#idk been thinking a lot lately

[sotvtaughtmehowtofeel]

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#ive been thinking a lot about fandom and community lately #idk it seems like tiktok is so consumptive and tumblr has always been so interactive #but that seems less and less true these days #(the erosion of tag culture is so sad to me) #ao3 in some ways seems to have maintained the interactive culture more than tumblr #and i just feel like fandom benefits so profoundly when it’s a community #idk just ~contemplating~ #fanfiction #ao3 #writing #fanfic #fandom

[shyybanshee]

what if... hear me out... racer au feat. mechanic andrew...

#idk why im so scared of posting my art here but it lowkey makes me nervous #revisiting some wips to see if i can get out of this big massive creativity slump ive been in for the last... year?? #so yeah andreil #obviously #been thinking a lot about this au lately but I don't have the skills to execute it aha #ALSO i fucked up the resolution big time thats why i abandoned it in the first place lmao #aftg #andreil #neil josten #andrew minyard #my art

[opens-up-4-nobody]

:-P

#srry ive just been thinking abt avatar a lot lately. idk y bc im not even rewatching it #i just kinda wanna draw the creatures and it really annoys me that i cant draw sokkas hair right #also me: scheduling posts << posting whatever i draw immediate bc fuck it #im procrastinating writing and trying to not think bad thoughts lmao #atla #avatar the last airbender #sokka #katara #aang #turtle duck #otter penguin #its annoying bc my brains says i cant draw anything simple but also i have to draw and color as fast as humanly possible #so everything comes out a lil fucked up which is irritating #also i like that the water tribe using mutant mittens which is what my dad uses in the winter bc idk military supply store?

[automatonknight]

id: a digital fullbody drawing of a knight, visible from the side. besides silver armor, he’s wearing cowboy chaps with a floral pattern and spurs. his helmet also has a white, blue and brown feather attached to it. he’s lifting his legs up slightly and one of his hands is on his belt, while he’s raising the other one up and pointing and something. the background is black. end id

#idk i've just been thinking about knight a lot lately. if you haven't noticed #art #i was going to do the alone on a friday night? joke again (because of the pose (unintentional)) but i wanted to do it in old english which #i don't really understand so whatever

[claraoswalds]

STRANGER THINGS LADIES APPRECIATION WEEK ↳ Day 5: Favorite Quote

Maybe Jonathan's right. To be honest, I wasn't thinking about him. I wasn't thinking about anyone, really. I just... I wanted to be right. I wanted to be right so badly. And were you? I thought so. But maybe I just... don't want to admit that I'm wrong, because if I'm wrong, then... You're what everyone thinks you are. Just a kid who has no idea what she's doing. It's not easy out there, Nance. I know.

#stladiesweek #strangerthingsedit #stedit #stladies #userbbelcher #cinemapix #chewieblog #userbru #tuserdee #tuserhazel #userrachel #userjacko #tuserzoe #dailytvwomen #stranger things #nancy wheeler #karen wheeler #ted wheeler #* #idk i've just been thinking abt this scene a lot lately

[ropebuny]

I want a dad so bad I’m going to cry and throw a tantrum. I don’t want to be an adult, I want to stop thinking and be taken care of like a kid & feel safe and cared for again

#been really needing and craving the attention of a strong and caring man a lot more than usual lately #I think it’s because I’ve been so stressed because of school and exams this past week #idk I’m just feeling so. lonely and sad and #I really miss having a father figure in my life #and it’s been so hard lately I just keep distancing myself from everyone because I’m overloaded with work #and idk. I just want to lay down in someone’s arms and feel okay again

[cacturnia]

My take on a sonadow fankid💥💥

#Been working in this creature for a while i luv em #also been seeing a lot of sonadow fankids popping up lately which is pretty epic i think #love making the characters who would never ever be parents by choice parents yippee #btw they got left in a box in front of tail's lab #eggman was not gonna bother in taking responsibility for the thing he made. he was not gonna bother tracking either sonic or shadow #sonic and shadow are kinda weirded out at first but do end up getting attached to her #though they are obviously not gonna be parenting 24/7 so each one of their friends end up taking turns in babysitting her #hoping to draw more of this stuff later on cause they are literally so fun to draw (so difficult to color tho idk why i did that to myself) #sth #sonic #sonic the hedgehog #shadow the hedgehog #sonadow #sonadow fankid #sonadow fanchild #sonic fankid #chili bean the hedgehog-hedgehog #cacturniart

[forecast0ctopus]

idk if you still draw merlin art that much BUT ,

i always headcanon arthur with long hair for historical accuracy . what do u think of it? what long hair would you give hin?

i’m bad at focusing on multiple things at once which is why i tend to only post art of one thing for a few months straight but trust me i think about merlin and all my other interests All The Time…. i am always up to talk about them!!!

anyways i know this probably isn’t the answer anyone wants but. historical accuracy be damned i like his hair short…… if i Had to have it longer id want it like that scruffy haircut they almost gave him in s4ish? if i remember? i love a disheveled looking man <3 im sure thats not at all what you meant by long hair though haha

consolation arthur sketch for me not being a long hair person:

#hope to get to my other asks soon ive just been. very tired lately haha i appreciate them very much though #anotherchaoticidiot #i still have so so so many merlin wips #ask #anyways im biased to giving characters short hair idk i #i really like s3/4 merlin’s really short hair i dont think he gets enough appreciation :( #i see people make fun of arthurs haircut a lot but truly i love a boring man short haircut im so sorry shfkg #there are so many other characters i see drawn with long hair all the time and its great however im so. i lovw short hair………….. #merlin

[kenmaiii]

after two years i finally draw the favorite

#my art #still learning honestly. idk how to explain it but some medias youre so fixated on and obsessed with u instantly want to draw everyone #for me dunmeshi has always been the opposite. series and characters i enjoy sm i cannot bring myself to pick up a pencil #for some reason. it got a lot worse once the anime started airing idk. simply forcing myself to get some of my energy out. in a way #dunmeshi #dungeon meshi #thistle #dunmeshi thistle #thistle dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #>_< series i was into since late 2021. yet u wouldnt know that unless u follow my side twitter account. sowwy ig #i do this with a lot of franchises honestly. cannot bring myself to draw even if i think abt the characters constantly. ie skip to loafer #u will nvr catch me calling this guy sissel sorry. save that name for Mr. Ghost Trick. another thing i. also. dnt talk abt. which i adore #i need to get better at talking abt and expressing myself for the things that i enjoy. ive been wanting to draw laios for a good #while too but im scared. for some reason. u-u should nvr let a white man do that to me honestly. #for now i'll thistle tho. maybe we will get kabru namari or mithrun next from me >_< i have to talk myself into it #i think the closest way i can explain why i cannot bring myself to draw for some series is that i dnt want to mess up somehow #like 'ilu so much [character] what if i cnt draw u the way u deserve even tho i love u sm what if its not enough.' <- leaves it to sm1 else #tbh [scratches head] i prefer the version with less coloring ^-^ but i realize the one thats more colored would get more eyes on it... hm

[akuma-tenshi]

i would like to introduce you all to the family my friend and i have created through sheer love of these characters

#the creation started with “what if kevin and kurt were like. in love” #bestie is a kevin main and i'm a memory main so through a bunch of matches of us playing them together she became his daughter #and therefore also became kurt's daughter bc in our brains they're husbands #for lily it's basically the exact same situation i play lily a lot and he mains kevin so now she's their daughter too #and then with matthias the whole thing was just “he needs a hug” #i don't actually know if matthias is a teenager. i personally see him as around like. 19 - 20 but i know that's not real bc he can drink #they've been giving me so much serotonin lately i can't be normal abt them #rambling #idv #identity v #kevin ayuso #kevin alonso #idv cowboy #lily barriere #idv cheerleader #idv memory #idv little girl #matthias czernin #idv puppeteer #kurt frank #idv explorer #kurtvin #i put way too much thought into their height differences. idk if it's totally accurate but it's close i think #what matters is that matthias and kurt are Tol kevin is shorter than them and lily and memory are Teeny bc they're kiddos

[catkettle]

🦊🍙

#uhh #i thought this took days #it took like 1 lmao #anywayyyy #very happy with this #ive been thinking abt thsm lately #theyre the siblings ever sorry #probably fought after this tbh #idk abt what #dumbasses #my art #haikyuu!! #hq!! #miya osamu #miya atsumu #miya twins #also gave tsumu a lot piercings #i dont think samu would have that many

[beeholyshit]

My little bebes ❤️

#spesilverweek #IDK IF THIS COUNTS BUT I DON'T CARE #(☆) ｡⁠.ﾟ— Red #(☆) ｡⁠.ﾟ—⁠ Silver #THEY ARE SIBLINGS #I've been thinking about them lately.... wiwiwi #I did this super fast since I'm kinda busy today BUT I NEED TO MAKE MORE THINGS WITH THEM WAAAA #imagine little Red telling Silver about his journey... big brother but it's still a baby too 😭 #I'm so emotional about them rn #MY HONI TOLD ME 'IMAGINE RED TEACHING SILVER TO RIDE A BIKE' AND THAT IS JUST 😭😭😭😭😭 #ughuhguh my bebes... #I feel like Silver respects Red A LOT and it's still kinda shy talking with him the first days he started to live with Maroon.... #Red it's just excited to know he has a little brother now but he gives him his space but tries to be friendly and make him comfortable #I love my bebes that's it #I should make a tag for Silver too #mmmm #I'LL THINK ABOUT IT LATER #pokespe #pokemonspecial #🖍️ —⁠ Silly doodles

[padsmoony04]

Do I really like him? Or he's just some blonde guy with puppy energy?

