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#idk see i can see him being. arrogant perhaps
jymwahuwu · 5 months
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kjhgfghjk oooh ooh! jing yuan with a wingweaver reader! perhaps the reader is a half breed and pulls a zuko where she is banished from her people because she may have been too 'soft' or 'critical' of their ways.
( aka reader actually saying "um sorry but i think being a band of space pirates terrorizing hapless people in the name of yaoshi might be...idk...wrong..." ).
however due to her status as a denizen of abundance, the luofu captures and detains her? jing yuan, having a soft enough spot for birds as is might grow a but too interested in the reader? especially with how awkward and easy to fluster she is.
and oh, she's been cast away, scarred and scorned by her own people for being kind? for being too 'gentle'? it's easy enough to prove that the reader is not a threat and is allowed to wander under strict surveillance. and he's watching her too, always watching, ready to comfort her when she wakes from those painful nightmares, to satiate the touch starvation she had to put up with for so long as she's a mewling mess below him, to stand by her.
just as long as she never leaves his gaze, see? he is an emanator of the hunt after all, and she's a denizen of the abundance in his territory. it would be messy if she were to disobey his orders.
https://honkai-star-rail.fandom.com/wiki/Wingweaver
Thank you for sharing this!! immediately studied wingweaver. I want to be the general's pet bird and be teased by him in his hand...😩💕💕
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-CW: yandere, non-con, manipulation, humiliation, forced pet play
"Leave, since you can't agree with our life. Don't come back!"
The arrogant Wingweavers drove you out of the tree-like space world after you once again refused to join them in looting and violating Xianzhou and other space civilizations in the name of Aeon Yaoshi. You wandered and starved on several small planets, and then snuck into a cargo Starskiff to rest.
All Starskiffs need to be checked. As soon as the cloud knights noticed the wings on your back, they immediately surrounded you with swords raised in their hands. That's one of the signs of Denizens of Abundance! After Jing Yuan was informed by the knights and arrived, you were already firmly trapped in a web woven from cosmic materials. Like a frightened bird, you wailed and struggled, holding on to the net with both hands, while your precious wings trembled slightly. Some feathers had fallen to the ground in the commotion. Something soft inside him was touched.
"Who are you? What is your purpose?" After the basic interrogation, Jing Yuan ordered his subordinates to untie your net and tie your wrists with soft ropes. You sobbed and chirped unconsciously.
The background check was completed within a day. That information was unearthed from you, and there were signs of your expulsion. The general can prove that you are not a threat. The condition is that you must be under surveillance.
Jing Yuan… almost feels sorry for being able to do whatever he wants with you. A collar is locked around your neck with a heart-shaped symbol on it, which includes tracking and forced sleep functions. Everyone can clearly see the collar around your neck. This is so humiliating. You plead for the collar to be invisible or to use a bracelet instead, but are reminded that as Denizens of Abundance you are not entitled to bargain.
And you know you're being watched all the time. No matter where you wander in Xianzhou…
Jing Yuan gave you some Strales and Credits as pocket money, and even graciously gave you a mobile phone device, so you wouldn't forget to buy him a gift and thank him, right? He's not that unreasonable. You can have friends...just remember to stay away from them, people who are attracted to your wings and shy, gentle nature. People who have romantic thoughts about you.
Your sleeping area is a large cage in the General's mansion, filled with plush cushions, pillows, and dolls…or…sleeping next to your master is a reasonable alternative. Jing Yuan is not that mean in this regard and enjoys combing the feathers on your wings or sleeping on them. Those feathers were as soft and delicate as velvet.
He set up a social account for you to share your lovely daily life (without your consent). This…is like a warning to all Denizens of Abundance. They witnessed your pampered life in the hands of General Luofu and were pissed off. How can you be so submissive? How could you be the enemy's… pet bird? They regarded this as a demonstration, but only Jing Yuan knew that his main purpose was to let the whole world know how lovable you are, and the warning was incidental.
One day you wake up from the cage and are caught by the flash of the camera. Jing Yuan blocked the light with his hand, told the film crew not to disturb you like this, and then allowed them to continue filming. You panicked and hid behind the general with trembling wings. He lifted you up and explained to the film crew how shy and easily frightened you were… Later you found out on Space TV that they were filming a documentary about you… the theme was General Luofu and his pet bird. You were annoyed and embarrassed, but after arguing with Jing Yuan, you sat on his cock and apologized...
Discipline and comfort are necessary. Jing Yuan loves having you curled up against his chest. Those little breathing sounds and the rise and fall of your chest. The wings relied on and surrounded him.
"Don't-don't drive me away..." You exclaimed from the nightmare, whimpering and sobbing in fear. The general wipes away your tears and kisses your forehead and eyelids. “No one will expel you.” While intertwining his lips with yours, he used his fingertips to draw circles on your clit. Your butt is supple and springy... The hand spreads your ass cheeks and presses the cock into your warm walls. Listening to your beautiful moans is like singing to him in a cage. He's glad you're not as aggressive as one of those wingweavers, such a sweet little bird...
Those hunting eyes are on you. He is the hunting general, just like the Aeon Lan they admire, he has only focused on the same goal for thousands of years, fighting against the civilization of the Denizens of Abundance.
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hoshinoyozora · 1 year
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Roses in the Thorns
🖤 Pairing: Yandere! Malleus Draconia x Female! Fae! Reader
💛 Word Count: 2,3k+
❤ Warnings: -
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I haven’t seen ch 7 yet, but I heard Mal causes snow too when he’s upset? Idk let’s just say he does that here XD Also the meaning of the title is that rose often denotes romance, but is it really romance in their relationship? @married-to-google-translater
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Malleus didn’t really like going home.
Of course, he missed his grandmother that worked hard in his stead. His little rose garden waiting to be tended and admired. And his palace that held the comforting yet no less fascinating gargoyles and grotesques. But he didn’t miss the loneliness of his status and species, the fear from people, and you.
The fiancée that his grandmother set up from some Duke a few centuries ago.
It wasn’t as if he hated you, per se. You did your job as a princess and a fiancée very well, perhaps a bit too well, strengthening Queen Maleficia’s fondness for you. She, out of all people, knew just how lonely he was, regardless of his attempts to hide it, and you were more than ready to spend the next centuries with him. Malleus knew he should be delighted, grateful even, that his fiancée wasn’t a shy or fearful thing. But if he had to pinpoint why he disliked you, he might not be able to answer it quickly.
“Welcome back. I miss you.”
You hugged him tighter and closer than any royal couple had done, than any royal couple was supposed to be doing. You hummed contentedly against his shoulder, trying to sway him side by side. You weren’t fazed by his rigid body, however, and merely smiled up at him.
“The castle feels so lonely without you, you know.”
Malleus squinted slightly. He never really knew if you were jabbing at his little insecurity or if you genuinely felt that way. Maybe he was reading too much into your actions, maybe he wasn’t. Who would’ve known?
“I see. That’s unfortunate.”
A neutral answer; neither sympathizing nor mocking. He pushed you away, gently as to avoid any suspicion from the unseen eyes and ears that your relationship wasn’t as harmonious as it should be.
“Avoidant, as usual.” you mused, trailing after him with your hands clasped behind you. “But allow me to accompany you a bit more, Malleus. Fortunately, I have a loose schedule for today.”
Your smile widened just as your eyes glowed in the dimly-lit hallway.
“Because I knew you’d come back to me.”
Ah, that’s right. He disliked you because of your confidence. While it didn’t exactly tiptoe the line of arrogance, it was still annoying how you thought he favored you any more than he favored other women desperate for his hand in marriage. Then again, he couldn’t really fault you for trying. A cold, formal marriage might be the standard for many royal couples, but a harmonious one – both in public and private – would greatly benefit your relationship and image.
And yet…
“I’m tired. I’d like to rest for now.”
Your confidence wasn’t the main reason behind his antipathy.
“Are you sulking, Malleus?”
It was your perceptiveness. Your ability to make him feel naked, vulnerable, tamed. Lilia had that power too, but he was his caretaker and retainer. He cared about him. While you? You were an enigma. A wildcard. A stranger that his grandmother was forced to marry soon.
“What makes you think so?”
Calmly, you closed the doors of his bedroom.
“Why, your face says it all, of course.”
Instinctively, Malleus touched his face. Was he really that expressive? Lilia could read him, but once again, he was his caretaker and retainer.
You chuckled, “Are you thinking about whether you’re being very expressive right now?”
His eyes widened slightly.
“Well, you’re not. But I’ve spent centuries observing you, so I can pick up all your emotions now.” You peeked through your lashes coyly. “So, did you finally find some joy in that school?”
Malleus resisted the urge to shift uncomfortably. He shouldn’t be surprised considering that you were his fiancée, but he knew that had you were more blatant with your ‘observation’, he’d think of you as another Rook Hunt instead.
“I didn’t go there to search for amusement.”
“Oh, really? Not even a new friend?”
“The people there are mostly pleasant.”
You simpered, eyes softening slightly.
“You know I’m not talking about schoolmates.”
“Quit talking in riddles. If you don’t have any business left to discuss, you may leave my chamber at once.”
“Always so cold to me, and yet, you’re strangely warm to that magicless human.”
Stiffening, Malleus whipped around and gripped your arms.
“How did you know about Yuu?”
“Are you really asking me that? I’m your fiancée. I ought to know about your matters, too. How else can I help you if you encounter problems?”
“I already have Lilia with me. I don’t need your intervention.”
You cocked your head in mock questioning.
“Really? Just like how you’re barely invited to any event, including the ceremony? Or how your own retainers forget about you sometimes?”
Malleus ground his teeth.
“I suggest you to watch your tongue if you don’t want to lose it.”
“Oh, but what would people think if they found out that you punished me due to a simple couple spat? And we don’t need to imagine how Her Majesty would react to this. She loves me, you see, and you know it too.”
“Don’t think you’re invincible, [Name].”
“Maybe.” You shrugged carelessly. “But I’m the reason why people started to look at you in a better light now. If I were to, say, complain that you’re being hurtful towards me, they’d sooner believe me over a big, scary dragon.”
His grip tightened. As much as he hated to admit it, you were right. Ever since you got engaged to him, you often invited him to events and used the power of social pressure by displaying affections to him. Of course, Malleus had no choice but to comply and requite the unwanted gestures. And those nobles, foolish little creatures despite the intelligence they touted, immediately believed the act and spread the news all over the country. Now, everyone knew you both as an unconventionally loving couple; surprising but no less heartwarming.
