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#idk what his love language is but it sure isnt words
beeeeandpuppycat · 3 months
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Konig head canons cause this guy fr makes me go "WOOF WOOF WOOF"
A little smut hidden , + lil angst of you really squint for the funnies
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"Night mare" --- OK hear me out - this guy gets nightmares. LIKE A LOT don't matter how big and scary he is he's gonna quietly be sneaking into your room during the night. Quietly tucking a lil on your shirt with a sweet little voice - and after your permission, he quietly tucks himself into your bed, hugging on your waist with his face shoved at the crook of your neck with deep pants :(
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"Secret Kinks" this man. he definitely has Kinks But - I feel he's more of the vanilla in bed? , only sometimes.- he's like an absolute dog in heat when it comes to praise. (Partner giving him praise) Whiles he's holding on your hand pushing both your bodies up against the bedsheets while thrusting in and out his partners sweet abused cunt :( -. He immediately stops soon enough the second they start whispering sweet soft praise into his ear
"Such a good boy , aren't you.."
HE IS THE HAPPISET MAN ON EARTH I BET YOU.
if you ever want to top this man in bed just praise him. And mf I swear he is on his knees like a homeless kid begging for food
ALSO. Size kink ! Absolutely 💯 man having a partner smaller than him just makes him so happy<33 cause their so cute in his eyes? Like a small lil mouse. And when his partner is smaller than him- AND ISNT SCARED OF HIM? He feels absolute joyyyy!! Feeling like something other then a war criminal and actually happy ^^
And - a confusion language barrier kink? Idk how to explain it. But he definitely has a thing for confusing you. Making you call him "Vati" gets him riled up. Especially when you don't know what it means and you're just looking at him with a lil' innocent clueless face..
And he definitely tries to teach you German when you guys are in bed. Refusing any of your needed orgasmns into your able to speak a whole sentence. Even if you're gonna forget it later..
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He feels like the type to not get obsessive. Or like a yandere.- OH. But if he does became one of those he is definitely the hallucination type.- he would hear your voice over the radio . Just one word AND GODDAMM. He's already standing at the door of your house. Flowers in his arms. Hallucinating that you and him are dating when mf you don't even know him<3 but it's fine if you refuse his love! He would take matters into his own hands. Meaning he would kill everyone you know.- making sure your completely and utterly alone so your brain has no choice but to welcome him in with opened arms in a desperate manner from..being touch starved.
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OK OK. Music type?? 90s romance. I could imagine him drinking a small mug of coffee lovely 90s romance playing in the background. Either "misty" "pretty woman" just any works.- since I could imagine him listening to them and making small imaginary situations in his head of him and his s/o matching up with the situation of the song ^^ to the point all the others are just staring at him in confusion when he's not blinking and dead silent. Head in the clowds- horangi definitely knows he's thinking about them tho. He managed to get konig to make him a coffee by threatening to tell his s/o about how konig daydreams about them every day !!
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Just like music type I could imagine him liking 90s romance movies!! Pretty woman . Notebook . Gives him absolute heart swell!! Especially when it gives him the chance to hug his s/o in his arms. Comforting them when they cry cause the movies sad :(( its like his little evil plan or trap for more cuddle time!!
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lesmiserablol · 4 months
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20 questions for fic writers
tagged by @satans-poptarts thank you!! <3
1. how many works do you have on Ao3? 84
2. what's your total Ao3 word count? 378,809
3. what fandoms do you write for? atla/lok, les mis, marvel, and ofmd
4. what are your top five fics by kudos?
gone fishin'
emergency boyfriend
the strategy of harmony
just say yes
a brush of fingers, a kick of shins
5. do you respond to comments? usually! sometimes it takes me a while but i try to
6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending? HAHA i would say yours
7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending? hmm most of them have happy endings and they are fairly similar, though i would say every fic ending in the cat cafe au series was written for maximum sweetness
8. Do you get hate on fics? no but i love the insane reactions to the angsty ones lmaooo
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind? nope
10. Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one you’ve written? no lmao
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen? yes -_-
12. Have you ever had a fic translated? yes! i have a fic translated into Ukrainian and i translated my first zukka fic into spanish. i also have had six fics made into podfics which makes me happy
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before? yes!! (this love is) a long time coming it was sooo much fun i would love to do it again (and almost did) but i just do not really have time for writing these days
14. What’s your all time favorite ship? zukka is in my top three all time favorites but they are my number one favorite to write
15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will? ugh this one fic that i wrote in the very early days of zukka that is very divorcedzukka coded.....zuko had abolished the monarchy and iroh fired him from the jasmine dragon because he knew zuko could be happier so zuko left to visit the swt and see his friends (and his former lover) and at first things are awkward but then they become friends again quickly and katara says something about sokka's letters and zuko is like uhhh sokka hasnt sent me a letter in years and katara is like wtf and zuko thinks he must have been writing another lover or something but then he finds a bunch of heartfelt unsent letters sokka had written for zuko!!! anyway there is also mention of a failed proposal and other things and bed sharing and i really love it but it is just a bunch of random scenes thrown together without any cohesion so it needs a lot of work. i really want to finish it one day but i just dont think i will
16. What are your writing strengths? ahhh the most frequent compliments in comments i get are about solid characterizations and good dialogue and making my readers feel things (mainly angst lol)
17. What are your writing weaknesses? i have a hard time with exposition or writing action sometimes because i will be so focused on the dialogue that everything else isnt as fun to write. idk if that comes across to readers at all but its something i work on a lot in the editing stages
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic? just dont be a dumbass about it
19. First fandom you wrote for? h*rry p*tter unfortunately
20. Favorite fic you’ve written?
easily my baby my love my precious my child zukka tangled au now that i see you...i love tangled more than anything and i really worked my ass off making sure it was faithful to the characters and the story of tangled while also very much making it fit the most important aspects of the atla world. i have reread it a few times and i am just sooooo proud of it and happy with how it turned out. close second is no love like your love
tagging @zukkaoru @backhurtyy @that-was-anticlimactic @sokkalore @goldrushzukka @marriedzukka only if you want mwah <3
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why-what-no · 2 years
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Hi! Hope you're well. Could you maybe write a Eddie Munson x fem!reader where she's El's sister (like Kali) and she used to date billy and after he died she wasn't able to move on but she starts liking Eddie but can't seem to let go of billy so they have a conversation and they're just like "this would've happened in another life" and it's really angsty and stuff. Thank you!! ( Btw if you don't feel up to it)
Side note: If you end up doing this could the reader have pyrokiniseis (idk of I wrote that correctly English isnt my mother language)
In Another Life
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Pairing: Eddie Munson x Reader
Warning: Angst
Notes: Hi, I am doing well, thanks! Here’s your requested story, and don’t worry about your English. It’s my first language and I still had to google how to spell pyrokinesis.
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(Y/N) sat on the bleachers facing the Hawkin's High track field, hugging her knees. Being alone with her thoughts was never ideal, but it felt safer for her. She wouldn't do something stupid.
As a distraction, she entertained herself with making shapes out of her fire. She and Kali used to play like that in the lab, (Y/N) would make shapes and Kali would guess what it was. Currently, it was a ballerina twirling in the air in front of her.
She vanished the fire as she heard footsteps approaching and for a full second was worried that her powers were discovered, She felt like yelling at herself for being go reckless but relaxed slightly when she realized that it was just Eddie.
Then she tensed up against when she remembered that she was avoiding him, and why she was avoiding him.
“Hey." He greeted her, smiling. He had such a sweet smile, it sometimes made her want to cry.
"Hi." She said, trying not to look at him. "What.…. what are you doing here?"
Eddie jumped up on the bleachers, swaying slightly as he stepped over to her. Even him sitting down was done dramatically, like a performance. "Looking for you, of course."
"Of course." She echoed his words, knowing exactly why he wanted to speak to her. The two of them had hung out a few times since the situation with Vena, and she had really enjoyed his company. So when he invited her to get high, she had said yes. Then.. when they were high and laughing, she had asked to kiss him, and he had said yes.
It was stupid of her.
And, she was sure that Eddie was beginning to pick up on that. "You want me to go?" He asked, always so in tune with her every facial expression.
"I just... I'm sorry. I shouldn't have...
"What? Shouldn't have kissed me?" He asked. "Or shouldn't have run away?"
"Both." He sighed, and she hated herself for hurting his feelings.
"Listen.." He paused. "I like you. But if you aren't into me, just say it."
He was so kind, (Y/N) thought, and she really wanted to tell him that she liked him back. "I do, it's just.… can't stop thinking about him."
"Hargrove?"
She nodded, thinking back to the previous year when Billy and her were together. He had been everything to her, and she had been in awe of him. She still was. And no matter how much wanted to move, she just couldn't.
"I like you; I do. But... I miss him, so much. And I don't want to be with you when I still love him. You're too good for that."
He nodded, rocking his whole body along with his head. "Thanks, I guess? I guess I'm just sorry that I never really spoke to you until after you met him." He stood up, offering her his hand to help her up. It
was getting dark.
"Yeah, me too.... maybe we would've have happened in another life."
