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mllenugget · 21 days

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Hey remember when Baghera adopted Dapper like 8 months ago or did I make that up ? ────────────────────────────────────────── Support all the admins that spoke out (& do your daily click) ──────────────────────────────────────────

#idk why on earth i gave baghera knuckles- when i say i turn my brain off when I draw i mean it #i only noticed it after i was done with the shading and it jumpscared me #got me stuttering in confusion i have never drawn anthro arms/wings this way these dont even look like feathers wtf me ??#..... sooo looks like ive got a new wa-cats type of fandom on my hands #as in i am still very emotionally attached to the memories i have from this no matter what i do itll keep coming back #but i havent read the books in several years nor do i plan to anymore and looking back i am so angry and disgusted #but also im still blown away by the creativity and the passion the fandom builds on its own #i wanted to go ahead and finish any art that ive been working on for the past almost year and decided this one would be the most fitting #i learnt last week that only the first 20 tags on an original post will show up in tumblr searches #and I think im going to take advantage of that #because i dont want to hype the server anymore and i have decided i will no longer be adding my watermark on top of my work #and i was going to refrain from tagging it because i dont want my related posts to show up #before remembering that some of my mutuals who ive been chatting to for years now #have these fandoms blacklisted #so im going to test it and hope it works #im still going to tag the characters i love though because i wanna show support to the actors and i wish them nothing but the best #baghera fanart #pomme fanart #dapper fanart #dappleduo #my art #mcyt #qsmp #fandom neg #tag this however you want #yap yap yap yap tlddr

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killjoy-prince · 3 months

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I FINALLY GOT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE THEM!!!!!!!

#prince's talk tag #OK SO!! I preordered this on amiami along with the rin and len version #bur for the last few months theyve been on back order so the release date kept getting pushed back #and i was cool with waiting it wasnt a big deal #but yesterday i was at kino with my friend and talking to them when my eyes saw the side that had the luka pic #and my brain was like 'why does that look familiar'#AND THEN I REMEMBER AND GASPED OUT LOUD #my friend thought i saw someone i had seen in ages and was about to catch up with them but NOPE!!!!#they only had this one and the meiko and miku ones. the rin and len ones werent there #and i just started telling my friend that ive been waiting MONTHS for this and couldnt believe i was seeing it with my own eyes #kino did price them kinda high but i decided to get it bc idk how long theyre gonna be backordered on it #at least now i have one of them. i can wait on the rin and len one #ngl they're bigger than i thought. i was expecting like tiny figures but theyre a bit bigger than a nendo #yo im so convinced that they packaged luka and kaito together bc meiko and kaito are the popular duo and luka and miku are a popular duo #so by separating them they can get people to buy both #(no separating the kagamines tho)#BUT AS A KAILUKA SHIPPER THIS IS PERFECT FOR ME #i almost didnt want to take them out of the box but i wanna display them #i cant believe there exists a box that has them both like wow i really love it #im looking at them on my dresser rn and they make me sooooo happy #man i love them!! great buy on my part #i was gonna put this with my haul post imma make rn but i wanted one with just them bc. look at them!!!

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hayaku14 · 2 years

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kaishin au where kaito unwillingly received immortality from pandora. kaito is torn and broken upon the burden of eternal life. shinichi promises to stay with him forever. to do so, he drinks aptx 4869 every 10 years.

years go by and soon everyone in their life passes. kaito and shinichi learned how to create the poison from haibara before she left the world as well. but though it works in consistently turning back time for shinichi, it is still a deadly poison. accumulated, it slowly weakens him.

as shinichi's body slowly deteriorates, the poison chipping away at his life, kaito spirals. once again, torn and broken, kaito is desperate. feeling this to be their last years together, he decides to find a way to stay with shinichi forever.

a way to reverse his immortality.

a way to die together.