But he could care about his image later.
“Whatever you do, do not harm Yuu in any way.”
You huffed a laugh.
“You wound me, Malleus. When have I ever treat humans so unjustly? They’re a part of our people, too.”
Malleus squinted and opened his mouth to retort, only to close it back. What was he going to say again? That he thought you’d hurt Yuu out of ‘jealousy’ of his friendship? Thinking about it was silly enough; saying it aloud would make him a bigger fool. You probably couldn’t feel jealous, not when you seemed so complacent even in the face of threat. What would you respond later? Another jab? Another sneer?
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“Lilia, are you the one who told Princess [Name] about me being excluded to school events?”
The cup hovered as Lilia paused to process the question. Peeking up through his lashes, he discerned Malleus’ agitated expression.
“Why, even if I don’t tell her, she can still find out somewhere else.”
“You know I don’t like it when she meddles in my affairs,” Malleus grumbled. “and now she knows about Yuu’s existence too. What if she hurts them?”
“I’ve been observing her, and never once did she mistreat humans. She might seem like a know-it-all, but she’s only trying to do her duty. Let’s not be too paranoid.”
Despite Lilia’s attempt to reassure him, Malleus couldn’t subdue the agitation in his chest. You were too unpredictable, in a way that might just be worse than Lilia. Even if the said fae wasn’t his retainer, Malleus would still trust him to be around Yuu due to his wish for a peaceful life.
Unfortunately, his anxiety was proven true when he spotted you talking with Yuu in the Ramshackle yard at one night.
“Oh, hi, Tsunotarou!”
You glanced at them in bemusement yet devoid of surprise, as if you knew the nickname was harmless. On one hand, Malleus was relieved to know that you wouldn’t scold or punish them for discourtesy like Sebek would’ve done. But on the other hand, he was still angry at your insolence.
“Pardon us, Yuu, but I’d like to speak to her first.”
“Oh, yes. You guys are, uh, dating, right? Go ahead.”
Squinting, Malleus grabbed your wrist and dragged you to a secluded spot.
“Why did you tell them that we’re ‘dating’?! And what are you doing here?! Why didn’t you tell me that you’d come?!”
“I just want to know what compelled you to them. It’s rather baffling, but I think I understand now. That child doesn’t see you for your species, right? They don’t even know about your true name.”
Malleus remained silent.
You simpered, “And it appears that you didn’t tell them about your status too. Why? Are you afraid that they’d change their mind about you?”
“That is none of your business.”
“You know, they’re the one who thinks we’re dating. And they’re not wrong. We are dating, aren’t we?”
“That’s because you’re being nosy!” Malleus hissed. “Can’t you just stop bothering me and let me have some peace for once?!”
Suddenly, your face hardened just as your body went rigid under his grip. It was rather eerie to see you without your calm smile or the way your eyes stared at him without their usual gentleness of complacency. Had he finally displeased you?
“Your grandmother once told me that you liked to read fairy tales and dreamed of happily ever after. I can give you that, and Queen Maleficia knows I’ve been trying for the past centuries, but it seems that my efforts are actually futile all this time.”
You snatched your wrist from his grip and stopped beside him.
“One day, you shall see that I’m the constant part of your life. Not even your fragile and temporary friendship with that magicless human can replace me.” you declared quietly. “And one day, you shall come back to me once the loneliness becomes too overwhelming for you. Because I am the only one you need in your life.”
The wind blew past him, and with it, you were gone. Malleus looked at your empty spot, wondering since when the silence rang too loud in his ears. Then, he scoffed.
How silly. You were useful as a princess and fiancée, yes, but as a companion? No. He didn’t need you platonically or romantically, and he was sure he could live for the next centuries treating you as a business partner or a distant roommate. Just like many others before him.
He could bear with that cold, formal marriage. He was sure of it.
Seasons changed, the calendars turned their pages, and Night Raven College became a distant yet bittersweet memory. Crowley officially failed to bring Yuu home, so Malleus decided to give them a new one in Queendom of Roses so they’d feel close to their friends. It didn’t lessen their eternal anguish and longing, but at least they were able to hide it in the letters and smile at him on the rare times they met. On the other hand, ever since that incident, you’d become distant despite your new status as his wife. Although you were still successful at fooling the nobles with your loving façade, the people close to you managed to sense the wall between you. It was concerning enough until Queen Maleficia decided to confront you both, and with a masterfully calm smile, you replied.
“We simply have a disagreement, but I assure you, it won’t affect our duties or images in any way.”
Malleus could tell she didn’t really believe it, but she sighed in a way weary parents usually did, including Lilia. And you both weren’t exempted from Lilia’s admonishment itself.
For years, the invisible wall remained sturdy, neither heightening or lowering
Until, one day, Yuu died.
Nobody needed to guess who the culprit was when blizzards and thunderstorm kept falling interchangeably around the country. Lilia had implored him to calm down to prevent more deluges in the small villages, and at one point even proposed to visit you for comfort, but Malleus merely lashed out at the latter. How dare he suggest such a ludicrous thing?! All Malleus wanted was to meet his one and only friend again, not you. Never you.
But, alas, Yuu’s fate was already set in stone, and for all his power, there was nothing Malleus could do. The storms had lessened, but dark clouds still lingered in the already gloomy sky. The cloud was heavier around him who refused to leave his room, leaving the court to handle the brunt of his duty. Including you.
“[Name].”
Calmly, you sipped the warm tea and put the cup back to its saucer. You didn’t turn to look at him, but Malleus knew you were listening. You were always listening for him, about him, and the thought strangely flattered him now.
Malleus crossed the drawing room and stood beside you. He stared down at you for a moment before he kneeled.
“You’re correct.”
It was an abrupt apology yet no less sincere. He took your hand from your lap and clasped it within his cold and desperate hands, looking at you pleadingly despite your silent refusal.
“You are… the true constant part of my life. My queen, my wife, and my companion. I was mistaken to believe that my friendship with Yuu could be anything but…” He swallowed the grief and pride. “fragile and temporary, not when they were a mere mortal in my impossibly long life. Forgive me for being so blind and foolish to the truth.”
Malleus rested his forehead against your lap, already resigned to the silence that might stretch on forever. It wasn’t until he felt a hand prod him to raise his head did he obey.
Finally, you looked at him.
“I told you.” you whispered, caressing his cheeks with your thumbs. “You’ll come back to me. Because you just can’t live without me, can you?”
“Yes, yes, of course. You are the only I need in my life.”
Slowly, you smile widened just as your eyes glowed in the dimly-lit room.
The same confident and complacent smile that he once hated but now loved.
The same confident and complacent smile that told him you won this centuries-long game of cat and mouse.
“Good boy.”
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BOO!
Haha, Did I Scare Ya?
Anyways I Noticed That You’re Looking For Some Silly Questions, So Your Wish Is Granted Mate!
A Simple One Of Course, What Are Your Thoughts/Opinions About One Of The Villains Such as The Interesting Twins?
JXJDB sure did
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These guys, are by far my favorite villians, also im sucker for sibling dynamics
Wished they were taken more seriously, but won't deny some of their episode were my favorites by far (especially OP T.R.I.P). Less because of the gags they thrown them in, but rather we do finally see glimpses of their own personalities cause up until then there rlly wasnt much on them besides them failing and falling out a whole damn window all the time xxbdj honestly, that calls into question how resistant these guys are holy shit
The sister(if anyone got any name suggestions for them plz tell so I can steal them too/j), is fed UP, and I love her for it, cause with the amount of shit she's face i'd go fucking insane too. I vote we should give her gun, all her problems would be solved/j but actually, i enjoy that she's a little shit, impulsive, arrogant, etc, but i think it kinda stems from a fear of failure because how else would they've been known as father's bestest spies? Sector V had knocked down a pedestal, and that fucks with her head, but then their failures began to pile up and now she's becoming increasingly desperate to prove that she's still somehow #1– in turn she because implusive, impatient, etc. Sbe 100% cares for her brother, so at the same time she feels like she's dragging him down, it all piles on. Maybe a vaca would do her some good.
The brother, I absolutely adore him – tbh I adore both of them equally. He seems more like the younger of the two in terms of personality, we seem always following his sister's lead despite how irrational it could be. His loyalty and compassion to her is something that kinda pushes him to being my fav twin spot, cuz well im a sucker for good brother characters. And despite his more "softer" attuide compared to his sister's, they're both evil and flawed equally on the same level ‐ mo manipulation or pressure(well kind), nah-da. As the brother is just as implusive, selfish, and arrogant, but he hasn't let their failure get to his head just yet – in turn, he has more clearer head than his sister, so he ends becoming a voice of reason than a leader.
(Readmore cuz this is long jdbdb)
It's pretty popular theory that they're delightful, which is something I think about a LOT when it comes to their characters. And a bit more headcanon here: their non-delightful selves are still conscious, as to me(inspired heavily by my SS au with a friend), being delightful serves as just a filter for kids. Kinda like you feel the urge to chuck a plate, but because you're delightful, it's like a parasite keeping your hands folded in your lap, controlling your behaviors and words.
And they both don't like that their delightful-selves are fighting against old comrades because they were probably ex-KND operatives. perhaps got caught during a mission in Father's mansion, and faded to obscurity in KND history. Either that, or maybe they were father's first delightful experiments? Before the DCFDTL? Maybe that's why they aren't as insync as the DCFDTL, cuz you'd think them being related by blood would strength that bond.
Honestly, i just want an AU where they're happy:))
More headcanons:
Lesbian/Gay solidarity and hostility
They are the entire Evelyn Evelyn album(or not idk, havent listen to it in awhile)
If they ever do end up being undelightfulized, they'd have vastly different asthetics out of spite. Not sure which ones yet
They'd marathon Saturday morning cartoons to get the full childhood experience!!
They consider the DCFDTL sort like cousins, a familial connection is there at least
They're presumed missing, so they live alone in a house bought by Father. They're able to split the chores usually, but the Brother is the better cook between them, so the sister just does the dishes.
