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meangirls-imagines · 24 days
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Hi. A request here (ignore it it's breaking any of your rules).
I was thinking of Regina George being with masc fem!reader that is actually a softie. I like the idea of a relationship with the dynamic of a mean girlboss and a soft nerdy type, especially if Regina is significantly shorter than the reader.
Imagine the shorter Regina pinning reader against a wall. Or Regina calling reader her 'puppy' because of how she always follows her around the school like a lost puppy or how she lets Regina tell her around without complaints.
Possessive power bottom Regina x Service top Reader (with reader managing to get on Regina's nerves by talking back) 👀
Fire and Ice
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Description: For as long as anyone can remember, it had always been Regina and Reader. The complete opposite from each other, it worked perfectly. But, what were the school's power couple like behind closed doors?
WARNINGS: smut, fluff, slight dom/sub dynamics, reader being a little shit
Y/N Y/L/N and Regina George.
Best friends to lovers.
The couple had been deemed North Shore's power couple before they even stepped foot in the hallway. The two had gotten together in sixth grade, proudly open ever since.
As they grew up, Y/N grew into more of a masculine person. She loved sports, hockey specifically, baggy clothes, she cut her hair shorter, got more buff. She was a completely different person now than she was in sixth grade.
Regina, on the other hand, hadn't changed a bit. She was still obsessed with the color pink, designer brands, makeup. Still as feminine as ever.
She always made an exception for Y/N, some days opting to wear the girl's hockey sweatshirts (that were too big on her), a custom made pink jersey with Y/N's last name on it. Everyone knew the two were together.
The question that wouldn't leave anyone's minds:
Who was the top?
The students of North Shore were extremely curious. Most of them assumed it was Regina. But, there was that small percentage of people that thought Y/N was the top.
That small percentage was going strictly off of physical attributes. Y/N was more masculine, she was taller, she didn't take shit from her girlfriend. She had to be the top.
The 90% that believed Regina was the top had right to do so. Y/N followed her girlfriend around school as if she was a lost puppy. It was cute, how much Regina had Y/N wrapped around her finger.
The two had the same class schedule, so they always sat together (more like Regina sat on Y/N's lap), they always went to lunch together, walked the halls together. Regina was always watching Y/N at hockey practice and always at her games.
There was also that time Regina and Y/N got into a mini argument in the hall that one day.
Regina was on a mission.
She had heard from Gretchen who heard from Karen who heard from Taylor who heard from Josh that some girl was throwing herself all over Y/N and her girlfriend wasn't trying to stop it.
She spotted Y/N next to her teammate Mark's locker, the two no doubt talking about the upcoming tournament they were going to play in.
The blonde had turned Y/N by her shoulder and fixed her with a glare. "What the fuck, Y/N?" Y/N looked at her girlfriend confused. "What do you mean, Regina?" The blonde glared harder. "You're gonna tell me you don't recall the slut that was throwing herself over you in your last class?"
Y/N rolled her eyes. "Oh my god, how did you even find out about that? Nothing major happened." The blonde got an angry look on her face and pinned Y/n against the locker, glaring at the taller girl.
Y/N just smirked, keeping a mental note for later, letting Regina have her moment. The blonde looked up at her girlfriend. "You better not let anyone touch what's mine. You got that?" They had gained an audience, everyone watching in anticipation for Y/N's next move.
The girl just smirked and allowed Regina to claim her publicly before the blonde stormed off, clearing a path in the hall like the Red Sea.
Regina got a text 15 minutes later from Y/N.
Y/N❤️: I let you have your moment in the hall. But when we get home later, you're not leaving that bed.
Regina's heart raced in anticipation.
"Fuck, Y/N."
"Take it, Regina."
The blonde was on the verge of her third orgasm. When they got home that day, Y/N had decided to show Regina that she was the only girl for her. Her solution? Making Regina feel good.
She had made her cum twice with just her fingers and mouth and was on the verge of making her cum for a third time with her strap. Regina's brain had been turned into mush as all she could focus on was Y/N.
"Fuck, Regina. You take me so well. Can't believe you thought I'd entertain the thought of another girl taking me from you."
Regina couldn't speak. Her senses were overwhelmed with Y/N. The girl was making her feel things that only she could make her feel.
"I'm all yours, Regina. Forever. I don't want anyone else. But, there's one thing I do want. And that's for you to cum on my cock." She reached a hand down in-between Regina's legs and began to rub the bundle of nerves that rested there.
The blonde felt her eyes roll back. Y/N's cock was hitting all of the right places. She felt her climax rapidly approaching as Y/N pounded her.
"Cum for me, Regina. You can do it." Regina felt her entire body tense as she came around Y/N's cock. The girl continued to slowly thrust, allowing Regina to ride through it. The blonde shook from the aftershocks of her climax and the feeling of Y/N's slow thrusts.
Y/N was peppering her face with soft kisses as she came down. "You looked so pretty, Regina. So beautiful. Wanna make you cum again, pretty girl."
Regina gushed around Y/N's cock. With the way her girlfriend was talking to her, she would let her make her cum as much as she wanted, but Regina's body had limits.
Y/N continued the soft kisses. "Will you let me make you cum one more time, sweet angel? Just one more. Then we'll be done. Please." The blonde nodded, pulling Y/N into a more heated kiss. Y/N's thrusts slowly sped up as the blonde moaned into her mouth.
Regina was officially fucked out.
Y/N smirked and sped up her thrusts. "God, Regina, I can't believe you thought I'd go after someone else. Not when you take me so fucking well. Only want you. Only want your pussy." Regina felt heat wash over her body at Y/N's words.
"'M gonna cum. Y/N, please." The blonde's words slurred together as Y/N's cock began to hammer in and out of her. Y/N smirked and began to rub Regina's clit again. "Cum for me, baby. Come on, pretty girl. Cum all over my cock."
Regina saw white as the pleasure bubble burst. Her whole body felt like it was ascending to another dimension as Y/N whispered sweet nothings to her as she came down.
Y/N pulled out and went into Regina's bathroom to grab a wet cloth. She came back and gently cleaned between her legs, whispering praise at Regina's whimpers. She threw the towel to the side, making the blonde drink some water before pulling her into her arms.
"I'm yours, Regina. Forever. No one compares to you, baby girl." Regina sleepily smiled at the girl's words and drifted off.
The next day, when the two walked into the school, everyone's question was answered. Regina walked limped while wearing the pink hockey jersey as Y/N walked next to her, a huge smirk on her face.
That 10% of the school that had guessed Y/N would never let anyone else live it down.
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How about someone who was recently turned into a Cybertronian and Team Prime tended to and comforted them? They have a lot of adjusting to do! 👀
TW: A bit of implied disassociation because, holy shit, suddenly you're a giant metal robot and that's kinda hard to wrap your newly non-organic brain around.
((Knock Out is here because there is not enough Autobot!Knock Out and I love him.))
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Team Prime comforting Reader, who just got turned into a Cybertronian, would include...
Optimus reassures you from the first moment that you have a safe home with Team Prime, should you choose to stay with them. Of course, you do. He makes sure you have the time and space to adjust and be comfortable with your new body before jumping into anything. He's just there if you need him, which some days is more helpful than everyone's else's efforts to offer unsolicited advice right off the bat.
Bumblebee helps you adjust to having wheels by challenging you to races that double as training whenever possible. He is almost certainly going easy on you, but nobody ever tells you as much.
Bulkhead is the first to realize that maybe you just really need a damn hug right now, if only because he's not very good with words. He hugs you and reassured you that it will be okay, and you're amazed how warm and fuzzy you feel afterwards, even though you're fairly sure your new body doesn't actually feel such minute temperature changes.
Ratchet tries to be "comforting" by explaining how your new body works... in detail that goes way, WAY over your head. But eventually, you get him talking about Cybertron's history and culture, and realize that your two species aren't all that different after all, which helps more than an anatomy lesson ever could.
Smokescreen is quick to remind you that you don't have to go back to your boring human school/job/house/whatever. Depending on how much you liked/disliked your old life, this is either incredibly helpful or incredibly irritating. If you get upset with him though, he's quick to apologize, and it's hard not to be comforted by that well-meaning smile and a servo patting your shoulder.
Arcee might somehow be even more protective of you than she is of the humans - she knows what happens when bots overestimate how much they can handle, and she figures that's really easy to do when you go from being a tiny, fragile human to a giant robot. Sometimes it's hard to hear her remind you that you're still mortal, but she means well. "Okay Mom, I get it."
Wheeljack, like Bulkhead, isn't very good with words, but he's also not very good with affection. What he can do, however, is listen. He's there the first time you get frustrated with the rest of the Team - not because they truly did anything wrong, but because being cramped into a tiny base with people you've just met will irritate anyone - and he never breathes a word of what you vented to the others. The Wreckers had their spats too - he knows you'll all be cool at the end of the day.
Oh Primus help Ultra Magnus he doesn't have a comforting servo in his body, but at least he's honest about that. In fact, he's the best bot to go to when you're ready to have things less sugarcoated.
Knock Out doesn't understand what the fuss is about - why would anyone ever want to be a squishy, gross organic when they could be Cybertronian? Humans couldn't turn into cars, for one, and couldn't be polished. He gives you a fresh coat of paint and polish and tells you how much better you look now - it does help, in a way. Being able to pick out new paint makes you feel a little more like your new body is really your body.
But honestly? Your biggest comfort might just be Jack, Miko, and Raf, if only because they will remind you any time you so much as frown just how cool being a giant robot is. And then you remember, yeah, it is pretty cool, actually.
