#if i knew him personally i'd hate him just bc i would be jealous

[logicmaru]

i love how ranmaru kageyama is doomed by the narrative from the very fucking beginning and i hope his minisode is even more miserable.

warning i'm gonna talk a lot. ranmaru is very blatantly described as a boring guy, who's underneath the average height for guys, doesn't have any notable likes or dislikes, unless you count his hatred for happy couples + people who are happy in general, which ngl comes into play later

i'm gonna try and explain this as simply as i can bc if i try to word it like an essay i'll confuse myself aha,,,,

it kind of shows us that ranmaru can get jealous pretty easily? and he's upset at the kind of trust keiji and sara share, even though he probably knows that's because they've known each other longer than sara's known ranmaru, but it probably still pisses ranmaru off idk

he wants to prove himself to sara, even though sara already sees him as something alike to an ally, but he wants something more than that. in the logic sara deleted scene, ranmaru states that he would want to be sara's best friend, and he admits how wants to go home with her and laugh casually over jokes together and treat life like nothing's wrong

i like to believe this was deleted because it would be ooc for ranmaru, that he would probably be very reluctant of sharing such an ideal with sara, and him suddenly spilling about wanting to be sara's friend in one moment would probably cause more shock factor, and not do much good for the lore, idk it just seems very "ah omg" and less "how interesting"

i really love how ranmaru is. not a good person. i know how strange that sounds, but ranmaru is, kind of, in a way, a support character for sara. And u would think, well support character, must be someone kindhearted and encouraging, right? well, in ranmaru's case, yes, but no?? he's more like "i will go to lengths for your survival, you NEED to win" instead of "you got this! i'll help you escape!" and it's somewhat refreshing? i'm not sure maybe i'm just not normal

anyway enough about evil ranmaru, emotion ranmaru is just very Sad, and again, doomed by the narrative

he doesn't get any kind of character development iirc, in the infamous ransara "win for me" scene, he just talks about how he knew this was going to be a bad idea, and how he has no right to be sara's friend, but from that point on, we don't get any remarkable moment where ranmaru gets some sort of character redemption, and instead we get a moment where ranmaru AGAIN goes through with some sort of wild plan to make sure sara escapes, which is erasing his personality / replacing it with the joe ai's personality.

gosh, if ur friends with me, u probably know how i love and hate this part of the game, mostly because of how interesting it is and how it could've fleshed out into a whole other issue, but i dislike how it's totally overshadowed by both the fandom and the game itself

sara herself doesn't seem to react too strongly by ranmaru's choice to erase himself to become a "vessel" for joe's personality, which really i'd love to explain but honestly idk,,, i definitely thought there'd be a bigger deal about it, but perhaps it was overruled since the modified maple boss fight was literally like,, moments after that

in emotion route, ranmaru shares little to no information with anyone, though he does come close when he tries to tell sara, which he does successfully tell sara about the asunaro human in the group, but i believe that is the only moment where ranmaru goes "sara, hold on" and actually tells sara about what he was actually going to say, which, on one hand, had me on the edge of my seat, but on the other hand, was nice to see since it was really showing how untrusting and reserved ranmaru is, no matter how much he trusts sara, he's not entirely sure if she trusts him in return, or if he trusts sara to not share this information with anyone else

i love ranmaru kageyama

#ranmaru kageyama #logicmaru talks #got damn i was talking #who let this guy yap #yttd #yttd spoilers

[do-you-think-im-spoopy]

If you're an Aelin stan feel free to correct me here but I just finished The Assasin's Blade before I start reading Kingdom of Ash. I've hated Aelin since the end of the second book for how she treated Chaol. And everything I've read since has only shown me more what a horrible protagonist she is. And the prequel book cemented it for me fully.

So she hates Chaol and can never ever love or forgive him because he: didn't warn her and her friend died. When a. He didn't think there was any actual danger and b. Her friend knew she was going to die and sacrificed herself willingly.

She physically attacked a man that had made a simple mistake, permanently scarring him and making him feel worthless when he's already a victim of abuse from his father. And this obviously infuriated me at the time but after reading the prequel book I'm even angrier bc she's such a hypocrite! She killed innocent people under orders all the time. She could have looked into who she was killing or thought for herself at any time since she fancies herself such a good person and judge of character but she didn't. She just killed on command. So how does that make her such a better person than Chaol who would never kill an innocent person. And how does that put her in any position to ever judge him??

Furthermore, she lets Sam go alone to kill the crime boss which results in his death. But she has the audacity to judge Chaol for leaving Dorian in the castle. When Dorian was begging Chaol to leave. It's the same situation but only Chaol is a horrible person? Chaol had to leave in order to help. Him dying there too would have done no good.

Ohh and what's up with how jealous and petty she is to Lysandra?? She's a child sold into s*xual slavery and you're not only going to throw that in her face but you're jealous of her relationship to two different men in your life?? That's disgusting! I can't believe anyone could like Aelin after that.

Not to mention that this is now Aelin's THIRD enemies to lovers story. Like I'm sorry Sam but you're even more boring than Rowan and I thought I'd never meet a more boring male love interest than him, certainly not so soon. At any rate he was as annoying as Aelin and they should have just both died.

I'd love to see yall try to explain to me how anything Chaol did was worse than what Aelin has done. She's a cold-blooded murderer with barely a scrap of guilt, a misogynistic spoiled b*tch, an absolute raging hypocrite. Just the worst FMC I've ever read in my life. I'm finishing this series solely for the other characters and stories at this point. I already know she gets a happy ending but I honestly wish she wouldn't.

#aelin galathynius #throne of glass #chaol westfall #the assassin's blade #kingdom of ash #dorian havilliard #lysandra #rowan whitethorn

[ncutii-gatwa]

same!! tedbecca is a beautiful dynamic that i have enjoyed a lot, so i liked the shippy takes and the platonic takes, but not the weird mind games about it in s3 sksksk. i am sad that they ended it like this, with ted back in kansas... rebecca was going All Out to make him stay and that was so so so beautiful to me. she would have moved mountains for him and henry :'(

yes, retrospectively, i cannot even say why we had shandy at all. i do understand that it helped to show keeley grow as the founder of her own company but they could have done it differently and still bring that point across? could have used the other employees, for example. was equally disappointed in jackkeeley being not much about anything either.

jamie and his dad. that was. something. i am very very very torn about this one because i interpreted that meeting as jamie allowing himself the chance to finally make peace with his past so he can move on instead of inviting his dad back into his life? i know many see that differently and were very disappointed in that choice, which is fair! to me, it felt like that was probably the first time jamie was meeting his dad as an equal, finally above his dad's shit and willing to stand up for himself after punching him etc, not feeling small or scared but instead feeling absolutely secure as a football player and person. i do refuse to interpret that as forgiveness bc 1000% fuck that. i headcanon that he met him, talked and said his own piece (a la thank you and fuck you) , and then was finally able to let go of his paranoia (always looking for his dad at games etc) and move on to a life that is not haunted by an angry ghost. gotta say tho... that thought is contrasted by my other thought: i hate that he just meets his abuser like that. them meeting in person? idk it could have been a text at most, like why give this abuser a chance like this? i was lowkey excited about jamies dad maybe being dead LOL but then i thoughr about ted and his dad, and rebecca and her dad, about the resentment festering, and just can't help but hope that at least jamie got the chance to say his brutally honest truth instead of letting it fester inside him forever (but again, i totally understand people who cannot bring themselves to find or accept any hopeful interpretation of that scene, i definitely cannot help but be full of mixed feelings myself!)

it's nice to talk a bit about this :') thanks for listening and taking time to reply! maybe onto something different, what is your opinion on bex and nathan/nathanjade?

rebecca going so far as to thinking about selling the club because she hated the idea of doing it without ted was like a truck hitting me man. and her getting a ticket just so she could say bye to him at the last moment oh 😭

i feel like shandy was a missed opportunity that was overtaken by jack. and yes i dont like how they went with jack cause it just felt like they were setting up keeley for failure, relationship and job wise. i knew from the beginning it wasn't going to last and that's kinda shit to just have it there for a storyline. but hey at least we got confirmed bi keeley

im thinking the same as you about jamie and his dad. but i fear the writers thought a 'good' ending for jamie would be to forgive his dad and try to move on. and i would understand that if he was just an alcoholic bad dad. but an abuser who set his son up to be r*ped at 14 makes me feel real uneasy

were bex and nathan shipped? bit of a weird one if so but bex deserved better in all aspects. im just glad they didn't make rebecca into a jealous ex when it came to her. and nathan and jade was uninteresting to me. i'd rather we see nathan REALLY work on becoming better and actually earn the forgiveness like jamie did. did you think that too?

#i got mail #anon #ted lasso #ted lasso spoilers #emma thoughts

[gyubby99]

Ranking tpoif characters and how much I kin them @disneyanddisneyships

Ella - not so much. I feel like what we have in common is the attatchment issues and the love for reading. Ella's fav subject is definetely around english or history.

Elias - I have his 'looks like could kill you, is a cinnamon roll' vibe. We both lost a parent due to sickness but personality overall, 50/50. We like being in our small, quiet space.

Eve - HELL YES. Eve is fanonly a therapist and I'm the therapist mom friend. Not to mention I'm planning on taking psychology in the future lol. I don't bake but I help in baking a lot, I stitch up clothes sometimes and I don't get that much sleep.

