#if this doesn’t prove I love you

[cryptvokeeper]

don’t get me wrong I think the general interpretation of Leo being like “I put up a cocky front but deep down I don’t actually think I’m that great and that’s why I have something to prove” is good. It’s cool, plenty of drama/angst potential and probably what the creators were going for, I’m here for it.

But there is a distinct appeal to me of the slightly-to-the-left interpretation of Leo being like “it’s not a front, I know I’m that good/smart/skilled, but I also know I’m seen by others as just the goofball face man and that’s why I have something to prove.”

#Rottmnt #Wild metaphor incoming but it’s like the difference between a hersheys bar and fancy Ghirardelli or something #At the end of the day they’re both chocolate. But ones got a bit more depth. #where was I going with this again idk I got caught up in food metaphor #It’s like. With the first one it boils down to character A (in this case Leo) going “I’m useless because I’m not good at [thing]” #Resulting in those around him either going “of course you’re good at thing! Remember the time you were good at thing?” #Or sometimes “it doesn’t matter that you’re not good at [thing] we love you regardless of what you can provide” #And again THATS GOOD THATS SOME GOOD SHIT #I LOVE THAT #but with the latter it’s more like “I know I’m good at thing *but I don’t know how to prove it to you*” #And that gives you the best of both worlds where you CAN get character A feeling bad but not for their lack of thing #But because if no can see it surely they *must* be doing something wrong right? #And ALSO you get the characters around them getting all sorts of feelings of “we didn’t do enough to show we believe in them” #Or “we didn’t notice how hard they tried” #Cuz you can get that a little in the first one but it can come off as kinda meh cuz they didn’t actually do anything wrong #It also has more opportunities for emotions besides straight sadness #You can have anger and conflict of “why am I not good enough for you?!” #That straight sef deprecation doesn’t always allow for #You can also have jealously and envy that feels less toxic and more justified #Not that it strictly needs to be justified mind you #Sometimes some toxic feelings stemming from perceived inadequacy are fuckin *chefs kiss* #But again it’s abt the VARIETY yknow #This isn’t even about Rottmnt anymore I’m just rambling #It’s my post and I get to choose the bullshit tags

[dykedvonte]

Ulysses obsession with the Courier is a special type of sad to me cause the Courier’s part was so important but so unwitting. They had no idea what was in the package they delivered and neither did he. Neither had an idea of what it could’ve done and the Courier was only caring out their job (mind you the Courier could be killed via notes in the express contract if they don’t). To them it was just another regular delivery to the divide and one that they likely thought would help, just like all the ones before.

It’s so tragic for Ulysses to hold so much ire to the Courier when it really was the case of it could’ve been anyone. Anyone could have delivered that package but they did and so he focused the blame on them and it destroys what he is trying to instill in the courier on a fundamental level.

#like yeah the courier delivered the package but in the end that’s a job #any random courier could’ve delivered it especially since we know in the past the factions were farther apart and this travel was a smidge #safer but courier six got it and this Ulysses blamed them #like I don’t care much for Ulysses because I think lonesome road embodies don’t shoot the messenger at it core #and what people focus on doesn’t focus on the fact that in the bigger picture #everything went wrong because two factions were at war and at some point the codes would have been delivered #and the divide destroyed cause with how close it is to NCR territory it would of been found #like there is an inevitable and too many people treat Ulysses as if he knows more or is more aware of the idiosyncrasies of conflict #when he’s like fundamentally flawed just at the standard of being a legion apologist STILL and just how focused he is on one persons #involvement cause yeah choices matter even the small one but I think Veronica’s quest says it best with a line from the courier #you can’t control what they do #like the courier couldn’t and can’t control what they deliver and yet it’s got them in hot water multiple times #like do you think they enjoy being shot or knowing they are indirectly responsible for activating the annihilation of a community #to me it’s hypocrisy to be willing to end the world or one world to prove a point and whatever argument made that only military factions #suffer forget there are innocent civilians suffering that had no part and Ulysses is no better than the Courier #I don’t like devils advocate and a lot of the dlc just feels like that but idk I know people love it but the depth is just not there for mr #ulysses fnv #fallout #fallout new vegas #courier six #the courier #lonesome road #the courier has very little personality outside what we give them but some lines and delivery paint a picture #like uhhhh undertale deltarune rules ig

[zeb-z]

missa, after his self resentment and lamenting about how he doesn’t feel worthy or like he should be accepted, after telling himself and the capybaras that he doesn’t have a home, not really - after all is said and done, he returns to phil & missa, leaving his mini mi in the house on the wall. as if he’d consider anywhere other than the house he shared with phil safe enough. seeking out safety and home brought him right back where he started.

something about how despite his internal conflicts and issues about what he thinks he deserves, he’ll still come back. and for all he worries that he is not enough to be loved in return, his name is still on the warp stone.