Alternatively they also live in Father's mansion, but because they keep falling out of windows at comical heights, they're in bed rest planning their next schemes, therefore more out the way
If they got turned into animals, they'd probably be panthers or owls idk
(Lord save me it's nearly 1am on a school might xmsb)
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textfromthelookout · 1 year
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oh shit, you're right
uh, character things, i guess
idk, I just like seeing your big essays and want to know your thoughts on the funny racism lizard, character wise
Character things about Freeza, huh?
Now, Freeza’s my personal favorite villain in Dragon Ball as a whole, has been for a long time. It’s that he bothers with the professionalism, I think—that veneer of civility that’s almost insulting in how thinly it hides his true nature. But like, what’re you gonna do, tell him off? You can sense that he’s almost daring them to sometimes, just so he has an excuse to kill them. Take that together with his other attributes—charismatic, arrogant, opportunistic (in how he tries to recruit Goku to his side before throwing down with him), to name a few—and you have a great villain on your hands.
I’ve always thought the ‘genocide planets so they can sell them to other species’ mission statement of his whole operation was a little far-fetched. How can that be profitable in any way? How many species really need rehoming? Why would they even need to, aside from imminent planetary destruction or uninhabitability, and how often does that happen? How often do the endangered races even have time to broker a deal for that kind of thing? Or is it like, a money sink for the wealthy, having your own private planet?
I suppose the issue of why he needs money in the first place can be explained by him being royalty and acting like it too—someone with his pedigree doesn’t go anywhere in anything second-rate, and it better always be running in tip-top form. In more than a few ways he’s like Vegeta, actually—the never-before-toppled purebred genius humbled by some hick from nowhere. Unlike Vegeta though, he’s evil without repent—I’m inclined to believe that the real reason for this supposed occupation of his is simply that he enjoys sadism and slaughter for its own sake.
I digress. Like I said, he gets much more interesting to start dissecting after he dies two and a half times, and it becomes clear that there have been changes in him. They’re very subtle, but they’re there! The turning point for him is the Tournament of Power.
You see, Freeza learned to trust there, even if it was against his will. When he demands to know if Goku hasn’t forgotten his promise to bring him back to life, he’s asking ‘Can I trust you? Can I trust you to keep your word on that?’ And Goku flat out tells him ‘I’ll keep my word—you know that better than anyone.’ And Freeza does know that, loathe though he is to admit it. Goku didn’t go through with killing him after beating him on Namek—he fully intended to leave. Maybe, in addition to the humiliation and rage over his defeat, there was some mistrust in that final attack that forces Goku's hand.
It can’t be coincidence, can it? That when Jiren is ruminating on his realization of how powerful trust is, it’s over an image of Freeza and Goku—in the forms they were in during Namek—working together. The fascinating thing about Goku and Freeza’s relationship, to me, is that… well, they’re each the only person that the other seems to truly hate. Goku is never more hostile—even in Super, though I admit it’s a much more masked hostility—than when he’s around Freeza. Freeza, for his part, isn’t typically invested enough in anybody to bother to hate them. People are playthings to him, they’re beneath anything more than mild interest. Does an elephant hate the ant that bites it? Does it even notice it’s there? The only exception to this is Goku. I mean, how are you meant to interpret ‘I spend every tortured hour in this hellscape dreaming of fighting you again’ as anything other than obsessively invested?
You can see, perhaps, some evidence of this change in how he acts during the Broly movie. He’s less hair-trigger. Kikono blanches when Berryblue teases Freeza about his wish to grow taller, which implies that it’s commonly known that talking about his height is a surefire way to get yourself killed, and that he expects something to happen. But rather than immediately atomizing her, or at least threatening to, Freeza just kinda… takes it. Yes, yes, you’re very perceptive, Berryblue. Oh and Kikono, I trust you’re not going to tell anyone about this? Rather than just killing everyone in the room. Yeah, maybe it’s just that he’s short on personnel, but. He justifies it as wanting a way to balance the scales since he has to contend with both Vegeta and Goku, but he wants someone else—Broly, specifically—by his side.
Freeza trusted Goku in the Tournament of Power, and even if they’ll never, ever be on the same side again, Freeza can trust now. That’s going to be fucking terrifying if he finds someone who trusts him too.
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Okay, okay, okay....Gyokko is possessive and if in love, freakily fragile. Like, even Gyutaro is a bit more secure and he can hardly handle the concept of being loved. He acts a little like Aizetsu with more vigor if jealous and in a relationship; He'll whine, pout and cry with with such an arrogant air? Like "how dare you look at another man when you already have me, my muse?!" That's Gyokko. He'd also try to revoke affection, but he's always simpering for your touch and affection, whether he admits it or not, which would probably be a not because he's so prideful. Man's a gift giver, and expects praise and utter adoration. You will have art made in your name too btw. Please muster up some kind of compliment, he loves those from you as much as Douma would. (Douma's also a praise slut, but let's not talk about him here) Gyokko, surprisingly, would admit, after swallowing ever drop of pride he has in his strange looking body, that you are the most beautiful work of art he's ever seen. I don't take him as the kind of guy to believe in gods or anything like that, but he's willing to reconsider given that you exist and rest within his palm. Although, in reality, it's him that rests in yours and melts into a puddle at any kind of affection. He's overly confident, so I hope you're patient, you'll need it. Not him, you. He can, and will get very irritating and overly wordy when describing his work to you, to the point that you'll be pretty sure he's just making stuff up on the spot to appear cultured. All in the name of art, of course, not because he wanted to impress you, because of course you're already wowed and dazzled by his very being! Newsflash, he wants to impress you. He wants it so bad, as bad as he needs blood to drink and grow stronger, he has to have your attention, your admiration and adore! Tell him your favorite colors, you may start seeing them crop up in his art, or, heavens, perhaps even on him. Comment on it and he'll deny everything, he just thought they meshed well. Isn't he so brilliant? Side not, of he asks that, that's his silent plea for any kind of praise or affection. Watch his whole body turn pink if you press kisses to either of his lips. It's funny and also kind of pretty? The ombre of pink to white on him looks good. Dude's the weirdest guy I've characterized to date and I'm sure that he'll be rather intriguing to work with. I feel like I'm looking at some special amphibious species.
I AM EATING ALL THIS UP!! AND TAKING NOTES!! you always have such good characterizations it’s insane, seriously idk how you do it! gahhh him trying so hard to impress you—even wearing colors you like on himself? i’m swooning pls i love him.
THE GIFT GIVING!!!!
AND THE JEALOUSY!!!! SO TRUE
i love it when men are desperate and pathetic for the one they love. gets me everytime.
ALSO YES I AGREE A PINK BLUSH WOULD LOOK SO PRETTY ON HIS SKIN!!
i am so excited to see what else you write for him, but for now i’ll settle for rereading this ask over and over.
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House Of Memories (54/?)
Obi-Wan Kenobi x Padawan!reader
Warnings: misogyny?? Kind of but not really but ig it’s implied idk… fluff at the end.
Summary: The mission on Anaxes has some unforeseen challenges, and for once, it has nothing to do with separatist forces.
A/n: guys i am so excited for these chapters we are in the final stretch and I’m just elated by the fact that the story has come this far… cheers to you guys for making it happen
also y'all if you like the story, maybe consider buying me a coffee :)
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The roaring of the ship was louder than usual, but it wasn’t because of the engine, it was due to the passengers inside. You’d been around your fair share of clones, learning to like and even enjoy all of their rowdy behaviors, but you’d never seen a clone force the likes of these. They were not just rowdy and loud, but completely rambunctious and completely uncivilized, or at least that’s what Obi-Wan would say if he were here. They felt themselves superior to other clones, and though you knew of their reputation, you’d not even seen what they were capable of yet, so of course, you had your doubts.
They had been arguing most of the time, with Rex, and with Jesse. They seemed to like poking fun at them for being normal clones, or as they called them, ‘Regs’.
You didn’t understand them, their superiority complex rivaled that of Anakin when he was being bratty, but even still, you could tell he was joking most of the time he made arrogant teases against you or others. These guys were for real.
The worst of them was the one who spoke the least, if you were being completely honest. Crosshair, the sniper. He could cut you down with a look, and a simple glance could tell you everything you needed to know. He wasn’t a fan of working with Rex and Cody, and he certainly didn’t seem to like you. He very much acknowledged you existed, which couldn’t be said for the others, but every time he looked in your direction, he scoffed and shook his head.
Once it dulled down a little, and Cody finished explaining the plan, there were several conversations occurring at once, and it left two odd ones out. You, and Hunter.
He seemed to think that since you both were the only ones not interacting with the others that he could invite himself over to sit next to you, and strike up what he thought to be a conversation.
“I’ve never worked alongside a Jedi before,” he said, and you gave him a glance of neutrality. Perhaps he was capable of being civil after all.
“Oh?”
“I never understood what was so great about them,” he finished, seemingly unknowing that what he had said was just mildly offensive to you. You wouldn’t take it personally, you knew that what the Jedi had become was far different than what they used to be.
“We’ve lost our way, I suppose. The war has taken it’s toll on everyone, hopefully once it’s over the Jedi Order will be what it once was,” you said, thinking of the teachings you grew up with, and longing for a time when they can be important again.
“And what’s that?”
“A symbol of hope.”
He nearly laughed at your response, and you furrowed your brow.What was so funny?
“Some wizards who carry laser swords are supposed to represent hope?” He sounded in disbelief, and since you were feeling generous, you’d let this one slide, but if he kept on, your patience may wear thin. You were a consular, slow to anger and slow to aggression, but you were still human.
“Actually, yes. We’re meant to be peacekeepers, not soldiers.”
Your explanation seemed to do little for Hunter, as he simply couldn’t imagine it. He may never have fought alongside a Jedi, but he met his fair share, and wasn’t impressed. Well, he’d never met you.
“I’ll believe it when it happens. The way I see it, the powers of the Jedi are no match for the likes of us, and if we were in charge, this war would be over,” he seemed to believe the words he said, but little did you know he was trying to rile you up. He wanted to see a Jedi’s capabilities first hand, and could read you like a book, without even trying. He knew that though you tried to keep composed, you were becoming irritated, and perhaps you were close to snapping.
“You’re not very fond of Jedi, are you?”
“I don’t think they need to be the leading Generals of this war. I think they are entitled to those places of power.”
You huffed out a breath, clenching your fists and your jaw at once, trying to breathe evenly while remembering your Master’s words in your head. Be slow to anger, for then you are better than the mightiest man.