Mia - Never knew I could actually relate to her. My mom never died but she had to go to another country to go work and so my dad would take care of me. I was left with only a dad and I never knew my mom. She never knew what I liked to do and stuff. She was there but she really didn't know me. Sometimes I would cry and want my mom home. Being left with a dad to raise me and I'm jealous of my brother 'cause he got to spend time with her while I'm here waving at her on a screen. Now im sad.

Alistar - ha ha ha that's funny. I'm gonna cry. My parents were never abusive but they weren't inlove. All my life I've tried to understand why, and as I got older, I got scared of marriage. It's like all I'll get is pain and misery and we'll just fight and divorce at the end. I totally get where he's coming from when he told Ella that he didn't wanna marry her. But I'm too scared to push people away.

Alruna - kindaaaa? I have the sass!

Deena - YESYSYSH If I was a siren I'd do the same thing. Also. The sass. We're feminists. We hate seggs offenders. We think they should go to mega hell.

Alruna - kindaaaa? I have the sass!

Caspian - big no. I am attracted to him but NO. Hell no I am too attatched to betray someone. Guilt would eat me up to death.

Clarissa - No but I feel so warm whenever I talk abt her. It's like I wanted to be held by her as a baby. Like I needed her to fill the void my mom left. We all want a Clarissa.

Jacob - no, but DAD?! No bc that's exactly how my dad is. THAT'S EXACTLY HOW MY DAD IS WHAT KIND OF SORCERY- FATHER?!

Alistar's parents - FAWK NO. NONONONONO NO. N O.

Loreley - We're the complete opposite lmfao. But not on some factors. Like liking women. (Lmao) and the whole 'I'm gonna teach Emily how to swear because I think it's funny' would also be me. 30/70.

Jerry - I like men too but NO. I'D NEVER DISRESPECT ELLA LIKE THAT

#the prophecy of immortal fire

[scarmp3]

i think the biggest reason why sunwoo isn't my bias is that i'm too intimidated by him

#he can dance rap act sing is really good looking and also intelligent and sooo funny #if i knew him personally i'd hate him just bc i would be jealous #also he's really creative #sunwoo

[takenbyheartstrings]

RHINESTONE EYES.

summary: being married to Marc and Steven leaves you in shambles, worried and anxious every night. constantly worrying about them both even if Marc always takes care of them. one night, Marc comes back frustrated; in need of a distraction, and does it lead to so much more... short to say it works.

pairing: marc spector / (mentions of) steven grant x fem!reader

warnings: ACTUAL DIRTY FKN SMUT!!! (extended warnings under the cut) and slight fluff!! implied poly relationship.

word count: 2.3k

authors note: MY FIRST MOON KNIGHT FIC!!! i've pictured Marc as a pretty dominant person, so here's a fic in the best way i know how to show it.... smut.

also inspired by that one clip of Oscar going "get on your knees, honey.... I GAVE U AN ORDER" 😡🥵 and the fact that Oscar also said we can call him daddy if we want to so..... 🧍‍♀️

this is called rhinestone eyes bc i was playing it on repeat, it holds no context to the fic at all 😭😭😭

if i got anything wrong about DID please let me know!! i'd hate to be the reason someone feels hurt or offended. there's not much talk of it in this fic, but i'm doing research as i write <3

extended smut warnings: p in v, unprotected sex (stay safe tho y'all), degrading kink, daddy kink, pain kink, oral (male & fem), rough sex, back scratching, fingering, choking, breeding kink, spit kink, hair pulling, he spanks ur pussy once lmao.

You’re sat on the couch, you’re missing your husbands, worried about them. Worried about what goes on during the night that’s out of your control… sure, they’ve got their suits, but it doesn’t prevent the worry and the torture of not knowing if they’re going to come home. Konshu is there too, but there’s only so much he can do. You just missed them. You were anxious.

You were married to Marc before you knew Steven, one morning Marc had left the home the two of you shared and hadn’t come back for almost three weeks… you thought he left you. You thought your husband had abandoned you. But he came back, and started to explain to you what had happened, how Steven was also there. How Marc was aware of him. He told you that Steven had no idea about Marc, yet and he intended to keep it that way, clearly, that hadn't worked out… but you knew about all of it. You knew about Konshu, you knew about the suit. You knew about Steven. You knew that Steven had a separate flat and Marc told you about his job at the museum. There was only so much you could do, so you just hugged your husband. Told him it was okay, told him that you understood. Because you did. You still loved him, and you loved Steven, even if you hadn’t even met him yet. But when you had, Steven fell in love with you, and you fell in love with Steven and loved him as much as you loved Marc. They’d often tell you they were jealous of one another when you’d spend more time with them. Marc would often question who’s better in bed, to which you would always answer yourself. Your marriage certificate said Marc Spector. Your last name is Spector. But Steven doesn’t mind, he never had. He was always kinda scared of marriage, anyway, so not being on the certificate was fine for him. Just being called your husband was fine for him. He never got jealous of that.

The door to your apartment opened and you sat up off the couch, you were in one of Marc’s shirts a graphic tee. Marc stood there mad; he was angry, you had no idea what happened, but you could tell. You could tell that he was.

“Marc, thank god you and Steven are back, how is he? How are you?” You run into his arms, despite how angry Marc is, he holds you, calming himself slightly.

Marc presses a kiss to your head, “I missed you,” Marc speaks for himself, holding you – immediately calmer. A little less mad, “Steven’s holding up, just a lil drained.”

His hands run down your body, and you shiver, “That’s good.” You catch something missing in his sentence, “What about you, Marc?”

He shakes his head, “Konshu made us do some fucked up shit tonight and I just,” He presses his lips to yours, “Need a distraction.”

You press your lips back to his, a smile toying on your lips, “What kind of distraction?”

“My favourite kind,” He smirks, pressing a kiss to your forehead, “Unless you’re not up for it tonight,”

“I’m up for i-” you squeal as Marc picks you up and drops you onto the bed, pressing kisses all over your neck, all over the place, your skimpy little pyjamas not keeping much of you covered. Your hand makes its way into Marc’s hair as you groan softly.

Marc wastes no time removing his clothes. He’s not soft like Steven in bed, you’re usually in control when you're with Steven and nowhere near what Marc is like… because Marc is rough, and you love it. The way he’ll fuck your mouth as if it’s your cunt, dripping with spit. The way he’ll pin you down and fuck you so senseless you start seeing spots. The way he makes you call him daddy just to make him feel in so much more control, even though he’s got it all. As Marc removes his clothes, you take the chance to remove your own. You’re already dripping wet; Marc already knows how fucking wet you are. He wants to feel and taste you. Although, he’s not sure about whether he wants to make you get on your knees so he can fuck your face in or whether he should eat your pussy like it’s his dinner.

Marc settled for both, “Get on your knees, honey.”

You nodded, “Yes, daddy,” The word slips out of your mouth, perfectly smooth, like silk.

He could cum at the way you speak, at the words that cum out of your mouth, but he has to refrain at just jerking off at the way you bend on the hard wood floors for him. How your tits hang from your chest, bare and open for him to cup. How you look up at him so innocent, but he knows you’re a slut for him. He knows that you want his cock so bad… and you. You want him to fuck your face. Your cunt is dripping and your stomach fills with anticipation waiting for him to fuck you out of your own head.

Marc stalks over you, “You want me to fuck your face, baby girl?” He questions and you nod, opening your mouth, “Ah, ah, ah, speak to me.”

“Yes, daddy.” There’s the word again it makes him get off, it makes him turned on, just like all the other thing’s he’ll do to you tonight. All the ways he’ll make you cum for hours and hours on end.

Marc finally slides his cock into your mouth, he takes a ball of hair into his hand, moving slowly at first, he carefully moves his hips. In this moment he begins to lose disregard for how you feel, just like he does every time, and it turns you on; it makes your cunt drip. Marc begins to fuck your face, holding your hair. He pumps his cock in and out of your mouth, pressing his slit to the back of your throat as you gag on it. Spit surrounding the thick skin. Your eyes water as he bucks his hips faster and harder. Holding your head in place. He sets off every single gag reflex you have in your mouth and as you gawk at the length of his cock. He pulls out for a second, lets you catch your breath. But it’s so short. It’s so fucking short. He shoves his cock back into your mouth, groaning as he pounds harder and harder inside of you as if he were fucking that same dripping cunt that sits in between your legs.

“Fuck just like that you dirty whore, just like that.” He groans as his cock continues to press to the back of your throat. You can taste the pre-cum dripping from him, as it falls down your throat. He fucks your mouth so hard that there is spit that falls down the sides of your mouth, there is spit that leaks down your neck, covering his cock, making it glisten. Making it shine in the dim light that falls above the bed you share. His cock looks like it’s glowing. He continues to fuck your mouth a little more, slowing down as your hair is now knotted all tangled up from the way he held you in place.

When Marc pulls out and you heave a deep breath, “Fuck me, daddy, please.” You beg, your eyes falling up at him, almost bloodshot red, tears falling from your eyes. He can only smirk knowing that he did that. He made you look like the fucking slut that you are. He groans at your words, imagining your dripping wet pussy. All wet for him.