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heynowisavedyouright · 8 months
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helloo !!! im so sorry if im bothering uu but i must let it out to u and i love love ur swagdoons fics so muchh 💕💕🏳️‍🌈
i thought i could share some of my hcs of smitten red (or i call head over heels red) as a token of gratitude!! again so sorry if im bothering you
that song love language by tom cardy sounds so much like swagdoons, its just so much like them idk??? (u can check it out if u want, no pressure :33 its only 48 secs)
like red is singing this to ash, about how its so easy to make red fallin head over heels for ash. they did start out w only wantinv money and power, and trying to kill eachother..... but recently, it's different now, money isnt really the main aim but more of a reason to entertain themselves or something way cooler. they still do act like this to everyone else but not to eachother
like in the song, only a small physical touch (non-sexual, cuz i agree w qpr swagdoons) could make them fall in love hard and words of affirmation (although that's a bit complicated in swagdoons situation)
id like to imagine when ash would grab red's arm in a battle or just to call him over, red would just immediately melt. doesn't matter if itd be in tge middle of fighting or talking or something else, it would not fail to make red stop at his tracks and just think about the touch for a long time. hed just stand there in silence until someone asks him why's he's just standing.
most of the server knows this, bcuz they're very bad at hiding it but at the same time, the server is bad w figuring it out. so they'll just encounter a situation where ash would accidentally hold red's shoulder or something and he would be just frozen in place.
of course it got better the more it happens, red can control himself now. those days were when he realized it was deffo a crush. but now its more chill, except if it doesn't happen for a really long time ..
(again so sorry!! i know i said it too many times but i could never be so sure ykno,,,..,)!
li$ten anon i am holding your face in my hand$ li$ten Carefully There i$ No $uch Thing a$ me being bothered by $omeone dropping their $wagdoon$ take$ in my inbox . now if i dont agree with them i may ca$t bloody murder but in the end it will bring me deep enjoyment no matter what ( ^-^ a$ bloody murder tend$ to ! ) $o yeah . that $ong ive never heard it before and that$ $uch a $ong . oh my god i$ that $uch a $ong that I$ $o red im looping it in my head forever ( involuntarily ) thank$ for . all of thi$
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dulcesiabits · 4 months
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aarghghrghrhga i read all your other bllk fics and theyre all!! so! good!!! yes yes i am the last anon youve answered fhnadoif so sorry for sending so many asks nhnhng but! i really do want to tell how good it is! for starters, nagi's! the way his motives changed for why he started playing soccer is very cute. along with that, the 'opposites attract' troupe is good but subtle since they actually are kinda similar in some aspects (like,, idk but in my mind it works and i dont know how to explain,,,) i go by feeling/instinct so my bad if its not understandable. the ot3 is a great idea! would love to read if you write something abt it (esp bc i like poly and have too much love to give!). finally, the deleted scene you put is amazing! i can definitely understand both nagi's and reader's way of thinking with just that scene alone ww they crash but in a good way(?) (also i really liked when nagi called reader boss www 'on it boss' kinda thing ww)
,, forgot to say i really loved the conversation reader had w reo (in nagi's fic) “Don’t string him along. Reject him, or go out with him, but you can’t make him wait to sort out your feelings forever.” ughh that is just so!! i totes get it!!! dont just ghost or pretend nothing happened just answer them truthfully they deserve it for being sincere w their feelings! (ofc there are exceptions,,) also,,, i'm not sure if you accept anons or even if you have any, but i really enjoyed your works! and my bad if its too much or you cant understans ghgnhgn eng isnt my first language and i did go off a long tangent abt your fics
(referencing this fic)
First of all, thank you so much for your sweet asks! I had such a thrill reading and rereading your kind words on all of my blue lock fics, and I want to properly answer them with my full attention!
I think the opposites attract trope works really well with Nagi! I wanted to craft a reader who can push Nagi, and motivate him to grow! think you're right in that they're similar in the sense that they're both the sort of people who march to the beat of their own drum, and live in a world of their own. Reader thinks they have the world all figured out, and Nagi is content with how his life is. They both challenge each other's understanding of the world!
The ot3 idea would honestly be so fun <3 I would love to add Reo to the mix of their volatile dynamic, considering I did toy with the idea of Reo having an unrequited crush on reader for a while! I scraped it because I wasn't interested in it, ultimately, but I do love the idea of adding a reader to the reonagi dynamic and making them messier and worse... haha.
I'm glad you liked the deleted scene, too! It didn't fit with the direction I wanted the fic to take, but the idea of reader and nagi trying to figure out how feelings work together was very fun!
I also enjoy making nagi call reader boss bc it's so funny haha. He knows who runs the relationship!
I'm glad you liked the conversation reader and reo had over nagi! I think I'm just older now, but there's a certain sort of... maturity? I want to approach relationships with. Reader really did need a friend like Reo to give it to 'em straight, and to help sort out their feelings!
Thank you so much for enjoying my works! By all means, I loved these long asks! It's really sweet of you to send, and to read what you enjoyed about my writing <3 It also helps me to see my works in a new light when I hear what other people noticed/liked about them!
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orthodoxxing · 9 months
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not to be the 'just bc it isnt offensive to me personally as an individual member of a community it means its not offensive in general' person but like
i saw the post abt dj crazytimes being ableist which i checked his content and like yep its as bad and obvious as described. but then the addition to it by the literal YANK saying its xenophobic to make fun of eurodance having broken english is so wild to me like. yes cultural stereotypes against eastern europeans are v pervasive and often left unquestioned bc of leftover cold war propaganda yada yada. and arguably the fact that the original crazytimes sketches always mention eastern europe even tho a lot of those eurodance producers were from like sweden or especially germany is kind of dodgy, sure
that said, i genuinely dont think its xenophobic to make fun of these songs having broken english bc like. they genuinely did, in a funny and charming way. in the same way early max martin (britney, nsync, backstreet boys) makes NO sense - like wtf does 'tell me why / i never wanna hear you say / i want it that way' even MEAN. but then when the english is broken its almost even more poignant. like if u think abt it for a second 'what is love?' does not actually make sense in the context of the song but it goes so hard precisely bc its such a wild broken-english question. and stuff like "i still hear your voice when you sleep next to me" that raises more questions than it gives answers (is the person sleeping and therefore unable to talk? or are they gone but they used to talk in their sleep?) actually functions even more as a hook bc of how weird it is
idk if i just find non-english-speaking songwriters and singers fun and endearing (i love when you can tell guy-man is singing certain bits in daft punk songs bc u can hear his french accent even thru the robotic filters) but i genuinely dont think the song itself is xenophobic in that way? i wont even talk abt how the mention of 90s eurovision specifically is kind of silly from that one person and clearly shows they dont know the trope dj crazytimes is referencing, but like even without being v aware of eurodance in general, i think we can probably detach the real, bad, silly superiority complex of native english speakers when they hear foreigners try to talk in english (you speak one LESS language beloveds) from the fun of seeing words be used in odd, novel ways
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skarmoree · 2 years
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hi long time mutual, I know it's probably pretty obvious from my posting, but I finished aa6 a few days ago and I wasn't expecting to come out of it a slightly incoherent mess that keeps trying to rotate all its flaws into something sensible, I would appreciate you sharing some thoughts or opinions on it or recommending good fanfic to read about it (you don't have to, though). Thank you for looking at this 💗
hooooooooooough boy okay SO i saw this ask in my notifs and immediately ran to grab my laptop so i can actually write a response you are in for a RIDE you've activated my unskippable cutscene i could go on and on and on forever about aa6 it is everything to me
first off: what flaws. its like, on par with every other aa game erhghdflhk theyve all got a couple; people just dont like aa5/6 and nitpick it way too much its exhausting ffjgh
second: *slaps roof of khura'in* [SCREECHES] i have so many headcanons and worldbuilding ideas about khura'in that the game only barely covers/implies/isnt able to show in the limited "only there for half the game" timeframe, not only about the judicial system but also about culture and religion and food and language and climate and--
im gonna put a read more.
Nahyuta Sahdmadhi. bottom text. hi this guy is ourple! and very precious to me hes SO special i am holding him tightly but also what is 🆙 buddy whadda hell.
so the wiki says he's a "childhood friend" of apollo's and lists Dhurke as his "foster father" but also like. he was raised by that man for his formative years. thats his dad. yuty is his brother. very very VERY much so. ga'ran literally refers to them as brothers. yuty says "our father". idk what the wiki isn't seeing theyre brothers and i love their dynamic so much
that being said! their entire dynamic hinges on the fact that neither of them have seen each other since they were aged in the single digits, half a lifetime ago. theyre practically strangers. and that shit is so fascinating to me because you have to realise that theyve changed so much over the last thirteen or so years that theyre practically unrecognisable as the kid the other grew up with. its heartbreaking
see also: how bad do you have to fuck up for all three of your kids to call you by your first name
i am utterly enamoured by how much this game gives you in terms of this family dynamic. Apollo justice can't catch a break. first your sister (not that he knows but he certainly feels like she is) gets fuckin arrested on charges of murder and then you find out the prosecutor for it is your brother. and you're like. oh okay thats weird why's he a prosecutor isnt the DCA what we-- excuse me he what.
look. i think yuty in court is hilarious. he, a monk of a religion that wouldnt have an afterlife or hell simply due to the existence of spirits and channelling. and he spouts all that bullshit and nobody calls him out on it because what are you gonna do? tell the foreigner he's not allowed to talk about his beliefs? apollo, dont be rude he's a guest, athena says. apollo glares across the courtroom, knowing he doesn't believe a single word coming out of his own mouth.
yuty in court also has this subtle difference in demeanour between western and khura'inese courts. he's a little more lax in america i swear on every god out there nobody believes me when i say this but i swear it exists. despite being highly ranked in the faith, or at least held in higher regard due to his status as both a prosecutor and someone close to the Khura'in royal family; nahyuta also has a lot of respect for the sciences? like. despite the fact that the séance is the only thing needed in khura'inese courts to convict someone, brings ema over to investigate? he's slowly and surely working against the ga'ran regime, but he can't do it openly because of the threat of rayfa's safety.
thing is, inga did in fact love her as his own daughter, so i think she would've been safe in some way, which makes everything else feel all the more meaningless. yuty practically gave up in those last few years, you can tell in the way dhurke spoke of him to apollo and how he wants to save him, dhurke blames himself entirely for how distant yuty ended up from him, and how he got stuck in ga'ran's web the final case is meant to feel hopeless, it's such a moment, its the first time we see apollo break in the whole trilogy (bar the off-screen yell over the loss of Clay in 5-4) and he barely pulls himself back together.
