#idk im just really blessed to have such caring people in my life 🥺

[mariatesstruther]

Okay but what about hairDresser!maria?

Sarah is growing up and starts to get more vain with herself, and tommy notices she's having a hard time with her hair. So after he picks up the girls from school for joel, tommy leads all of them to the salon and that's where they meet maria. Man just imagine maria giving sarah all the tips for her hair and trying different hair styles🥺Maria focusing on braiding sarah's hair and trying to ignore all of tommy's flirt attempts lmao. And cute little ellie asking for braids too awwwwwwwww

we LOVE hairstylist maria over here!!!! i could’ve sworn i made a hairdresser au already where tommy takes sarah to salons and maria teaches her to do her hair but i cant find it 😭😭😭

i do imagine that as sarah grows up past like 4-5 and realizes her hair is different from most people around her, she’d be less vain and more self-conscious (i really doubt you meant vain in that way so don’t worry about it, im just sensitive to language regarding black little girls and their hair). austin texas in the 1990s-2000s was only about 10% percent which isnt bad, but i know from growing up in a predominantly white area that it heavily impacted how i saw myself and my hair.

i LOVE the idea that tommy and joel would put extra effort, as much as they could, into making sure sarah’s hair is loved and taken care of. i love the idea that maybe they start taking her to the salon as soon as she’s old enough, like 3-4, to sit in a chair long enough to get herself and her hair pampered

so here’s some actual plot: maybe sarah has a regular hair stylist that she’s gone to since she was literally 2, mama shirley (HEY MAMA SHIRLEY LETS BRING U INTO ANOTHER AU). unfortunately mama shirley is getting older, her hands not as agile and quick as they used to be, and she tells the miller boys that she’s planning to retire soon. they’re both pretty anxious about it because sarah like routine and sameness, and getting her hair done is already enough of a feat for her with all her sensory issues, which mama shirley always accommodates for. luckily, mama shirley assures them she’s found a brilliant replacement that’s she’s been training for months

when sarah meets maria, it’s like the little girl is meeting an in real life princess. maria has long, long, long locs that go all the way to the back of her knees, some streaked blue and purple and pink—all sarah’s favorites. maria has gentle hands and rounded nails that feel good when they scratch at sarah’s scalp in the washbowl, just like mama shirley’s. she has a whole punch of stim toys and fun charms on her locs, necklaces, and bracelets that she lets sarah reach up and play with while she works.

she talks to joel and tommy about their life with her and how she’s doing in school and how they take care of her hair at home, making gentle suggestions here and their based on her own experiences growing up as a black girl in a predominantly white area—fuckin’ omaha, nebraska. she lets joel and tommy step in and try whatever she’s doing with sarah’s hair. tommy, bless him, is so nervous and into her that his hands are way clumsier than usual. luckily, his poor attempts just make her laugh and place her hands next his to show him how to smooth out sarah’s hair correctly, without flicking the product all over himself and his shirt

she remains sarah’s hairstylist for years, and tommy falls in love with her slowly at first, considering he only really sees her once every four weeks. eventually he starts going in for his own hair, then offers to do free repairs for the salon—then, finally, maria pulls him into the back room one day and says “ya know, miller, you don’t have to work here to spend time with me. you can just ask me out.”

“i—i can?”

“you can. you’ve taken long enough.”

“i—uh. alright. sorry to keep you waitin’, ma’am. dinner? tonight?”

“dinner sounds good :)”

gonna tag my hair babies @boilingcowboy and @clickergossip bc i feel like they’d appreciate this idk and i feel like rose may be the only person to remember my other hairstylist au 😭

#and then they make out in the backroom and all the stylists in the front are like yeah we been knew #anon THANK U THIS WAS FUN #sarah would love love love love her salonists and they would alk be obsessed with her too #she comes in the weekend before her bday to get her bday hair done #and not only does maria refuse to let joel pay she gives them like 3 months worth of free products #and they have cupcakes and gifts for her #maria gets her a radio and some signed cds like brandy destinys child bc shes been to concerts #mama shirley visits and gives her silk bedsheets and pillow cases #sarah cries joel cries tommy cries maria does NOT lol #but she hugs them all #hairstylist au #i swear im gonna find the one i already made that was close to this #i have too many aus #mama shirley #tommy x maria #neurodivergent miller tag

[iwantlarry]