#kaishin #dcmk #detective conan #kudou shinichi #kuroba kaito #dc prattles #dont look at me idk why but this angst came out of fucking nowhere too #this came into my brain and i had to vomit it all here or else it'll plague my mind and die there #i actually wrote that they have half a century left but ig it's better to leave it vague #i think at one point they would have to fake their deaths #but shinichi's body couldnt possibly handle changing back and forth if he's past his 50s right?#what im trying to say is that make this au extra angsty by making them fake their deaths in their late 20s or early 30s #this is haibara's advice as someone who knows shinichi's biology the most and how the poison works #they could probably tell their close friends and family though (making it less angsty cause i remembered i am GODS WEAKEST SOLDIER)#lowkey shinichi at the point where kaito decides to look for a way to immortality is already either bed ridden #on a wheelchair #or at least cant run anymore and is easily tired #(THIS AU IS JUST AN ELABORATE SICK FIC AND MY ADDICTION TO TIRED SHINICHI SHOWING)#changed aptx 4689 to 4869! im sorry i wrote this at 2 am lmao

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ghcstcd · 1 year

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Y'all wanna see Omega's o face so bad, oooooo

#I've only been out of bed for like an hour and a half #I'm sorry there's no brain cells today #the little dog woke me up like 20 times last night because he decided he was going to sleep RIGHT AGAINST MY HEAD #I also remember waking up at one point and like viciously taking my wrist brace off for SOME REASON???#like I remember even thinking 'why did I do that?' and then I passed out again #IDK LAST NIGHT WAS A TRIP #probably not a good sign I got the chills right now

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furies-inthe-mirror · 1 year

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the city of Revachol is a very very pretty snow angel

#artists on tumblr #Shivers disco elysium #disco elysium #my art #shivers is the personification of revachol right . i dont remember anyways idc rn #also did u know i love the skills. love the drwawing them they r v fun #i loev seeing everyone's interpretations of their designs. idk why my brain decided shivers looks like a fucking. sea angel adjacent thing #but go off ig!

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tuxibirdie · 7 months

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thinking about that time I made flashcards for the 72 demons in the ars goetia instead of studying for my physics exam

#idk why my brain decided that was a more useful use of my time but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#for the record I don't think I ever finished those flashcards but I do remember having the wiki page for the demons open for at least a week #tuxitalks

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that-spider-fan-over-there · 2 months

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*dusting off this old blog* Well it's been a while, isn't it?

#hello :D so I've been missing since September- scheduled queue aside #Life was stressing me out and I needed to cool off to focus on wrapping up the year else I'd lose it #then Life got worse by Sep-Oct (y'know. horrible real life events + personal stuff + holy shit I need to learn how to Adult)#forgot my password for a while so I was mostly on Twitter and it was Not Fun (and it still isn't)#and I remembered it by the end of January where I was getting most of my shit together and was mostly on Discord with friends #who were the reason I wasn't completely losing it so if you're reading this. thank you and I love you very much <3 #but I missed being on Tumblr and the friends/moots i made. just got nervous to come back here. idk why. brain works in weird ways.#it looks like I'm justifying why I wasn't here and on one hand. yeah it's kind of an update #but it's mostly because I don't like going out and returning like stuff wasn't happening so it's really a me thing so anxiety won't spike #idk if I'm gonna go missing like that again or not but. yeah i'm still alive #(felt good to write that last phrase so maybe *something's* going right in life)#but yeah i think i'm back (not 100% because. Life) and will do a pinned. if you read all of it thank you! :D #okay i'm gonna post this now before my brain decides it's a bad idea-

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lyriumsings · 9 months

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art book be like: draw with ✨intention✨ be mindful of your lines~

my brains translation as it hits me over the head with a rolled up newspaper: take your fucking time and actually think about what your doing!!