but apollo has mr wright by his side during that. nahyuta, on the other side of the courtroom, slowly coming to the same realisation, the same breaking point, has nobody. theyre stuck on opposite sides of the courtroom, ga'ran is viewing it as a triumph, the Dragon is finally dead, and his sons cannot reach for each other, they cannot comfort each other in this time. Nahyuta's line here? the first time he ever refers to his brother in-game by his first name? the broken, quiet, "a...pol....lo"? YEAH. girlies when i say i cracked
im just saying shit ekdxjghk this is getting LONG i have entire essays in my head if you want to hear more i am literally always down to do so i didn't say much abt the american side of things but GOD DAMN the magical turnabout lives rentfree in my braiiim im growing musheroomes thinking about ittttt
If you liked storyteller and want more 6-4 content may i direct you over to my friend @ashe-hallows
Now. fics.
if you want to read abt rayf pollo truce and yuty trying to navigate around being siblings together, and a prank war, please read my friend @echoing-sounds 's work "this means war (a lesson in bonding)"
my friend @amamillalatortilla 's works, notably "call back to reality", a short AU where during 6-5 yuty gets shot (he's fine, prommy) she's also written plenty more aa6 fics for sicktember !
between us & then, by pinkstar14. i read this as it was being uploaded, like. i'd click a new chapter and see the number go up. this is everything to me its so much i adore it holy shit it makes me turn into the embodiment of the girlbypool.jpg its just. a bad situation getting worse and worse and you dont see the resolution until the games bc its a prequel lord help me
(also shameless plugs of my own aa6 fics below uwu) give me two damn minutes (and I'll be fine) , my take on the sibling reveal. if you're going to read any of my fics please let it be this one waugh (this is here bc its set 5 years post aa6 btw lol, and references it a couple times) or try some of my sicktembers! unyeilding, unwavering, understanding, in which rayfa's sick, yuty's worried, and apollo is far to perceptive about the real reasons underlying it who'll save you when you fall?, in which yuty faints, and his siblings try to get him to take better care of himself awake, awake, you children bold, set after the river incident, just some dhurke and datz coparenting I have some others too, set at various points both during and post game (and including ema!) but these are my personal faves
aaaaaaaaallrighty! im gonna stop here edfgjshgfjdgdfkgh but please i adore aa6 if you ever want to talk about it i'll be very happy to listen !
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sereniv · 1 year
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Hi hello !! I met another afro indigenous person yesterday who says she’s reconnecting also. I’m so happy to have another afro indigenous person to talk to but I also don’t feel very mutual with her if that makes sense? We’ve been trying to reconnect around the same amount time but when talking to her the vibes just feel very off. Maybe our goal isn’t the same or maybe it’s because different situations. Maybe with time we’ll bond more. But as of right now idk. I hate being weary of people or anything but I kinda am with her and I hate feeling like I’m questioning someones identity of intentions. Maybe it’s just anxiety.-🦪
I am so happy for you! but it also sucks you ended up feeling that way, but i feel you
And it could just be you guys dont click. I know that ive wanted to connect with people and i just dont click at all and it sucks bc it would be benifitial to me but you dont want to feel like its a chore yknow?
Definitely wait it out because you never know, but dont stick talkin to someone if youre not feeling it. bc youl just get anxious everytime they message you with the feeling of obligatory to message back
But yeah its hard when you come across someone whos goal is different, but i know for me a lot of people might think my reconnecting goal is simply to have the title of native. Bc of no context or little context, or the stuff i say
so it coulr also be this person may seem to not have the right goals or whatever the problem is, but that you just dont have all the context
bc i know i say words that dont exactly describe what i mean. Like saying the sun is too loud, instead of too bright.
It can come off as way different than one intended it.
Its just never easy. because you talk to someone who is "ahead" of you, it can feel like their "better" than you. or someone is just starting, and thus cant give you much like info or even personal experience
and even when someone is at the same level, it still as you know, can feel different. And yeah like of course do what you can
and dont feel bad if it doesnt work out with this person. You can have a kinship but it doesnt mean you have to take in everything every chance you get- basically, just bc you have this opportunity that youve been wanting, its not bad to decline it
For example, i want to learn Yoem Noki (Yaqui language) and there are zoom meetings for learning
i dont make those. i dont try anymore, and in thr beginning i felt bad bc. i have this opportunity that ive been wanting, its right there, and "me not taking it must mean i dont care enough "
but our anxiety and problems dont just go away no matter how much we want something. And so you have to be kind to yourself and accept that sometimes that opportunity isnt for you
and it really sucks! bc of course im sure you wanted this to work out. but you have to think of your wellbeing
Again tho id say give it a little time, but usually we can tell when a friendship isnt going to work out, or evene be close.
Also dont feel bad! its okay to be wary. But its easy for me to say bc im not in your current position
but if i was, i know id tell someone "be confident blah blah" but at the end of the day, when youre more in it than the other person its just hard to engage. it feels small? it feels like a nervous laugh.
Just remember your goals and your needs. You are loved and appreciated and welcome by the all the people who matter. Think of the people before you that got you here
their laughter, their songs, their heartache. And assimilation, colonialism, racism.
Feel all those emotions of warmth of love and anger to find your confidence. if that makes ANY sense lol. Like when youre alone with yourself and you think of the opportunities you have and dont go through with, or you feel isolated, just know yourself
that youre trying and thats literally all you need to do.
and all this matters, having that self confidence, because it makes situations like this more bareable. Have someone who you can relate to but dont vibe with? Inner confidence will allow you to not feel bad about it. Have the opportunity to take a class on learning thr language but have too much anxiety? You inner confidence will help you not feel bad. Oh well, maybe next time. Thats what you want to feel
So dont feel bad for being wary. It doesnt have to be seen as questioning intentions, see it as protecting yourself.
Because questioning their intentions isnt bad. doing that is to make sure youre not wasting your time, or getring to invested in someone
If anything you can out right ask them what their goals are. or milestones or what they want to feel. Not as an interogation but as naturally curious.
sorry for all the words i dont mean to send you novels
but yeah im so happy for you, but im sorey that you feel wary. If in the end you trail off from that person dont feel bad. Either they are a pretendian, or they just have a different path that doesnt conenct with you
My precious friend you will be okay i know it. Its going to be hard, maybe forever. But you WILL be somewhere different every step of the way
You will feel confident one day. you will find people like you one day. one day you are going to look in the mirror and everything will have settled in
in the beginning, especially as a black indigenous person, reconnecting is hard and rocky and awkward. and sometimes downright ugly and hurtful
but you take as long as you need to get there. wherever /there/ is.
for me, my first goal was confidence. and its taken a few years (unless you count my whole life up until now (29)) to find that confidence
but i still have goals. i am not /there/ yet. But i remind myself that i am not going to be on my death bed, looking back to now, sad that i didnt do anything- not exactly the right word but
like im not going to feel bad for anxiety. i feel confident. I declare i have anxiety and i declare that it stops me from doing things i want.
Im shy and i own it. I cant talk to elders, i cant connect with people i want to. And thats okay. It sucks and it hurts me. Its a negative thing, but ive tried my best. And thats all anyone needs to know or care about
You are Mvskoke. No one can take that from you. They cant deny the people who lived before you, that died. whos assimilation or whos colonialism ended up making you disconnected.
No one gets to tell you to ignore your anxiety or shyness or any thing like that. Because you know it, it is disabiling. But the focus is you are Mvskoke. You arent trying to be, you are.
Thats why its called reconnecting. We are already connected, we are taking back what was taken through colonialism and assimilation
So with this person, dont feel bad about how you feel. you are simply trying to protect yourself.
Do what you feel is best, and accept your anxieties role in that if it has a role. But dont feel bad. You are doing just fine ❤️
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echoesofadream · 1 year
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y are u deleting ur posts so quickly !!! I was gonna say idk if u saw but I said something similar earlier today, I was so happy to find out minghao doesnt rlly say I love you to his mom who he loves very much and talks to all the time, I wasnt sure how chinese culture is about it well I still am not but I know HE isnt a love u guy so im soo relieved because lmao I do Not say it and actually it disgusted me when my ex said he loved me like fucking CRINGE yucky yuck yuck
Help you caught me. I regret like 90% of the things i say and in real life i cant delete it sadly but here i can!! I always wish i shut up more but humans need someone to talk to…even just the void..and when ive typed it out and posted it ive gotten it out of me and can delete it and be over with it like who cares no one.
Yes i think i saw you said that he was uncomfortable about saying ily or smth. And i totally get this like its literally so crazy to say out loud. I can love someone with all my heart but even telling that same person that i like them is hard. I can say positive things about other people but i think im afraid of coming off too strong cause i love people and humanity so much and i want to shower people with love but ppl dont want it from me. I guess thats kind of the opposite of what you said heh. God i hate when i say things and it seems like im saying them for pity im not im just saying how it is for me its so annoying. But yes im like yoongi when he screams like a cat when people get emotional in my presence. I be like holy shit what are you doing!!! people who have words of affirmation as their love language live on a different planet than me. I like acts of services because its so subtle and literally is like doing something for someone because you love them without making it fucking cringe and awkward and also has a point and purpose isnt just empty words. I love acts of services it makes the world go around its everything. I could probably live in total silence
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pinkandblueblurbs · 3 years
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ok fr this time. idk if your are taking smut reqs but if you are could i request a sirius x reader one where they are newlyweds and they are having sex for the first time as a married couple.
maybe include a praise kink and a breeding kink if you don't mind <3
anything for u kimber 🤩 thanks for everything baby ily!! (Also i took this as like first time as a married couple ie they had sex before but this is just special bc they’re married? so sorry if that isnt what u meant lol). Also i kinda hate how this turned out oops im sorry-
Sirius Black x Fem!Reader. Marriage, penetrative sex, praise kink, breeding kink, smut w feelings, no degradation, dirty talk, light d/s. Not Proofread
word count: 1.2k
You rush into your bedroom after what is surely one of the best days of your life, lips locked with your now husband’s as he pushes the door closed behind both your stumbling forms.