“How old are you?” You tilted your head as you asked him. You had a better way of showing this fool who was in charge here than throwing hands. It would be an honorable way to put him in his place.
“Excuse me?”
“You’re a clone, you haven’t lived to the age you appear due to growth supplements… so, how old are you?”
He knew this was a trap, somehow, someway. It was probably not going to end in his favor.
“Nearing three years of full development,” he answered, nodding to you as if to say ‘go ahead, continue.’ Now he was intrigued.
“Wonderful. You know where I was at the age of three?”
He didn’t respond that time, he just waited, as he knew you were probably about to elaborate on this small set up.
“I was a slave. I worked tireless hours for the people who owned me, and I was not even given proper food or shelter. By the time I was five, I had learned techniques that could disable enemies twice my size, both physically, and mentally. When I was ten years old I defeated my first challenger, and the fight wasn’t even close. When I was fifteen years old, I became so skilled in combat that not even my own Master could beat me. I stand here today, twenty years old, having been beaten, tortured, and nearly killed on several occasions due to this war. You may think the Jedi are entitled to their ranks, but I have damn well earned it,” you finished, giving him a pointed look you’d given to very few people. He shuddered visibly, though he formerly thought nothing could shake him.
“I understand. My apologies for the offense.”
Had you… scared him? No, maybe not, but you sure did rattle him. You were a being to behold when you got to that state of driven determination. Even if it were just something as simple as getting a point across, which you very well did.
“There’s no offense taken. Just remember which side you’re on, and choose your battles wisely.”
Cody had overheard the little conversation between you both, and obviously he was proud, but also a little shocked at your boldness. Usually you were so cordial with strangers, so if you were this badly stirred by a few defective clones, he was worried for your sanity over the span of the mission.
Within the next moments, the ship was being shot at by enemy forces. It all happened so fast, the emergency crash landing that had been brought upon you by the droids who shot you down. The engines were in flames by now, and everyone was trying to jump ship or at least prepare to make a forced exit before it all came crashing down. The smoke was heavy, and you held your breath till you were out of it, only then realizing that not everyone made it away from the ship in time.
“Where’s Cody?”
Under the gunship. Cody was quite literally trapped under the gunship.
You stepped back towards it, ready to rescue your friend and Commander from the crash site. Hunter, the ever so believing man he was, held an arm up before you, nodding at one of his men instead. Clearly your little spat in the ship had meant nothing to him, but it would, you’d be sure of that.
Wrecker had quite a different approach to the rescue, rather than climbing in, he instead opted to lifting the entire gunship from the ground, setting it up and grabbing Cody from the wreckage before letting it fall back and ensue more damage. You were a bit surprised, maybe even impressed, but you were still upset about Hunter’s choleric attitude towards you.
The large explosion from the ship behind Wrecker as he walked towards you all did not deter him in the least. One hundred percent success rate… Huh.
Your senses flared, and your head whipped around, seeing a rather unfortunate sight approaching in the distance. You stepped towards it, and caught everyone’s attention, and now they saw the large droid battalion heading straight for them.
“Everyone find cover and hold position, we’ll let them come to us,” Rex said, and you readied your lightsaber, detaching it from your hip and tilting your head to the side to crack your neck. It got a bit jarred during the crash.
“I don’t think so captain. That’s not our style, we prefer going to them,” Hunter stated, pointing out to the clear and open battlefield. “Bad batch, plan eighty-seven. Shockwave.”
Instantly they were geared up, leaving you and the ‘regs’ to watch on the sidelines. Sure, you would humor them, it wasn’t like you were going to deny them a chance at completing the mission, you weren’t that petty.
They had a very specific fighting style. It was interesting to watch. They worked well as a team, which is perhaps why they thought so highly of themselves, but you couldn’t really say any less about the other clones, for they were just as efficient. You’d admit, it was nice witness a clone force with such an ambition to get the job done. Good soldiers follow orders, but they also know when to defy them.
You watched as the last droid dropped to the ground, the robotic reinforcements being rendered useless at this point. You supposed it would do to congratulate them on their first victory of this mission, but alas, your plans changed when you saw yet another battalion fast approaching your area. The clankers were right to call for backup, but it was a pity that they too would be demolished.
“You see that?” Wrecker asked, turning to Hunter for another call.
“You did well, but now it’s my turn,” you walked right between them, brushing your shoulder harshly with Hunter’s without even a glance in his direction.
“You’re going to need help,” He said with a scowl, as if tired of your delusions, but little did he know. He crossed his arms as you turned back around, continuing your steps backwards with your arms out to the side, saber in hand.
“Sorry boys, but I got dibs.”
Wrecker laughed in a loud and obnoxious roar, the sound reaching your ears being like a challenge. Clearly they thought little of you, and honestly, or the most part you couldn’t blame them. For most others, when they saw you with Master Kenobi, they were quick to assume your abilities were great, but on your own? Well, Obi-Wan called you his little one for a reason. You didn’t look like much. You were a lovely sight to see, but not exactly a fearsome one, or at least for most people, not at first.
You saw the number of droids, and hadn’t really been intimidated by it, remembering a day when you disposed of far more, with your eyes having been blinded by smoke. Blinded… perhaps it was arrogant of you, perhaps it was foolish, but you couldn’t be bothered to ignore the thought. You reached in the pouch by your hip, pulling out a small scarf looking wrap. It was meant for emergencies, medical or otherwise, but that didn’t mean it couldn’t aid you in having a little fun.
You tied the material over your eyes, feeling your other senses become immediately heightened by the force.
The bad batch watched on, unsure of what you could be thinking, what could be running through that head of yours.
“What is she doing?” Hunter spoke under his breath, narrowing his eyes at your form where the droids were oncoming, and rather speedily he might add. You were taunting them.
“Are we going to just sit here and watch her die?” Crosshair was vastly annoyed, and could not believe that he and his team were taking orders from such a young and incapable woman. This seemed like suicide, to try and prove oneself just for the heck of it.
“Hold for my order,” Hunter replied, shaking his head and turning back to the field. You activated your lightsaber. He’d not known what it meant, the color of your saber, but what he did recognize was something he’d never seen before. It was green, but it had white streaks through it. He wasn’t much well versed in the teachings of the Jedi, but he assumed that wasn’t normal. “I want to see how far she gets on her own.”
The others sighed out in obnoxity, throwing their hands and rolling their eyes. This was pointless. A waste of time.
You felt them, the mechanical footsteps that echoed in the force as they came closer and closer, before finally stopping. The droids raised their blasters, and you could faintly distinguish the first shot from all the others. You let a breath out from your lips, using your lightsaber to deflect those shots. You focused on the movements of metal, and began running towards it, full speed. It took only moments for you to reach them, and in no time, the slashes of a lightsaber blade took over the sounds of deflection. You felt a group of droids coming up behind you, so you turned, using the force to pull them towards the ones you were cutting limbs from. They collided in a fiery blaze, short circuiting and falling to the ground in a pile of mangled machinery parts.
You sensed a shot flying right for your head, so without thinking, you froze the shot in place, taking in a deep breath before ducking and letting it be released into the head of another droid.
The bad batch couldn’t believe it. They stood there, slack jawed on the sidelines, unknowing of how they could have possibly underestimated someone so badly. Usually they had a sense about these things, but apparently, it wasn’t good enough. Hunter was mesmerized by what he was seeing, unsure of it was even real. The way you fought was so, for lack of a better word, elegant. It was like a dance, choreographed perfectly and yet completely spontaneous at the same time. The movements were fluid, like you predicted the enemy’s charge ahead of time. The continuous flow of your fight was never interrupted, not even once. It looked far different than the choppy and somewhat destructive patterns his men used to operate.
When the last droid fell to the ground, you sighed, ripping off the blind fold and shoving it into your belt pouch. You sauntered back, pleased with your efforts and satisfied with the results. They had pulled themselves together by now, but you sensed their reactions still went far deeper than the expressions they wore.
“I’ve never seen a Jedi fight like you,” was the first thing to fall from Hunter’s mouth, which was honestly the best thing you could have heard in the moment. He seemed impressed, which you were guessing was a new occurrence for him.
“Never underestimate the Padawans of Obi-Wan Kenobi, lesson learned.”
You thought that perhaps your witty remark would be the end of the conversation, but it wasn’t. His eyes only widened, and his face went blank for a moment.
“General Kenobi? The great negotiator?”
“Well, some of us just call him Obi-Wan, but yes, they are one and the same,” you clipped your saber to your belt, making sure it was secure before falling into stride with them all.
“If I had known, then-“
“If you had known, you still would have misjudged me. Some advice for the future, don’t ignore small packages, sometimes they hold great contents.”
And so the mission continued, but now it was made clear who was in charge.
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Obi-Wan had only just landed on Anaxes, the sun was setting when he touched down, and though he was very tired, he’d been angsty to get to you, knowing you’d probably been as anxious as he has been the last week. He hated being without you, and though he knew you were perfectly able to function independently, there was something inside him that told him something wasn’t right. Something between you both was eerie, and he needed to be with you in order to figure it out.
When he went to Anakin, and found that you were, in fact, not here in the base, he began to get angry.
“You promised me, Anakin,” it was said with intense fervor, like if he meant it as a warning. To be fair, he hadn’t been able to contact you both all this time, as the transmitter in his ship had been disabled, and just now learning that you went off on a mission, accompanied by defective clones was a little unnerving to him.
“I didn’t authorize the mission, Master Windu thought it would be best for her to supervise the retrieval,” Anakin was not upset by his Master, and he perfectly understood his standings. You’d not been on a whole lot of missions without him, but the ones you had been on, most often you came home injured, or disoriented. It was never your fault, either. It was always the ones who surrounded you who thoughtlessly put you in danger. He trusted you, but he couldn’t find it in himself to trust others with you.
Truly he couldn’t blame Anakin, as the boy had enough problems to account for. He knew it was wrong of him to make his former padawan promise something he knew would be a long shot.
He sat down on the lower part of the bunkbed that he’d been pacing by in these barracks. He wanted so badly to just lay back on the shallow mattress and rest, but he’d never be able to relax a single muscle in his body until he knew you were safe. When you were back, and laying in his arms, that would be when he could rest, when he could forget about all the stress for a moment and simply be with you.
