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chemicalpink · 2 years

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Hello, sorry for the long question but I wanted to know your opinion about this topic, begin that you are an expert in these things ahah. (and i’m not lol)

I happen to meet here on Tumblr profiles that always talk about Tarot and readings on BTS, and lately I see that some of these profiles speak of betrayals by JK towards his fs, or how he will always be alone (in a romantic way), or how BTS will disband after renewing this contract because “it’s what they really want right now”. Do you think these things should be taken literally? because it made me a little bit disappointed to read these things about BTS, especially when it comes to cheating and etc. Maybe my expectations on them are too high idk ahaha but I don’t see them doing these things. What do you think? maybe there are people that don’t are that good on readings and this can lead to misunderstandings, I don’t really know.

It really is no trouble and I shall answer with an equally as long text so apologies for that, I just feel like I should cover most things you asked, and after that, I'll link you to some other similar topics I've talked about in case you'd like to read them.

First and foremost (and I've talked about this before pretty openly) kudos to you for questioning the content you see out there. The thing with spiritual content on the internet is that it tends to have a 'trendy' tag attached to it, which is why we sometimes see a lot of people creating content on it. It equates to the way that the market functions, especially since the pandemic started, as we all had to undergo certain mental health processes (say, detriment for example) along with isolation, it served as a catalyst to ponder life as we know it, giving way to other narratives out there, like esoterism/Wicca/spiritualism, which is so easy to attach to given the pseudoscientific nature of it along with the psychological principles that help them truly understand people's minds.

The thing with such a boom in the matter is that it blends right with a lot of other social phenomena like consumerism, how exactly? exactly the way that we see a lot of people creating content in a way that the spiritual practices start being more about quantity over quality.

And you'll say hey, but if you limit the number of people that can create that type of content you're gatekeeping! It's not quite exactly the case, there's absolutely nothing wrong with encouraging access to spiritual tools like tarot, astrology and other divination methods, but it has a more philosophical end to it, where it starts being more about personal values, morals and ethics of the person that intends to create such content. All spiritual content should be treated with respect and responsibility. It derives from a belief system that some of us have grown up in, and as fun, as it may seem (or we make it seem) it entangles a lot more than what it is perceived online.

As with most skills, divination is all about practice, practising connecting with energies that are not our own, energies that are complete strangers to us, energies that are surrounded by a thousand other energies, getting rid of our bias, interpreting cards, blocking out presences, and it is not quite something you can master in the span of a few days if you intend to do so responsibly.

But you know, as much as we preach responsible content creating, it's just human nature to defy it, which is why at least *I* am always preaching everywhere about responsible consumption, sure, we can't really tell if people that are putting out there spiritual content are being responsible about it, so what we ought to do as consumers of said content is to shape our own standards, be informed and not be afraid of questioning content creators (evidently without invalidating their work)

But let's bring all of this back to BTS, where you poise two main concerns. 1. The disbandment and 2. Jungkook

We are under the understanding that tarot and any other divination method is not 100% accurate, alright? And that a lot of other stuff comes into play with readings such as experiences, traditions, values, etc.

The thing with the whole 'not renewing their contract' thing and tarot is that as I mentioned above, tarot meddles with energies or 'vibes' (i feel like vibes can make it easier to understand where I'm coming from) and thus it has to have a mediator of sorts (the reader) that is able to interpret said vibes. So the thing goes like this:

You can have a 'separation' vibe in a reading and to most this would mean that they're disbanding because it is the most literal expression of it, but it's such a vague vibe, I would personally do a confirming reading on it, see where it is coming from. Separation goes a lot of ways, could be 'hard times keeping them apart' or perhaps even 'wishing to pause bc it is mentally overwhelming' but do any of this means that they're disbanding? How real is it? Given the economical context BTS finds themselves in, the impact they have, the place in their career, the place that their company occupies in such decisions, I would say not so likely.

But let's give the benefit of the doubt and say that 'disbandment' is the right concept of the reading after being confirmed as such with a rectification reading, then again, us readers would have to look at the real context of it, which is why it is so important to practice and build a strong connection with energies that we read, if the reader isn't too well connected with the person they're reading, and they give out a vague energy for them to read (as BTS always does tbh) it makes it hard to bring its interpretation into words. If I were to get disbandment as a general reading vibe, I would 100% think it in terms of the political environment they live in, as touchy of a topic it is (and it doesn't correspond to me to give any sort of opinion on it from a fan POV) would be to see it from the fact that military service is a thing that will pose some sort of disruptive nature to their activities as a band and that this event could be translating into the cards as disbandment.

Now onto the Jungkook topic, I've also talked about it before, tarot as a form of divination is set in a 6 month in the future timeframe, so unless JK is marrying in the next 6 months, the connection is faulty and inaccurate. Then again, this is because divination methods focus on the self.

I'll try to illustrate this with a made-up scenario: Say I have a s/o now. We've been dating for a while, a love reading tells me that we're getting engaged in the near future, months go by and I start realising that this far fetched opportunity I had regarding my professional life that came up after the reading but before the 6 month period, is now a reality, things change between me and my s/o, we're past the 6-month timeframe, we broke up. It doesn't mean inherently that the reading was wrong. But we aren't defined by what divination may come up with, as things were before in this example, if there hadn't been a major change in myself, the most probable outcome would have been me getting engaged to my s/o, but we are dynamic, we make decisions, we exercise our own free will and all of it is hard to blueprint on divination methods that use archetypes to describe humans, divination methods over-simplify human behaviour in a an effort to work as tools in spiritual journeys of our own. And we can't really say the same thing when we read for other people, especially celebrities.

The thing with JK's image that you present in your question, and it is also applicable to all and any public figure/celebrity is more on the psychosocial analysis side than the spiritual one, there's no denying that the fan-artist relationship is one that is heavily determined by power dynamics, the sole fact that we are fans instantly places us on a disadvantaging place that we have to learn to be okay with so as not to pursue any type of parasocial relationship, we are just fans. The thing with this is that this social status disadvantage is counterattacked by the fans via rhetoric fallacies, we tend to label artists in ways that it is easier for us to feel closer to them somehow, in an effort to balance out the power dynamic. So then Namjoon turns into the academic and responsible of the bunch, Jin into the one that takes care of his babies, etc. And that's not to say that doing so is bad, it's normal fan behaviour, but we can't overlook the fact that it is easy to paint their behaviour black and white instead of greyscale colours that could be closer to the dynamism of a human being because sure, Joon can enjoy academic settings, go out to museums, be responsible, but that doesn't mean that's all of his personality captured, he can also go out and collect his pokemon stickers, let loose and live his non-public life the way we all do. With no presets and solely ours to enjoy.

This takes a rather interesting turn with JK in the way that he's the youngest, the rhetoric has always been 'the cute of the bunch' 'the kinda shy one' 'the dongsaeng' and then most are head over heels surprised that he's flirty af, kind of spontaneous and rebellious in a way.

BTS as a whole are pretty open people, their personal values are proportional to the way that they're grateful for the fans and try to satisfy this psychosocial need for fans to feel closer to them in a rather emotional intelligent take of their own that compiles classic Kmedia ways, neuromarketing but also humanism, it's the bts way. They are close to us fans as we are close to them but the artist-fan structural platform is there and unable to get rid of. We as fans are part of their public life, and they get to keep their private life as a token of sorts that we may never see and shouldn't want to know too much about out of respect for them as people (yet it sometimes comes out on tarot readings and this is where readers are asked to be responsible about the information they handle)

So yeah, the Jungkook we get to see is a great man, and sure he has his attitudes for him to keep from the public, but he's human, he makes mistakes like we all do, questionable and invasive as it is a reading that paints him as a cheater to his fs (with all the due question marks in terms of timeframe that we've talked about) he's just another human being that will continue to live his life and perhaps make questionable choices, there's much more to Jungkook than what we see and what we label him as. It is hard to imagine, given everything that comes into play, but it is really hard to shed a light on the true splendour of people, and life isn't about that. Life and/or fan life isn't about wanting to decipher every single bit of the people you like/follow/know, it's about respecting them, accepting the parts of themselves they share with you and enjoying your co-existence.

All in all, ANY form of divination, when not used as a tool for our personal spiritual journey should be for fun. Entertainment purposes only.

Now that’s not to say don’t consume tarot/astrology content. It would be hypocritical of me to say that, just do so responsibly, inform yourself, question stuff and be respectful about it.

In case all of this raises some more questions, you can also read:

About tarot consumption: VERY important things to keep in mind

About spiritual content consumption

About tarot interpretation

Tarot/Spiritual content for clout

So… I can just get a tarot deck and do readings myself

Confirming what we read Pt2

Why is BTS spiritual content so toxic?

Is tarot even reliable?

My personal unpopular opinions on kpop tarot

JK’s soulmate/spouse being a hot topic (this applies to any member)

An academic take into BTS future spouses topic

So what about: love readings 💌✨💫

Some of them may repeat, I'll check and edit in due time.

#marintte answers #bts tarot #kpop tarot #bts astrology #kpop astrology #im late to work but i feel like i had to answer this first thing

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sukirichi · 3 years

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— 💌 ; a love letter from @kyriaan

long post below regarding broken records. cw includes adultery, physical assault, toxic relationships, broken records spoilers, and mature content

[ from the ask ] BROKEN RECORDS ; track 005

Okay! I finally had time to actually sit down and properly read chap 5 cause ill be damned and burned if i dont pay special attention to one of my favorite series here! Rather drown or be sting by bees slowly 😒

🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂🙃 I for the first time don't even know where to start so allow me to be all over the place cause my emotions are also all over the place with this chapter ✌️

Ill start by y/n's dad caN GO FUCK HIMSELF? Like okay sir you might have fallen in love with our mom (ill give him the benefit of the doubt regarding his feelings) BUT SIR YOU SHOULD HAVE BEEN HONEST? FROM THE BEGINNING? ALSO BRUH YOU KIDDING ME??? SIR YOU LEGIT ABANDONED YOUR OTHER DAUGHTER AND THEN YOU PROCESS TO 'LEAVE US' I- YOOOOO I WOULD BITCH SLAP HIM I SWEAR!!

Also ALSO ILL SCREAM FOR THE PEOPLE IN THE BACK NO KID HAS EVER TO BE BLAMED FOR BEING BORN!! Y/n mom's line: 'we have to atone for our sins' its legit BULLSHIT it wad NOT y/n fault her DAD COULDNT KEEP HIS DICK INSIDE HIS PANTS NOR ITS Y/N FAULT THAT HER DAD CHEATED!!! ATONE FOR OUR SINS MY ASS!! the father is the one that has to take responsibility for all this shitty situation we do NOT nor any kid out there in this situation has to be taken accountable by this!!

