#ik its exacerbated cause i recently went from being at my bfs place to being back in my apartment alone

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i need some sort of hobby or activity where i can interact with people like once or maybe twice a week, like ik i could play league with my swedish friends but all of them except one frequently misgender me and it gets tiring. ive tried joining dnd groups but they all fizzle out after 2 sessions. like ideally, especially since its a pandemic, i'd like to do something online. honestly gaming is probably my best option and i do love playing games but i dont actually play any multiplayer games other than league so its like. well. its over.

#personal stuff #i guess i do play wow technically but i literally only have a lvl 44 mage and thats it. i am not good and thats just how it is. #i just play it w my bf and we have a fun time #im rly trying to think of other things to do but idk??? im so tired of dnd groups just dying out #ig i mostly just want to make new friends ahjfkdsjfklds #i cant really do dancing online either at least not in any capacity id usually do it in #anyway. just thinking thoughts and feeling lonely #ik its exacerbated cause i recently went from being at my bfs place to being back in my apartment alone #but yea. probably a good idea to have activities either way. ive just never rly had a lot of friends so #its stressful af to talk to new people and get to know them and all that #on the one hand i desperately want to make new friends but on the other i am horrible at doing so and it makes me stressed to no end #anyway. just needed to vent and stuff. gonna see if da2 has stopped crashing now so i can finish this piece of trash