It wasn’t until late in the night when you returned, aboard a stolen speeder with the lot of clones whom you had supervised the past two days. You were exhausted, and you looked worn through. When you made it to your private quarters for the night, you neglected to take notice of how the door panel hadn’t been locked by your usual passcode, and you entered immediately. You stripped yourself of your cloak and let it fall to the floor, and when you turned around, you jumped in your stance, the sight of your master standing with crossed arms while leaning against the provided desk had given you a bit of a shock. You were much too tired for this.
“Obi, you scared the living kriff out of me.”
“I’m sorry,” soft smile as he approached you with open arms melted your tense state, and made you a puddle in his embrace soon after. You wrapped yourself around his waist, burying your head in his chest and breathing him in. One of the things you most often times missed when he was away was the smell of him, the comforting scent that emanated from him and made you feel at home. “How did the mission go?”
“It was… eventful,” you didn’t really want to explain it all tonight, as you were becoming more drowsy by the minute, but you another thing you missed was your late night talks with him, just before bed you would give a rundown of your day, everything you did, said, or even thought of when the other wasn’t present. “ARC Trooper Echo is alive. We’re putting in a request to go find him on Skako Minor with Anakin leading.”
“Who’s we?” He asked curiously, tipping his head down to you with a furrowed brow, though you stayed within the confines of his chest the whole time.
“Rex, Jesse, Myself, and clone force ninety-nine.”
“I see,” he replied, smiling to himself at the thought of you leading a clone force on your own. He was very proud of you, always… but you were becoming so matured as an upcoming general, he couldn’t help but let his heart swell with pride. “You need to rest if you are to begin another mission tomorrow.”
He tried to pull you back, to maybe look upon your sleepy face, and to kiss you gently, but you clung to him, unwilling to be separated so quickly.
“Can I just hold you for a minute?” Your voice was filled with exhaustion, it dripped with the need for sleep, but still, he obliged you, bringing his arms back around you and cradling you to him like a precious object that he was afraid to break.
“Of course, my love,” he kissed the top of your head, closing his eyes and enjoying the soft scratch of your hair against his face. “I’ve missed you.”
“I missed you, too.”
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sillystringedrat · 7 months
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Since recently learning abt the Lego Friends reboot I kinda went silly into a rabbit hole so now I have notes on the first ep and first impressions :3
Zac
* Definitely has some underlying social anxiety
* Lots of interests (that he makes up for other people)
* Gives major good boy dumb jock energy
* Seems to get caught up in his emotions and dismisses anything else that doesn’t have his attention, as seen with how he constantly dismisses Paisley when he’s enraptured with something.
* RAGING PEOPLE PLEASER
* Probably a good dose of bottled up emotions
* Oblivious to physical boundaries (get better soon honey)
* Oblivious also to some—mostly emotional—social cues
* LYING THROUGH HIS TEETH !!!!
* Probably has lived with some expectations to make him the way he is
Paisley
* Introverted, perhaps has social anxiety but not in the same way as Zac (parallels perhaps?)
* Knows her boundaries and is obviously miffed at being treated the way she was
* Has problems with being a pushover, but she doesn’t guilt trip her brain into thinking she must do it, only frustrated she can’t stick up for herself
* Seems to be used to Lianne’s shenanigans
* Unlike what I originally thought, she seems to have no problem opening up to someone—at least when under stress, seeing as she opened up about her stress with Zac to Nova.
* Also bottles up emotions, but unlike Zac presumably she does let them out when people are available
* Seems to not know how to properly socialize to make a new friend, despite this she is quite emotionally intelligent
Lianne
* Has ADHD, extroverted
* Literally just me smh
* Seems to know Paisley’s boundaries and they seem good enough friends that when she pushes Paisley’s comfort zone, Paisley isn’t that angry about it
* However she knows when someone has gone too far and will defend her friend
* Adopts introverts like it’s nobody’s business
* Has nothing but good intentions but sometimes puts people in situations she would better handle
Olly
* Gay ass /j (or is it a premonition?)
* Interested in fashion
* Loves being recognized for his work (perhaps his work isn’t that often? ) This thought is disproven his intro is literally him posing at his locker
Leo
* General good guy as of now
* FUNKY!!! BUTTON!!! UPS!!!
* Him, Aaliyah and Autumn seem to be pretty close friends already
*He’s my son
Nova
* Seems to be the typical nonchalant/distant one of the group for now
* A little arrogant about boasting her gamer status but eh
* So far the one putting the least effort into making dynamics with the other characters
* Just wants to chill
* Her gamer reputation seems to be a generally known fact considering Aaliyah comments if Zac plays video games around her. That or Aaliyah is the type of person to get to know every one of her classmates general interest, either one is likely.
* Can be pretty blunt
Aaliyah
* GIFTED OVERACHIEVER EXTRACURRICULAR KID ALERT
* Too busy than any child has the right to be
* A part of student council
* Very cheerful and welcoming to everyone
* Very organized and determined, a go-getter
* Probably lesbian (LISTEN—)
* Seems to not have much time for her friends although she would love to (Autumn and Leo don’t seem to mind much and seem to be understanding of her situation)
* DEFINITELY has been set up for high expectations
* Control freak to some extent
Idk if I’ll share my thoughts on the other eps, maybe if they’re long enough who knows .,.
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stupid-qilan · 10 months
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Hello! I saw your introduction and wondering if you can write yandere white with a drag racer reader? Flamboyant and arrogant is what others would describe the reader.
Oh my Fucking gosh I'm so sorry that i didn't know how long i didn't respond to your request, I'm so sorry.
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Yandere White x M!Drag Racer Reader
Tw : the reader is a bit mean and bit only focus on himself, short interaction with Reader and White cause i like to make the story rather the interaction and I'm making this having continued story because lately i don't know what I'm doing-.
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You were one of the Great Racer, you see your self as the Self Believe The great Racer, You See people as a Toy, no not that far as a toy They the one who make you win.. Well almost ever since that hell hole Racer Winning everytime... But that's okay, he not Worthly to become in your time , we'll you lose.. And lose and lose.. And lose from that Headed dear.. Every time you try to win the race
He literally becoming on your nerves every damn time, one day you get a letter from the mansion, of course you come.. the money is so much, you can buy new sets of clothing and maybe to decor your place, and yet every since you go there you life change like hell even worse than doing the race, you never thought the game would cause you some life and death every time.. Every each time you play the game.
You knew most of the people hire.. Some of them is from the place you go to race on, but one caught your eyes, the white outfit and all is he some kinds of elegant or perhaps fancy person?, you have to find out, over time you and White go talk together, you Brag about how You almost win the Great Race and become the second winner, he listed to your bragging of course.
And every since then you always With White, Sometimes you play with Broke his owl, it's fun you sometimes making the owl hit your head because you brag to much in front of her.. I mean you literally brag with an owl, and no wonder broke see you as a weird person, but every day you feeling kinda weird, Ever since you with White.
You always find out him being a bit.. Too there for you.. No it's not because you and him chatting, but sometimes you olso on your own, you get this some kinds of uncomfortable feeling for a few past days with him, and sometimes you stop in the middle of bragging with him, he chill and all but why does your gut tells you to stay away from him.
Don't you see..don't you see all of my patience for you just to be with me?.. No?.. We'll i suppose i waited for the right time to do my plan M/n.
BTW i will make part 2 because idk what I'm doing right now but i swear I'm making part 2. [ i lie i have no idea what to do after this ig there no part 2 ] [ for sike I'm always on my typo ]
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outsidereveries · 11 months
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— the idol readings —
before starting, my cards told me that i shouldn’t share:
would abel try to do similar tv show as the idol
did lily-rose deep consciously agreed to be on the tv series?
requested k-netizens’ opinion about jennie’s role
jennie’s thoughts on sam levinson
was troye sivan forced to work w/ sam levinson?
bond between the weeknd and jennie (friendship-wise)
the weeknd
he did the idol because he thought it would make him happy but honestly, he did the series shoddy. it’s not his best work and he’s lowkey afraid of it because it was his actual intention. he did it to cause trouble on purpose.
not suprising, he is satisfied with his work. he learned a lot about doing tv series and since it was his opportunity at that time, he accepts this as an accomplishment, as something that’s completed.
he isn’t fine with sharing will he do something similar again
but let’s be honest, abel doesn't want to do another tv series again. although there will be calls from major companies and all this shit, it will be hard for him to balance his music career and doing tv series in general because he will be overwhelmed with everything.
about levinson.. to abel it's just someone who has to work with. he thinks he's with hidden intentions, also manipulator, piece of shit, arrogant.. it's obvious he doesn't like sam. i just think abel had no choice of the people he wanted to choose.
his bond with lily-rose is so and so. honestly, i think if they meet each other outside of work, they'll ignore each other. i feel they're toxic near each other. at some point, they might match in tolerable way but up to there. they just.. don't match. and if they tried to get closer to at least acquintances.. make it make sense.
he isn’t fine with sharing his bond w/ jennie
his bond with troye is just stressful. overwhelming even. their characters are even more clashing tha his and lily-rose's, and perhaps they might've had a quarrel recently? they're aware of their differences but idk, it's just difficult. they still have potential to be a bit closer tbh.
lily-rose deep
she wanted to do the role because she felt really energized. she wanted to act, so lily-rose agreed to the offer.
she isn’t fine with sharing was she doing this willingly or was forced in some way to do so
lily-rose was forced to work with sam levinson, yes. i feel she's trying to do whatever she wants to even with this scumbag being around.
lily-rose would try playing similar role, so i assume she liked playing her role in the idol.
she doesn't like some aspects of the idol but overall, lily-rose leans towards appreciating the idol as tv series.
to lily-rose sam levinson is overwhelming foolish scumbag who gets over his mistakes easily. levinson probably listens to only himself.. so he is stubborn.
her bond with jennie is boring. however, they have potential to be closer friends.
her bond with troye is also ... restrictedly boring. however, they have the potential to become closer too.
jennie
jennie is on the idol bc everything around her is too monotonous. i can see some people trying to hype her, so she might've accepted this because of them.
oh... the bottom card.. she was forced to accept. i am assuming these people are from yge, so maybe she didn't want to do this? i just feel restriction..
however, jennie being forced to do with levinson.. she just took responsibility. he's just someone who is working for the series and that's it.. like a higher-up person comparing to her. nothing special. except that he's rude.