He shakes his head with a tsk, helping you up and pushing you back onto the bed, “I’m going to eat your fucking pussy and you get no say on when you get to cum. You’re going to have to beg for it, do you understand?”

You nod, “Yes, I understand.”

“Yes, I understand…?” He waits for the word to be said, god, he loves that fucking word.

“Yes, I understand, daddy.” You correct yourself.

Marc smirks, placing kisses and grazing his teeth all the way down your body, your legs hooking around his neck, his head between your thighs, your hand in his hair. Marc’s tongue slides in between your wet lips. The smell of you intoxicating and when you land on his tongue, Marc almost cums. His tongue wastes no time, his tongue presses against your clit, the amount of pressure he places makes you scream and moan. The way he sucks on the nub makes you want to cry. Your fingers twirl in his hair, pushing him harder against your clit. He sucks and he breathes you. He tastes you. This is his favourite thing to do. Pleasure you. His head pulls away for a moment, your fingers becoming a little less connected as Marc slaps your clit. It’s not hard but it’s not soft either. Placing the just amount of pleasure to make your hips buck slightly. Marc doesn’t give you any warning before he rubs his fingers in your arousal and places them into your dripping cunt. His tongue moving back on your clit circling it as he keeps contact with your eyes. Never having looked away from you once. His fingers pump in and out of you, and it makes you moan. You can feel your stomach on fire, you can feel it burn. Marc pulls away for another moment, spitting on your clit, moving his tongue back on it. His fingers continuing to pump. You squirm against his touch.

“Daddy, I need to cum.” You moan, but Marc only shakes his head.

“No. You have to beg for it.” He moans against your pussy as he continues to lick and feel the buzz of how sweet you taste, his fingers getting pruny from the wetness that builds in your cunt, that fills your pussy. Makes it taste oh so sweet.

You feel yourself move against him, your hips bucking into his face, “Please daddy.” You moan once more, “Please let me cum, daddy.”

Marc groans against your clit and he can feel your cunt getting tight, pulsing around his fingers, he pulls his face away, “Cum for me, fuckin’ whore. Cum for me and me only.”

You feel your release against his face, your orgasm as he tastes it, he tastes your cum, he tastes the way you drip for him. God, it is addicting. Marc removes your legs from his shoulders, sitting them up, “I’m gonna fuck your pussy. Can you take it? Can you take it my slut?”

You nod, “Yes, daddy, I promise… I promise I can take it.” You squirm, needing his cock, needing to feel him inside of you. Needing his cum to fill your pussy and you’re both thinking and feeling the same thing.

Marc presses himself into your cunt, no warning and he doesn’t lead you into it this time. His balls are slapping against your ass and he’s pressing his cock so deep into your pussy. His hands make their way up your body and all you can hear is the slaps of his balls and the squelch of your wetness combining. His hand makes its way around your throat, lightly putting pressure onto your neck, it’s slightly harder to breathe, it’s slightly harder to moan. But it doesn’t feel like that, not at all. His hand is strong, the veins of his arms popping out, his biceps exploding from his arms. The muscle is so much and as he groans, pounding into you. He leans over you.

“Open your mouth, you fucking whore.” He speaks once more and you do as he says, your bodies moving together. Your mouth stays open as he lets spit fall into your mouth, making you moan in pleasure. Feeling it travel down your throat. His hand doesn’t let up, clenching it slightly as your body continues to rock. He’s using all his willpower, all his strength in pounding his thick cock into your cunt. Your tight little cunt. You already felt yourself coming closer to the edge, but he would tell you when you were allowed to cum. He is in charge. Not you. You know that very well. Your hands begin to cling to his back, your nails moving all the way down his back, and he pumps his cock in and out of your cunt. They dig deep and Marc can’t help but groan as they run down his body. He doesn’t know it yet but they’re bleeding red marks. Marks that could scar.

You were coming close to your orgasm for a second time. Your stomach was on fire, building knots. You needed to cum for him so bad, “Daddy, I’m gonna cum, please.���

He tsks, “Not until I cum,” He speaks, groaning as you try to hold back your orgasm, he moves his cock faster and faster, in and out of you. Feeling nothing but the desire to cum in your pussy, mark it as his. “Fuck, I’m gonna cum. You ready you dirty little whore? Tell me you’re ready.”

“Fuck!” You moan, “Yes, daddy, I’m ready.” Marc’s cock twitches inside of you and he finally lets his release go, his cum mixes with how much your cunt drips. He continues to pump in and out of you, riding you to your desperate attempt to orgasm.

“That’s right, you can cum for me now.” Marc speaks as the fire and desire in your stomach builds up so much, your face twists as you cum, your mouth wide.

Marc finally pulls out of you, falling beside you, pulling you into his chest, stroking your hair, “You did so good for me, baby,”

You smile up at Marc, “I’m glad you had a good time,” You press a kiss to his warm chest. Feeling nothing but love radiating from the man that lay next to you as the two of you fall asleep.

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[jojotichakorn]

Good Morning! (Or whatever time it is for you, I just woke up middle of the day because I was up half the night thinking about Bad Buddy)

I know this was mostly for Jealousy™ purposes but I also want to point out how much I loved seeing more of Pran and Wai's friendship? Like the phone calls or the Instagram Story (pointing out here when Pat was watching it, it said "2h" so you can bet Pat was just rewatching it all the time for the last 2h to torture himself) showing that they indeed have the kind of friendship you would expect from someone who has been friends for years. I know it's for the angst but I hate when BL characters have their "suffering" phase and no one to turn to really and they turn to some random people instead of their actual friends? Or their friends literally do the opposite of helping (Tine's friends in 2gether lol). I love when BL's show actual friendships that are believable? Like a Character can still be in pain and suffer without having no friends to help him through/keeping things from their friends. Pran and Wai being really close friends makes me hope that Wai is the first one Pran tells about Pat? We know he's scared of him finding out (fight scene) but the situation at that point was quite different than it will be when they're secretly dating. We know they won't know right away because of the trailer showing Wai and the others get suspicious but I really really hope Pran tells Wai himself. (Idk how the friends find out about it in the novel and tbh I think at this point we can forget the novel anyway to try and look for answers bc they're obviously making their own story and I love that) Because what we have seen from Pran and Wai's friendship so far I'm sure he'd be supportive if he was told the whole story? I can't blame Wai for being overprotective at all at the moment because in his mind leaving Pran alone with Pat is leaving his best friend with one of the guys who only weeks ago tried beating him up basically everyday.

I think it'd be very fun if Wai knew at some point before everyone else (except Ink but that's gonna be a seperate ask before I write an essay) and was like helping them scheme and cover up their relationship to their other friends? I expect the Jeslousy storyline to not be over yet (based on the trailer and Pat obviously being a jealous person) however I feel like that could lay the path for Pran to get the courage to tell Wai? Like Pat keeps getting jealous because Wai gets to joke around and talk to Pran in public and he doesn't? And because Pat wears his heart on his sleeve (my beloved) he'd tell Pran about how it makes him feel so Pran wants to reassure Pat and decides to tell Wai about them?

Idk I'm rambling on a bit much (and I have another ask to write about Pat and Ink's friendship lol) but I'd just be sad if Wai doesn't find out from Pran because either he'd be upset his best friend lied to him for so long (understandably) or they act like it's not big deal, which I think in some part at least it should be. They've been friends for so long and Wai asked repeatedly if there was something going on, idk if my best friends would keep that from me (even for good reason) I'd be a bit upset as well. I just hope their friendship isn't just for jealousy reasons but will actually be a point of support for Pran and because Bad Buddy has delivered so far I'm gonna have hope to see some nice friendship scenes because I really like Wai (thank you Jimmy) and I'd love for him to have a positive impact on Pat and Pran's relationship.

(Also I keep rewatching the music contest scenes (or everything but yes) and am I the only one who keeps laughing when Pran moves closer to Wai and they almost accidentally bang their heads together??)

good evening in my case, dear anon! and let's get right into your thoughts, shall we?

i personally think that even though it did feel like wai was being used as a tool for pat's jealousy, that's actually not his only purpose in the series. i think we are becoming trapped into a mindset of a certain pov again, because yes, from pat's pov wai is just pran's friend that he's jealous of. for pran though? that's his friend. a friend that he cares about and a friend that cares about him. and i think there have been quite a few scenes, which showed us that wai is being set up as one of pran's two main support systems.

i do also think that wai will be the first person pran tells, though i think it's possible wai will figure something out beforehand. not like absolutely everything, obviously. but maybe that there is a long history there? we were already shown in the teaser that he wants to know what's going on, and he will get more and more curious with time. oh, and this also proves once again that the series does care about their friendship separately, because if he were only there for the jealousy plot, they wouldn't follow it up with all this (and consider it so important as to add it into the teaser).

i do love the idea that pran actually explains everything to wai after pat expresses how insecure he feels about it all. mostly for pat stan reasons to be honest tho.

in general, i'm also hoping that we won't mirror tine's friends with either of the friend groups, because i fucking hated that plot point in 2gether with a passion.