me: oOOHH!! :o

#like it’s true!! and it shouldn’t be as much of a revolutionary thought as it is SJSJSJ #i easily fall into like idk zoning out??#and i’ll just keep going and going and then i’m like why isn’t this working and it’s like #my guy you’re not thinking your just doin it grab some references and slow down #like it’s so simple and i KNOW i need to but it’s SO HARD??#to like in the moment remember to take my time fjsjdjd #like i think i start out pretty good!! but somewhere along the way i’m like i’ve been doing this for too long im so slow etc etc #and it’s just my brain fucks me up tbh #lyriumsings txt #also my mother is refusing to speak to me as if that’s a punshiment DJSJSJJS anYWAY imma keep reading my book until she decides to annoy me #again

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zoekrystall · 2 months

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Did that fav pkmn thing on a whim and I'm sorry for all my babies I didn't choose bc I really like too many by some.

Love how it's mostly pretty ones and then there's clodsire. Even tho I got it in my team since the beginning of violet do I continuously forget its name bc I just call it by the nickname blobby (one of the rare times I didn't spend hours googling the perfect nickname but it nonetheless is a perfect one)

And for fun without any legendaries as fav

Reg nicknames I even write all down so I only spend decades once for each pkmn (unless I don't like the prev one anymore). Need to update that someday since it's mostly old revolution ones but hey. Blaze do I use for arcanine nowadays more and ninetails got others. Gardevoir got soteria nowadays which I prefer more. Etc.

#a wild lux appears #(made this in december but for whatev reason left it in drafts until now. prob bc I wanted to limit non important posting idk)#Maybe you think garchomp is there bc of other reasons but I use it since dpp bc cynthia made kid me go 'woah!'#I remember having looked up as a kid to cynthia and juniper a lot and that fact n reason behind it makes me also go yeah no I was a girl wh #one day decided to be happier otherwise. Bc the reason was 'oh wow female and cool so I can indeed be that :0' most importantly with junipe #bc I never cared for battles. ye ye ignore fictional professions I was like 8. reason I loath alola tbh I missed doing non battle side stuf #I vividly remember picking my first pkmn game up (hg) and just immediately going fuck being a trainer let me be a prof and it's so funny ho #my horrendous sieve brain has that laser ingrained. Sometimes still brainstorm and I would prob study ghost pkmn tbh who by sheer luck isn'#dead yet. That and maybe being v charismatic to that type idk. Why bc I like those lil fellas.#What I also find extremely funny is having went by sonia prior to swordshield and there being a prof sonia. Wish I still went by it when it #dropped. Imagine. Kid sonia wanting to be a prof and meeting swsh sonia being on her way to be one. I either would've made her my #personality (which I think I nonetheless did I think I changed my icons to her) or would've wildly shaking her going 'it should have been #meeee'. which ig I mentally do by every rival or friend group person that takes that route like take me w you I hate battles please. Insane #that only blueberry academy me start to hate em slightly less. After over a decade of battles. Ig alpharad's n others streams w nuzlockes n #all started to also show me the appeal of actually strategizing instead of brute forcing which I did.#*that only blueberry academy MADE me #Whatev. Also no I don't got anything else that another pkmn would kickstart talking abt. Just know I drag my 2013 xerneas everywhere w me #and it is a fucking crime that I can't throw it into violet. What is this. You clearly don't mind throwing others into regions they don't #belong to at all (which I personally really dislike hc lore wise but gameplay wise whatever let new trainers catch old legendaries)#To come back to fav pkmn yes I'm in the dragonair boat. I hate evolving mine. Dragonite is fine I like it standalone but I like the #aesthetic of dragonair more. Idfc abt logic or whatever this is aesthetic talk. Yes I prefer some fan evos more.#I keep wanting to play that fusion fangame and if you want to know what pkmn I like I found out I have a huge overlap w alpharad there #Which sucks for us both! We adore pkmn that get lewded the most and I hate my life. You do you idc some are humanoid I have to admit that #but I personally would prefer to not see any art or even just jokes abt ANY of that. Humanoid or not I Do Not See.#I don't block let alone report over that just. tag and don't bring that to my doorstep thx.#What I will at most block n judge is if you touch any of the kids idc in this franchise if they're just pixels.#Can you tell I am writing this close to midnight anyways this is all. This became like a completely dif post in the tags welp

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shouty-mcnubbs · 3 months

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on a new episode of: yep, thats hypomania

took my own piercing.

why the fuck did i do that

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bananaballs21 · 10 months

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The other day (two/three years ago) I had a dream where I met Ranboo. In my dream one day Ranboo decided to tell me that they were non-binary. That’s the whole post.