And now Suna 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 bruh im just gonna cry... Everything he does just makes me heart swell i feel so cozy when i read his parts like how sweet and present he is I- bruh I never had that... Actually seeing y/n breaking up with him when shes clearly falling in love with him just breaks me cause Girl for real Suna would be there for you... I get it shes afraid and shes acting on that fear but girl... Pls he truly loves you deeply not everyone is like your dad. There are happy endings. There are good people Sunas one of them pls 🥺🥺🥺 also MY LOVE TSUMU BEING A SUPPORTIVE FRIEND EVEN THO SUNA GOT THE GIRL BRUH TSUMU I FUCKING LOVE YOU MY CHILDISH YET ADORABLY SMUG BOY 😭😭😭😭😭

Nagisas a bitch btw ✌️ so far i see no redemption not excuse in what she did so far. I get her reasons but that does NOT excuse her behavior. She has to lash out at her cunt of a dad not at a innocent woman who was also a victim all along. Nor even her half sister. I get her mentality behind this but doesnt excuse her behavior at all- its basically the same as being a victim from a bully and playing bully after aswell.

Overall YOU MADE ME CRY AGAIN SUKI! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS BUT ALSO UGH MY HEART SUKI!

[ from suki ]

BROKEN RECORDS IS UR FAVE SERIES??? babe pls you’re gonna me cry !! nah nah fr his dishonesty caused all this mess. YEAHA SAKLAA tbh I love mama lucy but her words of ‘atoning for their sins’ or her mindset of ‘we don’t deserve to be happy when we’ve hurt others’ really messed up YN. she was only 21 and vulnerable with all the shambles happening in her family + the sudden assault from nagisa, that when her mother said those words, she struggled to let go of it. to her, it became like a final verdict that dictated how she lived her life.

SUNA URGHHH PLEASE GIVE SUNA A CHANCE HE HAS PURE AND GOOD INTENTIONS BUT I CANT BLAME HER EITHER AHSJAKA. and the comparison of nagisa being a bully’s victim only to become the next bully is true. nagisa should lash out at their shitty excuse of a father. ALSO AAAAHH THE NEXT CHAPTER (007) IS WORSE AHSJKAAL

[ from the ask ] BROKEN RECORDS ; track 005

I know shins attractive I mean mans perfect?? Does he even have any flaw?? And the way he cried when he got his jersey MYGOD FHDHFHFJSKS but I still look at him and im like.... Hmmmm nah i wouldnt date him its just not my... Do i dare say type? Cause i dont think i have a type ghfhfisofbd but like I just 🧍‍♀️

I love him i just dont love him i guess

The makeout scene tho ill give you that 🥵🥵🥵 made me bark (i would still walk out next day like was a good fuck kita byeeee🚉🏃‍♀️💨)

... More drama regarding mari... And you said this will have like 10 chapters... And from 8 on will be angsty.... 🙂 *traumatized noises*

[ from suki ]

YUUHHH KITA IS PERFECT HERE AHSJKAA IDK MAYBE ITS MY SIMPING FOR NAOYA CONVERTED TO KITA ALREADY BEING PERFECT AS HE ALREADY IS AND I AMPED IT UP BCOS THE SIMP MODE IS ACTIVATED AHSKAA. the make out scene !! pls sir i’m on my knees spare some love in ur heart AAAAAAHHHHHH. also. i assure you. businessman! kita got game. he’s gonna make you walk funny if you give him the chance HSJKA

yeah i just finished writing the outline for track7 right now and the drama is HSJKAA it gave me a headache sobs

[ from the ask ] BROKEN RECORDS ; track 006

I want to give you my usual thoughts on the new chapter and at the same ahm...

I just saw myself on Suna... Deeply....and it kinda slapped me harder than i was expecting...there were too many things from him giving himself to mari/treating her like he wants to be treated... To deleting his best friend from social media thanks to his girlfriend... And it really hurt me ahah..

I would vent but.. Yeah

But yes this chapter i saw myself in suna and i had to take quite the long breaks cause it was getting to me 😅😅😅 also if anything i learned from my experiences is that MARI SCREAMS RED FLAGS and even Osamu can see that pls

I would honestly end Mari there, i wouldnt even bother to just retort i would walk my way into to the damn apartment and fucking take Suna for myself cause Mari does not deserve him. Shes manipulative, and in a way abusive.. Not allowing him to keep contact with his best friend his a total redflag and o know its because Suna had feelings for y/n and vice versa but Suna never gave het a reason to distrust him.

The moment he said he was best friends with y/n and was single she immediately clinged himself to him and for what? To then dump him like he was trash...

He gave himself to her, he proved he was there for her he even took her back this boy deserves the fucking world and its not Mari...

I kinda want to say it's not y/n at this point either cause the way she broke his heart was kinda the same Mari did.. Y/n disregarded his feelings and just broke it up.. Mari disregarded his feelings abd broke it up... But y/n stated from the very beginning that she would eventually break up Mari just shrugged and didn't care so i can in a way forgive y/n i cant forgive mari

Besides y/n was supportive from the beginning while Mari was obsessive and controlling.

Another really insanely well written chapter as usual (albeit this one making me ball my eyes off harder because yeah) but yes~ eagerly waiting for the next one~

Take your time tho 😌🙌

Mari can go fuck off 💗💓💞💕❣️❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🤎🖤🤍💯💝💖💋💅

Suna x y/n pls

Y/n deserves to have a healthy love life with someone she loves (hence why npt Kita) and loves her back

And Suna deserve the fucking world and be treated right

[ from suki ]

NAHHHH cuz when you said suna was treating mari the way he wanted YN to treat her... that’s right. on point. they’re all so complicated sobs. MARI IS A WALKING RED FLAG THAT OSAMU CAN SMELL FROM A MILE AWAY. ALSO yes mari is manipulative and borderline possessive when it came to suna. like yeah, let’s be real, she could tell a long time ago that suna was in love with YN and it made her insecure / jealous, but the whole time, YN kept her distance. she was supportive over their relationship from afar as to make mari comfortable. suna also did everything he could to make sure she was well cared for. for three years, he was focused on her and only her. he gave love a second chance despite being brokenhearted. suna never mari a chance to doubt because he, too, was sure he could be happy with her.

until mari left him.

and now suna is back with YN because they will always have each other. but honestly,,,if we think about it, if mari never broke up with suna or at least gave him the chance to explain himself - if mari didn’t do the exact thing YN did to suna years ago - he honestly would’ve been really happy with mari. they were going well. like yeah mari has always been toxic by pushing suna’s boundaries and asking him to unfollow his own best friend on social media, but he did it anyway. because he trusted their relationship. he wanted the best for them.

also yeah, the parallels between mari and YN were intentional !!

HEHEHEHE THE KITA X YN SHIP everyone loves them im so happy about that bcos kita is so amazing in my eyes. PREACH FOR THAT THO !! SUNA DESERVES THE BEST. SUNA DESERVES TO BE TREATED RIGHT. HE DESERVES THE WORLD AND SO MUCH MORE

thank you for taking the time to send me this, kya, it means a lot to me and it motivates me to work harder on the future chapters !! <33

#asks with naoya's trophy wife #besties #series ( broken records )#tw: physical assault #tw: toxic #tw: toxic relationships #tw: adultery

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sienna-writes · 3 years

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On the Border of Blinking | update 2

more poems ! yay :)

Writing poetry is so comparatively stress free than my other projects right now - so I can confirm that this anthology continues to be a joy to write! I am absolutely loving how it is coming along and it feels more naturalistic than my previous collection. There are hints of weirdness here and there because I’m Weird, nice to meet you - but overall it feels a lot more grounded and I love it! I think I hid, to a certain extent, my personal experiences behind a lot of nonsensical images previously so this feels more honest, a bit more scary... and also braver :)) [Having said that, nothing against my old poems I still really love some of them but I was definitely still finding my footing and experimenting so some were pretty messy. and that’s okay !! without the mess, the ‘mistakes’, etc, i wouldn’t have gotten to this current collection :) ].

One thing I'm noticing is that for an anthology i wanted to be about living presently, moment to moment, blink to blink — it's incredibly ?? nostalgic ? :")

it's definitely becoming a trend that i cannot stick to the concept i commit to but i'm honestly not too concerned about it at this point. I'm very proud of how it's shaping up to be and so glad that I'm still able to write poetry while my unfinished short stories and novel collect dust. [will get around to them ... am just ... so tired ......]

cw: abuse (only for the first one and not in depth)

the poems;

witness, weary

I wrote this the morning after a particularly ... heated night in my family and it explores the fatigue of living in an environment that can be violent at times, where you are gaslit, terrified and caught in the midst of it all, feeling trapped. It explores, in a paradoxically ~quiet~ (muted maybe ?? i am a writer but can't words) tone, the denial that follows afterward. How it is played down if you have the courage to bring it up again, or more realistically, ignored entirely and left un-talked about. How it hurts less if you pretend it didn't happen. It is gentle to mirror a house becoming still after its storm and people occupying less space when they are hurting, so as not to cause a bigger scene.

these are the moments i held my breath

this one is relatively self explanatory ! the most memorable moments I have held my breath in my life lmao :”) and then i cheated and added another in where I probably should have been holding my breath but was young and stupid and panicking and Did Not.

infinite

i love this poem so, so much. It is honestly just a bunch of "maybes" that developed into something that just indescribably ✨aches✨ whenever i revisit it. I doubt anyone would feel that same ache, but it's cathartic for me at least. I don't think I had a plan going into this, it just spiralled out of me and then with editing it has become a new fav of the anthology. The lines all rely on each other, so above is the first line :) ^

I sat in the park and imagined

So this poem is about standing on the moon and imagining, clearly. :D

lol

i was sitting. in a park. imagining: hey what if a bomb exploded right now? and then started to write a poem about that situation. I kind of like it! It is unlike anything I've written before, and I'm learning to accept that kind of scenario as a positive. It was more comedic than i thought it would be, but then again my humour is often incredibly unfunny to everyone but myself and close friends so idK man. it's an amusing read to me. :")

unholdable

an incredibly short poem ! for me anyway ! I never thought I'd be able to write a poem under 500 words in the last anthology. (there were some big bois). then when writing this collection I was like huh ok my poems are pretty varied yay, and then b o o m this one was a mere 97 words and the lowest until then that i had written was 233. I think it's a good sign - I'm becoming a more economical writer and saying what I crucially want to say without diluting the meaning. also, it shows I'm experimenting more with structure and form and im ✨always✨ down for that.

measurements

human insignificance through the lens of blue whale facts !! no I'm not kidding :) yes that is genuinely this poem :)) pls end me :D <3

i jest, yet unironically love this concept even if im not ✨fully✨ comfortable with the execution yet. It's almost there it just needs some final tweaking I think.

snatched

a haiku about a deer eating grass in a graveyard in the snow :) cus that's a thing i witnessed and it was eerily beautiful :) and haiku's are a beautiful form :)

conclusion;

it's going ! good ! I could share lines this time because i am not yet submitting these poems. i plan to with some but again, I've only recently written them so haven't gotten around to it yet :"D not looking forward to it ahah submitting is painful and takes me way longer than it should.

