#idk why i love watching it 😭
the fighting sequence in kingsman with galahad/harry and all those people in church remains one of the most elite scenes ever
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Because obviously he's my age so we are love things at the same things, I'm not saying I was not loving with seb-
Why do I hear him saying this? (Abt his interview with Lee McKenzie) Why do I hear him saying "loving with seb" not "love things with seb" and idk which one is making me more worse 😭 I LOVE HIS LANGUAGE YOUR HONOR
Thank you for the content 🐀🐀
Aasjdf I think he said "I'm not saying that I was not laughing with Seb" but tbf I had to re-watch it to catch it 🙈 And you're welcome! 💕Happy you enjoyed it 💖🐁
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The way this chapter made my heart hurt and flutter at the same time. The “Mrs. Zenin” had a nice ring dont ya think😏😏😏. Toji is so sweet to the MC and I think it’s so refreshing to watch their relationship blossom.
Gojo on the other hand😐… can still take a long walk off a short pier. It’s so ironic how he feels bad for Sera bc she feels insecure compared to Y/N. like how do you think your wife feels sir???? you barely interact with her and when you do you’re demeaning ASF. do you ever tire of being a dickhead? and idk why he just expects her to be happy-go-lucky after he comes back with a getaway with his mistress. and Ms. Sera maybe you wouldn’t feel insecure if you weren’t willingly sleeping w a married man😫😫😫
but I just live for when the MC talks her shit back to Gojo like you go girl LET HIM KNOW! i hope we definitely get to see more of her speaking her mind
This chapter was😮💨🤌🏽 Ai! You always come through and make my weeks worth something. I hope you’re taking care of yourself and prioritizing your health before anything. Make sure you’re eating a whole bunch and staying hydrated! Can’t wait to see what’s in store for Chap. 7!
that “mrs. zen’in” sounded real nice i can’t even lie to you 😭 felt like it just ROLLED off the tongue omfg i LOVE the dynamic/relationship of toji & mc so much 🥺
The moment I read, "Hey, drunkhead" I can't help but squeal! 🤩 Their moment together was so cute I think Toji will be a great mentor to her for when she starts trudging into the business world, hands on. He's so sweet I almost wanna ship. And don't even get me started with that "MRS. ZEN'IN?!" OMG! 😍 Another cute interaction, right there!🤲🏻😌
I love it when she finally started acting cold and was so consistent with it until Gojo tried to be more affectionate 😅 I almost got swayed too ngl ('cause I'm a Gojo-simp, I'm sorry 😔). I love the pool moment and also the part where she said "you don't have to hug me" but he won't let go. Sir, I— I swear I— but then I remembered the McLaren scene 😠 and whooop, who are you again? 😀 Yep it's gonna take you more than that, sir 😌
To think that Y/N even plan on apologizing to Sera for sleeping with her own husband, girl, you're too kind you might pass through heaven and miss it 🤷🏻♀️—🌾
AHHHHH YN SHOULD BE MRS TOJI. I don’t give a shit what Gojo promised when he was six, he told Sera the fuckin truth, that YN would never have him. but jokes on Sera she’ll never have him either
I want more of MC being calm and truthful. Gojo deserves to suffer.
I do think Gojo’s mom was shitty though leaving her son in that situation. Probably the reason he is such a jackass now.
You’re writing is amazing and I am so emotionally invested in this story
gosh i feel like if mc got fed up and leave assh*le gojo he would have the same nightmare he has when his mom left him, theres huge possibility possibility that he would be mentally ill due to the stress n all that drama 😔
ON THE OTHER HAND MR TOJI ZENIN THOOO 😍 (literal heart eyes when i read his part 💕) MRS. ZENIN? YES PLSS 😙🤲 (personally would leave gojo dumbass any day now for toji 😋). TOTALLY WANT TO HAVE MC HAVING A MOTHER N SON RELATIONSHIP WITH bb boy megs😌, like he would treat her like a 2nd mom n all (gojo would be totally jealous like "why cant we have our own 😔" then mc be like "suck to be u then, i aint gonna be ur baby momma 🤪) toji x mc (with bb boy meg) = happy family 💗👪
that b*tch sera 🤢 tho im so pissed at her like wtf girl ur the mistress i just wanna 🔪🔪🏃♀️😤
i have a question regarding gojo's mom 👉👈, does she have a deeper reason why she left gojo with his sh*t abusive father 🤢. i like her tho she seem cool
and the last part where gojo told mc about the promise they made when they were 6 about a baby? im in confusion 😞
sorry for the wack english hehe 😜
MRS. ZEN’IN !!! it does sound nice sdnsj imagine how gojo feels when he hears that lol mans not gonna like it 😭
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Random Finch Family Headcanons
This is just my interpretation of the characters and things that just make sense to me. You may have a different interpretation, just please be kind. If you disagree with any of these, feel free to let me know and explain why :) I love to discuss things like this
First off, JEM IS NOT DEAD
Second, ATTICUS IS NOT PART OF THE KKK (or anything like it) FFS 😭
Same with Jack
Atticus is demisexual
Jack and Caroline are both a bit fruity
And I can’t tell if Alexandra is Straight™ or an extremely closeted lesbian
Jack got Rose Aylmer after Jean died
He talks to her like he talked to his sister-in-law
idk if this is canon but sometimes he calls her Rosie
Sometimes he also calls her Jean (usually an accident, but it also happens when he is really drunk)
Jean Graham was a wild child
she had somewhat frizzy hair that she would wear wild until she became a little older (but even then, she would really only put any effort into her appearance when she was going out and about)
She wore dresses that were too short and kept her blonde hair long
Most of the time she would tie the side pieces back so that it would be somewhat out of her face
Atticus' favorite was when her hair was all crazy and she had a wild grin on her face
That look would usually occur after she finished playing with Jem and/or Scout
It always reminded him of when he had first met her in Montgomery
Jean was the one that came up with Scout's infamous nickname
Jem is very emotional, despite the fact that he has a lot of patience and a relatively calm persona
He also has a bit of depression (but nothing severe)
He names his daughter after his mother
Atticus had one "girlfriend" when he was a teenager
She was a few years older than him and he lost his virginity to her
After it didn't really work out, he wasn't really in a relationship with anyone until he met Jean
He still talks to his late wife ALL the time
Whenever he does her calls her Jeannie
Just like how Jack talks to Rose, Atticus will talk to photographs and little trinkets that once belonged to his wife
He has a picture of her in the watch she gave him
Jean would call Atticus "baby" all the time when they first got together, which he loathed, but now he misses it a lot
Atticus and Jack are very stylish
That being said they are also very picky about what they wear
The Finch siblings get together a few times every year
Despite the fact that Jack and Caroline make Alexandra go absolutely feral, she looks forward to it every time
When they were little, Alexandra would sing to Caroline while she braided her hair for her
Jem keeps a picture of his mother on his nightstand next to his bed
Scout and Dill don't end up together but they still write each other whenever they are able
Jem doesn't grow to be quite as tall as Atticus, but he is taller than Jack
Jack almost never gets short-man syndrome despite the fact that Scout and Caroline tease him about it often
He is the shortest of the four Finch siblings
Atticus still makes a point to have his kids visit with Jeans family as often as they can
They tell Scout and Jem stories of Jean when she was their age
Once Scout got to be a little older, she was gifted one of her mothers old dresses
She stayed composed while receiving the gift, but Atticus later found her crying in the bathroom
Jem has one daughter and she calls Atticus by his name, and calls her great uncle "Jackie"
At first Jack despises it but it grows on him quickly
Jack is very emotional by nature but has grown a lot more apathetic due to age and being alone for so long
He moves back to Maycomb not long after the Tom Robinson trial
He retired at an early age and now he spends all his time reading and tending to Rose
There are so many more, but I just needed to get this out of my system because for some reason I have been obsessed with the Finches lol. I also want to do more with Jean and Atticus because I just love them so much and their story makes me so sad :(
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Eagles: Date Night 3x4
*Check out my (long 😇) analysis/review and peep my OTH comparisons lol
1. Mats is literally falling apart at the seams. He looks a wreck. Is this his rock bottom?
2. Can you imagine playing hockey? I wouldn’t even be able to catch myself on rollerblades. I would fall on my ass repeatedly….
OMG DATE IDEA: Amie and Elias go ice skating/rollerblading! He teaches her how to skate?!! Ooo or a karaoke date!
@ Carl and Stefan
3. Felicia is posted up having last night regrets…Chile, we’d all hope this was enough to stop whatever is coming. That makes me sound like a fortune teller but I just don’t think this is the episode she decides she will become clean and sober.
