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terresdebrumestories · 11 months

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This idea ambushed me in the shower and wouldn't leave me alone until I wrote it, so there you have it. This is the result of an hour of frantic typing on my phone and shall be cleaned up before I cross post it to AO3.

"I wanna come out," Jamie says, and Roy freezes in place so fast Phoebe bumps into his back and swears under her breath.

Roy doesn't even pretend to try and tease her for it, too stunned for words.

"If we win tonight," Jamie adds on the other end of the line, "I wanna come out."

"Are you sure?" Roy manages at last, and it comes out so raw Ruth does a double take in the kitchen, raising her eyebrows in question.

Roy, gripping his phone like he'll die if he lets go, shakes his head and turns away, making his way to the corridor on shaky legs. From very far away, he thinks he hears Phoebe ask if he's alright, but Roy pushes her out of his mind as soon as Jamie says:

"I'm sure."

"Jamie," Roy hisses, "it could end your career."

"So what?" Jamie says, and Roy almost ask who the fuck is possessing his partner.

"Jamie."

"Roy. I'm thirty-four. I've won the Premier League, the Europe League and the fucking World Cup. I'm in the fucking Olympics. Once I've won that, who the fuck cares if I get a goodbye tour?"

"You do," Roy says. Then Jamie grunts and Roy adds: "I'm with you. You know I am, always." Jamie hums, but it sounds like he's relenting, not skeptical, so Roy makes himself continue despite the risk of Ruth or Phoebe overhearing: "I just don't—I don't want you to regret it."

To regret me, Roy is surprised to mean. After all, they've been together for almost ten years now. Any coming out Jamie makes is likely to result in their relationship becoming public, and Roy...Roy has apparently not quite managed to get over their age difference as thoroughly as he thought he had.

"I won't," Jamie promises, the sound of his voice suddenly echoing, like he just stepped in a bathroom. "I really won't. Just 'cause I'm buzzin' doesn't mean I don't know what I'm doing."

Roy can't help worrying anyway, but he still makes himself breathe in, and then out, and then say:

"Okay. Then I think you should do it."

"Oh, I was gonna," Jamie says, playful, and Roy smiles at his sister's bathroom door like an idiot. "But also. Em. I don't—if I'm gonna come out publicly, I don't wanna have to like. Pretend like I'm single or whatever. Or like. If I do get my fucking retirement tour and we meet in a game or whatever, I don't wanna have to pretend like I'm not dead gone on you, you know?"

Roy's heart expands in his chest, like it's trying to make a run for it through his ribs or something, and he knows he's full-on grinning at the bathroom door when he says:

"Me either. Please feel free to mention me by name."

"Grand," Jamie says over the sound of a shower turning on. "Great. Well. I gotta go soon but uh. Wish me luck?"

"Good luck," Roy obliges. And then, because he's had nearly ten years of practice to make this bit easy, he adds: "I love you."

"Love you too."

"What a game," Arlo White shouts on TV a few hours later, while Ruth and Phoebe do a victory dance around the couch, where Sam and Keeley are singing Jamie's stupid fucking chant along with the crowds in the stadium.

"What a game! What a play! What a goal! And what an ovation for Jamie Tartt, indubitably the man of the match!"

"I agree," Chris Powell adds, sounding almost excited for once, "I'd even say: what a career! Jamie Tartt won it all! Honestly Arlo, I wouldn't be surprised if he decided to retire soon, I mean at this point what else does he need?"

"Oh shut the fuck up," Roy yells at the TV, earning himself a playful shove from Phoebe and a prod in the ribs from Keeley. "Stupid fucking pundits," he mutters into his champagne.

"That would be so much more convincing if you weren't pink with pride, babe," Keeley teases, and Roy grunts without heat.

The truth is, now that White and Powell have announced a transition on the ground and the camera switched to Barbara Carnahan on the side of the pitch, Roy feels himself tense with anticipation. Everyone here knows about him and Jamie, of course, but they don't know what he's planning to do. That leaves Roy alone to deal with the nerves of Jamie's impending announcement, and holy fucking shit, they're a lot.

"First of all," Carnahan says when she catches Jamie and gets him to stand in front of her camera, "I want to congratulate you on an absolutely marvelous game!"

Roy watches Jamie's tongue dart out in celebration, like he's a goddamned emoji or something, and finds himself gripping Keeley's hand out of sheer need to share the moment with someone.

"Thanks," Jamie says, sobering up a little bit, "We did really good, yeah!"

"Oh, definitely! How does it feel? Did you expect this when you woke up this morning?"

"Well, you know," Jamie says, running a hand through his hair, "nothing's ever certain, but I knew our chances were good, yeah, so I was like. Fairly optimistic about it."

"And you were right!" Carnahan agrees with a little bounce. "I'll admit I was nervous when the first half ended at one-one, but that goal in injury time was magnificent!"

"Yeah, Satō gave me a great assist there, that kid's gonna get far," Jamie says, wiping at his brow.

To Roy's left, Sam coos a little, happy to see one of his Marseille teammates get some recognition. He hasn't looked that cheerful since he busted his knee right before the Olympics started and he knew he had to sit the competition out.

"What was going on in your head at that moment?" Carnahan asks Jamie. "As the whistle blew and you realized you'd won, where did you mind go? Is there anyone you thought of in particular?"

"Well there's me mum, of course," Jamie says. "She's in the stands, and I'm really glad she could be here for this. And then there's my partner."

Around Roy, the living room falls into the most intense silence he's ever heards, even as Jamie adds:

"Actually, is it okay if I talk to him for a sec?"

"Him?" Carnahan asks, at the same time as Keeley and Phoebe shriek:

"WHAT?"

"Yeah, him," Jamie says, prompting Sam to shout and grab Roy's left shoulder. "Can I talk to him?"

And this. This wasn't the script, right? Roy thought—usually—this isn't. No. No!

...no?

"Oh my god, uncle Roy!" Phoebe is saying, gripping Roy's right shoulder, "Oh my god!"

"Yes, sure," Barbara Carnahan says with the dazed look of a reporter who's just been hit with the exclusive of the decade, "go ahead."

Jamie grins, and thanks her, and then he takes a deep breath—Roys mirrors him, can't help it, feels like he's about to explode, or melt, or both—

"Roy," Jamie says on the screen, eyes turned straight at the camera so it looks like he's actually watching Roy in 16:9 format, "it's hard to remember what it was like to hate you enough to nearly fight you right on the pitch."

Someone says a very strangled 'what the fuck' and it takes Roy a second to realize it's Keeley, but also the reporter on the telly.

"Turns out you're actually one of the best men I've ever fucking met—" ('Oh my god!' Says Keeley, slapping Roy's arm.) "You support me and challenge me all the fucking time, you're funny, and the grumpiest arse in the morning." ('OH MY GOD!' shouts Phoebe from behind Roy.) "I've spent nine years of my life loving you to your face, and you've taken it like a champ so far...so what do you say we make it official and tie the knot?"

"OH MY GOD!" Screams the living room, pushing and pulling and slapping at Roy.

He can barely breathe, feels himself grow twice, thrice, ten times bigger than he normally is, floating like a bubble of champagne as Phoebe nearly breaks his nose trying to shove his phone against his ear—"YOU HAVE TO FUCKING CALL HIM, UNCLE ROY!"

And then there's a dial tone, and some spluttering on tv, and more shouting, and a phone comes into view, lands against Jamie's ear, and then—

"You motherfucker!" Roy yells into the phone, and Jamie-on-the-screen blinks and grins, and Jamie-on-the-phone gives this little hitch of breath he does when he thinks 'I love you', and Roy is saying: "You absolute wanker! No fucking warning—"

And Jamie-on-the-screen scrunches his nose and grins harder, and Roy's heart goes into fucking overdrive, his pulse loud in his ears and in his palms, and Jamie-on-the-phone asks:

"So like, that's a yes, right?"

"Yes! Of course it's a yes you gigantic prick!" Roy yells, and Jamie-on-the-screen fist pumps while Roy's world turns into one giant shriek of joy, and then there's champagne popping, and four different footballers bursting on the screen to hug and jump up and down and shout so loud Roy hears them even when Jamie has to take the phone away from his ear.

"Oh my god!" Keeley shouts, muffled, into Roy's neck when he hangs up, knowing full well there's no way Jamie's getting back to his phone until much later tonight. "Congratulations! I'm so happy for you!"

"Did you really not know?" Phoebe asks, shouting into his other ear.

"I knew he wanted to come out and go public about us," Roy says, falling back from the adrenaline-induced shouting to the best sort of daze. "I didn't know he was going to propose!"

And Roy sounds grumpy about it, he knows he does—will probably get shit from Jamie about it as soon as his fucking plane lands, really! And his sister, his niece, his friends are being way too loud about it, and now his phone's buzzing and will probably keep buzzing for the next four or five hours, and Roy sounds grumpy but he does not mean it for a fucking second.