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t-lostinworlds · 3 years

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I am a major fan of "bad" endings, 'cause they seem just way more realistic to me. You are the queen of angst, and I honestly would love if you'd give in to your "I'd rather not go there" imagine. I'd die to read your take on a bleak, heartbreaking ending/story.

oh no i get you. i mean angst hurts my soul to the max don't get me wrong i may seem evil but i'm still fragile aslkaslk but i don't want to sacrifice the story for the sake of not wanting to get my heart broken if that makes sense? like it is my story meaning, i'm in control so i can always end on a happy note every time to save my own heart lmao but i feel like it would cheapen it somehow. like whenever i think about conflict in a fic i always always think how it would affect the after. like is the aftermath solvable or is it just a lost cost if that makes sense?

like with Torn Leaves, Broken Hearts and their argument, it was heavy and harsh but it could be taken as a learning point to make them grow and be better both individually and as them together. they're going to work for it and it's going to take time but it's healable in a sense. so having a more, resolved ending than leaving it full on sad ending was fine. my initial plan was to end it right here:

With a trembling hand, he reached towards the ground, taking what remained of the leaves on his palm, and it was like he was staring right at the replica of your heart.

The only difference?

He was able to hold the torn leaves in his hands, but Tom didn't know if he could ever do the same with your broken heart ever again.

but i felt like generous for once and wanted to end on a lighter note but also to show that some people are willing to work through it and be better, because ya know, love haha.

The Choices We Make however where there's cheating in the mix, i could never end on a note where they're back together. like every person is different of course, but that to me is such an unforgivable offense. and let's say give someone another chance, sure, but i can't imagine myself doing that so i wouldn't be able to convey the emotions right? like not when you're constantly living on edge of the what if it happens again, etc. maybe that's my trauma or anxiety lmao but i feel like i'm cheating myself if i end it in a way that i couldn't see it happening if that makes sense? like an open ending is the best way i could end it honestly ahah.

people have asked me about a part 2 of Wish You Didn't too, that peter parker angst fic i wrote and the idea i have is much worse than the ending it already had. think, the amazing spider-man 2 ending. that was what i thought of immediately.

as for me being the "queen of angst" asdfghjkl gosh idk about that i just try my best and manage to pull it off ahaha you're being too kind. thank you tho love <33

#long post #wow do i talk a lot #but also #it's honestly just a case of #i've been in a toxic relationship before #and i don't want to glorify or romanticise any of it #and i know it's just a fic but still #i'd rather want to show healthy decisions rather make it a happy ending when it clearly won't do any good #idk #maybe i just want to help someone realise that some things aren't okay #whether its the way your significant other treats you or what happens in a relationship #like trust me reading fanfiction when i was 12 #prolly influenced a lot in thinking that some of the things i went through was okay #and that's how a relationship is #looking back at it now?? it was horrible #anyways i don't want to start dumping on here but yeah #answered: anon #answered asks

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destinyc1020 · 3 years

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Ahah nobody’s going to throw you tomatoes girl , at least not me ✌️😂 actually it kinda does make sense, I def think they were still communicating in July before the tolivia pics but then after it was probably a little Anwkward

But it’s important to mention again, like you said, that neither of them cheated because if so then family and friends reactions would be prettyyy telling and don’t even know if they would be so good and besties 😉with each other right now if that had happened...maybe they were on a break in may and then they broke up firmly after the press tour or something idk

But your theory that they were on a break maybe makes sense with the way z and j got together quickly after that and her having friends over all the time after the Hyde park photos and playing spidey games everyday ...

I mean at this point who knows what really happened? Well that’s up to them and the more important thing is that they’re GOOD now 👌

Exactly! 💯

And thanks for not pelting tomatoes at me lol. 😄

Regardless of who broke up with whom lol, I really think Z gave women a "Rules Girl" lesson in how to get over a breakup with a guy:

Get yourself a good support group of friends you can be with so you can grieve the loss of the relationship for about a week or two

Then wipe your eyes, go on a hike, clear your head 😊

Get yourself a hunk of a guy 😏

Take him with you on a fabulous vacation trip (or at least take photos with him and post to your Instagram lol)

Look like a freaking sexy goddess on the red carpet after you've tanned in the sun on your wonderful vacation 😎

Keep BUSY with your life

Travel, venture out try new things

Look like you're having FUN with your friends

DON'T speak badly about your ex (at least, not in public lol)

Act unbothered when ppl ask about your ex, or bring his name up in conversation (keep it classy 😌)

Don't like breakup tweets, or make any shady tweets or social media posts about being bitter, or how you hate relationships lol

Throw your ex a "like" or two on his IG page every now and then if the sentiment suits you

Pour your all into your hot new rebound guy, and act like you two are inseparable lol (subtly show the ex what he's missing 😏)

Ignore your ex's friends and family posts (you two have broken up... no need to like extended family stuff lol)

Most importantly - KEEP looking GOOD and sexy!

And voila! You'll have your ex begging to get back with you eventually lol 😅😉

Let me tell you... Z did "The Rules" when it comes to breakups lol 😆 😂 Every woman needs to take a PAGE out of ZENDAYA's playbook.

That's better than seeming salty and bitter imo lol. 😆 🤣

You want to look BETTER THAN EVER after a breakup lol!

(Not to be taken too seriously lol)

#the rules #breakups #just for jokes

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notdingalingalingalingrita · 3 years

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important question. what is your moral alignment. im thinking chaotic neutral

If i were a character so nothing actually had consequences i would love to be lawful evil because HOLY SHIT THOSE ARE THE COOLEST CHARACTERS

Schlatt, Alastor, hell I’m pretty sure Megamind is considered lawful evil.

Having like a logical and resonable plan with a specific but strange and disagreeable moral code is just!!! So!!!! Interesting!!!! Genuinley this is my favorite alignment.

AT THE SAME TIME THOUGH CHAOTIC EVIL IS SOO FUN

Just do whatever the hell causes the most destruction EXCUSE ME i can IMAGINE my badass villain outfit

Pointy sunglasses, half buttoned Hawaiian shirt, trademark messy hair.... just a guy blowing shit up cause he thinks its fun. IDEAL.

THEN NEUTRAL EVIL

Its not interesting like lawful evil, its not fun like chaotic evil, it’s just *evil*. Raw, unfiltered, evil. Can you iMAGINE MY VILLIAN SONG!!!! The eviler the villain the better the songs sorry just true.

Oh fuck am i going to explain why I’m in love with every single alignment and then try to figure out which one is mine???? .... maybe

Ok I’m DEFINITELY not lawful neutral. I have a pretty simple moral code where I try to consider everyone’s wants and how different actions affect the people involved, and as a sorta “cheat sheet” I imagine “if everyone took this action, would the world still be okay”. And although this sorta does dictate a lot of what i do, it’s not essential to my character. It’s the character I am in real life because I want to be good, but not the character I am if I were a fictional exaggerated version of myself because it’s not an intrinsic part of my personality. But!! I do love this alignment because it sets up for GREAT internal conflict.

I mean its about how someone doesn’t have their own wants but rather follows a learned code. Or someone who once thought they only cared about themself learning that community is important and clinging to it because they WANT to be good, not because they think they ARE???? Beautiful shit

TRUE NEUTRAL

The real “i dont give a fuck” additiude is gorgeos. 10/10. Is this me??? I dont think so. I kinda like it??? Like just the sexy “might switch up sides I’m bored” additude is alluring, but the pure apathy is something I don’t posses. I’m super gay for this alignment though.

CHAOTIC NEUTRAL

I’m pretty sure you were right about this one- if i was a character, I would ABSOLUTLEY have this alignment. It THRIVES on the absence of morals. FREEDOM! CHAOS! Its all about f u n. No process or government. No drama. No cares. Everything is fluid, everything is a distraction, everything is an oppertunity. The constant energy. Lovely. and honestly, what is so great about this is that when excecuted well, these characters DONT exhaust all paths they can take. They dont run out of adventures to have. They dont stop getting new ideas. They never reach the limit of projects they can take on. It’s immortality, it’s all i want.

LAWFUL GOOD

A brilliant character is a lawful good who hates being lawful good. Someone who’s says that they’ll finally break a promise or tell a lie but can’t. Someone who is attracted to the carefree chaotic lifestyle. And yet, they do best with order. A journey of learning that lawful doesnt mean serious and that systems can be more of a powerhouse than anarchy, a leader who’s excellent about what they do, a steady hand to drive their story. love!!

NEUTRAL GOOD

This is probably me in real life. Someone who does what they think is best and stays in the moment. No specific loyalties or rules to follow, just on a personal adventure to do good. It’s so pure and simple. I like these characters (quackity is a neutral good and he is my favorite person so what can i say) a lot. I don’t know if I’m allowed to compliment them since its how i self identify though ahah

CHAOTIC GOOD

“I dont give a fuck” but ALSO good and kind???? Just like that???? Just effortlessly????? FUCK thats AMAZING and THE BEST ALIGNMENT holy SHIT i mean. “I’m going to do the right thing, but not YOUR right thing. I’m doing MY right thing”. So. Pretty. So strong. The true rebel, the true protagonist, the true showman who has the entire world watching. “Idk might solve world hunger I’m in a good mood”. Its so. Imperfect. Like their motives are so flimsy its AMAZINg. Maybe they saved the world for attention! Idk! I love them either way! They reveal their cure for cancer in a shitty google slideshow and hook up machines they designed to throw roses at them when theyre done! They catch one in their mouth! A hero of the story who is happy with themself and uses their trust in themself as the core of their strength and i just. Love these characters. (Not as much as lawful evil but second best for sure)

Oh ps the slideshow on Julia will be out today, sorry I’m a bit behind school has been cruel to me

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blehbleehhhh · 5 years

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Real Love Never Fades ft. EreMika❣️

I know this isn’t requested, but since the barbarian fic and rereading Romeo and Juliet for the millionth time, AND watching Reign again, aaaaand idk. Thought it would be interesting to do something like this that follows them through the years as their romance grows. 🤷‍♀️ This is how I assume things would have worked if they were both royalty in the time of kings and queens. Fun fact about that show, it’s based on love Mary Stuart and Francis I, I believe. Look, just don't think about the countries, even though France is the only country I got from the show lol. And pretend that wasn't a time where people literally watched marriages get consummated. 🙄 Men. Anyway, enjoy the story.

"...4...3...2...1, ready or not, here I come!" A precious five year old princess with long, shiny raven hair trots through the castle's large study room in search of her new best friend, a sweet little prince that's as old as she and just as precocious with incredible green eyes. Mikasa's bangs tickle the bridge of her nose as she peeks around the couch and frowned when all she found was one of the many cats that roam the halls, though she happily reached down to scratch the tabby's ear before she went and searched elsewhere in the study to no avail. "I'm gonna find you, Eren!" She giggles as she runs down the long hallway, her little dress's train billowing out behind as she scrunched some of the front skirt in her fists, reducing the possibility that she'll fall all the while. The first place she checked when she ran into his room was underneath the bed, but there was nothing except dark hardwoods covered in an area rug. Prince Eren was nowhere to be found until there was suddenly a pair of hands coming from behind her that tickled into her sides and made the girl collapse on the floor almost immediately in a fit of laughter to be tickled mercilessly. "Wh-where did you come from?!"

"My Mommy!"

"Ahah, stop!" The princess snorted amidst her giggles as she rolled around on the floor, his own laugh almost as loud. "Y-you're a cheater!"

"Well, you were taking too long! I got bored!"

