#if anybody wonders why i disapeared for so long im sorry i dunno either

[cutesy-whumper]

thinking about,,, the process of a (biblically accurate) angel falling and becoming a demon

like, does it hurt to suddenly grow a whole body? to feel your own heart form and start beating with blood warmer than spinning wheels of fire ever were? to feel barely formed skin break when the horns grow in? wings decomposing entirely into big flaps of skin that will never be strong enough to carry you before you hit the ground?

i wonder how terrifying it would be, millions of eyes that see everything turning into a single pair that can only be fixed on the fast-approaching ground, i wonder if the first emotion a demon ever gets to feel is fear.

#boi i do not even jnow how to BEGIN to tag this #also this whole post? not in a religious way i'm legit just thinking about demons #angels #demon #whump #ask to tag #if anybody wonders why i disapeared for so long im sorry i dunno either