The lavish gown and expensive tux you both don are soon discarded as if they’re nothing, left in a forgotten heap on the floor as your mouths envelope one another and your hands wander each other’s warm, familiar bodies. You feel the subtle indentations of Sirius’s abs and ribs, the barely there swell of his pecks, the toned expanse of his broad shoulders- the touch and taste of him is all encompassing, exacerbated by the fact that you are now wed, and that today has been a day entirely centered on your love.
He’s quickly guiding you over to the bed, laying you out beneath him and draping his body over yours, his mouth migrating from the pillows of your lips to the curvature of your jaw, and from there down your neck, hitting all the tender spots he knows will draw out pretty whimpers and moans.
“You’re fucking perfect.” He breathes against your skin, lifting his head to look down at you, grey eyes darkened with lust. You arch your back, inviting his hand to find the soft mound of your breast and knead gently at the flesh.
You mean to repay his compliment, but when he gently rolls your nipple between his fingers all that escapes your parted lips is a moan; a moan that he promptly swallows as he leans down and reconnects his mouth to yours.
You’re overcome by Sirius’s distinct flavor, and your head swims with the mingling lust and adoration that swell within you. His hand travels down from your breast, travels to the apex of your thighs where one digit parts your folds and caresses your wet slit. You gasp into his mouth at the sensation, coaxing a soothing shushing sound from his lips.
“That feel good, pup? You like that?” He murmurs- more tender than taunting tonight, intensifying your fondness- as he starts slow circles on your clit. You nod wordlessly, language escaping you as subtle sparks of pleasure burst on your sensitive button.
“Good girl” he breathes out, voice near a coo, dilated eyes concentrating on your enraptured visage as he toys with your clit. “Always so good for me. Gonna take me so well, aren’t you?”
“Yes Siri.” Your hands move up from the mattress at your sides to trail over his body; starting at his slender hips and moving over his abdomen, finally coming to rest splayed over his chest, his skin warm and his toned musculature firm.
“That’s right” Sirius murmurs, hand leaving your clit to find his cock, positioning it at your waiting entrance. You whimper as you feel the blunt tip at your hole, clenching instinctually in anticipation of his first thrust.
You are surprised, however, when it breaches you gently, Sirius’s pace slow as he pushes inside you, allowing you to relish in the the slight stretch and feel every ridge and vein of his shaft. You let out a soft, long moan in time with the slow sheathing, eyes trained on your husband’s. You’ve never felt closer to him- the two of you have had sex countless times, but the events of the day, the build up of emotions you’ve both experienced makes this time feel entirely different. More intimate, more meaningful, you feel more connected- and it all only adds to the pleasure of the moment.
“Fuck- that feels so good” he grits out above you, brows furrowed in ecstasy as he feels your walls fluttering around his length. “Such a good girl for me, doll.” 
“Move Siri, please” is all you can manage to say, the words barely coming out as your lungs lack the air necessary to speak above a whisper. Sirius hears you, fortunately, and soon he’s languidly drawing his hips back, his cock retreating from your channel before pushing back in slowly, deeply. You moan as his head sponges over your g-spot, pure bliss taking over your senses. 
His thrusts are unhurried, the both of you content to bask in the sensation for as long as possible, drinking in one another’s proximity as his balmy form hovers above yours. His lips find your neck once more, kissing and sucking and licking and pulling gentle sounds from your lips that spill out between the more intense moans that his thrusts coax from you.
“Taking me so well, puppy. Gonna take my cum too, hm? Gonna let me fill ya up?” His breath tickles the shell of your ear, the raspy puffs of air that are his words fueling the flames of arousal that grow rapidly in your belly.
“Yes, Sirius, I need it. Need you to fill me up.”
“Yeah? My pretty wife, so eager to have my babies, aren’t ya? Can’t even wait longer than the wedding night” while the words are mocking his voice lacks his usual severe scorn, making them more teasing than anything. You do not hesitate to agree. 
“I want nothing more than to have your children-oh fuck- to make you a father. You’ll be such a good father” your heart warms at the thought of raising children with Sirius, of making a family with him, and it only further drives your desire to have him breed you. 
You reach up to pull him down by his neck, desperate to have his lips on yours and taste him once more. The kiss is sloppy and passionate, a tangible form of your love and lust and every other complex emotion you both feel.
It is all enough to send you over the edge, the delicious drag of his cock along with the intense adoration of his being that you experience sending you hurtling into rapture. You let out a long, lewd moan, your hands gripping his shoulders tightly as your cunt spasms in a similar vice-like hold.
Despite your euphoria you do not miss the unmistakable signs of Sirius’s nearing release- the way his hips stutter, how his low grunts spill into your mouth at increasing intervals.
“Give it to me, Siri” you gasp out, fingers tangling in the hair at the nape of his neck as your back arches, the male pulling back enough that he can look into your eyes.
“‘M gonna fill you up puppy, fuck” the last word is a low growl as his hips snap forward one last time, driving his cock deep inside your cunt as he cums. You moan at the sensation- the feeling of his warm, thick seed spilling into you and painting your sensitive inner walls deeply erotic, especially coupled with the idea of it eventually growing into his child.
“Good girl” he breathes out, chest heaving above you, before he leans down to smear a sweet, tender kiss to the swell of your cheekbone. “I love you so much.”
“I love you too, Sirius.” You murmur, the corners of your lips tilting up in a blissful smile as you gaze up at your husband’s handsome visage. Your chest tightens with joy as he mirrors your expression.
“I can’t wait to start our family.”
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inactiveanimeblog · 3 years
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Are youre requests still open? Idk. :o
Maybe tendou & torture/Manipulation?
(sorry english isnt my native language :D)
ah yes, my baby daddy.
tw : manipulation, mentions of torture, mentions of future dubcon, yandere, kidnapping, knife play, r word
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tendou’s crazy yes. he kidnapped you, locked you in his basement, and took away your basic needs. and he’ll do it all until you’ll give him consent to fuck you and use your hole to his liking. sure, he could just rape you. but that’s no fun. he wants to see how far he can push you until you allow him to ram your cunt. he wants to break you until the very end.
with your wrist and legs tied down to a chair, and your loss of blood from how many slices were marked across your body, you slowly started to drift off. your head was fuzzy from being sleep deprived and food deprived for days. the thought of giving into him slowly crept into your mind so the torture would be over. but then again, would the torture ever stop? he’s sadistic, insane, and he loves to see you in agony.
“oh sweetheart, you’re not about to fall asleep on me, are you?” tendou’s teasing tone went through one ear and out of the other. “we’re just getting started.”
you whimpered, the last of your tears falling out of your eyes. “don’t cry.” he cooed. his face neared yours until you felt his wet tongue lick the tears off your cheeks. “just give into me, stop fighting it y/n.” he lightly drags the knife across your throat. “i’m gonna marry you. give you the wedding that you want. once you give into me this will all be over.” lies, all lies. but you’re so dizzy and confused, you can’t fight anymore. you’re tired and feel sickly to the point of death. honestly anything other than this sounds great. so you do what you have to do.
“okay.. i’ll let you fuck me. just please—please go easy. don’t hurt me anymore.” you sob, hanging your head in shame. after a mere six days you’re broken. he’s honestly shocked you lasted this long.
and if you think for one second tendou’s not gonna hurt you any longer then you’ve really got another thing coming.
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eligaxy · 3 years
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☆ℜ𝔢𝔩𝔞𝔱𝔦𝔬𝔫𝔰𝔥𝔦𝔭 : Venti x gn!Reader
☆𝔚𝔞𝔯𝔫𝔦𝔫𝔤𝔰 : near death experience, you’re confused asf about everything, bad writing cause i suck, spoilers for the we will be reunited quest!! And also for venti’s backstory, venti is serious for once (yes it’s a legitimate warning🤚)
☆𝔊𝔢𝔫𝔯𝔢 : Some angst, some fluff? Idk bye🤨
☆𝔖𝔲𝔪𝔪𝔞𝔯𝔶 : "It's okay, it's over now" he kneeled to be at your level, his arms still wrapped around you, and you didn't have the energy to fight your urge of nuzzling into him. "I'll always be here for you, wherever there is wind, remember I'm here too. You only need to ask." (2.8k words)
♪𝔑𝔬𝔱𝔢𝔰 : i’m an idiot simp, i did this in one sitting and half asleep, english isnt my first language BLA BLA IM SORRY FOR MY POOR WRITING BUT HAVE THIS
basically you don’t know if you can trust venti or not, head says no, heart screams yes
Also, I was listening to stormterror’s lair ost while writing it, just because its fucking amazing, you might wanna listen to it too
I’m nervous to post this?/&:! This is the second fic i’ve ever finished in my whole life
i love venti and he’s hot in his god outfit i don’t make the rules
KAY ENJOY <3
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"Please, anybody... Just help me."
Saying you were exhausted would have been an understatement. After reuniting with your sibling, you had been frantically searching for clues about khaenri'ah and ways to Inazuma. With no luck, you couldn't find any traces of Dainsleif or of your twin. The ruins had been sealed and you had no idea what happened to the inverted statue or the corpse you had found there. Desperately, you clung into every little information you had, you would have turned every rock on this archon damned continent if you had to, which is what led you into those ruins near Guilli plains.