#that music contest moment WAS hilarious #i was also like: pat dont even compare this to your moment back in high school #you were all heart eyes they literally almost gave each other a black eye #fantastic analysis tho anon im super impressed!! #bad buddy #archer responds #anon

[pocketramblr]

For ask game, maybe bakugos quirk is treated as like a "villainous" quirk sorta like shinsous becuase like I know I'd be way more scared of explosions that mind control that can't even hold for long or cant make you do anything that requires thinking, in this au bakugo and midoriya would proobbly be freinds i hope

you hoped for that but sent this ask to me? brave of you!

1- Why is explosion considered an unheroic, villainous quirks? because the quirks society see as heroic depends on what they see in heroes- and the inverse is true of villains. Strength is seen as the most heroic bc of all might, even if someone's enhanced strength is comparatively weaker than another's telekinesis, the strength will seem more heroic. And a certain hero with a fire quirk fell from grace when the kids were three years old, so the general consensus was that this boastful child setting off sparks with his hands was another hot-headed person doomed to try some dramatic, destructive villainy before burning out

2- Katsuki is p unhappy about everyone treating him like a villain, and how it gets even worse when the quirkless deku is the one to keep saying he can be a hero. He lashes out at him whenever he tries to speak up for him, but he stops going after other kids to bully because now he'll get in trouble for that and called a villain, and katsuki hates being called a villain.

3- that said, because both of them kinda start avoiding each other earlier, once they're in UA and at a point where Izuku has a quirk, snaps at him that he wasn't jealous of Katsuki even having a quirk, he just wasn't an idiot who judged him for it and *knew* Katsuki was spiteful and smart enough to become a hero anyway, they kinda get better faster and become real friends earlier? less horrible things that were said or assumed between them here. I figure by Hosu they're friendly. which means izuku's going to get yelled at for the bad sos message and going dark on him, not that katsuki will admit he was worried, but ya know. he was.

4- The class making fun of Bakugo on the way to USJ bothers Izuku because of the past. After, Kiri elbows Kami into apologizing, which mostly actually just turns into praise of being quick to fight the villains and not turning into a liability, which gets them invited to training and tutoring. Izuku brings in Shinsou after the SF because he gets the backstory and dang it, kacchan will make more friends or Izuku will die trying.

5- You may have picked up on that mention of Endeavor at the start. Due to canon diverging there, Inasa and Momo are the recommended students in 1a, Shoto might be there in Mineta's spot, might not be in UA or a hero student at all, not sure yet, and the Sports Festival goes very, very differently. No chained up display here. I'm kinda vibing with Bakugo getting an offer from Gang Orca after that, could be fun to reference the remedial course arc from canon in that way.

#so uh...... its better! its just not. cute soft friendship from childhood onward #this just felt in character #anon #pocket talks to people #ask game

[7fckingidiots]

Would you be alright with writing some HCs about the brothers and a MC who's a trans guy? Sorry if it's a tall order or too vague, they're a big comfort for me and I'd like to see what ideas you have bcs your headcanons are fantastic ;w;

HELL YEAH DUDE!!!! IM ALSO TRANS!!! AH!!!!! demigirl rights :3 but i also find a huge comfort in the boys and i hc all of them as trans because no one can Stop Me •• but i really hope you enjoy these and remember you’re valid and i care u so much! Also i hope you don’t mind but i kinda made it gender neutral so every trans folk could enjoy!

The Brothers With A Trans MC

Lucifer

He didn’t know until you came out to him honestly. He knew all his other siblings were trans but with all the work Diavolo gave him and adding new students from different realms on top of that he hadn’t really had time to notice any minor changes in you.

He feels guilty about this and immediately makes sure(like everyone else)to ask for your pronouns, name, and how you would like to present yourself from now on.

Fixes your ID cards and your papers with Diavolo right after dinner

God. He’s such a dad and he gets you things that have your new name on them. You wake up to see you have a new pencil case with your name embroidered on it with matching pencils. God.....he’s so weird i love him so much

Asmo does most of your clothing shopping but for formal wear he takes you shopping! He’s not about to buy you some cheap tux or gown ok it’s gonna be over 2000 grim and he’s gonna get you three of them STOP HIM

He’s not the best with verbal affection so he writes down notes that are like “you looked very handsome/pretty today.” or when he first starts writing them they’re like “you’re a boy/girl/kid. i’m proud of you.” Thank u mr morningstar

You want surgery or to start hormones??? He will stop all his work with Diavolo and spend forever looking up things for you, he wants you to be as safe as possible(pls he almost fainted after he realized you’d have to give yourself a shot like everyday dhdhdhjdhd hc that demons/angels don’t have to do hormone therapy i’m so JEALOUS)

Practices saying your pronouns in his study when you first come out. He just wants to make sure you feel as safe as possible in his care(and he remembers how terrible it felt to be misgendered)

Guess what....he loves you no matter what :)

Mammon

You’re blind as hell if you couldn’t see his top scars but I respect it

King DOES slip up on your pronoun change but always immediately corrects himself. Satan has a spray bottle that he sprays Mammon with when he does it. Mammon is NOT amused but the same can’t be said for Belphie.

Gender affirming activities??? Oh yeah like robbing a bank?? That’s pretty gender neutral and trans right?? Yeah!!! Wow such a good supportive brother.

If you want you can wear the formal wear Lucifer bought you to the said bank heist. Boom trans rights

You can practice painting his nails or doing his makeup if you’re too nervous to do it on yourself first!! Dw if it’s bad he also can’t do makeup or paint nails so once you let him return the favor you’re both laughing and Asmo is distraught.

KING at dying hair he will get you whatever you need and if you want an entire different hair cut entirely he’s ON it

Very used to being Loud and Brash but if you need someone to talk to about anything really he always calms down and sits down to listen to whatever you have to say.

Lots of gendered gifts from him. This said for men??? Oh ok adds to cart. Oh pink??? For ladies??? yeah that can go in there too

You’re never gonna believe this.....But he loves you and supports you :)

Levi

He was the first one to come out to you at the house!! He was just so excited! Same hat!!!

Gets literally any video game where you can design the protag/have custom pronouns and will play games like that with you for hours

Would you like a pride flag.....for u.....He has too many.....Please take the trans flag please he has no room....he bought in bulk for a pride event and didn’t consider the consequences of his actions

Miku binder but irl. He will get if for you but unironically.....thanks King. He just likes binders with patterns and i respect IT

Dysphoria?? He gives you his hoodie bc that was his trademark dysphoria hoodie and i GUESS for you he can share............he would give u anything just ask nicely he’s sensitive

Reads any character that matches up with your gender and is like!!!!! That’s you!!!! OMG!!!! You in da IRL

Goes back and edits his tweets if they use your old name or pronouns(also has he/they in his bio. this is for nothing just makes me :D)

If you haven’t chosen your name he’s gonna suggest so many fictional characters. POV levi kin assigns you.

You listen to music together that just has Trans Vibes.....maybe u cry together but there’s no judgment!! It’s just nice :)

God it’s wild but! He loves u and thinks ur great :)

Satan

Enby Satan. That’s all :)

He’s very quite about it, he supports you! He’s just not loud like his brothers

He brings you book about gender studies and LGBTQ history that he thinks would interest you(there some of his favorite books and they’ve made him feel the most comfortable in his gender)

Gives you a name list if you haven’t named yourself yet! He cares about you and wants to make sure you have the right name that suits you

He’s the one that tells you that it’s ok if you’re still figuring it all out, learning about yourself is a very tricky process and if anyone knows that it’s Satan

Any of the brothers would kill anyone who misgendered you but with Satan that shit is ON SIGHT

Asks you how you know and what were the signs that gave it away to you, but only if you’re comfortable telling him!! He just finds everyone’s experience interesting and would like to know yours as well.

Spells for fucking DAYS Satan personally kills body dysphoria the best he can(mainly bc he’s HIGHKEY afraid of you getting surgery he hates knives so much)

Makes your comfort food for you when you’re feeling down about yourself and will read whatever you want to hear outloud to you.

!!!!!! GET THIS !!!!!! He loves YOU :0

Asmo

Fucking excited!!!! This means you two are going to buy so much clothing together and he gets to style you let’s GO

Buys you whatever you want but he will make you try it all on so be CAREFUL what u wish for.....ur gonna be there till the store closes yeah......

Paints your nails with the trans pride flag!! Also does your makeup and gives you tips on how to look more masculine or fem!!

VOICE LESSONS

He will help you lower or raise the pitch of your voice if it KILLS him. It eventually becomes like a mini class after school

Helps with internalized transphobia! Hes dealt with his fair share and knows how awful it can be and he will NOT being having you experience that as well we r practicing Self Care now

Picks apart any one who misgenders you until they’re crying he has NO fucking time for that behavior in this HOUSE

Sometimes self care is eating whatever you want and sitting in the dysphoria hoodies while watching chick flicks with Asmo

He likes dressing you up but he’s always sure to set boundaries so he never puts you into something that makes you feel uncomfortable

ALSO edits his posts and takes down anything that makes you uncomfortable!!

He loves you so much!!!!

