#idk ill save my sappy speech if i ever reach 1k

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sometimes when i Feel Like It i go through all the reblog tags & comments my fics have gotten & i read them & i cry

#LMFAOFJSKFK bye can u tell its that time of the month #im very emotional lately idk what it is 🥲🥲 #but also ive gained so many more followers in just a week?? #idk i think thats really crazy #like i Never would have that i would have ever gotten here and feel so comfortable writing . #never ever #idk ill save my sappy speech if i ever reach 1k #which idk ill be okay if i do or dont #bc i literally love everyone at my blog they're so so uber sweet it makes me cry #like anons & mutuals alike #like around this time i was having Such a rough time with school & life & literally everything and i rmb i would just go home from school #and just immediately nap bc i just wanted to disappear & i would legitimately break down into tears if i didnt get that escape at least #once a day #and even in quarantine i would just Exist and Cry bc i was just so lonely #and even if this blog is just me screaming into the void at least it gives me a place to scream Into yk? #idk ive been a lot happier ever since i made this blog and made friends here and started to hone my writing #even if is writing abt fictional men #even if its* #so yeah if u made it through that ramble to the end i just want to say im very grateful for everyone here :') #& uve done a lot for me even if u don't know it :)) #meg rambles