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#idk why I've started caring about movies again this year i think it's bc of dbd
eliasdrid · 6 months
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Three thoughts: since everyone and their mother calls build the best rider and I had a relatively mid experience with it and I see you had an awful experience with it…
number three but I put it first bc it’s the most important: why didn’t you like it? Sorry if you’ve made posts abt that—
number one, what do you consider the best rider show?
number two, have you seen kamen rider geats?
3 - Oh that wretched show (Kamen Rider Build)........................ I'll leave my full answer for last so I can just do a "read more" and spare people of spoilers for the show. The TL;DR is that I have a love/hate relationship with it, it starts really well but then it uh, it's like the show just forgets itself? does that make sense? I don't know, it disappointed me... My message to the world is: if you want to watch it (in my opinion) up to episode 33 it's pretty good, it gets worse later.
[note: edited this to be less harsh bc I liked a lot of the show in the end despite my issues with some choices and some people might think I didn't like anything at all]
1 - This kinda spoils the options for the poll a little but whatever. I got into toku this year with sentai so I've only watched Shin Kamen Rider (the 2023 movie) and then Kamen Rider Den-O (2007), Kamen Rider W (2009) and Kamen Rider Build (2017).
I don't think any of the shows are perfect but I think the most satisfying experience overall from start to finish was Den-O because it's a bit silly but consistent with it? So it's pretty enjoyable.
2 - Funny story... I started Geats but I couldn't click with it. I do think a lot of the suit designs are SUPER pretty though. Kamen Rider Geats, Cross Geats and Na-Go are my faves for sure (from the images and material I've seen).
3 - OK So let's do this. I have actually not done a list of all my issues with this show here in my blog but I have complained a lil to people I know and who have watched it (and shared my opinions). This is my personal opinion and I want to preface this by saying I'm a sci-fi nerd and I might have set the bar too high because it looked really promising to me.
SPOILERS FOR BASICALLY EVERYTHING IN THE SHOW
I'll get to issues related to characters first, I think that's easier:
Vernage could have been really interesting but she is equally under and overutilized when convenient to the point she's always doing everything with her last breath (until she does actually die... ) and shows up so sporadically you almost forgot she was still alive when she shows up again. It's wild because when she's introduced you're like? Oh? Will she give us lore and then die? Perhaps a clue to a secret weapon? Some secret power up? no!
Misora is never developed to her full potential despite going through a lot of stuff during the entire show. She could have had a more active relationship with Vernage and tap into some martian knowledge or be able to channel Vernage's power willingly but :/ Her dad literally ends in a coma and she is like... mostly unaffected? Doesn't talk about him? Idk, I'm not saying she should henshin because that's unrealistic with this show but she could have worked with Vernage to take revenge on Evolt for that (via helping the team). I WILL say, she does have her sad moments and her actress does a really good job, it broke my heart when she had her final conversation with Evolt!Soichi. But off that? She's an internet idol ^w^ and the glue that has to hold the team together even though she's like LITERALLY 18-19 and everyone else in their mid 20s and up???
Insanely enough Sawa's friend to spy to friend to spy to friend thing is decently executed so I can't complain much here.
Y'know what I can complain about though? Kazumi! Kazumi is such a character that I wanted to root for because he is so much about community once you get to know him and he has this good caring leadership vibe to him. This guy commits and this guy finds middle points and he can't forgive Gentoku but he asks anyway that he joins them and he even encourages him later to try and follow his father's footsteps. HOWEVER. HE IS A FUCKING CREEP OVER AN IDOL AND THAT UNFORTUNATELY IS MISORA. Bro is 29 years old demanding respect from Banjo and fangirling over a girl that is like... a real human being... who he actually gets to know. I thought their relationship would be... realizing she's a Real Human Being With Thoughts And Feelings but he never stops being a weirdo and it was uncomfortable... ☠
Isurugi Soichi... (not Evolt) underutilized as hell... we get this reveal that he can talk to Evolt near 33 and I thought "OH! Maybe he can influence him? Maybe this is what has been stopping Evolt from wrecking absolute havoc?" but as you might know/guess, this was not the case. There was a LOT of potential for a parallel with Him being posessed by Evolt and Misora being possessed by Vernage and Misora coming to terms with the fact that her dad got the worst alien buddy out of the situation but... they don't do this.
Evolt (Evolt)... my major problem with him is that the show literally tries to sell this "monster that didn't have feelings before" story on the last arc and it just... doesn't work? Because yeah, he's an asshole but like he clearly gets frustrated and excited and he clearly had a lot of feelings driving him around otherwise he'd not have gotten attached to the same human body for 10 YEARS and only hopped out of it when his "vessel" was complete.
Banjo, I got here finally, I deserve a medal. Not my kind of character but overall he's fine? The whole alien thing is done in the most boring way possible imo, idk how they did that but hey! The show is in such a hurry to go through as many small plots as possible near the end that it went super fast?
Sento! I can't talk about one and not the other! Overall Sento is a well done amnesiac protagonist until they make him go back to his old self to undo character development near the end for what feels like ages (I think it was just two episodes though?) and then he remembers and io and behold! he's Sento again but can remember some things from before. I have no words, it felt like he was going to stay like that for a second and all his character development would be undone. I think he could have remembered without having to go through that, I think he could have had conversations with himself without them just making him forget his friends so Katsuragi could have ONE chat with Gentoku. I think he was prone enough to monologue that he could have started remembering after Evolt by just. Literally talking to himself and finding his old self within him... like we could have had the same thing without the weird moment. I also think the whole arc with his dad suddenly coming back was poorly written... because? Suddenly he's not THE Genius and also Build wasn't "originally" meant for him even though it's hinted MANY times that it was Katsuragi who developed the Kamen Rider System entirely/mostly on his own. I think I could be ages here so I'm gonna move on by saying: it was bad.
Gentoku... my meow meow... I'm biased, overall I liked his character development and the Rogue drama was interesting? (and full of blood). His whole deal felt more straightforward than the rest and before he becomes a bit of a "joke" (with the identity fashion crisis and then the awkward moments) he has some really good moments of redemption. I really liked his speech in 39 when he feels bad about fucking up with Utsumi and is too injured to fight. ("Im not writing at 2 am edit": He has good character moments after 39 too! I understand they needed to kill the tension a little by making some fun of him and I liked some of it; the nepotism bit was really good! and his sacrifice was meaningful)
Honorable Utsumi mention because: what do you mean he was a cyborg??? That was so out of the blue and meant absolutely nothing because it's not... anything. For a show that did decent hints about things Utsumi suddenly being a cyborg because "haha his nickname was cyborg" and they maybe did one joke on an episode intro... it's really lame. Off this (which I needed out of my chest) he has a lot of missed potential and could (and should) have replaced Sento's dad as Evolt's "main" scientist because uhh he literally did the Sclash Driver and was very talented? Did the writer just... forget that? I guess so! It'd have been more interesting for sure if he had been working all along against Evolt fearing he'd betray Nanba but no.
I'm gonna go over plot things as quick as possible because I got too wordy with the character stuff:
The Pandora Box. I get it, it's a very convenient excuse but for a thing that Evolt seems to have created himself... they sure throw a last minute "but he doesn't know about this secret panel" I think... I think Evolt knows his funny little box for destroying planets and consuming their energy better than anyone on Earth...
The Sky Wall and the Pandora Tower. It'd have been SO much fun if, as I had hoped, the Pandora Tower was a massive labyrinth they had to figure out to get to the top and stop Evolt or some sort of ritual over a period of time...
The Show is called Kamen Rider Build! They do not build shit during the final episodes. I guess the Grease power up but he dies as soon as he uses it so that doesn't count. They literally got most of everything "solved" around the time Katsuragi made the Genius bottle so! They decide to reuse the Hazard Trigger to do something that is never hinted at (or makes sense if you ask me)... they don't even modify it 😭😭😭😭 They could have done something like before the proxy battle when Sawa and Sento do the modifications for Tank/Tank and Rabbit/Rabbit and have the team help Sento assemble a new device before fighting Evolt but no...
"Let's make a new world instead of properly defeating the bad guy" coward move! It also conveniently erases everyone's character development even if Sento and Banjo are "the same" in the new world it's just, a weird choice (I've been told they get their memories back in the specials or something but still ????)
Evolt destroying the world at random suddenly for his own amusement was really just an excuse to do the New World thing sellable and was really weird specially after the Be The One Movie in which he CLEARLY doesn't want Earth destroyed. He Loved Earth. He spent 10 slutty slutty years posing as a DILF and 3+ of them causing problems on purpose. BE REAL.
Also having Gentoku and Kazumi die was another way to make the "new world" thing more easy to digest because "see :( our friends died we need to bring them back :(" (idk man they were pretty decent at fighting, they could have not died!)
FINALLY. On the New World thing: A Post War scenario with the Kamen Riders helping rebuild the country and Kazumi and Gentoku in leadership positions, Misora reconnecting with her Dad and Sento trying to figure out how to use the bottles for good and more practical uses than fighting would have been much better...
anyway this got super long, I'm so sorry. Thank you for coming to my KRB talk. Kudos to you if you made it to the end, I probably have even more thoughts on this but we'd both be here forever. I'm locking this because people are weird about shows sometimes and I have seen people insist that Build is Really Really good when it's like. mid at best if you have to judge it from start to end.
additionally: I refuse to watch the specials <3 the movie (Be the One) was fine though, tbh it felt more on sync with the show than the finale. Even if they introduce the Blood Tribe guys only to kill them off. The Buid/Cross Z fusion bit was fun too!
