#idek how many theres been so far

[sad--tree]

i 100% absolutely cannot i repeat CANNOT allow myself 2 fail this course bc this is my last chance at taking it otherwise im removed from the program but i

cannot make myself do the work. i can't start. we're halfway thru the term ive lost a HUGE percentage of the grade already and i sit down 2 start googling how tf to do what i need 2 do and i fucking c a n t and now the whole course has become this hot-stove-item in my brain and im lying in bed practically vibrating with anxiety abt to let another (re-negotiated!!!!!!!) deadline pass and like!!! why am ilike this!!!!!!

ANYWAYS if any of yall know literally fuckall abt python...... pls........ 🙏 help........ 🙏

#if i could just figure out how 2 get started but like..... what does a python project even LOOk LIKE??? #whats the file structure??? is it like java with classes?? how many files should i even end up with??? #i hate college #literally just thinking abt this project in order 2 write this post has me on the verge of crying #how hard can it possibly be. and yet. 💀 #nothing worse than asking 4 an extension then fucking that up too ohhh my godddd #in theory i agree w/ the principle of a self directed course where u gotta teach urself bc obvs thats important in coding but..... #i am very small. and very stupid. and need some1 2 hold my hand thru the dreaded Getting Started process #except i shouldve been Getting Started 7 weeks ago not uhhh 4 or 5 deliverables tho #technically. TECHNICALLY. i can still pass. maybe. theres 60 marks remaining. so far i have................................................5 #:( #gotta uhhhh use a record object and file i/o and a given dataset and smth smth CRUD functions smth smth MVC design pattern & idek what else #if ever there was a time 4 a random unexplained jet engine 2 take me out donnie darko style...... jus saying....

[bee-ina-boat]

heres a collection of concept art for the rest of the entities for the mythos au!! if you're wondering where the eye is, they've been drawn already!

they are all FAR from done. keep in mind these are all just my initial concepts and i plan to do in-depth design sheets as i go to explore their designs more.

IF YOU HAVE ANY IDEAS ON HOW TO IMPROVE THESE DESIGNS PLEASE THROW EM AT ME- MY ANON IS OPEN AND I READ TAGS I DONT CARE JUST!!!! GIMME!!!!!

(also au context: the magnus mythos is an au where the entities are all gods, similar to various religious mythology, rather than paranormal entities that feed on fear)

design thoughts for each of them under the cut

The Web - God of Fate (she/it): im pretty happy with her design atm, shes meant to be a half spider half woman thing and i love that for her. shes probably the one ive thought the most on so far given her importance to the story. i want her to wear silks and shiny silver jewelry that just sparkles like wet spiderwebs do, not sure if im gonna keep the veil?

The Dark - God of the Dark (she/he/it): probably my weakest concept at the moment. it doesnt do the dark any justice. i mean i like the cloak idea but i want them to be very tendrilly, all consuming, shadowy, but i dont know how to properly portray them :/

The Desolation - God of Destruction and Fire (they/it): i have a neat vision for them! i want them to be made of coal and ash and smoke, to be burning and glowing on the inside, and their body is decorated with melted wax to look like clothes. not quiiiiiite sure about how their melty candle dress is now? i want it to be less constrictive

The Stranger - God of the Unknown and the Whimsical (he/she/they/it): it's meant to be this. weird wirey creature hidden behind masks and a lot of fabrics, like the framework of a poseable plush doll? i like the way the masks look but im not so sure about the body.

The Vast - God of the Above (she/he/they/it): im not so sure about his design at all im gonna be real. i want them to look like the atmosphere and be covered in clouds and have mountains for feet and an ocean cape but i feel like it might be a bit?? idk??? im just not that happy with it :/

The End - God of Death and Time (they/it): ugh i love this concept sm, making death read as less scary and more divine is so fun. theyre based on a seraphim and a sand timer,

The Buried - God of the Underneath (she/he/they/it): ANOTHER OF MY FAVORITES!!!! i love them. theyre inspired by hermit crabs!! and they have silver chains holding their shell to them. they look so endearing with their lil lopsided eyes ;; <3

The Flesh - God of the Body and Meat (she/he/they/it): i have so many ideas for the flesh y'all- im very excited to do a concept sheet for them. theyre meant to have no skin, just exposed bone and muscle, large limbs, hooves, exposed heart underneath a ribcage, teeth that close around their abdomen. white bandages that wrap around like clothes. a teeth/horn crown? i dont quite know whether to go for a more animalistic look or a more human one? like- theres so many ways to go with him idek!!!