#Ted Lasso #Jamie Tartt #Roy Kent #Jamie x Roy #fic: bouquet final #This is extremely self indulgent and also has seen ten minutes of research at most so #but I had FUN writing it and i hope y'all will have fun reading it #future fic technically #Matt Writes #Fanfiction #30n #90n #100n

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leporschespam · 1 year

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tag 9 people you want to get to know better

[the thing is 9, but i've got 4 :) ]

i was tagged by @braceletofteeth

fhfhf thank you sm <333

i was asked yesterday on tellonym is there anyone you want to know better and i thought of my tumblr moots so hell yeah let's go~~

(i say all enthusiastically as if i have the ability to start conversations 😔✋️✋️)

three ships

no stop there is no possible way for me to narrow this down to three, i've watched far too many shows

we shall attempt 💪💪

- kinnporsche

vegaspete could definitely be up here too, but i'll stick with kinn and porsche (also porsche is my all time favourite character so of course he's up here)

- moonjo x jongwoo from strangers from hell

whatever they had going on was not heterosexual and i will be standing by that

- sae-bom & yi-hyun from happiness

a healthy relationship being on this list? fake marriage, childhood friends, found family, of course they're here. happiness has to be one of my favourite shows and bfhfhdh i adore them

first ever ship

i definitely had some in childhood but the one that i'm really thinking of has to be mulder and scully from the x-files

they consumed my 10/11 year old brain, and continued to do so until i was maybe 12/13

last song

youtube

timezone by måneskin

their new album is actually so good, and this is probably my favourite song from it

it's giving kimchay au imo

nah i really need to write a kimchay fic because i've got ideas but the words aren't wording

last movie

eternal summer, and i think this letterboxd review summarises it very well [spoilers firstly]::

it was a solid 3.5/5 i'd say, but especially considering it's from 2006- oh my god,,

currently reading

i literally haven't read a whole book since about summer last year and i feel awful-

anyway

various stuff on ao3, mainly kinnporsche, but a few gap stuff, some goncharov (the fics are so good istg), and yeah dude a lot

i've got 488 fics downloaded–

yEahh

currently watching

- gap

let's fucking go sapphics

it's perhaps a bit all over the place, but i have been in desperate need of sapphics, and it hasn't disappointed

- all of us are dead

(rewatch) korea just does zombies so much better. su-hyeok x cheong-san, and mi-jin x ha-ri supremacy

- between us

i haven't watched it in a little while because i wasn't feeling amazing and wanted stuff i knew well, hence going back to aouad, but i've got to ep 4 (and omg omg), and will be resuming at some point soon hopefully

i'm also gonna mention stuff i recently finished because aaaaa

- vincenzo

went in expecting a dark mafia show, got a comedy mafia show (and i am SO here for it)

- till the world ends

i need other people to watch this for my own sanity, had me sobbing at 2am last sunday when i finished it

currently consuming

do you consume oxygen–

currently craving

no more writers block would be nice :)

i haven't had it for so long and i thought i was free, but uh no :(

i am vaguely writing though besties (30 wips 😩✋️ send help)

tagging

of course there's no obligation to continue this <33

@saturnskyline @kinnporsche-n-chill @spookyspiderseb @achilleanskops

#niaposting

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emptyperspectiv · 8 months

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In advance, I'm gonna be so annoying with all the Bauldr's Gate 3 posts with hot slutty little elf Vampire man because he's just my type, as well as Karlach and Shadowheart. But right now Astarion has been running through my mind because for whatever reason the slutty little man just lives rent free here right now.

If I suffer, y'all suffer with me, okay? We're in this shit pit together, I hope you understand. And because of this, I have been PC hunting, so I can play this game, but for now, it's only window shopping until I can afford it due to other obligations. But one day this silly, slutty little man shall be mine (in game when I can afford it).

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bowandcurtsey · 3 years

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AINE MY LOVEEEEEE HIII <33

ok ok ok so you out the idea in my head and i literally can't get it out??? fix this rn 😤😤 if you're not too overwhelmed with requests rn could you write me something around spending time with our boys as it rains? sjskhs it lives in my head rent free now 😅 have the nicest day ok? (that was an order) 💕💕

OK BBY I'm finally here with your request after so long LMAO. I hope it's no longer raining. It's hot AF where I'm at, I'm dying from the heat so I really hope there's some rain. There's just something calming about the rain for me~

Nozel | Fuegoleon | William | Yami x F! reader

Nozel Silva

You sighed at the unrelenting raindrops crashing against your shared room window, "I thought we'd be able to go out for a nice date on our off day"

"we could go out another day," your silver haired boyfriend seemed contented to stay indoors.

"we hardly get to have an off day together," you pouted at the window and you saw your man coming from behind you.

His arms snaked around your waist and gave a soft peck to your jaw before resting his chin on your shoulders, "we're still together at least."

Your shoulders relaxed under his gentle caress and you leaned back into his chest, arm reaching up to stroke his soft unbraided locks. He purred in response,

"Can we just cuddle in bed today, please?" he whispered.

"If you carry me to bed, then yes~" you turned around and wrapped your hands around his neck.

Of course he obliged and carried you bridal style to bed and both of you lay in bed, cuddling and talking about his work and your life. You both eventually fell asleep and took a nap together.

Fuegoleon Vermillion

"I guess that beach trip has to take a rain check honey, literally." he chuckled at his own little joke.

"I even got my bikini ready!" you sighed, feeling a little disappointment swelling inside your chest.

"We'll go next time alright?" You husband patted you on the head.

"what shall we do now Fue? The rain looks like it's gonna be here the whole day.." you pouted.

"Hmm,"he pondered a little as he wrapped you in his arms, trying to cheer you up a little, "how about we play this board game with Leo? I saw him playing with his friends the other day and I must say.. I was a little intrigued"

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"Oh my god Fue, you have never played monopoly ever in your life?!" you stared at your husband as Leo brought out the board game as Fue requested.

"My brother is a boring man sis y/n... Thank god he didn't marry a boring woman and married you." the little lion teased and Fue rolled his eyes.

"Alright then, let's play!!" you exclaimed.

"Play what?" Mereoleona pops her head in, hearing the commotion.

"Monopoly, wanna join?" you beamed at your sister in law.

"Sure! All your asses are going down in bankruptcy today!" The lioness took a seat beside Leo.

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Hours later, it was chaos in the Vermillion household.

"HAH! PAY UP SIS!" Leo exclaimed as Mereo stepped into his hotel property.

Mereo was on the verge of bankruptcy while Fue was stuck in jail, AGAIN.

"Are you gonna pay to get out or roll the dice, Fue?" you asked

Fue rolls the dice but he doesn't get a double and stays in jail.

Leo rolls the dice and gets doubles, "HAH! All of you are losers really!"

Fueand Mereo stares at their little brother, eyes burning with flames.

"Hey hey! It's just a game! Relax both of ya!"

It was a day filled with fun and laughter nonetheless.

William Vangeance

"What a bummer!" you sat down on the table, your chin resting in your hands. "Now we can't go to the amusement park!"

"I'm sorry that we can't go honey, I know you were looking forward to today.." he put down two cups of tea as he took a seat beside you.

You took a sip of the freshly brewed tea, warmth radiating throughout your body.

"I've got an idea," your boyfriend stood up and disappeared into one of the rooms. Awhile late, he appeared again with brushes and paints and a few pots.

"I went over to Julius' place the other day and (wife name) was a total plant mom and they had a little mini plant room. We talked for abit and I saw that her plants had little painted pots and she said that she and Julius painted some of them together so-"

"So you wanted to do pot painting together with me too." you finished his sentence for him. His eyes sparkled whenever he talked about plants.

"I-if you want to...?" there was a sudden hesitation in his eyes, he didn't know if you'd be bored by all his plant talking and him being a plant enthusiast.

"Sure! Sounds fun, so I can paint them any colour I want?" you beamed at him

"Yes of course, I'll tell you which pots belong to which plants and you can paint them however you like." he scattered everything on the table and prepared some water, "this way I'll think of you when I watch the plants too~"

You both spent the entire afternoon painting and talking about plants and other stuff, and you were glad to have stayed home today, getting to know more about your man and his favourite plants.

Yami Sukehiro

"The game's cancelled because of the rain baby," you announced to your man, "now we have nothing to do for the day~"

"Geez, I really did want to see the match today, it's an exciting one." Yami sighed as he took out a cigarette from the box.

Before he could light it up, you threw a pillow in his face. He glared at you but another oncoming pillow hit him.