4. I feel really bad for Ludde. I don’t know if he will ever be close to what he was… You know what this reminded me of, Lucas Scott when he found out about his heart condition. If you’ve watched OTH you know he eventually moved on to writing novels. Ludde likes to write music….very left field me talking about this I know but it just had me thinking
Update: “Hockey isn’t everything” well well well. I guess I’m not far off. The OTH blueprint still lives!!
5. Elias is so damn cocky lmao just like Nathan. lol
6. I am just waiting for Mats’s huge “this team is special” speech. I have faith it will come.
7. Retro in Swedish is so extra and expressive, I love it!
8. I ALMOST CHOKED ON MY CURTESY TACO BELL DIET COKE DRINK! AMIE, LUDDE, ELIAS? ABORT ABORT ABORT!
Oh this is fucking awkward. Ok well she’s smiling so, that’s a good sign. Things seemed to be squashed since the funeral? Am I reaching with that conclusion? Ludde looks like he’s about to choke too tf 😂……..
Ludde looking at Elias and Amie, oh my gosh 😂😂 yup, you picked up the vibes too huh? BIIIIITCH! Look at Ludde hooking a brotha UP!
Elias is acting so anxious about asking Amie out and Amie is just chillin’! Icing on the cake if he were to turn around and bump into the beetle. But I guess he’s too suave for that 🙄😂 Definitely ‘boy likes girl more’ trope on LOCK!…
Ugh YES! Amie and Ludde are back to being friends (somewhat of that Haley and Lucas friendship)!! I liked them working on music together. I’m excited to see what they come up with. OOOOR when Amie goes back to music full time, she hires Ludde to be her collaborator and songwriter (if there is a chance Ludde doesn’t get in to the London school)?!
9. WAIT? Why didn’t I catch this earlier??? Sam is Andres’s boyfriend? I really missed that last episode? 😂…
Aw shit… why is Andreas coughing up a lung now??
10. I need this mother/daughter relationship repaired! Y’all hate to see it but I’m siding with Petra. Idk how the laws work over there with minor’s signing contracts without legal guardian’s consent but putting my self in petra’s position, I would feel some kind of way if my child just left without a moments notice and the only times I heard about how she was was on the radio when she indirectly disses me. I am all for Amie following her dreams but not at the cost of loosing her mother.
MAN, THE WAY PETRA ALMOST JUMPED OUT HER OWN SKIN WHEN SHE HEARD AMIE SAY ELIAS 😭😭 I know those 1980’s flashbacks hit miss mama’s HARD
What prior relationship was Amie in? tf??
“We don’t need to talk to each other” Girl what the hell is going on? I’m at a cross between being irritated and being hella sad. I must have missed something because this don’t make no kinda sense…
11. Aw, look at Felicia being all romantic… I know that food is cold but at least your man showed up lmao
12. Why the hell is this girl talking about her funeral AGAIN?? This is the second time DAMMIT!! Y’all think I’m playing and kiki-ing but there is really something wrong with Felicia. Something is going to happen and I don’t think we are ready for it.
13. Amie… you really thought this was a group thing? AAAAHAHAHA! Elias said “probably just us” boy is trying to play this shit off so WEAK 😭😭 If y’all don’t stop playing… y’all know this is a date *raises eyebrows*.
Elias is so nervous, i LOVE IT! If anybody has ever been to the movie theaters, you know that the snacks always cost more, good bye 💀
Elias asked her to pick out candy he’d like? Are we serious?? Of course Amie knew what he’d like 🤪 soulmates usually do.
Holy shit, Elias is asking if Amie has a boyfriend. Guys my heart right now… CREEPER BO WAS AMIE’S BOYFRIEND?!?! (makes sense why she was playing with his fingers) THAT MAN HAD TO BE IN HIS 30’S WTF?!? The name Creeper Bo remains.
Amie did not just call Klara the biggest bitch in their city bro SHUT UP! She ain’t wrong but my gosh girl 😂😂 I am getting my LIFE RN! She really has that “everyone can get the smoke” energy (even for her mom :((.. petty me is stopping lol) I love Amie’s character so much. she is very well rounded. she definitely has room to grow and mature but you can see she is still a good person and never wants to maliciously hurt anyone. Even calling Klara a bitch, which we all know she is, Amie still says she sees good in her.
Elias is just straight flirting with my girl oh my gosh 😭 i’m so happy.
14. Ok, great! We are getting into Felicia’s whole mindset with this social media gig. Cuz a girl has been wanting to know! Ok, i’m teetering on the line of Felicia telling Ludde, she just wants them to not have plans and dreams and stay in their town forever as selfish but honest. Only because us as the audience knows ludde actually has dreams. this all depends on her reaction when she finds out which by the tell of this current convo, her ass is definitely finding out unintentionally. she might hear an admissions voicemail, read an email or peep a submission packet. ludde’s ass is definitely not saying a damn thing.
Ludde says he doesn’t want to be a sugar baby anymore. Felicia just completely shuts down during any argument when she is being contested.
15. I’m like, nervous watching Amie and Elias on this stroll right now 😭 You see his body language. He is literally turned to her while they are walking forward. Love to see it.
16. Clearly Felicia is depressed and she turns to drugs. Sometimes a simple “promise” doesn’t help someone actually get clean.
Hold up hold up hold up… I think Ludde and Felicia are both right and conveniently none of them were thinking about the other.
Now…. if you forgive someone, you don’t bring up their past and rub it in when it suits you. Either forgive him or don’t be with him again. Felicia just copped to doing drugs and she turns it around to talk about Ludde and Amie… the deflection is wild
17. Oh another thing Amie and Elias have in common, they both moved back home. Wowowow. Oh he is down BAAAAAAAAAAD!
18. Okay……… I had a feeling Amie’s dad might be brought up. Oh gosh 🤦🏾♀️ 1. We gotta verify because that voice sounded a bit off, sorry. 2. of course when we see him in person, Petra has to verify! What I think might happen is, dearest daddy is really back, with petra and amie fighting (or more, amie fighting petra) amie might stay with her dad which would be horrible. i can see it now, he would definitely play that “your mom wouldn’t let me see you” card and he would help drive the wedge further and further away. I can definitely see Petra putting things to the side with the Kroon’s and asking Elias to bring Amie back home to her. Elias could possibly see that Amie’s dad could be using her for her name and fame. Or I could just be all wrong here…
* also, amie and elias’s first kiss better be as enthusiastic and passionate as they did with other folks prior, js (what if their first kiss is really in the rain yall..)
Tell what y’all think?! What are y’all’s predictions?
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thnks for answering my asks. lol. my sister isn't watching DAYS so i've no one to talk to abt it. and i find ur drama tastes similar to mine. i'm those webtoon/drama anon you've answered a few months ago. lol. too shy to use my tumblr acc to ask. i've started law school but haven't finished since Mouse is too heavy....i ಥ_ಥ my heart dropped so many times cos of that drama. so i barely watched dramas and just started again recently. I've been reading webtoons lately.
Omgg were u perhaps the anon who recommended me to read yumi’s cells? Cause if you are, then tysmm for that rec! Although I haven’t finished it bcs of daily pass, thanks to you I was able to find out about an incredible webtoon. I 100% regretted not reading it while it was there kehfjwhd (if you’re not the anon then pretend you didn’t read any of this 🙃)
But anyways, yeah, pls do continue sending me asks about anything, whether it be kdramas or webtoons! I love getting asks so so much and I appreciate every single person who has ever sent me them. You don’t have to tell me ur username and u can stay as an anon, but what if you maybe add an emoji or a symbol afterwards so that I can recognize you? 😬 just a simple suggestion tho, you don’t have to if you don’t want to haha
I also dropped mouse as it was too heavy for me 😭 It’s actually sort of funny how I went around recommending people to watch mouse as it was a really good show (like seriously I LOVED it so much), but then I dropped it almost right after as it was wayy too dark for me lol 💀 Law school, on the other hand, although it’s also about murder, ig it’s leaning more towards mystery? Also compared to mouse the scenes are much much brighter, which is why I managed it til the end LMAO. I’m glad you started law school tho cause I swear it’s a really good show, you HAVE to finish it. It’s literally my obsession rn
Anyways it’s great that we have the same tastes in dramas haha. Again, you can ask me drama recs or my drama opinions whenever you want, and I’ll be sure to answer them! Btw what webtoons are you reading right now? Ones I’ve been currently into are my roommate is a gumiho, romance 101 (I’ve read both of those in naver I just wanted to reread it again (this time with correct translation)), and back to you (it’s not my fav webtoon but somehow I catch myself always commenting on it every single week? Lol idk man). I’m also currently reading yumi’s cells and nevertheless cause of the upcoming dramas kwhdjwhd can’t wait for those to air (yes ik nevertheless is a 19+ drama/webtoon which is why I’m lowkey considering watching it again 😭)
Lastly, thank you soo muchh for all the asks anon! ❤️
Now that i’ve had some time to gather my thought about the new chapter of the lowlander. Obviously there are going to be things you can’t answer so I’ll just dump all my thoughts on you 🤣
1- I think the meeting with Yoongi could go one or two ways. But being he’s not happy to see Marge because of the rumors going around that she was the one to summon the dragon that killed the thane. And Yoongi thinks Marge has some to either cause trouble because of everything that has happened to her in her time in the Avvar OR he thinks she coming to claim her title as Thane since Marcus said Woman could also be Thanes!
