#idk i feel like even in the midst of feeling bad im still so conscious of the ways i can be performing for others.

[lesbianswordearrings]

went to bed too late & woke up too early and had too much time to my thoughts. but i had some tea and oatmeal and wrote a frantic and lengthy and unpunctuated journal entry full of self loathing and now it’s out and it feels like ive cleansed the Bad Vibes somewhat

#my post #yeah yeah i know sit with your experiences and feel them in the moment etc etc #but this is proceeding the breakdown. im no longer midbreakdown. its like a retrospective #also i have to remind myself i can write journal entries without them being beautifully and thoughtfully worded #like they can just be me getting the shit OUT and that’s ok. #idk i feel like even in the midst of feeling bad im still so conscious of the ways i can be performing for others. #im constantly doing it even on my own.

[bisaster-energy]

Among Us in Camelot

Can y'all imagine Among Us with the Round Table + Merlin, Gwen, Morgana like bruh

Leon would be unexpectedly really into like he'd host every game and everyone just lets him bc he's their trusted host

And every time someone calls a meeting cos "fuck theres a dead body" he just

And Merlin is almost always Imposter but no one is willing to vote him out because look at him:

And even tho he's obvious as fuck about venting no one really suspects him til it's too late so yeah needless to say he's good at faking tasks cos hello he does that all the damn time

And Arthur wants to know why there's no option to fight the imposter one on one cos "this isn't even a fair fight! I have no weapons!! I'm just minding my business then i get cut in half? Outrageous!!" He dies cos he refuses to try and escape b4 the imposter can get him lmao

Everyone votes Gwaine out cos that man is sus bc he's running around instead of doing tasks cos he's either lost or doesn't want to

He'll follow ppl around to make them uneasy on purpose and act all surprised when they all agree he's sus

Gwaine will call an emergency meeting and be like: I missed merlin sorry for the inconvenience and meanwhile Merlin was just sabotaging the O2 lmao

If he and merlin are imposters at the same time?? Lord Have Mercy.

No one ever knows when Percy is the imposter because he acts exactly the same whether he's a crewmate or not so no one sees that shit coming until their screens say defeat most of the time

Lance would feel bad about lying about being imposter so if someone straight up asked he'd be like "yeah I shut down the med bay sorry :(" and he'd just much rather be a crew mate okay!! Like don't get me wrong if he's paired up with Merlin/Gwaine they'll go all out but if it's just him his conscious will kick in

Elyan just wants to finish his damn tasks in peace and loses his shit when someone dies cos he'll be about to connect his last wire and some asshole will call an emergency meeting cos some idiot got themself killed like damn let him work

Gwen and Morgana destroy the boys whenever they play cos they're too fucking powerful idk what else to say honestly (the only thing is given the chance morgana will absolutely risk getting voted out for the chance to off arthur just to piss him off) they're chaotic but they're in a completely different league bc say what you will about Evil!Morgana and Posessed!Gwen but they suited each other and planned shit out so of they're both imposter they win every time

Leon: there's a traitor in our midst

Merlin, who was just fucking up the reactor: idk red seems kinda sus :/

Arthur: Merlin you bastard we haven't crossed paths once this whole time

Merlin: that's what makes you so sus

Gwaine: lmao

Elyan: can someone explain why the FUCK WE'RE HERE COS I HAVE A TO DO LIST DAMN IT

Percy: ?

Arthur: someone killed lance and no one was at the scene except me so being the model citizen i am I reported it

Lance: I still can't believe I was killed me I thought we were all bros ;_;

Merlin: no one finds it weird that arthur here was the only one there?? No one?

Gwaine: yeah that's pretty sus dude

Arthur: okay but you don't have all the facts

Percy: ??

Arthur: im literally the coolest one here so you can kill me off but the game would lose it's zeal

Everyone:

Arthur:

...Red was not the imposter...

And god forbid they let Mordred play because Merlin would set him up constantly skkakskaka

Mordred will literally be in the middle of a task in storage while someone dies in electrical and the first thing Merlin says will be: Green is sus :/ and Mordred, who was promised an alliance, just:

So yeah that's my take on how it'd go

Additions are welcome please i want to laugh

#among us #knights of the round table #camelot shenanigans #chaotic friends play among us #merlin stop bullying mordred ffs #idk ya'll red is sus 👀