You giggled, "guess you're stuck here watching me~"

"Ohh, I wouldn't mind watching you baby~" he gave you an evil smirk and you tossed a cushion at him, "Hey! You little brat.."

He proceed to to throw the pillows back at you, hitting your face as well.

"Ow! How can you make a pillow hurt like a rock?" you glared at him, grabbing the pillows to hit him. Your herculean man didn't even flinch.

You accidentally hit him in the crotch, "ow ow ow, playing dirty now are we?!"

It escalated into a full blown pillow fight between the both of you, Yami chasing you around w a pillow and you throwing all the pillows in the room back at him.

Yami eventually caught you in his steel grips and you both crashed back into bed, you were exhausted but you were giggling non stop.

"First the game I looked forward to got cancelled and then my wife throws pillows into my face and attacks my manhood, can today can any worst?" he pretended to sigh a little.

"Who's your wife!" you looked at him and rolled your eyes a little.

"You. Soon to be. Don't pretend you don't want to marry me."

"SHEESH, have you any shame, baby?!" you laughed at him.

He pulled out a little box from his pocket, "I wanted to do this during or after the game today, but damn the rain.."

You laid in his arms as he opened the little box with a simple yet beautiful ring, "so uh, whaddya say? will you marry me princess?"

In that moment, the only sounds were the soft pitter patter of the rain on your windows and both your heart beating as one.

-end-

SORRY BUT EM, I GOT CARRIED AWAY... AGAIN...

Anywayyyyyyy the William fic has a little link to this one here!

#black clover #black clover headcanons #black clover scenarios #black clover imagine #black clover x reader #william vangeance x reader #william vangeance #fuegoleon vermillion x reader #fuegoleon x reader #fuegoleon vermillion #nozel silva x reader #nozel x reader #nozel silva #yami sukehiro x reader #yami sukehiro

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hanii-rose · 3 years

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hiii...ok so your headcanons are amazing and ily. could i request headcanons on garou with a s/o with thick thighs. i'm super insecure of my thighs because i don't have a thigh gap and it's super embarrassing

My headcanons are amazing? You love me? I-

Here you go baby( ˘ ³˘)♥

Also, no need to be embarrassed. I also don't have thigh gaps which really helps when I feel like crushing the heads of my enemies between my thighs...

We strong ᕙ(⇀‸↼‶)ᕗ

And so is the sexual tension in dis fic lol

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Garou With An S/O Who Has Thick Thighs

If you think having thick thighs in this relationship is a drawback then you are absolutely correct.

When I say it's a drawback, I don't mean it's ugly or unwanted, no no no.

I mean Garou will drive you mad for a chance to put his head on your lap, all day, everyday!

And when I say he wants to put his head on your lap, I mean he wants to bury his face in the soft, supple flesh of your thighs.

Just let him live there, c'mon!

You can bet your non-existant thigh gaps that he's kissing and biting you there, very harshly might I add.

He's always telling you, "Gah, it's so soft!" or "Fuck, I want this here!"

If you're just sitting on the couch and he's stealing meat from your fridge, he'll notice what you're wearing and if it's even slightly exposed above the knee, he's there. Like, HE. IS. THERE.

Meat long forgotten, your thighs are his new meal lol.

Let's say you're just coming out of the shower, towel wrapped securely around your gorgeous frame. He's pouncing on you, specifically getting handsy with your thighs and calves.

He likes natural looks so cellulite doesn't bother him. In fact, he's poking and caressing them fairly often.

If you're talking bad about yourself then he's slamming that shit down and showing you how much he loves you. Like really showing you...

If you wear something like thigh-highs, gurl- He'll be taking them off with his teeth, thank you.

★★★

You sit curled up on your window seat, the soft light of the sun shimmering in through the transparent glass of your window. Your hair fell daintily around your shoulders, arms resting on folded knees, novel in hand, dressed in nothing but a loose shirt and a pair of sheer white, lace-wrapped thigh high socks. Oh, the serenity that's surrounding you right now, indescribable.

Your boyfriend concentrated on doing push-ups outside in your backyard. You could see him from the corner of your eye behind you, pushing himself up and down, an extraordinary array of large rocks or maybe...boulders on his back....?

You tore your eyes away from the worn, coffee stained pages of your vintage fantasy novel, intrigued in the way he worked on himself. Taut muscles contracting and loosening, glistening beads of sweat slowly gliding down his bare, shaped biceps. Hair tussled and messier than usual, a few rebel strands falling onto his forehead from his otherwise proud-spiky style. His face, dark, focused and handsome... oh my

Whenever Garou worked out, he really worked out.

Nothing could distract him from his daily routine of exercising, flexing and unintentional teasing. He was hell bent on being fit and able. He used to be the infamous Hero Hunter ya'know! He has to be sharp and ready at all times.

Can't be caught off guard like that one time while delivering boxes. That dude had no chill, throwing darts at him like that...

You bit your lip in admiration of his movements, your thighs coming together, unable to contain your excitement for a touch from him. He noticed you shyly peeking from the other side of your bay window and he silently beckoned you over, tilting his head to gesture for you to come around.

You gave a little nod to his beckoning, placing your book neatly on the tall bookshelf next to you and dusting yourself off, readying yourself to see him.

When Garou had come to visit you this morning you had been wearing one of his trousers, knowing him, if he saw even a tiny section of your thighs, the man would go absolutely feral. But since he had went outside for a 3 hour work out earlier, you decided pants were too overrated for you and you easily discarded them, got comfortable and started reading.

Garou was very serious about his workouts. He would never stop, not for anything...

Except maybe you. And thats when you had a stroke of genius. He was teasing you all this time, flexing and sweating. Time for a little payback.

You peeked around the doorframe that led to your backyard where Garou stayed, exercising.

"Well, aren't you working hard?"

You slyly spoke, smile coy.

Garou grunted in response and you sighed, slowly walking around to him, hips deliciously swaying, shirt hiked up above your thighs and socks visibly tight around your ample flesh.

You stood bold in front of his head as he pushed himself up. His eyes widening at your apparel. What are you doing?

You licked your lips teasingly, and lowered yourself down onto the grass, knees folded, sitting upright.

Garou stopped momentarily, craning his neck for a kiss and you gladly obliged, leaning in and leaving a chaste kiss on his lips.

"Finally took...my advice, huh...?"

He said in between breaths.

"Who... needs pants...right? Heh..."

He lowered down slowly and you copied, your head resting on your arms on the ground, fingers playing with the little blades of grass, butt in the air

"Mmm, it just feels so good outside."

He grunted, agreeing.

Your eyes trailed up to his face and you cast him an innocent smile.

You slowly raised yourself up in front of him, pushing up your hair and sitting straight, knees folded in a 'W' position.

"What...are you...tryna' do?'

He breathed out.

"Hm? Nothing, I just wanted to come outside and spend time with you..."

You responded in the sweetest tone.

Oh please. He knows what game you're playin'.

Comin' out in nothin' but a shirt and socks? Sweetie, ya' can't take him for a fool...

He ain't stoppin' for you.

"Funny... you've never been... into fitness that...much..."

He slowly spoke.

"Oh, well I just wanted to be closer to you. Is that such a crime?"

He snorted. You wanted to be closer to him? Why not just lay down under him and wrap your gorgeous legs around him then? Let him feel the plumpness.

"Don't you want to be with me too? Why don't you stop what you're doing and come here."

Your innocent voice matched with your sultry expression did a number on him. He bit his lip, trying to resist the temptation.

You outstretched your arms, fingers opening and closing, waiting for a hug.

"Nice try, I ain't stoppin' love."

You chuckled and got into position.

"Not even for this?"

You unfolded your knees, sitting so close in front of his face, that every time he'd go down for a push, his cheek or chin would brush against your thigh.

Tantalising,tempting...

You leaned back on your elbows, your hair now spilling onto the grassy mat under you.

Garou licked his lips, golden eyes flicking up to look into your innocently coy ones.

He lowered himself down once, his chin lightly coming into contact with the lace of your frilly socks.

Raising himself up, he looked at you with irritation, behind that expression lingered want.

Going back down again, your knee bent slightly inwards and gently touched his cheek. He took a whiff.

C I T R U S

Delicious.

Coming back up, he balanced his whole body weight on one arm, an impressive feat with all of those massive rocks on his back.

"𝕐𝕠𝕦 𝕜𝕟𝕠𝕨 𝕀 𝕔𝕒𝕟'𝕥 𝕙𝕒𝕟𝕕𝕝𝕖 𝕞𝕪𝕤𝕖𝕝𝕗 𝕨𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕤𝕠𝕗𝕥 𝕝𝕚𝕥𝕥𝕝𝕖 𝕝𝕖𝕘𝕤 𝕠𝕦𝕥 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕞𝕖."

You slyly laughed, his statement so shamelessly flattering.

"Yes, I do know that, Garou..."