2- WHERE THE FUCK IS JUNGKOOK 😭 They did say they felt someone was stalking them in the woods but I don’t think Jungkook would’ve stayed back if it was him on the path? I want to belive he left the hold to go back to marge but something is telling me he didn’t... Idk why but hopefully I’m wrong.
3- WHY TF DO I FIND MARCUS SO ATTRACTIVE?????????????? LIKE I can’t help but to laugh at myself because these last two chapter, when you were explaining the men in Orlais. I was just like 🤷🏻♀️. But as soon as you started describing Marcus, I was like HOLD UP ONE MINUTE. Why this man sound so HOT????
She’d been thinking and so didn’t break eye contact quickly enough, and very quickly the man rose and drew close. (HOT)
The man mistook her accounting for nerves and gave her a grin as he insisted, “Do not be afraid. I see you watch me.” (HOTT)
His grin, crooked and smug with beautifully clean teeth, felt familiar in her gut. His hair was a light brown and had a slight curl, but his eyes were dark, round, a bit playful. It baffled her for a moment, before she rushed to say in Avvar, (SEXY, CAN I BE HIS WIFE?)
Marcus got me deep and it’s only been one chapter wtf 😩😩
I'm really truly dying at the Marcus love. I was like "the readers are going to be so annoyed with me for introducing ANOTHER character who isn't BTS, especially when Hoseok and Yoongi have had such tiny parts to far." And then instead you all are overthrowing the story for Marcus, it's so funny. Yo-han is going to be so disappointed to be in the shadow another brother, and a younger one at that
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Hi Kat!! Can I request something angsty for Harry because idk why but apparently I want my heart broken tonight???? Anyway, I hope this isn’t too long or too specific for you cause I’d love to see where you can take it. 🥺 So you and Harry have a fight and he tells you he’s done and you warn him that if he wants you to be gone you will be but if you leave you’re gone for good. Then he regrets it only to find you were super serious. 😳
￼this is very short I’m so sorry😭
“You lied to me! Over and over and over and I found out through your brother! Your bloody brother who was drunk and told me everything!” Your screams can be the only thing heard in the night, no noise in the house was louder than you and Harry.
“There was obviously a reason! Didn’t want you acting like this!” He shouts back. It was just a court of screaming tonight. Finally broken by you, when you grab your bag.
“I’m leaving.” Was all you said, with the bag you carried usually, nothing but your car keys, wallet, gum and maybe a makeup wipe if you were lucky.
“Fine!” He wanted to say more but he watched you walk out. Yoy mumbled something more to him but he couldn’t hear it, the sounds of your car starting was enough to make him angry enough to storm out too.
Running to his twins house for comfort knowing you would be back by morning. By morning it would all be a blur, it always was. You two fought, took your space, came back for some tea and tears in the early hours before holding each other for the rest of the day. Kissing and making love.
But that wasn’t it this time. He came back by morning and your stuff was gone. There would be no more lies, no more misspoken truths and no more rumors. It was done. This time there was no tea and tears, making love and watching movies. There was nothing, you two were nothing
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You Deserve This
Andy Dolan x Female Reader
GIF by @kissxmedeadly !!
“The reader asking Andy about his kiddo (let's pretend is a lil boy 🤣) and him being very emotional about it and the reader who truly loves him conforts him 😭❤️” - anon
Please read the warnings!!
Warnings: use of drugs (weed), smut, oral (female receiving), slight public sex, slight angst, mentions of rehab, mentions of suicidal thoughts, a lil bit of crying and VERY slight Eden spoilers, but thats only if you don't want to know anything AT ALL, so basically none? idk lmao:)
Notes: hi! So this is my first Andy fic, I wrote it very quickly last night after a sudden burst of inspiration and it doesn't make too much sense, also it’s kinda cheesy? I don't think I've ever written anything this angsty or soft before, but i’m trying to be more in touch w my emotions nd this is my way of doing that, so hopefully i'll do more things like this soon:) also if you’re interested, the title is one of my favourite songs by Men I Trust that I just thought fit Andy well.
Word count: 1.8k
The warm, dancing breeze washed over your skin, plucking up your many goosebumps and blowing the rainbow coloured sea of petals that decorated the large garden from left to right. The bittersweet mix of their fragrances and Andy’s blunt rushed to you and filled your scrunched up, wrinkled nose as you let out a loud laugh. The vibrant expanse of fluffy grass felt close to a mattress underneath you, cradling your form whilst you laid amongst the greenery and watched Andy ghost a deep inhale of the blunt he had balanced precariously between two fingers. He flopped his arm across the gap between you and offered you another toke, the dopey smile spread over his features making you laugh even more.
“What’s so funny? Hmm?” He questioned you jokingly, rolling onto his forearms and bringing his face to hover just above yours as you brought the blunt to your lips. You couldn't hold in your laughter, your drug hazed state and the breeze that pushed his brown curls to tickle your blushing skin only exaggerating your amusement further as you choked out clouds of smoke.
“What??” He joined in laughing, finding humour in his own confusion and finding your laugh infectious. His lips found your own in a sudden yet gentle kiss which you gladly embraced, still not managing to fully compose yourself as you giggled into his open mouth.
You did your best to pull back from the kiss, but were reminded you didn't really have anywhere to go when you felt a blade of grass flutter against your ear. “It’s just.. your smile.” You rested your blunt carrying hand on his cheek as you spoke, feeling your heart swell when he pulled an overdramatic expression of insult at your reply.
“What’s so wrong with my smile?!” He half faked offence, not understanding what you could possibly find so amusing about it as you giggled more and more. “What’s wrong with it?- is it my lips? ‘They not good enough for you baby?” His thick accent aided his voice, making him sound even more attractive than he already was as he joked with you.
“Noo! it definitely wasn’t your lips, cause I love those.” You gripped his locks a little firmer, biting your lip as his stare changed from one of curiosity to one of want.
“Oh yeah?” He leaned back down and kissed you again, but this time rougher, the weed made you feel as if his lips were slowly melting into your own as it sent strong signals of lust through your body. He put all his weight on one arm, lifting the other and groping your waist with it whilst simultaneously moving to trail wet kisses down your neck.
His touches were deep, yet executed so delicately it convinced you if he was any rougher, you might just break. He opened the buttons of the flowing shirt you wore; one you had stolen out of his wardrobe that morning. He moved his head further down your chest to your stomach, mouth racing in slow motion to reach you were he wanted to most.
Forgetting to explain why you found his smile so funny in the first place, your high carried your thoughts closer towards how incredible his mouth felt on your skin, making you lean into his touch and let out a few small mewls.
As he reached your panty line, he tapped your hip, signalling for you to lift them so he could take your shorts off. He slid them off your legs in a quick, smooth motion that had them landing on a nearby lavender bush. The garden had quite a large variety of blossoming shrubbery and many clusters of beautiful flowers, it was probably down to the bi-weekly gardeners Andy had hired. You had known they were expensive and after spending so much time like this, lazing around, surrounded by the expensive home’s nature, you were beginning to understand why he had hired them.
You returned your gaze from the dangling shorts, back to the man nestled between your bare thighs. His beard was scratching at your skin in the best way possible as he laid small kisses over the thin fabric that covered your cunt. His hot breathe felt like fire as you wriggled and squirmed below him, just wanting some kind of contact from him.
He used two fingers to peel your panties to the side, groaning at the site of your glistening folds before kissing your clit gently. His tongue started swiping across your cunt slowly, taking all the time in the world to make you feel as good as he knew he could. You moaned loudly, grabbing at his hair once more as he sucked on you deeply.
“Mr Dolan?” You were interrupted by a throat clearing before hearing a man speak; one of Andy’s many servants you guessed. They had never seemed to leave the two of you alone whilst you had been staying there. No matter how big his home was, you always seemed to find another at every corner.