no, jennie wouldn't act similar role ever again. even with many spare time to overthink.
she probably is meh about the idol's plot. like, she'd say "meh" and not think about it after a minute.
so i saw long time ago that she'll be dissapointed from acting industry (curiouscat) .. but i don't know if she will try to act again. she might be out of this at this point.
jennie's role will be definitely talked about, so i can feel it will be supporting role for some reason. rebelling, arguments, failure even.. i don't know.
k-netizens aren't fine with sharing their opinion about jennie's role
jennie's bond with troye is overwhelmingly complicated. one of them might be shy to be closer friend with the other, so .. yeah
troye sivan
he was wondering before accepting, so i think he thought about it a lot.
his reason behind accepting though.. it's sad, because i feel he also had no control over it. he might be dissapointed at this point.
troye isn't fine with sharing if he was forced to work with sam levinson or not
"do i have a choice of playing similar role when i know i'll have to accept it?" he'll lack choice when he receives another offer and he's free to answer whatever he feels, so .. if he's aware of this, he will decline for sure. if not, if he has actual choice and doesn't realise it, he'll accept out of naiveness.
i think troye is kind of neutral about the idea of the idol, so he just doesn't care.
about his opinion of levinson, troye just ignores him, so he's neutral about this guy.
sam levinson's intentions
towards the weeknd: he wants to fuck him up, to scam him even
towards lily-rose deep: possibly he want her out of his scamming intentions towards the weeknd because he wants to fuck her up?
towards jennie: he wants to destroy the perfectness of her, to make her greedy
towards troye sivan: he wants to start his new "era" of troye starting arguments first, to make troye out of power..
basically sam levinson wants these 4 people to be canceled.
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whoreforharlow · 1 year
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Yall already know i had to come be a hater to my favorite white boy lol
Jack really lacks marketing skills. This is the most J Cole/Kendrick Lamar, "I don't gotta show face to my fans for them to show out", kind of energy that I don't think he's earned to put out. Like he does little to no promotion for his music, his movie, his drink, but like is expecting a surge of support...but he's definitely not built the reputation for it. CHTKMY kinda flopped as his sophomore album, and that had tons more marketing and anticipation. He's dropping a random album in the middle of whenever, and I don't really think people are expecting greatness from it. Like his feature on Mockingbird Valley wasn't stellar, so like I'm not really super excited for this album.
I've always been bothered by Jack being reclusive as an artist, knowing that yes he deserves privacy, 1000000%, but him giving -10 interaction with his fandom in what is still the growing stages of his career gives off GOAT energy, which logistically, this man cannot be a certifiable GOAT in hip hop. Like he can maintain a personal and professional boundary while still interacting with fans that doesnt compromise his privacy and personal life. Honestly he can drop off once he's solidified himself on the throne like Cole and Kendrick, I'm not saying he's gotta be a instawarrior like Drake, and he can literally disappear without a trace, but you gotta earn that kind of unwavering support with unwavering quality. There is no chance of disappointment when it comes to Kendrick or Cole or Drake or Wayne or Jay or any of the rappers who've earned their spot/title. I almost think it's cocky and arrogant of Jack to see himself as equals to them in that aspect: that drop off and pop up energy, but popping up with mediocre music 🤷🏽‍♀️. Like I'm almost disappointed for younger Jack because he really wanted it and older Jack is kinda dropping the ball. Perhaps his desires changed and he's not as hungry?
I think it stems from that one Drake interview where Drake says he feels like he can't do the "drop off, pop up" thing with his fanbase like Cole and Kendrick, and I wonder if Jack is trying to get ahead of that? Idk, I just feel like he's gotta do better with fan interaction and building his brand better, especially to at least show his appreciation to his fans online.
I'm sad to say that I'm more excited for Jack Harlow fanfics to drop than this man's actual music 😅 like I'm more into the idea of this man lol, he's my favorite face claim at this point 😂
I am super excited for WMCJ, from the trailer it looks great. I'm glad he's into acting, I'm sorry to say it, it seems he's a better actor than rapper 😬
It's crazy because I really liked his older stuff. Like up until TWTAS, which I wasn't the biggest fan of, but I thought was decent for his freshman album. I think Jack's music lacks story, or something to connect to. Like even if he held onto the "white man in rap" narrative, it would give more of a story. His music just seems themeless, and I think that's why I'm growing tired of it. Mockingbird Valley really fell through for me, feeling like it's the same as all his other songs. There really isn't much development in his pen and idk if that's because he's been co-signed by the greats on CHTKMY, or what, but I expect more.
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Hi lovely! How are you? 💖
I always read your answers and interpretations and i honestly learn a lot from them! So please keep up the good work ✨
Recently you analized few placements in a synastry chart, and i wondered if you could interpret some for me too (if you can't that's totally okay 💖)
I have been very confused by this friend/crush i have (was a HS schoolmate), and now it's been quite a bit of time we haven't seen each other, however we have mutual friends, and we reunite few times during occasions. I just wanted to ask you if you could help me understand if they feel something for me (because even if we don't see each other much, i am thinking about him quite often) or if it's an unrequited love 😂🙈
They have their Mercury, Sun and Moon all in my 1st house, Mars in my 2h and Venus in my 12th house. I have Sun, Mercury and Mars in their 10h, my Moon in their 9h and my Venus in their 11h.
We discussed about our life goals last time and they told me (and i was kinda shocked because i didn't know) they wanted to take a path i also was interested in,i wonder if maybe further on our life path we could recoincile again and see each other more frequently, but still, idk how they feel about me
Thank you for your time if you'll answer, i truly appreciate all the work you do! 💖
I wish you a great day! ✨
Hello dear,
I'm a bit tired today. But other than that quite alright.
Right off the bat, with you being the Venus person and they 11th house, you give a lot of love to them. A lot. You encourage their goals, ambitions, nurture them. You give them consistency and stability that they don't get from others. You could have different values though. You could be good friends as well, you are always kind and pleasant to each other. They could be a bit flighty, inconsistent with you though. Maybe they prefer much more independence and are more individualistic than you. But they still like to help if they have time and are generally quite charitable and humanitarian. You might also feel like this is a crush that turns off and on. Or that you don't see them on a regular basis. You never know when you will meet them next in person.
Hmm, yes so I would be interested how your connection looked like when you were still in high school. Was this ever a close friend of yours? I don't know, I would give up as quickly. But I wouldn't really say you like or love this person too soon, because you could discover some differences. I would just suggest more hanging out or a date, but definitely don't say too soon that you like this person. Try to really understand and grasp them as a whole person.
Moving on, along with Venus in the 11th Mars in the 2nd house shows confidence level around each other is fluctuating. Sometimes you feel almost arrogant or self-absorbed around this person and other times you are scared and anxious.
I really do think that you nurture their goals a lot. But there is also some envy going on or friendly competition. Mars in the 10th house can go either or. If things don't end on a good note (look at the composite 12th house sign), you could turn against them or seek revenge honestly. You might try to go for their reputation or online.
I think there is really really good friendship here. Might not be sustainable for an actual healthy, fully functioning long-term relationship. I just don't think it would be as sustainable. You could be long-distance. But also why do I get the feel this person (not you, but your person) is highly unpredictable? Is this person like an Aquarius Sun or something or like an Aries, Gemini Sun, maybe Virgo Sun? I kind of feel this person is much more extroverted than you are and just someone that does whatever they want no matter the consequences.
Ahh yes, the other overlay is Venus in your 12th house. Depending on the sign, this person can very possibly be even jealous about something you can do, like a talent or items that you possess due to Mars in the 2nd. Perhaps you are the one that doesn't fully want to make this relationship open and exclusive? Like you might not want it to be so public. But solely based on these placements you sent I can't quite figure it out why. Yeah, 12th house Venus, it would be hard to start something with this person and sustain it.
I think they could have some positive feelings for you due to them being the Venus person that they are hiding, playing it cool or not let you know. But then again the specifics of their feelings and WHAT EXACTLY they like about you are unknown to you and me both as an astrologer. I noticed with 12th house planets there are always really really specific things that the person likes and the reasons why they are hanging out with 12th house person.
You could even negatively affect their reputation or I don't know, maybe some sort of rumours could be going around?
I don't know, the more I interpret this the more I'm starting to think it's better to live it in the past and move from this if it wasn't already meant in high school/during that time. I kind of think this person could turn into a secret enemy, could be someone you don't even 100 % like. You might really really dislike some of their traits honestly.
I know I know, with 12th house placements there is always that "what if...everything turns out alright", but remember it's just hope and blind faith, optimism for now, you are not even sure with 12th house whether something is fully reachable or it's just as an illusion that feel manageable, but is not even practical and rooted in real life.
With Moon in the 9th house, you would definitely need to commute to see each other and relationship would be long distance at some point for sure.
To conclude, reading with the other placements, my final words on this matter are that you could very easily change your mind about them even in a month due to you being the 12th house person. You could be feeling them these days, but then forget about them next month. Also beware that we entered Pisces season so you will be more reminiscent about people you share 12th house synastry.
I genuinely think better, bigger things are meant for you that are much more suitable and compatible with you. I think you might be feeling about this now, because with 12th house synastry is hard to let them go or forget them, because you also have 1st house synastry, which makes physical chemistry still strong even after years, so you might think is more doable or remain hopeful. But in reality they could be very much in and out of your life. Definitely not as consistent and not as a reliable connection.
But that's just my view on the few placements you've sent me.
Wish you focus on yourself, more self love and connecting with new people that spark your interest.
P.S.: Also, are you like a water Sun and this person an air Sun? Or you earth and this person air Sun? It's giving off this energy... one craving stability and the other just unpredictable as hell.
@astroismypassion
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do you think canon Percy is neurodivergent / on the spectrum? I personally hc him as such but what is your opinion on this subject? what are things that stand out to you?
Hi anon!
I do as well! Full disclaimer: I am autistic, my brother is autistic and has ADHD, and our father is probably on the spectrum as well but in vehement denial. However, I got Very Good at masking, to the point I rarely unmask and spend all my energy dealing with Social Bullshit, while my brother is... idk, super charismatic in social settings, somehow, but a nightmare with Tasks and Sensory Hell. So I usually project autism onto characters given my lived experience, but can 100% see how he has ADHD vibes as well! I think neurodivergent rep is very important, and it's great that we can see ourselves in these characters <3
I will repeat this a lot, but Percy has also undergone a fuckton of trauma. A lot of his traits that remind me of myself could be due to PTSD. His panic attacks, for instance, are things I'd slot more with PTSD, personally. You can read his character different ways (I read him as having both), and that's good on you. However, I am autistic and I like projecting My Me onto the blorbo so that's what you get.