#dream #it was such a good dream #ranboo #idk why my brain is like this #idk why my brain decide to predict their gender two years in advance #happy pride 🌈#nonbinary #that is the only thing I remember from that dream

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livingdeaddoctor · 10 months

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wailing wailing rent to smithereens How do people pack without wanting to fucking implode into a miserable pile of goop

#all it does is make me feel fucking stupid #and Frivolous #because it’s so easy for everyone around me and meanwhile i’m racking my brain trying to figure out which dress to chuck #and i don’t usually feel frivolous but also it’s hard not to when you’re almost in tears trying to decide between shirts #but also presentation is super important to me!!#so i can’t decide if i’m being stupid about this or not #and meanwhile all i get from family is ‘you need to pack less’#you think i don’t know that????#i’m trying but i don’t know how !!!#i just don’t know!!!!#and the sonboy keeps knocking my meds into the toilet #because i don’t know or remember that the door’s open #and he’s already ruined like a week’s worth of prescription medications!!!#and my mom keeps saying ‘well why doesn’t this make you remember to close the door/toilet’#hi i have multiple mental illnesses that fuck with my memory and habit forming #you think i Like this happening?? because i don’t!! i don’t !!!!!#brb weeping in a corner #idk what to do and i just feel so dumb #medic's log

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hua-fei-hua · 10 months

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last night i had a dream that had something to do with reading a fic abt . well i wanna say "a haunted forest diner" but i've already written a haunted forest diner fic and it was not at all like that. anyway, it was this haunted forest diner fic in the sense that all its patrons were old forest gods of like decay and shit and in order to sneak in, you had to transform into like a deer, and apparently i was a supremely graceful jumper for a stag

but anyway i dreamt that that was a fic that i had apparently read and commented on months ago, but for w/e reason i had never read the replies to, and the author had replied that i seemed like a cool person n that they would have loved to have read some stuff i had written "but it seems you do not have any genshin works up..."

and honest to god all i could think upon reading that was literally "lol skill issue"

#and then i dreamt that i got one of those defeat the 8-12 hilichurl comms in genshin n i was like fine fine w/e #but after killing two i somehow figured out that they were not trying to kill me but instead trying to kidnap me to be their medic #and i was intrigued enough to be like 'okay' n sat down on this white blanket thing they had set aside for me #n one of my friends (don't remember who) was like 'yo you good?' n i was like 'yeah they just want me to be their medic'#n my friend looked at me suspiciously n was like 'well the comm isn't over you have six more to kill but if you need me i'll be over there'#n she pointed to where the trumpets i knew in high school (minus cody? i think?) were having sectionals under some trees #it was definitely trumpet sectionals but for whatever reason my brain decided to edit out cody So fucking True get redacted idiot #anyway so i just waited around in the warm sun untild a bunch of humanoid creatures started coming down the hill #i think they were supposed to be bosses or smth but none of them are in gnshn even tho we were def in mond or liyue by this point #and they all had different colored faces but anyway my friend was like 'THIS IS WHY WE HAVE TO DEFEAT ALL THE HILICHURLS!!!'#'BECAUSE IF WE DON'T THEN THEY'RE JUST BUYING TIME FOR *THESE GUYS* TO COME!!!!'#n i was like 'oh shit!!' n we started fighting them n they were really tanky but we got most of them except for the blue one #and so i went back to the haunted diner place n entered it as a human n went upstairs where i found the author in my dreams #n she said that we couldn't talk long bc the blue guy was after me but she'd distract it by joining its side #and also there was like this whole subplot in between abt like uhhh exchanging love for power i think? idk i don't remember rn #i just remember that the author temporarily exchanged some of her like. goodwill or smth to buy me time to prepare for my fight #with the blue guy and so i hiding in the bathroom listened w my ear pressed against the wall as she became corrupted n then it was #my turn to fight the blue guy n i opened up the door n stuff but then i woke up :c #anyway so that was MY dream diary for today everyone leave your own recent dreams in the replies and we can have a discussion lol #花話