The Hunt - God of Predators and Pride (they/it): see, i like this design but i feel like its too werewolf like? yknow? thats cool!! but itreads more monster to me than God :/

The Corruption - God of Nature, Rot, and Disease (she/they/it): i love this weird bug thing. this one i was really inspired for (mostly because. corruption aligned. so obviously im gonna think about this one alot) theyre this weird bug thing, the veil is inspired by the one from the art on the wiki! i want to maybe make them a bit more gross and weird because nature is like that sometimes, a moot on tiktok suggested that i add animal bones!! and i think thats SO smart im absolutely going too

The Spiral - God of the Incomprehensible (it/its): this weirdo is so hard to pin down istg. i imagine them as this spiral thing. body is kindof liquidy, arms are spindly and long, multiple shifting faces, overall just constantly changing and moving and like!!! how am i meant to draw that??? when my brain cant even wrap my head around what its supposed to look like yknow??? bruh jrdbhgfjdldgfh- that being said i think the main problem with the design is that it just gives me too many Michael vibes!!! is it the hair? the arms? its probably both.

The Lonely - God of Solitude and the Self (they/it): i like what this one has going so far! theyve got fog hair, fog tears, their body is meant to be splotchy like turquoise marble, i vibe with it so hard. not so sure what to do with their outfit tho :/

The Slaughter - God of War (he/they/it): another one of my more stronger designs i think! centaur with weapons sticking into them, face concealed, medieval armor and antlers- it vibes

the extinction isnt drawn because i literally have no idea what they should look like aside from color palette-

once again any and all suggestions will be taken!!!! i need ideas!!! plese!!!!

#my art #myart #digital art #tma #the magnus archives #magpod #fear entities #tma fears #the magnus mythos #tma web #the web #mother of puppets #tma dark #the dark #tma desolation #the desolation #tma stranger #the stranger #tma vast #the vast #tma end #the end #tma buried #the buried #tma flesh #the flesh #tma hunt #the hunt #tma corruption #the corruption

[powerpolyculeshowdown]

I (@leverage-ot3) want to appreciate both orv fans and leverage fans for getting this far!!! obviously we both have a lot of fans and support and we should be friends not enemies!!!

I see a lot of people being like idek who those [leverage ot3 characters] are and someone called them clowns (derogatory) in the tags but please be nice!!! we can be rivals but also appreciate one another!!! I for one am very interested in orv now after all your propaganda and I really hope some of you have read the propaganda posts about leverage and are interested!

I’ve learned about a lot of new polyships because of this competition and I’d love to consume more of that media!!! let’s appreciate each other, not being each other down 💖💖💖

for those of you that don’t know: leverage is where the term competence porn was popularized. they are SOOOOO good at what they do (crime)!!! the woman in the ship is canon autistic but also the leader of international leverage crews and is canon the best thief in the world! the black man is referenced many times as the smartest man they have ever known and kicks the shit out of negative black man stereotypes! he is nerdy and kind and emotionally intelligent and full of love and is also buff! and eliot has done very bad things but the theme of the show has always been redemption! they all love each other and respect each other very much and spend time learning about each other’s interests and uplifting each other

also each episode is 45 minutes of rich powerful people eating shit and then going to jail 🫡🫡🫡

i accidentally clicked on this pic and idk how to delete it cause mobile is weird help. i dont wanna close and reopen the answer so just have this for free as a treat

anyway yeah ive seen confusion from both sides tbf but leverage has been getting that since round 1 which i think is hilarious because yall are very a strong fandom clearly theres so many of you voting and there have been a lot since round 1, yet i still get tags from ppl who dont know what leverage is. which in itself is fine but pls dont be rude yall!! thats not what we're about

#ppspropaganda #long post #sorry for the cat???? its just there now

[bbina]

author bbina,,,

as one of the founding fathers of the bbinanonverse, i and many others are super proud of how far you’ve grown! your chapters have always felt super filling and funny to watch, which makes it worth it to wait for you even when you need a day off. please know that your love for btl and the anonverse is visible and is why so many people have come to support you. you deserve all of the love that you have been receiving.

congrats on the 500 notes! i’m so happy to have been here since the beginning!