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dreamlandcreations · 2 months
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Burnout recovery (?)
It took me a while to figure out why I was so down all the time. But I didn't take the "good news" that well tbh. Because:
"It takes an average time of three months to a year to recover from burnout. "
And I was like. NOPE. FUCK. THAT!
Well, the first few days after that were even worse because I kept pressuring myself to do something, anything other than lying in bed and staring at the ceiling. But even something as so no energy "task" as listening to music was making me... idk how else to say it other than itchy...
Anyway, eventually I just gave up, let it consume me and slept away like 2 days... AND GUESS WHAT? I felt a tiny bit better.
So I'd say the first step is just LET IT ALL FUCKING GO! Turn the nagging in your head off and stop caring about anything else than getting a good rest!
My work drove me insane for the last 3 years or so and tbh it took over my life far, far sooner than that. It wasn't healthy. Letting that go took like 2-3 weeks ( I had "help" from other tortured colleagues 🫶 talking helps!) and a lots of Youtube shorts about "this is business not personal". Yay to scrolling paralysis.
Yeah, and about that. I realised that with the burnout I really burned all the bridges that kept my autistic/adhd traits in check. I mean, I used to have a good balance, now I'm off the scale with both in the worst way.
I think the second step is just trying to stay in that kind of relaxed, "don't care" space while figuring out the reasons why I felt so terrible. Again, Youtube shorts about autism/adhd and work mentality really helped. It was like talking to someone without actually getting myself together enough to open up about this to a "real person" (it never would have happened, you know).
And this is the part from where this might not help anyone who doesn't have adhd (and autism?) but realising that I've become a shell of adhd behaviour was actually a big step. Especially with the adhd/autism traits comparison vids bc I just understood how I was functioning when I was doing all that stuff at once.
The next step(s) I took was trying to take care of myself. Eat, sleep, wash, clean up to feel better in my skin and in my environment. I made it a challenge (chasing dopamine seems to be the only way adhd brain can do stuff). Like I'll put on this song ( I wasn't really listening to it still) and do .... until it's done. It did not help at first. Just getting into a task without thought doesn't work for me. I needed to take a minute and visualise that I'm going to do this and this and this and I'll be done in 3 minutes. I prepared for the task mentally, I hyped myself up then I did it. And it worked. Then I got too much into it and overworked myself 😅
However cliché it sounds, the key is finding balance.
Now I can listen to music, I've read 14 books this year so far and reading 5 others now, and I'm planning my year and thinking about what I want to do in life.
I still have bad moments/days and that's okay. I am still not okay but I'm getting there.
I figured, I need to occupy (not overwhelm!!!) my senses to stop my mind from wandering (and torturing me) so now when I have to do something like dishes, I just put on an audiobook and try to let everything else go.
I still can't watch movies/shows. Which sucks bc I feel like I need visual stimulation too sometimes so idk what's up with that but it's a no for now.
Writing is still a NO! (that's a screaming no in my head). But I started to write down ideas again (something I didn't really do for months)
What I know would improve my health and most likely my mental state is regular exercise, but I'm not there yet. I still regularly skip/forget to eat more than once a day so that's a priority.
It's also difficult to leave the house tbh. The outside world is overwhelming and I don't go out if I don't have to (which is like once a week now).
What I do know is that if you want to do something DO NOT SIT DOWN! You'll never get it done. There's no "in a minute" or tomorrow. If you want it done, do it now.
I'm working on building a structure/routine in my daily schedule that gives me a guide so I wouldn't waste my days but doesn't limit or outright strangle me with too many limitations by being to crowded.
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monstroso · 5 months
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Brother bear literally was the Disney movie you only ever saw during a disappointing visit to your friend's house for me, as was brother bear 2, which I saw first I think. The other one was a goofy movie but looking back i was only disappointed bc I was scandalized that core Disney characters ie goofy were capable of having children and having deep emotional feelings, and also I was worried that I'd turn out to be a little shit when I got older like max. Idk how I feel about it now
I'm the worst animator in the world because I've never seen A Goofy Movie, so I have no opinion. Generally I trust that it must have been alright, since most people my age seem to have extremely fond memories of it, but not having seen it I can't offer any insight. Maybe I'll watch it this week, since I seem to be on a kick what with the poll and people wanting to know my opinion on stuff (for some reason?).
As for Brother Bear though, I will not be rewatching that one. My brother is 4 years younger than me and has the 'tism worse than I do, and it was one of his comfort films. I've probably seen Brother Bear 50 times or better. I don't need to watch that one again.
There are things about Brother Bear that are. Acceptable. The animation is nice. I really like that when we see the bears from the humans' perspective they have the dull wild animal eyes, and its only when Kenai transforms that they gain the expressive Disney Animal eyes instead.
I really just. (Statement that will get me assassinated incoming in 3, 2, 1...) I don't care for Phil Collins's work on any of the Disney films. I can barely stand the man's music when it *isn't* incessantly demanding my attention in a film montage.
The bastard sneaks up on you! You'll be settling in to enjoy a nice scene transition, maybe thinking about how much you like the interplay between the two main characters, and then the vamp will start up... Slow at first. Under the dialogue. Innocently strumming along. Maybe you didn't even notice it at first. Then suddenly TELL EVERYBODY I'M ON MY WAY-
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Fucking fuck! Get the hell outta here Phil, I'm tryna watch the damn movie!
This was also the first time I ever watched a movie and felt manipulated. 9 year old Ray hit the twist in the third act and was *not happy*.
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The sad music, the high-angled panning around shot... AND FUCKING PHIL RIGHT THERE IN MY DAMN EAR. I knew I was being made to feel sad on purpose and little Ray was fucking pissed! When your audience of literal children can tell you're manipulating them, the wheels are falling off. This is a bum story beat in a bum narrative. Even thinking about it now is makin' me mad!
Ugh. I don't know why Brother Bear is winning that poll. Well, actually I do. It's because this website is populated by literal children who weren't even born when this movie came out so they don't know any better. I thought it would probably win but I never could have predicted how many people have such fond memories of it. Or how vocal they would be about it in the tags on my poll.
Woof. Thanks for the ask.
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elleroodles · 1 year
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elleroodles ___ of the year awards
movie
EVERYTHING EVERYWHERE ALL AT ONCE SWEEP!!!!
runner ups r smile and uhh. i really don't know what else i watched that came out this year. do i have to say don't worry darling. i watched that with my mom and neither of us liked it that much but i did think it was more interesting than where the crawdad sings buuut crawdad had a good twist so idek..... i liked smile tho it was goofy and dumb and really great to watch in a theater with my friend. anyways eeaao has a fun acronym and is soo os oso good i don't think i even need to say that because well it's an objective fact but something i really appreciated upon a rewatch was how well it sticks to being bizarre but also coherent. like there's so much happening at any given moment but the movie gives it to u in a way that you can process, and while a lot of this is through having a protagonist like evelyn, it's also just really really good storytelling! and the flow is sooo good that movie is 2hrs and 19mins but does nott feel like it. luv it. everyone go watch it again please
show
i put this category here then realized i didn't really watch any shows that came out this year then realized CHAINSAW MAN!!!! one of my fav stories my fav manga probably i would need to think about it but i do love chainsaw man . sizzling hot take tho the anime is losing me. that's why the top spot goes to SEVERANCE!!!! even though i'm not done with it yet anyways let me have my safe space to air grievances about the csm anime. I THINK IT IS TOO PRETTY. maybe idk. there's just something off to me about the anime adaption as a whole idk what it is but i thiiiink it might be the style? the animation is so incredibly gorgeous and a masterclass in everything ever so i want to make it clear that i do not have a problem with the quality of the animation or art but i think its a little too. clean? idk! the csmiverse feels a little too gritty for the tone the anime has set. but we are getting into darker parts of the story now so maybe i will be proven right! that or yoshida will be introduced and they'll make him so pretty i won't even care anymore. anyways the other runner up is smiling friends i watched that show in its entirety at like 1am with my dad and we both liked it
album
starting this list there was only one album i knew for sure would make it in but then i checked and wow some music has been released this year.... top spot is going to shock everyone my aoty is HELLFIRE BY BLACK MIDI! reason: it's really good . thank u for coming. for real though i had never listened to a black midi song in my life until hellfire was the album of the week in the little music club my irls and i have and i listened to it and my third eye opened fireworks went off behind me a lightbulb lit up over my head etc etc i thought i had a broad taste in music but apparently not because HELLO? there's a lot of sounds here! and they're all really good! one of those things i think people should listen to at least once in their lives so they can either fall in love or get a shirt that says 'I LISTENED TO A BLACK MIDI ALBUM AND ALL I GOT WAS THIS DUMB T-SHIRT AND GOOD SOUNDS IN MY EARS.' extremely close second place is bleed out my the mountain goats the goats are the goats of concept albums like hello. and third goes to brightside bc i've been a slut for the lumineers since day one baby. i saw them tour this album actually and they shot confetti during birthday and even though i was all the way in the back i still got a piece and keep it in my phone case
game