Beel

another one to hand you The Dysphoria Hoodie and it’s very large and comfy!

he’ll help you make out a work out routine that will help you get the body you want and it makes him really happy to work out with you :)

he’s gonna hold your hand if you have to take shots and will give you puppy eyes if you don’t let him. He’s just worried!!!! He wants to help

stands behind you whenever you’re nervous about coming out to someone, he will NOT have someone making you feel bad or misgendering you

he’ll see food with trans pride colors and gives it too you, probably doesn’t even know what it is half the time but it made him think of you so he makes sure to get it for you

he doesn’t trip up on any of your new pronouns or name and makes it seem like he never even knew them. dead name???? what’s that??? a type of sauce?????

will let you vent to him whenever needed and will always make you a sundae after you’ve finished. it’s comically huge but it’s tasty and does make you feel a lot better, thanks beel

makes sure you remember to take off your binder if you’ve been wearing it for more than eight hours! and if you’ve been wearing heels to feel more fem he reminds you to take those off too and has a pair of slippers for you in his room that you can wear instead

hey! get this! He loves you so, so much :D

Belphie

you’re trans? ok kid join the club. he doesn’t make a big deal at all

are you still gonna cuddle with him and join him in his quest to make lucifer’s life difficult? yeah? ok then cool what’s ur name 

if he hears someone misgender you he waits till you’ve left the room and just kills whoever did it, dude’s unhinged what did you expect from him honestly

he’s actually really curious about any hormone therapy you’re on and likes listening to you rant about it to him. he likes seeing your face light up and it partly reminds him of lilith

calls your hormones something stupid like “oh dude, your gamer girl juice arrived.” or “hey your little man potion is here.” ...thanks belphie

will NOT let you sleep in a binder or push up bra!!! not healthy!! let ur chest breath guys 

like mammon, he gets you gendered gifts but they’re so fucking weird? you didn’t need a girls version of a collectable hot wheels set???? he got you blue lightning mcqueen sheets?????? those EXIST here????!!!!! when does he even shop......

introduces you to new people like “this is our resident boy/girl/human. they don’t do much but i think they’re cool.”

he really does care about you but he remembers when he came out he just didnt want people to make a big deal about it so he’s just doing what would have made him feel the most comfortable, but you can still see how much love he has for you when you look into his eyes

he loves you, so, so much :)

#obey me shall we date #obey me #obey me swd #obey me luficer #obey me mammon #obey me leviathan #obey me levi #obey me satan #obey me asmo #obey me asmodeus #obey me beelzebub #obey me beel #obey me belphegor #obey me belphie #lucifer x reader #mammon x reader #leviathan x reader #satan x reader #asmo x reader #asmodeus x reader #beel x reader #beelzebub x reader #belphie x reader #belphegor x reader #obey me hc #obey me headcanons

[kirishwima]

Sorry I sent you the same ask earlier but I'd rather it be anon! How about RFA + Saeran headcanons with a professional dancer MC? Like dancing that's a bit more "close" like tango. How do they feel about her career and do they ever get jealous? Or do they just see it as her job? How do they feel about her dancing partner? (Assuming her dance partner is just a really cool standup guy who respects his partner's relationship)

so, quick funny story: i signed up for a dance class last semester as an EC, thinking it’d be fun workout dances like zumba...turns out no,  me and my other 3 friends signed up for a classical dance class where each girl had signed up with her boyfriend, so people just assumed we were 2 lesbian couples for the whole semester lmaoanyway that’s just to say-i got u covered with this headcanon lmao

YOOSUNG:

* When MC told him about their profession he was really excited! He immediatly went to youtube to watch some of MC’s competition videos, ready to whole-heartedly support her work

* Even though MC told him she focused more on latin and classical dances, and that she had a dance partner, Yoosung didn’t really put two and two together until he clicked on a video of her performing a waltz with her dance partner

* Seeing her so close to him, his leg nearly slipping between her thighs as he held her close by the waist and whirled her around the stage...Yoosung couldn’t help the jealousy churning in his gut, but more than that, he couldn’t help but compare himself to MC’s dance partner-imagining how different it’d be if he were the one dancing with her, his guilty jealousy mixing with his insecurities into a sticky concoction that made his chest heavy.

* He wouldn’t upright tell MC he was angry or jealous-but MC’s no fool. If she came home to Yoosung giving her the cold shoulder, she’d understand where that’s coming from and sit down with him to talk.

* Honestly, all Yoosung needs to hear is that she and her dance partner are simply good friends and colleagues, and that she’s in love with Yoosung, no one else.

* Having Yoosung meet her dance partner would also help-and whilst Yoosung’s jealousy may never fully go away, it’ll mellow out, and he’ll simply be glad to see MC enjoying her work, and you can be dang sure he’ll be there for her 100%, supporting her in each competition and recital.

ZEN:

* Whilst he’s a very, VERY jealous guy, he’s also a professional, so he’s actually quite calm when MC explains her profession and how she has a dance partner.

* Zen would insist on meeting this guy, wanting to be certain he has no ulterior motives dancing with MC-he’d never be rude to the guy, but he’d be a little stiff at first.

* Once he understands that he’s a standup guy that simply views MC as a friend and colleague, Zen will be more than satisfied. After all it’d be ironic for him to make a fuss when MC never fusses over him having romantic scenes with other actors, now wouldn’t it?

* He’s very supportive, and actually helps MC practice some dance moves whilst at home!

* He doesn’t really know much about classical dances, but he’s had some lessons before so he knows the basics at least, and if it comes to alternative dances or latin ones, he’s definitely good at them

* Besides...he’ll never pass up on an opprotunity to hold MC close to him, sliding his hands onto her hips as they sway together along to the music *wink wonk* 

* Just a supportive boyfriend really, plus, he’d totally gush about his fantastic dancer girlfriend on his social media lol~

JAEHEE:

* She’s honestly probably the only one to not be jealous...at all

* She finds MC’s profession wonderful, and is super supportive-as much as she is with Zen’s carreer!! Will never miss a competition or show if she can help it, and will even help MC practice at home as much as she can-even though when MC gets super close to her to practice some moves she’ll get really flustered about it lol

* The only thing that might bother her is that MC seems so graceful thanks to her years of dance training, that Jaehee wonders if MC feels that she’s too ungraceful. When she brings that up to MC though and MC furiously denies it, saying she loves Jaehee as she is and that she’s wonderful, then even that worry completely disissipates, and all that’s left is genuine excitement and support.

* She does want to meet MC’s dance partner eventually, if only to also congratulate him on their successful career; and if she finds out he’s a nice and kind guy she’ll be happy he’s MC’s friends (and hopefully hers too!)

* Honestly though...just imagine a lazy afternoon with Jaehee, the sun’s lower in the sky but still peeking through the curtains, illumianting dust particles in the air, Jaehee’s brewing coffee as MC chooses a dance track to play on her phone connected to a speaker, and as the music starts she sneakily comes up behind Jaehee, wrapping her hands around Jaehee’s waist, swaying them both to the beat. Jaehee laughs, her cheeks red as she turns around to kiss the corner of MC’s lips, when MC finds the opprotunity to take Jaehee by the waist and swirl her around, dancing with her in the living room, only instead of proper dance steps they just sway each other around, giggling every time they step over one another.

* im sORRY im a useless bisexual that dreams of having a girlfriend to do this with ok, let me live T-T

JUMIN:

* He’s actually a very posessive guy, and has been fully trained in classical dances, so when MC tells him about her profession and her dance partner, he sits there with his arms crossed over his chest, a frown on his lips.

* “And this dance partner of yours...how did you meet him? How long do you know each other? Is he in a romantic relationship? Has he ever expressed interest in you that goes beyond friendship?”

* It’ll take a while for MC to calm him down and will require yet another discussion about boundaries and posessiveness-while it can be cute to be jealous sometimes, obsessing over the other person isn’t, and Jumin never wants MC to feel that he’s pressuring her or being over-protective; so he’ll apologize, but ask to meet this dance partner, if only to ease his worries.

* Turns out the guy is not only a really respectful dude, but he also has no romantic interest in MC, and clearly says so to Jumin-mainly bc the poor guy’s terrified of the cold stare Jumin pins him with lmao

* Other than that, Jumin is fully supportive, and will never miss a show MC puts up for anything in the world-though sometimes he’ll bring Elizabeth the 3d with him so she too can experience the grace of dance lol

* He’ll oftentimes ask MC to dance with him, be it in buisness parties or simply during lazy mornings at home, happy for any excuse that lets him hold MC this close to him. 

* He’s actually an amazing dance partner, and MC will ask him to help her practice new steps from time to time when he’s at home

SEVEN/SAEYOUNG/LUCIEL:

* Of course he already knew about her profession since he did a background check and all, and he knew about her dance partner too-he even did a background check on him, back when he was trying to figure out who the hacker is, in case he might be the guy they’re looking for.

* He finds MC to be so, so graceful, and seiing her dance up close is a blessing; he really thinks she looks weightless in those moments, even more beautiful than usual as she seems to genially enjoy her time dancing

* He’s not of much help, but he loves grabbing MC and twirling her around when music plays, and even with no music playing, he’ll hum a tune himself, relishing in MC’s giggles as he holds her close to him

* They’re that adorable silly couple that dances around in their pyjamas whilst making breakfast, ending the little dance session with a kiss and the sound of laughter echoing across the house. 

* He can’t always make it to MC’s shows due to his job, but he’ll hack into the cameras of the theatre later on to make a DVD out of her preformance to watch at home later on-sometimes MC will join him in watching so she can take note of things she’d like to change or improve.