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gatitties · 1 year
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NO BECAUSE !!!!!!!! i think we need more interactions of Assassin!Reader x Bonten 😩😩 (thank u for da reader who requested it bcs my 🫀 is beating happiness) or maybe you could make this a series??? 👀👀 bUT ANYWAYS can I request a Assassin!Reader x Bonten where Bonten was trying to find some info abt Reader but ofc Reader knows abt it so when there's a general meeting for the Bonten Executives, she appeared into the meeting like she was just watching them the whole time 🤣 and Reader is mad mad abt it. she doesn't want them to snoop around her life
(if u dont want to do this, its ok!!! no pressure. lovelots 🫰🏻)
─Yandere!Bonten x assassin!reader
─Summary: tired of so much persecution you decide to set the record straight, but you are only making a mistake
─Warnings: mención of blood, unwarranted obsession, toxic behaviors, yandere stuff
first of all, I still don't know how to write action or fight scenes, I'm sorry, second, many people will be grateful to you for the request, and third, how so many people liked it?! 😭🤚anyway, here you go (about making a miniseries Idk, but if I have any idea for this I will definitely write it 😌) @ajmiila02, @kenmasbimbo, @uniqueeggtoast, @belle643, @simpingfor-wakasa, @ihavestrawberryjam, @binibining-mariaclara, @sereinitysmind (hope that I didn't left anyone untagged)
Part one / Part Three
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"You should stop turning down those job offers, they offer you a good amount and your other clients seem not to ask for your help much lately."
You sighed looking at the request manager, he took your silence to mean that you didn't really care, you never have anything stable in this world, there were always better and worse times so it wouldn't really worry you.
"Just take care to let me know if there are other people than 'Mr. B', their requests are ridiculous."
The man raised both hands, nodding to your petition, after that you left the alley where you met the manager, returning to the busy streets of Tokyo in the middle of rush hour, where everyone was walking down the street without worries, you mixed among those people until you reached a suburb of small houses. You opened the rickety door with a nasty creak, looking at the garbage that flooded the floor, you couldn't ask for more for the minimum amount of this place and location, anyway it was time to move to another apartment.
Not only because you needed to change 'home' from time to time, but because lately you had felt less safe with your environment, it all started when you accepted the first request from 'Mr. B', they only asked you to kill a man, you did your job but also you discovered the identity of that 'B' who turned out to be not just one person but rather several.
You don't usually remember faces or names that aren't necessary for your missions, so you had to rack your brains to remember those two faces you saw, then you linked them to that group you saved in that brothel a month ago. Luckily only you could see how the guy with the pink mullet and the guy with the scar who tried to stop you that time were there, they seemed to be watching your movements with a satisfied smile when they saw little drops of blood fall from your face.
You interpreted that 'Mr. B' was all that group that you barely remembered the appearance of, you thought that on that occasion they were only there to check that you did your job well, but you noticed how they started to track you after that assignment, although of course, they could not find you and their only way to see you would be for those orders, which you did not accept.
The next two months your usual customers disappeared without a trace, it's not like you received daily orders but it was strange that all your requests were now only from 'B', it irritated you because it meant a heavy blow to your name in the underground, by refusing to take orders to Bonten, no one else did it as if they felt threatened.
But the worst of all was that every step you took you felt their eyes on you, every corner you turned you saw their shadow on you, it bothered you enough to think about killing them but you seriously thought about it and it would get you nowhere, you didn't used to kill to reputable or well-known people because that would cause a more intensive search for you and those guys seemed to be at least successful because they were handling a ridiculous amount of money.
You didn't even know their names and they always seemed to be on your trail, you never let them get too close to you, but lately they seemed closer and closer to finding you directly, you got fed up, you weren't leading a quiet and peaceful life, but inside from the garbage of your work you could always have a rest from all those deaths, you could always have a little space to pretend that your life was not rubble and everything was normal.
"Looks like I'm going to have to do some special work or I'll go completely hysterical."
As you were getting ready to leave that same night, all of the Bonten executives gathered at their meeting point earlier today, all sitting at a round table waiting for Mikey to start the meeting, though he waved for Takeomi to start since he was already busy eating his taiyaki.
"As you know we have been looking for that assassin from that day, we have always followed clues but we never managed to find the person, but today, we will complete the capture plan."
They all nodded in sync, some more eager than others, after all the stupid game of cat and mouse made them feel more irrationally attracted to you, Mochizuki always enjoyed watching you mix so well with people but quickly lost sight of you that he needed more from you, Sanzu and Rin enjoy seeing you staining you with the blood of your targets, Kakucho seems to appreciate your fighting style, Takeomi sees you as a difficult puzzle to solve and Ran and Kokonoi were perhaps the least attached to that exalted image of you, but they were curious about you.
"Is everyone clear about their part of the plan? We can't let anything go wrong, she never leaves a trace and knows how to erase her tracks, so we'll have to resort to more violent methods than just watching how she goes on our faces."
The meeting continued for a few minutes, explaining each phase and step while unknown to them you were in the room ventilation listening to everything, your blood boiled listening to how they talked about how they would make you bow down to them, it was your breaking point.
"Once we capture her, we can do what we want with her?"
"Only what I allow."
Mikey got up answering Sanzu who rolled his eyes for the answer, the leader patted his shirt to remove all the rest of the crumbs, with that everyone knew that the meeting had ended although to their surprise three bullets hit the table right in front of the site from Mikey, immediately after you kicked the grate and jumped on top of the table pointing your two pistols at everyone.
"I am going to make one thing clear, do not interfere in my life, I don't know what you want from me, but I'm not looking for anything from you."
You kicked Rin's arm as he tried to grab your leg, immediately firing Sanzu's pistol to disarm him, then ducking to avoid Ran's staff.
"What about the expenses for destroying that brothel?"
"You speak as if-" you jumped from the table hitting Kakucho's hands with the butt of your pistol, moving as far away from them "as if you lacked money, I know you are 'Mr. B', there is no point in charging me for that."
"We don't need reasons to want you as our slave! If we want something we have it and you would be a great possession to us."
"Oh just go to hell, Chunzu, I don't care about you or your supposed leader Mokey, I'm asking for peace of mind! and I want you to take this as a warning."
You took a little momentum, doing a slight somersault on the table, you shot at the large window breaking the glass into small pieces, you ran towards the broken window to jump through it, the arms of Mochizuki and Rin trying to reach your body unsuccessfully, you spun in the air and fired one last time before your body was thrown from the top floor of the building, disappearing into the darkness of the night and the buildings.
The bullet made Mikey's dyed hair move slightly, a couple of cut strands slowly descending to the ground, everyone fell silent watching their leader look at the window you had thrown out of, Kokonoi snapping everyone out of their daze.
"Mikey…?"
"If she want to play that game we'll play, before it was a whim, but now it's a necessity, I want her here."
He turned now looking at the wall where the lead bullet had been nailed, brushing the hole and scratching slightly to remove the small object, he smiled observing the shape and caliber.
"Let's start… analyzing this."
He took one last look at his most trusted executives before walking off fiddling with the 10mm bullet, they all looked at each other with a new flame burning in their eyes, you're only making things worse, you should have run but it was too late to get rid of them.
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gyusimp · 1 year
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°•300 followers gift! •°
⚠️Warnings: NSFW, MINORS PLEASE DNI!, Smut content, Very explicit content, Dark content, Kidnapping at Kyogoku house, Stockholm syndrome, submissive reader, Female reader, Insults, Inappropiate languaje, Canon Gyutaro. Read at your own risk.
I reached 300 followers! I promised a good smut so here's a gift from me to all of you for being so amazing. I have no words to thank all your support and kind words since the beginning of this adventure on Tumblr, writing for Gyutaro makes me very happy and it also makes me happier to know that I am contributing a little to this fan club of his. Thank you very much so enjoy! 💚
Special thanks for @mrsshabana and her interesting suggestion 👀
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It had already been a long time. were they days? Weeks? Months? You don't remember, but since that day your life took a 180 degree turn. You entered the Kyogoku house with the hope that you could have a better life than you've led up to now, even if it meant selling your body as if you meant nothing. They say that money is not everything in life, surely someone who never lacked for anything said it and now here you were, in your training to learn to be a refined and elegant girl capable of attracting clients with something more than just your physical.
It was easy for you to be accepted, you were one of the few most beautiful girls that existed within the Entertainment District, the house would grow enormously with you so if they didn't accept you it would be stupid. Your beauty had saved your life but it had also condemned you in a way, without you knowing it. You didn't even imagine it.
He had seen you. At all hours of the day, although you could not see him he could watch you, from the dark depths of the shadows he watched you. Every step you took, every word you said he could hear you and hell, you were driving him crazy, just looking at you made him want things that had never crossed his mind before in all his long years of life. Would he just keep watching you or would he do something to change his reality?
His selfishness took him too far this time. You were perfect, you were his and he would not allow you to be contaminated by the dirt of any insignificant worm. You were clean and beautiful, he wouldn't let anyone get their hands on you until it was his turn. If someone was going to try you, it would be him, if someone was going to stain you, contaminate you or desecrate you inside this house, it would be him and no one else but him. He wanted that just by seeing you, everyone would know that you were his and no one else's, that you belonged to him, that every corner of your body screamed his name.
Gyutaro Shabana.
That was when his sister let him do as he pleased, it would be easy to invent a rumor about the girl's escape or murder, it didn't matter. Like her, her brother always got what he wanted. He took you all to himself, he owned you in the darkest and most secluded place in the Kyogoku house, the place furthest from all human contact that no one had the slightest idea existed, where he could remind you that you were his when he wanted.
The first few days were difficult, this client took you all to himself and it seemed like he would never let you go. That twisted idea had no place in your head, you cried, you got angry but no matter how big a scandal you made you couldn't escape from his side.
Those days are just memories now, vague memories where you still can't understand how your way of thinking changed by being by his side. As if you felt anger and frustration when you saw him, you went from wanting him in the same way and doing whatever this man could think of. It would be enough for him to snap his fingers to have you on your knees in front of him completely at his will, because you were his.