Ugh anons on Tumblr scare me now lmao 😂 like we get it lmao 😂😂😂😂 but now that everyone's miserable all of sudden lmao 😂😂😂 let's not pretend to be stupid lmao 😂😂😂😵😂 it's funny getting exposed lmao 😂😂😂😵 into being oh so happy lmao 😂😂😵😂 what makes me laugh the most is that it's funny to laugh lmao 😂😂 in a very funny way lmao 😂😂😂 funny to me then hysterical now lmao 😂😂 I'm like huh lmao 😂😂😵 i wondered if internalized traumas lead to horrible decisions lmao 😂🤌😂 it's like the Bible lmao 😂🤌 or something lmao 😂🤌😂 but not in o gods not real lmao 😂🤌😂 it's like in a oh lmao 😂🤌 life's real and it don't stop lmao 😂😂 for no one lmao 😂🤌😂 ugh and now we're gon a get the brunt end of bad decisions lmao 😂🤌 its like everyones the age they always stayed in lmao 😂🤌 but man to be overexposed os the worst lmao 😂🤌😂 oh big whoop lmao 😂🤌😂 only the truth will prevail lmao 😂🤌😂 i have to laugh lmao 😂🤌🤘 nope not even an over exaggerated way lmao 😂 just to funny to make up lmao 😂😆😂 ugh what a time to be alive lmao 😂😹😂 funny nah mad annoying lmao 😂😂 now everyone better sat happy birthday Liam lmao 😂 he's gone be 30 nah 29 lmao 😂🤌😂 bro why paint y'all self's to be older lmao 😂🤌😂 like it's funny lmao 😂😂 now im tired lmao 😂🤌😂 it's 2 am lmao 😂🤌😂 and ots the best birthday ive had in years lmao 😂🤌😂 and I didn't get drunk lmao 😂🤌😂 just heard the drunk stories from my sister and man it aint good over there lmao 😂🤌 I'm just hoping when that fat bitch Karina goes to prison they get her good 👍😤👍 now theure trying to blame my tias friend conchita in saying that she could of stopped hok fr getting murdered by his mom yeah 👍 special place in hell for her and I can't wait to hear the Storys about her suffering in prison for life 🧬🥺🥺 definitely been to sad 😭 and hopefully praying she'll never set a foot out ever again 😤🥰🥰 like he was only 7 you guys and she's looking at 90 to life and all my dumbass cousins still on that dumb shit lmao 😂😂 it's like bro can y'all stfu lmao 😂😂 an quit doing drugs lmao 😂🤌😂 at least take care of ur body's before you end up worse lmao 😂🤌😂 like damn it lmao 😂 family to dramatic call me Dr dream lmao 😂😂 and it's not just the family now theyre having kids lmao 😂 an im like huh lmao 😂🤌😂 more shitty people in the family for what lmao 😂😂 oh but bo that their grown with kids its everyone else's fault lmao 😂 like bro whoa fault was it being shitty kids lmao 😂🤌😂 yalls fault lmao 😂🤌😂 oh but too cool lmao 😂😂 nah it wanst funny then to our parents an now its worse off for yall lmao 😂😂😂 its like wow honoring ur parents os the way to be blessed by god himself idk who said lmao 😂😂😂 oh but you can't taje it back lmao 😂😂 oh ok lmao 😂😂 but keeping up pretenses also makes u a dumbass lmao 😂🤌😂 oh well lmao 😂😂 ugh 😩😫 it's to funny I can't even make it up lmao 😂🤌😂 I have to laugh lmao 😂🤌 like huh lmao 😂🤌😂 oh but so changed ya cuando weyes lmao 😂🤌😂 5 kids in an ur still miserable lmao 😂🤌😂 to late now lmao 😂🤌 ugh it's to funny I can't even like log off lmao 😂🤌 it really is who's the drama me nah lmao 😂🤌😂 I'm to not fake I'll never be able to fake anything lmao 😂🤌😂 but I'll pray lmao 😂🤌 but gah damn I won't forget lmao 😂🤌😂 an that's on the real god lmao 😂🤌 oh so cute nah lmao 😂🤌😂 silent judgements lmao 😂 in not bitter way lmao 😂 in I'll laugh lmao 😂🤌😂 later lmao 😂🤌 ugh and this is why i never posted on Tumblr since I made one lmao 😂🤌 ugh 😩😫 man god is real and im glad people came to their senses quick lmao 😂🤌😂 embarrassing yeah lmao 😂🤌 but idgaf lmao 😂🤌😂 I'll laugh to their faces lmao 😂🤌😂 like huh lmao 😂🤌 i knew it lmao 😂😂 misread your text lmao 😂 no 😂😂 i gotta laugh with how fake everyone is lmao 😂🤌 now they can't even be mad lmao 😂🤌 promise I won't judge but fuck it's funny to me now lmao 😂🤌😂😂 now twitter is on to me and that's never good lmao 😂🤌😂 how I get trolls before most people got fame lmao 😂🤌 i have to laugh lmao 😂🤌😂 like huh lmao 😂🤌😂

[mrs-kelly]

Giving people the opportunity to love you is hard, but the result can be so worthwhile ❤

#i try so hard not to let people do things for me #i try to put on a perfect facade and like i can take and do anything #but... im sick right now :( #and so much of my family is offering to help me and my husband out #like; my dad is going grocery shopping for me tomorrow #part of me feels guilty for putting him out but i know he's doing it out of love for me #and my mother in law offered to help us too #she said she'd bring us kombucha and minerals and stuff because thats what they use to get better #and the thought is so lovely! #idk im just really blessed to have such caring people in my life 🥺 #ok gush time over i just had to lrt it out cuz i was happy crying lol #too many emotions today #ren speaks #illness mention tw #off brand ren cereal

[devanlinda]

