#idk man just...a qpr sounds...better

[proseka-headcanons]

hey can i protect on shiho rq? thanks.

non binary shiho real... they use they/he* an kit/kits**. most gender words to him are girlfailure, femboy and boygirl... fem presenting too.. afab, shizuki was confused as shit

*i actually use they/her and kit/kits. but whatever.

**works like it/its but with a k in front.

someone already said but aphantasia... no image in head, no sound in head.. just empty. no thoughts even. however empty distracting bc you know what SHOULD go there

has a british accent despite not being british

autism. also adhd. also chronic anxiety. also aspd (antisocial personality disorder)

more on aspd. the bitch dont feel guilt at all or empathy but pretends to bc thats what everyone expects.. and is trapped in a web of white lies due to kits compulsive lying but!!! theyre trying to get better... also gets addicted to gatcha games far too quickly

aroace but really wants a qpr to the point theyll date for it. and also likes the word lacebian too much to let it go. and hates the sunset lag with a burning passion.

bad with money (aspd? maybe? idk man)

OH!! doesnt mask the autism but does mask the aspd.... he thinks kits just a huge asshole bc they havent heard of it

shizukis like REALLY overprotective and its down to the 'oh let me carry that glass! i dont want you to drop it!' level

allergic to contact lenses and needs glasses to see long distances but gets by fine without them.. he has them kit just dont wanna wear them

they are terrified of driving his friends away.. they feel like kits the main character in everyones lives and hates it so doesnt talk at all

constantly constructs new personalities and changes memories to fit,, head full of false memories but doesnt know it

listens to hyperpop and introduced it to saki who is now a hardcore enarria fan

projects onto fictional characters and steals their personality and also gender sometimes

and this is why i should be known as unofficial mod shiho. thank you. bows. - 🍜

i do nawt have the energy to read all that but i support you unofficial mod shiho

#proseka headcanons #project sekai #pjsk #prsk #project sekai colorful stage #prosekai #project sekai headcanons #mod rui #hinomori shiho #shiho hinomori

[aspecpplarebeautiful]

I’m really struggling with my relationship rn and how exactly I feel about my boyfriend. I know I’m asexual and on the aro spectrum but when I first starting dating him it didn’t seem like the aro thing matter cause I was so sure I had romantic feelings for him. It’s been almost a year and throughout the relationship there have been little moments when I was thinking about breaking up with him and I’m again in one of those but it’s different this time. My friends keep asking me like “well can you imagine growing old together? Like sitting on your porch in rocking chairs together?” And like…idk yes and no. A romantic relationship I’m not sure but as something else…maybe. And i can imagine our child to the point where it physically hurts to think about breaking up with him because then she’ll never exist and that makes me so sad. And there’s the ace thing I’m ace and he’s not and it’s one of the biggest issues because he wants to do stuff I know deep down he does but I just can’t like I won’t. I don’t think I can do this traditional relationship but I also don’t want to lose him but I also lowkey want to live many lives and have a non cis het man. Idk there’s so much and idk what to do about any of it.

The big question to ask yourself Anon is what do you want to do? What feels right for you?

It sounds like you've got three main options. You can stay in the relationship, and then you have to decide if the situation now is one you want to stay in.

You can break up, and while it may hurt in the short term, it may be better in the long run because it will free you up to find the type of situation that does feel right for you.

You can try and change the type of relationship you have with your partner now. This one is tricky because you can't predict how your partner will feel about it until after you talk to him, but if you feel like a traditional relationship isn't working, figuring out the kind you do want with him and seeing if he's open to it may be worth it. It may also help to research other types of non-traditional relationships like QPRs.

This isn't a decision you need to make right away, you can take some time and think about things. Journaling or talking things out to someone who's good at listening (though for relationship stuff you also want someone who's not a gossip) can help give perspective too.

Remember to focus on what feels right for you and what you feel would make you the most happy.

All the best and good luck, Anon!

[helpicant-stop]

all of the ask emojis for c!hannah <3

omfg 😭 well alright strap in i guess

[send me character headcanon asks!]