"My goodness, Eren," Came his mother's lovely voice with a small chuckle as she stands in the door way, watching the two toddlers play. So cute. "Leave this poor girl alone," Carla smiled when her little boy looked her way and practically tripped over himself running into her welcoming arms, throwing his arms around her neck to share a sweet embrace. "Would you like it if Mikasa came back to play?" Eren leaned back in his mother's arms with a very wide, happy grin and both toddlers nodded in unison. "Wonderful! We're having a room made up for her to stay in when she comes to visit during the summer and isn't at home with her parents learning what Daddy and I are teaching you." His face fell into a frown, pouting that his friend will eventually have to leave, little arms crossing over his chest in a frustrated huff.

"But I don't want her to go! Ever!"

"I know, but she has her family back home in France that wants to spend time with her, too."

"Well, why can't we move to there? Why do we have to stay in Germany?"

"Because we have stuff to do here, silly boy. Daddy and I have a country to run. Now, we have Mikasa for a few more weeks, so go play! The Nanny will come tuck you two in tonight, but we'll be visiting as soon as we can, okay?"

"Okay, Momma." Eren smiled as the tip of his nose was kissed before being carefully placed back on his feet and immediately turned to take the princesses hand in his, giving it a gentle pull. "C'mon, Miki!" And with that, they scurry out into the hallway, running together in search of another exciting adventure as the castle halls are filled with their adorable, childish giggles.

The years flew by respecting that cycle, where Mikasa returns to German Court after living at her home in French Court for most of the year so she can spend the summer with her future husband, tending to a romance that's budding between them rather quickly in their short thirteen years. From holding hands when sitting together in the throne room to sneaking off for somewhere private to make out, as the years went on, these moments where hearts are left racing make the task of keeping things out of the bedroom even more difficult. It was often that the pair find themselves feeling flustered during the day from a primal desire, making whoever they're in a room with uncomfortable because the sexual tension is that palpable. And this is exactly what they're feeling now as the young couple sit together on the lawn, watching wind rustling the leaves in the trees. Eren turns slightly to see her laying back in the grass with her eyes closed, dozing peacefully in early morning sun, and he smiled as he reached over to tickle into the more ticklish part of her side through her beautiful dress, making the girl's nose wrinkle as she started to chuckle, playfully swatting at his hand. He's always enjoyed messing with her like this, even now in their late teenage years. "Get out of here you weirdo!"

"But I love your giggle. It’s so contagious."

"Stop flirting with me, I'm trying to relax and you're very distracting..." Mikasa's eyes opened to his as she pushed her fingers through her hair and grinned, feeling so lucky to have been paired with a man like him - kind, passionate, loving, loyal, tough as hell. Just dreamy.

"Well, tough shit, because I enjoy flirting with you." He just laughed as he suddenly climbed on top and took both of her hands to gently pin them into the grass, lacing their fingers together. She blushed and smiled wide as she studied his incredible green eyes, so full of life and ambition. "I love you." Eren smiled as he slowly leaned down to kiss the pink lips that have been his favorite treat since they started kissing at thirteen, and she was eager to oblige, breathing a soft chuckle into his mouth. She lightly squeezed his hands, already melting inside from that feeling, so persistent with sneaking up on her when engaging in an intimate encounter with fiancé, which almost always ends in one pulling away quickly before things get out of control, something they really only needed to start doing since turning eighteen. His lips separated from hers slowly, savoring the sweet taste of her kiss as a heat bubbled to the surface that made his cheeks and his ears feel hot, letting him know that he's definitely blushing from feeling so flustered. The handsome prince was quick to climb off and dropped into a seated position wanting to crawl under a rock because he's embarrassed for behaving like this. He cleared his throat as he anxiously runs a hand through sexy, shaggy brown hair. "I'm, uh, I'm sorry, Miks." She rose to bring her knees closer as her eyes flickered from his eyes to the lips she could easily kiss all day. Of course she understands. They both know how important it is to consummate their marriage as virgins.

"No, it's okay," Mikasa offered a reassuring smile as he gently bumped his forehead against hers. "I really like kissing you.." He chuckled as he placed a gentle hand on her cheek and carefully tucked stray hairs behind her ear.

"I know, I love kissing you too," Eren smirked, watching her eyes look away to the boat dock behind him because he's made her nervous. "I'm embarrassed to say this but I don't know if I can control myself if we let our kissing progress before we get married." His princess grins as he kisses her repeatedly and threw her arms around his neck to pull him close, deepening their already passionate kiss with a soft moan into his mouth. Neither give a damn about anything at this point; not their marriage being used as an alliance between Germany and France, not the countless duties they have before they're even crowned as king and queen of Germany, only how wonderful it feels to be making out in the castle garden simply enjoying each other's company. That summer was the best and the last for many months, dragging on even further into one year, then two, three, while the Jaeger Clan had been left in the dark. Something terrible has happened to her, surly. Eren would say to himself with a heavy heart because even the thought that the love of his life could have perished is simply too much for him bear, and this carried on into his work. Many beautiful women threw themselves at him now that Mikasa has been missing for four years, but he couldn't cheat on her. Real love never dissipates, not truly. He had no proof of death which means that, until that day comes, there will remain a strong hope within him that his princess will one day return. However, this heartache prevents him from even considering another woman because he truly believes nobody can replace someone so unique, so exotic, so breathtakingly beautiful that whenever he looks at her, his world stops and she is the only thing that he can see.

It was during the fourth December that a mysterious carriage castle guards didn't recognize arrived with the princess on board disguised in what someone poor would wear, very light despite the heavy blanket she's wrapped in. Princess Mikasa was immediately escorted out of the freezing snow and rain feeling fatigued from such a long journey and a nasty cold she caught along the way. Word was sent through the castle to the young prince who stands outside with his father, Grisha, in a practice sword fight of her return and was promptly ushered off by his father, who didn't seem to care too much about the sword being dropped on the ground when his son took off for the door. Mikasa lies curled up in her bed with many heavy blankets as the fireplace radiated heat into the dimly lit bedroom, sleeping soundly on her side facing away from the door as he carefully closed her bedroom door behind him. His eyes stung terribly from the tears of pure joy and relief to have her back, a sight so comforting immediately cured the unbearable tightness he's had in his chest since she disappeared, carefully crawling under the blankets with her. At long last, he can breathe. In my heart I knew, I knew you were alive. Eren wanted to say, but he slipped his arms around her shivering body instead and held her close under the heavy winter blankets, burying his face into her soft, raven colored hair. She stirred slowly and stretched against him with a soft groan as her back became flush to the front of his body, taking the hand he has on her stomach in hers to lace their fingers. "I'm so sorry.." His response was simply to kiss her hair and tuck his knees behind hers, squeezing his arms around her tiny waist.

"No, it's okay. I'm just relieved to have you in my arms again. What the fuck happened?"

"Someone made an assassination attempt on my family, so I was hastily put in a carriage bound for you. We were hoping that if I dressed poorly and laid low in the carriage that I'd be safe but unfortunately I somehow managed to loose one of my heavy blankets.."

"You still weren't dressed very warm, I'm told."

"Yeah, my parents couldn't help much because they were behind the scenes trying to figure out who poisoned our bread. One of the servants died.."

"What about Levi?"

"Battlefield. Where else?"

"I'm glad you guys are okay, but I'm sorry about one of your people passing."

"Claire was amazing. She braided my hair and was so personable," Mikasa breathed a sorrowful sigh as she watched the fire dance, his thumb slowly rubbing across the side of her hand. "You know, we're finally old enough to get married now.." He chuckled into her hair and reached up to gently push away the raven locks blocking him from pressing kisses to the side of her neck, which happens to be one of her favorite spots to have kissed when they're engaged in a make out session.

"Tell me what you want, my queen."

"Promise me it'll be romantic?"

"Did you really think I wasn't already planning to sweep you off your feet?" Eren smiled as a chill made its way down his spine just thinking about finally giving in to temptation, his words making her head turn and gaze into his eyes. She was already smiling wide as she brought the blanket over her face because he's so cute with his dimples, and everything else that she loves about him that it makes him even sexier.

"I thought your parents were going to cry when they saw me."

"Of course, you were dearly missed by us all."

"I missed you too," She pulled the blanket down and looked into his eyes. "I must admit that I'm surprised you didn't move on with one of those sluts that's always throwing themselves at you." He raised an eyebrow and brought a gentle hand to her cheek, carefully dusting her bangs away from her eyes as he tucked loose strands of her french braid behind her ear.

"Are you kidding? I could never cheat on you. I'm so in love with you that it made me sick when you were gone because it felt like my other half was missing. I tried to get over you after a few years, but I just couldn't do it.." Eren sighed and was surprised when she didn't immediately react, just staring with her eyes wider as she processes the news - and then she had forced herself from his arms to push him onto his back, climbing on top so she can straddle his lap. "Eh? What are you -" But he had been interrupted with her kiss and it tasted sweeter than he remembers, his hands on her lower back smoothing flat the light fabric of her night gown, occasionally sliding over the curve of her ass. She pulled her lips away and gently bumped their foreheads together, happy to receive the little pecks as a reward. "Well, alright then."

"I love you too, you big dope.."

"I figured as much."

"Do you think your parents will rush to have us get married now?" Mikasa smiled and planted a kiss on his lips once again, lingering until she felt him smirk, his hands squeezing and rubbing her ass. He smirked when she pulled away, giving a playful smack that made her blush and giggle nervously as she brings the covers up to her neck.

"Probably. But even if they weren't, I am in a rush to marry you."

"Good, me too," Her smile grows wide as she reaches up to gently cradle his cheek, and when his response of simply turning enough until his lips were pressed into her palm, it made a chill run down her spine. And for once today, it wasn't from the cold. "Will you stay with me?" Mikasa chuckled as he proceeded to kiss each of her fingertips, his smile and those eyes making her blush.

"Would be an honor," Eren smirked as she rests her head in the crook of his neck and was already on her way to falling asleep once more, his arms wrapped around her body as she lies on top of him. "We'll never be apart again, my love, you have my word." With their bodies buried almost completely beneath the heavy winter blankets all you could see were their heads, faces illuminated by a warm glow from the fireplace. It wasn't until many hours later that the couple finally awoke still in the same position in which they'd fallen asleep, when her fiancé finally tucked her in where he'd been laying and quietly left her bedchamber, off to learn more of his future duties as Germany's King.

The next day, Princess Mikasa was already out of bed and in one of her more extravagant gowns much to everyone's dismay though none more than Eren, who has been begging her all morning to let him handle things today with his parents but she wouldn't have it. "I really am okay, Eren, I just need to feel useful again after being stuck in a convent for four years. Besides, I know for a fact that you'd be doing the same thing in my shoes." They stand on the balcony connected to his bedroom that looks over the garden sharing a warm, loving embrace.

"Except boys don't go to convents."

"Shut up," She giggled and lifted her head, giving his cheek a gentle, playful pat, making him chuckle in amusement. "You know what I meant."

"You're not wrong, I definitely wouldn't be in bed right now. There's too much shit to do."

"Yeah, so, stop being an asshole and let me help you, okay?"

"Woah! Asshole?" Eren laughed, pretending to be offended at her words because doing so is making her giggle and it's music to his ears. "Good god, woman, I've missed you."