* When it comes to jelaousy, it’s true that Saeyoung does feel a pang of it when he sees the chemistry she and her dance partner have when they dance; but it’s not hard to notice when Saeyoung feels this way, and a kiss to his cheek followed by an ‘I love you’ can melt the negative feeling straight off of his body.

V/JIHYUN:

* He too finds MC being a dancer amazing, and is absoloutely supportive-he honestly not once even felt a tange of jealousy at her closeness to her dance partner, he was simply and whole-heartedly supportive and excited for her carreer. 

* He’d shyly ask if he could observe some of her practices to draw some sketches-it’s the best chance to study things like the line of action, and how a motion sketch can then be transferred into a full proper painting.

* Even though he’s pretty much given up on photography and switched to painting instead, he’d love to sneak some photographs of MC when she’s practicing her steps around the house; if MC notices him and asks him to join her in dancing he’ll turn bright red, insisting he can’t possibly match her, a professional dancer, when it came to dancing

* And yet he’d be yet again underestimating himself; he’s had dance lessons ever since he was a kid up until his late teens, so sure, he’s not a professional or anything, but he’s no novice either, and with some effort he can absoloutely keep up with MC

* This leads to frequent impromptu dance sessions around the house-Jihyun hates silence so there’s always music playing across the house, and MC will never waste an opprotunity to take a hold of Jihyun’s hands, prodding him to move forward and dance with her; she’ll have to guide his hands to her hips as he’d be too shy to do it himself at first, but once she gets him into it he’ll let himself relax, holding her close as they move to the beat, smiling as he leans his head to the crook of her neck.

* Just picture this: It’s early morning, Jihyun’s wearing his hair in a low ponytail as he’s setting down cups of coffee on the kitchen table, when a song MC loves comes up on the radio. He turns to her with a sheepish smile, knowing exactly what she’ll do-still in their pyjamas, MC runs around the table to Jihyun with an excited grin, grabbing his wrists as he lets her take the lead, letting her pace their first steps before he gets the hang of it and starts leading the dance instead; his movements are smooth and effortless, and he even dips MC down at the end, his hand on the small of her back, his one leg between her thighs as he supports her weight with one hand. He’ll smile, big and toothy and so unlike the usual poised Jihyun, giving MC a quick kiss before laughing and getting back up to give her her mug of coffee, taking a long sip from his to hide his blush in the bitter flavor.

* I have Big V Feels I’m Sorry :’)

SAERAN/RAY/UNKNOWN:

* He too knew all about MC and her profession from his background check before he brought her to Mint Eye; he didn’t think much of her dance partner at first, but as he started to develop feelings for her this jealousy grew and grew in him.

* While at Mint Eye he’d constantly ask MC questions about her dance partner, if they were close, if she liked him e.t.c.

* But everytime MC told him she likes Ray/Saeran, the jealousy would melt away, replaced by a deep infatuation instead

* After the whole Mint Eye ordeal and during his recovery, he’d love to watch videos of MC’s past competitions, and would never miss the chance to watch her dance up close; he’d never ask himself, but if she invited him to come to any of her practices he’d be more than thrilled, quietly observing her movements with an excited interest.

* It’d take a LOT of courage from him, but he’d eventually come up to MC, his cheeks red as he looked down and away from her. “I um-I’ve never-I never learnt to dance. And seeing you look so graceful I-”

* “Of course I’ll teach you Saeran!” she’d giddily agree before he could continue, and he’d be so shocked but happy-he genially wants to learn!

* She’d teach him some of the basics at first, but then during off season she’d bring him with her to practices so that her dance partner can teach her some things too since the steps are different for men and women in classical dances.

* He’d furiously blush everytime he danced with MC, biting his lip when she’d tell him to move closer to her.

* “Saeran you chest has to be as close to mine as possible-no, closer than this. Closer!” she instructed as she held his hands in hers, her chest flush to his as he slowly backed away embarassed.

* As he got bolder though....

* “Saeran, come closer than this.” 

* Well MC, if you insist...he took a hold of her hands, tugging her forward to him-before she could tumble over he slid a leg between hers, letting her head fall onto his chest, and before she could look up and speak, he’d lean down to kiss her.

* “Is this close enough?” he asks with a smirk and at that moment MC knew. She knew she’s created a Monster

* But she wouldn’t have it any other way ;)

-send me mystic messenger headcanons for character reactions!-

-masterpost-

#i had a lot of fun writing this lol #the dance classes werent that bad although they werent what i signed up for #plus i got to dance w one girl i have a high key crush on so that was nice ;-; #asks #mystic messenger #mysme #mysme headcanons #mystic messenger headcanons #mysme prompts #mystic messenger prompts #yoosung kim #jumin han #mysme zen #jaehee kang #luciel choi #saeyoung choi #jihyun kim #mysme v #707 #saeran choi #ray #mysme unknown #mysme ray #Anonymous

[madisonbeersource]

Your reply to my Q, on what made you Mads's fan is an inspiring one. I'm srry you got hurt by your ex and fake friends. But I'm happy it worked out and made you a better person. I'm glad.

Is it rude to ask, why you left your ex? And why did your fake friends protect your ex? They should've lifted you up :/

I'm glad Mads got you thru a tough moment In your life.

I discovered Mads when I first saw the Home with you video.

I happy to be your follower and thankful you are a fellow fan. Like your tastes are my tastes and I relate. I just feel we're never meet but girl, you are a qqween.

I'm sorry, this is a long anon.

Forehead kiss x

aw angel thank you for taking the time to leave me THIS adorable and detailed ask (it's never too long don't worry!) also i'll keep my answer under the keep reading because it's pretty long and people might not want something so long on their posts haha

It's okay love, it's been a while now..even tho it felt like a slow burn movie haha everything crumbled at the same time. idk if it made me a better person but it made me stronger...Idk if i would have been stronger despite this experience but I'll take only the good memories and leave it all behind!

he first asked me out because he made a bet w/ his friends to ask me out, he had this oingoing "joke" w/ his friends to go out and mess around w/ the biggest number of girls and dump them like old socks right after that. When I met him...idk how to explain but we clicked, we were so different yet we didn't need to speak to let the other know what we thought. I was the untamed and he liked it how much as he hated it. And I fell for him cause he had the same humor as me, the same mind (mean strong headed) he was pretty smart like he wanted to do something, he was doing it perfectly idk how he did it but he could have done anything and still succeeding it which fasinated me and we had so much complicity that it scared me, it was the first and only time i felt this way. And we started date, but I was nothing more than a bet, even tho my ex at the time (i think) really fell for me, so he started to hide me while he was saying to his friends he was having the blast of his life w/ me, and told them he dumped me that's why they didn't see me around anymore. But in reality he couldn't let me go, until his "bestfriend" saw me smiling and figured i wasn't this devastated and that i was still w him so he approach me and I had no reason to be scared I even missed him sincce my ex told me that he was in a fight with his friends so i couldn't see them. His friend (let's called him Tony) asked me to come down to the beach because he had a surprise for me. So that's what I did, and i saw him, my ex and 2 other friends, so i was like this is weird and I saw my bestfriend so i was like okay at least i have an ally haha (dumbooo me) and he made him confess i was a bet to everyone who were laughing, my ex wasn't tho and he was force to tell me I was a bet, and i felt like dying, literally.

and my friends? haha they knew, everything, from the start, but wanted to see me giving in to someone since i'm known to b pretty hard to get and heartless like i don't give second thoughts and second chances, and they were always very jealous of my personality and strength and so they wanted to see if i broke bc of love for once, and more than one were actually crushing on my ex cause he was indeed very attractive, but attractiveness doesn't do much imo and they hated me for thinking like that, for being this loyal to myself. But they thought i'd b crawling back to them when I didn't, so I was lonely but i wasn't alone, I had me, I would eat alone at school and still found a way to smile, I was sitting on my own and i was okay w/ it and they hated me for that, so they sided with my ex and still hung out with him while he was trying to catch my attention desperatly but i chose to turn away and I started to get into tumblr and listen to my girl madison haha (i'm not saying i didn't have bad moments but I could handle them) it only showed me to never let ANYONE in that I didn't trust because I never trusted my ex nor my friends and I had every reasons to

I'm so glad you can relate to me that's all i wanted, to make mads relatable and me by his prism so if you love me and mad this is the best ever ): I LOVE YOU !! home with you will forever b one of her best songs!!

YOU ARE A QUEEEEEEEN !! <33333333333333333 i love you so much okay never forget that

ps: a kiss on the forehead is always the best jsyk

#ask

[gettin-bi-bi-bi]

25/F/Bi I made this ig acct to post my nsfw photos. I'd get lots of attention which I loved. People didnt care i was bi etc. But when I started getting serious w this guy I like. He hated the attention I got. He thought I'd leave him etc. Then i confessed to sending people personal photos. It hurt him but he also knew I was. I took down the acct. But I miss the attention. Now i have no one at all. Do you think i did the right thing to save my relationship? Would it bother you if your so did that

Can't tell you what was right or wrong here bc I find that whole story a bit confusing.

But as a general rule of thumb I'd say this is something you should be open about with a partner from the start (which I think you were?). And then talk about how it makes them feel and why that account is so important to you. I partially understand it if he didn't really like what was going on but on the other hand it's your body and you can show that to whomever you want. I guess this is just one of those cases where you two weren't a good match bc this Instagram account was important to you but made him jealous.