🏳️‍🌈: sapphic aro (qpr ctinarose supremacy 🙏🙏)

🏳️‍⚧️: she's a #girl but like with a little extra flavour. spicy cisgender if you will (ie she uses nature-related neopronouns because she thinks they add to the aesthetic)

😇: standard twitch prime practitioner like most on the server, but she has more faith in the inherent laws of nature and fairy magic. also the egg but that was like a year ago people change man🙄 /j

🧸: in her early childhood she lived mostly in the forest with other fairies, but started spending most of her time in hypixel during her teenage years

👻: i don't think channah's outright afraid of many things (that she'd admit), but i also think she was scared of the egg returning after she finally broke free of the "possession" thing; it's an unexplained vaguely divine entity that goes againsf the laws of nature and makes everything around it rot and change colour, of course it'd be a bit intimidating

🎶: channah likes metal but like not the screamy kind like the operatic rock ballad kind, and she almost exclusively listens to women artists. also she's a big fan of 90s riot grrl

���: carries a bag of rose seeds/sprouts wherever she goes, not just for personal strength and aesthetics but because rapidly growing rosevines make great distractions in a fight

💤: i think pre-egg she'd have mostly scent/touch/sound related dreams that are mostly just sensations or vague events, and sleep really soundly. during the eggpire she'd go days without sleep before dropping randomly and waking up hours later in another location. i think the only dreams she'd have then would be quiet whispering or distant shouts she couldn't quite hear properly. post-egg she can't quite fall asleep or wake up as easily anymore, and she doesn't even remember if she has dreams or not

🦾: blind with roses where her eyes should be, because nature fairies don't need eyes unless the thing they represent does. when she moved to the dream smp, an eye sprouted out of one of the flower petals and gave her sight on one side (because the laws of nature or something were different there bitch idk). it doesn't feel natural (?) and is prone to random phantom pains/sensations and honestly isn't that useful so she'd rather be without it.

during the egg, vines and leaves grew through her and replaced the flowers in her eyes with those little glowing red sprouts. i actually made an art about this (*cough cough* @yesican-stop *cough cough*)

💝: acts of service but as in she will be your number 1 apologist and defender and take you places. i also think she's very on gift giving and enjoys gifting flowers and pets (the latter only to people she think can take care of them)

🫂: i think she's extremely loyal to her friends which i think makes the red banquet betrayal such a Thing™ because like. you know she's far gone

💔: insert "hehehe yes... yes!!!!" sickos comic panel here. when she was infected, one of her biggest guilts was going against cpuffy, but she couldnt really ruminate or reflect on that at all because the egg would always cover up her thoughts with its own, and even after they made up they were never quite the same afterwards. ahaha fboy face emoji

🪢: she has no recalled family except for nature, her friends and tina, which to her is better than any related associations she could hypothetically have

📓: bit of projection here but i think she'd have several phases of learning several different fighting styles/martial arts and gettign moderately good at all of them before developing her own unique style. aside from that (projection 2 electric boogaloo) she also seems like the type to sculpt or sew or make dioramas or just create art in general, and i think a lot of it would be really emotional theme-wise tbh. also she organises all her stuff by colour and helps tina farm fungi at kinoko

👗: she'd definitely love to mix style with practicality, like i think she'd have miniskirts with shorts sewn on underneath so she could fight, and blouses that can be tied back with buttons so she can get her hands dirty. one thing that is not practical at all are her reproduction white 1960s gogo boots. nobody questions the reproduction white 1960s gogo boots.

she is also a big fan of natural tones but FUCKING HATES FLOWER PRINT because it's not even close to the real thing at ALL. she used to wear a lot of bright rose red, but the egg kind of spoiled that for her, so now all the red she wears is dark or muted. also all her outfits would be self made, 100% biodegradable and sustainable and usually have living plants integrated within the outfits

🔪: come on. you already know this one. channah pvp queen girlboss etc. ok but in all seriousness i think her fighting style would be very swift and graceful, and she'd talk a lot during fights, whether to herself or the opponent/s. during emotional fights especially she gets surprisingly better rather than slipping up. one of her mottos is "use words, until that doesn't work, then use violence"