- ⭐️

DAY 1S POPPIN IN TO SAY THEYVE BEEN HERE SINCE THE BEGINNING?? YALL LOCKED INNNNNNN 😫 idek what made yall read btl in the first place (probably bc its a wonbin fic 😭)

i love LOVEEEEE btl thats literally my baby and my first idea fic i had when i got into riize like 2 months ago which was crazzzyyyy this blog (as you all know) was a sideblog for the longest time with nothing in it (cus i mainly wrote for anime for a long time lol) and now we’re here writing for kpop again 🤓 and obviously to get ppl hooked with something relatively big like a smau (on this app supposedly) u have to build a little group of readers n all that hence the little fics i put out before btl . AND TO SEE IT GROW IS JUST SO HEARTWARMING this is mainly the reason i’ll always come back on here to write my ass off 😫

between the lines the series literally hit 500k in just two months alone IS CRAZY TO MEEEEE i didn’t even expect people would read cus when i would lurk into the riize fake texts or wonbin fake texts tag . most of the fics published were like last year so i was like eh whatever and to think theres 500 of you . READING OR WAITING TO READ TIL ITS FINISHED IS SO :₱!:!/₱: like damn . fruits of labor fr

thank you so much for reading as always! it always puts a smile on my face every time i make a new chapter or think about the future of the btl universe!

thank you thank you THANK YOU 🫵🫵🫵

#eheh #now i gotta go get ready for work *sigh* #ill see yall laterrr #mailbox #btl ask #★.mail: ⭐️ anon

[screwstontx]

sooo... it's not that i had writers block- i just had nothing interesting to write about bc my days have been super uneventful thanks to school & work. u can tell in my prev posts that they were forced entries. anyhoo, i have a story to tell:

a decade ago, (yes, literally ten yrs) one of my nabrs (neighbors) was leaving for bootcamp so ofc ya girl had to get him sth the nite b4 he left! obvi, sth that he actually likes- which was a box of his fav oatmeal (raisin?) cookies

i wrapped it all nicely & decorated it w/ pictures & letters cut out from magazines kind of like how culprits in old hollywood films would make ransom notes

anyhoo, i uninstalled ig a few mos ago but needed to login a few days ago so i logged in via firefox & saw i had a new follow.

twas my nabr.

we met up yday which was actually the very first time we had ever formally met. ever. idek how we got ea others contact # back when we were in hs tbh... we didnt know ea other. at all.

all thru out the nite he kept telling me how much of an impact that gesture had on him & how he thought about it frequently & always wondered how i was doing blahblahblah

he said he saw my name on his recommended list & wasnt gonna question if it was me or not. saying he was ninety-eight percent sure it was me. also saying how he doesnt know how/why i of all ppl showed up on that suggestion list bc we have zero mutual friends

well

he seems to have taken a genuine interest in me

so far, the bond we have isnt based on lust.

in which theres a theory i have. i think maybe the reason i am such a giver in many aspects such as time, effort, energy, & money is bc im compensating. i mean im no naomi campbell but ppl tend to not be able to see past my appearance even though i have way more to offer than just my looks. but w/ him, he doesnt stare at me like im a piece of meat & hasnt tried any funny business. hes been nothing but a perfect gentleman. we're gonna grab a bite to eat 2mro ima update y'all. we shall see where this goes

[ohmotherwhatsthat]

as always ladies - 10/10 for the disney movie references

#idek how many theres been so far #my calamity jane #cynthia hand #brodi ashton #jodi meadows #lady janies #millie reads things

[roundedloaf]

Vina Jie-Min Prasad's writing is SO GOOD, yes! She also has a short story in Uncanny called "Fandom For Robots" if you haven't already seen that one! And now for some mood whiplash, I'm just going to copy and paste in my original 10% of a fic idea that I had started writing in the tags: yes, give Three a hobby! And cooking has recipes to follow so it's even like having protocol. oh, but wait, SecUnits can't eat, so Three can't enjoy the food (1/?)

((2/?)  it makes, and I made myself sad about this concept I have known about for all of 30 seconds :(. but wait, I feel like it's implied at the end of the book that Three goes with the PreservationAux humans, so it could cook for them! and then Murderbot comes back to visit, and it is very definitely not having an emotion about its humans being all endeared to Three and Three's cooking and no, Amena, it definitely is not jealous it doesn't know what you're talking about anyway it's going to go

(3/3) patrol the perimeter now while all the humans are busy with dinner because it doesn't need to be there because it doesn't eat. And okay Murderbot has certainly emotionally matured over the whole series, and over the course of NE specifically, but also, consider: making it have New Baby Syndrome about Three amuses me, so sometimes you gotta gently nudge canon to get it to do what you want. Anyway I hope you enjoyed that long ridiculous ramble!

First off sorry for taking so long to respond! I had a lot of thoughts about this and uni has been a whole mess :(, secondly I have read “Fandom for Robots“, i love it so much and I didn’t realize it was by the same author!  

Thirdly onto Three, I have a lot of feelings about three and i love your idea!