i played three games that came out this year. did you know that. you do now because i have to expose myself for this top 3 list anyways i love POKEMON LEGENDS ARCEUS! i got it around release whenever that was. january i think. and it's such a cozy game. def in the top 5 mainline pkmn titles. i looove the open world aspect even if it's a little boring i don't care because i'll see a bidoof and go WOAHHH IT'S BIDOOF!!! crazy stuff i wish i could just go outside and see a thing in my front yard. the bugs scared me away from scarvi but my friend showed me the little tea party things. and i nearly caved. but then i picked up legends arceus and had such a good time that it saved me $60 so THANK YOU!! runner ups are rf5 which runs like hell on the switch pls buy rf4 instead and twewy. which i bought 12 hours ago because it's on sale right now
thank u all for coming
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hiauntyimissyou · 1 year
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Hi Di Duoc, missing you extra much today. I'm feeling pretty down today, could be the lack of sleep. I got off my game at a decent time, watched a movie w Richard until 1:30 which is still pretty decent, then was on my phone until 3. i felt pretty hungry but decided to go to sleep instead. i usually am tired on mondays though so nothing out of the ordinary. i miss you though, listening to tay du ky soundtrack and just starting thinking about you heavy for whatever reason Mom is getting ready to head back, I miss her. I'm glad she has been with family during this tough time. she needs it. I told them I will be back in 2 years , i am nervous but i must. :( I have been gone for so long, i left for so long you couldn;t wait for me. it's been 17 years and another 2 until i come back. that's like 20 years, it's like being exiled for 20 years. i left for so long you couldnt wait. i wish i wish i could change things, i wish i could go back in time. i wish i did more. i wish i could have made better decisions, you needed me. i know you loved me. Mom said out of everyone you loved us the most, while that's nice to hear, i know you loved all of us equally bc i know you, you are so loving and you cared about all of us.you've always been good to all of us kids. i could never be half the woman you were. I'm a selfish piece of shit that cant stand kids and you had the biggest heart and loved all of us so equally, but you had to die at 60? how am i going to step off that plane and not see your face? things will never be the same I miss you with all of my heart, since you've left I've realized how important family is and i will go back to see them, while they are still here, i didnt do that soon enough and now you're gone. Idk why i imagined me and you sitting on the living room floor watching cars and people go by like we did before, and talking and hanging out, and in my imagination it was me older, and finally finding my calm and being with you. but that's what i get for thinking of "one day we will" "one day i will" i should have sooner instead of thinking you will still be there when i am ready. i now know how limited our time is, you have taught me that, the hard way. i still can't believe youre gone and i'll never see you again. i really thought relationship pain and passion was everything but this is kicking my ass like no other and lets me see how foolish and childish i have been, worried about these bums that don't care about me, planning a life w them and forgetting about everyone back home. putting these strangers first. it's these guys that have kept me away from my family. it's true, abusive relationships will take you away from the people who love you; thats what Aiden's dad did. he gave me a child and mentally abused me for years and i felt i always needed to be here and couldn't imagine for a second going back to VN and leaving my son in his care for even a month away. I have been so foolish. So i said, when he is 18, when I am free, I will come back and now he's almost 16, it was another 2 years but you couldn't wait for me. and I dont blame you, it may be another 2 years but in total is close to 19-20 years and I can see why you couldnt wait. I've made you wait too long, i'm so sorry. I love you and miss you so much.
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I have seen Kaneda in my dreams a total of three different times now. I don't usually have dreams about fictional characters, it's super rare for me. But Kaneda has consistently shown up in the past few months. Idk what's triggering it in my brain or why him specifically but it's caused me to develop an attachment to him aaaa
Dream 1
This was closer to when I first watched AKIRA earlier this year. I was obsessed with Tetsuo at the time and was planning on F/Oing him before I found out his age. (He's still in my general age bracket of about 3-4 years, but idk maybe Twitter DID brainwash me into thinking a three year age gap is actually deplorable and deviant.) I had already started to develop my version of post canon in my AU (where Tetsuo lives and his powers were nerffed to hell and back as punishment for misusing them.) So for some reason, my dream took place not only in that AU, but an alternate version where I was with Kaneda instead. We were living in a house together eerily similar to my real home and were trying to have a relaxing movie night but kept getting interrupted. First by some of our pets, then by our food burning, then one of the pets again, and eventually we made it to the couch and fell asleep together before we could even decide on what movie to watch. I woke up super confused and questioned why it wasn't Tetsuo or one of my other fictional crushes.
Dream 2
Second dream is super different. Took place in suburbia version of where I live (I'm a country bumpkin 🤠) and my family would take me into the city occasionally. At some point I met Kaneda and the guys in said city and I became really close friends with them. Flash forward an unknown amount of time and it's very clear to everyone that Kaneda and I are pining over each other. It must have been a couple of years because Kaneda looked a lot older, though I didn't look very different (actually not very surprising, I look 12 atm.) He was much taller, his hair was a bit messier, he had a small but dark scar over one of his eyebrows, and he looked very tired all the time. He was going through something but I don't remember what, and I kept offering him to come back home to live with me. He was seriously debating it, but eventually the thing he was dealing with caught up to him and we dealt with it together, and I never found out what his decision was. I woke up. But I remember going up to him when he was sitting on some stairs in a basement (similar to my home, but I distinctly remember knowing I wasn't home at the time?) I asked him if he had decided yet. He looked at me, stood up and smiled. I smiled back, but when I blinked I only saw my real-world room after I reopened my eyes. I'd like to say he was going to say yes. This is the dream that made me seriously consider whatever the fuck my brain was trying to suggest about Kaneda. I was in denial about liking his character that much, but I've since come to terms with it and he's now a top-tier comfort character. Still iffy on the F/O thing even tho he's older than Tetsuo and therefore even closer to my age. Idk lol.
Dream 3
The most recent and easily the shortest interaction. He was more of a cameo in the dream. I often get dreams about being back in high school, specifically on the first day of school. I usually never know who my homeroom teacher is or what my schedule is because you're supposed to 1.) Find that out before school starts where I'm from, and 2.) Find your schedule online and only get one printout from your homeroom teacher. This time my dream had our homeroom teachers posted up on the wall in front of the main entrance/lobby, but it was based on your GPA from the prior year. And I didn't recognize any of the names from my old high school so I was stuck not knowing who my teacher was or where to go. And there were zero other adults out so I had no one to turn to for help bc no one takes care of their own out here. I went down the same hallway about four different times before I walked past a very bright red jacket. I was already distracted by a couple of other guys who mistook me for a similar looking guy who happened to be their weed dealer?? (If I had a nickel for every time someone confused me for someone else that looks weirdly a lot like me, I'd have two nickels.) Kaneda was already busy talking to someone else, i think it was Kai, so neither if us noticed each other until the last second. We both turned around to look at each other, I smiled at him and he winked before catching up with Kai. Then I went back to the lobby, met up with some old friends and eventually woke up.
There is no rhyme or reason to these dreams, my brain just spits out whatever plot it can think of. Regardless I'm still happy he's shown up in my dreams. I wouldn't have one of my blorbos without them lol.
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anarchistbitch · 2 years
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hiiiiiiiiii, god this is a over a month late and im SO FUCKING sorry, seriously im sorry, idk why this took me so long, i kept thinking about replying and then i just didnt, again, im really sorry :(
honestly last semester ended up being a disaster, but not a major one, this one is shaping up to be better tho today i had an exam and i feel like i answered some questions somewhat confidently but others were a guessing game 🤡🥴 and i really have no one to blame but myself for it (then again initially she told us they were going to be essay questions and i THRIVE in those, but then they were content specific questions which i was not prepared for) but oh well it cant be helped now and we're allowed to retake our lowest grade at the end of the semester, now im watching sailor moon and eating a strawberry cheesecake ice cream sandwich to get rid of the ambiguity of my feelings over it sigh sigh sigh
fdjhsdfh my hands are always cold too, so it's hard to tell how i'd feel yours but the warm hug is lovely, lovely
i have not started cutie pie but it's been in my to watch list since the first episode came out cause i kept seeing tiktoks about it and it seemed really fun but agh, i havent gotten around to it, i swear i need divine inspiration to do even the things i want to do
in a better timeline benedict did join them and they lived their happy gay lives watching everyone else's drama from the comfort of their stable relationship
lmao relatable, i also left a bunch of shows abandoned bc of the aforementioned need for divine inspiration, i tried watching some middle episodes for a couple shows to like get myself hyped up to understand what was going on and all that but eh, didnt really work, and there's been a danmei draught so im laying on the floor facedown emotionally
about fire island kdjhdfh i handt heard of the place up until the movie, cant be helped, we're not form the us - i have not watched the lizzie bennet series but im adding it to my to-watch, since it's on youtube i might get around to it soon but i wont make any promises just yet sdfjhdjhf and GOD yes, the layers on the movie, i adored it really, you can see that the writers really do care about queer people and that it was written with love - Noah is FANTASTIC he's so real lmao djfjsdhfjdsh and same, when he said that i went 'oh, i see 👀' - i hope both our futures are filled with a loving community of queer people
[completely random: im watching yu-gi-oh rn bc that's what came on after sailor moon and bruh, yugi is short as fuck and i didnt remember that at all, it's also hilarious how they refer to kaiba as rich kid kaiba, it's really fucking hilarious but when i was little it kinda scared me and i can see why too]