#he’s got issues out the ass of his self worth and it’s like. yeah shit man you haven’t been reliable but you’re not unloveable #he wants to be better and he tries and he cares the issue is he holds the rest of his family on such a pedestal #this shame and guilt bubbles up and is only made worse when he isn’t rejected or hated like he’s expecting. he’s taken back with open arms #so he follows phil for guidance as to what’s acceptable. without phil there how can he know if it’s ok for him to stay in their home? #as if he didn’t also build their home yknow #but even when all is said and done he returns. even if it makes him feel guilty even if he thinks he doesn’t deserve it #because as much as he doesn’t want to be a bother he wants to be better most of all. wants to be present #I just don’t think he ever expects to be wanted to keep around. like he wants to prove himself and he’s expecting his loved ones to reject #any sort of redemption. meanwhile they don’t see the need for a redemption in the first place #shaking missa you wet cat of a man you dense self sabatoging silly silly man #stop your hero worship. own up and show up. and let your family love you because my god you are so loved #sorry tags got away from me it’s like 5 am and I’m like ahfhhrhfhshfhhs #mcyt #qsmp #q!missa #missasinfonia #z speaks

[jasontoddenthusiastt]

I think fans want Jason to be a good person or be becoming one. To have a character that is well meaning and compassionate but decided murder is ok and to stand against main heroes who’s beliefs and actions go against the people he cares about and wants in his life. It’s confusing for people. People want their fav characters to be happy. But Jason can’t have his family’s support and follow his moral code. He’s cares about people and Gotham, and he’s an asshole who kills. It’s messy. It’s not black and white. I don’t even think Jason cares about being a good person or in the right anymore. I think he cares about what will save the most people instead.

Oh my goodness gracious I’ve been bamboozled

Batman’s definition of Good is not synonymous with absolute good/right no matter how much dc insists it is. Torture, battery/assault, surveillance, those are all condemnable actions too. I won’t get into the exhausting and frankly dumb debate of comic book morality wrt killing because I’ve already reblogged plenty of posts from other people who explained my thoughts on the matter far better than I ever have the patience to sit down and articulate. I also just think the notion that there’s something to be done about fictional characters who kill nazis and senseless murderers is stupid. Jason’s point is that the “main” heroes’ sanitized definition of right has its unaddressed holes and flaws which ultimately result in more preventable fatalities, and that he’ll work to correct those missing spots.

He doesn’t not care about doing what’s right. What he doesn’t care about (at least during his Winick characterization) is whether Batman thinks he’s right or wrong, because he sees the flaws in Batman’s methodology (and since he has a mind of his own). Batman’s methods alone cannot address Arkham’s revolving door and the rogues that come and go through those doors who have no intention (or capability from the doylist pov) of ever changing or undergoing redemption. Jason knows that he’s minimizing the number of preventable deaths by killing his targets, typically Characters Who Simply Do Fucked Up Shit Just Because, Why The Fuck Not?

Secondly, Jason is compassionate … to a fault. That was his fatal flaw. If he wasn’t so hell-bent on saving his potential birth mother he just met from that bomb despite everything she did to him prior, he could have protected himself instead, however slim his odds of survival were. What about his relationship with his other parents? He was a caregiver during his early childhood years for Catherine, until her death. Even mature adults who are financially stable find being a caregiver to a dying parent to be extremely burdensome on their bodies and minds, but he never complained about it or resented Catherine for being unable to care for him. Despite how none of his parents have really been what he needed them to be, he doesn’t blame them for their failings, and even continues to think highly of them (Bruce included).

And post-death? Enter Lost Days. Despite being dead set on plotting his revenge on Bruce, he constantly sidelines this in order to save other victims who are helpless like he once was. His own anger, trauma, and mission don’t remain his priority. (Sound familiar? Something something my own trauma above my son’s, mission above all else, etc.). Why would he waste precious time and risk his own life to do this if he wasn’t empathetic towards these victims or didn’t care about doing the right thing. He is simultaneously horribly traumatized and full of rage, and also incapable of ignoring what’s happening to victims around him (even as he claims that it’s indeed not his priority). And in that same vein, the entire premise of his rebirth outlaws run was that he doesn’t care if the public views him as a villain, an outlaw, so long as he can protect Gotham. And anyway where is this portrayal of him not caring about being in the right anymore. Almost every modern Jason story is about him grappling with where he stands with Bruce/Batman. During the early 2000s was probably the last time he did not care (hello, tentatodd??).