Walking along the destroyed buildings your eyes caught sight of a dandelion and you froze. You missed them so much, why couldn't they go back home with you? All you ever wanted was to be by their side why, why were they running away from you?
You remembered your travels, the moments you shared together, their protectiveness over you, the fondness in their eyes when you smiled at them. You remember the times you got hurt and healed one another with your now missing powers. You remember sleeping by their side and being grateful to the universe to let you keep your ray of sunshine everywhere with you. How ironic.
What had they meant 'once you reach the end of your journey' ? What does that even mean? Stupid twin, if they knew you were here the whole time, why hadn't they come to you? Why were they always leaving just when they were within your grasp? Why? Did they know how much you missed them and how much your heart broke when you finally saw them? Did they?
You only realized you were crying when a small gust of wind had your wet cheek react to the cold, breaking your train of thought. Wind.
The wind is everywhere, you think, free as a bird, always accompanying every citizen of this world, never truly alone. With this in mind, you resumed your exploring, slower this time.
A sigh escaped your mouth. You didn't want to admit it, but the wind did comfort you a little. Almost as if he was here. God of freedom and of the breeze, he was more a singer than a protector and you couldn't bear to think about him. Was it true? What Dain said... Did he destroy this nation? Was he the cause of the scenery that still haunted your nightmares up until 500 years later? Your brain simply couldn't accept that Venti, your Venti, you catch yourself thinking, could have made such an act of wrath. He was the epitome of freedom, why would he take the very thing he based all of his existence on from mere mortals? Barbatos simply couldn't be afraid of being overpowered, he didn't even care about power. All he wanted was freedom and happiness for his people. Surley this couldn't be right?
But then again, who were you to deny the wipe out of an entire nation? The gods did it. They were afraid that Celestia would be overthrown by the pride of humankind, the destruction of khaenri'ah by divine beings was a fact. There was no misunderstanding about this. That was the one thing you were sure of. So why did you feel like crying even more now?
The mere thought of a gentle soul such as Venti committing innocent people to an eternity of suffering didn't sit right with you. Even when his dearest friend Dvalin had turned against him, he didn't try to stop him, didn't even ask the dragon to save him. He healed and helped him, gave him a choice.
'What is freedom if demanded of you by a god?' was the same person that asked this question the same one who committed mass murder? Genocide?
Did the little wine-lover bard you had grown fond of destroy all hopes and light your kin had?
You remember that night when he freed Stanley from his burden, freed his and his friends' spirits. You had marveled at his action, in that instant he was a god, and he definitely hadn't struck you as a murderer. You remember that look of silent pain and grief in his eyes when he sang the tales of the nameless bard he had taken the appearance of. You knew he trusted you enough to share his story, something so personal, you could almost feel the war that took down the tyrant of Mond. Oh how much you cherished that evening, treating him to some well deserved dandelion wine afterwards, his favorite, and asking him to sing you more about the time where was nothing but the spirit of a breeze.
Your heart broke a little, remembering his rosy cheeks and drunk smile, you wish you could talk to him, ask him what happened. What did he do, was he really as dangerous as you had been told? If so, then why did you feel so good around him? Why did you feel like you could give hi-
You stopped walking upon seeing a ruin guard up ahead in the distance. You're so stupid, you think. Feeling this way is not gonna get you anywhere, especially with how the bard had been missing for a few weeks now. Ever since you had last seen your sibling.
Where was he, where was he wandering off to? You walk towards the disabled ruin guard, not really paying any mind to it, still thinking about the god you longed to meet with. If you could see him, what would you even say? Would he even answer your questions? Why did your stomach feel so light and funny when you thought about seeing him, why aren't you angrier?
You're almost at the killing machine's level now, so lost in your thought you don't notice the five other similar robots hidden behind a wall next to it. You notice them only when it's too late and you've already turned them on while thinking about examining them and collecting their serial numbers. When you hear the familiar tick of the mechanism turning on, you internally panic and think about running away only to calm down moments later and think to yourself that you can simply beat it and take what you came here for. Even if you are emotionally and physically tired, you can manage, you think.
That was before hearing five other consecutive ticks right after it, and all around you.
Turning around, your gaze falls upon the small army of field tillers. Fuck.
Paimon wasn't with you today, you had asked for some time alone which she hesitantly accepted, so you couldn't ask her to go fetch help. You would have been worried if you had all your capacities but with the state you were in, you were wondering how you were going to survive this fight. You were alone, none of your companions with you, and deeply weakened by the busy day you had and the few hours of sleep you had managed to steal away from the night. Was it today you would meet your doom, with all your questions and uncertainties unanswered?
You tried your best to fight with the strength you had left, but quickly grew desperate after what felt like hours of efforts to swing your blade and being able to only take one monster down out of the six. It didn't help that you got injured along the way, their blows becoming harder and harder to dodge. After being thrown on the grown for the third time, you understood you had at least two broken ribs and that your shaking legs would soon fail you as well.
Fear crept upon you, you would die here today, alone. Alone. You couldn't talk to your sibling after all, couldn't understand. You didn't even get to talk to him one last time. Him... You would die without the knowledge of the truth about your bard. You would die alone. You didn't want that, you couldn't look death straight in the eye.
"Please, anybody... Just help me."
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In Mondstadt, there was a musician, a weird singer everyone had heard about at least once. He lived off of his songs and was mostly known for having a great story-telling and being an alcoholic.
The number of people who knew the true nature of his identity were few and he was perfectly content with that. He didn't wish to be a god anymore, his gnosis had been taken away anyway and it's not like he had any power over the city of wind nowadays. Even if his people still worshipped him as Barbatos, it didn't sit right with him to be called a god anymore. It actually never did, he thinks to himself with a smile, he never really took any responsibilities that came with the divine title which is why he was so weak today. But it didn't matter to him, his smile turns into a soft giggle.
Sitting on a mill that was once born from his steps he looks fondly over the city he founded. Even if they were godless, the citizens were still thriving and free. He cared oh so very deeply about the place even if he rarely, if not never, showed the affection within his heart. He remembers the day he grew strong enough to dispel the storms over his actual Mondstadt, and made the weather gentle enough so that there was no need for fireplaces. Nowadays, he loves watching birds nest into the chimney tops and seeing them found their own home. It gave him a sense of belonging like no other, not above his people, but walking among them and watching them nest into this cocoon he created. He was proud of what happened to his land and would do it all over again if he had to.
Especially since it led to him meeting you. This thought doesn't catch him off guard, you often roamed around in his mind after all, and it's not like he didn't write at least three songs about you and your feat, your smile, your courage...
Ah there he goes again, rambling about you in a whisper. He turns around to the statue of him his people erected in his honor, chuckling at how they never made the connection with his signature braids. His, but not really his, since he had stolen this form from someone who was much more deserving of this power than him. Seeing his friend being honored with the statues of the seven around the land made him happy, he hoped that it was a good enough thank you gift in return for everything that the bard whom he couldn't even remember the name of anymore did for him.
Upon gazing at the statue, he remembered telling you of his long gone friend. It was the first time he had talked about him to someone else, he didn't even mention it to Venessa, she who made him believe in himself again. He could ask himself why, but he simply knew that you had something different, more than meets the eye. Perhaps it was because you weren't from Teyvat, or perhaps it was just you being as simple as your natural self but he was simply and utterly captivated by your being. You inspired him to no end, at first he thought it was because he had never met someone like you and he loved new things! But as time grew and he got to know you, he understood quickly the meaning and depth of his passions. He thought of it with a light chuckle, content with your presence alone. He really did need and want you around.
So why did he purposely avoid you like the plague?
The wind had brought to his ears that you had met with Dainsleif.
And your twin.
His first reaction was to search for you, talk to you, he wanted to be here to know what happened! You had searched so long, he couldn't contain himself, still listening to what the wind told him, he started running with excitement but... But wait, Dainsleif was... He told you what?
Oh.
So you heard about Khaenri'ah. He had stopped dead in his tracks and turned back, only sending a warm current of wind your way, hugging you from afar.
He wasn't ready to talk about this yet, not ready to face you and absolutely not ready to answer your questions. He was a coward, he thought, running away like that but what else could he do, really. It was only natural for him to be as uncatchable as air.
A sorry excuse to avoid the fact that even if his past had marvelous story like the one of the nameless bard, it also had its share of darkness, something he wasn't ready to dive back into. Especially not now when your arrival has been shaking this world up like it hasn't been since at least 500 years.
But oh, how he longed to see your face or to hear your voice. So he asked a breeze to report to him what you were up to, and where you were. Just in case! he tells himself, what if you needed help ehe? But he knows you're competent and you won't need the help of a weakling coward like him anytime soon. Or so he thought.
Because when the breeze only gives him a few words back, his blood runs cold.
"Please, anybody... Just help me."
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As you murmured these words in your desperate state, not really for anyone but yourself as a last resort, a prayer of some sort, you tried to stand by leaning yourself on your sword and failing miserably. You didn't dare look up as you heard the loud footsteps of the metal giants coming your way. It was over, and you barely managed to accept it.
As you rested your forehead against the cold handle of your sword, you closed your eyes, tears starting to make their ways out of your closed eyelids. All you could feel was remorse.
A soft breeze moved your hair slightly and your chest felt like a black hole had taken place where your heart used to be, regretting to not have been able to meet him under the tree at Windrise one last time.
The breeze quickly grew stronger, until it felt unnatural and you looked up from the ground, only to close your eyes again immediately when you realized the wind was too powerful for you to keep them open. If you had struggled to see though, you would have been blinded by the white light that soon illuminated the whole ruins. You didn't have enough time to register the situation when you felt a hand being laid atop your shoulder, snaking around your collarbones and pulling you back into... nothing? Another arm circled your weak form and a voice you immediately recognized said
"I've dealt with things worse than you, now crumble."