i've been ignoring goodreads lmao and im not about to stop cause i really doubt i'll finish a single book this year, im severely blocked, i havent been reading any of the ones i've started, all i did was partially reread the raven boys bc i finally bought the physical book
homegirl does need a break but the only break to be had is my break from reading it :/ and yeah, high literature is fake, joy is the only true and trusted measuring tool
me and my friends have not gotten all together as of yet, it's hard when they have trimesters and i have semesters, our coinciding free times are only for the holidays and i go home for those but we're planning a sleepover soon to celebrate the beginning of their vacations and to cheer myself up after exam week, and one of them is coming over tomorrow so that we can try soju 😌✨
jdfhdfjshfks i'm too picky to align my foods with my favorite characters' tbh
my favorite soup is red bean soup, i must confess that i dont like many soups but i could eat this one every single day, it's so fucking good, also ik you said you'd want to make me egg drop soup, i havent tried it but the texture might be a problem for me, sorry :( but spinach and scream sounds hella good
ok so rn i cant think of bts without thinking of the fact that on the day of the heavy flood in korea namjoon posted a story about a song and with a caption somewhere along the lines of "perfect for the weather" and it was quite literally a parasite moment 🤡 but anyways, bad desicions was so damn good, and yeah, they've worked so damn hard to get to where they are that it's nice to see them have time to enjoy it
i cant fucking believe jin decided to spend his time working tho, what's going on that man's head 😭😭
i also hope other versions of us are closer to each other, i hope this reality's version of me can become better at managing her time and so can talk to you more often 😫💖
matching tattoos huh 👀💖
JDHSHDKJHSK i understand, fever is a hella good song, that's the exact emotion it invokes
mate i had no idea about holland's song 😭 i SUCK at keeping up with things, for most things i have friends in the fandom that come screaminng about news or at the very least post about it
idk if you already started the god of highschool or not but all i can say is that tho i bawled, when i watched it with a friend she didnt shed even a single tear lmao, it really depends on you
JDSGDJSGFJ it cant be helped now, you'll just have to treat yourself whenever you listen to it
anya is so important 😭😭😭😭😭😭 she is so amazing and she deserves to live as normal a life as possible but mainly it has to be a happy one
hmmm i wouldnt say that it's major plot important tbh, but it does have certain relevance for that moment so you'll see skjdhjs
i am also a sucker for cool art, i've read so many things just bc i liked the art style, and if i dont like the art style i have a harder time reading the work, which makes me get annoyed at myself tbh, it feel idk judgy ??? idk, it feels weird
i heard the live at jet studio version of every pore and holy shit, it's so damn beautiful and it felt like his voice was going directly through my chest
i really get that part about being in a weird headspace, life is so complicated at individual scale and currently there's so much going on in the world, it's like that post about how dealing with anxiety rn is so damn weird bc yes, all those fears are entirely too plausible but somehow we have to continue to push through, and burnout sucks, pretty sure ive been burntout since like early 2021 and only just now getting better bc well, to summarize, my parents expect me to graduate soon, which is absolutely not happening, which idk how to tell them and agh it's a cycle really
this is all just to say that i get how you feel, i hope you're feeling better now and if you'd like i can def come off anon so that we can talk more often [tho im not sure you DONT know who i am sgkshadkjsdg i havent really been hiding it lmao, just not being upfront about it bc im socially awkward as fuck]
sending you tons and tons and tons and toooooooons of love, hope you've had good soups and lots of rest, i hope you're hydrating yourself and interacting with lots of cats, i love you
-M<3
between us both, im pretty sure i answer asks much later than u😔 but as u said no matter if its a week or 9 months later , i'll wait for ya<3
ohh yea semester one is just wrapping up for us too and so far it has been less of a disaster than expected, and hope the exam came better than it went in!!![said this to a classmate before going for our term 1's and she gave me the saddest face ever😭😭] essay questions which are content specific are the bane of my life cause lemme tell you my examiner wrote like 10 lines with the reddest pen ever telling me what i needed to improve on while i was still reeling that i passed on that exam phew cause that many lines really make u think twice if u passed(<- wishing this on my worst enemies only).
sailor moon and ice cream sound absolutely delightful and the perfect way to heal after taking an exam [our principal literally goes through the exam hall for some reason and its. have u ever had ur heart beat like a horse?yea.]
me @ u always
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[btw the number of gifs of hugs that ive saved in case u send an ask,,.ginormous]
yeeeee i stopped watching cutie pie in the middle cause my school life is a dragon that will bite if u slack off<3 capitalist ass dragon. but fr tho cutie pie is great!! the soundtracks are great too!! and oooh yea i think every ep after ep 6 are heavy on the steamy side
in a better timeline bridgerton would have not have a queer side plot that got quickly swept up under the rug and instead couldve had a storyline about bisexual benedict {im assuming cause 1) hes gives me bi vibes 2)nothing much else than that i think it'd be real neat 3)b is for bisexual and also the start of his first name and surname [:}
divine inspiration is better to not fall on me cause imma use it for evil reallll quick. watching the middle episode is a much better strategy than what i do: watch the finale and become the incarnation of the surprised pikachu meme. also insta reels made me think that "romanticizing" watching stuff would help and it kinda did before i realized that i have adhd symptoms<3 make space for me on the floor cause im laying next to u too🤗
side note: idk if u've ever done this but during summer vacations when i was younger all the women in the house after finishing up lunch would take straw mats and pillows and go to the most airiest room in the house and sleep , and its the best sleep ever. sleeping on the bare ground during summer quickest way to a 😴😴
no cause i recently reread rwarb and suddenly im seeing fire island being mentioned everywhere?? im not gonna blame anyone not studying about america/'s history not knowing american references[god bless genius annotators souls for their little notes cause half my us culture knowledge comes from fob lyrics akfhkdhfsk ]
YEs fire island was really great about how they took care of their characters, the exact scene's dialouge is fuzzy to me but the scene where noah and howie talk before howie leaves, about how theyre similar but are different and that does affect how others see them was one of the best scenes cause the actors portray it in a such an intimate way.
I HOPE QUEER PEOPLE SURROUND US AND THEY ARE LOVING AND WE'LL NEVER HAVE TO THINK TWICE ABOUT OUR SAFETY IN THE FUTURE[all caps cause we deserve it!! and its needs to be shouted from the rooftops!!]
nauurr is kaiba the emo kid from the reverse card meme😭😭😭
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ive been looking sideways at goodreads dhksfhk and ive just been saving tons of insta posts about upcoming books so i can read them after my school year is over✌🏾 ive heard quite a lot about the raven boys but apparently theyre not actual ravens? L for the corvid enthusiasts👎🏾👎🏾/lh
sleepovers are fun but unfortunately id be the first to fall asleep😴
im days late but drink tons of water afterwards!!! ive heard that soju is high on alcohol content , and so eat something absorbing for the hangover like rice[ALSO! you know how in kdramas the characters are always eating congee? well i googled it to see the ingredients and its. kanji. its what i eat every weekend bro😭😭 but i do eat it cold during summer with curd and its really good for digestion too]
when i hear red beans i always think of rajma [kidney bean curry and good with naan/rice/roti],[ and ig now im gonna think of u whenever i hear red beans💜💗]
its fine if u dont like egg drop soup!! altho when i was a kid it was the soup™ i used to eat whenever we went out cause i was a picky eater lmao, spinach and cream is a good soup but my personal fav is so basic😭 i fucking love sweet corn soup man
yea no cause i genuinely forget that bts is made up of very rich ppl like 🧍‍♂️ i liked bad decisions a lot too!!
looking back at the past few years of bts' career and seeing the growth and rise in popularity of the general population , and then learning they were doing all this while also in COLLEGE and graduating with honours is. how do u say. humbling to the highest degree.like i cant imagine going to grammys and having a set career and then like having to go back to school.
kim seokjin the man that u are,,
uuughhh thinking about going on walks in parks and just TALKING WITH U
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dont worry about taking ur time!!! hell can freeze over but ill still be on this app<3
matching tattoos<3 [also fr i have been thinking👁👁 of getting a tattoo of intertwined tattoos on my sternum but am very unsure of getting tattoos at all😓]
speaking of fever,dont know if ur big on insta edits but i have a ton saved just to listen to the audios on repeat
i . also forgot about it[holland's song]. need that divine intervention to make me focused .
OKAY SO I STARTED THE GOD OF HIGHSCHOOL AND I LOVE IT didnt thing i'd be crying at all but i shed a tear[locals will allege it was full on sobbing but who can say] im only halfway through so i didnt expect to be crying lol😄 anyway the fight scenes were so cool and the main character are such a great trio [also i did search it up on tumblr and im heard about a kim ilpyo👀👀]
[re: getting hungry by listening to gooey]getting pavlov'ed by a song. i have reached new lows /j
random side note#2: i think there should be an emoji for a man on his knees, not the prayer one, just in dejection like this image
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anya deserves a normal , happy life with her parents like imma cry if she gets even one scratch idk[but she does love adventure so im just hoping she takes up trekking as a hobby]
cant wait to see the plot relevance of sticking your fingers down a persons throat!![hope this doesnt come off as sarcastic cause i mean it genuinely, from the bottom of my heart]
if u like cool art you should see jibaku shounen hanako kun, a friend introduced me to it and ive been lowkey obsessed with it. it has a very distinct and beautiful art style that u might enjoy!!
cant describe the effect that is listening to tamino has had on me. truly invigorating.[also his eyelashes when he was singing. just .yea]
okay SO like. if i had to take a guess on who you were, i'd have one or two that id be entirely certain of. but i never took a guess cause i wanted to respect ur privacy . but like if ur entirely okay with it, i would not mind if you came off of anon[im putting it lightly Id LOVE if u came off anon so i can add u on discord and annoy u so much💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💗💗💗💗💗💗💗]
sending you truck loads of love and reminders to be safe!!! eat lots of delicious things and hope you get time to spend a lot of time with ur friends !!!