His movements stopped momentarily as his free hand softly caressed the exposed part of your thigh, between the hem of your shirt and the frills of your socks.

"𝕊𝕠 𝕤𝕠𝕗𝕥..."

"Hmm, do you like it like this?"

He chuckled, raspy and short of breath.

"𝕀 𝕒𝕕𝕠𝕣𝕖 𝕚𝕥."

He was struggling, it was obvious. He wasn't trying to hide it anyway. He couldn't if he wanted to.

Dammit, yer' too good!

And in 3 2 1...

The rocks start slipping off of his back, landing on the ground with hard, muffled thuds. Oh, you've really done it now...

Garou sits up, stretching. He grips both of your calves hard and pulls, bringing you onto his thighs, holding you in place.

No squirmin', just sit still...

"Do you have any idea what you've done...?"

You wrap your arms around his neck, holding his face close to yours.

"What if I do?"

His lips came mere centimetres from yours and he whispered roguishly.

"You've made me drop my rocks..."

Silence overtook you until you burst out laughing. What does that even mean?!?!

"Wha... Garou haha, what are you even saying?"

He growled menacingly. How dare you? First you tease him into being distracted and now you make fun of him?

Ohhh, yer' in for a good one...

"Listen here sweetie, we're gonna head on inside, and I'm goin' to finish you, do ya' hear me?"

You nodded, obligingly.

"Yes, sweetie ♡"

He stood up tall, carrying you by the strong grip he had on your plump thighs.

"So beautiful. I'm gonna bite em'..."

You giggled softly, and held onto him tightly.

You knew what was coming next, craving it. And you'll give it to him too.

Ah, there we go...

Garou's setting you down onto your window seat again and looking softly into your eyes.

"Are ya' ready? We're gonna go for a long time today."

You shyly nodded, confirming.

He sat himself down on the ground near your legs, getting into the correct position. His head coming down to rest upon your thighs, your frilly socks tickling his face, breathing calm.

And then, he's baring his teeth, biting and sucking on your ample skin. He's pulling your thigh-highs down inch by inch, kissing.

"Oh, Garou!"

He's smirking victoriously.

"Let's begin, shall we?"

It's safe to assume he got a different kind of workout that day. The one where he's goin' up and down on you nonstop, if you know what I mean (ಠ ͜ʖ ಠ)

#garou #garouonepunchman #garou the hero hunter #opm garou #garou x reader #garou headcanons #garou the monster #garou opm #garou the human monster #female pronouns #fem reader #garou x fem reader #please let me know if i need to tag anything else

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loverofthewindgod · 3 years

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Sienna's Dialogues (pt. 1)

Raiden

Raiden: You distract Fujin from his duties.

Sienna: He just wants to spend time with me Raiden.

Raiden:Earthrealm's protector must always stay vigilant

Sienna:I've never fought a thunder god before.

Raiden: we shall unleash your full potential.

Sienna: I welcome the challenge

Raiden: You do not see me as a tyrant?

Sienna: You're just misunderstood, and I know you're doing your best

Raiden: I am humbled by your caring heart

Sienna:Better days lie ahead for us

Raiden: I am honored to fight alongside with you as my sister

Sienna: the honor is mine, my brother

Raiden: We must begin your training

Sienna: What if I can't beat Onaga?

Raiden: Fujin and I have faith that you will prosper

Jacqui Briggs

Jacqui: Quan Chi really scarred my dad

Sienna: Care to give the sorcerer a 'little visit'?

Jaqcui: Thought you'd never ask

Jacqui: Ready for a Briggs beatdown?

Sienna: I'm more than ready to beat you down, Briggs.

Jacqui: See now I gotta hurt ya.

Sienna: Johnny thinks I'm related to you

Jacqui: You and Cass are my sisters in arms after all

Sienna: Okay you got me there

Jacqui: Gotta say, the Shaolin Queen can slay.

Sienna: Same goes for the Badass Briggs.

Jacqui: Did we just become best friends?

Sienna: I swear I didn't say anything about Fiji!

Jaqcui: Back down now, and I'll believe you

Sienna: I'd rather fight for my innocence.

Cassie Cage

Cassie: What's up buttercup?

Sienna: Just in the mood to whoop some ass

Cassie: Bring it on!

Cassie: I am so SO sorry about my dad

Sienna: How do you and Sonya put up with him?

Cassie: Oh honey we ask ourselves the same thing.

Sienna: So you think I could be a model?

Cassie: Dude, you're smoking hot!

Sienna: Let's not forget fucking dangerous

Cassie: So mother nature's actually your mom?

Sienna: Call me Second Nature

Cassie: You didn't just say that

Sienna: Im going to help rebuild Edenia

Cassie: Don't forget about your home in Earthrealm

Sienna: You won't have to worry about that

Johnny Cage

Johnny: So you're Edenian, like Jade?

Sienna: Yeah, why wassup?

Johnny: Any chance you're free tonight.

Johnny: Earth Princess, meet the King of Hollywood

Sienna: Gee, lucky me

Johnny: Not everyone gets the chance to meet greatness

Sienna: You wanted to see me?

Johnny: Ladies and Gents, the Natural Wonder!!

Sienna: Should've known this was a set up

Sienna: You're instructing me today?

Johnny: Gonna test ya, Rockstar

Sienna: Well then let's rock n roll

Jax Briggs

Sienna: The legendary Jackson Briggs

Jax: Haven't been feelin like one lately

Sienna: Bullshit, you still got it my guy

Jax: So you knew about Jacqui and Takeda

Sienna: You say that like I'm obligated to tell you everything

Jax: Girl, I outta ground your ass too

Sienna: Vera will be alright, Jax

Jax: Trying real hard to keep the faith

Sienna: Better to try than not at all

Jax: What's this 'Viridian Valley'?

Sienna: A realm of second chances and rehabilitation.

Jax: Sounds too good to be true

Shang Tsung

Shang Tsung: Daughter of Gaia

Sienna: The ever so charming sorcerer

Shang Tsung: What a fortunate day for me

Sienna: You have something that belongs to me

Shang Tsung: The demi-god's soul is mine

Sienna: Not anymore once I'm through with you.

Shang Tsung: Such a radiant and exquisite beauty

Sienna: Should I be flattered or creeped out?

Shang Tsung: You should be my queen

Sienna: You and Quan Chi plan to raise Onaga?

Shang Tsung: And claim his power as my own

Sienna: Change of plans, sorcerer.

#mk11 #mortalkombat #mk oc #sienna #lord raiden #cassie cage #jacqui briggs #johnny cage #shang tsung #jax briggs #lord fujin #mk oc dialogues #sienna's dialogues

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valentinesparda · 4 years

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🎫 here's a gush pass ^^ feel free to gush about whichever f/o you want, however much you want, then send this ask to 3 other selfshippers

@lunaeloves oh lucky you I just woke up from a lil nap before I'm gonna end up going to my friend's apartment later tonight and I - predictably - cannot stop thinking about like 6 different f/os right now but I'm gonna edge towards some good eldritch babes (and some not-eldritch babes) for this SUPER LONG RAMBLING ASK IM SORRY IN ADVANCE

first of all, since I haven't stopped playing it on repeat for the past two days, The Baddest preview dropped so I'm obligated to touch on evelynn (or more accurately I would love to touch on evelynn but that's neither here nor there), and whew boy do I love women. and eldritch beings. I f/o quite a few of those now, too. the only disappointing part is how short her section in the song actually is. anyways hello have you not seen my wife?? you're gonna!!

I haven't stopped thinking about this new outfit since I saw it. shes called "the diva" for God's sake. her stupid diamond encrusted claw rings only on the middle finger are making me lose it in the gayest way possible. the cheeky over-top-of-the-sunglasses stare is gonna put me in an early grave. have I talked about how her eyes are like a sunset?? or how her hair looks so soft and long and I want nothing more than to run my fingers through it because this is the longest I think her hair has ever been?? I'm legally not allowed to open my mouth about the open low neckline she has going on there but anyways ms evelynn leagueoflegends please dm me I have feelings for you and there's a lot of them

okay on to the next one which....thinking about writing This gush is making me feel like this rn

bc I haven't really gushed about him yet but boy is it time

so. can we talk about hellsing alucard. can we talk about how cool he is. will you allow me this moment of time in this day to let me try to coherently string a line of thought that isn't just me garbling uncontrollably about this funky eldritch boy?? lets observe shall we--

listen. I fully went into watching hellsing ultimate for the first time just thinking he was like. okay. I was highkey only in it for Sir Integra (still am please dm me ma'am) and then by the midway point in ova episode 2 I was like "okay maybe he's kinda cool" and then by the END of said episode when he is absolutely feasting upon luke valentine's dumb ass and he first activates his protocol or whatever I'm still half asleep I ended up kinda jumping around the entire time just having a GREAT time watching the anime and you can ASK my friends for confirmation on this I could not shut up.