Jason has very evidently been portrayed as a kind and compassionate character. He is also simultaneously a calculated killer who doesn’t hesitate to kill when he deems necessary, and does so without remorse. It’s called being a Complex Character With An Edge™ that as you said, people so often claim to love. However when he fulfills that latter part, that seems to upset people because “killing bad”, and they then try to shave off and round out all his edges and claim he shouldn’t be that angry. In that case I guess you should just stick to liking traditional one-dimensional characters instead of claiming to like Jason but then encouraging his character assassination attempt by dc. Lol.

Lastly, who said anything about the batfam making Jason happy? Just because he’s written nowadays to want acceptance from Bruce (a shoddy attempt at forcing a non-existent nuclear batfamily), doesn’t mean that it’s a sound decision or that it does his character justice. I certainly don’t empathize with the idea that Jason needs the family’s approval or acceptance to be happy. (And anyway he has enough outlets for angst and pain aside from the batfam hello explore his other sources of trauma and do more deep dives into how he thinks when he’s alone). I don’t want them to magically make up and become one big happy family. This is not disney Lol. Besides, there are plenty of stories from dc that have that type of “wholesome” (hate that word utilization) characterization for Jason (Li’l Gotham, Tiny Titans, wfa, and even new stuff like the brave and the bold mini) and that is sufficient imo. Jason fans who are invested in the character deserve accurate, nuanced characterization and well-written stories, whether they be from his robin days (e.g., Batman: The Cult) or as red hood.

#fellas. ya know what else is wholesome? avenging your own death #you can have moments of ‘reconciliation’ or peace but still maintain a strained relationship which is far more realistic #‘he’s an asshole that kills’ and Bruce is an asshole who doesn’t kill. lol. #you can’t claim Jason’s conflicted and disturbed but go on to say Bruce is perfectly sane those two are mutually exclusive #also please realize that a character acting out of anger does not mean they lack compassion. #implying that he doesn’t care about doing the right thing is saying the same thing that person said; #that he doesn’t actually know what he’s doing. that he hasn’t thought through his moral stance. #‘Jason didn’t put any thought into anything he did in utrh he’s just a poor mentally ill lost soul who needs the batfam’s love to heal 💔’ #🤝 #‘jokers just a poor victim of society 😔 he just needs someone to understand him and maybe one day he’ll heal and realize he’s wrong’ #what they both have in common is that they’re misunderstood in opposite directions #the joker doesn’t have a point to prove. there’s no deeper meaning behind what he does. everything is a joke to him. #he isn’t unaware of right vs wrong lmfao #jason todd #dc #asks #my post #and I think you’re implying that he’s utilitarian based on that last part but I don’t think he is #user mintacle posted a few metas regarding that and again they explain it much better than I prob could #anyway it isn’t difficult to understand his character if you know why you like him and you actually read his stories #that post specifically was from someone who clearly said they did not read the comic so. technically they’re on their own wavelength #edit: grammar

[sophfandoms53]

MARCY BEING THE PIECE ANDRIAS NEEDED TO REMIND HIMSELF OF WHAT HE ONCE HAD AND THAT ITS OKAY TO OPEN HIS HEART FUCKED ME UP MORE THAN IT PROBABLY SHOULD HAVE

#BRO I LOVE THIS MAN #SUCH A FANTASTIC VILLAIN AND CHARACTER #they made him so complex and sympathetic without justifying anything he’s done #he even admits that it’s too late bc of all the damage he’s done #it’s hard for me to say if this is a redemption cuz I saw others saying that #like ya he acknowledged he messed up #but he also admitted he can’t fix it #it’s why he just accepts his fate and lets Anne attack him #but accepting that you messed up isn’t rlly a redemption #you gotta rlly change and prove that you’ve redeemed yourself #ya he was and probably still is willing to die #but that doesn’t change what he did or anything y’know #a ‘death’ could be redemption in some sense and I know that #but I just don’t think that’s the right word for Andrias’ character? #at least rn that can change next week #amphibia #amphibia spoilers #amphibia all in #king andrias #marcy wu

[katnissgirlsmakedo]

do i have the power to engineer a chance encounter in which my sister is endeared by the artful dodger enough to watch it with me… well not tonight but we will persist!!!