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loumands · 2 years
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I think Florence’s issue is how olivia has been framing the movie to be about female pleasure and how important it is to the film and her character. she did it again in the variety interview as well. I know some people want it to be as black and white as ‘she hates harry and olivia bc they got together’ for the sake of drama but I don’t think Florence is petty enough for that nor is their relationship affecting her life and career (in an any that matters). Florence said in her own interview recently that she’s proud of the movie and thinks it’s bigger and better than some sex scenes and that that’s not why she’s in the industry.
I don't think Florence cares about Harry and Olivia's relationship either and it does seem she's frustrated with how Olivia and the marketing has been focusing so much on the sex part. But i feel like it's not enough to explain her almost completely ignoring the movie. Like i said usually actors promote their movies no matter what problems they might have with them and instead she's currently choosing to risk looking unprofessional or coming across "difficult" (the worst scenario for a young woman in the industry). Also, if she's proud of the movie but doesn't like the way it's been marketed wouldn't it make sense for her to actively promote it from a different angle she feels is more fitting instead of being quiet? It's such a strong reaction so i think there's probably more to it.
I've actually started to wonder has it something to do with the studio/whole production at large. WB has had a lot of problems in the past years. It's in huge debt, has completely fucked up DC universe which should've been like printing money, had somewhat chaotic merger with Discovery which was also in huge debt, and are aggressively trying to cut costs everywhere. WB used to have filmmaker friendly reputation but now they've managed to drive away Nolan to Universal and the new ceo David Zaslav is famously a massive asshole who's a republican pennypincher with no interest in cinema who ruined Discovery by turning it into bad reality tv content farm, and is now planning to do god knows what to HBO max and DC universe. Zaslav & co have made many poorly received decisions lately like shelving the almost finished $90 m Batgirl movie for tax writedowns (completely unprecedent) without telling the directors or anyone in the cast beforehand. Just yesterday they delayed several movies to 2023 so that DWD and Black Adam are now the only major WB releases in 2022 and a Hollywood Reporter writer claims this is because they're so broke they only have enough cash to release two films this year. Many creatives are allegedly very unhappy how WB's leadership has treated them and how bad the communication has been. Sorry this got long and went kind of off-topic but the point is i think Florence may have behind-the-scenes issues with higher-ups than Olivia. But now that i think about it she signed up for Dune, another WB franchise, so maybe not. Idk, i continue to be confused
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oleskellybones · 3 years
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very bold of the movie industry to keep greenlighting million dollar garbage and then put no classic shows and movies on streaming services
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derry-rain · 3 years
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Fic Writer Questions!
tagged by @girdedheraround - thank you!
1) How many works do you have on AO3?
20 on my derry_rain account, 23 on my old account.
2) What’s your total AO3 word count?
Just going for d_r - 31857
3) How many fandoms have you written for and what are they?
About 23 according to AO3, more that never made it to Ao3 for sure, let's see if I remember a few.
The Terror, Call of Cthulu: Shadow of the Crystal Palace, Strange Empire, Ready or Not, Star Wars, Star Trek, Dragon Age, The Almighty Johnsons, Merlin, The Musketeers, Mass Effect, Constantine, Elementary, Sherlock, Law & Order SVU, Underground, Arrow, Primeval, The Walking Dead, Hamilton, Newsies, Hornblower, Master and Commander, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Les Miserables... I'm forgetting some.
4) What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
I'm going to stick to derry_rain for this bc, I Relied Upon the Moon, my Stormpilot soulmate AU fucked my stats up big time.
Thunder Rolled a Six (Ready or Not (2019)) - A Yuletide fic I wrote last year, a small postscript to the movie, in which Le Bail and Grace have a conversation.
Darling, I Know It's Getting Late (The Terror (TV 2018)) - Joplittle early career researchers au. One of the earliest things I wrote for this fandom. In which rain interrupts play and Ned is an excellent boyfriend.
To Fall Back On (The Terror (TV 2018)) - Another Joplittle, huh, you do like Joplittle. Anyway, this is a post-story somebody lives, in which Jopson and Little are settled down with their quiet trauma and their less quiet very big dog.
Promise in the Voyage (The Terror (TV 2018)) - Tozer/Little, merman au. In which Tozer is a merman. A sexy merman.
Moments of Peace (The Terror (TV 2018)) - Drabble collection of nothing but nice things. I'll open this up again once I'm done with my bang and my zine fic. I love writing these.
5) Do you respond to comments, why or why not?
I try to! At the moment, it's very hard because of various IRL stuff running me to physical exhaustion, but I do mean to get to it.
6) What’s the fic you’ve written with the angstiest ending?
My endings tend towards the sweet or bittersweet, tbh. It's probably It Takes All Your Power to Prove That You Don't Care, which is a very much unspoken angst, in a conversation between Little and Fitzjames.
8) Do you write crossovers? If so what is the craziest one you’ve written?
I do! The craziest, I can't tell you because it would absolutely reveal my very old fandom identity from when I was a teen and nobody needs to see that (I guarantee a few crossovers nobody else would have written). I can't think of anything too crazy I've written lately, but I have a few thoughts.
9) Have you ever received hate on a fic?
Less hate and more... weird disagreements about my treatment of Their Fave.
10) Do you write smut? If so what kind?
Once or twice, and usually not well. I'm just not that interested, and I think it shows.
11) Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Not to my knowledge, though I did have a "friend" steal a poem I wrote in school.
12) Have you ever had a fic translated?
No.
13) Have you ever co-written a fic before?
Nope.
14) What’s your all time favorite ship?
Ahhh, I can't be asked that? I have so many that compete for my favourites.
In The Terror, I'm sorry, but Hodge/Pilk will not let me go, but I also love a lot of Hodge ships. I'm fond of Armitozer and Joplittle, but in VERY SPECIFIC configurations, tbh.
I've also loved Beth/Daryl from TWD, McShep (MCSHEP) from SGA, Garak/Bashir from DS9, the OT3 from Leverage and Anders/Gaia from The Almighty Johnsons.
15) What’s a WIP that you want to finish but don’t think you ever will?
I have a Misfits AU featuring Pilk and Armitage that I started and is sort of hanging there.
16) What are your writing strengths?
IDK, I think sensory detail? There's a mildly synaesthetic element running through a lot of what I write.
17) What are your writing weaknesses?
Plot. PLOT. WHAT IS IT AND HOW DOES IT WORK.
18) What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic?
If you think it works and can do it, do it. If you're doing it to show off, don't. Provide a translation if it's important. Don't drop in random words just because you can, that's irritating.
19) What was the first fandom you wrote for?
Oh, lord, I don't know. The Mighty Ducks?
20) What’s your favorite fic you’ve written?
I don't know about ever, but I think my favourite thing I've written for The Terror is my quiet and first Hodge/Pilk, it's love's illusions i recall, because it just made me ache, and the visual of it is something that has never, ever left me.
Tagging @solomon-tozer @zargothraxcore and @gullbones, if you would like and haven't already.
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hematomes · 2 years
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"i ate too much AGAIN" what a mood i swear if i like the food There Is No Stopping Me i WILL eat until i burst. but hey, the world's already kinda terrible, im a firm believer that we should enjoy the things that make us happy. and if that is food, then so be it!
you actually worried me with the hotplate thing jsjdjff what if it started a fire or something?? I'd be lying if i said i didn't laugh hfjsjf but please be careful😭 here's to hoping that the electricity bill won't be too high🤞🏽
OMG ITS HALLOWEEN I FUCKING FORGOT god that's so sad. i swear!! every single year im like this time!! im gonna release the witch in me and go out!! and then i don't bc im too busy or my friends are:( wbu, got any plans for Halloween? although staying in and relaxing is just as a good plan as any if you ask me lol
actually, we don't have classes on Sundays, just exams. every Sunday. it's only one subject each week of course, but it's still tough.
good job on crowning albedo omg!!! I've been thinking about saving for his banner actually ksjdjd is this a sign?🤔
i swear........ wise words my friend, wise words
ZKDJZJ NO DONT WORRY i promise it won't happen again idk why i just Forgot to turn it off like???? wth but anyway im extra careful now
I FEEL YOU SO MUCH OMG....... i wanted to go to an halloween party like two days ago but literally all of my friends were busy </3 so i watched a horror movie and called it a night, and i will most likely do that again tonight tbh so yeah no, no plans sobs, which SUCKS bc i have a perfectly good victorian vampire outfit waiting to be unleashed 😩 but movie night it is!!!!
exams every sunday... jesus that sounds Rough i physically couldn't, thoughts and prayers
ZKDKZK i have to say. albedo is an amazing geo sub dps like fr, and with his BiS weapon coming out (+ considering that before his BiS weap WAS A 3* so you could r5 that shit so easily 😩) + an entire set that'll fit him like a glove, he's gonna be extremely broken i cannot Wait (planned to c2 his cute ass but then learnt that gorou was on itto's banner, but it's ok albedo is already pretty good at c0 <3). also he goes kind of with anyone? but especially xiao imo. and ofc monogeo comps + comps with him, zhongli and 2 other characters for the tasty geo resonnance. anyway my point is if you want him, i can say that you most likely will Not be disappointed!!
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cata-linaa · 3 years
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Hello, how are you? Okay, well not gonna lie it's my first time requesting anything, so I would like to request a match-up. If possible. :) If I have any mistakes you are more than welcome to correct me or tell me to do it again.