"A king should never be without his queen.." Mikasa smiled as she leaned in to kiss him on the lips, his hand gently cradling the back of her head to let her know that he definitely agrees with such a statement. She moaned softly into his mouth as their kiss grows more rough with need, hand pressing flat against her back because their bodies can never be close enough. Many months later, they finally started the journey to become one with a beautiful ceremony on the cliff that overlooks the ocean, waves crashed aggressively against rocks below that competed with raging winds on everyone's ears when listening to the speaking priest. And later that evening about halfway through the wonderful party Grisha and Carla had thrown for the newly weds, they retreated to his bedchamber, one of them frequently getting pushed up against the castle walls on the way for heated, steamy kisses that convey how much they look for and to what's next. Their hearts raced with anticipation as he spun her around behind closed doors to reach the laces of her wedding gown, holding his beautiful blushing bride close so he can lovingly kiss her neck knowing this has always been a weakness of hers that they now get the privilege to explore. Mikasa slowly leaned her head to the side as his fingers worked to loosen the tight bindings of her corset to make her gown fall, billowing out around their feet as she hurriedly turned her body to face him and her placed a hand on his handsome, cleanly shaven face, swiping her thumb over one of his adorable, boyish dimples. She giggles as when he gives a devilish grin, immediately getting louder because she's suddenly been thrown over his shoulder like she weighed nothing and was carried to their marital bed, already warm from the fire that was lit for them beforehand.

"So, why do I feel like we'll be doing it frequently now that we can?"

"Because there's no reason why the times we sneak off to make out aggressively can't also be quickies.." Mikasa sat on her knees and reached for him, watching his eyes as she slowly removes his jacket and her hands slid along incredibly defined, muscular arms "We can come in here and mess around a little bit during the day. We're supposed to be trying for a baby anyway, right?" Eren smirks, nodding his head in both agreement and amusement because he's never heard her speak this way outside of his dreams, and it's such a turn on for him that it makes him crave her more. He was gentle as always when cradling her cheek and gave his typical dreamy smile when his belt made a distinctive clink on the hardwoods, his pants around his ankles. With a fresh blush on her skin she smiled as they studied each other's eyes, her hands slowly rubbing along the waistband of his underpants, making him smirk in amusement.

"Why, Mikasa Jaeger, you naughty girl."

"Surprise..." She giggled, watching him lick his lips as her hands slowly wander up his chiseled body and stopped at his jawline, just as carved as the rest of him, to run her thumb across his surprisingly soft lips. Slowly, they closed the space between their faces and engaged in a kiss so deeply passionate that it made her moan, and that drove him wild as she breathed a playful yelp to be suddenly picked up again. He smirked as she continued returning his kisses and tossed her back into the sheets where she watched him with a small grin, biting her lip and blushing because he's pounced on top of her. "Did you just pick me up so you could do that?" She raised an eyebrow and giggled when he simply winked in response, his hands slowly roaming the lithe half naked body beneath him. His eyes never left hers as he reached to push down his underpants and kicked them off the rest of the way, bringing his hand to one of her breasts before randomly burying his face in the valley between. "Oooh.." Her whisper was soft but he could definitely hear the smile to it as he slowly grew more and more drunk on her body, the sweet smell of perfume still faint just below her collarbone. Eren's lips smirk on her breast as he covers her chest in kisses, licking and scattering gentle nibbles from his teeth that made her breaths quicken. Her fingertips lightly caressed the sensitive head of his aching erection, her fingers quick to curve around its girth to give the impressive length gentle strokes that immediately made him exhale a low moan into her skin. It pleases her greatly just knowing that only she has the power to make a man like Eren surrender himself, no matter how temporary it is. The young man felt blissful as he finally looked up and smiled, gazing into those dreamy half lidded charcoal blues and placed his hand on her flushed cheek, much warmer than normal from a hot fire burning nearby.

"I love you my beautiful, sexy queen."

"Heh," Mikasa grinned, his thumb slowly moving across her nipple as she reaches around her thigh to tug her underpants aside, rubbing his oozing tip through the wetness that's accumulated between her thighs. "I love you too, my king.." With a sultry smile she guided him into her sopping opening, her eyes glued to his as an intensely tight heat engulfed him and made his jaw drop it felt so good - until he noticed that Mikasa was whimpering silently in discomfort, which immediately made his expression change to one that's genuinely remorseful as he softly kissed the tears on her cheek.

"I'm so fucking sorry that it hurts. Can I make it better?"

"Just keep kissing me.." She offered a reassuring smile that eased him some, though he's much more concerned about her than himself as usual, hoping to offer some sort of comfort with softer and much more loving kisses. She tightened her legs to signal that she was ready for him to continue on with slowly inching his length inside. It relieved him to no end when he only heard the delightful sound of her moaning in response to him being so deep that their bodies are flush, and when he felt her legs loosen, the young man tucked his hands behind her knees to spread them, pushing back far enough that her hips were now raised from the mattress.

"Don't forget," Eren hunched over her until their grins were just barely touching. "We're all alone in this part of the castle, Miki, so you can scream for me as loud as you want." She squealed with delight and placed her hands on his broad shoulders, her nails lightly scratching across his upper back as their lips brushed against one another, his thrusts gentle, long and deep only briefly until he couldn't take it anymore.

"Do me hard.." And with that, he did as his instincts directed, thrusting into the tight heat much faster, in a way that still enabled her to follow his rhythm much to both of their amusement, so it didn't take long for him to make her climax again. Mikasa's loud, pleasurable cries filled the room as she is given exactly what she desires, making her body writhe, his thrusts so persistent that he has her trembling because it just feels so impossibly good. "Ohh! Eren!" He suddenly squeezed his eyes shut and grunted an animalistic groan that drove her absolutely wild, riding him from below as fast as she can while whispering dirty nothings amidst her moans. With a pleasure induced hiss, he pumped into her hard until he couldn't go any deeper just in time to coat his bride's eager womb with his seed for the first time, grunting and moaning with every slow, deep thrust.

"Fuck!" Eren collapsed on top of her and was immediately brought in for a kiss, feeling just as satisfied and breathless after finally having the privilege of making love to his girl. She smiled against his lips as her fingers slid through his shaggy brown hair damp with sweat and pulled her lips away slowly, looking up into his eyes with a mutual grin. He lightly squeezed the under part of her knees as she allowed her hands to wander his back, the entire length of his cock slow to disengage because he's so enjoying this sensation. Eren was quick to stuff some pillows under her hips, though, because the Apothecary who stays in the castle has suggested this to a few other women trying to conceive, even Carla. He placed his hand on her toned stomach and allowed it to wander down between her legs, making her giggle and moan in response as he gave the happily sore area a gentle pat. With a chuckle at her amusement Eren dropped down beside her on his back and breathed a satisfied sigh, carefully assisting his new wife with moving closer so she can rest the back of her head on his chest. The fire crackled nearby and kept their naked bodies warm while they're not under the heavy winter blankets as he slowly pushed his fingers through her bangs to keep them away from her sweaty forehead, combing out any knots from the curled raven locks. She leaned her head back until he was upside down and giggled when she realized he'd already been staring at her with that same old sexy smirk as he gently pulled apart one stubborn knot.

"Your hair is so soft."

"Really? 'Cause I think it's kind of dry," Mikasa smiled as she placed her hands on her breasts, a sight that noticeably made his semi-erection twitch. "Otherwise it wouldn't be so knotted. Oh, is something wrong, my king?" He grinned as he playfully narrowed his eyes and placed a hand on her cheek, tickling her soft skin as it slowly wanders down to her chest and gently grabbed her breast, noting almost immediately how hard the nipple is against his palm.

"Nothing, nothing. Any chance you're up for round two, you little minx?"

"Absolutely." Mikasa smiled with a soft moan as her breast was gently squeezed, making him smirk as he watches her thighs press together because she already wants him again and hopes the pressure will provide some sort of relief. Before he knew it, she had turned to face away from him and pushed the pillows out from beneath her hips, offering a sultry smile as she rolled over onto her stomach. "I haven't given you head in a while..." He was already more than amused when his fingers pushed her bangs away from her eyes, her hand slowly sliding up his chiseled abdomen as she watches dreamy viridian greens intently. She flattened her tongue against the underside of the shaft and licked before clearing his ooze from the tip, her eyes fluttering shut as she brings him into the warmth of her mouth and further under her spell once more.

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guns-n-zeppelin · 5 years

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Never Say Die - 1989-1997

@lauravic asked: Hey! I just binged Never Say Die and loved it and it’s really unfortunate that it’s discontinued. Could you maybe tie it up for me and everyone else and maybe tell us just key events of what was gonna happen? Like did Axl and Amy ever figure things out and end up together? Or what you meant in the beginning of the series when Axl said that “Amy died in 1997”. Just key points to rest our minds? If not, then it’s completely fine, I just had to try and ask. I love your stuff btw

Masterlist - Never Say Die

A/N: Sure thing, love. I’ve been meant to do this actually for a long time but lmao i’m lazy af. Also, sorry i took so long to answer haha. Hope i’ll let y’all out of your sufferings now. It would have been great to finish this honestly but i’m too unmotivated to do anything pfft. Also don’t have time but uhuh. ALSO i haven’t updated this legit in 2 years probably and still i get almost every day notes to this story and the chapters, i thought at this point this would have been long forgotten or something. Wild. I’m really glad and flattered how many of you have liked my story, it always brightens my day a lot to hear positive comments :’) But i think this has atleast some of the main / biggest key events that would happen. I’m not sure if i forgot couple of them or something, but here’s some atleast. I mean, 8 years is quite a long time but khgjlh. These are just like, the biggest probs. This is reallyy shortly explained but i hope you’ll get some kind of picture of the future events. I’m rly bad at summarising (is that a word) things, but let me know what you think for the last time ahah. But thank you again, everyone, for reading my stories :’) I truly appreciate it! Hugs <3

Quick Summary

Dave and Amy weren’t dating and neither were Axl and Erin, even though some time later Axl would end up back together with Erin again for a while. Amy and Axl took distance to each other, though Amy still kept seeing with the other guys. Some weeks passed and Amy and Axl went back to being friends, both of them managing to pretend that nothing had happened.

Amy had done some studies about journalism for some time, also before her death in her ‘original life’, and in 1989 went all the way to London for one year to try to finish them. So she ended up moving there, saying it was just one year. They would still keep in touch somewhat regularly, although it was pretty hard. After her studies, Amy got an offer of a permanent job as a journalist in London, which she took and ended up staying there much longer.

In 1990 Amy started dating a man named Adam, a young police officer, who she would later marry and have a child with as well in 1994.

Also, in the beginning of 1991, Amy met Randy again, the same man who she had met a few years ago at the record store. Though now, he was in London with Amy’s mother. At that moment, she finally found out who her father was. Randy Castillo, who would die in 2002 while future Amy had just turned 5 years old.

The next time Steven, Izzy, Duff, Slash and Axl met Amy, was in 1991 at their gig in London. They spent all time together they possibly were able to during that short time, catching up and all that. Axl had met Stephanie and Amy told the five of them about Adam as well. Steven and Scarlet were still together and Steven told Amy, that he was planning to propose her, but hadn’t told anyone else yet.