#unfortunately she sucks and doesn’t have any REAL all consuming obsessions #so i can never just be like heyyyy Actor You Know And Like is in this!!! that’s never enough i’ve tried it #she wouldn’t even watch now you see me and that franchise has like. THREE actors she likes in it… bro… #and this is why harry potter fans are losers who don’t have any real conviction #woah that was mean. listen all i’m saying is that that woman owns a truly frightful amount of harry potter merch and yet every time i try to #dangle daniel radcliffe over her head like bait to get her to watch something i like it doesn’t work #can you imagine being like that. imagine your favorite media. imagine the star of that media. if someone was like hey you should watch this #the star of your favorite media is in here! YOU all would be like one yes i would love to see that! because YOU have conviction and passion #these people do not. normie ass franchise to be into dear god #of course. there ARE freaks. we know this. we’ve seen this and proved this. i would know #but like. i’m not saying this in regards to redacted i’m saying it in general

[iliveinprocrasti-nationn]

ppl will go “i’d notice if society was going to sacrifice a marginalised group of people and if they said that it’s ok that a bunch of people would die then i would stand against it” and then they’ll hear people saying “well only disabled and vulnerable people will die of covid” and go “yes this is normal and ok and fine”

#first of all it’s not only disabled people who are dying and also covid can disable you real quick and make you part of that group that #people are fine with dying #but also do y’all hear yourself bed sometimes. the amount of people who claim to be allies but with throw others aside as soon as it #interferes with their comfort #also there have been so many studies and reports and articles on how covid disproportionally affects poc. not to mention inequalities in #healthcare that come into play too when you’re dealing with a pandemic #but as soon as y’all have to stop going to parties or restaurants or isolating for two weeks when exposed or confirmed positive or even if #you suspect you have it. or any of the millions of other things that at this point are important facets of community care and protecting #yourself and others from a disease that has been proven and continues to be proven to do a lot of damage to the body #y’all just balk. you don’t drop your claims but that doesn’t mean you’ve dropped your allyship #I’d love to go back to normal. i’d love to go out without a mask and eat in restaurants and do all the things i did before covid #but i won’t. because i know that isn’t safe for me or my friends/family/community and also quite literally isn’t possible now because we’re #still in a pandemic. if you claim to be an ally to disabled people then prove it and mask #I can’t speak as fully on allyship to other communities who are disproportionately impacted but not masking harms everyone and if anyone #does want to speak on allyship to their communit(y/ies) feel free to go ahead #covid tw #fired up about this because i’m doing radioactive iodine treatment in a few weeks and my mother is taking no precautions. not only am i at #risk if i catch covid but if she gets sick i either have to postpone my treatment to care for her (which risks giving my cancer more time to #metastasise if there are cells left) or i have to figure out another plan for treatment since my current plan hinges on her help since i #have to isolate #im just tired and frustrated. a pandemic doesn’t stop just because you get bored #vent tw #this is not as eloquent as i wish it was and the lack of punctuation and tone can make parts confusing but i think y’all get my point

[derrydeer]

people are saying saw 10 possibly takes place either before the first movie or between 1 and 2 from john’s perspective and all i can say is…

BRING ADAM STANHEIGHT BACK TO ME!!

#please god i’m begging you #for the gays #leigh whannell if you see this i will love you so much more if you bring back my guy #he doesn’t even have to be alive just let me see him again #prove that he’s dead and i’ll let him go #adam stanheight #twink death #adam faulkner-stanheight #saw #saw 2004 #saw 2 #saw ii #saw 2005 #saw 2023 #saw x #saw 10 #john kramer #jigsaw #we need it

[cicadaknight]

bless all the fic writers running with the subtext that tekotteh was a blatantly manipulative shithead to kotallo long before he sent him to the kulrut

#exiling your (basically) adopted son because you feel threatened by his success doesn’t just come out of nowhere #how long was that piece of shit cutting away at kotallo’s autonomy and worth #while simultaneously making him feel special and powerful #ouch #the more i read the more i want to throw tekkoteh off his beloved boulder wall #hfw #goddd okay i’m not done #thinking about how difficult it must have been to trust any authority figure or peer ever again #but also needing to prove himself so badly #and so desperately wanting a leader (and father figure) he could give everything he gave tekkoteh #and hekarro/the marshals/escorts/chaplains slowly building him back up and setting him at ease #IM UNWELL #Okay but THEN #losing so many marshals and his arm #and facing that same feeling of exile and betrayl again #AHHHHHHHHHHH #and hekarro still loving him and believing in him #and loving him enough to let him leave with aloy to find himself again #GAAAAAAAAAAAAAH #i love these characters so fuckin much #h #goddammit i wish the mobile app let you edit tags #my fingers are so clumsy #lmao i’m back not a minute later with more rambling #going absolutely feral for hekarro and the marshals touching kotallo in a way that makes him feel safe and respected #and him slowly understanding that touch can be genuine and unmotivated by power or pressure #because as we’ve established tekkoteh is a piece of shit #and likely used or withheld his warmth and affection to manipulate kotallo #FUCK #my notes