You realized that if you couldn't feel a chest behind you while still being embraced by his arms, it was because he was floating above you, and not standing behind you. A look in his direction confirmed your suspicions but what stunned you wasn't the fact that he was flying, but the attire he wore. Barely covering his body, a white set made of materials that seemed like clouds and liquid gold contrasted perfectly with his regular green clothes. His hair was glowing green and his eyes that were focused on the ruin guards up ahead had a marvelous shine that you had never seen before. He had that same aura he did the night he freed Stanley, but there was also something different about the way his hands gripped you a little too tightly or the way his voice sounded.
"Venti.." You muttered his name, relief and affection flooding you all at once, in his presence you felt as if nothing bad could happen to you. How foolish could you be, just a few hours ago you were speculating wether or not he had wiped out an entire civilisation and now here you were, being saved by him and feeling safer than you had in months.
"Close your eyes, I don't want give you a headache" he said, slowly floating legs first towards the ground. His unusually serious voice surprised you (and him) but you did as he told you. Letting go of your sword and leaning back into him, you let him deal with the monsters ahead of you.
"It's okay, it's over now" he kneeled to be at your level, his arms still wrapped around you, and you didn't have the energy to fight your urge of nuzzling into him. "I'll always be here for you, wherever there is wind, remember I'm here too. You only need to ask."
Being protected by a god really didn't feel that bad. Especially when you were in love with said god.
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Thank you so much for reading whatever this is until the end :’)
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Ps: venti loves u and so do i do pls take care of urself mwah
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eunoiaflow3r · 3 years
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hard 2 face reality // spencer reid x fem!reader
spencer reid x reader
aaron hotchner x reader
part one - part three
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a/n: a lot of people asked for part 2 to “not ur friend.” omg i didn’t expect it to blow up like it did. sorry this isnt the fluff conclusion you guys wanted...but i’m willing to make this a series maybe? idk it’s up to you guys. thank you for your feedback and support. (see notes at end)
also i tagged all the people who commented on part one.
warning(s): language. angst. not proofread. will be mistakes.
word count: 2.9k wow.
request(ed): yes. very requested. thank you @yeah-just-ignore-me-thanks for this idea.
summary: after hearing something she shouldn’t have, she has to deal with explanations and tough decisions.
hard 2 face reality by poo bear ft. justin beiber and jay electronics.
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sometimes it’s hard to face reality...even though you might get mad at me.
It’s ironic sometimes.
The twists and turns of life and the paths it puts you down. Sometimes you believed in fate but right now it only felt like a pain in the ass. Whoever was controlling your strings you hoped they would just give you a break, but no. There was always something more.
Last night, you had a dream. There was a memory within the dream. You and Spencer were cuddling on the couch watching a movie and his fingers were combing through your hair. From where you were, it was more like you were witnessing it instead of actually living it. You were just watching yourself fall harder for the man behind you. You were content. Happy even. You forgot all about your issues and problems and conflicts. You forgot about what Spencer said and the things he had done. You just forgot.
You watched as he took his fingers out of your hair and pushed you away. The you that you were watching was confused and so were you. Why would he do that? What was wrong with him? This wasn’t the memory.
Dream Spencer got up, put his shoes on, grabbed his bag, and was halfway out the door. Before he left completely he said, “We’re just friends. You’re not enough for me. You never will be.”
Dream you just sat there and stared blankly.
Your eyes opened and you stared up at your ceiling in sorrow. The tears just kept coming and you tried to keep yourself quiet but it was so hard, and you were so tired. You hated to admit it but you were in love with him. You were in love with a man who didn’t feel the same way. A man who did nothing but play you and pretend you were nothing. A man who lied.
How did this happen?
How did you end up in a position where you were in a cold bed crying about a man who was unphased? Someone who didn’t find anything wrong with their actions? How could you love someone who would never find the way to love you back and treat you right no matter how hard you wished? No matter how hard you hoped?
How could you do this to yourself?
And to think - in a few hours you’d have to wake up and see him again. After everything you realized and have come to terms with you’d have to see the man who was responsible for the ache in your heart.
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When Spencer woke up the first thing he thought about was work. How he didn’t really want to go but he knows he has to. He thought about how heart wrenching the case he’s been on for the last week has been. He thought about how today he might actually be able to solve it...and then he thought about you.
He’d be seeing you.
Hotch invited you to help with the case. He figured your skill set would be exactly what they needed to solve it.
And yeah, you there definitely was for the better of the case but was it for the better of him?
He had no idea what to do. You were mad at him. You weren’t answering his phone calls or his texts and he figured out that you heard the conversation and he gets that maybe calling you a grandmother was wrong, but really what did he do?
He knew he missed you. He missed being able to rant to you, and you consoling him. He missed the movie days you guys had...but he could watch them on his own...right? He could figure out his own problems...he didn’t need anyone to help him. Especially not you. Not someone getting upset about the smallest of things.
That was so rude of you. Why would you ignore him? Why wouldn’t you reply to his texts are calls?
He thought that that was pretty selfish of you.
And yeah sure, maybe calling you clingy was a lie but was that really something to ignore him over? To throw it all away for?
Should've been adjusted to my life, had the opportunity to stay away for the last time...now you’re standin’ right in front of me. It hurts me to know that I lied. Tryna protect your feelings... you read in between the lines
Hope your heart has started healing
You arrived.
He saw you, bag over your shoulder, going straight towards Hotch’s office and ignoring him.
Not even a hello? Not a good morning? You hadn’t even looked at Emily or Morgan either. What had they done? What had he done?
From what he could tell you had been crying, but you covered it well. If it was anyone but him they wouldn’t have been able to tell but he could. Did you miss him too? Were you hurting?
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“Is something going on between you and Reid?”
Hotch was looking at you expecting an answer but you didn’t know what to tell him. According to Reid nothing had ever been going on.
“No. I’m really just trying to focus here.”
Hotch nodded. “Good.”
Truth is, it was very hard to ignore Spencer. He seemed so oblivious that it made you feel sorry for him. But you couldn’t. You wouldn’t feel sorry for him. He wasn’t the one crying his eyes out at night and cussing out rom coms when they came on the television.
And you could tell he didn’t feel the same. He didn’t look how you felt. He looked conflicted, but he didn’t look sorry or hurt. His normalcy pained you. Had you really meant that little? Maybe you were over exaggerating things. No. You deserved an explanation - but you weren’t ready to hear it.
A while ago...
“Okay Y/N cover your eyes!”
You giggled. “No, Spencer why?”
“Just do it! I promise you’ll like it.”
You were sat criss crossed on the couch and Spencer was behind you with something in his hands. Before you could look at it he told you to close your eyes and he hid it behind his back. You smiled and closed your eyes waiting for whatever the surprise was.
You felt his fingers move your hair out of the way and you felt a coolness along your neck.
A necklace.
“Okay open.”
You could feel him grinning. You opened your eyes and looked down at your chest. You nearly gasped. On the end of the necklace was a miniature glass sculpture. When you met at the museum you told him that they were your favorite.
He remembered.
You held it in your hand and turned around to kiss him. He was a bit surprised but held your face in his hands and kissed you back.
“L/N!” You were snapped out of your head. “Are you alright?”
“Yes, I’m fine. Sorry.”
The necklace. You can’t believe you were still wearing it. It felt like the only thing holding you together which was strange since glass was so fragile. The metal necklace part felt like it was burning you. The happy memory burned you. You took the necklace from under your sweater and ripped it off your neck. You couldn’t wear it anymore. It hurt you, but you couldn’t hold on.
Reality is kinda hard to face, like actual facts is for flat-earthers. Rains a requirement for flowers to grow, and pains a requirement for power to grow. It’s a miracle how one can change, from one what was just hours ago.
When you got home that day you were happy and running on adrenaline. Yeah, you had to see Spencer...but you helped solve a case. You helped save someone. It was tiring, and gruesome just like what Spencer said but the feeling you get after helping someone? Unexplainable.
After changing out of your work clothes and into some jeans and a shirt, you’d thought you’d treat yourself to dinner. Maybe that would help you forget. Forget and move on. Besides, it was a nice little diner and you used to be a regular. You had wanted to bring Spencer but he never wanted to go. He never wanted to go out.
His loss.
When you got there the familiar scent of vanilla and cinnamon wafted through. You had missed this. When everything was so simple and uncomplicated. When you could be you. Not wondering if today was the day Spencer would decide to come over or not. Or to even call. You could finally breathe. You weren’t in your stuffy apartment. You weren’t in a Spence filled work place. You were where you considered home in a city away from it.
“Y/N, hey!” Em the waitress called you over. You would consider her a friend. You two had always talked when you came through.
“Hey!” She went in for a hug and you hugged her back.
“Where have you been?”
You sighed. “Busy.”
She nodded. She understood. From there she asked you where you wanted to sit. You were just going to request the counter since you were alone, but when a little boy came up to you yelling your name, and wrapped his arms around you...you didn’t have the time to answer. It was little Jack.
“Hey buddy!” You hugged him back.
You looked around for Hotch. What a coincidence. He smiled and waved you over. You and Jack walked over to the booth and Hotch stood and hugged you. “I’m so sorry about Jack.”
“Oh no, it’s fine!”
About two years ago Hotch hired you to babysit Jack every once in a while. You needed the money. You were making enough from the paintings you sold but you needed more to finish college and save up. You weren’t going to some big expensive college or anything but still.
A little while later you met Spencer and it just became and inside joke.
“Would you like to eat with us?” Hotch asked.
“I don’t want to intrude Hotch...”
“Aaron.” He corrected while smiling. “Please, join us.”
And you did. You ate dinner with Aaron and Jack and you were having fun. This past month you had been moping around feeling sorry for yourself but you were actually happy. There was still that pain in your chest, and a part of you that longed to call Spencer and talk to him - but you wouldn’t. You couldn’t.