Adam and Amy had a daughter in summer of 1994, but only after two months since their child Amber was born, Adam died – he was shot on his chest. After 3 months since they had kept his funeral, Amy decided to return back to the USA, not being able to stay in England any longer. Needing to get back to her friends.

Amy was still friends with Jon as well, even after the past years and their broke up. She met with him too and chatted together catching up, her introducing him to Amber too. Amy hadn’t informed anyone else except Scarlet, that she would be coming back there, so it was a surprise to all of them. But things had changed a lot since Amy left, new faces coming up and down the stages and couple of familiar ones missing. Izzy and Steven had been replaced already, so she wasn’t able to meet with Izzy again at that time atleast. Izzy would meet Amber as well later though of course.

Matt Sorum and Dizzy Reed had already heard a lot about Amy and were eager to meet her personally. Both of them had heard about Axl and Amy’s quick affair together, but decided not to mention it to either of them.

Amy and Axl were now both single and during time both of them felt old feelings getting back up again, but refused to confess them to even themselves. But they would still get back together eventually in the 1996, when Amy was ready to date anyone again after Adam had died and when it didn’t feel like cheating on him anymore.

And Axl knew, that he would propose Amy some day, and so he did after a year and they got married for a short moment in June 1997.

But everything changed in autumn 1997, right on the day of Amy’s birthday. Unfortunately Amy died from a heart attack. She wouldn’t be able to be alive at two different places at the same time and at that exact moment she would be born elsewhere to her parents, in a hospital just a few hour drive away. Scarlet, Amber’s aunt, raised Amber, who had just lost both her mother and father by the age of 3.

It took a long time for Axl to move on from Amy, but the last time he would ever see the girl he once loved, would be in 2013 when a 16 year old girl with a Led Zeppelin t-shirt on walked past him on the streets of Los Angeles with her friends Leo and Amelie.

(A/N2: I basically obviously ignored some parts how some of their lives went like idk Steven’s especially but doesn’t matter lmao spare me with that)

#guns n roses #guns n roses fanfiction #gnr #gnr imagine #guns n roses imagine #axl rose #duff mckagan #slash #steven adler #izzy stradlin #axl rose imagine #axl rose fanfiction

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ghxstype · 4 years

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ZEPHIA I DID IT

3 Fears - the ocean, the dark, angry men

3 things I love - my friends, my pups, myself

2 turn ons - someone who is comfortable with themself & humor

2 turn offs - if you’re not open-minded & naivety

Best friend - I have a few Michelle Sabrina and Zephia are my mains tho

Sexual Orientation - Bisexual

Height - 5 ‘7

What do I miss - idk if I really miss anything like there’s friendships that I might miss but like they were toxic lmao

Fav Color - green

Crush? - I always have a crush on someone, whether it’s a serious crush or the one girl at the metaphysical store I met one time

Fave place - Death Valley

What am I listen ring to rn - Elf the movie

Shoes size - 9.5

Eye Color - Light Brown

Hair Color - brown with a streak of green rn

Meaning behind URL - Persephone

Fave Song - I have many rn is Self Care by MAC Miller

Fave Band - love the 1975

How I feel rn - content

Someone I love - myself

Current relationship status - Singleee

Relationship w/ parents - eh

Fave season - winter/fall

Tattoos piercings I have - two conch, one daith, lobes, and cartilage

Tattoos/piercings I want - nipples redone, tongue, smiley, nose repierced, septum, industrial redone, and I want a nature/wicca themed sleeve

Reasons I joined tumblr - all my friends were on it

Good morning/ good night texts - I haven’t gotten a good morning/night text since HS

Have I kissed the last person I texted - uhhh no

How long does it take to get ready in the morning - it can take me 5 minutes it can also take an hour and a half

Last time you shaved your legs? - three days ago

Where are u rn - home

Music loud or reasonable level - a mix of both

Yes I live with my mom and dad

I am excited for Friendsgiving with my loves tomorrow

I do not have someone of the opposite sex that I can tell everything to

I wear a fake smile mostly at work

I would like to meet ZENDAYA

I think about ... money the most

I prefer to be behind the camera

The last lie I told was I was sent home from work because I was afraid my mom would get mad at me if she knew I didn’t go at all

I really like video chatting

Yeah I believe in ghosts and aliens we think we have a ghost in win my house

I am a witch therefore I believe in magic

Yes I believe in luck/karma

The weather is cold rn

Last book I read was the city of bones

Nicknames are Katie, Kate, SweetieFace (by dad)

I spend money on bills mostly

I can not touch my nose with my tongue

Fave animal is a boop noodle (snakes)

At 12 am last night I was smoking

Purple rain by prince always makes me happy when I hear it

Fave word is fuck obvi

Top 5 blogs are @thosediamondreams @blairbittchproject @man-teater @himoon @beatleluvr22 I love all my mutual’s blogs really

If the whole word we’re listening to me rn I would ask someone to assasinate the president

I have no relatives in jail

Current desktop photo is a black screen

I’ve had sex but not intercourse

I have bought condoms before

I have never been pregnant

Never kissed anyone in the rain

Yes I’ve had a job

I smoke weed yes

I do not smoke cigarettes

I do drink alcohol

I’m neither vegetarian or vegan tho I do think about it often

Currently overweight

Never been underweight

I’ve had my heartbroken tho wouldn’t say it’s always been romantically

I went to my prom

I’ve been on an airplane (18 hours)

Never been able to fluently speak another language

I often wear makeup

My hair is currently dyed

Never had surgery

Never met anyone famous unless monster truck drivers count

Everyone has stalked people on social media

I’ve been fishing hated it

I’ve been rejected by a crush

For my birthday I’d like quality time with my friends

50% of the time I like my handwriting

When I’m older I’d like to live in a smaller town in the pacific northwest about an hour outside a major city

I’ve never been caught sneaking out or doing anything bad tho my parents have found out

I’m really bad at overcoming my social anxiety

Greatest achievements ahah ahah idk

Meanest thing anyone has ever said to me was by my dad

If I won the lottery I’d pay off all my debts and my parents and then slowly give money to family members and friends

What do I like about myself - I’m v passionate about a lot of things

My closest tumblr friend is Zephia

I’m an introverted-extrovert

I’m attracted to a lot of different types of people, I think I’m attracted to someone’s energy

Umm currently not in a position where I’d be in a relationship in two months but if it happens than it happens

I love talking about sex and sexuality

I always have deep conversations with Michelle

The most recent text I sent was to A group chat saying TAROT CARDS AHHH

Top 5 fave songs are Self care by Mac Miller Rukes by Doja Cat Lights up Harry Stiles Watermelon Sugar by Harry Styles and Drinking Games by Silver Sphere

I love it when people play with my hair

I hope there’s life on other planets

Love me some bubble baths

My neighbors are drug dealers so I don’t really interact with them lmao

I’d love to travel to Greece

I’m most uncomfy with my tummy

When I wake up I usually fall back asleep or go on my phone

I’m comfortable with my current skin tone

Eventually I’ll get married but not for atleast another 5 years

My hair is long enough for a ponytail

I could live without tv but not music

Everyone I’ve ever like I have either told or they found out anyway

Love old navy and my metaphysical shops

I think people deserve second chances but not thirds (just realized I’ve never given anyone a second chance lmao)

I smile at strangers all the time

Mmm never done anything recently I hope no one finds out about

Never really wished I was someone else

Fave makeup brand is Jeffree

Last thing I ate was my moms beef burgundy

I think I’ve thought I was in love but idk

Twitter over fb

Tumblr over Twitter

Watching Elf rn

My bath towel is red

Fave ice cream flavor is Honey

First person I talked to today was my mom

Hate ONISION and the president also personally hate this girl from HS

Last person I talked to was my dad

Love my loves Michelle Zephia Sabrina

Will always take the chance to punch the president in the face

I tan maybe once or twice a year

I have 2 puppers

I type pretty fast yeah

I regret a lot of things and I’ve talked about them on this blog

I don’t think I’ve ever broken someone’s heart lemme know

Yes I have liked someone so much it hurt

Cheating is never okay

I think I believe in true love, Not sure if I’ve ever experienced it

I’m a Capricorn

Yes I believe in ghosts

I’m v comfy sitting here doing this watching Elf I’m not getting up to get the closest book to me to open it to page 42 to see the first line in the page tho it would be like It or something

#there #are #so many typos #proof read your papers kids

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noxblod · 4 years

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Pick 5 shows, then answer the following questions. don’t cheat. tag 10 (or however many) peeps.

1 - The Walking Dead

2 - Stranger Things

3 - Lucifer

4 - Wentworth

5 - The 100

1. who is your favorite character in 2?

Ohhh, it’s a toss up between Billy or Steve. I love them both so much.

2. who is your least favorite character in 1?

Carol omg. I think the actress who plays her is so annoying and I have always hated her character to be fair.

3. what is your favorite episode of 4?

My favourite episode in Wentworth? Oh Jesus, probably season 3 episode “The Governors Pleasure” The last 5 mins are so powerful, I get chills EVERY TIME.

4. what is your favorite season of 5?

Season 1 & 5

Season one because Lincoln is still alive and although I like season 2 I HATE mount weather with a passion.

Season five because everything Octavia & we meet Diyoza who I LOVE.

5. who is your favorite couple in 3?

I ship Dan & Mazikeen so hard.

6. who is your favorite couple in 2?

Max & Lucas

7. what is your favorite episode of 1?

I think its season 6 but episode “ The Next World” Because we meet Jesus.

8. what is your favorite episode of 5?

Season 2, Survival of the Fittest, Octavia becomes Indra’s second and I'm in love with the dynamic

9. what is your favorite season of 2?

2 because we meet Billy & Max

10. how long have you watched 1?

Right before season 2 came out, I binged season one with my mum and we were hooked ever since.

11. how did you become interested in 3?

YouTube would not stop advertising it.

12. who is your favorite actor in 4?

Franky Doyle, played by Nicole da Silva

13. which do you prefer, 1, 2, or 5?

1 lol. Or two, but they ruined it for me cause poor billy.

14. which show have you seen more episodes of, 1 or 3 ?

one, I have literally rewatched it too many times to count.

15. if you could be anyone from 4, who would you be?

Bae smith. if you forget about her past with her husband and daughter. I love her strength and I wish I had it.

16. would a crossover between 3 and 4 work?

Ew no.

17. pair two characters in 1 who would make an unlikely but strangely okay couple.

Michonne & Daryl. THERE I SAID IT.

18. overall, which show has the better storyline, 3 or 5?

Literally any story line is better than The 100.

19. which has the better theme music, 2 or 4?

Two duh.

Tagging:

I was tagged by: @blodreina-noumou tysm and im v late ahah.

Idk who hasn't done this but if you have just choose diff shows. <3 @blodkru @arexasaurusrwar @spyecho idk who else to tag oops

#tag game

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kittywolves · 5 years

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DO ALL THE ONES FOR GET IN MY BUSINESS!!

The meaning behind my url:

already answered

A picture of me: don’t have anything recent sorry

How many tattoos i have and what they are:

none yet

Last time i cried and why:

just a few minutes ago bc paranoia

Piercings i have:

i have four ear piercings on each ear!