[autoneurotic]

i’m replaying a visual novel i haven’t touched in over a year and it’s really hitting me that my Type is literally pathetic but still arrogant wizards. gale. anders. if any of you have played fictif’s last legacy: felix. this is crazy

#i love a man who thinks he’s hot shit but all he does is fuck upppppp!!!!! #anders doesn’t really. he’s just insane. which i love. he gets It Done #felix is mired in self hate and loss. gale is. you know. very gale. #love that he’s a middle aged man who still is like NO! let me PROVE MYSELF! i’m COOL and POWERFUL #yes baby u are!! u are. can’t wait to make him God #anyway it’s my birthday i can be annoying

[saturnsorbits]

One day I’m going to write an Ochako character piece where she gets sick of standing in Deku’s shadow and breaks off their relationship in order to find herself - only for the media to begin constantly linking her to other Hero’s in the hopes of causing/unearthing drama.

She loses herself, succumbs to the idea that she’ll only ever be as good as the males she’s attached to and sinks…

It’s funny, she thinks, for someone who can control gravity - she sure does feel heavy.

#I want her to make a badly timed pass at Bakugo - The media have already labelled her a home wrecker; #she might as well prove them right at this point. #She’s drunk and sinking and obviously in pain; but Bakugo let’s her down gently… #There’s a rough sympathy in his voice when he says: #‘The fuck you playing at Cheeks? I’m taken. The fuck do you want me for?’ #She hiccups; tears already beading her lashes: ‘You’re the number two.’ #‘The fucks that got to do with anything? You’re in the top fucking ten.’ #‘Doesn’t matter…’ She sighs. ‘Only matters who I’m fucking; doesn’t it.’ #‘Who the fuck put that kinda idea in your head? You’re an incredible Hero in your own right; anyone who can’t see that is fucking stupid.’ #She dissolved into tears then; blubbering about the media and womanhood and skin tight fucking suits… #By the time she’s done she’s dog tired and Bakugo swings her over his shoulders before taking her home - #- and tucking her into the bed in your spare room. #Of course you wake up when he slinks into bed; a hand scrubbing down his face as he relays the night. #‘It’s bullshit.’ He tells you. ‘She’s one of the strongest people I know.’ #‘I know.’ You nod and take his hand. ‘I think she just needs a friend right now…’ #She eats breakfast with you in the morning and apologises through mouthfuls of toast. You wave her off; ask if she’d like to get lunch - #you know a place. You say. #(There’s something here about women uplifting women and female bonds; but I’m too dumb to put it into words right now… #I just think she deserves more - as both a character and how she’s often treated within the fandom. #Idk. I love the women of MHA 🤷🏼‍♀️)

[obviouslyelementary]

THIS IS A WIP (the shading omg I tremble) but I’m blaming @pianokantzart for getting me into the Mario fam vibe. Their amazing analyses plus wonderful fics (YES I READ THEM SHUSH) made my head drift into ‘what if’s’ scenarios and pls. Just. Papa Mario coming back from work tired, only to find out Mamma hasn’t come back from her work yet (coming from an immigrant family, everyone works, there’s no ‘house wife’ in an immigrant family), and finds the twins crying so he does his best to calm them down (he’s not very good at it) and finally after reading ten billion stories they fall asleep and he sits down with them in his arms (because he’s afraid to wake up plus, they are so cute!!!!) and ends up falling asleep on the couch, to be found later by his wife (who totally does not take a picture as quickly as she can).