Summer was just arriving, the nights, despite being windy, were still hot and irritating. You were in the same place you had been since he took you in trying to find a way to deal with the high temperatures in the environment. Small amounts of sweat began to dampen your body under your clothes, your loose hair was a torment and that feeling between your legs was too annoying. It wasn't because you felt aroused, just the heat made your panties feel very wet for some reason and that was starting to irritate you. When suddenly, he appeared.
Your heart skipped a beat at the sight of him, your heartbeat quickened, and thrilling joy blossomed from the depths of your chest.
"Gyutaro-sama!" You squealed with excitement.
He walked towards you and you just greeted him as usual. You sat on your knees with both hands resting on the ground in front of you as he continued to move closer to you. You looked at him happily, waiting for his return greeting. Gyutaro watched you from above, from head to toe. He noticed the big blush that was painted on your face, how little hairs stuck to your forehead and shoulders due to your sweating and then he looked down at your chest. Your kimono was slightly open because you were trying to freshen up a few minutes ago, which left the beginning of your breasts exposed, making Gyutaro start to feel hard.
He cupped your chin in his thin, bony fingers and forced you to look into his eyes.
"It's hot in here, don't you think?" he asked, with a lazy smile.
"O-Of course, it's quite annoying!"
He kept looking at you "It's different for demons but..." he placed his thumb over your lips, touching them with his fingertip noticing that they were a bit dry. "I suppose you'd do anything to get some water, wouldn't you?"
Water. That would be the solution, you were dying and you didn't know why but Gyutaro had given you the answer. You were probably dehydrated so that was what would get rid of this unbearable heat.
"Yes! You're right!" You answered agitated. "You could get me some, right? You are very good to me, Gyutaro-sama. Could you get me some water?" You asked, eager to hear an answer as you rubbed your face in the palm of his hand as if you were a cat happy to see its owner after a day without seeing him.
Gyutaro laughed after hearing your request. "Of course! You know I can give you whatever you want, as long as you do your part...would you do what daddy asks, sweetie?" He asked.
"Y-yes! Of course I do!" You responded excitedly, almost jumping in place to get closer to him and hold his hands. "You know I would do anything for you, I'm yours!"
Gyutaro watched you with a mocking smile, he thought you were desperately pathetic and that turned him on too much. He loved seeing you so desperate and surrendered at his feet, willing to leave you in his hands so that he could do what he wanted with you.
"Then you'll have to take care of this." Gyutaro took a part of your hair to pull it and bring your head closer to his hip in an abrupt way, to bury your face in his crotch making his length crash against your face. "Look what you've done, my little slut…you'll take care of it."
Gyutaro pulled your hair again and forcefully threw you to the ground so that you were lying on your back. He didn't wait another minute to loom over you in an imposing way and watch you eager to do with you what he wanted.
He took the red ribbon around his neck and took it off, took your hands and tied them above your head to hold you steady. Immediately after, Gyutaro grabbed the collar of your kimono with one hand and pulled it down with all his might to open it, ripping your obi and the rest of the garment leaving you completely naked since you weren't wearing any underwear. Gyutaro looked at you carefully and made fun of you when he saw your extremely flushed face, trying to cover you but your hands were tied.
"What a pathetic and poor girl...I will make you feel like never before." He said between laughs.
Gyutaro settled on you and took your knees with both hands to separate them and open your legs wide, finding your cunt naked and already very wet. He licked his lips and without wasting another minute he pounced on you to start tasting you.
Gyutaro squeezed your thighs hard, making you moan shakily the moment his tongue made contact with your slippery folds. Your hips moved in circles to one side and the other to try to get more pleasure than what Gyutaro was already giving you. You could feel his tongue and teeth running all over your wet vagina, he didn't take breaks, he just devoured you completely like there was no tomorrow. After his mouth had been in each and every one of the corners of your core, he separated from you with a snap coming from his mouth after having made one last suck.
You could feel how wet you were between your legs, a part of your juices had trickled down your butt, wetting your thighs and crotch, mixing with Gyutaro's thick saliva. When he separated from you, a transparent thread was the only thing that united him between your pussy and his mouth. His lips were wet, drops dripping from the corners of his mouth to his chin and he wiped them away with the back of his hand. You felt very aroused and the best of all is that all this was just beginning.
You gave Gyutaro a submissive but daring smile, letting him know you needed more from him. Sometimes, he just bothered you, stimulating you for a while, making you believe that he would fuck you, but actually, he ended up getting up and leaving on purpose, leaving you irritated and desperate. The times when this happened, you usually ended up masturbating, but it was nothing like when Gyutaro did it to you.
"Aren't you going to continue? I thought you wanted to" you said, feigning sadness. "I need more of you and you know it..." your legs stayed open on your own and you weren't going to close them. Gyutaro was in front of you so your intention was that your open and wet cunt was under his gaze to seduce him. "Sure? You don't want to continue?" You asked, you started rubbing against the futon you were lying on to tease him, Gyutaro untied your hands and you lowered your fingers into your pussy. "I'm yours, Gyutaro...see?" You took your labia and spread them wide to expose your wet folds and swollen, throbbing clit to begin rubbing it with your fingers slowly and carelessly until your movements became faster and more rushed as you began to feel more pleasure. "Don't you want to do this? Don't you want to touch me and do everything you want to me?...that's what I'm for!" Your voice was desperate and a bit demanding begging for him. "I told you you could do whatever you want to me so here I am, see?" You said, and you spread your legs more showing Gyutaro your vagina. "Th-this cunt is yours Gyutaro-o...aahh...it's all yours and you can do whatever you want, whatever you want but I-I need you inside, I need you inside of me...j-just take me and do what you want, open me as wide as you can and fuck me until you can't anymore...fuck this little pussy and make me feel complete! Do it Gyutaro-sama!"
Gyutaro removed your hand from your vagina before you could cum on your own, grabbed your hair and turned you to place your chest on the futon, exposing your back. He took you by the waist with both hands hard and put them under you to squeeze your tits making you gasp. Gyutaro came closer to you and lowered one of his hands towards your pussy to insert his fingers directly into your wet hole. Every time Gyutaro moved and arched his fingers inside you there were wet sounds that caused you to get more and more wet.
Your eyes were blank and a thread of saliva ran down your mouth to your chin while you couldn't stop moaning desperately.
"I love to make my whore happy!" Gyutaro said, full of pride in himself. "Do you really want me to do everything you said? Well...you asked for it."
Gyutaro took his hand out of your pussy with another loud sound caused by your juices, he took your hip and made you lift it up, leaning on your knees but without letting your tits come off the futon, arching your back. The only view Gyutaro had now was of your ass so in awe of the view he gave you a hard and painful spank that made you moan. Your ass was on top so he didn't have a perfect view of your hole unlike when he just spreads your legs to fuck you. Gyutaro lowered his hand to your pussy again and began to touch you "looking for your hole" while with the other hand he pulled out his hard dick dripping from his pants and when he finally knew where to enter, he rammed you and penetrated you the first time making you scream with a bang painful pleasure. Your hands were clinging to the futon trying to hold you steady but Gyutaro was too strong and moved too fast. "Is that okay? Is that how you wanted me to fuck you?" he asked sarcastically. Gyutaro cupped your pussy with both thumbs and spread it open to expose your swollen folds. "That's how you wanted me to fuck and open you, right bitch? To fill you up and make you dirty with me, to stain you and make you impure! Are you enjoying it now? Is your pathetic cunt better now or will it still be dripping and writhing for me until i destroy it?!" He spoke mockingly.
You were dying in every way, this hurt as fuck but the pleasure that Gyutaro gave you was completely indescribable, his thick cock was demolishing you but that was what you wanted and you didn't care that your legs and your entire cunt hurt tomorrow and during some days. This is why you were by his side, right? Gyutaro took you by the hips as he dug into you, squeezing your ass and showering you with insults and dirty words, he pulled your hair up to see your expression and your eyes rolling up non-stop moaning until he kissed you abruptly without stopping moving. Gyutaro kept going until he realized how tight your pussy was, your body began to shake and your hair was a mess mixing on your face with your tears, sweat and saliva. Your entire cunt trembled and after feeling that perfect sensation of burning and pleasure at the tip of your clit, you cum. You cum all over Gyutaro's dick just like he did inside you, his release so great that it began to overflow through your folds until it seeped out of your vagina and trickled down your crotch, thighs and knees until it dripped onto the futon and created a small thick puddle under both of them. This orgasm was a relief for you, after having come all you could do was fall on the futon without caring how you got daub in your semen and Gyutaro's. Your eyelids were starting to feel too heavy until you started to close your eyes.
You couldn't even get the water that Gyutaro had promised you because after that amazing fuck, you fell asleep or passed out even with Gyutaro deep inside you. Maybe you had reached your limit but... are you sure that Gyutaro too?
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Thoughts on House of Brainiac pt 1 in Action Comics #1064
We got a good balance of action and whimsy, I really enjoyed seeing Lois taking time for herself to just (attempt) to do mundane things for herself with adult friends on her one day off.
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I love that Kon and Kenan are regularly babysitting Otho and Osul. Also ngl it's funny that Kon doesn't even have a hero title here he's just 'clone of superman and lex luthor.
Kara is on a date?! 👀 I might have missed something but I do not recall her dating anyone so this is a fun little detail.
John and Lana as we know are now engaged and this was a fun way to remind the reader of that detail.
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Clark playing with the ocean here was just a cute scene and was beautifully done.
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The headband is a bit much...
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Naturally because this issue starts so blissfully mundane and domestic and happy we know shit is gonna hit the fan and shit hit that fan. But not before we were given a little crumb to chew on...
They were interrupted before it could be revealed but we can assume this is an anniversary of some kind- maybe their marriage, maybe the day they met, maybe the day Clark came back to life, something else. We don't know yet so we're left in the dark until that bit is revealed eventually.