After dinner Em invited you to go clubbing with her on Saturday. At first you were going to turn her down but you thought...why not? You didn’t have to stay up waiting for Spencer to call anymore. You didn’t have to cook or plan to order in in case Spencer decided to stop by. You didn’t have any plans.
“Sure Em, I’ll be there.”
“Great.”
She walked behind the counter and looked from you to Hotch. Like a suggestive look. Like a “ask him too!” look. And you weren’t ready for anything, and wasn’t even sure if you liked Aaron that way, and you still were in a gray area with Spencer...but you thought it’d be rude not to ask.
“Aaron...”
He nodded, urging you to go on.
“Do you want to go with me Saturday? I mean...I don’t really want to be alone..Em has a girlfriend and it might be fun.”
He laughs and scratches the back of his neck. “Yes Y/N I’ll go.”
When you got home and ready for bed you had this weight in your stomach. There was a lump in your throat, and your fingers tensed. You thought about Hotch and it made you feel like you were cheating on Spencer. But you weren’t. You and Spencer weren’t together. There was no need to feel guilty.
He didn’t.
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That Saturday came soon enough and you weren’t sure if you were ready. Physically yeah, you showered and got ready...but emotionally? Mentally? Was this a date? Had you asked Aaron out? Were you ready for that? Had you moved on from Spencer? No, of course not. But Aaron wasn’t a distraction either. You could never do that to him no matter how bad you felt. Never.
Your doorbell rang and when you opened it you were surprised to see Hotch...not in a suit. It fit him and you could admit it...he looked...really good.
“You clean up nice.” You said laughing a bit to yourself.
He looked you up and down. “So do you.”
He looked a bit taken aback and you could see he was a bit flushed and that made you a bit happy. You liked giving people that kind of reaction. It gave you just a bit of confidence you needed. Especially tonight, where you’d try not to think about Spencer.
When you got there you were glad it wasn’t too busy. The music wasn’t that loud either and you were glad because then you got to dance without immediately getting a headache. Your first dance was with Hotch but then he saw one of his friends from college (he’s a lawyer now) and then started talking to him. You didn’t mind. You actually kind of liked being alone. It gave you you time to think. But not about Spencer.
No. Not tonight you wouldn’t.
You wasted too many tears on him to be thinking of him while you were supposed to be having fun. He didn’t deserve your thoughts. He didn’t deserve your tears. He didn’t deserve movie nights, or cuddles, or sex, or kisses, or waiting, he didn’t deserve -
Spencer.
Spencer Reid.
You thought you were dreaming, but you weren’t. He was just a little bit away from you with JJ on his arm. “Just coworkers.” You wanted to say it didn’t hurt you, you did, but your heart broke. In a million little pieces. Had he not want to get serious with you because he was in love with her. It makes sense, everything about that makes sense but it didn’t hurt any less. It didn’t make the tears in your eyes stop, it didn’t make the ache in your chest dim but at least it made sense.
Know it hurts to see the truth in your face, circumstances bring you down to your knees. Go on and cry an ocean, but don’t drown in it. Enough to put your heart at ease. Oh don’t lose your self esteem. I apologize for being a man. It’s way harder than what it seems.
You grabbed your bag from Hotch and told him you needed to go outside for a minute. He asked you if you wanted him to go with you but you needed to be alone. You wanted to be by yourself to fight these tears. You couldn’t cry in front of him.
He gave you his coat which was much too big but still appreciated.
Once you were outside you took your phone out to check your face. Your nose was red but the few tears hadn’t ruined anything. You were fine. You were going to be okay. Everything was alright.
Until it wasn’t .
“Y/N?”
Fucking Spencer.
You turned around to see Spencer Reid walking towards you with a confused look on his face.
“Hey.” he said. Hey? Hey?? What the hell were you supposed to say to that? Hey?
He cleared his throat. “Things are weird, right?”
“Weird?” you scoffed.
“Y/N, it’s been a month! I don’t understand what I did! You just stopped talking to me even after I tried to apologize! What more can I do?”
He stopped for a second, “Is that Hotch’s jacket?” He stepped forward to take a look at it but you flinched away. “Don’t tell me that’s Hotch’s -“
“You were hiding me Spencer. You said the equivalent to hanging out with me was of visiting a grandmother. You never wanted to hang out unless it was on your terms and you called me clingy and suffocating when I NEVER asked you for more. I NEVER went out of my way to ask you for anything and you treat me like this? Like I’m replaceable? After everything we’ve been through? After all we’ve talked about and experienced? What’s your excuse for that Spencer? What could you possibly have to say that would explain that?”
He opened his mouth and closed it again.
“If I were to have called you and said ‘Yup, everything is fine Spence we can go back to normal.’ It would have gone back to normal! YOUR normal! A normal where I’m hidden like a side chick but you get to be in public with JJ on your arm! Fucking JJ! And yeah, we never put a label on it but YOU made it clear that we weren’t to fuck other people. That was YOUR decision! She was the girl you said I didn’t have to worry about and here we are.”
Spencer was silent. He looked to the floor, and said nothing. His fingers ran through his disheveled hair and his lip was quivering.
“So this is because of JJ?” he asked.
“Fuck you.”
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He watched as you walked into the club and back out again with Hotch. Before you went in his car though you walked over to Spencer and put the necklace into his hand. Silently you walked over to Hotch and got in the passenger seat.
Spencer didn’t know what to do.
This was your necklace. He gave it to you. It was yours to keep. Yours to wear, cherish, and hold. Why would you give it back? It was supposed to make you happy and help you remember him. Instead it was in his hands unworn but the girl he had hurt. What was he supposed to do?
JJ found him outside but he said nothing to her the whole ride when he took her home. He was thinking about you. He was thinking about what you said. You were right.
When he got home he looked at the box of things you gave him. There were polaroid pictures of the two of you and he started shaking as he cried. What had he done? How could he have been so selfish?
You were right.
You were right.
Truth was he did like JJ, and he had been hiding you. He had been treating you unfairly. He had been a jerk and he had done every single thing you said he did.
He was all of the names you were calling him in your head.
Every single one.
He held the glass sculpture necklace in his hands and could feel his tears running down his face falling on it.
Even though he fucked up, and had something weird with JJ, he realized...he was in love with you.
Sometimes it's hard to face reality.
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literally wtf is this. what in the love triangles - anyway. ik you guys wanted fluff so...part 3? idk. should reader have a thing with hotch? should she choose hotch or reid?
feedback always appreciated. it pushed me to write this.
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henlex · 3 years
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Woosan Charts & Synastry
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Okay first thoughts: omfg sun and moon😭🤝 Wooyoung flirty af tracks. San's stage presence demon tracks. Dont get in a fight with San...but also dont get in a fight with Wooyoung??? They'll both fight until they win so idk how that works😂😂
Basic chart compatibility
Suns: San's Cancer sun is inherently scares off by the changeable nature of sagittarius because he needs stability and security (even more so with his moon♡) Fire and water is an interesting combo that isnt really ideal unless the rest of their chart is more compatible.
Moons: taurus: calm, secure, really stable aura, very loyal and realiable. LOVES comfort, can be slow. Cancer: soft😭 very emotional, sentimental, they cling to things, they really crave security. This pair is genuinely perfect. Sans is the exact security Woo needs and taurus moons are cuddly mfs so it's really sweet. Woo probably goes to him for support a lot or if he's having a hard time cuz he'd really feel like home.
Mercury: well. Scorpio and Leo really dont go well together 😂 they're really strong. But Woo is very curious and loves to learn but mostly to learn how and why things happen and get to the bottom of things. These are the people that will Facebook stalk their exes😂 They really love to know everything, but they tend to keep this info to themselves until it's useful. San could come off as a know-it-all which is when problems could occur. But they tend to speak with authority and win you over with warmth. They really need a creative outlet. But they're both very attached to their ideals which could cause trouble if they differ
Venus: So basically San is a dramatic mf. Leo's love Love. He really wants to feel special and basically need attention. They'll really show off to their crush and have big shows of their affections. Very loyal but can be a bit possessive (every time he glares when Woo flirts with someone makes a lot of sense😂) Wooyoung-big flirt. Libras love equality and theyll do the most to make a relationship work. They can be incredibly charming and idealistic. They love to share everything.
Mars: San is scorpio. Ofc he is. That's the demon stage presence for sure. Anyway so possessive....they like breaking taboos. They want power....yk dom Woo is Cap which is pretty chill/ level headed. Even when mad they keep their cool surface. Very goal oriented. Attracted to someone with experience, and they need loyalty. Personally I think they're really compatible because scorps are loyal af
SAN ( 10th July 1999 )
sun:cancer • moon:taurus • mercury:leo
venus:leo • mars:scorpio
WOOYOUNG ( 26th November 1999 )
sun:sagittarius • moon:cancer • mercury:scorpio •venus:libra • mars:capricorn
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Synastry
So synastry is the way the planets in two people's birth charts interact. These create a kind of energetic pull towards each other. Since we dont have their birth times I cant get super in depth.
Moon Conjunct Sun (Cancer): "this is a classic soulmate pairing" 💕 There's a deep understanding of each other. San will be a bit more energetic and active (like how he's always vocally advocated for Woo) while Wooyoung will be more supportive and soft. They really understand the other without having to say a word (my best friend and I have this and it's incredibly comfortable and can look like you're speaking another language to outsiders😂) they know exactly what the other needs as their emotional expressions are the same. Typically the Sun leads while the Moon is soft and stable.
Mars Conjunct Scorpio (Scorpio): Draw to debate and intense conversation. Can turn to arguments tho (and with their mercuries being scorp and leo idk how that would go because they're so intense and dont like losing an argument. But with the sun/moon synastry I think their understanding of each other would let them know it's not malicious or theyd know when theyd crossed a line) But this can also be playful and funny.