#I swear #I was sunk back into the Mario fam vibe #and pls #just #papa Mario #listen I’m very close to my mom #but I’m so close to my dad #SO YES IM LIKE FUCKING PROJECTING SO WHAT #IN MY HEAD HES THE BEST DAD #besides my dad has said shitty things to me too and that doesn’t make him any less amazing #we all get some stuff wrong sometimes #and I ALSO PROVED HIM WRONG #Mario and Cris one #dads zero #can you notice I deeply relate to Mario #also the cutest little bean #look at his tired face #he loves his papa so much #so does Luigi but we know he’s a mammas boy #anyway #rent over #Mario #Mario movie #Mario bros #Mario and Luigi

[emily-mooon]

I don’t know if this is something that has been said before but I would like to point out the song Blue Monday is on Mike’s official Spotify playlist. Looking at the lyrics, I can say that this is another song that relates to him and his struggles.

Like look at these lyrics:

That is Mike Wheeler and you cannot change my mind.

(Here’s a Spotify link as well to anyone who wants to listen)

#this also adds to my idea that I came up with just now that New Order is the Wheeler sibling band #my proof lies within this song and Bizzare Love Triangle #like the latter song is Nancy in s2 and Mike in s4 and you cannot change my mind on this opinion #if anyone wants to add anything to this go on ahead because all I can add atm is info about vocations #this probably doesn’t count as an analysis because all it does is prove stuff that has already been said and that is very obvious #stranger things #mike wheeler #byler #Spotify

[steddiesupportgroup]

I hope the duffer bros understand that you don’t need to kill someone every season….please..let us have Eddie

#at least we’ll have a support group if they kill him #they should know better fr #Eddie is like character of the year they knew that we’d fall in love with him #also how are you gonna go to such great lengths to keep this guy hidden and try to prove him innocent #just to have him die a horrible death? #doesn’t add up so I think he’ll be okay #stranger things 4 #stranger things spoilers #eddie munson #steddie

[sparklyseblos]

it’s actually so sad how short lived portwell was and how quickly they were taken away from us, it hurts so bad they deserved more time 😭

#the line ‘if you hurt her i will never forgive you’ askdheydjrnu i cannot do this anymore this hurts like hell #the way he still cares abt her is so !!! making it my life mission to find an ej caswell in my life #also gina saying ‘i’m so thankful for our time together’ guys she’s thankful of the short 3 months they dated for 😭 #if that doesn’t prove they were good for each other idk what will #and look i love rina but i will ALWAYS miss portwell that’s never changing #it’s portwell sad hours #idk if you can tell but i just watched a portwell edit #hsmtmts #portwell #gina porter #ej caswell

[unnerving-presence]

I’ve read some things about Jake muller and his mother and I wanna share a small rant: I believe Wesker left his gf not because he was evil, but because he was working for a dangerous corporation. It’s Umbrella we’re talking about 💀 of course he’s gonna want to keep dear people away. Keep in mind, his humanity vanished after he came back to life, so he still cared and loved people despite his exterior. (Or maybe I’m just being delu lelu 🥹)

oh yeah i’m pretty sure that’s canon since he got all frisky w his girl right before/after getting into the military (around 1991 and jake was born in 1992. no exact date but wesker left right around that point. capcom continues to annoy me by only giving the year and not the specific date..)

i don’t think wesker left just because he wanted to be a bad guy. he kind of had to leave to because at that point the military wanted him because they were doing their own illegal bioweapon shit. he then served until 1996 when stars was founded and he then became the captain of alpha team. wesker was a busy fucker.

here’s how i see it. i think his gf understood. he was busy and he was hired by the military to do important shit (pretty sure he never told her cause why would he 😭). then at that point they likely fucked before he left considering when jake was born and him not knowing he actually got her pregnant. she also had to get back to her normal life too, as she was a serbian immigrant living in edonia. they both had shit to do.

i personally think it’s hard for wesker to actually ‘love’ anybody considering he was practically hardwired to simply serve spencer and commit bioterrorism. do i think he loved his girl? yeah sure. if she still loved him after she went back to edonia and taught jake to respect him i think there’s a possibility. i always see it as him taking one partner and not settling for another when he already has them. he’s not gonna fall in love w anybody else LMAO

#he was just an angry bitch after getting rezzed dw #was just on his period #keep in mind throughout the years wesker felt a feeling of anxiety to literally seek out spencer #that was practically wired into his brain #you see wesker and don’t see him as ever having anxiety over anything right? #also wesker feeling like all emotions at once when spencer tells him his origins #i feel bad for him since he seemingly just buries it deep down #he seems to recover fast but we can see he still thinks about it #spencer’s been dead for years and wesker is still trying to prove himself that he doesn’t need spencer to do shit #i’m sorry wesker is just such a sad man who hides his emotions #i just wanna hold him 😭 #anyways if he can feel all those emotions and bury them deep i def think it’s possible for him to love #y’all r just haters 🤬