I am 20 years old, female and from Germany. I study medicine, am in the 2nd year. I can speak five languages and am currently learning Icelandic - I don't know why to be all honest- and love to read and draw in my free time. I am also in a MMA club, it's my fourth year now -it's a miracle that I'm still alive, hahaha- and I've played football for seven years. Because of the pandemic we are not allowed to participate in any sports, so I'm rather at home and studying. I also love volleyball, not gonna lie, I've watched HQ because of it. I never played volleyball professionally but I would like to. The adrenaline when I play with some friends is indescribable! To my personality, well I am really "direct", if something doesn't add up in my mind I would not hesitate to tell my opinion. I am a really good listener and give amazing advices, in my 20 years I've been through a lot, my mind is like a 70 year old person's. Due some traumatic experiences, I've developed depression and its best friend anxiety. Even though I have the feeling that I have no friends -which I have but, I don't know how to explain, it's more like you try to keep the friendship up, ya know?- I have depression and anxiety right next to me as my friends, they come and go to check up on me can't deny their effort for that. Damn, I wrote a lot. However, to the last things, I have brown hair and hazel-green eyes. If you want to know anything else -which I don't think- Hahaha.
I wish you a nice day! ❤
hello hello! sorry this is so late, my life is VERY funny, and by funny i mean I’m a piñata, and life is a blindfolded child with their older sibling’s metal baseball bat. But i’m hopefully going back to my semi-sporadic schedule, maybe posting once every week or two, or if i’m feeling extra inspire-y i’ll do more :)
yo anon you’re legitimately one of the coolest people ever from this description alone my smoker lungs could never do sports tf i’m jealous-
anyways, are you ready…. to…..RUMBLLLLLLLEEEEE?!!!
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HAJIME IWAIZUMI (27) ATHLETIC TRAINER (woooooo!!)
Lucky lucky you!!! (this got very long I got carried away-)
Listen, I can already TELL this one is gonna be a good one
You’re a polyglot? He could listen to you speak all day, he would even try to help you learn another language with flash cards, even if he has no idea, you’re you, it’s important! 
He can’t draw, but he sits at the kitchen table with you nevertheless, and has some fancy art paper and materials for you (because you deserve it) and some 8x11 printer paper and a 12 pack of colored pencils he purchased form the local corner store. He often wants to draw you, the warped ms paint-looking drawings are quite charming, and you find yourself keeping them in your bag, or on your desk. 
You in turn, give him a portrait you drew over the course of a while to him as a part of a birthday gift, and he brings it wherever his job takes him, pressed neatly in a clipboard or notebook, he sometimes brushes his fingers over the lines drawn by you as if it was strands of your hair
Imagine this real quick: medicine??? Being an athletic trainer??? those studies are kind of similar, so y’all would meet in class hypothetically in the weird idea bank that is my head
Iwa is a complete sucker for interesting features in someone, green eyes? He will melt, and thinks about your eyes and how they light up when you smile, when you look at him he genuinely loses his train of thought and starts to lose his cool and stutter a little bit, oikawa teases him a lot about it, you two are close and 
it’s a match made in hell when you two go party together, and you guys have to get Iwa to come pick you guys up (i feel like every writer on here has made a post about this very scenario, its just canon at this point)
When you had your football games, (idk what position you play but i hope you mean the soccer kind of football bc thats what i’m imagining) he’s always at the edge of his seat on the side of the field, if you score a goal/block a goal he stands up and he’s cheering for you, or even better, when you look at him, he has the most supportive look In his eyes, and smiles at you, and shit, the other team knows they can’t stand a chance now. 
When you’re doing MMA, he finds that SO HOT PLS- 
Forbid if you ever get hurt while doing sports, he will run to your sides where he is watching you and make sure everything is okay, because he can’t have someone else go through that, not on his watch ouch lmao sorry
you two often play sports together in the park or something, maybe a morning run or two to keep yourselves active during the pandemic (can you tell i’ve barely ever even thought about athletics i’m so sorry) 
You guys definitely have one of those friend groups where you do shit like climb a mountain or do a bootcamp for fun and post it on social media
The two of you look GOOD in athleticwear together. 
strong people are his absolute weakness, both physical and mentally
When he sees you caught up in a rant, even if its about something serious, a part of him smiles, since that passionate energy is what attracted him to you in the first place
when you told oikawa that he looked ugly in the outfit he picked out, Iwa laughed so hard he couldn’t fucking BREATHE for like ten minutes
On a more serious note, when you’re not feeling your best, he stops everything to make you feel better. One call and he could be on the next car ride, bus, train, or flight home, ready to tell you that you are loved and valid. Everyone loves your presence, he reminds you, and if your’e comfortable with it, he invites oikawa and the rest of your friend group for a self-care/movie night, just to show you just how much everyone wants to be around and how they and him will just show up to you, no matter what. 
He’s your safe space, and wants to spend every part of his life with the thing that matters most- you. 
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Oh Disneyland Paris sounds fun yeah! Were you and your roommate already close then? I went to Walt Disney's world with my aunt and cousin when I was like 11 but it would've been way more fun if I could've taken my best friend with me for sure. Maybe we can go to the one in Paris now that she lives just 3h away from me! Oh I see, sounds like LA was really fun for you yeah! your roommate didn't mind third wheeling tho? Hahaha
Yeah Canada is beautiful but what I liked about it the most was the massive improvement in quality of life I had compared to where I was living before and just being able to be who I am and people accepting me for it. Not being worried about violence 24/7 felt pretty fucking great too. So yeah I highly recommend living there if you ever get a chance. But I am loving Portugal so far, people are a bit more judgemental here tho but I like that it's easier to travel to a lot of countries I've always wanted to go to. Everywhere you go there are pros and cons tho so sorting out priorities is key. But Toronto is my favourite of all the places I've been, before living there for a year I had already been two times!
Jesus 50 states, sometimes I forget how big the US is. And you can totally do it if you plan it out! After watching Bly Manor tho I really want to go to Vermont especially during autumn season looks really pretty! There's this fic I love (only the sun by prestonarchives) where Dani and Jamie go on a road trip from Vermont to Maine and I did their entire journey on Google maps street view bc I was so obsessed with this one chapter fanfic I had to immerse myself entirety in it hahaha. So now I want to go there irl. Here's the link if you haven't read it before!
https://bit.ly/3BLy4WR
Omg I totally remember reading that on CBML and being a bit confused bc I was like why would she think you can't see the moon from the great wall of China HAHAHA but I thought it was really funny and endearing yeah it's even funnier now that I know you said it irl haha.
Oh so ENFP-T means extraverted, intuitive, feeling and prospecting personality with a bit of turbulence. Which just means you're curious, perceptive, enthusiastic, an excellent communicator, festive and good-natured. On the other hand you can be disorganized, unfucosed, a people pleaser, overcommitted, too optimistic and restless.
I wonder what Jamies and Danis mbti are as well as their zodiac signs 🤔 I think Jamie might be an ISTP-A bc she's definitely an introvert, very practical, stubborn, assertive, layed back and energetic at the same time. And Dani is either an ENFP-T like you or an ESFJ-T with the whole selfless thing going on.
AE already made it canon that Jamie's an aries (and it makes sense) but I can't figure Dani out. I've thought about her being a leo ♌ bc she's generous, passionate, warm-harted and dominant in her own way and THE HAIR haha. But she's got some pisces ♓ vibes going on too...idk. aaand I'm back at it again with the astrology signs haha.
To be fair your recent drunken exp it was dark and at least you didn't think the road sign was a bear or something (don't know what kind of wild animals you've got over there) that you wrestled with and ended up in a ditch and your best friend let you believe that happened for 3 years up until recently haha. 😂 but yeah some things happen for a reason, having life threatening health issues doesn't sound great tho, but I guess it's a good thing it stops you from drinking too much and making dumb decisions. And hey maybe I secretly want that to happen again idk maybe moving countries is not exciting enough, I have to go out and make a complete drunken fool out of myself in a completely foreign place hahaha. I guess that did kinda happen last month when my best friend came to visit me from Spain and we got drunk on wine, I got lost on the way back home and it was way past curfew. 🤔 shit I'm 29 will I ever learn...
Episode 9 is 😢😍🥰😰😭🤬☠️ just the worst roller-coaster I didn't even know I was on. Haha I was more pissed off than heartbroken the first time I watched it ngl.
Well then maybe the way you do accents is friendly and funny so people can't really get mad at you haha. Like Dani! Oh so that's called a Geordie accent! I see, it's really really cool. AE said Jamie is from Lancashire but that's a whole county isn't it? Idk if there's a specific accent to this region. Knowing you speak kinda like Jamie is something else tho, I think if anyone who spoke like her ever talked to me irl I wouldn't be able to pay attention to what they were saying 😂 just the accent haha.
Oh so you already have 4k something words for it nice. I'm kinda starting to feel an obsession with this medieval AU growing in me, I made a Pinterest board just for it ngl hahaha but I'm still resisting creating anything for it, I did a face study yesterday for Dani and Jamie to see if I finally pick up the idea and just do it but my brain was still like "I don't want to do this rn" and was just being a little bitch about it so I'll just let it cook for longer see if we can reach an agreement eventually (if ever) haha.