Moon Opposition Merc (taur/scorp): Really great conversations. Very easily reveal things to the other and basically pour their heart out. They really confide in the other. But they could also just talk about anything for hours.
Note: Them both having moon aspects is just beautiful. Your moon is like who you are at your core, when there's no one else around it's how you are. So they really just always felt seen by the other. Probably that effortless feeling like you'd known each other your whole lives even though you met yesterday 💖 They really have the deep understanding of the other, as well as effortless communication. It must've just felt so easy from the very start. Yes I am sappy, grab the tissues
Sun Opposition Mars (cancer/cap): HAHA👀☠ "a strong indicator of sexual attraction" so ya.... Anyway attraction from the jump uh💆🏼‍♀️ Okay but this could lead to a power struggle between them. It could be that they need different things at different times, like one needs space while the other is clingy (but let's be real they're both clingy mfs 😂).....very passionate. Anyway it basically means they need good communication to make it work, which I've already shown they have so 🤷🏼‍♀️
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syubub · 3 years
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How BTS flirt
Saucy disclaimer: this is for entertainment purposes only and not to be taken as fact! This is my interpretation of the cards!!
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Lol this is gonna be a fun one so buckle up and hold on to your socks
Seokjin
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Lol oki
I think there's two types of jinnie flirting. Casual fun flirting and flirting because he's actually intrested
When he is actually intrested in someone and is trying to flirt its kinda slow moving and not very obvious
Its little things like, "your hair looks really nice today"
Things that are complements but he means it in a flirty way
He'd probably get a bit frustrated bc his flirting tactics are too subtle
I think he would also flirt by showing things he's intrested or possibly things that he's gathered
Kinda like a peacock
He wants the person he's flirting with to know that he's cool and show them what he has to offer but doesn't want to be... showy
He wants to maintain some kind of poise
But I think its because he's a little too shy to be up front and honest
But oh man when he's having fun and flirting for the fuck of it his whole goal is get everyone in a 10 mile radius flustered
He enjoys seeing people blush (I think its because he doesn't always take true compliments well and wants other people to feel good about themselves)
Jin
My boi
His tactics might be a little... strange.. at times
It's endearing though
And smooth
I wouldn't be surprised if he has a list of mid 2000's pick up lines on hand as a plan b
Yoongi
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Legit before pulling any cards I heard "like a penguin"
I can't
Now to the fucking cards
WHY IS HE SO ROMANTIC??
What a soft man
He's a romantic flirt that doesn't use many words because he doesn't have to
You best believe he has coffee orders memorized, take out orders memorized, favorite drink always on hand
You needed something from the store?
He bought it.
Very much service and gifts because he wants to provide and kinda show his worth
"Here's this rock I saw. I know you like them so I figured I'd polish it for you too"
Lol he's wrapped around that pinky so tight
He's also very considerate and aware that unwanted flirting can be creepy and uncomfy so he's very very conscious of how he goes about things
I think flirting like this is almost... healing to him?
I think he really enjoys having someone to take care of (he definitely wants the same in return)
Yoon doesn't flirt. He'd rather be courting some one
Don't get me wrong though
He can definitely flirt and shit like that but its his secret weapon
He's also very confident when he flirts
He prefers flirting to come with no expectations
If anyone gets courted by min yoongi I want to see your stack of "rocks" (idk it could be bracelet charms or snow globes or postcards but I wouldn't be surprised if its actual rocks either)
Hoseok
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Oki if you don't want to read some not pg then come back when I say it's safe lol
Hobi you horny mother fucker
Flirting is 100% foreplay
I CAN'T
Kissing is definitely in his flirting book
He flirts and establishes his dominance early on (hobi is a dom fight me)
Very confident in his flirting
LUSTY FUCKER
I get vibes that hobi would 100% fuck on the first date
(Kinky mf)
Omg hobi what a fucking tease too Jesus
Blah blah blah his flirting is foreplay bc he's horny and really wants to fuck.
Istg hobi just wait for a designated 18+ reading
Oki it's safe now
On the off chance that hobi isnt using his ridiculous flirting skills as foreplay
He is still very confident
And slow paced
He's trying to win the war not the battle
He is very push-pull when he flirts
It's with good intentions though
He's just really good with people and sweet talking
Very touchy
Flirting can also be a way for him to sus people out and decide if they are cool or nah
Flirting with hobi can lead to:
A. New best friend
B. Increadibly one night stand
C. The love of your fucking lifeb
D. A failed vibe check
Lowkey hobi would be kinda like wolf... very... driven?
Namjoon
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A lot of compliments and just general good vibes
Lots of personal questions
"I bet you're really good at that. You should let me see sometime."
Definitely uses his smile
A lot
Very much the type to keep eye contact and be very attentive to the answers that are given to his questions
Its a wee bit methodical
But not in a weird way
He just wants to know where to go
Lots of emotional intelligence
Probs buys flowers or something cute
Very much reassuring and probably would be most flirty over drinks of some kind (like coffee or fancy wine)
Doesn't always flirt for the sake of romance but its pretty obvious when he is
He's just perfect
He gives complements often just in general and I think he absolutely knows how to use his charms
Very smooth
So so so so so witty
Definitely can get some nice giggles going
The way he flirts is honestly entrancing
We all know he is a fantastic talker
Probably uses a lot of beautiful language
Jimin
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Very flirty
Flirty flirty
Also a little flexing involved!!
He'd be dressed to the 9's and very obvious
I definitely see him making everything about the other person
Very much peak libra behavior
He'd definitely feel flirty when he's feeling himself?
Flirting is almost like a first defense
Its easier to control the situation when he's flirting and its something that he loves to do
There's a lot of intelligence here with chim chim
He gets bored easily so flirting with him would be something engaging and intellectual as much as it is fun and laid back
Fancy fucking dinners
Flirty boi would like to have his match
Flirting is a competitive (fun) sport
He'd be a bit more toned down and less flashy if its someone he's actually trying to romance
Very fun and very exciting
Taehyung
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Sexc
Think mysterious and cool as fuck
That's his flirting style
Very much must pass his vibe check
Be careful its a test
The way he flirts is by not saying anything about himself
He'd drop bits here and there but he has to make sure that you're worthy tbh
If someone makes it past the vibe check this is when the real flirting begins
He'd be very attentive and almost dedicated?
Like he sees flirting as a stepping stone
This is an investment and flirting would be tailored to the person he's flirting with
He's very intuitive and knows what people need
Very very very delacate
Also he might seem a bit intense when he flirts but its not necessarily a bad thing
Homie be regal at first but once he's comfy and is sure that they're compatible then he'd be way more inviting and open and giggly
Oh god he'd be the giggliest flirt on the whole planet
Also very considerate of boundries
Jungkook
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Lol
He'd only really be comfy flirting if there isn't anyone else around
Very blushy
Kinda soft ngl?
It's cute soft and shy but he also has very strong boundaries
Flirting is something that he's not great at?
But he is very very very good at learning so the more he flirts the better he gets
This is an oddly personal journey?
He has to get over some stuff to get rid of some possible anxiety
He's also a little unconventional?
He has his own way of flirting and it'd be very adorable
Things like
"You're hair would be really cool if it was blue. I like it now too. So you should do whatever you like with your hair. Because its yours. And its nice. Yeah"
Its so CUTE
He'd overthink a lot too
What do I say? How do I act?
He'd also maybe throw in a cheeky back touch or two every so often
Shoulder touching too
Its very much like best friend flirting but koo means it as actual flirting
Honestly, if someone notices that koo is flirting with them it'd be best to just take the wheel and take the stress away
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i want to thank you.
to thank you and your amazing writing skills. thanks to you, i finally started to appreciate myself more, and if you’re willing to listen, i’ll explain why :).
since i started to consider bakugo my comfort character, i always had just one thought in my mind: he’d never, absolutely NEVER, like me. Everytime i tried to imagine myself with him, a huge x would appear on us, especially on me. Somehow, i convinced myself that if bakugo and i ever met, he would hate me. Not because of my body, i was and i am sure that bakugo wouldnt give a flying fuck about that, i just… idk. after sometimes i realized that the problem wasnt with the supposed hate that bakugo would feel towards me, but with the hate I feel towards me. that was it. i hated myself so much, that i couldn’t stand the idea of bakugo katsuki, such a special and wholesome character to me, being in love or just friend with someone i hated with my whole being. idek if it makes sense now that im saying out loud.
luckily, i found your blog. while reading all your fics, os, or ur asks, i started to feel… better, i think?
you always repeat that bakugo would love you just because you’re you, he doesn’t care about stupid things such as body shape, or type, or skin color because you’re so so so special to him that he cant even understand HOW you can hate the person he loves the most.
With that being said, i am thanking you once again. because of you, of your kind words full of love, i started to like myself a bit more. im still not a big fan of me, but im working on it! so thank you, thank you, thank you so very much! ily <3
ps. im not that good with expressing myself, and english isnt my first language, but i still hope you understand what i tried to say. once again thank you, be healthy and stay safe <3
This is one of the sweetest asks I think I’ve ever received.
I used to feel like you too! That me and Bakugou would not be compatible in the slightest, that he’d end up being completely sick of me and leave (if he even bothered with me in the first place!) but lemme tell you, he would.
Bakugou would love every single part of you, for you. He’s not stupid and for him to choose someone to settle down with it means that they are worth the trouble. He wouldn’t waste his time with just anyone and he’s in it for the long haul. He’s willing and ready to do anything to make this relationship work because you’re the person he’s chosen to be with.
Please don’t ever doubt in your mind that you are worthy of love and your Bakugou is out there💕
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