[ side note uh I love jan valentine?? bitch sucks but oh my God is he not the most entertaining character I've met so far, he beats out rip van winkle who I thought just from their look that I would adore but surprise!! go listen to PREY FOR ME/3 by FEVER 333 for an excellent jan valentine song. no I will Not shut up ]

alucard is....he's so goddamn cool?? he's batshit insane for seemingly no reason and over the top and he's FUNNY!! there's something incredibly endearing about him being a vampire in the late 90's who literally just like. does That?? I can't fully explain my thoughts because we would be here longer than we have been and it's complicated right now without me fully experiencing his character and being able to pick him apart outside of the reader inserts I've been reading lmao. it'll probably get worse as I watch the anime and develop more thoughts and feelings. also I've already talked about this on Twitter but his LOOK IN THE BEGINNING OF OVA EP 3?? HELLO????

god I fucking love you. you're so greasy and weird and creepy and fun and I'm GOING to make out with you

coughs. anyways.

i can also say that I've been wholeheartedly avoiding spoilers for the rest of the anime since I stopped on episode 4 WHICH I ALSO ENJOYED IMMENSELY BECAUSE HE HAS A BLACKBIRD?? A CUSTOMIZED HELLSING ORGANIZATION SR-71?? THIS DECADES OLD VAMPIRE EXISTING IN 1999 HAS HIS OWN PERSONAL MILITARY AIRCRAFT AND KNOWS HOW TO FLY IT?? HE CRASHES IT INTO A NAZI SHIP?? EVERYTHING HE RUINS TURNS INTO A BURNING CROSS!! HE ABSOLUTELY EVISCERATED EVERYONE ON THAT SHIP AND IT HAD ME LOSING MY MIND. I'm excited to be able to continue watching the anime and eventually finish it so that I can continue to be a stupid little pansexual mess of a goth

honorable mentions go to sir integra who I would be willing to cross oceans to just have her reject my marriage proposal and possibly have her threaten me with her saber or her gun idc whichever one is more convenient for her at the time. I just want her to slow dance with me in the moonlight and dip me down low in a kiss that we shouldn't be sharing

and pip bernadotte who is Such a good boy and I am going to hold his face in my hands and kiss and compliment him until he is nothing but a melted pile of affection and then braid his hair with ribbons and flowers and all of that wonderful stuff while he talks about everything he's ever experienced in life

okay thank you for reading and GOOD NIGHT LAS VEGAS!!!! *smashes a glass plate before I can be booed off the stage*

#asks #silvie tag #i dont even live in las vegas. anyways sorry this is so long #i had a bad night and day earlier so after my nap (post nap clarity) i am trying to feel better. and this made me feel better.#long post

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evening-blossoms · 4 years

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So um. I'm a total idiot and forgot an entire day of my own challenge. I was gonna keep it that way since nobody had noticed but... that day was something I'd wanted to talk about for a while so...

Welcome to the very late and out-of-schedule day 10 of my SGE Challenge

Characters I would rewrite

Buckle down cause oooooh boy do I have shit to say - and because of this I'll be deviating from what I usually do and write a rant post instead! Given I don't want to make a way too long post, I'll simply go over a brief explanation of why they're in the list and what I'd change.

Kei of Foxwood (tw: drugging mention)

So this fucking asshole here apparently will get a redemption arc uh. I Actually already talked about this in this post I submitted but I will go over it again because it was kinda poorly worded imo (especially because it was written by sleep-deprived me at 3am)

Which is poorly driven given it starts with "Oh No! My beloved Rhian is dead, what shall be of me without my dear?". No. A good redemption arc should start with "Fuck I did something terrible and genuinly regret this and want to work on becoming a better person and fixing the mess I've made." Also, seems like Kei's form of redemption will be death and no, he should live with the consequences of what he's done.

Speaking of which - his redemption will also feel like an insult to the readers because seriously? He's way past redemption point for me now. He already was from QFG when he drugged Dot (which was something quite unecessary and Soman used an Extremely complicated and sensitive topic for the sake of shock value - but that's a whole new rabbit hole I'm not jumping into right now). And in ACOT he follows Rhian's orders which include attacking practically defenseless teenagers

So with that in mind, I'd either have Kei die the piece of shit he is or rewrite his arc from QFG in order to make a good redemption. First, erase that part with Dot and find another way to get to the keys. Again, it was an act that can be considered violence against women written down just for shock value. Given we do not have other scenes with Kei (except for the dungeons one), I'll leave it that for QFG.

In ACOT, start on his very first actual scene - the dinner scene. Have him hesitant on following Rhian's orders there, and perhaps hint it goes a bit deeper than hesitance. Then escalate it to him openly challenging Rhian's orders during that moment before the Blessing. The attack on SGE would be the first moment we see a greater act from him - maybe somehow going behind Rhian's back to stop that attack??? His last scene in the book is during the carriage ride with Sophie - when Kei tells her he's been going behind Rhian's back to stop the attacks he was able to, and knew he had to fix he'd made when he locked Tedros in the dungeons back in QFG. He agrees to help her somehow - but it goes terribly wrong when Japeth survives.

I myself still need to see a bit more how that could be well executed but that's the basic idea - have Kei's actions start from much earlier and have doing the right thing as motivation, not his love for Rhian - if anything, that should be a source of struggle.

Hort of Bloodbrook

This is can be either a rewrite of his own arc or a rewrite of the light he's written in.

He is a Nice Guy tm. Lets not try to pretend he isn't because he is.

He spends the entire first trilogy obssessing over Sophie, and acting entitled to her because he's a guy who's "genuine and truthful" or what so ever. Sure, Sophie might not be a perfect innocent girl and she did treat people who cared for her like shit at times, but that doesn't change the fact she never liked him. And even though she was wrong in parading him around like a "suitor" when trying to win Tedros' attention, she never again makes mention to liking Hort, or wanting to date him, or what so ever, and honestly, good for her! You should never date someone just because they have feelings for you.

Liking someone doesn't make you entitled to having them, and it doesn't make them obligated to like you back. And this what Hort can't understand. And not to mention he acts pretty sexist during the School Years:

"Every time he was free of rivals for Sophie’s attention, they always returned, more meddling than ever. Why couldn’t these toads mind their own business? Or die like Rafal did? True, he’d had Sophie to himself these past six months, but most of that was spent waiting out her I’m-an-Independent-Woman phase..." Quests for Glory, chapter 9: "Who Would Want a Hort?"

And also later during ACOT, in which he treats Nicola pretty badly

“Not bad enough, whatever it is,” Hort’s voice said, hijacking the demon. “He got us into this mess by fawning over Rhian like a lovedrunk girl.”

“Oh, so being a ‘girl’ is an insult now?” Nicola’s voice ripped, the demon suddenly looking animated in agreement. (A Crystal Of Time, chapter 5: Sophie's Choice)

There are other examples but I don't want to digress so this is how Hort is. I'd like to rewrite him into a person who had a immature crush on a girl and bent over backwards to get her attention - all of this a product of his own insecurity - but that grows out of it and in the process, also into a mature person who's confident in himself.

Also, in case someone doesn't understand: the problem isn't a crush. Having crushes is totally normal and ok, and so is not having them! The problem is when your crush over someone becomes nearly obssessive because of your immaturity and inner problems.

And as I was gonna talk about the light Hort's written in: all of this bullshit, and he's written as the nice underdog who we are supposed to root for. Soman keeps romanticizing him and that kind of behavior and that's terrible. So I'd either change Hort's behavior or write him in the light of what it truly is.

Rhian of Foxwood

Honestly? I liked him as a villain. I have no problem with him believing he was doing Good - in fact, I liked it! It's a good contrast to the previous villains, who knew they were Evil, wanted to be this way and took pride in it.

What I would change are just two things: one is that last kiss scene with Sophie during chapter 25 of ACOT, since it was absolute bullshit after all the shit he did to her which I don't feel the need to list - we all know it.

Second thing, I'd have made him a seer! Soman missed a huge potential when he made Rhian a Sader without giving him the seer abilities. That whole "Third Mysterious Pen" deal was unecessary, and it could be replaced by Rhian's visions.

And guys, come on - EVIL SEER IS A DOPE CONCEPT.

Nicola of Woods Beyond

Don't get me wrong, I love Nicola - and this is kind of why she's in this list, actually.

She's an amazing character - bookworm represent! She's also one of the few poc representation this book has, so I like it went to someone as amazing and smart as Nic.