Andy looked up to the man with question and annoyance, raising an eyebrow at him as he wished for him to just hurry up and leave so the two of you could continue with your escapades. “It’s the phone for you Mr Dolan. Your son.”
Andy quickly rose from his place below you, his mind abandoning all thought of the act he was just partaking in as he jogged past the glass doors of his home, wanting only to speak to the young boy.
You sat up slightly, doing up a few buttons of your shirt and laying your crossed legs to the side of you as you held yourself up with your arm. You watched him as he scrambled into the house after his servant, little red marks from where he had been lying in the grass next to you were noticeably imprinted on the skin of his left arm, the one he had been leaning on, and his open shirt was flowing behind him with the speed he was moving.
You looked down to the flowers on front of you, picking a single daisy that bore tinted, pink tips on the end of each slim, white petal, twirling the stem around between two of your fingers as you listened to the breeze pick up. You could feel the mood of the air change as he left, the wind feeling more cold an irritating than once before as you pondered the call Andy was having.
You knew how desperate he had been to speak to his son again. It had been months since he had spoken to him without his ex-wife being the messenger. He missed him more than he knew to describe.
His recent divorce had been what had fuelled him to return home to Eden; hoping to find solace in the paradise he knew so well after feeling as if he had lost himself entirely. Spending too many years constantly playing other people had taken more of a toll on him than he had realised, that was until he was sent to rehab. After getting out, he felt as if staying in Eden was the only way for him to climb out of the dark hole he had managed to find himself in. Unfortunately, this journey of finding himself had meant making the decision to leave his son behind in Los Angles. Something he didn't like to speak on much.
When you had first met him in rehab however, he had been extremely open about his life, telling you how anger was the only emotion he could really feel anymore. Explaining that if he wasn’t at least the slightest amount intoxicated, he didn't think he couldn't go on with living; especially after the recent downfall of his career being showcased for the entire world to see. It was dark stuff, but you understood each other. That’s a big part of what made you grow so close.
You picked off petal after petal from the daisy, watching its beauty fade with each pluck and letting each one slowly blow into the breeze, creating a tragic stream as they blew away from you and down to the not so far off shoreline. As you plucked the last petal, you admired the daisy, still glowing with pollen and beaming in the sunlight despite have lost so many important parts of it. You stuck it into your shirt pocket and fell back down to lay on the grass as you waited for Andy to finish his call.
It had been maybe ten minutes you were lying with your eyes closed, enjoying the heat that beamed down from the clear, Australian sky when you finally heard the slow footsteps that you knew to be Andy’s, pattering along the grass. You shot up from where you lay to see the dopey-smiled man who had left you in the garden just fifteen minutes before, only to be faced with a red-eyed, teary one.
“Andy what happened? Are you okay?” He fell down onto the grass besides you, staring at you but completely wordless. You felt as if you could see into his soul. He was feeling so many emotions he hadn’t even been able to grasp at in so long. It was overwhelming him and you knew it. You reached out to stroke is cheek, concern running through you for the man that you had grown to love so dearly over the past few months.
He looked up “She’s gonna let me see him. T-They’re coming over next month.” A tear fell from his face as he smiled harder than you had ever seen him smile before. He was finally going to see his son after all these long months and you couldn’t have been any happier for him.
“Really?! That’s amazing, oh my god!” You moved forwards, wrapping your arms over his large shoulders and squeezing him in a hug so full of love it was palpable. “You really got to speak to him this time?” You questioned him once more before pulling away from his grasp, thinking back to the many times his ex-wife had promised he could speak with the boy but decided at the last minute he wouldn’t get to.
“Yeah!.. he uhh,” He took in a shaky breath, chuckling with joy as he recalled hearing the young boy’s voice so filled with excitement and energy over the phone. “He said he couldn't wait to meet you! You know, when I told him about you.” He stumbled over his words, running a hand through his hair as he shook with nerves, doing his best to calm himself.
In that moment, you felt your love for him soar higher than it ever had before. You were so proud of the progress he had made, and you knew his son would be too. “And I cant wait to meet him either.” You rested your forehead against his, the two of you enjoying a stand still and bathing in the happiness you both felt in the beautiful moment. The sound of the ever present breeze occupied your ears as the laughter emitting from two of you joined it, echoing a song throughout the garden that wouldn’t be forgotten any time soon.
Thank you sm for reading!!🥺💗
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hi!! can i request a ship ?
i’m a 5’4 african american nonbinary person (i use they/them pronouns !!) with big black glasses since my vision is so bad </3 i have brown eyes and a mole on my bottom lip, and the “standard” two earlobe piercings. i’m an ‘03 liner with a leo sun, taurus moon, and cancer rising and my mbti is infj. i have a bob haircut and it’s VERY VERY dark brown.
i love anything that has to do with reading, writing, music, and sports, and i want to go into sports journalism one day. i LOVE baseball, and that’s mainly what i wanna write about. i was on my school’s newspaper staff as one of the editors in chief !! before i graduated i loved that class and my french class the most, i’ve been taking french for four years :)
i play the violin and have been ever since i was 9 :) i also really love musical theatre, rent, hamilton, and the phantom of the opera being my favorites !
i have adhd so when i hyperfixate it’s very intense. i also have a slight lisp ! my love language is physical touch :) but i also really love taking care of people and doing things for them, i often feel like that’s my purpose in life (sorry to get so deep on you all of a sudden lmao)
i’m of course a kpop stan and have been since 2015 ! i also like watching kdramas but i don’t watch them often, the last one i fully remember because i’ve watched it so many times is strong woman do bong soon, it’s my favorite drama. however i am watching vincenzo at the moment and it’s very good !
whenever i’m not listening to kpop i mostly listen to 90’s and 2000’s r&b and hip hop. i’m also a really big movie fanatic, my comfort film is the goonies! bring it on is a close second and i love the harry potter and twilight series’s.
my most favorite colors are purple, blue, pink, and green, but i don’t wear them often. i mostly wear white and black, but recently i started wearing a bit more yellow! i think it looks good with my skintone :D
i dont know how much you need to know about me and i’m not sure if i’ve overshared or not so i’ll stop here 😭 thank you in advance for the ship <3
OMG HI I SWEAR I OVERLOOKED THIS IM SO SORRY-
thanks for requesting!
i ship you with jake :D
nah bcs why do i feel like you guys are similar 😐 anyways,, i think (for me at least) jake would be really proud in what you do and flex it on to the members. he would also love seeing you play the violin :,) i guess it gives him nostalgia. he’ll try to play your violin ig ig but yea you get the gist.
get ready for jake fanboy-ing over vincenzo (istg that drama gave me stress ngl). please he would watch it with you and just idk scReEch- i also feel like he would notice when you hyperfixate. but when he sees that it happens in an unhealthy matter ig he’ll provide you a distraction like taking you out if ever its needed :D
i hope you liked this and im so sorry this took so long KSJJSAJ
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long day today for me! had a doctors appointment and then took a nap after because doctors appointments of any kind wear me out oops
nah i'm the youngest so that's why i'm always annoying her to not go to class lmao she's doing grad school from home rn
ewwwww business clothes. i know professionalism and all that but 🤮 let me wear casual clothes all the time please and thanks
shaving for societal standards? ew gross so 2000s. shaving for the aerodynamics? delicious big wrinkle brain moves
we assume he's a stray, he's got no collar and he seems to spend most of his days at our house💁🏽♀️ one time he left a dead mouse under my dads car so really this is his house now alskdkfk. we have a dog! i actually just crocheted her a little bandana and sun hat last night lmao she hates it but i love it😌☺️
omg yes that tire was messed up! im no professional driver but please it's so obviously not from debris. all the seb content was lovely this weekend i want more‼️🗣🗣
ew gross what happened to the avs😭 i stopped watching after the first period to watch the usa-mexico nationals league final which was a mess😳 each half had almost 10+ stoppage time AND went to extra time which also had like 10+ stoppage time. usmnt win tho which like ew but also yay for my bvb child gio reyna
beaten by the worst canadian team ever? embarrassing‼️ could not be me💁🏽♀️ i saw some vids of troy stetcher from that final game i think he's so funny to me💀 i watched one game of worlds (maybe it was international at least) and it was switzerland against idk who but my mom actually put it on and then spent the rest of the day looking at the watches of the brand that sponsored switzerland lmao (even tho we definitely cannot afford them but they're v nice to look at)
oh my god no alskdj imagine they just didn't clarify that tho😭 they'd have everyone think they're just stinky nasty boys hahahah i love it
not the mayweather-paul fight nooooo😩 why do they still allow him to do that like why can't we let the p*ul brothers just disappear into oblivion in utah or something (get them out of puerto rico literally no one wants them there). at least you got that nice walk def better than watching the avs hurt us😬😒
hope it's been a splendid day! acting like there's no hockey today at all because the only series today are cursed and ugly i do not want it😌
honestly I feel that so hard omg leaving the house for ANYTHING these days is Too Much but medical buildings have a special way of draining ur soul 😤 anyway bestie I hope it went well!!
