that you really care, change your behavior and move on. do you think it was fun being asked the statistics for george floyd’s and other black peoples death in class? that you were being inclusive and giving me a chance to show off my intelligence, to prove to others that i really had something up here and you were my greatest star eyes white friend that gave me that chance? i cant close my posts like this properly but i want you to think about that shit and actually ask yourself if you’d do that. a lot of you will read this and think “i’m not that type of racist” “i don’t have those deep seated prejudices in me” yes you do. you just haven’t been called out on it.

for all the shit ive dealt with above, if i’ve ever talked to you about this before dont come to me to apologize i do not need it and you are not the only person i’ve received this from. i guarantee you that there’s about 20 other people i’ve thought about while writing this post considering i’m a black person in the real world, so keep your guilt to yourself an deal with it

white people don’t add on to this

#important #antiblackness #george floyd #death mention #ok to rb #more than ok but #here it is 😇 #ill rb this everyday if i have to

[fangwhoria]

theres something so insidious about being assigned female at birth

#from the mouth of jane #also id appreciate it if you didnt rb this i dont want people i dont know being annoying in the notes #idk lmk if this is a shitty take n ill delete it but. #i think of myself as a cis girl slightly to the left #just cuz i think being wlw is inherently outside of the binary idea of womanhood #but just. theres so much shit that you have to carry with you your whole life as soon as they put that gender on your birth certificate #and i have decent parents that didnt raise me with too many gender roles #but just. everyday i gotta fight against the desire to be an ideal of womanhood to please male authority figures #and that urge is where my comphet comes from yk? #and its just never gonna go away <3 #anyway ignore me im just mad cuz i had a comphet moment yesterday and i cant stop analyzing my identity

[trashylvania]

After taking a break from this site for ~2 years, I've noticed a few things of concern since I resumed regular use of it, but for the sake of brevity I want to address one in particular: the tendency on this site (unknowingly or knowingly) to contribute to the rumination on -- and triggering of -- trauma. Like, capital "T," PTSD Trauma. In the recent past, I was in trauma therapy for about 2 years, made great progress, and "graduated" to the point of no longer requiring therapy at all unless requested; but after a couple months of being on here multiple times a day, I find myself at times suddenly gripped by something I haven't thought about in years, something I'd made an odd peace with. I accepted that I was fundamentally changed early in life by what I'd survived, and learned ways to regulate my responses to incidents and feelings that evoked it.

Yet, the abundance of trauma-focused and illness-focused rumination on this site and the content it produces that inevitably rips the wound open over and over -- without warning -- has made someone who's lived years with relative peace reminded of it again and again. Even when it's a "helpful" infographic or post about recognizing trauma.

This is why tagging posts regarding trauma and PTSD should be encouraged universally on this site, due to the nature of PTSD and the inevitability that some people are at different places on the path to healing than others. Some people have experienced very violent trauma, and even being reminded of it can trigger PTSD symptoms after years of (otherwise successful!) treatment, and can give way to very ugly, jarring, and painful memories... this is the nature of PTSD.

I just wanna feel safe and have a good time on here looking at cool pics to inspire my art and funny memes, and I know others like me want this too; I respect that many of you are early on in your journey to making peace with your struggles and finding a path to recovery, but it is not helpful for some of us to relive these experiences unwillingly. This is why I implore you to please tag "trauma" and "PTSD," even if you are not asked to, out of respect for those who are trying to heal and regain our lives. I understand it's an imposition, but it makes a huge difference for those who need it. Thank you for reading this, and all the best <3

#trash.txt #ok2rb ofc #if anything pls rb if you think it'll help #trauma #ptsd #i'm considering just going back on hiatus bc the sheer saturation of rumination in illness and trauma on this site doesn't help me #i was on reddit in the meantime - which many ppl shit on here as being toxic - but didn't have the same issues with unearthing trauma shit #bc i could regulate what content i see and as such could avoid trauma subreddits #but on here i'm at the mercy of other users who may either be venting or reblogging genuinely triggering stuff untagged #which is harmful for me at this point in my recovery and i'm sure i'm not the only one #by 'triggering' i don't mean discomfort but actual memories/flashbacks and dissociating and spending hours unable to move on #like actually reliving very painful and violent and life-threatening shit so pls pls PLS keep that in mind when you vent or rb #it's just 2 tags #ideally i'd ask for s*icide to be tagged too but that's a whole other post & i didnt wanna ask too much in one go. even 'jokes' or ideation #these are all really really bad for ppl in recovery to see. it almost makes me angry but i understand not evry1 knows the gravity of it #& this content is NOT stuff I'd encounter in day to day life so its not like im 'too fragile'. like this is specific to my pain & not banal #i would otherwise have virtually no reminders of this shit in everyday life so... yeah. for some of us it is really consequential #i initially wanted to wait to post this till later when more people are online but it bothered me too much. i will rb later so more ppl see #like i'm trying to do papers for finals week & while taking breaks to scroll on here & relax i see shit abt illness & trauma. its bad 4 me #i apologize to mutuals but if any of you do this and a lot of it is untagged i will reluctantly have to unfollow you. i'm sorry #mental illness stuff #actuallyptsd #actuallytraumatized #idk any other tags but pls suggest if you know others for people dealing with severe trauma/ptsd #i was far past this stuff b4 being back here that i'd see stuff on tv/film/books & be okay. smth abt this site's culture toward it is toxic #it is a potentially toxic type of conditioning/normalization... almost brainwashing of 'you're sick'. 'you're traumatized.' over and over? #and like. some ppl seem to revel in it almost. and overidentify with it to the point of detriment. #i cant see how frequent immersion in such psychologically damaging patterns is good for any1. yr probably hurting yrself more than 'coping' #i hate preachy-sounding posts or those condescending 'PSAs' on here but it can be genuinely harmful. idk how else to say it #i am not easily triggered either. i am actually pretty resilient. but it reaches a point where its like... pls stop