So for that I think Nicola should have been explored more. She's usually put as background character and only brought up when it's convenient - she's basically plot device. Which sucks because again, she's awesome. I'd have explored her ability to apply what she learns in stories to real-life issues a bit more, and paired her up with Agatha more times! Both are brilliant girls and I feel Agatha was at times dumbed down so Nicola could solve the problems, and honestly, I hate it when a character is dimmed so the other can shine.

So I'd have put them together - Agatha, experienced and quick-thinker, and Nicola, an extremely smart girl who doesn't really have half the experience Agatha has in the Woods. They both learn from each other - it's a deal of teacher (Agatha) learning from the student (Nicola).

And allow me to push the Nicphie agenda here - I'd totally expand her relation with Sophie - explored their feelings going from mutual hatred to mutual respect to liking each other to very lesbian love. The Best enemies to lovers.

Also, SOMAN WHAT WAS THAT OF CAVING IN THE SCHOOL FOR EVIL AND SADER TELLING THE DEANS TO ACCEPT HER I DEMAND EXPLANATIONS

And lastly I'd remove the Hicola part super unecessary lmao

So that's it! I actually have some more to talk about but I didn't know how to word it properly and I don't want to make a super long post lmao. I might make a part two of this, but separate for the challenge!

I apologize for the disruption in schedule, I legit forgot day 10 lmao. I'll be doing Day 13 tomorrow so hopefully everything will go back to normal!

#long post #sge rants #the school for good and evil #school for good and evil #sge #sge challenge #day 10 #im an idiot lmao #kei of foxwood #nicola of woods beyond #rhian of foxwood #hort of bloodbrook #tw drug mention

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krizaland · 5 years

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Aaaaaaaa I don't know if your up for requests but zim x male reader? There are only like 4 in existence and I'm getting tired of reading the same ones over and over again ;m; and I struggle with finding gender neutral ones too :(

I may not be male nor male presenting but I am genderfluid so I totally understand! That’s why I tend to write gender neutral readers! That way everyone can feel included in the fun! With that being said, I’m more than happy to write for Male readers too.

I’ve got something very sweet in mind for this one!

Be warned: There will be some feels and fluff up ahead.

You awoke with a scream as you put a hand on your chest.

You always had the same nightmare each night.

Dib would always expose Zim and he would be killed and dissected. You were always left helpless to stop Dib.

A few tears trickled down your face as you caught your breath.

“Ugh. I can’t take this anymore!” You sobbed as you dried away a few tears.

You never told Zim about these nightmares because you didn’t want to freak him out. However, you were losing your mind!

You decided it was time to tell Zim what was going on.

You were about to dig out the communicator bracelet he made you when

TAP! TAP!

You heard something tap at your window.

You let out a startled gasp but decided to investigate.

Speak of the alien! You opened your curtain to find Zim standing there!

He motioned for you to open the window, which you happily obliged.

“Greetings, my human! I apologize for disturbing you but your curtains were closed and I couldn’t see you!” Zim explained casually.

“Wait! Do you watch me sleep or something?” You asked as you raised an eyebrow.

“W-Well! Of course I do! I-It’s just for... Safety reasons! Yes! I can’t risk anything bad happening to you when you’re asleep.” Zim lied as he begun to blush.

“Mm Hmm” You chuckled as you playfully shook your head.

“What? You don’t know what could happen! You humans are vulnerable when you’re asleep!” Zim pouted as he folded his arms.

“Well, I’m still glad you’re here. There’s something I need to talk to you about.” You sighed as you plopped onto your bed and patted a spot in front of you.

Zim looked a bit panicked but he sat down in front of you none the less.

“I’ve been having a lot of bad dreams lately.” You confessed as you hung your head.

“Bad dreams? I knew humans had these... dreams but aren’t they supposed to be about sweets?” Zim mused as he tiled his head in confusion.

You couldn’t help but laugh and rock back a bit.

“Pfft! No! I mean sometimes they could be about sweets but dreams can be about literally anything”

“I see. So why are your dreams bad?”

“I have no idea. We humans don’t exactly have control over what we dream about.” You explained as you rubbed the back of your head.

“Huh. So what are these bad dreams you’ve been having?” Zim asked as he scooted closer to you.

You took a deep breath and let out a sigh.

“I keep seeing Dib expose you and then you get killed and dissected.” You confessed as more tears formed in your eyes.

“What?! That’s what these dreams have been about? Ridiculous! No one ever believes the Dib-monkey! Besides, no human could kill Irk’s finest Invader that easily!” Zim boasted as he gestured to himself.

“I know. I know. But still. I keep having these terrible dreams and I can’t sleep because of them.” You sighed as you rubbed your arm.

Zim’s face fell a bit. While Irkens never needed sleep, he knew that humans did. If these bad dreams that you speak of have been preventing you from sleeping then that wasn’t good.

Suddenly, and idea graced his mind.

“Y/N! I shall guard you from these bad dreams of yours!” Zim announced dramatically as he pointed to the ceiling.

“And how do you plan on doing that?”

“Eh...Um...I shall lie here in your bed with you! Yes! My powerful presence will scare off those bad dreams!” Zim stuttered.

“Alright then, if you’re gonna stay the night, can we cuddle too?” You laughed as you lied down/

“Sure. I don’t mind.” Zim chirped as he lied down and snuggled up close to you.

You wrapped your arms around him like a teddy bear and stroked his antennas.

Zim let out a few happy purrs and nuzzled the crook of your neck.

The sound of Zim’s purrs lulled you into a deep, nightmare free sleep.

#invader zim #invader zim x reader #invader zim x male!reader #Anonymous

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slushrottweiler · 4 years

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Quarantine Q&A

I was tagged by the spectacular @pikapeppa

Are you staying home from work/school?

Whilst my work is still open and available, I am staying home as I am immuno-compromised and have a very high risk of getting sick. So No work for me, which also means no money…

If you’re staying home, who’s there with you?

My partner is still working, but it's just him and my two fluffy bunnies at home.

The floofs are keeping me company, plus all my lovely online friends.

Are you a homebody?

Oh god yes. Turns out my ideal day is called "quarantine". I hate going out and am only frustrated I cannot see family when they need me.

What movies have you watched recently? What shows are you watching?

I just finished the new Beastars anime on netflix, and I am not prepared for how much I love these characters. Legosi is a sweetie and I love that dumb wolf so much.

I re-watched a ton of anime; mostly fluffy stuff like Kamisama Kiss and Cells at Work. Also rewatched Dirk Gentley and thoroughly enjoyed that.

My partner and I are also catching up on bobs burgers. For the lols.

An event that you were looking forward to that got cancelled?

I was going to NZ in Aug for WorldCon, one of the biggest book events of the year, and we were going to Launch my Anthology, "Unnatural Order." But now the con has gone 'virtual', and who knows when nz will open its boarders again…

I'm pretty down about it.

What music are you listening to?

Not much. I'm working on a couple of animatics, one to "Work Song" by Hosier and another to " All this and Heaven too" by Florence and the Machine.

I'm more into Audiobooks.

What are you reading?

Reading and listening to a ton of books (thank you scribd)

Just smashed through The Hating Game by Sally Thorne, the Unhoneymooners by Christine Lauren, and Kings Rising by C.S.Pacat (again)

Am also reading a bunch of online work.

Webtoons: The Little Trashmaid, Let's Play, Subzero, Miss Abbot and the Doctor, More Olympus and Freaking Romance.

VNs: PORTIA'S ROUTE #saveportia, Choices Bloodbound and Blades of Light and Shadow.

Monster fics: literally anything by @monster-bait

Fanfic: Lovers in a Dangerous time by @pikapeppa, a huge amount of Shakarian, Solavellan and Cullavellan fics. Im gonna pick up Where the Winds of Fortune take me, because I'm trash for Piperford.

What are you doing for self-care?

I'm not pushing myself to "be productive". I often get down on myself for not completing a ton of work or my millions of projects since I have more free time, and it effects my depression very badly.

So I'm letting myself take it easy. Rest, work on what catches my attention. Don't get too bogged down in producing work. That's helped… mostly.

Anxiety is a bitch. So talking to people and making new friends has been really helpful. If you're bored and want a new buddy, I am your girl!

I shall now tag my new buddies; with the caveat that they are under NO OBLIGATION to participate. Totally ignore this if it's not your speed.

@glimmerblossoms , @arcxus-of-altihex , @thenervousmedic , @3rrol , @hypotheticalandroid And anyone else who wants to play

#tag game #quarantine qna #sod this nonsence lets get to know one another

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nozzlebolt · 5 years

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"Healthcare" farce.

The other day I as usual requested a renewal for two medicines I've used for 15 years - the right stuff. Instead a nurse booked a meeting, claiming that "the doctors" said to meet for renewal, in my journal! Changing, gaslighting.