Omg 😭 younger sibling solidarity fk yeah ❣️ tbh older siblings are too responsible :/ just drop out of school like wtf do u need grad school for :///
Right ? What does wearing running shoes or hoodies have to do w my ability to practice medicine :( let me be COMFYYY. Def need to find some nice scrubs tbh I don’t think I can live in dress pants and flats for the next two years
Honestly F1 teams need to get us onboard here we have so many good ideas. We could fix everyones facial hair to make them perform at their PEAK in F1 🤨
oh my gosh 😭 Walter loves you guys !!! Walter considers u family and leaves u presents !!!! Omg that’s so stinkin cute A SUN HAT A BANDANA ?! What kind of dog is she 🥺 all my besties have dogs and sometimes they make me a lil nervous but I love them all 🗣
oh my gosh right I really hope this is the AM resurgence … I wanna see some stroll podiums as well I lov heeeem my emotional support Canadian billionaire heir (he’s a h*bs fan but still) 🗣
KDHJDKS im so mad I missed that match it sounds like it was insane !!! Lmaoooo hahaha the us soccer teams like men and women strike such discomfort in my soul idrk why but I don’t trust them 🤨 it might just be the Canada v USA thing tbh but omg ur right gio is so sweet 😭 also him and t zegras (one of the ducklings) are friends which is so curious how do all these athletes FIND each other … imagine ur like 15 and u go to a high school for elite athletes or whatever tf and somehow u all end up playing at the highest level in ur respective sport :/ sounds fake but ok 😪
KDJDKDK he is so much I love him tho. He had a rlly sick pass for one of the ot winners in the tourney 🗣 kdjdkkd oh my gosh everything I hear about your mom as a sports fan is so Frickin funny plsss ✋🏽 yo Switzerland is So Boujee w everything they do it’s wild like they just seem expensive at baseline 😤 I like the random cars they put in the stands ahha
Literallt they’re just out here making a mockery of the sport and it’s allowed bc at the end of the day it draws in money 🥲 that’s why we do our part by watching that bullsh*t on illegal streams solely to clown them 😩🤠
Kshdksks I watched both hockey games bc I hate myself and like to suffer 🤩 at least br*ins lost at home, that’s always satisfying 💗 not the mf h*bs sweep lmfao I’m starting to think all the haters were right when they said the North is the weakest division 😩 jets catfished us all, paraded around masquerading as a good team … absolutely fraudulent. Also not the Oilers getting swept in the first round and then having to watch as the team that beat them got swept in the second round 🥲 someone check on mcjesus (and tell him to come to Toronto)
Hope u had a good day too bestie !! We made shawarma with lots of accoutrements for dinner (I made hummus !!! Delicious) and it was so nice.
Also here’s a pic of the first two strawberries from our garden hehe
The little stems and leaves are soooo perfect 😭
Take care love you!! 💗💗💗
Im glad you like your coworkers! Nice coworkers can make stressful jobs bearable so I always appreciate cool people where I work. I'm good! I just turned 27 and all my friends visited me for a weekend to celebrate. I'm feeling very emotionally healed. 😊 Also darn this app for stifling your gifs cause they're BEAUTIFUL. Can I get more thoughts on the Gambler music video from you? Cause my emotions about Minhyuk's fits and Changkyun's hair are OVERFLOWING. - Bias Wrecked
ahh yes!! this is gonna take a while to type out which is why i’ve taken so long to even get to answering it, so i apologize!! but!! for lack of a better transition, let’s begin!!
first i just wanna talk about that first minhyuk verse, how he says ‘i like that’ and smirks yeah i fuck with that that was so hot 😩😩 not to mention how he straight up kills or at least knocks out some dude and drags his body into another room. the way he was buttoning up his shirt with that little smirk again? hot
hyungwon in general was just so beautiful in this mv??? like not even in just the mv also i’m the photoshoot?? he looked so pretty in version 2 of the album i was ready to get on one knee while imagining him on both of his 💔💔💔 i also love how jooheon had a literal hostage and minhyuk could have literally killed a man but hyungwon was just straight up drinking and vibing and i love that for him.
i also love how kihyun’s outfit shows off just like a little bit of his abdomen, not enough for it to be a whoreish as id like but it’s just enough to be perfectly kihyun and i wouldn’t want him to be uncomfortable in an outfit just so i could find it sexy. when kihyun does the move that goes along with when he says ‘bluffing’ i lose my shit idk why but i love it so much 😭
ngl shownu??? handcuffed to the briefcase??? being patted down and searched for like a brief second?? both of those scenes were so hot ajsjdhsh i think we’re kinda lucky shownu isn’t a part of gambler promotions because he absolutely would have committed several homicides with his looks on stage
changkyun in that red outfit with his hair pulled back had a little piece of my soul i’ll admit 😔✋ but to be fair he was so pretty the entire music video idk how he does it but he just silently steals my heart every time.
and, best for last obviously, the kihyuk fight. the way minhyuk grabbed kihyun’s suit jacket collar but then the way kihyun pushed him away and they were both just yelling at each other??? that shit was so hot oh my god so so sexy, i wish i could watch those scenes forever, the way they both got up at and looked at each other with like complete murder in their eyes, the way someone tried to hold kihyun back and the way you can see hyungwon standing there watching like 🧍♀️
i tried to keep away from indulging my inner music nerd and doing a full song review of gambler’s musicality and meaning of it lyrically (go watch the mv again it has subtitles and holy shit i promise of any ounce of you is dominant you’ll adore it and even if you’re a complete baby bitch bottom (mean that with love <3) i promise you’ll still love them. it’s just them being like ‘i’m caught in your trap, i fall into your smile, i’m obsessed with your tricks, you stole my heart’ kinda vibes and my sadistic ass heart loves it) but if you want me to do that just let me know bc even thought it might take me a literal century to do it, i’m so down to talk about why this song is so musically perfect and dive deep into the lyrics
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parasocial relationships r like... really scary when you think about it... someone could fall in "love" with you without ever even meeting you and like having an actual conversation with you and some send death threats to others online if you even dare criticize their "comfort person" or "happy idols" like HE'S NOT GONNA FUCK YOU YOU ARE TWELVE BRO.....
with livestreams it's kinda dangerous bc I think this used to like not be possible back in the day right? you saw your favourite popstar on tv you couldn't type out a message they could read in real time yk... and now w vlive or twitch or whatever the fuck you can almost communicate a bit with your favourite stars and idk but I feel like on one hand it's really cool to see this progress because it's insane how technology nd shit can make that happen on the other hand I really worry for these kids that might just get a tablet pressed into their hands and experience an unfiltered version of the internet and some idols and public figures really need better management as to how mindful they should be when saying certain things but at the same time they aren't responsible for the children watching the parents should become more mindful but not controlling when dealing with the 1% lf the internet they get to see and use lskdlqld
why is this still on my mind
like it gets so complicated because everyone should be mindful and tread on the internet with care and not be exposed to mature content at a young age, violence and gross or disturbing images but they shouldn't be sheltered and the parents should look after their kids but public figures should not encourage parasocial relationships and make young and or impressionable fans attached to them like... what if they die in an accident... it could always happen so now you got attached kids that might even want to unalive themselves because they're so co-dependent on a public figure and the whole dating ban thing is so weird because fans don't have ownership over idols no matter what?? the companies and labels have got them in a chasity maybe but why the fans?? I get that they bring in the money but are your idols really living their dreams if they aren't allowed to be human or step out of ur imaginary lines??? that must really fuck with someones mental health if they "belong" to thousands of people that don't want you to date, have sex or be married............. LIKE?!?#$*
ARGGHH this is all so..... I think I could go on and ON abt this it disturbs me so deeply how people tie their COMFORT AND WELL BEING to someone ELSE?! like RELY on it...... mf make ur own happiness if you cannot produce serotonin urself,,, store bought is fine!!