A couple of things stand out to me:
The whole Feywild thing reminds me of a special interest. Less so in the campaign, but given how they play it up in TLOVM I really suspect it's the case. Clockmaking also seems like the sort of very specific, detailed work that'd make my brain go brrr if it was my thing, so? Is that anything?
A lot of how he is described (by himself or by Tal) pre-Briarwoods could align with a little introvert noble with no social skills and a whole fuckton of arrogance, but it also aligns nicely with an autistic kid.
Just. how many times Cass has to imply 'percy I can't handle Whitestone alone' before he gets the memo. is insane. it's either 'his autistic ass isn't getting what she's trying to say' or 'percy stop being a dick and help your sister out you KNOW what she's asking'. either way works for me! But I'd like to hope he's not intentionally shoving responsibility on his little sister and use that as an excuse.
We don't know if he had issues being touched prior to being tortured ("We didn't touch in my family"), and the trauma of what Ripley did to him could 110% account for that! But I like to slot it away into my 'on the spectrum' vibes box.
Layers. Layers. Layers! Again, another potential covariate with the fact he's a poncy noble, and has a vested interest in hiding his scars, but I am Particular about what touches my skin at a given time. I like long sleeves and pants and gloves because then it's always the same sensory things on me and not changing.
Just how slow he is to court Vex. Because maybe he's reading the social cues wrong, and he has to be Obvious about his interest too, and becomes a fancy bird giving gifts because that's the best way he can think of supporting her and expressing interest while figuring out whatever the fuck this Attraction thing is.
Perhaps just a Tal thing (I see it with Ashton too, or I did when going over the Laudna n Ashton convo with a fine toothed comb the other day), but how much he fidgets when talking. Constantly moving.
His entire friendship with Keyleth is very autism vibes. Could purely be coming form her, or shared, who knows! (I am a huge supporter of autistic Keyleth, here n there I'll sneak in a line about her stimming <3)
Might just be a Me thing, but how he turns to Vex when he's feeling big emotions and doesn't trust himself to handle them. What the fuck are these, I think this impulse to lash out at Scanlan is probably bad, dear please keep me from doing anything stupid.
Also it's very funny for me to do the 'me and the bad bitch I pulled being autistic' meme with him and Vex ngkntrjnhrt
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bomberqueen17 · 1 year
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i am alive, i promise, sorry it’s been all queue of late
i made 28 quarts of chicken stock today-- well, packaged it-- actually i made it too, we’d cut the chickens up yesterday and stuck the stock pot in the walk-in cooler overnight but today i put the water in and plonked it on the stove, an enormous stock pot, and simmered it all day while we cut up the rest of the chickens. (yesterday’s chickens we cut up were for sausage, today’s were for sale as parts.) tomorrow we’re ostensibly making the sausage, we’ll see how that goes.
since CSA is over, Farmsister was available to help us today-- but just like last time she helped us, mostly what we needed her to do was to take everything out of the upright freezer in the commercial kitchen and find other places for it to go, which was a heroic undertaking and took her like two hours. it was a lot. she had to restock the farm store just to make room. so it was good, things are beautifully restocked, everything is organized and beautiful, but like, good lord, at what cost.
anyway i just stuck 28 quarts of chicken stock in there so tomorrow we’re gonna have to ask her to do it again, but i believe in her.
i have done like. zero writing this week. lots of 10+ hour days of work, so. oh the insulation in my cabin has been great though. i know it’s november now so i should expect it to be chilly but it’s been like-- warmish during the days mostly, and then in the evening it’s fine and i have actually woken up too hot and sweating twice in the last few days because i was still wearing pajamas and dressing my bed like i expected it to be in the mid-40s in the room where i’m sleeping and... well it’s not.
there’s a mouse making so much fucking noise though, and i haven’t been sleeping well because the fucker like, pitter-patters around the room while i’m trying to sleep. he’s louder because he has to rustle in through the insulation. the roof edging isn’t on properly yet so i cant’ exclude him. so a side project is that i’ve had cayenne steeping in water most of the week, and today i set it up with coffee filters and rubber bands over the mouths of jars, and filtered it into a spray bottle, and i’ve just sprayed cayenne water all along the bottom of the insulation where he’s been coming in. (I know because i can hear him and also see him.) so we’ll see how much noise he makes tonight. i don’t know that cayenne will actually deter him.
anyway i’m gonna have my queue post this tomorrow morning so idk, i’ll hopefully know by then. but i’m so tired, using the queue gives me a minute to proofread and then if i wake up in the middle of the night like “i used that word wrong” i have time to look again when i wake up.
i have so many writing projects underway and no time to work on them. i spent a bunch of time today while i was packaging cold dead raw meat thinking about various projects. it was a nice escape.
here is a surprise snippet from a background bit i’m working on, going slightly back in time to before Ciri re-established the Upper Aedirn Free State, featuring a new OC i’m going to make room for-- a very elderly elf named Faerveren who has aged out of the concept of gender, to give us some unexpected backstory.
Faerveren leaned in the doorway, giving the dh’oine who had so rudely knocked a once-over. He was tall, handsome, self-assured, though he looked a little tired and travel-worn, and the haughty arrogance of his expression was covering a bit of uncertainty. 
“I’m looking for Caerulia Fitzhugh,” he said. 
“I bet you are,” Faerveren said. “Since she lives here.” Faerveren xerself hadn’t lived here terribly long. The Fitzhughs had kindly offered xer a place to stay after xe had come to them injured and ill after the battle for the city. Many elves had needed treatment, but only Faerveren had merited the permanent invitation. Perhaps because the Fitzhughs could appreciate xer age. It was restful, being among others with a similar perspective on the passage of time. 
Faerveren watched the dh’oine’s expression go through disbelief into indignance, and relented slightly. “Are you here on behalf of someone who is sick?”
“No,” he said, frowning, “I need her help.” His frown deepened. “I believe it is not a matter that your kind could understand, elder brother.” He used an Aen Seidhe term, showing that he wasn’t entirely ignorant. 
“Ah,” Faerveren said, “I’m no one’s brother. But I see, you are not the dh’oine you look.” Neither were the Fitzhughs. This was vampire business, then. Another of the reasons Faerveren had been invited to stay was likely the complete lack of reaction xe’d had to the revelation that both Fitzhughs were bruxae. But Faerveren’s people had lived in peace with higher vampires, never their prey and never their antagonists, so it hadn’t been alarming to figure it out. It wasn’t as though they were particularly secretive about it. They tended not to shift or fly where anyone could see them, but Caerulia had a habit of gliding around without touching the ground because of an old foot injury, and nobody seemed to notice. The dwarves of Vergen were singularly unconcerned about vampires as well. 
“No,” the man said. “Can you tell her, Dettlaff is here? She knows me, though it has been years since we spoke.”
Faerveren sighed. “Perhaps you should come in and sit down,” xe said.
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good morning!
since i am incapable of consuming media if i can’t relate it to my hyperfixation somehow, i took notes on Death Note HAHA
which i am watching because of this 😭
episode 1–
I decided 5 minutes into the 1st episode of Death Note that Light and the shinigami are Viren and Aaravos coded HAHA. Parallels are drawn in the 1st episode—both Light and the demon are jaded with the current state of the world, seeing it as rotting. Light wants to fix it. OK I’m also just going insane over all the biblical symbolism already like, Light holding the apple in the intro, the forbidden fruit of a demonic gift that corresponds with the Death Note. Then light in jesus’s pose at the end of the intro, and the snippets from Bible class(?) at the beginning of the episode. Then the demon—the wings coming in he said he happened to drop his book in the human realm and he has to retrieve it.
Oh, also he the demon can only be seen and heard by him since he’s the only one who can use the death note. Wow, how convenient tehee. Totally doesn’t remind me of someone else “You can hear me and now you can see me”
Light is like, he wants only hard-working honest people to be left in the world and even though he’ll be the whole corrupted soul for it, it’s fine because he’s honest and hard-working. He’s an honor student and good person in his eyes, and he’s willing to sacrifice himself for a bright future for humanity… he’s so Viren coded. “I will become the god of this New World.” and then right after that, the demon is like “ it’s just as I thought humans are so interesting “ hes so . aaravos coded. oh my God. also, I mean, he like intentionally drop the death note because he said in the shinigami realm, it doesn’t bring an amusement to to bring death to the human realm so I’d rather watch humans do it to themselves HMM REMINDS ME OF SOMEONE ELSE also for being the top student in tests he’s kinda stupid ngl the shinigami also loves apples, he said it makes coming down worth it. He’s so sparkly blue elf coded.
episode 2 —
the demon just popped up from next to the desk. He’s watching stuff. He just follows light around and talks to him sometimes. He’s so blue elf illusion coded. omg.
OK the mysterious guy opening the computer equaling Aaravos in the mirror Greetings to all of you at the icpo. i am L and then him knowing Light is in Japan but saying why, you ask? I will provide proof upon direct confrontation but i still need cooperation from the police officers in japan he’s. sfofosfosdifjdos fjsdof ….mystery <333 the mystery of L light hides death note in a fake compartment in his drawer which reminds me of the fic with lissa pov where viren hid the kpp’ar coin in a fake compartment in his office desk drawer the shinigami mentions that touching the notebook makes other see him too— light getting annoyed over him that, saying, “he waits to mention that important detail until now! ? damn shinagami” is so virencoded oh my God OK wait L is also kind of sparkly blue elf coated like he his whereabouts, and name are unknown but he’s managed to solve a bunch of case and he’s called arrogant and only takes on cases. He’s personally interested in hello. ok i guess L isnt that aaravos coded cuz i dont think aaravos would go on a rant about how he found out something but idk i still love the way this show draws parallels like how they both say they’re going to hunt down the nameless faceless other and kill them, reciting, I am justice, at the same time.
episode three
I love L sm he’s based
light sowing distrust between the police and L reminds me of someone elseee oh OK the shinigami just let light know that he can see his lifespan, but that he will never tell him what it is that would just be too that would be unbecoming. That’s so . hmm aaravos
then we got the classic faustian bargain and thennn i fell asleep against my will </3
perhaps. more to come however.