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Brainiac attacks Metropolis with the Czarnian army he had from a bottle-city and in the midst of the chaos Clark reveals that he doesn't have as much experience with Brainiac as Kara does - so we are not dealing with pre-Crisis OR pre-Flashpoint crisis canon in this case. Which was to be expected. Brainiac's encounters with Krypton pre-destruction has been a poignant part of Kara and Krypton's canon for a while now and would have been unwise to erase in my opinion. Having Clark leaning on her for direction is a welcome change from when he was exceedingly familiar with Brainiac.
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As expected Brainiac is going straight after Luthor of whom they have had a long history together where Brainiac does in fact view him as the smartest human. Whether or not this is accurate is not really fairly quantifiable but Brainiac thinks he is, and that's what matters.
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"Those Lobos" Amazing how LEX is calling Czarnians LOBOS. The smartest man on the planet people.
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👀 We're gonna have to chew on this one.
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Well Lex got what he wanted, his daughter to call him Dad.
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Brainiac needs Lex's head for whatever he has planned and he took Lena and Mercy captive as a sort of bargaining chip to try to get Lex to comply, because this incarnation of Lex is not totally without feelings.
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Lobos. Not Czarnians. Lobos.
He better start calling all Kryptonians Kal Els or Supermans.
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While it is unlikely he had a direct hand in the attack this is likely something he started or helped to put in motion. And he confirms that he has an idea of what Brainiac is up to when he WARNS Clark to not allow Brainiac to obtain his family, or anyone WITH powers.
It is also interesting that he is referring to them as his family, not his 'brood' or 'kin'. Family.
Either way, Lex knows something more than what he is immediately revealing.
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Remember, they CANNOT be captured. It's imperati-
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.... Damnit.
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So the worst thing just happened and all of Clark's family and close friends and several metas within Metropolis were snagged immediately.
However, Jon and Jay have NOT been shown to be captured (yet). We do not see either of them in this issue so it will be interesting to see if Jon (or Jay) will have some sort of part to play in this arc.
I wonder if Jay's powers would even let him BE captured in the first place. It might be likely that Williamson couldn't factor that in so he elected to keep it out entirely.
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Huh. You know. THIS detail was originally Kieth Giffen's Czarnia when he made the back history of Lobo. Czarnia was such a utopia it didn't even have a police force because everyone simply... got along. Until Lobo was born and killed everyone. Now the Czarnian canon is quite different and for some reason every single member dresses exactly like Lobo which sigh while 'cool' makes the whole people feel one-dimensional and I do not LIKE it.
Just because I wear plunging neckline tops and yoga pants doesn't mean every human does as well. Heaven forbid if some alien species bases all of humanity based on my wardrobe. You're ALL wearing black and yellow.
Anyway, this "Lobo" is named General Chacal. And because he is named we're likely going to be dealing with him more.
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ngl they are all so cute in their pink fairy bottles. Anyway, they're being taken into SPACE.
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The last person to get nabbed is Lex who in an apparent show of self sacrifice prevents Clark from being taken. This could all be strategy but the comic is leading us to believe he does care for his daughter. So Brainiac wins this round.
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The closing pages leaves a lot of mysteries still as to WHAT Brainiac is doing.
Thus far we know the following;
1.) He is LONELY and he wants to remedy that but he can't be normal about it. 2.) Lex and him have history involving his wildly important plan to not be lonely. 3.) His plan involves Kryptonians, and metas, so we can safely assume he is using their genetics in some facet. 4.) He NEEDS Lex to complete this plan. 5.) He intends to share his knowledge, what this means and with who is unknown but it could be he is intending to share it with other versions of himself due to the last page. 6.) Speaking of the last page, it is interesting because we are seeing a mosaic of different versions of Brainiac from across time and realities. It is still very much unknown what his plan is, he could be intending to make some sort of beefed up Frankenstein's monster version of a companion "Brainiac Queen" - or he might be planning on beefing himself up and a new population of Coluans or both. We simply do not know. Other mysteries; 1.) Destruction of Braal. - Why? 2.) I know Williamson mentioned he read L.E.G.I.O.N. so he is not ignorant that Brainiac DOES IN FACT ALREADY HAVE FAMILY that he's tried to kill multiple times. I hope he brings in Vril Dox II because if there EVER were an appropriate time, it is now. I'm really excited and next week we get pt2 in Superman 2023 #13. This is a big build up and it is hard to say where the fuck we're going.
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this is us ~ jjk | drabble
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a fun girl’s night with yuna and hyunie.
✨ title: this is us | (sequel to all grown up) ✨ pairing: jungkook x f!reader | ✨ rating: m/18+ | minors dni ✨ genre/au: drama, romance, angst, fluff, smut | est!relationship, age gap, bff's younger brother ✨ playlist ✨ a/n: if you haven’t read the prequel to this, please do so here! :) you can read them here on AO3 & Wattpad
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drabble ~ girls night out | wc: 1.9k warnings: language, reader takes boudoir photos, reader is insecure about her body
You 7:39 PM Hey, you still do photography right?
Hyunie 7:41 PM Yes...👀
You 7:43 PM Would you be able to take some pictures of me?
Hyunie 7:44 PM What kind of pics? 👀
You 7:45 PM Lol why do you keep using that emoji?!
Hyunie 7:45 PM 🤣 Idk. Yeah babe, I'll take whatever pics you need! Just let me know.
When Hyunie received your text about what you wanted to give Jungkook as a surprise, her jaw dropped to the ground, but regardless, she was excited to help you out. She booked the fanciest hotel in Seoul and even teased you about it costing an arm and a leg to secure.
"Babe, you are a menace. I can't believe you want to do this for Jungkook," Hyunie said while setting up her camera and lights.
"It's honestly the least I could do for him. He's done so much for me." You yelled as you were in the bathroom, getting changed into a lacey black number, shimmying your breasts, and shifting them into a better position. You grabbed the oversized white button-down to cover yourself somewhat.
As you walked out of the bathroom, Hyunie whistled at the tiny outfit that clung to your body. "Jeez, babe, Jungkook will die when he sees these photos."
"That's my intention," you smirked as you walked towards her. "Okay, where do you want me?" You're not sure where this burst of confidence came from but doing a boudoir photo shoot was something you've always wanted to do, and it was now or never, considering your body was in its prime state. And to be honest, the best person to do this for was Jungkook, and you wouldn't consider doing it for anyone else but him.
Hyunie pointed to the bed. "Here," she said as she pulled the duvet and ruffled it a bit to make it look like it was slept in. You crawled onto the bed, unsure how to pose or position yourself. "Here, I want you to pose like this." Hyunie modeled on the bed how she wanted you.
"Like this?" You asked while feeling extremely awkward at this very moment. You were in sexy lingerie getting photographed by one of your good friends. How else was one supposed to feel?
"Mmhm, perfect," she said, cocking her head to the side, giving you a wide grin. She loved that you wanted to do this and couldn't wait to see the outcome of everything. She held her camera up but paused and came forward to move a strand of hair out of the way. "Okay, don't be scared or nervous about this whole thing. I want you to be able to feel sexy and comfortable. Let your confidence show through."
You sighed. "Okay..." You weren't even sure what that meant, but it was time to suck it up and do this thing. You could do this...it was for Jungkook.
"Arch your back a little, so your booty can pop out a bit." You did as she asked. "Yeah, yup, just like that, perfect!"
Thankfully Hyunie agreed to this because you weren't sure if you'd be comfortable like this with anyone else. You asked Yuna to come to hang out, too, so that she could have a night away from Namjoon and relax in an expensive hotel room. She didn't know about your little shoot, but you'd tell her once she arrived.
"I can see that you're still a little nervous, so come on, babe, shake off the nerves. You're sexy and hot, and remember how much this will drive Jungkook insane." Hyunie said with the biggest grin. Pictures like this would drive any man off a cliff.
You sat down on your heels and shook out whatever nerves were tensing up in your body. You're sexy, and you're hot, and Jungkook will be on his knees after he sees these photos, you said to yourself, hyping this whole situation up.
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The photoshoot took two hours or so, and Hyunie showed you a few photos here and there that she took of you. You couldn't recognize who the person was in those photos. Jungkook always brought out something in you that you didn't know you had, for which you were grateful. His confidence and swag evoked a part of you that once resided in you.
You and Hyunie already changed into fluffy white robes to make yourself comfy for the rest of the night. A doorbell interrupted your conversation and guessing it was Yuna. When you opened the door for her, she gawked at the room.
"Am I missing something here? What's the special occasion?" Yuna asked, hanging her bag on the hook near the front entrance. "There's a fucking doorbell for this room. A doorbell! My honeymoon suite wasn't even this fancy." She said with a chuckle, taking a seat next to you.
"Hi, best friend. I missed you," you said, leaning in and hugging her.
"I literally saw you last week," Yuna teased.
Hyunie gestured to pour Yuna a glass of champagne, but she refused. "Thanks, I'm okay. I still don't feel good these days, so that I won't drink anything. I came for the wonderful company."
"Still don't feel good? Have you seen a doctor?" You asked with concern in your voice. 
Yuna chewed on her bottom lip, debating if she should tell you and Hyunie the real reason why she's been feeling sick, but she decided against it for now. "Yeah, I'm fine. I think it's just a weird bug or something. It'll pass," Yuna said, lying through her teeth. It was for a good reason, she thought, convincing herself.
The rest of the night consisted of giggles and fun conversations. You made a note to yourself that all of you needed to do this regularly, for yourselves and self-care. It was nice to get away from all the boys, even for a night.
"Okay, wait, why are we here again? No one ever told me." Yuna inquired again since her question went unanswered.
"You wanna tell her, or should I just show her?" Hyunie smirked, giving you a mischievous look.