idk I'm being super opinionated again which like...people like me should also learn when to just... shut the fuck up yk akdklskd no one needs to hear my opinions on everything...all the time....akkdlsld it's the internet no one cares kakdlskg but if u've made it this far I'm love u thanks for reading please like and subscribe kskflaldkf
don’t worry abt it babe the fact that there’s so much you can say abt this subject is just a testament to how serious and multi-faceted of an issue it really is
the thing abt having your comfort depend so heavily on another person…that’s a problem on its own and when it comes to that person being someone you dont even KNOW it makes things so SO much worse. having your mental wellbeing hinge on a complete stranger is so dangerous like there are so many ways that could go wrong they cant even all be listed 😭 for one if smth were to happen to them like you said.. i dont doubt that some ppl would go as far as to hurt themselves over it bc they’ve made that idol such an essential part of their life that it seems like the only thing to do
and the thing is you’ll see fans who are proud of it too. i see glimpses of ppl on twt who make their whole identity abt streaming and voting and buying merch and watching content and advertising their idols at any given opportunity and it’s so unsettling…like you are not their manager your are not their pr team…you are a fan and it shouldnt be a chore for you to be a fan, it’s supposed to be fun!! of course it’s fine to be happy for your faves and want success for them but so many ppl take it so seriously almost like their idols’ accomplishments are their own. the number of times i’ve seen ppl guilt others too by saying things like “they’ve worked so hard for us if you aren’t using all your time to stream and vote don’t call yourself a fan!!!” or “remember how happy [idol] was when they won this?? we have to make sure we make them happy again!!!” and it’s just so…far past the point of what a fan should be. i only follow loop + update accounts n yet ive still seen stuff like this so i can only imagine how much worse it gets when actually interacting w the fanbase /:
that’s exactly it…companies make it so easy for this kind of behavior to become the norm bc it benefits them at the end of the day. they capitalize off the dependency fans develop on their fave groups or idols and do everything in their power to make it stronger w stuff like video calls and dating bans and even policing what idols say it’s so evil when u think abt it. n yes the idea of fans owning their idols is a whole other can of worms…like it’s so messed up that idols just have to accept that becoming an idol means they wont get to be their own person bc everything they do needs to be approved by thousands and thousands of ppl who have this perfect image of you in their head that you cant step out of w/o the risk of being punished
it really is such a complicated issue i cant blame you for being so bothered by it 😭 and even though it’s so frustrating to think abt, it’s much better for you to be aware of and educated on parasocial relationships like you are rather than falling victim to them, bc unfortunately the same cant be said for a lot of young fans. im sure loneliness plays a big part in it too in some cases, there’s a sense of community that comes with this attachment to kpop groups and the fanbase itself, and while there’s nothing wrong w finding friends online and creating your own spaces, that subconcious connection ppl make between being a fan and the happiness + security they get from the sense of belonging can get unhealthy really fast
going from barking abt the chiddies to discussing the harms of parasocial relations in depth…loving the range here at catboyanon.tumblr.com <3
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Thank you for tagging me @oceluna .
1. why did you choose your url?
Originally it was gyllenholland00 because they were my first ship to inspire me to make moodboards but soon I started watching CK , I thought I should change my url . lol
2. any side-blogs? if you have them, name them and why you have them.
Yess this is one of them but i use this more than my main one lol . And also @buddieforlife im a 911 fan since S2 , and buddie is my ship . I don't like when all my fandoms are all together lol that's why I have them separately.
3. how long have you been on tumblr?
I think since probably 2018 /19 when I was sharing with my friend the same account . I think .
4. do you have a queue tag?
I don't what is that .
5. why did you start your blog in the first place?
I think Q1 answers . But mainly I want to make moodboards without my family knowing , so it's like my secret .
6. why did you choose your icon/pfp?
Jake Gyllenhaal is my mans , I love Jake 😍😍😍 and it's kinda aesthetic hence my url lol .
7. why did you choose your header?
Gyllenholland was my shit , and they both cute . I have been actually thinking to change it to Lawrusso . Any Ideas ?
8. what’s your post with the most notes?
uhhhh idk let me check ......
Ok so it was one of my first post of Gyllenholland sugar daddy au .
9. how many mutuals do you have?
unfortunately in antisocial shy person , so I struggle to make mutuals so only one . God im such a loner 😭
10. how many followers do you have?
784 for @aestheticsuwu ,for my buddie account 1,040 (omg I didn't even realise thank you so much I have never had this much followers. ILY guys so much ❤❤)
and my main that I don't use 144 followers
11. how many people do you follow?
Idk 166 , I had to check on my main blog to see sometimes I forget this isn't my main .
12. have you ever made a shitpost?
I feel like all my post are not good enough .
13. how often do you use tumblr each day?
Everyday unfortunately I havent been able to get a new phone so I could only use tumblr for like 2 hrs because I can't charge my phone and I broke my parents tablet .
14. did you have a fight/argument with another blog once? who won?
unfortunately yes . They started commenting on my post about how I shipped real people in real life and mean stuff when the post was about the characters not the actors .
And I wish I had use better words but I was in bad time , where I was so insecure about everything I did (I still am but mentally I meant). I basically blocked them and made a post that I wasnt forcing anyone to like my stuff or threatning the actors to be together .
15. how do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts?
Idk, im really slow at tumblr even though I have use this app for some years I still don't know how to use it . Idk even know what that means ^^^
16. do you like tag games?
17. do you like ask games?
their fun .
18. which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?
I think every blog should be famous because their taking their time to make or tell us , express themself through here .
19. do you have a crush on a mutual?
????? no but I love everyone who helps me by liking my post it means alot ❤❤oh I love my friend 🌊🌙 .
whoever wants to do it !!!!
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I just saw that JJK is available on Netflix so ig im gonna watch it there!! Maybe I'll tell u my impressions on the characters after SKSKSSKS I haven't watched the S2 of Fruit basket and BSD yet since my feels went south and kinda lost interest in it (ik shame on me i love the anime when I was watching S1 😭) BUT i will watch S2 in the right time 😌 , My hero academia is one of my favorite anime/manga although i haven't watched S5 yet since i don't have the motivation to yet? and my feelings ain't right yet if u get what i mean 😭
aaaaaaaa I'm getting sad now that I'm thinking about it coz like i know I want to watch it but idk why I'm not watching it yet SJSJKDDKJH this happens irl too like if i want to chat w/ a friend or just someone and ik I got to make the first move if I want to have a conversation w/ them (since they usually start the convo before and they don't now), but i still don't do it and it's frustrating SJDADjkadhk This my sad hour time ig🤧 HAHAHA, sorry for the long rant!! DJHSJD i saw your tag you're so sweet ceciii! i love u toooooo!!!! you deserve the world 😙 -Angst anon feeling angsty *ba dum tss*
What, JJK is available on Netflix?! girl, you gots to watch it then. Yes, please do let me know your impressions of the character. I'm so so excited to hear about your thoughts. I know what you mean about Fruit Basket though, I lowkey skipped a few episodes in S2. I'm just waiting for S3 to complete so I can BINGE it and CRY my eyes out. Again, I know what you mean bc I haven't been able to watch a lot of anime these days 😭 I'm like stuck deep in my love for Dazai Osamu so I'm just rewatching Bungo Stray Dog again and again and again
never apologize for ranting, I'm all ears whenever you wanna chat. Sometimes we want to do smth but we just can't and we don't know why. Sometimes we just gotta slap our face and be like "JUST DO IT" and just do it. You deserve the world too, my angsty boo 💕 also that drum solo at the end was very cute 👏 👏 👏
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i listened to girls like girls by hayley kiyoko and 1989 by taylor swift on REPEAT while i was still pretending i was straight……i vividly remember watching the shake it off mv and getting to the part taylor was crawling through the legs of those women and i was like……..oh. okay. guess i’m a dyke now 👍 idk why it was just that part of that music video considering i would watch the actresses kiss on repeat in the girls like girls mv but. my little lesbian brain didn’t process it until then so 🤷
oH MY GOSHDNXMXMD me as you listening to hayley kiyoko saying, “gay is ok i guess but i’m not” 😭😭😭😭 the rEALIZATION FROM THE MV IM CRYFJGNG i love that nemfushrj but completely understandable how we didn’t process it to being attracted to them since we had felt like that most of our lives, it’s society that makes us feel not normal about it so we have to come to terms with it 🤢 BUT I LOVE THIS THANK YOU FOR SHARING ANGEL!!!💖💓💞💖💞
what was the song you listened to or comfort song when you were coming to terms with your sexuality?