Jealousy is almost always the problem of the person who is jealous - not their partner. But I can see why maybe because of failed communication this went the way it did with you two. And sending nudes in private messages to other people (which I understand is what you did?) is imo a form of cheating, especially if your intention was a sexual one. And I can see how your partner might not have seen how it could've been anything other than that. But what counts as "cheating" is an individual interpretation. I'm a fairly open person but if a partner and I had agreed to being monogamous then I would also be hurt to find out they send sexy pics to other people. And here's maybe where the first mistake in your communication happened that you didn't really discuss if you wanted a monogamous relationship or some kind of open one - and tbh even if you don't date others, sending pics in a sexual way to other people can imo count as an open relationship. But for that to work your partner has to know and be okay with the whole thing.

Now as for deleting that account... I guess you thought that was what you had to do to save the relationship but then you realised that account was too important to you and/or the damage was already done and couldn't be fixed. Sucks but at least you've learned something from it. Sometimes relationships don't work out bc we make mistakes. Can't you just start a new account though if that's so important to you?

Also one other thing: like... zero judgement about taking and posting nsfw pics but if this is the only way you feel seen and get attention then maybe there's some underlying problem there. I'm not saying it's morally wrong to do that but needing the attention from strangers on the internet more than that of a partner irl might continue to get in the way of your future relationships. If your intention behind that isn't sexual and truly only bc you want attention then maybe ask yourself why you think you can only get the attention you want through sexy pictures. And if there is a sexual component for you where it turns you on to show yourself to others then maybe read up on exhibitionism and find ways how to incorporate that in a relationship in a way that a partner might be fine with (or even be turned on by it themselves). Again: I'm not judging you for doing this but if you want to continue and have a shot as a healthy relationship then you gotta do some soul searching.

It's possible you'll eventually find someone who doesn't mind a nsfw Insta account but it's gonna take a lot of honesty and self-reflection imo.

Maddie

[ponyregrets]

Hey, so literally all of your Bellarke fanfics are my favourite thing to read and every time I read one I always think "imagine this in the others POV". My honest to god favourite fics are the ones in Bellamy's POV because I just love the way you write his thoughts and feelings. Anyway, my point is, I'd love Bellamy's point of view on 'And a Guy Like Me' or specifically the scene where they finally get together but him pining away for her would be great too!! Thanks!! Once again, you're awesome!

I got two requests for this, which is cool, bc I def forgot about it. Original fic is here, and alt-POV is here on AO3!

Bellamy never expected his life to involve any kind of extended contact with Princess Clarke. Maybe, if he'd actually become a knight, like the man who was supposed to be his father wanted him to, he might have met her once or twice, in passing, at formal events. He'd seen her and never thought much of her, aside from a general knowledge that he should be loyal to her, but she was just--some person.

It's strange, to think about it now. There's no way of knowing which people will matter to you, but--he can't imagine his life without her, now. And he knows he should get used to it, sooner or later, but--he'd rather do it later.

He'll take everything he can get, until he can't get it anymore.

"Where's the new guard?" he asks her, mild. Whenever she slides in next to him at his usual spot in the library, he can't help remembering the first time she did it, five years ago, this bright girl with her hair in neat plaits, asking him what he was reading. She was wearing a plain dress, something like his sister might wear, and no crown, and he'd assumed she was a serving girl who couldn't read herself. He'd been talking to her for half an hour before her guard found her, told her that her mother needed her, and he'd realized with a jolt that he had been joking around with the princess.

Even five years later, it's still a little disconcerting.

"Preparing the carriage. I don't want to introduce you yet. But--I think he's good."

"Yeah?"

"Yeah." She nudges him with her elbow. "You'll definitely like him. He's quiet and sarcastic and glares at everything."

"That does sound better than most of them. Why don't you want me to meet him?"

"We're leaving for a ball in Azgeda in an hour," she says. "That's what the carriage is for. I'll be gone the rest of the day and tomorrow. If he hates you, I don't have time to get a new guard before then."

He has to smile. "I'm surprised you don't want to get rid of him just to get out of the party," he teases.

"I thought about that, but so did my mother. She said if the new guard was unsatisfactory, she'd just send Sir Emerson to escort me."

Bellamy winces. "So, she's really serious about this one." Threatening Clarke with a trip with his mother's husband is above and beyond, even for the queen.

Clarke worries her lip, drums her fingers on the table, apparently trying to figure out what to say. "My birthday is coming up, and we've been arguing about marriage again. I think she's trying to remind me I could do worse than Monty."

"Prince Roan would be a lot worse," he agrees. "So, I'll see you when you get back?"

"Yeah." Her jaw works, and then she reaches under the table, gives his hand a quick squeeze. "Remember to eat and leave the library sometimes when I'm gone."

"They said they'd put a cot in the corner if I wanted."

"I'm going to veto that."

"Yeah, I didn't even try. Have fun in Azgeda."

"You should be grateful you don't have to go."

He should be, but he's not. He'd love it, if he was just expected to be everywhere Clarke was. If they were a political unit.

But it's a stupid thing to say, so he just shrugs one shoulder and turns his attention back to his book. "I am," he says. "Bring me back something nice."

*

He hears the carriage returning from Azgeda and the trumpets that mean the princess has returned to the castle, and within an hour, she's in the library. There's a dark-skinned man behind her, and he assumes it's her guard, but he thought her new guardsman was Miller, and he thought he knew Guardsman Miller. They've met a few times, in passing. Bellamy was optimistic about him. With this guy, he's at a loss.

"Who's this?" he asks.

Clarke sits down next to him, close so she can see what he's reading. He angles the book obligingly. "New guard," she says.

"Already? It's been like a week since you got the last one." He's mostly trying to see if she actually lost Miller in Azgeda, but even if this is some unfamiliar Miller, Clarke won't want him to know she sneaked away to gossip with Bellamy about him. She always manages, but they never tell the guards that. It just makes them pay more attention.

"Couldn't keep up with me," she says. "Miller, this is Bellamy Blake, my tutor. Bellamy, be nice. Monty likes him."

Bellamy can't help a scowl, for all he knows it's stupid and irrational. Clarke and Monty do not, on any level, want to get married, so he's not--it's not as if he's jealous, not really. Monty has what Bellamy wants, a promise of marriage to Clarke, but it's not like Monty's happy about it either. No one wants this. But sometimes it still just--stings.

"Oh good," he says. "He can keep on guarding you when you're married." But it's not like this Miller is at fault for any of that, nor is Clarke, or Monty, or anyone. Clarke's supposed to get married on her eighteenth birthday, and he's increasingly grumpy about it with no one to blame. He can still be nice. So he tries a smile. "Nice to meet you, Miller."

It turns out, it really is. This Miller is the other Miller's son, and like Clarke said, he's quiet and glares a lot and Bellamy really enjoys hanging out with him. He doesn't care at all that Bellamy is with Clarke all the time, and when Monty explains what happened with Bellamy's family, in low, private tones, Miller just nods and accepts it, and it changes absolutely nothing.

And, not that Bellamy's an expert on romance, but he's pretty sure Miller gets what he's going through. Because every time Clarke tells Miller she wants to see Monty, he perks up, and every time Monty's around, Miller actually smiles.

"It probably won't be so bad, when they get married," he offers, half to test his hypothesis and half to see if he can say it and sound even slightly convincing. It's probably true; Monty wouldn't care if Clarke stole out of their bed in the night and--

But it would still be their bed. And Bellamy cares about that so much more than he wants to. He'd like to think he wouldn't, if Clarke didn't mind, but he honestly doesn't know. And she does mind, so it's a moot point anyway.

Miller snorts. "Yeah? Try it again. Sound more excited."

"Shut up. It won't. Monty's great. And it's not like--I've met some other princes of the realm. She could do a lot worse."

"Way more convincing," says Miller. He's watching Monty, not Clarke, so he's a terrible guard and definitely just as unenthused about this whole thing as Bellamy is. Which makes even less sense, because--this should be good, right? Clarke and Monty can get married, and Monty could have Miller and Clarke could have Bellamy and everyone would be happy.

It's just--it's a lie. And it feels like such a stupid lie. The lie that no one wants. It doesn't benefit any of them.

"Dick. Don't pretend you're happy about it either," he adds, deliberate, testing it out.

Miller's face gives nothing away. "None of my business."

He has to smile. "Yeah. It's none of mine either."

Clarke looks over and gestures for him. "Bellamy! Get over here."

"Duty calls," he tells Miller, and Miller smirks.

"Just warn me when you're going to steal her. So I don't get executed for failing to protect her."

He's thought about it, but--well, they can't. They have a kingdom to take care of.

"Shut up," he says again, and goes to lean over Clarke's shoulder. She leans back into him, warm and soft and smelling of some light, floral perfume, like she always does.

He could press his lips against her neck, and no one would care. No one here would be surprised, except for Clarke and himself. They'd both be stunned he actually did something.

"What's up?" he asks instead.

"Tell Monty he's wrong about this translation."

"Wow," says Monty. "What an unbiased take on this situation."

He and Miller are perfect for each other, seriously.

"It's not my fault you're wrong. I'm just presenting the facts."

"Uh huh."