Glad to hear you had a good weekend! Even if it left you feeling exhausted in the end. And yeah it makes sense for you to say you don't have favourites haha! Have a great week Colour, take care! 👋✨
Yeah me and my roommate have been friends since we were like 14 so when we went to Disney Land we asked if we could be roomed together because we've been best friends for that long now... been best friends since school and now we live together. She's seen me at my best, my worst, has seen me in all my stages in life and has been there for a lot of the rough stuff I've been through and I've been there for all the stuff she's been through!! Nah she didn't mind at all we had some moments where me and my ex would just go and be a couple and have dates but my ex didn't want me travelling that far alone so invited my roommate too because she didn't like the thought of me flying 11hours alone or being in airports alone so my roommate came with me and we had a great time Awwh good I'm glad it was such a nice place and that you didn't worry about violence all the time but I'm so sorry you ever had to worry about that anyway that can't be easy. I would honestly love to live in Canada I really hope I get chance one day... I'm glad you're loving Portugal but sorry people are judgemental there but I am glad it's easy for you to travel around to other places... oh yeah every place has it's pros and cons I mean England has some pros but it sure has a lot of cons too so I know all about that Yeah America is SO big but I do want to get around all 50 states at some point and I am stubborn enough and determined enough to make it happen eventually even if I don't get around them all until I'm like 70 I'll make it happen haha!! No I haven't read that fic but it sounds amazing so I'll definitely check it out thank you for sending me the link Yeah... that really happened to me and it was just a dumb moment where I had this momentary lapse of knowledge in my brain and now I look back at that question and I'm just like... "you idiot" and this is why people are shocked when I get questions in quizzes right because I have said some really dumb stuff but I'm glad people found it funny and endearing... and I'm glad it makes it better to know I really said that haha Oooo I didn't know that, I like that and I think it's definitely fitting for me!! I think from what you've said about what ENFP-T means Dani could easily be that too and I don't know anything about the other one but I will take your word for it matching Dani because you know way more about this stuff than I do. I have no idea for Jamie though. And with zodiac signs I love that Amelia looked at Jamie and thought she was an Aries, as for Dani I have NO idea what her zodiac would be... in CBML she's a Leo but in MoU with what I have planned for her birthday she'd be a virgo but I don't know anything about zodiacs... all I know is all the pieces I've ever met have been the opposite of what Dani is so maybe that has something to do with their whole charts but I know a lot of other people always make her a Pieces and I trust what other people say about zodiacs more than what I know about them because I really know NOTHING about them haha Nah I knew it was a road sign because of how heavy and hard it was- nah we have no bears where I live... I don't think we have many dangerous animals where I live... got a couple of badgers that can be pretty aggressive but that's about it we don't have much that is scary here or at least not in the little part of England I live. Having life threatening health issues has been hard and since having my spleen removed in January (that was the surgery I needed to try and fix the issue I had) things are even harder now because I have to take antibiotics for the rest of my life to stop me getting any infections because if I ever get a chest infection now or a really bad cold it can be really dangerous but I take it all in my stride and not drinking is just a way to make sure the antibiotics actually work properly and to make sure nothing happens to me... and like you said, means I don't do anything dumb too... haha drunken stories are the best I have been lost a few times when I've been drunk... and I don't think you do learn, I have siblings that are
like 40 and still do dumb shit... I know at 27 I am still doing dumb shit too I don't think I'll ever learn haha 😂 Its such an emotional roller coaster and honestly I was just devastated the first time I watched it... no TV show or movie has ever made me cry the way Bly Manor did when I first saw it and it still makes me cry now. I can cry just thinking about that last episode. I definitely mean it in a friendly way so I hope it comes across like that. Yeah the accent in Billy Elliot is a Geordie accent and its my favourite accent there are other accents around the north that are called different things. Yeah Lancashire is a county and again in Lancashire there are loads of different accents I can't really pinpoint Jamie's down to a city I just know it's Northern. I'm from Yorkshire but don't have a strong Yorkshire accent I just have a Northern accent, like people never believe I'm from the place I'm from because I don't sound like I am but you can definitely tell I'm northern... honestly there are so many accents in England... you can drive for two hours in any direction in England and the accent will change like two times at least it's insane... see a lot of people say that but I am not a HUGE fan of the northern accent and I think it's because I grew up there. I much prefer Dani's accent to Jamie's but like I said to me, Jamie just talks normal there is no accent really haha Yeah 4k words for it but it's all jumbled up it's not like a chronological story yet it's just all over the place haha but I hope I can get it all structured properly soon!! Awwh good I'm glad you're already interested in this medieval AU!! That makes sense you're resisting creating for it but I think it's so cool you did a face study for Dani and Jamie even if you didn't wanna finish it I think letting things cook for a while is always a good idea if you're not in the right headspace right away I had such a good weekend but I am so tired and today I had a busy day too celebrating my roommate's boyfriend's birthday so I've had so many days that have been so busy and right now I am just really to sleep haha!! Yeah definitely don't have favourites but I have spent more time with one of my nieces than the others simply because I always look after her if her mum and dad are working and I'm not... like until I start this new job I am looking after her for an hour every day after school while she waits for her mum and dad to finish work but I don't have favourites haha!! Thank you so much I hope you had a great weekend and that you have a great week too!!
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💥hewwo can I pwease get a romantic male matchup for bnha (darkbox bc I live for angst) (music box) when you have the time uwu
Levi he/him gay entp supposedly (also if it's not too much to ask please no characters under the age of 18 please)
I've been described as having a strong and loud personality, I'm extroverted and outspoken. I'm pretty eccentric too.
I value friendship, kindness and standing up for others.
Goal wise I'm pretty aimless. I dont have any goals, if I die well I guess that's it babey. In the meantime I'm just here to help animals and people who need it.
Positive traits: I always stick up for people in need, I'm good at reading people, I'm good with animals, I love to make people smile and laugh, cheerful, good at talking my way out of bad situations, uhm. Friendly!
Negative traits would be: hot headed, loud, stubborn, arrogant, comes across as intimidating:( good at getting into bad situations, gets into fights very often. Can be spiteful, I've been described as a pyromaniac so theres that. Can be sadistic
What pisses me off: my father. I can and will cause trouble for that man for as long as I live. And people who pick on the weak.
My hobbies and interests areeee: true crime babey! Crying over video games, baking, the occult, taking naps, dream interpretations and tarot readings
Likes: animals, cats specifically, stars, fire, sunsets, supposedly haunted places, storms, being dramatic for the hell of it, tormenting people in a good hearted way
Dislikes: uhhhh hot weather I guess.
Quirks: uh I have 5 cats! Ones my fathers but he never takes care of his cat so i pretty much count him as my own (plus he likes me more than my dad and it pisses my dad off hehe) I have weirdly accurate intuition, it makes reading people easy, knowing what they want to hear and what they dont.
Uhhh dates and relationship wise I'm honestly happy doing whatever my s/o wants to do. All I want is to see their face light up.
My love language is physical touch, I dont like touching people but if it's someone I feel strongly about youd have to pry me away from them.
I once got kicked out of a library for starting a fight in it, trashy I know but I wasnt going to stand there and do nothing while my friends were being bullied and pressured into getting involved with a really dodgy man. I scared the bullies off for good at least B) they never bothered my friend again babey
Oh I'm also known around the area I live in as someone who's good at finding homes of lost pets. Often times I come across a lost animal and befriend it in no time and use my connections to find its family.
Sorry if this was rly long and thank you for your time!! I hope you have a fantastic day uwu if anything's too difficult to come up with ideas for I'm more than happy for you to change anything to make it easier for you too!
♡︎ matchup for anon
heya! here i am with another late matchup but i hope you still see this. i'm sorry about the delay (╯_╰)
bnha: i match you with . . .
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natsuo todoroki !!
• this was one of those "heureka!" moments for me. you both hate your dads and hot weather? it's a match made in heaven! okay jk, these are just nice add-ons.
• what really made me consider Natsuo were your values and personality. kindness and friendships are important to both of you. Natsuo's a medical student so i am convinced helping others is high on his priority list too. he loves your driven and passionate nature because he doesn't go sugarcoating bs either.
• you're definitely the more energetic one while Natsuo only gets hot-headed about the things that are the most important to him. i think it's a good compromise, you can help each other out :)
• he was a little taken aback and cautious of your explosiveness at first but warmed up to it quickly after learning what a kind person you really were. now he thinks your dramatic attitude is funny during your sillier moments ٩(◕‿◕。)۶
• speaking of, you lads met at an animal shelter. there had been a dog that was astray in the neighbourhood of his home, so Natsuo, being a responsible boyo, took it to the local shelter.
• then there you were, standing by the help desk with five kittens wrapped in your jacket in your arms. apparently someone had been trying to drown them so you'd taken care of the situation accordingly.
• Natsuo understood jumping into a lake to rescue the poor animals because he would have done the same, but you could have had just called the police?? it was extremely ridiculous but admirable at the same time to beat all those guys up.
• your chat turned into a pleasant conversation afterwards as you were waiting for the animals to finish their check-ups. Natsuo was a bit shy but you didn't mind and kept the chat going which he appreciated.
• later he volunteered to help you look for good homes for the animals you'd both found. during this project the two of you got to know each other quite well and ended up hanging out together afterwards!
• and from that point on, everything fell into place naturally. the growing spark between you was undeniable and you both knew it. Natsuo definitely liked you longer, he was just a lil dense about it . . .
• you're nothing short of a hero in his eyes but dear lord he worries for you. when he's attending lectures he sometimes can't help but wonder if you're all right and not getting involved in anything violent.
• attends to your possible injuries while nagging you not to be so quick to start a fight next time. in return, you playfully bully him for being such a mom.
• you join forces with Fuyumi to pick on him about your relationship. even though you're already together, soft Natsuo still blushes when his affection for you is brought up, it's entertaining for both you and Fuyumi.
• idk if you've heard but Natsuo's 181cm tall!! hugging someone has never been easier even if you happen to be taller than him. the only thing is his skin's naturally kind of chilly so he's lowkey worried if you dislike it but you always assure him he's perfect!