Favorite band:

currently? i really like icon for hire, fall out boy, and my chemical romance

Biggest turn offs:

fear, sadness, tears

Top 5 (insert subject):

well page? what subject?

Tattoos i want:

oh boy there’s a lot! i’ll just do some of them!

barcode! broken heart! sword!

Biggest turn ons:

mm i like blood,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

Age:

just turned 19 and i hate it!

Ideas of a perfect date:

already answered babes

Life goal:

i really wanna move out and away from my parents and this godforsaken country

Piercings i want:

dolphin bites! & another ear piercing ahah

Relationship status:

taken by @galaxy-ruler-bitch-supreme

Favorite movie:

a goofy movie! i also like the space between us & heathers a lot

A fact about my life:

it sucks :’)

Phobia:

trypophobia also arachnophobia

Middle name:

nyx!

Height:

5′5″

Are you a virgin?

yep!

What’s your shoe size?

7+1/2 or 8 depending on the shoe (us womens)

What’s your sexual orientation?

demisexual! it’s so weird using that now omg

Do you smoke, drink, or take any drugs?

only medications :((

Someone you miss:

people i’d rather not miss.

What’s one thing you regret?

highschool

First celebrity you think of when someone says attractive:

chris hemsworth? idk

Favorite ice cream?

chocolate!

One insecurity:

that i’m not good enough for anyone. that i’m not enough for someone to stay.

What my last text message says:

“oh no!!”

Have you ever taken a picture naked?

technically? yes. was it a nude? no. i just happened to be naked, but you couldn’t see it in the picture.

Have you ever painted your room?

personally? no. but it has been painted. there’s a blue wall uwu

Have you ever kissed a member of the same sex?

no :((

Have you ever slept naked?

aaa no,, sensory issues won’t let me

Have you ever danced in front of your mirror?

about the only place i do dance tbh

Have you ever had a crush?

a few, yea. not very many,,,

Have you ever been dumped?

nope!

Have you ever stole money from a friend?

no!!!! who does that!!!

Have you ever gotten in a car with people you just met?

stranger danger no thank you

Have you ever been in a fist fight?

nope!

Have you ever snuck out of your house?

yes? i mean i texted i was leaving but didn’t get a response until i was gone ahah.

Have you ever had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back?

yea,,

Have you ever been arrested?

no! but i have had the police called on me a few times,,

Have you ever made out with a stranger?

never even made out with anyone tbh

Have you ever met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere?

yea! under controlled circumstances, like their house or my house or the mall or smth

Have you ever left your house without telling your parents?

yes. it’s why the police were called on me.

Have you ever had a crush on your neighbor?

i don’t even know my neighbors **shrug**

Have you ever ditched school to do something more fun?

yep! disneyland,,, ;-;

Have you ever slept in a bed with a member of the same sex?

yes. only sleebing tho

Have you ever seen someone die?

no!!!!!!!

Have you ever been on a plane?

YESYESYESYES I LOVE PLANES

Have you ever kissed a picture?

i don’t think so?

Have you ever slept in until 3?

a couple times.

Have you ever loved someone or miss someone right now?

uh,, yes?

Have you ever laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by?

no ;-;

Have you ever made a snow angel?

also no ;-;

Have you ever played dress up?

yea!!! lots!!!

Have you ever cheated while playing a game?

yep. Sims bebey

Have you ever been lonely?

all. the. time.

Have you ever fallen asleep at work/school?

i’ve come close let me tell you-

Have you ever been to a club?

nope

Have you ever felt an earthquake?

i,,, live in southern california,,,,

Have you ever touched a snake?

YES PRECIOUS BABEY

Have you ever ran a red light?

ahah not me personally but yes i’ve been in the car while the driver ran a red light (my mother)

Have you ever been suspended from school?

Have you ever had detention?

only bc i was consistently late to school

Have you ever been in a car accident?

no, but both my parents were when they were young & it took out most of their families oof rip aunties & mí tío

Have you ever hated the way you look?

always.

Have you ever witnessed a crime?

uhm,,, possibly? i can’t remember anything specifically.

Have you ever pole danced?

no ;-;

Have you ever been lost?

yes. physically and mentally/emotionally

Have you ever been to the opposite side of the country?

yea!! used to live in west virginia!! (i was born there) and recently went to new york!!

Have you ever felt like dying?

*looks at past suicide attempts* ahah no not at all

Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?

ahhahahhaha, i have no idea what you’re talking about,,, who does that?

Have you ever sang karaoke?

no,,,

Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn’t?

*looks at self harm scars* yea.

Have you ever laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?

nope.

Have you ever slept with someone at least 5 years older or younger?

Have you ever kissed in the rain?

nope

Have you ever sang in the shower?

quite a bit

Have you ever made out in a park?

Have you ever dream that you married someone?

probably idk anymore

Have you ever glued your hand to something?

Have you ever got your tongue stuck to a flag pole?

once again, socal, it doesn't snow here so it wouldn’t get cold enough for that.

Have you ever gone to school partially naked?

no????

Have you ever been a cheerleader?

no, but i’ve been a ballerina AND on drill so fite me cheerleaders

Have you ever sat on a roof top?

yea! i think it was back when i was scared of heights tho :/

Have you ever brushed your teeth?

yes???? what kinda question???

Have you ever been too scared to watch scary movies alone?

i have,,, paranoia,,,, so yes

Have you ever played chicken?

i’m too heavy :((

Have you ever been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?

i have 1) been in a pool with my clothes on and 2) been pushed into a pool but not both at once

Have you ever been told you’re hot by a complete stranger?

does “jesus, you’re gorgeous” count?

Have you ever broken a bone?

yep! fell off the bed and broke my arm as a kid, haven’t broken anything since.

Have you ever been easily amused?

i’m literally a child like i laugh at everything.

Have you ever laughed so hard you cried?

yessssss

Have you ever mooned/flashed someone?

only in play

Have you ever cheated on a test?

uh maybe?

Have you ever forgotten someone’s name?

i don’t even know my own name half the time so yea

Have you ever met someone who didn’t seem real?

literally everyone i’ve met online tbh

Give us one thing about you that no one knows.

ah shit man idk i’m an open book people know everything

#kitty answers #long post #awkward-scarfy-boi

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When you look at Allen and Lavi's dynamic how would you describe it? I feel like they sort of have a sibling like dynamic but it's a Intetesting one. Lavi is older by a few years and (maybe) legally an adult while Allen is still a minor. But Allen often acts like the older sibling (even his vicious retaliation to Lavi's pranks screams big bro getting back at little bro). Doesn't help Lavi admires him as a influence and relies on Allen's support. Allen also can order him around and Lavi -

2 takes it (lol. No respect for Lavi. Also like a big bro). But the Ark proved Allen takes responsibility for Lavi's welfare seriously and trying to kill Lavi is something he takes very personally. Many times Lavi has shown he's gotten very protective of Allen (both physically and emotionally). So it's kind of a different dynamic where Lavi acts childish and leans on Allen a lot while Allen treats Lavi like he's younger (Lavi getting annoyed when Allen tells Link to see Lavi like a child). -

3 but we see Lavi act more protective in a anxious way over Allen. Which is kind of funny because pre Suman, Lavi acted like the big bro teasing Allen but guiding him. It was only for a hot minute but it was there. XP

I kinda see your reasoning and ye I kinda get the idea you’re trying to get accross.

I mean lol it kinda feels funny to me to call Lavi an adult while he’s like. 2 and a half year older than Allen? And Allen had done far more fucked up things than he had, one of the major running joke is how he keeps shocking Lavi with things he shouldn’t be knowing about. And that Lavi can be super immature.

And that’s kinda what’s funny about their dynamic tbh? Like ye Lavi is older and he wents through his own sort of hardship and he kinda went directly with that angle with Allen of being like “so i’m your elder you should look up to me” only to then have Allen... Constantly shocking him, doing Things He Shouldn’t Have Done Before, and constantly have done through worse (like “oh ye y’know i have experience my closest buddy turned into an akum- what do you mean you made one and you survived when you were ten” or “what do you mean you had to cheat to poker so survive”. “what do you mean you lived in brothels most of your time away with Cross are you okay??”)

And that’s where the irony of Lavi being the one to look up on Allen to be kinda sweet and funny? Even more so while on the other hand, like you mention, Allen ends up seeing him as completely childish and keeps calling him a brat lmao.

It’s kinda funny that Lavi wanted to set up a “senpai” relationship and just... it failed before even starting bc Allen was already done with his antics. And like you say ye, like, it was maybe there for a Solid Minute before the Suman Arc but even there Allen kept challenging Lavi out of that ahah.

I mean they still taught a lot to each other (Lavi was the one who made Allen realize the hardship exorcists went through against the akuma and how much they had to keep their guards up, and i’m not touching what Allen taught Lavi, i’ve written enough thousands words about it) but i kinda love that it didn’t fall at all in a Senpai/Kohai dynamic?

To me Lavi and Allen are peers. “Bros”, like, fraternities/brotherhood stuff esp with elder looking up on their youngster, but with.. the younger one just constantly making it harder for the eldest one to be considered as such? Like that’s much more how i see it lmao. Not exactly “Senpai/Kohai”, really. Like, say, the elder who’s already planning all sort of jokes to pull on the young one and the young one who just wants to be done with his studies so he pulls them off, double them, turn them back on the elder, and just. Get done with them yaknow?so ye this sort of Bros type i see and ye lmao Lavi definitly tried to take advantage of his eldest statue for some respect and it barely remained for what. one chapter before Allen was done with him and Allen became so much Like That that they had to just bicker on the same level?

I guess i just can’t see them as direct siblings bc I have my own biases, but also bc i do like it much more in a bros’s dynamic. Ye I make the nuance but idk. Without the failed expectations it’s not as funny.

tbh I just love the fact they’re peers? Like I mean. Lavi thought he was above humanity and Allen humbled him. And their companions in arms. And tbh I'm just a sucker for “companions in arms”? Bc Lavi didn’t mean to be one, and he officially became one the moment Allen’s death became this important to him (esp with how Bookman insisted that “do you think you’re an exorcist like them” yaknow). And companions with the banters and teasing that comes with having to travel with someone at all time.

and I guess it kinda extends at how i keep seeing them as a pair in term of how their thematic interwinds, so seeing them more on an equal level is something that i find much more compeling in their dynamic.

And they get quite childish around each other which is actually hilarious considering how serious their internal vision of te world is. Kinda love that they’re balancing that out.

idk. I love how their “age maturity” either means nothing with them being ultra childish, or makes them both Old Souls with how much horrors they’ve seen of the world and that kinship that get out of it. And usually because they drag each other in those moods they often stay on an equal footstep for me?

I don’t even know if i make sense ahah, those are maybe nuances that are only specific to me but i’m very found of their dynamic, it’s my favorite of the manga, so i guess i can’t word it easily dkjhfd.

so idk I guess i would more closely describe it as “failed Senpai lower to low levels and drags his more mature wannabe Kohai with him” and “Peers with similar experiences who challenges each other’s perception of those experiences and thus treasures each other”?

idk it i make any sense ahah.