What is normal is for a doctor to schedule a summons ffs! Instead they had changed the predicted renewal to beg for a needless appointment then! Rotten to the core frauds!! 🤬

This was the continuation from last year, where a nurse had commented that they had free time for "your spirometry", a useless service that I am not in need of at all given that the dosage is already correct, and minimal! The doctor then only renewed for one, rather than the usual four times - a year supply - apparantly going with the nurse by imposing an artificial limitation on the availability of my medicine to push needless services on me! Thus, they callously created artificial demand! I complained about that to the healtcare inspector authority, but never heard from them. Useless. 🙄

Back to today... I naturally unbooked the appointment since I hadn't requested that. Then I went to an emergency room since I had no medicine left. They agreed to prescribe a limited amount, though their function is not to renew prescriptions. The nurse was victim blaming though, needlessly playing devils advocate. So I got my medicine for now anyway.

I will complain to the healthcare inspectors about the begging to be needed despite my chronic condition remaining unchanged. They put my life at risk by playing games - sadistically trying to push needless services on me - instead of delivering on them medicines upon request ffs!

I will schedule an appointment at another clinic than the unreliable beggar one, then really iron in that I do need my medicine upon request, nothing else!

I will not submit to needless check-ups just because of some abusive nurse once had time to spare for needless spirometry, and the groupthink that ensued! I do not exist to fill their slots! That ain't "care", that's blackmail and fraud! I ain't no slave! 🤬

And so, guess what... I will henceforth REFUSE TO LET ANY DOCTOR TOUCH ME AT ALL!! Minimize that! 🤯

AND I will still get the medicine I am entitled to, given my chronic condition.

Ah yes, touching privaleges removed! The client has spoken. 🤫

I am not to be trifled with! 🧐

I'll update, and link this post once I have complained to the inspector about the bad practise, etc.

Update 1: The farce continues.

The new clinic are playing sick games. Will put together a collage of screenshots later.

One "doctor" claimed I don't have asthma, an official diagnosis according to my journal, going against all previous observations from my childhood and adulthood! They then neglected to schedule a meeting, instead a doctor instructed a nurse nurse to tell me to ask for an appointment for the purpose of getting another diagnosis! I commented my objection to the deranged claim in a note in my journal. 🙄

I called the head of the clinic, who was on vacation. I then called IVO (healthcare inspection authority), who were not available by phone like their homepage claims, instead running an unadvertised schedule during summer. I then inquired through the IVO website how a primary care doctor is allowed to go about when questioning a diagnosis. I will lodge a complaint regarding this negligence - grasping for straws to falsely contradict a lifetime of doctors, out of malice! 🙄

After I sent the request again, adding my strong assertion that the other doctors are correct, the clinic today - on the 25:th of July - scheduled an appointment for the 19:th of August, far from their obligation BY LAW of maximum 3 days for a primary care appointment (90 days for specialist). I added a note of the negligence in my journal. 🙄

I then sent my request yet again, where I also inform them of the negligence, and that I will lodge complaints to the IVO regarding the failures.

I have chronic asthma without a doubt. I went to visit a specialist doctor/researcher during my entire childhood! A rolemodel for his field, they call him in the news article below. I'll include pictures or scans of part of the journal for the upcoming collage.

He expressed concern for me upon my transfer to a specialist for adults in the 90:s... rightfully so given this farce from these primary care "caregivers", who are playing games and now a "doctor" even falsely questioned my asthma diagnosis - which is backed up by a ton of data from my childhood, and adulthood. 🙄

(https://www.sydsvenskan.se/2008-06-15/tony-foucard-foregangsman-inom-barnallergologi)

(Salmeterol is a long-acting beta-adrenoceptor agonist. We later opted out of the study since we'd get charged more for the medicine, but I was prescribed it later and it is a component of the medicine I have used for 15 years that I am trying to get a renewed prescription for.)

Instead of believing in the diagnosis first set and observed by specialist doctors way back, primary care employees are now taking turns sadistically abusing me together by playing with my life - attempting to cause emotional distress and mortality salience, as a part of yet another monstrous obedience training - the latest unspoken excuse for deranged sadistic punishment is my refusal to be touched - only warranting my mistrust 100%! Here is the kicker... since I have suffocated so often from my lifelong asthma, I don't get stressed from asthmatic symptoms since that costs precious oxygen. 🙄

I will not be silenced by malpractice, and will indeed never let them touch me! It is the duty of the primary care to take this seriously and make sure my journal says not to touch me for, ffs! That IS my boundry, which no healthcare staff shall violate! It is utter incompetence to fail to take notice! 🤬

Go ahead and shamelessly beat the dead horse... burn the charred bridges that you still can't cross... sink the shipwreck you are in... the deep mistrust is still gonna be there, as it is obviously well deserved! 🙄

Again, none has taken notice of my assertion of refusal to be touched - A doctor I have never met opted instead to abuse me by disagreeing with my lifelong diagnosis, as a punishment. 🙄

Given the psychological torture I am being subjected to by sadistic "primary care" staff, I will indeed lodge a complaint to the IVO before long. 🙄

Update 2 (2019-07-28):

This patient is happy with the medicine and happy with the CORRECT diagnosis, despite the debased attempt above to force ME to suggest otherwise in order for them to provide service. ⚠️🙄

My DEAD SERIOUS no touching boundary for the healthcare staff keeps getting stonewalled. Boundary issues detected! 🕳️🙄

I predicted I'd get the silent treatment next, and thus asked for a specialist doctor. AND I put in an request to renew my prescription for the medicine that does the trick anyway, despite the propagated false claim that it doesn't. It does though. 🛑🙄

Update 3 (2019-08-02):

The other day, I finally got an appointment within a reasonable timeframe, for today. I immediately voiced my reservations in a note in my journal given that I was now to meet the same doc who got things so wrong (including the category, that looked like a physical meeting though it was a non-physical).

I went to the appointment earlier and am now chilling, some time after having gone out again to pick up the medicine.

The head of the clinic - a psychologist - joined the meeting, perhaps having gotten passed my complaint to this patient committee/authority thing since they had called me the day before after I filled in a form (only to minimize my grievance and undermine me though).

I tried to convey my personality and at the suggestion of spirometry and a lung x-ray to see if anything is amiss for instance, I said I can tell things are the same and that x-rays are carcinogenic, respectively. The doc then argued that tobacco causes cancer too, to which I said that is why to not add more risk since I would not submit to be treated for cancer anyway, and that my level of non-attachment includes my own life (I had mentioned my father passed away when I was 18, since we talked about my scool years, and that it was not "must have been difficult" to me). Such is my personality.

Anyway, we then discussed my medication. I requested an aerosol bronchodilator and an aerosol chamber instead of the powder, and suggested to go back to having separate salmeterol, to enable to cut down on the anti-inflammatory corticostereoids (salmeterol can never be prescribed alone though).

Now I'm prescribed Serevent Discus (50 microg salmeterol) twice a day, and Flutide Evohaler (125 microg fluticasone) 1-2 doses, twice a day - instead of the combination one, Seretide 50/250 twice. Also Ventoline Evohaler (salbutamol). GSK city.

The end of the too long story, I hope. There you have it.

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ambientmagic · 7 years

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hi! i'm sorry if this is a weird question, but you're a practising christian, right? (if i'm wrong, ignore me haha, my bad.) i follow a diff. religion -- islam -- but i think what i get out of it is similar to what you get out of yours (a desire to be more compassionate, more giving, softer in a hard world) and i was just wondering if it ever gets you down? the way people -- who both follow and don't follow your religion -- (have for years) used it as an excuse to hate and oppress?

Mark 12:30 you shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your mind, and with all your strength.’ This is the first commandment.© does it ever make you wonder if you/we’re just projecting our feelings onto scripture? that religion is actually cold and violent, and that the soft/giving parts are invention or platitudes? idk, i’m just starting to feel like i’m doing everything wrong and it stinks. /blabbing. i love your “you are not obligated to finish the work” tag by the way, it’s so lovely

Hello! To start off with, yes, I am a practicing Christian, and my faith is very central to who I am as a person/what I choose to do. I really love a lot of aspects of the other Abrahamic religions (which is to say, Islam and Judaism). My tag, “you are not obligated to complete the work but neither are you free to abandon it” is a quote from (as I understand it, I could be quite wrong) the Jewish Misnah, book Pirkei Avot 2: “Rabbi Tarfon said: It is not up to you to finish the work, but you are not free to abandon it.”

Though I’m not an expert in any of these three by any means, I’m gonna stick with Christianity/Biblical canon for my response because I know that the best, with apologies to my Muslim and Jewish cousins.

Basically, here’s how I look at Christianity: God created the universe, earth, and everything in it, and then created mankind. To quote Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy, “this has made a lot of people very angry and been widely regarded as a bad move.” Let’s set that aside for now. God created mankind “in his image” (Genesis 5:1-2), which to me, means one very very important thing: he gave us the power to choose. God guides, yes. He intervenes when he can. But I believe that God very rarely usurps humanity’s right to fuck ourselves up.