Yuna's eyes narrowed at the two of you, wondering what was happening. "Show me what?"
You nodded at Hyunie, beckoning for her to show Yuna the pictures. Hyunie giggled, scurrying away to grab her camera. She plopped herself down next to Yuna, turning on her camera. Suddenly, your cheeks were beginning to warm and grow hotter. Considering these sexy photos were for her younger brother, you weren't sure what she'd say or how she'd react, so you partially hid underneath the fluffy robe, awaiting her reaction.
She leaned into Hyunie to see what all the fuss was about. Her eyes widened, and she cried, "HOLY SHIT--WHAT IN THE ACTUAL FUCK! Jungkook is going to go feral after he sees these!" Yuna smirked, shaking her head. "You are a mad woman."
You shrugged, now relaxing on the couch. "Anything for Jungkook."
"Yeah, no shit...he's brought out such a different side of you, but I love it. It reminds me of 'you' when we were younger." Yuna said, clicking through the rest of the photos. She would twist and turn her head to check out the different angles. "Babe...honestly, these are so beautiful. Hyunie did a great job capturing your essence. He's going to love these," she flashed another smile. "And Hyunie...the talent you have." Yuna gestured a chef's kiss at Hyunie's work.
Hyunie grinned, tucking her hair behind her ear, "Why thank you."
"When are you going to give this to Jungkookie?" Yuna wiggled her eyebrows.
"Soon...whenever Hyunie edits and prints them out, I'll surprise him. I can't wait to see his reaction to these." You thought about what Yuna said, how Jungkook brought out a different side of you, someone you once knew. You supposed a part of you was hidden away due to the nature of growing up and having to hide a specific piece of you that the world dismantled - may it be your family, school, or work. But Jungkook always brought liveliness into your relationship, which felt refreshing.
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"Who said once you turn thirty, your life is over?" Hyunie remarked with a puzzled look on her face. "I'm halfway through my twenties, but honestly, it's only the beginning of our lives. I still have so much I want to do and accomplish, and I feel like I have my whole life ahead of me."
Yuna shrugged. "I'm guilty of thinking the same thing when I was in my teens and twenties, and I didn't think I'd get married until a lot later in life, but here I am, married and--" She stopped herself before she spilled the beans.
You and Hyunie looked at her strangely but let whatever she wanted to say go.
"I think everyone's scared once they start heading towards thirty. I was also scared because, like you, Hyunie, I felt I hadn't accomplished anything significant. But then again, whose standards are we trying to live up to, you know? Ours or societies? And maybe when we're younger, we'll have it all figured out by thirty, but to be honest, I don't know shit," you said, watching your friends. The three of you laughed. "I'm serious...sometimes I don't know what I'm doing with my life," you stressed.
The plan of getting married was unsuccessful, and life took an unexpected turn when you started dating Jungkook. You needed to figure out what the future held for the two of you, and taking it slow for now is a good idea.
"I think that's normal, though. We go through life not knowing what's ahead of us." Hyunie explained. "We do things on a whim or what we feel is right...We can try to plan our lives, but sometimes it never goes our way."
Everyone nodded along and agreed. You sipped the last of your champagne glass and set it down on the coffee table.
Hyunie groaned and then yawned, "Can we please do this more often? I'm in dire need of women in my life."
"I'm always up for anything like this. Just say the word, and I'll be here," Yuna stated, then she cocked her head to the side. "What happened with Jungkookie's friend? The one that came to visit a while back? Weren't you talking to him?"
"Oh...yeah. I'm uh---flying out to see him in a few weeks."
You gasped and smacked her arm. "You are?! Is this a serious thing or...?"
"We've chatted almost every day since he left." She explained while rubbing the spot you hit. "And OW!"
"Wow...you've been keeping things from me! From us?!" You shouted, not believing the audacity of her holding important information from you and Yuna.
"What? I don't want to jinx anything...but I like him, and I'm going to visit him to see where this all goes. That's it."
Yuna cocked her eyebrow. "Sure, sure. Or you're going so you guys can fuck--"
"YUNA!" Both you and Hyunie exclaimed so loud that the people in the next room could probably hear you.
"Okay, maybe that too," Hyunie confessed with a cackle. "He's fucking hot, and we barely had a chance to connect when he was here."
You and Yuna held your tongue, wanting to avoid further the conversation into that territory. You'd wait to hear about her trip when she got back.
"ANYWAYS! We should head to bed. It's getting late," you said before grabbing the champagne flutes and heading off to the sink. "Yuna, you can take the big room if you want. Hyunie and I will share. You deserve a big bed, and I bet Namjoon takes up most of yours."
Yuna laughed, "He does! It's so big, but are you sure?"
Both you and Yuna nodded. "Yeah, babes! Go for it. It's all yours. Good night."
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canirove · 11 months
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The Princess & the Football Player | Chapter 10
Author's note: A bit of a filler chapter before something that I think you guys will like happens on next Monday's 👀
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"I want all the details. Now" Sophie says over facetime.
"There is nothing to say."
"Oh, c'mon. You girls went on a date with two hot guys! I'm sure something happened!"
"We played mini golf, Declan and I won."
"And?"
"Mason and I made out" Roberta shrugs.
"See? Something happened! What about you, Ellie? Did you and Declan also make out?"
"Nope."
"But they both wanted to" Roberta smirks.
"Then why didn't you do it, you idiot?"
"Because it wasn't the right moment" I say.
"It always is a good moment to kiss a hot guy."
"But I don't want to kiss him just for kissing. I want it to be special."
"Oh my God, since when are you the romantic one?" Sophie laughs. 
"Since she met Declan" Roberta says, elbowing me.
"Anyway, are you seeing each other again?"
"Yeah, after the next game" I say. 
"But alone this time. Mason and I want to get to know each other a bit better."
"Oh... That's how they call it now" Sophie laughs. 
"I don't know what you are talking about" Roberta says with a mischievous smile.
"Do you know if uncle Jamie is finally coming for the next game? He hasn't replied to my texts" I ask Sophie, trying to change the topic.
"He should be leaving today."
"Oh, your uncle Jamie" Roberta sighs. "But we can't tell him anything about Mason and Declan. You know he can't keep a secret."
"He can't keep a secret when it is about others, but about him..."
"Wait, what do you know?" I ask.
"He has a boyfriend" Sophie says.
"No!" Roberta and I gasp at the same time. 
"Yep. Remember the French chef we met last Christmas, the one with the fluffy hair? That's him."
"I can't believe he has kept that from me! How do you know?" I ask.
"Caught them facetiming. And I have to go, dinner is ready. Keep me updated on everything, ok?" Sophie says.
"Promise."
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"Football!" my uncle Jamie says when we walk into the stadium. "Best sport ever. Isn't it, Eleanor?"
"Yep" I reply. Besides me, he is the only one in my family who likes football, and he is the reason why I fell in love with it. He would take me to my games, play with me, watch them on tv or the stadium with me...
"We should go somewhere and have a little game before we go back to England. What do you say, Roberta?" my uncle asks her.
"Playing isn't my thing. I prefer watching" she says while we take a seat.
"Watching anyone in particular?" he asks, arching a brow. 
"Not really."
"Oh, c'mon girls. You've been here for a few weeks now and attended all the games. I'm sure you fancy at least one player."
"We don't" I shrug.
"And I don't believe you. Let's see... Stones?"
"He is your type, not mine."
"Or mine" Roberta adds.
"Bellingham?"
"He's a baby. He is younger than Sophie!"
"Ok, ok" my uncle chuckles. "Mount? I've heard all the girls like him."
"I honestly don't know what they see on him" Roberta says with a straight face. If I didn't know she is crazy about him, I would have totally believed her.
"C'mon... There must be at least one."
"Roberta fancies Rashford, but he has a girlfriend" I say, which isn't a lie. 
"Oh, yes. Such a lovely boy. And hot. Have you seen his abs?"
"Eleanor likes Ben White” Roberta says.
"Who?" my uncle asks.
"He isn't playing much, he's basically here to look pretty on the bench. But he is so hot. Isn't he, Ellie?"
"He is really hot, yeah" I say. Which isn't a lie either. "But imagine if I show up with him for dinner. They'll probably disinherit me."
"Why would they do that?"
"He is a football player, uncle Jaime. And he..."
"Has tiger tits" Roberta laughs.
"What?" he asks.
"This is him" I say, showing him a photo of Ben.
"Oh wow. He is hot. Like... Wow. And tiger tits, uh?" he chuckles.
"Imagine him showing up for dinner at the palace with all his earrings and rings."
"He probably wears more than your mum" Roberta laughs. "And when she sees all the tattoos..."
"She isn't the biggest fan of tattoos."
"She is not, no" my uncle says, still checking Ben's photos. "But you know, for a fling..."
"Already had one of those last summer. That's not what I am looking for."
"What are you looking for, then?" he asks me.
"The one" I say, my eyes fixed on the pitch as the players come out to warm up. My eyes fixed on Declan.
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Dialogue Prompt List
Reworked an old prompt list of mine—feel free to use it to submit requests!
Taking any for Baldur's Gate 3 right now (Dos and Don'ts here), preferably Astarion-adjacent content👀
Repost, adjust, and use the list however you like💙
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🥺Feels
“I wish we’d stay like this forever.”
“There’s nothing I wouldn’t do for you.”
“Can you hold me? Please?”
“I thought you’d never ask.”
“You developed a whole new spell… for me?”
“Kiss it better?”
“Sing for me?”
“You’re being overly affectionate.” “Sorry.” “I never told you to stop.”
“You’re so warm.”
“You smell nice.”
“That’s the stupidest—and kindest—thing anyone has ever done for me.”
💔Angst
“Don’t touch me. I’m sorry. I can’t right now.”
“I wish we’d never met. I only bring you pain.”
“I feel like I don’t know you anymore.”