But i just really love their dynamic so ya o/

Take care!

#ichafantalks dgm #tbh not gonna lie it feels a bit like a trick question since it's... not really a secret i ship them?#i mean i'll discuss far more their dynamic on a platonic side since yaknow canon and all #but i've seen enough fandom stuff lately to be worried about the wording of that ask?#not that i think you mean bad nonny i'm just. concerned.#I just hope my concern isn't justified #anyway take care!#Anonymous #ichareply

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theitalianspaghett · 6 years

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TAG GAMEEEEEEE

Rules: Answer these 85 questions about yourself and tag 20 people

tagged by @agent-ches thank youu 💗💗

Last:

Drink: esta the

Phone Call: my muuuum

Text Message: just me telling my friends I won’t do anything tonight as usual

Song you listened to: In due è amore in tre è una festa (Lo Stato Sociale)

Time you cried: today when I had a fucking mental breakdown during the Latin test... like I don’t know how but I’m pretty good at Latin but today I couldn’t translate the first caption of the version and I went crazy lmao, luckily my teacher came and helped me

Ever:

Dated someone twice: yes but I was young and pretty stupid

Kissed someone and regretted it: nah

Been cheated on: nope

Lost someone special: yes...

Gotten drunk and thrown up: YES and it’s a pretty embarassing story so let’s skip this lol

In the last year, have you:

Made new friends: YEEEEEES and I’m so grateful to have met them!

Fallen out of love: yes, but probably I wasn’t even in love, there was just this boi I liked and I completly lost interest in him

Laughed until you cried: oF COURSEE

Found out someone was talking about you: probably

Met someone who changed you: yas

Found out who your friends are: YES.

Kissed someone on your Facebook friends list: I don’t have Facebook lmao

General:

How many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: -

Do you have any pets: YAAAAS, MY CAT LIVIA, MY BABYGIRL

Do you want to change your name: no I like my name, I don’t have any friends called like me so it’s pretty “special” and I like it

What did you do for your last birthday: had a pizza with my friends and hung out with them

What time did you wake up today: 8:00

What were you doing at midnight last night: I was sleeping

What is something you can’t wait for: Juventus-Manchester United this Tuesday DJFKDKJDK

What are you listening to right now: nothing

Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nope

Something that gets on your nerves: when I want to cross the road and the cars don’t stop, here in Italy it’s almost normal and I H A T E those who do it

Most visited website: Twitter

Hair color: a cool shadow of brown

Long or short hair: long

What do you like about yourself: I’m very kind and respectful

Want any piercings: no thanks

Blood type: A+

Nicknames: Ele

Relationship status: I’m stil single and ready to mingle (semicit)

Zodiac sign: gemini

Pronouns: She/her

Favorite TV show: aaaah I can’t choose just one ahah

Tattoos: I’d like to get something about Juventus tatooed in the future

Right or left handed: right

Ever had surgery: no

Piercings: nope

Sports: I play volleyball but my faves to watch are football and F1

Dream Vacation: I would LOVE to visit the USA or some South America country

Trainers: Adidas all the way

Eating: I’ve just eaten and I’m pretty full but I’m up for a pizza

Drinking: water. I love water.

Waiting: for BVB to win the league

Want: money

Career: I don’t know honestly, I love to write and to watch football so maybe I’d like to become a football journalist? I also can speak three languages (hopefully in one year or less will be four) so I hope to somehow use them to find a job based on languages lol I dunno

Hugs or kisses: huuuuugs, I love being hugged :DD

Lips or eyes: both lol i’m so tragic

Shorter or taller: taller

Older or younger: older

Nice arms or stomach: a r m s

Hookup or relationship: relationship

Troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant yo

Have you ever:

Kissed a stranger: on the cheeks since we kiss everyone here in Italy llllol

Drank hard liquor: 'course

Lost glasses: I don’t wear glasses so nope

Turned someone down: nope

Sex on first date: no

Broken someone’s heart: mmmmh nah

Had your heart broken: honestly nope

Been arrested: not yet AHAHAH

Cried when someone died: yes...

Fallen for a friend: probably

Do you believe in:

Yourself: yes! Some days I’m very self confident lol

Miracles: nah

Love at first sight: yes because I actually experienced it but it didn’t turn out well since I after found out that the boi was gay :D

Kiss on the first date: idk

Angels: if Marco Reus can be considered one then yes I do

Other:

Best friend’s name: Laura and Ivan

Eye color: brown but cool

Favorite Movie: I don’t have oneeee

Favorite actor: dunnoo

Favorite Food: every kind of pasta and of course pizza (wow I’m such a true Italian lmao)

Extrovert or Introvert: both, it really depends on who I have to meet

Favorite flower: jonquils and roses

Favorite Hello Kitty characters: not the kind of things I foLLOW

not tagging anyone ‘cause I’m shy as shit and I don’t wanna bother anyone lol, if someone feels like doing it THEN HERE YA GOOO

#overused the word lol i'm sorry

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minimonojoon · 6 years

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so i was tagged by @kyut-tea (thanks, thanks a lot <3333 i love these games dfkjndgkjdn so much fun dfjgndf) and also made a banner (kyu you inspired me!). i’m tagging @94hixtape , @sleeepysugaa , @wildbeest55, @lady-shurley if you want to do it of course!! if you don’t want to, that’s completely fine <3

last

- drink: water

- call: 4 missed calls from my dad lmao

- text: a friend on our gc where she showed me her cat (so cute dkgjndf)

- song u listened to: thunderclouds by labyrinth, sia and diplo (my current obsession bye)

- time u cried: this afternoon after a fight w my mom but couldn’t relish all the tears lmao

have u ever

- dated someone twice: nope

- kissed someone & regretted it: no

- been cheated on: no

- lost someone special: yes

- been depressed: yes lmao i am right now, but trying to figure things out

- gotten drunk & thrown up: yes but let’s say i tried to threw up to feel better but didn’t succeed lol

favorite colors

1. all pastel colors, no matter what

2. warm colors

3. ok yes basically I love all the bright colors ok

in the last year have u

- made any new friends: yes!!

- fallen out of love: nope

- laughed so hard that u cried: oh yes fjgfd

- found out someone was talking abt u: no

- found out who ur friends were: meaning the ones who stick with u no matter what? well yeah

- kissed someone on ur fb friends list: ahah no

general

- how many ppl from ur fb friends do u know irl: most of them?? I only have ppl I know irl there

- do u have any pets: not right now

- do u want to change ur name: no, not really

- what did u do for ur birthday last year: last year was pretty chill, i went out with some friends in our favorite Korean restaurant and then we bought some useless shit in tiger; dfjkgndf sorry but this year was amazing bc I like had three birthday parties in a span of a week and couldn’t be happier, one of the three was a surprise birthday party and my non kpop friends blasted bts for me :’)

- what were u doing last night at midnight: I was watching just between lovers before miserably falling asleep lol

- what time did u wake up today: 8.07 am

- what is something u can’t wait for: get back w my friends, graduate, to move abroad (japan or australia lmao), to lose all the weight I need to, to finally be able to be happy and peaceful with myself

- have u ever talked to a person named tom: uhmmmmmm no

- something that gets on ur nerves: definitely being ignored/not listened when i’m trying to talk directly to you

- most visited website: tumblr, twitter, wordreference lmao

- hair color: brown

- short hair or long hair: short (or medium long lmao)

- do u have a crush on someone: raw nerve djkgdnf but yes

- what do u like abt urself: my eyes and being honest w others lmao

- want any piercings: no, i don’t particularly like them

- blood type: zero negative

- nicknames: let’s say on tumblr my nickname is liz

- relationship status: single

- zodiac sign: taurus

- pronouns: she/her

- fave tv shows: the 100, games of thrones, the good place, basically all the good historians tv shows and comedies along the way lmao

- tattoos: I don’t have one yet, but be sure I already have three I want to be tattoed on my skin eheh

- right handed or left handed: right handed

- ever had surgery: no

- sport: when I was younger my mom always convinced me into doing some sports, I did swimming, gym activities and idk like running and other stuff, but always left then I did dance and now I’m a runner (and I love it!!)

- vacation: everywhere, where there’s something to visit, to discover, to know about that I didn’t before. definitely best place so far visited was netherlands

- trainers: I want a new pair of shoes for running but I have to wait until December for them sob

more general:

- eating: nothing, i fucked up my diet (again) today bc first me and my family went to the beach and eat watermelon then decided at 3 pm that typical southern italian food (which is not light lol) was the best choice for a late lunch ajfknsdfj

- drinking: water

- i’m about to watch: nothing right now, but surely just between lovers or some anime late in the evening

- waiting for: losing all the weight I need to, be self-confident, be happy, to find inspiration again, see my friends

- want: read above lmao plus exercising and finish writing all my wips and post something I (might) slightly like instead of getting angry with myself and quit everything bc it’s bullshit badly written, but also (this stupid but whatever) talk to ppl here and struggle together for anythink, being bts related or writing

- get married: if it happens, yes. marriage isn’t easy and strong and healthy relationships require patience and willpower (and lots of other things), but I’m willing to do it for the right person.

- career: i’m already struggling right now, i still don’t know what i want to do and that’s making me nervous for when i’ll have to choose my master degree but I JUST WANT A COOL JOB AND MAKE MONEY

which is better:

- hugs or kisses: both, but only from people i really feel comfortable with

- lips or eyes: eyes, if it’s kim seokjin also lips

- shorter or taller: both :’)

- older or younger: don’t care

- nice arms or stomach: idk??

- hookup or relationship: i’m too shy and socially awkward to have a hookup w someone, so…

- troublemaker or hesitant: dkjgnd forever hesitant

have you ever:

- kissed a stranger: HAHAHAHAH nice one but no

- drank hard liquor: yes

- lost glasses: not yet (…)

- turned someone down: yes

- sex on first date: no (and i don’t want to)

- broken someone’s heart: no

- had your heart broken: yes

- been arrested: no

- cried when someone died: yes

- fallen for a friend: uhm, no, not really

do you believe in:

- yourself: working on it, but currently… big fat no

- miracles: yes!

- love at first sight: i can believe you like someone at first sight for their appearance, but love?? nah

- santa claus: wish i still believe in him :(

- kiss on first date: yes and no? idk, depends on how long you know the person you date

- angels: idk, but if they do probably mine is currently having a break down and any other laughing bc of what i do lmao

other:

- best friend’s name: i’ll say in my native language corresponds to the english daisy (yup, the flower)

- eye colour: brown

- fave movie: harry potter series, back to the future (only the first not the saga!!), the holiday, Dunkirk (I loved that movie), basically any historian well made movie, batman trilogy (directed by Christopher Nolan), marvel movies

- fave actor: BOB MORLEY OWNS MY HEART, also ELIZA TAYLOR my babe, but also Christian Bale, Hugh Jackman and idk, no other name came to my mind

#tag game #omg kyu thank you so much I WAS WAITING FOR THIS SINCE I JOINED TUMBLR DGJKDNFGKJDFN #i love asking game they're so fun skjgndkgjdn #also i'll tag random people bc i literally have only mutuals i don't talk to here except for two ppl #liz chitchat #ask game

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