[cherry-shipping]

im a day late but here we have it, your two favorite dorks being absolutely awful at expressing their feelings

#cherry chats #my art #bf (bone friend) #self insert #self ship #self shipping #self ship community #???????? everyday i forget how to fuckin tag shit cause im a loser #and everyday i also add a whole buncha sparkles youre welcome fuckers #undertale self insert #undertale self ship #haaah it is JUST past 4 in the morning i have to get up early tomorrow thats gonna suck so FUCKING bad holy shit #can someone just fuckin kill me while im sleeping so i dont have to fucking go to therapy and make a real fool out of myself #tryna explain feelings and shit #f/o community #heyo these tags where i talk and the actual are spread out and scattered all around like sprinkles this is fun #i should. Go To Bed anyway im mostly happy with this thankfully #see you loser cats later ive got some serious sleepin to do #oh im gonna rb this to my main too lmao if i dont lose at least 15 followers for posting cringe ill be upset

[hua-fei-hua]

woke up from like a four or five hour nap just now to see 99+ notifs on this blog which was insanely confusing for me bc which popular mutual reblogged one of my posts this time and the answer is The most popular mutual on a post i made in the car when trying to write the closet fic three and a half months ago and i'm like ah yeah that post's a banger

#i checked my email like 'why did i gain three whole followers on my anime blog.' #'and why does one of them hane a gnshn icon. do i have to cock the block button and double down on no gnshn posting' #'was it one of my everyday throwaway posts where i talk abt my day every day n it Happened to be abt gnshn' #'have i been flying too close to the sun w my rbs lately?' and the answer is no it was an itfs post #man i have so many banger itfs posts maybe this week's chapter will return the brainrot to me #and then i will touch zenith again #花話 #oh yeah also if you hang out in my streams this is the stream cancellation post announcement too since i slept way way through start time #and i took the day off work due to feeling ill but y'know... maybe tmrw

[boytual]

#012 #don’t rb #im gonna vent #uhhh shit its almost 3am n i cant sleep bc im kinda scared of moving out in a few months idk #im still staying w family but it’ll be weird not seeing my parents and brother everyday #idk i hate ‘sudden’ changes i think. i mean its not rlly sudden at all bc its been planned since like what last year? but it still feels #kinda surreal #my cousins r gonna be there tho so i think ill be fine most of the time #i wanna cry lmfao #i dont like adjusting to new situations or getting out of my comfort zone and i dont wanna suddenly change my routines n stuff #i dont think i could handle it very well #but it is what it is ill just see what happens after the next few months #hashtag live laugh love #lol okay goodnight hope ur all having a good day <3

[namgiseokpd]

I wonder if I should unfollow you, because of the posts you reblog about how hateful white people is or how you hate white people, because I'm white, and I wonder why you would be mutuals with a white person if you hate them? It even makes me step back before sending you something just to be more close here, bc idk how you'll react to know Im white? Showing hate over a skin colour is really bad, shouldn't we all only show love and appreciation to each other? We're all humans? I'm dumb sorry

#i-- #but i only rb like 3 posts. #if ur mutuals with me and ur white im not going to be mean to u unless u give me a reason to #ur right showing hate to a skin color is bad. #so why do millions of white ppl do it #a majority of white ppl are inherently racist and thats facts. #if my post rubbed u the wrong way then theres some thinking i think u need to do #esp if u think it targeted u #we are all humans ur right. #if everyone treated ppl equally we wouldnt have had the holocaust #or the native americans being forced out of their homes or black people being shot everyday #theres more but ill stop there lmao #also the reason i rbed a lot today was because of the liam neeson whatever his name is situation #IN THE END #as long as ur nice and not racist and spread positivity then #theres no reason for me to hate u. #but i can hate the general white majority. #anon #i dont even know what i wrote made sense ugh