“You can’t keep risking your life like this.”
“I was so scared I’d lost you.”
“I ruined your life.” “You’ve ruined nothing. You are my life.”
“Why do you insist on taking care of everyone but yourself?”
“I never meant for this to happen!”
“You can’t die on me! I won’t allow it!“
“Please, stop. You’re hurting me.”
“You said you trusted me. What changed?”
“Please tell me you’re lying.”
😁Comedy
“There is no problem sorcery can’t fix.” “Or create.”
“Let’s pray this turns out well.” “Fuck the gods.” “That’s not how you pray…”
“If it bleeds, it can be killed.” “Well, it doesn’t.”
“[Character of your choice] is a bit of a dimwit.” “Hey!” “That was affectionate.”
“I saw you cheat!“ “Yes. And?” “That’s unfair.” “Life is unfair, and I’m playing by its lack of rules.”
"No! Dragon-hunting is not a way to kill time, it’s a way to kill us.”
“Who do you take me for?” “An idiot.”
“You had to lick the dead spider, didn’t you?”
“You did not just compare me to a cat.”
“Don’t worry. Everybody’s afraid of something.” “Even you?” “No.”
“It’s just a hug, it won’t kill you.” “I know! I just—I panicked.”
🔞 Prompts Below ⤵
😏Pleasure
“I bet I can make you come just from this.”
“How many times can I make you come, I wonder?”
“I’m going to make you feel so good you won’t remember your name once I’m done with you.”
“You can beg better than this.”
“You’re so pretty all tied up for me.”
“Fuck me harder.” “Ask nicely.”
“Scream for me. I want them to hear you.”
“Please don’t stop.”
“Do that again.”
“I don’t think you’re desperate enough yet.”
“Too much?” “Not enough.”
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leopardom · 4 months
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i thought i wouldn't end up making one of those sappy posts before the end of 2023 but here we are i guess
what i wanna say in advance is a huge thank you, and that i'm sorry
this year has been a nightmare for me and i can't stress that word enough. i won't get into details, if you follow me you may have seen some occassional rant posts. long story short though, i'm ending 2023 being mentally exhausted af and even though i'm not in my most optimistic mood, i hope 2024 will not as shitty as 2023
as of my tumblr presence, there have been some changes. i jumped from one fandom to another without completely leaving the bc fandom. i'm just not that much in the mood anymore. maybe this will change once the new album is out? we'll see 👀 and jumping to another fandom means that i lost contact with so many people from the bc fandom. i promise you i didn't do this on purpose and i don't hate or stopped liking any of you. it just... things got weird and a bit too much in my head and now idk how to keep contact without looking extremely weird in this fandom
anyway! entering another fandom has been weird not only in means of interests but also in means of communication. ever since i remember my tumblr activity in any fandom, i always tried to interact as much as possible with other accounts and talk with people, whether that was via posts or messages. in the jo fandom i feel like i have kinda failed that
i'm aware that i post a lot and i'm probably everywhere with the content updates and the gifs. and that may be annoying to some people. and i understand it, i don't like it but i understand it and i wanna apologise for being... all over the place yet not really reaching out to anyone in the fandom or building any kind of online friendship
idk if there's an accurate explanation for the way i feel about this so i'll put it in the best words possible: i wanna make jokes and have fun in here and exchange random messages or mentions in posts and talk shit or not about jo etc, but i feel like my social anxiety (both online and offline) has passed any limit i had put to it until now that i end up thinking it's actually wrong to interact with anyone in this fandom. because everyone has already connected with some people and have built a specific line of interests and you all seem so fucking cool for someone who is as insecure and scared to talk as me so i end up hiding behind my gifs, shitposts and content updates in hopes that people will like me or at least aknowledge i exist in this fandom. and again, that's all on me, there's no one to blame for this behaviour but me and my fucked up mind (which got even more fucked up in the past year). so idk, i feel like i wanna apologise for this, for being like that
however, no matter the anxiety, i must admit that the jo tumblr fandom was actually my escape when things in real life got bad bad. i've spent hours scrolling through the jo and kaarija hashtags in hopes of seeing something unhinged and funny to lift my mood and you know what? i found something every single time. and that was more than nice. if it wasn't for all of you being as funny and crazy (in a positive way) as you are, i'd feel even worse. but every time i open the jo hashtag there's someone posting a wholesome thing or saying something unhinged like how many ways has Kris listed to kill Bojan in his sleep lmao
anyway i ended up writing a lot, this could easily be an entry to the journal that i don't keep but maybe should start keeping. if you read until this point, congratulations for going through all this ramble and i'm sorry
hope 2024 is gonna be a lot different than 2023 but in a good way this time. and i hope i get better and actually get to interact more with all of you great people 💕 and obviously i hope you all have a fantastic year ahead of you 💖
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timidloner · 1 year
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Hey! It’s fangirl back again, not dead from work yet. And I hope you’ve been getting some rest and staying hydrated! So, the whole thing going on between Moon and Sun keeps playing in my mind. I know we’ll get answers throughout the story. And it would be an endless cycle of Sun taking Moon’s creations for their own and Moon destroying Sun’s creation or converting them, if Moon didn’t already do something about Sun seeing that he’s missing in action. It’s like a constant conflict of choice between the two. I doubt that they will ever reach a compromise or anything. And I think in an old post, you mentioned something about that hinting at Sun’s chance to even try to do it again. And I got the magic and souls thing, which makes sense now, never really thought of a context like that.
Now that that thought is out, I love the other options rambling gave for MC planning to kill Joren. I’d love to see a good mindbreak option as a result for trying to kill him (both the “happy” and “blank-eyed”). Ahem, now as my hidden demons have awakened, I remembered about being able to fuck Joren in his *cough* monster form *cough*. How would one persuade him to do that? Considering he’s a towering murdering machine in that form. And I remember something about MC being able to change physically too 👀.
Hey!! Nice to see you again! I think it's time for me to give you a special tag!!
I've been well, today I had a particularly nice breakfast. And I hope work treats you better this week!
You've been solving the puzzle very well. These siblings will never reach a compromise, they're too far gone for that. Someone has to win this conflict or they'll be forever stuck on a cycle of destruction, that's Moon final goal, not winning a battle, but the war.
And Sun is alive, but things are complicated for him!!
Did you translate my post? Aww, I'm actually super happy that you like my story enough to do that :((!!! And if you didn't, that line I just wrote will be a bit embarrassing, haha!
Sometimes crazy ideas come to me, I just mix them together and I get my lore! I left that post in Spanish since I wanted to keep it a secret from the majority of my followers, kinda like an open secret.
And yes! MC will change but only on certain endings.
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Haha! Sorry! And yes, Ram writes great ideas, the mindbreak ending wasn't something I'd have thought about, even if I'm into it!
And about your inner demons (hehe)...
Joren expects MC to freak out when they see him in his monster form for the first time, he considers that moment like a trial of fire. If MC can accept him after that, then he has won.
I don't think anyone in their right mind could act nonchalant after seeing something like that, and while you'll choose how MC feels about it, I plan to make it a bit realistic. It will take MC three or four interactions (more off screen) with Joren in his monster form (cuddle scenes, scratching his belly/ears, maybe even riding him??) before they become used to it.
After that, you'll get the option to push it further.
It's not like Joren will be against it, he simply would never have thought about it! This is because:
The last time he had sex was when he still "worked" for that noble family, and he was fully human at that time.
He just wants MC to accept that side of him, desiring him while in that form seems to be asking too much.
If MC expresses any interest in that, he's going to be really pleasantly surprised! And I have various ways planned on how this can happen:
MC asks directly to do it.
MC just... starts touching him (monster) without even talking about it beforehand (lmao, now the victim of dubcon is Joren).
MC asks him if he has ever done it while in his monster form, they can be direct or shy.
During one of those cuddle scenes, MC starts getting horny, and since Joren (monster) already knows when they are turned on by now, he'll test the water.
The first scene won't have penetration, though. That's something will have to train themselves for with the help of Joren (human), and with a lot of phallic objects, haha
I realized too late that we can't have Joren fucking MC with his monster tongue, that would be torture since we're talking about a rough cat tongue!! And I'm too attached to the werejaguar concept to change it.
I'm also giving him a weird monster cock (only in his monster form, the man has a normal dick) since felines don't have knots and I'm not into barbed dicks. I haven't decided yet how it will look, though.
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I want Holly to get their happy ending. You'd think technology would advance enough for their friend to live to 96, but ugh wars. It would've been so 👀 for them to meet. If that makes sense
// but they DID get a happy "ending" -or no, it's a happy beginning. sorry anon this post got a little out of my hands, this is more of a general response to people wishing Hol got to reunite to Edmund.
// I don't write Hol's loss to the life they couldn't live just to make people sad. it's purposeful thematically and to hammer in the message of the story.
//this is hol now. they're goofing around, eating cake.
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// the story has built up to this acceptance that we have suffered and we will die. this is inevitable, but as long as we have cake to eat we can carry on and enjoy the life we still have left.
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// While I'm not going into the nuances of Asgore's choice to declare war on humanity, the end result is the same. He took Hol's life. He took every single school day where Hol could of laughed and loved their new friends, every smile and every tear shared between a new community of friends and famliy who'd accept Hol for who they are. (well, to a point, Hol still has to deal with human society ofc).
// even tho Hol came back to life, that life is gone and taken. That is the price of the barrier, of Asgores choice (and monsterkinds) to declare and kill a child.
// Edmund dying at age 26 reflects that. He too, is a victim of war.
// I feel if he got to live through WWIII and to 96, that'd undercut the themes of the story. Yes, they would meet and he'd be relieved to find Hol is miraciously alive, but this isn't the same Edmund anymore. The Edmund that Hol befriended was a kid 90 years ago who offered them an umbrella when they tripped in the rain. The theoretical 96 year old Edmund would of lived 90 years of life and would hardly remember Hol. Hol will never get to grow up with him and be his friend.