• one time he was stressed over exams so you baked him some blueberry muffins. he gave you the biggest hug and kiss because it's exactly all these little things you do that set his heart racing for you ♡︎
• "last night i saw a dream about being a frog and eating giant flies, it was gross."
• "oh, that just means your love life is about to become fun."
• "i'm not sure how those two are related."
• "just trust me. i'm a pro at this."
• he also likes giving you headpats as much as he likes receiving them! his hands are quite big so he often runs his fingers through your hair when you're cuddling or hugging. it's especially relaxing after a long period of studying. also him carring you on his broad back ԅ( ̄ε ̄ԅ)
• you enjoy the little things in life and complain about your fathers together. you've agreed to wait a while before even mentioning your relationship to them because, honestly, Natsuo doesn't want any more horrible influences in your life.
• you get him sucked into the world of video games. it's always fun to watch him struggle but he never gets salty about losing maybe a lil he adores your smile as you laugh at him for being so bad at them.
• your dates include: helping out at animal shelters and retirement homes, video game and movie nights (especially about true crime), arcades and astronomy tower explorstions. i feel like Natsuo's more into traditional, romantic and chill dates and that's your usual thing. though i see sometimes you going to get coffee and ending up solving a 50-year-old murder case instead (✧ω✧)
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— despite Natsuo's best efforts to distance himself from Endeavor, it wasn't quite as easy and everyone was very much aware of the Todoroki family. and now the son of the number 1 hero had a lover.
— it wasn't actually that troublesome at first. some newpaper paparazzi occasionally annoyed you but you didn't care for them. most of the time Natsuo and you had your peace during dates aside from a few casual fans.
— but of course there are all sorts of people out there, some out for revenge, some for money, and being desperate means using even the lowest of methods to get what you want.
— so one time it happened, and it was all that took. several bitter villains thought they'd get their revenge through you, silly as it may sound. they made a big show of kidnapping you and demanding Endeavor to 'make up' for his wrongdoing. but all got resolved thanks to heroes, the only casualty being Natsuo's heart from almost exploding from worry and his deepening hatred for his father.
— later on, it wasn't that Natsuo was worried about you not being able to handle yourself, he feared what might happen if more of powerful villains came after you.
— so, after some debate, you agreed not to meet up for a short while to let the fuse of the incident settle down. it would be safer once the media forgot about it. you still texted and chatter over phone though!
— but then a week turned into two weeks, then into a month. you were wondering what was taking Natsuo to say the coast was clear and did a straight-up inquiry through a video chat.
— you could see he was restless the entire time. he said you should wait longer just to be sure everything was calm before meeting up. you became irritated because he was obviously lying and not being his normal, brutally honest self.
— why was he giving you this crap straight to your face?
— truthfully, Natsuo hadn't been sleeping all right recently. ever since that day he had reoccurring nightmares about something awful happening to you. they were just dreams, he knew. yet considering his ruffled up past and the frequency of those horrible visions, it would have been lie to say he was unaffected.
— paranoia just wouldn't leave him alone, and no matter how much he wanted to hold you in his arms again and hated making up stupid excuses, the voice at the back of his mind whispered this was for the best.
— after a month and a half had passed you've had just about enough, however. whatever reason he was keeping you in the dark for did no longer stop you from crashing into his house and demanding the truth.
— Natsuo knew you and expected this to eventually happen. after you made such a powerful entrance though he also knew there was no getting around it this time. really, it was comforting knowing you cared so deeply.
— he told you exactly what had been happening and you resisted the urge to punch him in the arm for having such a mindset. but the look in his beautiful grey eyes was so heartbreaking you threw yourself to embrace him instead. your touch was everything Natsuo had craved for for all this time.
— you skillfully assured him for the next couple of hours while keeping the talk light-hearted (he had obviously been overthinking way too much already). soon enough the issue was resolved and you had a sleepover right there to make uo for the lost time (Shoto and Fuyumi kept eavesdropping on you because y'all were being way too loud in a cute way).
— "i love you, Natsu, but if you ever keep something like this a secret from me again, i can't guarantee the safety of your arm or your front door."
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— If I Had An Airplane by SayWeCanFly
— This December by Rick Montgomery
— Round & Laundry from Carole and Tuesday
— Haven't Had Enough by Marianas Trench
— Bowie On The Radio by Ryan McMullan
♡︎ runner up: Dabi / Touya Todoroki
thank you for requesting, hopefully you enjoyed this! i'm really pleased about matching you with Natsuo, it's just so perfect. have a lovely day and remember to take care of yourself ♡︎
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Hello...it's been a week hasn't it,, i plead guilty ಥ_ಥ I'm so sorry- exams AGAIN I missed youu💔 but I promise to be more active from now on >:))
Honestly science in itself is sooo interesting but at school they just make it shit. You write 100 pages of information and then memorize it all, it's sad I just wanna know about nature why do I need to learn how does saliva decompose food (Tʖ̯T)
Geography however is the opposite for me I don't really like the subject but the teacher is an angel literally,my heart breaks just thinking that I won't be able to see him starting next year😔
But I'm glad you enjoy english!! I used to... Back in the day snif. Our teacher this year was like giving us 5 pages for the next day and we told her politely pls no we have an exam tomorrow and she said all calmly "I don't care" 😃😃😃😃 THE NERVE I was this close to punching her 🤏
Lol do you also have awkward and/or funny moments at school that you wanna tell👀
Sadly, I know nothing about ennegrams- I did the test once or twice but since it's payable I gave up on that.. Typology tho is a very interesting topic and I'm a sucker for anything psychology related honestly😩💖 so pls share your knowledge with me I do not care what it is nor how much it is 👌
Ah. I'm glad you asked. Here is my presentation "Reasons why everyone should like if not love junpei"
1,he's courageous 😠
2,THIS "if I had a button to kill all the people I hate, I wouldn't press it.But if the button would kill all the people who hate me, I would"
3,his smile 😭💔
4,horror movies fan
5,cinema obsession
6,intelligence check
7,this is personal but I think we share the same mindset & values.
8,honestly he was just in so much lack of affection in his life, he turned into this. Never in his life did he do something worthy of hatred or simply act in a malicious way for fun. (Like that sewed bastard)
9,infp 😌
10,momma's boy
11,really cares for the people he loves
12,ALL HE DID WAS A MANIPULATION FROM THAT MF MAHITO‼️
13,i really don't understand why people hate him💔 he himself said I won't kill anyone
14,soft boy hours-
And there's still sooo much more. This is just what I remember but he had so much potential. The author himself said he should've drawn more parts that show just how nice junpei is <\3
Your Highness, I was born to serve you please do not simply wait for me. If your ever need this lonely peasant please just call me,(example: JAS COME HERE 😤) I will come as fast as humanly possible 🏃
How have you been this week?? As requested, this is a very long ask. I hope you enjoy responding to it and I demand an answer where you tell me you're been well & took care of yourself 😌🤍
~Jas
heyyy I'm glad you're back
I received this last night already, made me really happy. was too tired to answer tho. and I have been thinking if there is any fun school stories. hope your exams went well, looking forward to it seeing you more here.
bruh teachers like that, idk man. speaking the topic English, that might be my 'funny stories' to tell, bc I've been wanting to talk about my English teacher on here for a while.
I have a reputation as the top student in English class, and if you're asking me if the teacher likes me, I'd say yes, but I theoretically couldn't really tell you. Somehow I manage to be some kind of class clown/comedian, the nerd, and also the class rep at the same time. I kind of pick on him a lot, don't get me wrong I don't bully him- I just like to initiate discussions or stuff like that.
somehow he publicly complains about me, sarcastically but I think he maybe just kinda likes whining? But he also has expectations for me and laughs at my jokes sometimes, but then he "trashes me" for "again" not being there, then says my English is better than a university students. I have no idea what he's on about, flattered tho. (if he'd tell that when I would be there tho.. instead of picking on me? he's a tsundere.)
my classmates say I always diss him by being better than him which is why he "doesn't like me" bc he isn't able to get me back. I criticize the tasks sometimes, or start conversations about some other topic, just the person who constantly talks bc no one else does. I do hate myself for it occasionally bc I wonder if I'm annoying..
at the time we're preparing for exams, and the oral part of it is in a few weeks. For that we have been some kind of, acting, it's given scenarios where you're supposed to take a role. he's also a theatre teacher, I'm not in theater class though, I just make English class my stage.
a continuous joke is that, no one wants to do it, except for me but he wouldn't let me anymore because I volunteered too many times. I just enjoy the show. Once I played a classmates girlfriend who was pissed at him for surprising her with a camping trip 💀
the other day he started letting me again though, and so we improvised some at the bus stop scene. I kept leading the conversation into a completely different direction, which was, quite funny of a result. (he just wanted to make some small talk and I ended up venting about my depressing, unemployed life with my unsuccessful umbrella business)
another thing that happened in December, was that we had some kind of secret Santa thing, that was basically, you could buy chocolate and it came with a card on which you address it to someone and can write a little note.
I bought a few, and I sent some to classmates, and a few people from my year. they were so upset about not knowing who it was. I never told them. and I also sent one to a girl from a class complimenting her smile, there was a short drama about people wondering who it was from, and til this day no one of them knows it was me.
This week was actually really rough, and I have a lot of things going on currently, feeling pretty stressed. I took as good care of myself as I could.
Thank you for you long ask. And I will remember that I can summon you.
hope you had a nice day and to anyone reading all this too
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