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hey ^_^ im 15, im a girl i think, im 5'6", & i have blonde hair and blue-green eyes. my favorite fruit is mango. if i were to take u on a date i think we would go like on a mall expedition of sorts.. first candle smelling at the candle shop, then the obligatory trip to bath & body works to buy the customary two bottles of lotion, and then to the carousel (!) where we would ride the horses that go up and down because theyre the most fun 💞
hey <33 mall expeditions sound so fun u can buy cinnabon & people watch!! nd ur SO right the best horses go up & down idk why i ever thought they were like. childish or smth 😭 but ! i would love that date xx
Tagged by @billkinsdancing THANK YOUUUU DJSKSKKSKS I LOVED YOUR CHOICE OF TUMBLR CRUSH LMAOOO
1. Why did you choose your url? Honestly I have no idea. I just wanted something that wouldn't grab people's attention- fear of people irl finding me here and my writing in general (I write stuff under this name sksjksksks since the name is boring I didn't think people would be bothered to find the person behind it). And this phrase was running in my head all day the day I chose it.
2. Any sideblogs? No lmaooo do I look like someone that organized sjskkskssk noooo all trash here, brought by yours truly <3
3. How long have you been on tumblr? Ahhh I started actually being active and interacting with people in Feb this year? But I've been here since Feb last year :D
4. Do you have a queue tag? I used to? It used to be #kew but now I don't tag my queued posts. I queue very rarely tho
5. Why did you start your blog in the first place? Someone irl told me to get a tumblr so yeah here we are. I hope they don't find me tho 🤣 now this blog is a clusterfuck of all things that I find interesting LIKE ATOTS GO WATCH IT IF YOU ALREADY HAVEN'T
6. Why did you choose your icon or pfp? Ah well it's from a webtoon. I loved how she moved on from stuff and concentrated on what was most important to her. It's kinda similar to why I'm on tumblr rn? Like to be distracted? So yeahh
7. Why did you choose your header? Because it's calming. I'd love to live in an apartment alone like that one day. It just gives me hope ig. I love the color too.
8. What's your post with the most notes? A post i made ranting about the concept of soulmates as something romantic. It doesn't make sense skjskskzks
9. How many mutuals do you have? Honestly i have no idea. I follow back people I've interacted with via asks or posts and like after we start talking djdkkdkd
10. How many followers do you have? Wouldn't you like to know weatherboy 😏😏😏
11. How many people do you follow? Idk really but there's a lot. I follow a lot of blogs who post content I'm familiar with but like most of em are inactive :((( besties y'all good? Djskksksks
12. Have you ever made a shitpost? Yes all my og posts, thanks for asking <3
13. How often do you use tumblr everyday?
I've even turned off my notifs for a while now ajsksksk it's not working 😭😭😭
14. Did you have a fight/ argument with another blog once? Which one? Well yes but I wouldn't call it a fight, I agreed to disagree and they did too I think? We aren't following each other so it's fine ig. Nope not telling :))))
15. How do you feel about 'you need to reblog posts'? Ah I ignore them most of the time, I do it if I feel it's essential
16. Do you like tag games? Yessss I'm too lazy to do them most of the time but I love it when people think of me and tag me sjsjskskksl I will get to them all one day sksjsksk they're mostly picrews :D
17. Do you like ask games? I used to? Now I don't. I find it difficult to specify something out of the mess that is me (eg: saryu once asked me my favourite memory and I took like 2 weeks to answer that simply bc I couldn't pick one. I'm dysfunctional like that) I love sending people asks tho! I send em all the time sjsjsksjsj
18. Which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous? People whose og posts get notes. Like bestie you actually getting noticed? Heck yeah you famous :D
19. Do you have a crush on a tumblr mutual? Nahhh i don't. I like the way some people here speak (type?) but nahh it isn't a crush lmaoo and besides, I'm not mutuals with them.
20. Tags: die everyone imma go haywire here (no one has to do it! Do it if you feel like it!)
@livelistenlove @yehfitoormera @ohyoumeanher @verygardenerbanana @cordelias-musings @thehottestmess @whythefuckdoiexist @ryudian @bookavert @herondalesunsetcurve @dharanidares @nickcarrawayismyspiritanimal @on-earth-we-are-briefly-gorgeous @church-of-burnt-romances @dreamxeyes @bornil-murchhona @ginasholtsoundboard @awesomeuvinthings @loverrwrb @mishacase2003 @staywildeveryday @holding-infinity-and-a-book @theshityoucallmyheart @pandulez @a-kind-pandemic-disaster @bi-boi @jenjenweeeee @this-is-the-beat-of-my-heart
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Okayyyy I took a break from reading for a min to write and turns out I did absolutely nothing. Soooo lemme get back to reading. 🥳🥳🥳
Here we goooo, chappy eighttttt 🥳
Idk why but Katniss lashing out in anger and immediately regretting it is very relatable to me 😅
Also the crying her eyes out for hours upon hours is very reminiscent of a young girl I still am slightly salty about the movies basically portraying her as an adult from the start
Also I always see the Sleeping Beauty (a cartoon movie from like the 40s if you guys don’t know) scene here idk why 💁🏼♀️🤷🏼♀️
“I can hear the others calling me from the sitting room, but I fly down the hall into my room” this is such a dumb thought but this is the first time I’ve ever really considered that Peeta is also calling her and then watching her run off in tears, letting wondering like
“Y’all know what happened?”
“Haymitch and Effie are knocking on my door. I shout for them to go away and eventually they do.” This is such like a parenting image. Like Katniss is their teenage daughter who doesn’t wanna tell them what happened at school that day.
“I just lay curled up on the bed, stroking the silken sheets, watching the sun set over the artificial candy Capitol.” Not to tie everything back to me, but the candy Capitol line here is why I titled my fic Candy Coal. An unimportant sidebar, Samantha 🤐
“Since the training isn't open to viewers, the Gamemakers announce a score for each player. [...] one being irredeemably bad and twelve being unattainably high” flashforward to Catching Fire and Katniss and Peeta both get a score of twelve I’m so proud 🥲🥲🥲 yes, it was for the rebellion but ya know what lemme have a moment for my kids here
Alsooo not relevant but why did they show the score scene in the Catching Fire movie? People who only watched the movies must have been confused 🤣😅😧🥴💁🏼♀️
“I go to the bathroom and wash my face, but it's still red and splotchy.” Awww that’s a sad image 😔
Ewww they’re eating fish soup 🥵🤢🤮
“The saltiness reminds me of my tears” it reminds me of your shady personality, girlfriend 😅😂🥳🥰💁🏼♀️
“The adults begin some chitchat about the weather forecast, and I let my eyes meet Peeta's.” Theyre just always there for each other, silencing communicating, partners through and through 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 shut up, Samantha the shipper.
“Somehow Haymitch calling me sweetheart ticks me off enough that I'm at least able to speak” I always forget she hated the nickname sweetheart, at least at first. Lolololololol post canon Peeta calls her that to get on her nerves, y’all know it’s true. 😂😂😂
“I just lost my head, so I shot an apple out of their stupid roast pig's mouth!" Okay you know what? You people labeled her girl on fire. What did you think she’d be like? Even keeled and normal tempered? Hmmm? 🤨
“Without being dismissed?" “I dismissed myself.” She reminds me so much of me 🥲🥲🥲🥲 I’m so proud
Haymitch is like “sick 🤟🏻👍🏻, let’s move on.”
Awww Haymitch and Peeta cheering Katty Deen up 🥰🥰🥰 what a beautiful moment. Post Canon they’re a family and we all know it. 😭😭😭
Haymitch I actually feel here is using bad table manners to make Effie mad and take the heat off Katniss 🥺🥺🥺 he has a big heart underneath it all alright
We don’t stan Effie in this house but we do Haymitch Abracadabra or whatever his name is his last name is a mouthful ok I never liked it
Awww they’re all laughing together 😭😭😭
“One man tripped backward into a bowl of punch." Hello Plutarch Heavensbee 😂😂😂😂😅😅😅😅😅😅
Effie’s whole attitude about complimenting District Twelve is really like when white people in the early to mid twentieth century would begrudgingly compliment people of color.
"I hope that's how people interpret the four I'll probably get” part of me say, Peeta, believe in yourself, baby. The other part says he’s only saying this to make Katniss feel better and that’s very A plus sweet. Peeta was always written as her love interest from the start, that’s undeniable 🥰🥰🥰
“I grin at him and realize that I'm starving.” Awww Peeta really did cheer Katniss up 😭😭😭😭.
I mean. How many times in the whole series does Katniss utter the line “I grin” like that girl is a lil scowler and he makes her grin in a moment of despair like so cute so presh so sweet I stan forever 🥰🥰🥰🥰
Awww Katniss is so selfless with her prioritizing her family over everything else. Even as she claims to not be certain of loving her mother 🤐 this is what is meant when peeps say Katniss is an unreliable narrator.