// Chara had to let go of the past accept how trauma (and the natural passage of time) had replaced their sibling with a stranger -but a stranger who still loves them and is capable of so much growth and betterment that was never possible in the past. Like Hol, Chara had to accept this "rotten" part of themselves and accept the past and the inevitability of a painful future.
// i'd be doing both a disservice to the themes and Hol's loss if the two got to have a "happy reunion." not that it's bad anyone wants that! it makes me overjoyed to see people engage with the story and I just want to explain, or rather justify why the story is written so sad.
// If the two could of met, it honest to god would be traumatic to Hol, who at that point, would still be 6. They wouldn't have the emotional maturity to handle that loss of time if faced with it directly like that. As awful as it is, it's a small mercy they don't get to see how everyone lived without them directly. (The same can't be said for most of the other kids...)
// TLDR; it's to give weight to asgore's murders and war. the full extent of what death has done to these kids and their tragedies can't be scrubbed clean even with time magic and and revival.
// there's never going to a perfect timeline when the barrier exits. If hol didn't fall, there wouldn't have been enough soul power to break the barrier and Frisk would have either died or killed Asgore. Both in undertale and in this comic, one it's major themes is that when living, tragedy is inevitable! everyone lives and dies. it's a fact that no matter how many reloads or how hard you fight it, it's going to happen and has happened. You can't fix the world even with your God time powers.
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// Both Hol and Chara have to accept the loss of the lives they could of lived. Of how even the nice life they live now, will one day change for both the better and worse. You don't have control of this. You never did and nobody has ever or ever will.
// you will lose those you love. you will fall in love (platonic, romantic, something else, but it is all still a form of love) you will feel a million things and experience a million moments of everything. you will cry and you will sing and you will move on because that is what living is, moving from emotion to emotion through time.
it'll shape you in ways you can't fathom and you will wish and you will hurt and you will be so, so very happy you are here.
you don't have control but that's okay. we are here right now, and we will have forever existed in this moment.
Hol will never get to be with their friend Edmund again. But at one shining moment of time, a kid held out an umbrella to a kid who was close to giving up on the world as a whole. And that still matters, the impacts are forever and can never be removed.
// hol will be okay. edmund, while gone in the present, was okay too. we can't always have happy endings but life isn't about the ending, it's about what's happening and what's happened.
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Animation Idea I will draw very slowly (and other talking)
If anyone's curious - I have an idea of animating William Afton with Still Alive song from Portal. May not be the first one to do so since I animate without a rush (otherwise nothing good turns out), very slow (sometimes for years), but at least I thought about it at the start of this autumn. While listening to ai covers of songs and finding no cover with William for this song.
For now I have only 1 sketchy scene and sketchy key frames which only I will understand while looking at them. And I draw him as a furry for convenience. Not a rabbit tho, sorry 👀. Cats are easier to draw for me.
I already had fun imagining some scenes from it. They look memeble .. memable. How to write this word? Alr- . And the other scenes look sad. And some are blank for now, but it's like 10% of animation. (I guess?)
Also I don't remember if Tumblr shows years etc so I will write for myself when this was posted — 15/11/2023.
The animation starts with fnaf3 then the flashbacks happen, then fnaf pizzeria simulator scene, then fnaf vr, then we're in the past again and see his fnaf3 death, then he comments on fazbear entertainment as Springtrap, then he ruins the cake mini-game bc he can👌, then .. I forgor. Then flashbacks again, all of his deaths. One looks like a meme. The he was happy when he was in fnaf sb time, then he's sad, oh no. Aaand this is the end.
Then I talk about how I animate anything, isn't a video scenario anymore.
Btw I draw animations either in 1 week out of huge inspiration or for 5 years bc I lost it. Then inspiration reappears when I can draw faster and I draw this old project again, thinking that "oh no, this isn't good anymore, I could do a better scenario". Yet I finish it bc I promised it to my past self. Today I was drawing something I sketched in 2018 for example. Not out of inspiration, but out of boredom. This is another reason I may come back to my 5 year old project.
Also I'm having hard time leaving anything I started behind bc I promised to myself I'd finish all of it one day, and I don't want to disappoint myself (again.). But also I will never finish some of it bc I grew up from that phase. .. Damn it. (Or I'm just bored in the same activities bc I have no job for now and it affects my imagination capabilities.)
One of the reasons you shouldn't procrastinate that much, people! You may change too much and won't be able to finish something. ... Tho in art it's not always that. I'm getting burned out if I draw the same project for months, so I'm always leaving it at some point. Unless it was short.
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Character opinions for Lawrence Gordon?? 👀
First impressions: He's a cunt, he's a doctor, he's fooling around with one of his residents, he's putting on a façade for his wife, but he's also a caring father. Under normal circumstances, I'm sure he's your average, run-of-the-mill asshole doctor who's a different man when he's around the light of his life (Diana) and also he's definitely struggling with heterosexuality. I can feel it like a pain in my teeth. We know this. We all know this. Common knowledge does not need to be cited.
Impression now: Post-Final Chapter, my impression changed to "someone got a little fucked up" very quickly. This is probably less of an "impression" and more of a rough retrospective, but it's clear just how much of him is a constant struggle. It's probably accurate to say that Lawrence's life is defined by control. Maybe that's too vague, but it's what I feel in my heart. If you get it, you get it. If you don't, this is my blog anyway.
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Favorite moment: Do moments from the screenplay count? Lawrence telling Adam, "It's never too late." guts me wide open. I'm obsessed with the place that this has in the story, I'm obsessed with what this says about him. "It's never too late to get out of here and chase your dreams, Adam. It's never too late for me to be a better father. It's never too late," until it is too late, when their time is up. When everything happens. And it's too late to go back, it's too late to go back for Adam. It's too late to make amends with his wife. It's too late. I also just like the genesis of Lawrence's codependency, but anyone following me already knows how deep my brainrot goes with that one. Just any codependency moment. You know the ones.
Idea for a story: Apprentice Lawrence protecting Amanda, and keeping some of her mistakes secret from John and Hoffman because, whether conscious or unconscious, I think he views her as a daughter-figure; and I think he objects to how she has clearly been manipulated by John. I think that in order to work in proximity with Amanda, Lawrence has had to re-frame how he thinks of her, if he knows that she is the one who physically set the trap that got him into this mess. I think that he'd appeal to his own senses as a doctor... and I have commented on this before... but, with new information I decided to cherry-pick from the Saw wiki about Lawrence (in reference to one of the barely-tenuously-canon videogame adaptations or spinoffs or whatever you want to call it) having been institutionalized for 6 months when he was 19 (I disregard literally every other detail about this to supplant my own ideas for him and his relationship to this moment in his life)... I think Lawrence has genuinely been on the receiving end of bad, condescending doctors who mistreated him and other patients, including addicts (given the decade, I expect he actually encountered quite a few) and I don't think he has any tolerance or patience for John's treatment of Amanda as a recovering addict.
Full disclosure, I'm pitching this as someone who has literally endured addiction struggles with both opioid and heroin on top of other self-harm struggles and I empathize deeply on a personal level with Amanda. I've long wanted to write something about Amanda and addiction, and I care a lot about the idea of Lawrence experiencing this deep attachment to her as the father of a daughter, himself. An idea I have for a story would be Amanda experiencing another relapse of H usage, she makes the mistake of returning to the amount equivalent to the last dose she remembers taking before getting sober, and Lawrence makes a very deliberate decision to help her reverse this overdose, and then monitors her recovery afterward. He sneaks her medicine and fluids and keeps an eye on her. He does everything he can to make sure John never finds out, plotting in his head what he will say if there's any chance her relapse is discovered. He'll insist he did this because it's what was best for her, that he needed to think like a doctor, and that Amanda was a patient like any other. But it's clearly way more personal for him than he's letting on, or letting himself believe. He soothes her white coat anxiety, he doesn't condescend, he talks to her like a person, he stays awake to watch over her, and he does it because he cares. John may be her father figure, but Amanda is Lawrence's daughter figure. This is the realest unspoken truth of Saw canon, to me.
Unpopular opinion: I don't know if any opinions of Lawrence are necessarily popular vs. unpopular, but that could really just be my perspective as a newcomer. I don't disagree with many of the 'popular' opinions. The popular opinions I disagree with are more like popular chainshipping opinions and that's not what this ask is about, so I'd have to say my unpopular Lawrence opinion is that I don't think he's as cold or standoffish as some people make him out to be? He still makes some kind of effort with Alison, enough to call things off with Carla. Even when he talks to Carla, he expresses concern about it being bad for her career for them to continue seeing each other. He cares so much about Diana, he loves her so much, and I think he also genuinely cares about Adam despite him being a relative stranger, and despite what he eventually comes to learn about him (but that tends to happen when you're locked in a room with someone for 6 hours, talking back and forth about yourselves). Doing rounds with a gaggle of residents is hardly reflective of his actual bedside manner, but I can understand why "Lawrence is just kind of an asshole (to patients)" would be commonly extrapolated from what we know about him. I don't know if I would trust John as, like, the word-of-God perspective on Lawrence's character considering how piss poor a job he does judging the moral characters of basically anyone and everyone. That's all I have to say...