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scuopsie · 1 year

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I feel like its only fair that i tell yall something atrocious i did when im out here making fun of people’s taste kdkdks

#yall are not ready for this #when ‘losing you’ came out i listened to each ver (kr & en) once and decided i didnt like it #(i know…. idk wtf was wrong with me but if i had to guess: brain damage)#i only listened to it again when love synonym part 2 was announced and i was so excited I decided to listen to part 1 until it drops #I remember sitting in despair with tears all over my face when i listened to it then like😭😩🥺😓😭😢🥺 HOW DID I NOT LIKE THIS THE FIRST TIME???#to this day i dont have an explanation why losing u didnt hit me then #now everytjme i listen to it im filled with this SHAME kdkldmdkxmxkx

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mothmanchronicler · 2 years

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was thinking abt sweet pea's government name, blinked, and now i'm researching ny state reservations and the demographics of early colonizers and oh how far away from nyc that i think riverdale would be and i can pull up a map and compare the reservations that exist near the radius that i've deemed a likely distance from the city and then i can read about those tribes and note the surnames of the tribal leaders and make note of which ones start with M and i can look up the origins of those surnames and then ill look up popular baby names from 1999-2001 that start with N but that feels incomplete so i'll look into-

#aaaaaaahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!#all this ignoring that uktena is a cherokee word #and the cherokee historically lived in the southeast united states #and the rvd writers probably just googled native american snake legend #and are sp's initials even NM? i don't remember where that came from #ignore me because i'm losing my damn mind !!!!#is this problematic i'm still confused about the race relations within the serpents #why is white man FP serpent king #i have a lot of questions #i mean the show certainly made the serpents a mode of tribal survival and pride #so what happened ?#idk i just went back and looked at exactly what toni's grandfather said about the creation of the serpents #and i actually have some more questions okay #i dislike when media flippantly adds indigenous things and doesn't bother to understand or explore the cultural depth of what they're using #(but what should i expect given hollywood's treatment of native americans)#i don't understand why writers wouldn't want to know every single thing abt an interesting subject #and also i don't understand why people are racism and reduce native americans to tropes and shallow characitures #these are very introspective tags #say hello to the inside of my brain i guess #anyway i decided on norman as a first name for a million different silly reasons

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kazs-scheming-face · 1 year

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Hate that my body’s response to any phrase directed towards me that could possibly be interpreted as rejection is crying

#personal #vent #like…ik she didn’t mean it in any way my brain just decided to make me cry about it #(I want to bake macarons this week and was talking to my mom about flavor ideas #and when I said what flavor I wanted to make them she pulled a face and was like ‘I don’t think you should do them all that flavor...#…I mean you do whatever you want but that’s just my opinion’#and that’s valid she’s allowed to not like certain flavors but like #telling me to do whatever and then being like ‘but actually no’ just makes me feel guilty for wanting to do something different #and me involuntarily crying about it makes me feel more guilty bc then she feels like she had to comfort me #when she didn’t really do anything wrong #like she could’ve phrased that a lot better but still #idk)#i was having such a good morning I slept good and my joints aren’t too bad today and I was excited about making something but now I’m just #trying to stop crying #rsd why are you such a bitch #wait I just remembered that the last time I brought up making them with that flavor she seemed?? Excited about it?? now I’m just confused

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