“The Career Tributes naturally get in the eight-to-ten range.” Hmmm so basically, if I had to guess, Four gets eights, One gets nines and Two gets tens?
“Most of the other players average a five.” So ... I’m guessing everyone but Thresh got a five then? Because that dude def got a nine, at least. 😧😅🥴
Did lil Rue just show them what a good climber she was or did she show off her knowledge of plants or???? She scored just under the kids who’d trained a lifetime for it sooo? Or is this that thing Katniss was talking about that they give out higher scores to unexpected players to create an interesting show?
Peeta gets an eight too? So uh? Maybe I’m the only one who never picked up on it but Peeta got the same score as like two of the Career tributes??? And a bigger score than almost like 16 tributes like .... my baby, you are a player. Stop putting yourself down! 🤧🤧🤧🤧 And before anyone says it or even thinks it, Peeta would be such a bad tribute to try and give a higher score than earned, like potentially Rue, because he’s already supposed to be a fairly big guy, like why give him a falsely high score? Nope nope nope. Peeta earned the low level Career score, fair and square. 🤗🤗🤗
Katty with her eleven 🥲🥲🥲🥲😭😭😭😭🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 I’m so proud of you, baby
“Katniss, the girl who was on fire” .... is this line a lil different from the movie???? Hmmmmm I suppose I never read the distinction before? Well, to be fair to the movies though this line isn’t as catchy as when you eliminate the the from the phrase. 😶😬
“Peeta and I congratulate each other, another awkward moment” I got an eleven, congrats on your lil eight 🥰🥰🥰
And Peeta is just like “good score.... please don’t shoot me in the arena, babe.”
The Gale stuff does seem really tossed in and contrived as an afterthought. That stupid editor that pushed the love triangle. 🙄🙄🙄
Lolololol Katniss’ tiny self is like “he’s six feet, he’s a grown up to me 😲”
Gale and Peeta both like to remind Katniss about the rules and laws. And neither of you boys are saints or exactly on the up and up throughout this series. Take a seat, why don’t cha? 🙄🙄
“As the seasons went by, we grudgingly began to share our knowledge” I think people interpret me as putting down their friendship but I’m not trying to I’m just pointing out, that Katniss states herself here that her friendship with Gale was slow growing. They’re close friends / hunting partners by the start of the series but Katniss says several times throughout the first book that Gale and her took a long time to become friends.
I feel like it’s really significant that Katniss says “Gale gave me a sense of security I'd lacked since my father's death” but in the cave, she says “since my father died, no one’s arms have made me feel this safe” about Peeta. It’s like the difference between security and safety. With Gale she felt less unsure and more trusting, but with Peeta she felt protected and loved. I’m not putting Gale down stop looking at me like I’m a hater I love that sexy Liam Hemsworth looking man.
Yes I know he wasn’t supposed to look like Liam but I get one pass for this okay we all get one movie actor we just push into the book role ok
“I can't help comparing what I have with Gale to what I'm pretending to have with Peeta.” Girl, you ain’t even started pretending yet 😅😅😅
And also, Katniss won’t come right out and say it but I think what she’s really comparing is the growing feelings between her and Peeta and what she knows Gale has started to feel for her. Honestly this is why I think a lot of the love triangle in book one was construed in the editing after the fact. Gale’s portion throughout the whole book just seem very randomly placed and if you take them out, nothing narratively changes in book one.
“I get up and take a quick shower, being a bit more careful about the buttons I hit” flashback to last chapter and her hoping foot to foot because she can’t figure out a fancy shower 😅😅😅😅
“Peeta, Effie, and Haymitch are huddled around the table talking in hushed voices.” So uh.... were they talking about Peeta’s massive lifelong crush on Katniss here or ??? Just some casual breakfast convo, ya know, the usual 🤗🤗🤗🤗
Katniss just describes her food at every meal 😅😅😅😅 poor kid, food means a lot to her. That Blind Side movie quote about how when food is scarce you’d be surprised how much time you spend thinking about it .... I hurt my own feelings once again 🥺😩😫😭😢
😅😅😅 Katniss just sat there for like half a meal, porking out while everyone else was like “😶😶😶”
Katniss is all “I’m nonchalant, I’m game, I’m a team player”
“Peeta has asked to be coached separately."
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tagged by my second favorite but ex pie blog 😭😭😭 @billkinsdancing user ipytm come back i miss you sm 🤧🤧 oh and also my favorite teddy bear @mixmetawin love ya bestie 💞💞
1. why did you choose your url?
Atots supremacy 😔✊ but no lol. I liked my prev url,seetians a lot, it was cute 🥺. But after the finale i had a lot of phutian feels and i wanted smth related to phutian. But all the pretty urls were taken 😭 so i was just trying combinations one day and i was like haha i bet the Ataleofthousandstars one is taken but still let me try it and then i got it!?!//! Helllpppp. But also yes atots supremacy 😔✊ i wanted to change it again but i feel a lot of ppl associate me with this url now so 🚶♀️🚶♀️ i dont want anyone to forget me
2. any sideblogs?
Atotsweek 😚😚 but tbh sideblogs are difficult to manage and jdjddj when someone likes the atotsweek posts from this blog, I get notifications for both blogs dudjdu its confusing 😩. Also i have to check everytime which blog im reblogging on. Anyway other than that I have 3 other sideblogs but i use those for saving textposts and resources and such so they are useless.
3. how long have you been on tumblr?
11 months 🚶♀️🚶♀️ gonna be a year next month 😩 im smoll okay!!
4. do you have a queue tag?
#q 😩 but i want to have a tag for my son Q with the fabulous bluenails but what do i do help 😩😩 his name is my queue tag
5. why did you start your blog in the first place?
Diidjdsijs i almost forgot about this omg. So I bought a new phone and then was like let me download many apps so that I'll look cool and cultured 🤪. But then after 5 months or so i was like im never gonna use all of these apps so i started deleting them and then i saw tumblr and went oohh whats this let me take a look and opened an account djdjjdjs. And I was in a sfh hyperfixation that time so i stayed for the sfh posts and then I watched h3 trapped (my first bl) > watched wyel > made content for wyel > somehow found 2g by gifs and the rest is history 😌
6. why did you choose your icon/pfp?
I found a lot of cool designs on pinterest and was like what if I use these ideas for my icon 🚶♀️🚶♀️ and tehohaew supremacy ofc 💞💞
7. why did you choose your header?
Cause im lazy and I literally giffed only that scene from ep2. And then i posted it TWICE and made it my header too. Work smarter not harder 😌 but also i like that shot? Like this is the equivalent of the sunset shot of itsay ep5 and i like it. Plus i added sparkles OBVIOUSLY but you cant see them unless you take a close look on it
8. whats your post with the most notes?
This 2g one but if we're talking about gifsets than the atots collage 💞
9. how many mutuals do you have?
I have no idea. I'm bad at following people back and sometimes I just let it be 🚶♀️🚶♀️ sorry besties, if we're not mutuals its not on purpose i just dont know that i dont follow you. Plus I tend to follow blogs who rb content from the 3 shows I watched so 🚶♀️🚶♀️yeah i dont follow a lot of ppl. But if I ever talked to you it means we are mutuals and i love you with my entire heart 💞💞
10. how many followers do you have?
11. how many people do you follow?
12. have you ever made a shitpost?
Everyday bestie 😚
13. how often do you use tumblr each day?
More like each minute 🚶♀️🚶♀️ i wish there was a way you could deactivate your blog without deleting it
14. did you have a fight/argument with another blog once?
Idk. Maybe? Maybe not? I tend to block people i dont like so 🤷♀️
15. how do you feel about 'you need to reblog this' posts?
I rarely come across those
16. do you like tag games?
Yes 💞 but I only do it if I'm super bored and if I like the game(like this one).I love it when others think of me and tag me though 🥺
17. do you like ask games?
I like fandom related ask games. If you ask me to tell me 3 things about myself it will take me 3 months to answer 😭😭 I actually have a lot of asks in my inbox about that and I havent answered them, I'm sorry my mind is blank when it comes to personal questions 😭😭😭
18. which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?
Everyone who gets atleast one note on their shitposting
19. do you have a crush on a mutual?
I would say Ellis but they havent talked to me in like almost a week and I'm sad and lonely 😩 Ellis come back, drop out of school and go to the beach with me 🥺💞 other than that I dont think so? Does @ppdchickencoop count? 🥰🥰
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