Favorite relationship: As is consensus, I'd consider it a cop-out to say Adam, so I'm going to talk more about my opinions on Lawrence and Amanda even though we can only really speculate about how they interacted as fellow apprentices. Because they just had to have interacted. They had to. Much of what I already wanted to express can be read above in the "idea for a story" section, but it's just important to me that Lawrence is literally a father while John isn't, he never became one, and I think Lawrence seethes to himself sometimes, thinking about that. John doesn't know what it's like to be a parent, he has no idea what it's like, and what it means to take care of someone in that way. I think it would probably be kind of a misplaced anger he has, since John has never once insinuated that Amanda is genuinely his daughter, nor anything more than an apprentice, but I think Lawrence knows how Amanda feels about him. He knows she looks up to him like a father. Even if he never replaces John as someone she looks up to, I'd like to think that he still cares for her in a way that contrasts John's authoritarian paternalism. I think that Lawrence has had to cope with the aftermath of his survival, and having to work with Amanda, by separating Amanda the person from Amanda the apprentice. He can't forgive her for the acts that she commits and has committed, for her part in the generation of Jigsaw victims, any more than he can forgive his own. But that's still a person, he thinks. She's still someone's daughter. He can care for her as a person while still not being able to forgive her as an apprentice... and I think that's exactly what he does.
Favorite headcanon: Yeah, I'm going to answer this prompt incorrectly on purpose because I don't really have a favorite headcanon from fanon. I'm going to talk about my favorite headcanon of my own, which is that I don't think Lawrence has a relationship with his parents. Related to the other headcanon I cherry-picked from the tenuous not-quite-canon videogame lore, I think that he struggled at the beginning of medical school under extreme pressure and I think his parents had him committed. And I think it completely destroyed their relationship.
(I'm about to make this about myself again because this is my circus and I'm the fucking ringleader)
To get oneself out of involuntary treatment in a psychiatric ward or residential treatment facility, there are many things that you can do. But, through it all, you have to be disgustingly compliant and you have to practically fucking grovel and prostrate yourself to the people who will decide whether you deserve to continue being subjected to 'treatment' there. If I ever have the mental energy to actually turn this into a fic, I would spend so much page space mentioning how ironic it is that he was sent here to supposedly be freed from the pressures that medical school was putting on him, and ended up immediately engrossing himself in as much literature as he was allowed to have access to on how to get himself out, using medical and legal resources that sure as fuck aren't being freely provided to him. I think Lawrence learns how to write a petition for discharge from involuntary hospitalization, and he tries and tries and tries, getting rejected over and over until finally his petition for discharge is granted and he's free. ...And, as someone who had my petition for release pretty much immediately rejected, no matter how fucking eloquent I was, I think the man has the stubborn tenacity to just keep trying until something works.
After release, I think that the rest of this year of his life is something he dedicates to recovery while slowly re-entering medical school, a period that he refers to as his 'gap year' so that he doesn't have to unpack the immense trauma involved in the whole ordeal. In case you didn't know, simply being involuntarily committed is traumatizing, even if you're 'treated well' during your time as a resident patient. I think it's an ordeal that would've shaped him as a doctor, even if his specialty as an attending ended up not having anything to do with something more person-to-person like family medicine or even being a general surgeon. And I don't think he ever forgave his parents for committing him. I think he dropped his surname and started using his middle name, Gordon, as his last name. I think he walked away from this experience wanting nothing more to do with them.
I also think it would be funny if Alison spent like a couple years, not knowing anything about his parents because he never mentions them, while also knowing that he doesn't visit them, nor does he mention wanting her to meet them, and, for lack of a better explanation, just assumes they're dead... But then, at some point, maybe as they're planning their wedding, he drops this truth bomb on her about completely severing them from his life because they did something unforgivable, and she'd learn about his psychiatric trauma sometime soon after. Like, "Oh, my parents are alive. I just want nothing to do with them and never want to see them again as long as I live," because same. I think he makes a conscious effort to go against the ways he was raised in raising Diana, and I think it's a decision he doesn't often regret, if at all.
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soundsofastar · 7 months
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👀 character thoughts?? i am listening..
OK. OH MY GOD. OK.OK highly unexpected from me but i really wanna get into KATSUKI BAKUGOU FROM BNHA OF PEOPLE. but PLEASE just fucking hear me out i've held these thoughts with me since i was like 12 or something. Long ramble about Angry characters and their fandomification under the cut. Part 2 on netzach lobcorp if people want it enough
Big sigh. Ho boy. I have. A lot to say about thus little idiot highschooler /lovingly
Bakugou is a very interestingly written character especially of the angry/extreme ones i see, and a pretty realistic one at that. I say this as someone who can see myself in him a LOT.
Keep in mind I'm an anime only and only rewatched it about half a year ago and quit near the school festival arc!!! So this might be a bit off if you also wanna add in recent facts.
Now that the disclaimer's over, let's get started, shall we?
Bakugou is ab a highschooler's age. A bully towards the protagonist of the series (izuku), who I also have a lot of feelings about but this isn't about him sorry. Highschooler who bullies Izuku, indirectly motivating izuku to be better as he aspires to be like bakugou — who .. in the start of the series, is only really shown to be the worst to izuku but I'm inclined to say that that's kind of just standard high-schooler behavior from my experience. Sure he's a bit rough with his friends, but, he's 16. He's also what one might call an academic weapon, probably also not naturally. Not to mention, he's got a sick ass and powerful quirk. TL,DR; he won out on the genetics lottery — good for him, right?
He's what I say is one of if not the perfect cocktail which makes up a gifted kid. I feel like people forget about this a lot. Gifted kids are okay with school and all until they're suddenly surrounded by people with their same levels, if not higher — they begin to feel threatened, and no longer like the exception. This happens to bakuogu due to him entering U.A high, quite literally the most prestigious one in Japan (no big../s). He quite literally yells out at izuku about how insignificant he's begun feeling ever since izuku seemed to "beat him", or more so, get on his shared level.
Now, I'm not here to excuse him or anything he did for izuku, but I feel that this specific theme caused... way more discourse than it should've. For fucks sake first of all, being 16 is HARD, because you don't know how to feel and everything is changing — and not to mention you already feel so insignificant. Seeing someone who used to be so far below you suddenly be on the same level as you, it not higher, is an IMMENSE punch to the ol' self worth. Even though one might be staying on top of everything — todoroki still surpasses Bakugou, and he stays number 2, but for bakugou that's just not enough, because his whole life He's been number 1 to everyone and anyone. Losing a status as large as that at an age so fragile can be incredibly crushing and it does VILE things to people. You feel all your self worth slip from you. Everything becomes more hard to do. And you just can't help but want to give up.
TL;DR — people forget bakugou is still a TEENAGER. They are Emotional and that's NORMAL and bakugou was especially ESPEEECIALLY realistically written by making him angry. And I think people really need to take a step back and remember that yeah sure his behavior towards izuku isn't justified but his anger should very much be understood
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Happy Saturday! Hope it's been kind and you're sleeping better
IYLO - how about alternative versions (because IYLO keeps growing and you mentioned the timeline being changed I think) & your favourite thing about it, please? Think that's 9 & 11
happy saturday!! i got to sleep in so <3 i'm a happy boi. thank you so much for sending this!
9. Were there any alternate versions of this fic?
hahaha YES. the original was an ~18k oneshot. then i thought i'd extend it into two chapters and split the timeline in half (i'll throw a few pics below that make me lol now). and then i pushed the start from 1986 to 1987 because i realized i wanted more time to have passed since the events of S4 (or the ones i chose to include, i suppose).
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oh, past vio. if only you knew that it would be at 80k and only halfway done.
it was the switch from '86 to '87 that kind of fucked everything up, because it moved the Party's graduation earlier in the story, and that's a pretty big turning point for steve and eddie. so i had to move THAT earlier, change a bunch of things about how that trip went (👀) and work from there. but there's some things i need to have happen while on a hawkins trip that i don't want to drop, so i wrote in a whooole other section for that in a later chapter. and honestly, i keep getting ideas from the comments (which i love) so i write those in, too.
but really, iylo has the most re-writes of any fic i've ever written. in the original oneshot, they were full-on fucking in hawkins. now that won't happen until chapter [redacted]. gilbert and terry didn't exist in the original, no eddie pov, nothing with steve's mom. alllll that has been added in drafts 3 and on.
11. What do you like best about this fic?
hehehe okay, let me like. not overthink this. i don't remember how far into it i was, but i thought: i have no idea if anyone will enjoy this. it felt like a fic that's indulgent in a very specific way. and i guess i feel more of a connection with the readers of this fic than with any other, and that keeps me writing even when i hate it.
a couple favourites in fewer words, though: ch 1 is my favourite chapter, steve is my favourite character, and wayne and eddie is my favourite secondary relationship to write.
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destinyc1020 · 8 months
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You may have answered this before but what do you think about every couple in Hollywood being called PR? I don’t necessarily think fake relationships are as prevalent these days as it used to be . Social media kinda changed the need , clout chasing became so much easier . Also it’s kinda a thing that people date within the workplace right?
Hey Anon! 👋🏾
Lol yes, I've addressed the "every couple is PR" topic many times before on my blog.
Bottom Line: I really think that some fans in some fandoms use the whole "PR" excuse in order to cover up or nurse feelings of jealousy or anger at seeing their fave celebrity guy dating a woman who they perhaps don't think is right for him. 🤷🏾‍♀️
I notice they will also claim that the guy is somehow "trapped" 🙄 by the woman (or her family) in this "PR" arrangement, even though he's a GROWN adult male, simply because they just cannot fathom or wrap their heads around the fact that their fave celebrity guy just might actually LIKE the woman he's dating, and might even.... *gasp!* actually love her. 🫣🙊
While I DO think that there are SOME PR couples that do exist in Hollywood (Benana and Shawmilla def seemed like PR to me lol 🤭👀) , like you, I think they're actually more rare these days than fans realize. (Someone can feel free to correct me if I'm wrong)
I also think fans need to recognize the difference btwn a couple that is actually "fake"/"PR", vs. a couple that is a REAL couple that simply just uses PR to their advantage for their careers/buzz (ie. Which is what I sometimes suspect about Ben & JLo, and Austin & Kaia, for example).
Here are several posts I've made on the topic before down below.
Happy Reading!! 📚 😁🤭
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