#I been thinking about this a lot lately #i mean idk #i don't understaaaaand #nikolai lantsov #nick nelson #golden boy #just send help #nikolai lantsov x reader #heartstopper #blond guys #puppy energy #blonde boy

[fan-kingdoms]

god i wish we had gotten more of twelve with river song. he just meshes so well with her and since their time streams are finally (almost) synced up you don’t feel the imbalance of maturity/knowledge that you get in a lot of eleven’s time with her, and less general timeline “where are they right now what the fuck is happening” fuckery to sort through. just a husband and wife who have lived so much together and know it’s coming to an end very soon so they have to relish it (even if river doesn’t have the knowledge of her own death the way the doctor does, she knows it’s almost over because her diary is running out of pages). and i love watching this older, less theatrical, more rough-around-the-edges doctor with her because it develops their dynamic and the passage of time for the doctor so well. he's not eleven, trying to hide the pain and damage anymore. he doesn't spin off lies and deflections. he wears the hurt and is comfortable in it, and river is there to bring the joy and wonder out. they just have a more mature, beautiful relationship to me.

more thoughts and elaboration under the cut bc i care for your dash <3

twelve and river were such a delight to watch because (this is getting into hot take territory here sorry) once capaldi took over from matt smith, the show basically gave up on the whole “the doctor is very attractive and all the women want him” narrative that it pushed for eleven. of course it was there with ten but i think it got Egregious with eleven. moffat really wanted us to believe matt smith was the hottest man in the universe (and he’s not unattractive! i admit i thought he was attractive when i first watched doctor who years and years ago! the writing was just over the top with it!) twelve is not some young whimsical prettyboy anymore— he’s abrasive, blunt, and old. the show doesn’t treat him like he’s supposed to be attractive, which makes him and river’s relationship feel so real.

first off i want to point out that river is still very much attracted to the doctor in his new body which was so exciting for me because how often to we get to see romance and desire and (sexually) intimate relationships in people past the age of 35??? hardly ever! how often do we see a beautiful woman expressing desire for a man that’s not young or conventionally handsome NOT because she has ulterior motives or we’re supposed to believe he’s actually the sexiest man alive but because she simply loves him? how often do we see relationships where no matter how much change they go through, even when one of them has turned into an entirely different person (figuratively or literally), the love stays steady and unchanged? especially when these changes involve aging? there isn’t nearly enough. and seeing it is kind of healing for me, just a reminder that you can have love and intimacy and passion even when you’re not “young and beautiful” anymore

twelve and river’s relationship is just charged with so much shared experience and trust and i wish we had gotten to see more of it. in conclusion i want a special that recaps the 24 years on darillium thank you and goodbye

#they had twenty four years… #all that time to just live and be husband and wife #all that time for her to learn all the ins and outs of the new him #and all the ways for him to work through how he can express love in the new body #as twelve rather than eleven #and getting to see that she loves him just the same in every form #idk i’ve been thinking a lot about aging lately #i know im young but i have a bit of a fear of it because of how society pushes the whole ‘past your prime’ narrative #especially for women who are taught that they lose value once their ‘youth and beauty’ fades #like i said seeing relationships like these is healing #doctor who #twelfth doctor #river song #the husbands of river song

[neon-catarina]

couldn't a reason Mind and Heart hate each other be because of whole's love interest (sung in Haiku and Hidden In The Sand), like how Whole really liked them, but he thought that they would never love him, so basically his Heart wanted to ask them out and pursue a relationship, but his Mind refused thinking they would never love him. And its mostly because of that Whole split into three in the first place, so they both blame each other for it, and that's why they hate each other?

#neon spews actual nonsense #i had to write this down at least because i might forget and it's pretty late #i've been really thinking about the love interest a lot actually #someone told me their name was “Lee” and i think thats a fitting name #like i know some people call them “harmony” or “melody” #but harmony reminds me of gold and pink (like “harmonia”) #though its nice because the names are similar and like they are “Whole” in a sense but idk #and melody gives purple vibes and that is strictly a Heart colour #and lee gives off grey vibes with VERY SLIGHT hints of purple #and i like that because grey is like a bystander colour #Like Lee isn't important enough so they are part of the background #also the original and the cover of hidden in the sand had desaturated imagery so its grey and yeah #sorry for the tag ramble under another ramble lol #chonny jash #chonnys charming chaos compendium #cccc #cccc heart #cccc mind #cj heart #cj mind

[boywiththebat]

i know the fandom has collectively headcanoned that when eddie and wayne get paid off for being involved with the upside down and agreeing to keep quiet they get a double wide or even a house. and while obviously that is something they do need considering that their trailer now has a gaping hole ive been thinking a lot about wayne wanting to use the money and their new connections to officially adopt eddie. like when eddie came to stay with wayne he was made a foster parent so that he could be considered a legal guardian but he was never made anything more in the hopes that eddie's parents would come back and turn themselves around. and when it didn't happen wayne wanted to go through with adopting eddie but the idea scared him. he didn't know if he was going to need lawyers he couldn't afford. even if money wasn't a issue it was also the time. for the longest time it was just wayne making the money for two people and that meant he lived paycheck to paycheck. as much as he would have loved to take time off to go through the hoops to make it happen he couldn't afford to miss hours on his paycheck. so years go by until all the things with the upside down and the first thing he asks is for is to have owen's people legally make eddie his.

#wayne munson #eddie munson #idk #i've just been thinking about wayne a lot lately #stranger things