🌟: i think prior to the smp most of her goals would be very short-term/impulsive/quick-passing without really thinking of the future or consequences. but now ?? dude she just wants to be happy and live a nice fun life with all her friends and probably do nature activism on the side. why is the dream smp so trauma girl /: girlphobic if you will ,,oh wait that's just misogyny isn't it 💀

🥇: at heart she's just a rose fairy and that's what she's best at. she can cultivate rosebushes so cool looking the gardeners at the queen of hearts' castle would CRY

🍫: she doesn't like sweets that much but would KILL for a well-made steak like srsly it's so hard to find nowadays everyone either overcooks the outside and undercooks the inside or overcooks the whole thing or adds bad seasoning but come on how hard can it be. she eats at mcpuffy's (but begrudgingly) because it's cheap and moderately average but las nevadas has better food, they're just too overpriced for her taste and she partially works there anyway so why would she need to in the first place

🎭: totally a casual liar, but she doesn't lie about anything severe *when she can*. but yeah she would tell a child that santa is real without flinching or tell someone she's working on the thing they asked her to work on when she's not

❤️‍🔥: she's aro and #Not Interested moving on (however if i ignore this and make it about qprs then she's totally super sappy with tina and more giggly around her than like bad or sam)

💄: she's made of soil and plants and roses grow out of and around her arms like climbing vines. also she wears makeup that she grinds out of plant dye and charcoal

🖕 (funnieat emoji choice ever btw): she gets more irritated than angry, but when she does get angry she Gets Angry™. she's the type of guy to utilise insults and threats really effectively before even fighting

😺: she's a "dog person" but is a fan of most animals anyway. her favourite amphibian is either an axolotl or salamander; her favourite reptile is snakes but specifically like the small 5-6 ft ones that can curl around your arms, and she prefers their natural morphs rather than the eye-catching artificially selected ones and can you tell i know way more about snakes than any other animal yet; her favourite bird is the lovebird because she likes their call and also thinks the fact that they come in pairs is adorable; her favourite mammal would probably be dogs or capybaras; her favourite fish would be a parrotfish and tbh idek why she just seems like she would and i don't know shit about fish; and her favourite invertebrate would be butterflies or any insect that disguises itself as another animal because she loves the ingenuity and the naturally formed patterns

😬: i think her betrayal and murder really hangs over her head, but she doesn't like being reminded about it (and anyway she considers it fine since she was literally possessed and couldn't do anything about it) so she chastises the people who do bring it up

😭: i think the inciting incident/first few weeks of the infection were the most hard-hitting because she'd feel physically bad all the time with seemingly no source and hallucinate sounds that didn't exist and get terrible intrusive thoughts. i think once it really started growing and getting a hold of her she just started getting numb to it

😶: she once ate a butterfly on accident and felt incredibly bad about it. also i think her wings had rose patterns on them like stained glass

#HOPE YOURE HAPPY /lh #asks!! #wren🧚 #chitter

[captainshyguy]

orientation thoughts...

#mani just.... #i have a few fictional crushes #but those are like. fictional #i got crushes easily in school. but like #do i care about dating??? at all???? #huh #its hard to tell if its like 'i hate the het dating/wedding scene and how they all do romance' #and im much more private #or if perphapsim arospec #idk man just...a qpr sounds...better??? or even just living with a friend #its hard to tell if i dont really thiknig abt kissing for myself bc of gender dysphoria/perception or bc i just genuinely dont like it #like i like thinknig abt kissing quirrel i gues but thats it KJVNDFKJGDNHD #many thoughts.... #i guess it doesnt matter for now #i have absolutely no intentions to date atm #i have friends that im like 'i wish i could live with you in the future or just exist near' #and maybe hug or just lean head on shoulder when they're talking abt stuff #which is its own kind of love #but romantic???? #idk!!! #this is why i like just calling myself gay. nice umbrella term #imjust a gayass #whatever i feel and however im perfomring it is not how cishet people tend to and thats goodenough for me #as long as im doing it in my own way #luke rambles

[catfishofoldin99colours]

For the 'give me a character' thing:

Basira, Caddy and Molly and/or Daisy (just in case nobody else sends them in for you ^^)

i love you, you’re a gem, i am kissing you very gently mwah <3

Basira:

How I feel about this character: love her, she’s amazing, she’s very very cool, i think she’s really well written and really compelling, i love her a whole lot :>

All the people I ship romantically with this character: DAISYYYYYY idk i know their relationship is fucked up but i like to imagine sometimes it’s not and they’re sweet together,,,, and i can always imagine a better timeline for them too,,,,, dasira my beloved,,,, otherwise i also like the sound of basira and melanie, thats quite good, they have a good dynamic and i like their vibe ^^

My non-romantic OTP for this character: again probably basira and melanie, i just really like how they interact and kind of immediately clicked, i like seeing them together 

My unpopular opinion about this character: i don’t know if i have one? i imagine her shorter than daisy i guess (but thats cos i imagine daisy 6 foot 2 and built like she fights trains hjfdksla;) otherwise i don’t really think i have an unpopular opinion

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon: hjgfdkls im only at season 3 still but uuuhhhh i think she and sasha would have been interesting to see interact. maybe not great friends but i would have liked to see their interactions play out, i think it would have been cool.

Caddy:

How I feel about this character: GOOD BOI PRECIOUS LOVELY STRAWBERRY COW MAN I LOVE HIM HE’S A SAINT 

All the people I ship romantically with this character: fjord, very much so, also kind of yasha?? but in an ace/qpr way. also molly because i Want To See it. and maybe jester, they have good vibes.

My non-romantic OTP for this character: with beau!!! i think he’d be a very good friend to her and help her a lot and she can help him in return. also yasha, i like the vibes they have together ^^

My unpopular opinion about this character: idk if i have any????? uhhh apparently the rest of the cast doesn’t appreciate him (i stopped watching after epsiode 24 hjgfkdl) and that makes me sad but idk i’d have to watch to find out 

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon: i want him to meet Molly so badly, i think they’d be good chaos friends together!

Daisy:

How I feel about this character: mmmmmmmm sexci werewolf ladyy,,, she’s so prettyyy and i love her so much,,,, daisy if you’re free on friday i am also free... but seriously i do love her a lot and think she’s SO INTERESTING as a character and i love how mean and nasty she is to people its so hot and gfhjdksla;dkflj im big gay for herrrr

All the people I ship romantically with this character: BASIRA. no question, thats it (except i’d be curious to see how she’d interact with sasha, and maybe i’d ship them if they met). otherwise its Only basira

My non-romantic OTP for this character: uuhhhh. jondaisy friendship make my heart go *sobbing noises*... truly i love their quiet unspoken relationship its Soft....

My unpopular opinion about this character: hmm do i risk saying my hcs for her as a transwoman??? (obviously im Well aware of the connotations and i don’t hc this Because she’s violent and cruel and dog-themed, im smarter than that jesus... i just think about it and think its interesting and have Thoughts but idk if i wanna share em publicly)

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon: ok i REALLY wanted to see her interact with tim more, i think they’re very similar people and i would have liked to see them interact and clash more than they did before end of s3... pls jonny sims give me the daisy-tim arguments...

Molly:

How I feel about this character: PERFECT HE’S THE BEST CHARACTER EVER I LOVE HIM SO SO MUCH WHAT AN ANGEL WHAT A GEM GOD MOLLY I HAVE NEVER LOVED SOMEONE THE WAY I LOVED YOU

All the people I ship romantically with this character: c a l e b!!! widomauk owns my heart i will not stop. also!!! yasha!! controversial but i think mollyasha as romantic/sexual is also good as well as platonic!!! im love them together they go well!!

My non-romantic OTP for this character: molly and beau friendship is so so important to me....... my best friend loves beau and i love molly and we’re like total opposites in our friendship than those two but still the Vibes are similar in a comforting way and it makes me happppyyyy mollybeau is so so good ; ;

My unpopular opinion about this character: he’s FAT and CHUBBY and has A DAD BOD like TALEISIN DOES. fat molly is so important to me i love he.... also he has a mullet and he’s trans. best boy.

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon: i wish he lived lmao :’) truly i can’t imagine the story or party (through what i know from the fandom) without him now and i don’t know if they all would have developed as much as they have without him dying but still... god i never even got to episode 26 and i still miss him so so much

#impossibleclair