#idk i kind of feel like i somehow deluded myself into thinking grad was good

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with everything thats blown up over the last 2 weeks and the last episode not being very fun idk thinking abt grad lately has just kinda made me sad and not very hopeful for the end of it. especially when i think theres probably only 2 more episodes at the most left of it. i wish i was excited for it

#with all the complaints floating around and the bullshit and that article that didnt acknowledge anything good about it #idk i kind of feel like i somehow deluded myself into thinking grad was good #but like. it /was/ #but now i cant tell if it really was or not #im not trying to let myself be influenced by everything but i kind of. stopped caring #maybe if i listened back to the start of it again #but i cant help feeling that might backfire #i dont know. i just dont really. care about it #soda.txt