The rest of the Bible follows the horrible and wonderful things that happen when humanity exercises free will. Here’s what people forget: the very thing chronicling our history was made by fallible humans itself. The collection of books we call the Bible was written over thousands of years by dozens of scribes and authors, then chosen, edited, and translated somewhat arbitrarily by even more scholars, who pass it along to more students, picking up more and more “truth” along the way.

Are we always right? No.

Do I believe that the Bible is divinely inspired anyway? Yes.

The dichotomy here seems impossible to resolve, until you remember that God made us. He knows us inside and out from the beginning of time all the way forward to now to the very end of the world when the last star winks out. God knows how all of this is going to go. He can weep and smile and celebrate and nudge and encourage, but we have the power to choose what we do. And God lets us.

So many people see religion as a set of rules that MUST be followed, or a tool to beat others into submission, or a way to hate ourselves for not being perfect. I think it’s a story. A flawed story, yes, just as all stories are, but what we find in it isn’t always the true meaning.

I might be wrong about religion. In fact, I probably am. But here is what I see when I flip open a Bible:

Matthew 5:44 “But I tell you, love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who mistreat you and persecute you”

John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish, but have eternal life.”

1 John 4:8 “Whoever does not love does not know God, because God is love.”

1 Corinthians 13:4-8 “Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.”

And some Old Testament too:

Deuteronomy 10:19 “And you are to love those who are foreigners, for you yourselves were foreigners in Egypt.”

Song of Solomon 8:7 “Many waters cannot quench love; rivers cannot sweep it away. If one were to give all the wealth of one’s house for love, it would be utterly scorned.”

Ruth 1:16 “Ruth said, “Do not urge me to leave you or turn back from following you; for where you go, I will go, and where you lodge, I will lodge. Your people shall be my people, and your God, my God.”

1 Samuel 20:17 “And Jonathan made David swear again by his love for him, for he loved him as he loved his own soul.”

So what do I see as the central message of the Bible? Let me say it real big:

God is Love. God calls us to love Him and to love one another.

Anyone who isn’t actively striving to live by this (and it’s okay to fail! We all fail sometimes!! But we have to try. You are not obligated to complete the work, but neither are you free to abandon it.) doesn’t serve the God that I know.

#there are like seven different things i wanna cover here too but we'll stop there because this is too long #safe to reblog!!!#millennial gospel #my stuff #i hesitate to put this in any tags #You are not obligated to complete the work but neither are you free to abandon it #Anonymous #more light #this is my religious discussion tag now and i hope i have enough posts to justify its own tag

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tendertumpeachybum · 7 years

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It's 9:30am so here goes...I'm not getting upset about this anymore, as in I'm not gonna cry about it and how awful it is because it's not worth me getting worked up over. These people don't mind participating in this so I'm not gonna let it affect me. They do this shit and then 'like' things possibly shading this or from 'Larry' accounts and this is what bothers me the most. I don't appreciate getting played for anyone's amusement. They know fans are gonna stick around so who cares right?

Your last sentence is applicable to so many things though? They get away with anything because they know there’ll always be a group of hardcore fans that will stick around no matter what. I’ve been thinking about this today. Let’s talk about a hypothetical (disclaimer: no I don’t think this is what’s happening, I’m talking about a what if scenario), shall we? Assuming babygate doesn’t end and Louis will be this kids’ dad for the foreseeable future, even after it’s absolutely clear that any contractual obligations are over and there’s nothing left that could make people doubt his own free will. How much do you wanna bet some people will still be here and support whatever he’s got going on because “no matter what”? How could you even say this? Knowing that at least some of it was definitely done with his okay (again, if it’s clear that the old team was out)? I promise you they’ll be like “he was probably forced to do this, taking advantage of his baby for pr purposes etc”, the excuse so many houies have come up with trying to justify what’s being going on for over year. So my point is, no matter how fucked up things might be, the fans won’t go away and whoever is in charge knows this and they themselves take advantage of it.

I’m still here because I, despite everything pointing to the contrary, still think it will end and because I also think better of Louis. As a person and what he’d be like if he was an actual father. However, personally I can’t think of babygate as being real and still wanting to support this. I just couldn’t.

#anon #asks #how much shit am I gonna get for this lol

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Hello, Vy!

I'm so happy lately so I came here to say Hi! Hope you're good and taking care of yourself! I've been saving money for sometime now and yesterday I bought something that I wanted for like 7 years: a roller skate!

I'm just so happy aaaa and since I bought online, I'll have to wait for like 3 days... My anxiety shall eat me alive ❤️

Ps: Loved reading the last 3 words challenge that you wrote! It was amazing and I'm really happy to see that you like doing this as much as I love reading!

Ps²: My music recomendation of today is: breakups by seaforth

Also, here are your next three words, hope you like them and hope you have a good time writing this:

Discarded, haunting, roller skate.

Ps: technically roller skate are 2 words but let's pretend it's not :)

Love, 📚🌻

Hi 📚🌻!

I'm so glad to hear you're doing well! I hope you have a ton of fun with your new roller skates, I'm so happy you've finally got your long time wish - it must be like a dream come true! 😊🥰 Remember to be safe and be cautious because it is very likely that you may experience some tumbles and falls in the early days, so please be careful and take care 💕

I'm so glad you're enjoying the fics! I don't know if you are or aren't in the Resident Evil fandom so please don't feel obligated to read them 😌 I can't thank you enough for even allowing me to write for anything I want through this challenge, it's always a ton of fun and relaxes me to no end.

Thank you for the music recommendation - loved your last one so this one will definitely strike my fancy as well 🤭

Nevertheless, here comes another short fic with my OC Gwen but with a different pairing this time 😉

~ XOXO, Vy 💌

Deal ;)

Pairing: Jill Valentine x OC (Gwen Winters)

Warnings: Swearing, Mildly suggestive remarks *wink*

Spoiler Free 😊

Enjoy! ~ 💕

“Alright, I’ve had enough of you being a busybody.“ Jill says out of the blue, getting up and walking over to Gwen’s desk where there are a ton of files scattered around. She swiftly snatches the file Gwen’s holding, causing her to gasp and turn to glare at her friend. Just as she opens her mouth to complain, Jill drops the file in the empty trach bin next to the desk, “I’m taking you out. Let’s go.“

Furrowing her brows, the younger girl bends down to retrieve the discarded file, putting it back down on the desk before once again turning to glare at Jill, “No way. Leon and Chris will wanna see something tomorrow during the meeting and so far I’ve got nothing to show them. I don’t think a blank screen will fly very well.”

Jill rolls her eyes, “Fine, fine, I get it. But you’re not gonna get anywhere by continuously banging your head into a wall. Trust me, reading and re-reading these files will be as helpful as reading them with your eyes closed.“ She grabs Gwen’s hand just as the girl was reaching for yet another file. “Look, I promise to help you if you indulge me for at least two hours. No more, no less. Ok?“

The Winters girl sighs, exasperated and already caving. “Ugh, fine! What do you wanna do?“

The mischievous smirk she receives as a response to that makes her immediately regret agreeing to the idea in the first place. One thing is for certain here - with Jill, there’s never such a thing as going back. “You know how to roller skate?” She asks, causing a terrified expression to appear on the other girl’s face.

She shakes her head, “I used to know and in theory. So, if you’re planning on taking me roller skating, better rethink your decision unless you wanna take me to the ER right after I attempt to stand on those deadly contraptions.”

“There’s no way you’re that bad, Gwen.“ Jill rolls her eyes, grabbing Gwen’s hands and pulling her to her feet.

She shakes her head, “Trust me, I am. I have some rather haunting memories of falling flat on my face while trying to roller skate. I promise you, I’ll be nothing but a bruised mess by the time we get back.”

One of Jill’s hands lets go of Gwen’s while the other does the complete opposite: tightens its hold, “Not if I hold your hand.” She smirks at the already blushing girl.

Flustered, Gwen hurries to look away from Jill’s smug face, “Then I’ll just pull you down with me, not safe.”

The short haired girl chuckles, “So you’re telling me you’d pass up an opportunity to hold my hand and the possibility of having me on top of you if we do end up falling together? Must say, I didn’t see that coming.”

“Fine, I’d be a fool to pass up such an opportunity, but...“ Lifting their intertwined hands above her head, Gwen does a small pirouette, wrapping her free arm around Jill’s waist when she’s once again facing her, “Next time, I’m bringing you to my terrain: the dance floor.“

After contemplating the ultimatum for less than a second, Jill smirks down at the girl whose face is inches away from hers at this point, “You’ve got yourself a deal, Winters.”

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