Bellamy smiles, nuzzles Clarke's hair, just a little. For a long time, he didn't let himself do things like this, thought it would be easier if they weren't close, if he didn't know the feel of her skin on his. And they've never done anything even as intimate as kissing; he's never done anything with her that he didn't do for his sister, when she was younger, just warmth and affection, but--he knows what it means when he does it to her, and so does she.

She was the one who started it, a year ago, when they were drunk with Raven and Wells in her rooms, when those two were still in the unable-to-stop-touching stage of courtship, and Clarke had finally just wrapped herself around him and said, "I feel left out," and he was helpless to resist holding on tight.

He hadn't been sure before then that she felt the same way he did, but--she made it very obvious. It was a relief and torture, all at once.

"What's the line you're having trouble with?" he asks.

"I'm not having trouble," says Clarke. "I know exactly what it says." She points to a line. "Here."

"On holiest night, when the moon is at its highest point," he says, instantly, and Clarke laughs.

"See? You're wrong. I didn't even tell him my translation first."

Monty huffs. "It's Holy Night right? Not holiest. A specific day."

"They'd both be specific days, but I don't know if it's supposed to be our holy night," Bellamy says. "Or it might not be. What's the date on this spell? You'd want to figure out what the holiest night was at that time and do it then."

"Told you," says Clarke.

"You know he doesn't actually know everything, right?" Monty grumbles, but he's smiling. "Bellamy can be wrong."

"Do you think he is?" Clarke asks, sweet, and Monty makes a face.

"I'm going to go read with Miller," he declares, and Bellamy slides into the seat next to Clarke. She hesitates for a second, and then takes his hand, and he squeezes back.

"What's the spell for?" he asks.

"Nothing. Just one of Monty's pet projects." She smiles. "I haven't found anything to prevent marriage yet."

"Keep me posted."

Her thumb strokes over his, soft. "I'm pretty sure you'll be the first to know."

*

It's not really true, of course. Bellamy is not involved in any discussions of Clarke's upcoming nuptials, because he has no place in court. If he had an official title, which he's still does not, it would probably be scholar. Mostly he's allowed to live in the castle and read, and for the first few years after the scandal with Octavia broke, he couldn't imagine anything better. Teaching the princess, advising her when she needed, and time to himself the rest of the time. It was so perfect.

He hadn't been ambitious. He still doesn't feel ambitious, for all he's hoping to be--a prince consort, he thinks. That would be his title. That's not why he wants her. It's a fringe benefit.

And regardless of his current station, Clarke talks to him about everything, which means he finds things out as soon as she's done learning them, and they discuss what to do, and he's absolutely and without question one of the most powerful people in the kingdom, largely by accident.

So he finds out very promptly, when she's not getting married.

He's in the library, helping reshelve books because the librarian is getting on in years and can't do it so well herself. Bellamy thinks she's hoping he'll take over the position, when she's ready to retire, and he wouldn't mind, assuming he didn't have anything else to do.

And since Clarke is currently in a meeting with her mother and Monty and a bunch of nobles, he thinks he'll know soon, if he does have something else. This is when he's going to find out if there's a chance, or if they have to figure out how to live with her marrying Monty. It does feel survivable. Especially with Miller. He'd feel bad, if Monty was alone, but he's not going to be, no matter what. He's definitely got Miller.

The only warning he has that Clarke's coming is the start of the librarian saying, "Your hi--" and when he turns to see who came in, he finds himself with his arms full of Clarke, her face buried against his neck.

"Hi," he says, soft, tugging her closer. It feels like she might be crying, and she's holding him so tight. "I honestly can't tell if this is good or bad news. Did you--"

"Our new agreement is that I have to marry an untitled Arcadian," she says, and he shivers at the press of her lips against his shoulder. "To make sure we aren't dissolving this alliance for a more advantageous one. So, if you're not spoken for--"

He lets out a sharp, bright laugh. "I'm spoken for," he teases. "You know I'm spoken for."

"I do." She pulls back to look at him, and she's a little teary, but smiling, beaming, lighting up the whole world. "Will you marry me?"

He catches her jaw with his hand and tilts her face up, lets himself savor the second where her eyes flutter shut in anticipation, and then he finally--finally--kisses her. Her lips are soft and already slightly parted, and he tastes it when her mouth turns up in a smile, just for a second, before she presses closer, kisses him back, fingers tangling in his hair. She's not the first person he's kissed, and he knows he's not the first person he's kissed either, but it's never been like this before, because he's never been in love with anyone but her.

He's not sure how long it goes, that first kiss, but every time he thinks about pulling back, she'll make a noise, or her fingers will twist in his hair, and he doesn't know how. They won't get married until her birthday, which is another month, and he's not concerned it's going to be that long before he gets to do this again, but--they've been waiting for so long. They deserve something nice.

Miller's the one who finally says, "If the princess dies from lack of oxygen, I'm the one they're going to punish."

Clarke tugs his lip gently with her teeth and then pulls back, her smile still blinding. His own expression must be ridiculous, but he doesn't care.

He gets to marry the girl he loves. He gets to just--love her. He doesn't have to worry about it anymore.

"You know you can breathe and kiss someone at the same time, right?" Clarke asks Miller, leaning against Bellamy's chest. "But thanks for looking out for me."

"That's my job, right?" asks Miller, and then his eyes flick to Bellamy with a smile. "For the next month, anyway."

"I never said I was marrying her," Bellamy points out, and Clarke elbows him. He kisses her hair. "But I am, yeah. I've got her."

*

"I think I need a guard," Monty tells them, a week before the wedding.

"Why?" asks Clarke.

"I'm a prince. I'm important. And you're probably going to get a new entourage, right?"

"Probably," she agrees, glancing at Bellamy. "You're going to be the prince consort, I don't think anyone can disrespect you for your heritage."

"If they do, I can have them killed, right?"

"Yeah, that's the sign of a good ruler."

Bellamy turns his attention to Monty. "So, you want Clarke's guard?"

"Desperately," Monty says. "I didn't get to marry the princess, so I should get something, right?"

"You didn't want to marry me," Clarke teases.

"No, definitely not. But still."

"Yeah," says Bellamy. "I think we can work something out."

And, he has to say, it's a much better arrangement than he thought he'd get.

Honestly, it's perfect.

#asupernaturalfangirl101

[thineriddler]

Alright. I have a story for y'all. It might be a long one. Probably no one will read it, but whatever. I need to get this out and talk about it. Also, there's a nice pic with a nice message on it from an old toxic roommate involved, so here we go.

So, I had this general manager. He was a gay mess, which was fine cause same. We got along really well, went bar hopping, made snaps, etc. We were besties. We were together all the time. We smoked weed all the time, went out, etc. I was there for him when he was tboned in an intersection, I was there to give him rides to and from work, I picked him up from parties when he couldn't get a ride, I was there for his boy drama. I was his shoulder to cry on, I was there when he lost his dog. I was even there to bail him out of jail MORE THAN ONCE. We moved in together bc I needed a roommate and he needed to escape his and we lived in the same complex and it was only gonna be, like, four months.

It was hell.

This is when his real side came out. I learned that he was low-key also a homophobe. He hated flamboyant gay men, "they're just doing it for attention", wouldn't date people who were (obviously gay), always talked about how our other coworker was so "straight passing" and he was jealous, didn't think that two guys or two girls should have kids. "A child should have a mother and a father". He was also racist. "I'll never let a black person touch me" and he used the hard r. All the time. Him and his best friend would make fun of her daughter's nose and they're always like "she has a n* nose. That's how I knew who her daddy was" (his friend is white btw and so is this guy, realized I didn't mention it). He is also transphobic and thinks that "those people are just confused and want attention". He's kinda misogynistic.

Basically, he was a cis het white boi conservative. But he liked dick. Tho, him and his best friend (the one mentioned) have had sex on multiple occasions. So idk, man. His ex (who is a precious cinnamon roll) was used, cheated on, and manipulated by him. I'm actually still friends with his ex.

Anyway, towards the end of our time, he was a total dick to me. I never did anything. I stayed in my room most of the time with my friend, Kai. We'd watch stupid vines, anime, etc. Or we would go to a friend's. I think what pissed him off, is that I stopped covering for him. He was GM and I was just a manager, but he'd ask me to go in for him all the time bc he'd be throwing up from too much partying the night before, or being dehydrated, etc. I started saying no. Bc I'd close and get home at, like, midnight, exhausted from working 12 hours, and then he'd want me to go in for him at 6am. It started taking a toll on me so I started saying no. He didn't like that.

So, what brought all this on, was I found this notebook I have. It's an old one with old art in it. I'll let you know that there is nothing bad in this book. Just stupid memes, notes from the HIPPA rules I had to have a test on, some rules for Sims 4 challenges, and a few doodles and art practice (which are, like, 2 or 3 years old). It was on my room and all that jazz. But apparently, he had went into my room and looked thru it. Then he left me a wonderful message.

Idk why he wrote that, but he did and I just found it. So, it's AT LEAST 4 months old lmao. So, whatever I guess. There's no porn in this notebook. There's two guys crying, but that's about as juicy as it gets.

Idk where I went with this but I just needed to rant. I don't understand people. I am kinda sad cause he was my best friend and then he just turned on me.

#xander talks #ugh #he'd definitely hate me now tho #he doesnt like trans people and here i am #lmao