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Can I request 😎💓 for Ranpo! Idk if you write for Ranpo, but if you don't that's fine! Then can I request Fyodor instead?
Of course! I've never written for Ranpo before but I think the first emoji fits him really well so I'll do my best :) I'll write for Fyodor for the second emoji!
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😎 How do they impress their s/o?
I feel that the most common way Ranpo would try to "impress" you is with his 'ability'. This is especially true with you being his significant other since to be able to be such an important person to him, I would imagine that he thinks highly of you. So if you are tagging along with him on the case he went on, when he solves it he will seek to "impress" you, hinting at it with statements like "Wasn't Super Deduction amazing?"
Please praise him, because despite it being an attempt to "impress" you, he also wishes to seek approval from you in such cases (hence the quotation marks). Ranpo carries both feelings of superiority and inferiority, using a face of almost arrogance to seem confident, though he is aware of his abilities to a certain extent there still resides this insecurity (especially being placed among other ability users), and this is his indirect way of trying to get reassurance to assure himself, even more so when it is coming from you.
Another way he'd do so is remembering the things and places you like. Though characters like Dazai and Kunikida would do similar things, I see Ranpo as being more likely to voice such understandings out loud. For example, when someone mentions a food you like when the agency is trying to decide on what to eat per say, Ranpo would state that "Y/N loves that!". Because he wants to show that despite the carefree attitude he has, he does care for you.
💓 How do they act when they realize they’re in love/have a crush?
When Fyodor develops fondness for you to the point where he could designate it as a crush or being in love, I'd imagine that he's more likely to fall cold. Perhaps even convincing himself rationally that such relationships and ties are pointless and unstable, and even making it so he develops an additional weakness along with his own "anemic constitution" as he puts it.
I'd imagine interactions with him would feel more intimidating. Despite how dangerous he is, I always imagine that there is a certain delicateness and slyness to his aura, but there's also a palpable sense of not being able to be in control around him. And in such a scenario, I imagine the latter would be amplified. It would almost feel a bit cruel, how he interacts with you, teasing you subtly attempting to fluster you, bascially like he's trying to pull you around, perhaps it's his attempt to reconcile the sense of control he is so used to having but feels like he's losing control of in your presence when you make his typically restrained feelings become erratic. At least that is what happens until he realizes you have feelings for him.
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nebulouscoffee · 10 months
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For the ship ask game: Worf/Bashir; Deanna/K'Ehleyr; The O'Brien's/Data; Kasidy Yates/Ro Laren!
Ooooh thanks for all these interesting picks!! (What I'm learning is, either you guys are just extremely good at coming up with ships, or I am a chaotic multishipper who will ship literally anything fhjdskhjfs)
Worf/Julian Bashir- ship it
What made you ship it?
That dart board scene from Way of the Warrior. I didn't even particularly want to ship it, I just have eyes😂
What are your favorite things about the ship?
Yes, Worf's canonical opinion of Julian is "He is a child who plays with toys", but I actually think- if the right situations arose and he got to see Julian as more than just "arrogant chatterbox" and "guy who still has feelings for Jadzia"- Worf would realise to his horror that Julian has a LOT of qualities he's consistently been shown to admire, even some he wishes he could exhibit so readily, like the fearless opposition of authority figures (remember the TNG s4 finale when the Klingon High Council asked Worf to kill that kid saying it was "the Klingon way" and he said "but it is not MY way"? Julian does this kind of thing all the time lol! And with little to no hesitation. Worf is rarely around to witness it, but it's so funny to imagine him being caught off-guard like 👀... girl that honour tho👀 👀)
Is there an unpopular opinion you have on your ship?
Idk if it's unpopular necessarily, but I love putting Worf in polycules and I disagree that he's too monogamous to make it work! I think Worf gets jealous and possessive when someone he's agreed to a monogamous relationship with starts flirting with other people, but if these were always the terms right from the beginning, he'd honour them. Anyway I enjoy a LOT of Worf polycules haha, but the ones that involve Julian are Worf/Dax/Bashir, Worf/Dax/Sisko/Bashir, and (my new personal favourite) Worf/Martok/Garak/Bashir. (Mutual who infected me with that last one, thank you, you know who you are😂)
Deanna Troi/K'Ehleyr- ship it
What made you ship it?
TROI: I didn't know it was possible for a human and a Klingon to produce a child.  K'EHLEYR: Actually, the DNA is compatible, with a fair amount of help. Rather like my parents.  TROI: I know exactly what you mean. My father was human and my mother is a Betazoid.  K'EHLEYR: Really? It was the other way around for me. My mother was human. You must've grown up like I did, trapped between cultures.  TROI: I never felt trapped. I tried to experience the richness and diversity of the two worlds.  K'EHLEYR: Perhaps you got the best of each. Myself, I think I got the worst of each.  TROI: Oh, I doubt that. 
The first time I watched this, I took Deanna's comment at face value- but, both earlier and later episodes explicitly state that Deanna often felt out of place on Betazed, & her sheer discomfort every time Lwaxana comes on board (especially with the way she talks telepathically, which Deanna considers "rude") suggests that she isn't being completely honest here. Which is fascinating! (Truly, having 90s Trek women blorbos is taking inconsistencies and building elaborate webs of explanatory insecurities lmaoo)
What are your favorite things about the ship?
I am a sucker for alien cultures and worldbuilding and the internal worlds of characters who inhabit and oscillate between those worlds, & I've noticed most of the ships I think about a lot are either human/alien or alien/alien (I can project way more easily onto those haha). So Deanna/K'Ehleyr is a goldmine in that regard
(Also, I just love dynamics where a "tough" character has a surprising amount of respect for a softer, more empathetic character)
Is there an unpopular opinion you have on your ship?
I don't know the prevailing opinions on this ship, so I shall once again invoke the Worf Polycule Rule and say K'Ehleyr should have lived and been a recurring character and Deanna's "we hook up every time you're on board the Enterprise" and she and Worf would still have needed Deanna's help raising Alexander S5 onwards so this eventually would've led to Worf/Troi/K'Ehleyr
Miles O'Brien/Keiko Ishikawa/Data- ship it
What made you ship it?
I'm gonna be honest- I had never even thought about this before today, so it was in fact this ask that made me ship it. Thanks!😂
What are your favorite things about the ship?
Well, it allows me to reinterpret a lot of the early Miles/Keiko content in a less "traditional married couple" way, which- as presented on the show, always felt a bit dated for the 24th century lol.
Okay, I'm thinking... We know Keiko was Data's friend first, and it was him who introduced her to Miles, right? So what if she and him originally met because Data was experimenting with having a love life and Keiko saw his profile on Enterprise-D Tinder or whatever and thought "hey, that sweet android man from the arboretum! Why not?" And they ended up making dinner in each other's quarters, infodumping about plants, having sex a few times, no strings attached (I genuinely feel like Keiko would be one of the least weird people about Data's whole No Emotions thing). Meanwhile Miles is grumbling in Ten Forward after a music recital that his life is sort of at a standstill, and he's a bit lonely, he just wants someone to come home to- and Data (the only person listening, naturally, which leads to a one night stand lol) suddenly has the thought- why not set him up with Keiko? And thus- the iconic, infamous, two-show-spanning O'Brien polycule begins.😂 (Jokes aside, Data probably steps out of this arrangement after a bit, once he realises they are deeply in love and headed towards an eventual marriage-with-children situation, and that's how he ends up giving Keiko away at the wedding)
Is there an unpopular opinion you have on your ship?
Are there even... opinions on this one? I guess I could voice what is perhaps an unpopular opinion about Data, which is- I don't actually think he and Geordi ever slept together at any point during TNG. To me, they are one of those "they've never kissed but they are married" situations- like they are way too dependant on each other to risk their friendship like that! I do think Data could've been hooking up with more people than shown in canon, but it was always arrangements like this- ones he could end at any point with minimum damage and no hurt feelings. Geordi is much too close to him for this; but being the O'Briens' third from time to time? Definitely could happen
Kasidy Yates/Ro Laren- ship it
What made you ship it?
Writing a fic about them! (It is one of the many, many Fully Written Fics I Cannot Post, and I am so annoyed with myself hahaha)
What are your favorite things about the ship?
[spoilers for DS9: For The Cause and TNG: Preemptive Strike below]
They are both so unapologetic about their Maquis collaborations it makes me insane! Like, when Ben finds out, Kasidy is sorry about the lying to him part- but the show never makes her realise she was wrong to help those people, or even apologise to him. Same with Ro- when she betrays the crew, Riker just sort of understands (and doesn't even seem that surprised when she turns her phaser on him!) She regrets having to let them down, but not what she felt she had to do for the Maquis (and the Bajorans in it). It's really fun to imagine their paths crossing at some point- maybe Ro was captured by Starfleet and they end up in the same prison after 'FTC'; maybe Kasidy and Ben just never fully rekindle their relationship (not even necessarily because of her betrayal, there's also her clear disapproval of his actions in 'Rapture' and 'TDDUP' to consider) and she finds a much freer existence in the Maquis with Ro? (Breaks my Sisko/Kasidy heart a little, but still. It's interesting🥲) Of course, if we want a less messy more wholesome alternative, she and Ro only meet post-canon - Ro's lost her Maquis family and wants to help deliver aid to the Bajoran diaspora & victims of the Dominion War, Kasidy's trying to pick her life back up after Ben left her. They go on to have many adventures together in their freighter🥰
(The freedom they could give each other to be unrepentant about their criminal behaviour, basically! Literal #BeGayDoCrime ship)
Is there an unpopular opinion you have on your ship?
Despite everything I said above, I think they would actually have their fair share of disagreements. They're both in so much pain! Maybe Kasidy wants to deliver supplies to the civilians suffering on Cardassia Prime, and Ro isn't happy about it. Maybe Ro tries to comfort her with the idea that Ben's still around as a borhya, and it massively backfires. Maybe Kasidy finds Ro's guilt over letting Picard down grating, maybe she projects some of her anger at Ben onto Ro. They'd probably have a lot of weirdly cutting guilt-trippy arguments and passive aggressive makeup sex. But they would still give each other the space to talk, and cry, and like, be angry
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