Gratitude notes - October 2020

Oct. 1st

L: Having the same music taste as MY BEB ♡

D: GETTING TO LISTEN TO THE NEW BP ALBUM WITH THE LOVE OF MY LIFE 💓

Oct. 2nd

L: Family and friends and the LOML caring about me

D: Missing 1st class tbh 😅

Oct. 3rd

L: Whomever’s looking over me.. THANK YOU GUARDIAN ANGELS LOOKIN OVER MY DUMBASS 😌

D: Spending time with the most amazing and lovable girl in the world

Oct. 4th

L: Not sweating in tha cold 

D: Hanging out with some old friends

Oct. 5th

L: Talking to some friends again that I ghosted from. Idk why I distance myself from them and need to stop overthinking and prolonging not talking to people who care about me 😖

Late night calls with you ♡ even the dummy late ones 😅

D: Our late calls even the 5 AM ones ^😆 but the thing I’m grateful for the most is my Linda the girl who I will always love, can always talk too and someone who I honestly adore n even envy her will power n smarticle particleness😂

Oct. 6th

L: 🥺 My poofs still loving me 🥺

D: 🥺Having the most lovable person to ever live be in my life 🥺 and getting to spend my day with her 🥺 and IM SO LUCKY TO HAVE YOU and I love you 👉👈 (I love you too <4)

Oct. 7th

L: 5 month anniversary 🤩 voting thru mail and mi poofs loving me unconditionally 💓

D: First happy 4 month anniversary 💓 but today I’m grateful for getting a new mattress 😂 and having the most amazing lover there es 🥺

Oct. 8th

L: Loving parents even though they don’t show it too mwach and my loving poofs

D: My Linda still loving and wanting to be with me AND DEALING WITH MY ILLITERATE N DYSLEXIC ASS 😆

Oct. 9th

L: Being with family today :-) and LOVING TU N BEING LOVED BY TU

D: Having motivation and not feeling so depressed through out the morning/ earlier hours of the day. 🙃

Oct. 10th

L: Having a 10/10 lover ♡

D: Having such a loving lover 🥺

Oct. 11

L: *PATIENTLY WAITS FOR MY ITALY TOWEL TO CUM IN TODAY*

D: Spending time with my lover

Oct. 12th

L: Dad being understanding

D: Feeling happy again 😃

Oct. 13th

L: productive day 🙂

D: FOR MA BEB TO GET TO USE HER ITALY TOWEL 😆🤩 n to get to spend time with her and I love you 🥰

Oct. 14th

L: today felt warm

D: Getting to spend a good portion of my day with you n that you still love me 🥺💕

Oct. 15th

L: devan's blessed cheeks

D: My amazing Linda n for you staying up all night with mi 🥺

Oct. 16th

D: Increasing amount I can lift n starting to see progression n MOST IMPORTANTLY HAVING YOU IN MY LIFE 😌

L: Family and you ♡

Oct. 17th

D: Being alive 😅 n for you

L: I'm not sure just my beautiful boyfriend (thanksh my beautiful girlfriend 😙)

Oct. 18th

L: Poofy making me a gfx of my fave fn skin including the bonksticks 😢

D: You 😙

Oct. 19th

L: Talking to mi mum about life and long talks with you

D: Cooking n getting in a bueno workout

Oct. 20th

L: temporary peace

D: Even tho it was like 6:30 when we stopped 😂 I am still greatful for our late night calls 😆😚 n I love you 😚💕

Oct. 21st

L: devan's poofs being brown as the tree trunks

D: Being really happy lately n having such a amazing time with you 💋😙

Oct. 22nd

D: The time we spend together 💋

L: My health and rarely getting sick *knocks on wood*

Oct. 23rd

D: Still being able to communicate with tu 😌

L: My poof's migraine goin away n finding inspiration

Oct. 24th

D: I don’t rilli remember this day to much 😖 BUT MA BEBIH 💋

L: I'm not sure 😗 but you 💓

Oct. 25th

D: I’m very happy that we talked it out n just tu 💕

L: Talking it out and hearing you cheer up

Oct. 26th

D: playing vindi n FN with tu n our late calls 😆💕

L: Ending our days talking at night with each other

Oct. 27th

D: Getting to talk with you n becum skype frogs 🥺

L: BECUMING FROGGOS and motivation to learn n workout again

Oct. 28th

L: feeling physically a little bit stronger

D: Seeing you be that bihh on STW n por talking 🥺

Oct. 29th

L: being forced with no electronics 😅 besides my vita. But it was good for me except NOT TALKING TO MY POOFS

D: I just want my bebih ghoul to be ok 😓

Oct. 30th

L: Hanging out with you most of the day ❤️️

D: Streaming and getting to spend time with you at night n during the day n talking to you n KNOWING THAT YOU LOVE ME 🥺

Oct. 31st (HAPPY HALLOWEEN 🎃)

L: Not so spooky Halloween but a lovely halloweenie withchu 🧡🖤

D: Getting to play vindi n STW with tu n talking with you n por ending October bien💋🥺

Goodbye, October 🎃