Three is far more the sort of sad robot that Mensah and the rest of the humans were expecting Murderbot to be. Murderbot even from the start of ASR has a very clear sense of identity and individuality. It’s had the time from watching media and thinking and having to directly deal with a whole load of emotional pain. While it doesn’t really know what it wants, it at least knows a lot about what it doesn’t want. It doesn’t want to be looked at, It doesn’t want to be trapped, It doesn’t want other people to decide what’s good for it.

Whereas with Three, the clearest idea we get of who it is and what it wants is through the line “There is a lot about what is going on here that I don’t understand. But I am participating anyway.” Three hasn’t had the chance to build up any real internal identity for itself, all it knows is that it would like to help people (the other two SecUnits included). It is far more likely to accept help when offered, it is more likely to attempt to learn human protocol through trying it out. If given the same offer as Murderbot at the end of ASR it would take it.

I think also it’s still fairly unlikely to want to ask questions or to ask things of people. It was able to ask Murderbot for additional files, but from the sounds of things it took quite some time to work up the nerve to do that.

So after the end of Network Effect, it takes everyone quite a while to get everything sorted out, murderbot takes its time getting close to Peri’s crew, but eventually, possibly after a pit stop at preservation, murderbot goes off with ART and Three is on Preservation.

Amena is the person who insists on Three staying with her family. Ratthi offers, and so do Overse and Arada. Three gets a choice. This is important. Mensah and maybe someone else idek makes sure it knows that it has a choice, and that it’s welcome to make another one later if it doesn’t want to. (Three finds this confusing, but the HelpMe.2.file lets it recognize that this person can be trusted). But Amena seems very excited and tells it the most details about her home, so Three goes with her.

(sidenote: ratthi lives next door to overse and arada, and overse and arada are totally the friends who just show up on the couch, to the point that a number of ratthi’s friends get confused when they realize that theres only one bed because they know that the three of them arent all together (the times murderbot stays over it sleeps on the couch))

If i was going to write a fic, this is where it would start. Three is at the family farm, the very place Murderbot didn’t want to go. Mensah and Thiago are still busy dealing with some stuff, so the only person there who actually knows Three is Amena. Three is very confused, and i think a few of the humans try to treat it like murderbot? or how they think murderbot wanted to be treated.

(The children are of course excited, and ask it if it wants to share media. It doesn’t have much to share but at least one of them tries to share their favorite show with it.)

Anyway things are a bit awkward but Three is trying, and they’re all trying, The actual inciting cooking incident is Amena making something for a potluck, because tying in the social side of cooking/food is important. Amena gives an explanation of what she’s doing and attempts to give more of that social background on it. She also tells it that its welcome to use whatever in the kitchen if it likes? (Amena is aware that secunits dont eat, but either she’s distracted, thinks they dont need to eat but can, or is more trying to give an introduction to the way food works as a part of preservation culture)

Three takes her at her word, and when no one else is around it attempts to cook. Options: either replicating what amena made which gives the fun idea of it making cookies and then everyone thinking it was Amena, or attempting to make something else and making a total mess, having to entirely start over, just for the humor part of it. But when it starts to make halfway decent food (by it’s own confused standards) I think it leaves it out, or in areas that are known to be marked as communal food.

It’s a big family so maybe it takes a couple of days for people to notice that it’s Three cooking this extra food. There’s a bit of confusion, and I think its Farai that ends up talking to it, making sure this is okay, that it knows it doesn’t have to help, that its okay to cook when people are around, etc etc. Point being, at the end of this conversation she offers to cook with Three, if it wants to.

Smash cut, cute scenes of three occasionally cooking (and being taught how to cook) by farai and the kids and maybe even the other adults around. (a couple of times there are too many people in the kitchen and it freezes, they give it space when this happens). Three gets multiple checks from people that cooking is something it wants to do, rather than something it feels obligated to do.

Murderbot is incredibly confused when it gets back and this is happening. Like for a moment its offended because it feels like someone is forcing three into a more bot servant role, and is yet another person checking in with three about this. There is a bit of jealousy there, that Three seems to be interacting with the humans a lot better, but i think it’s more confusion. This is a person that Murderbot could never be, and frankly doesn’t want to be. It still wishes it was better talking to people but that would involve, ugh, talking to people. By the end of Network Effect i think its comfortable enough in it’s friendships to not worry so much about anyone replacing it. Plus i think the sort of relationships Three would build through this would be different to the ones murderbot has built.

(jeesh this got long)

#murderbot #theaicollective #long post #like 1k+ words of meta/half fic planning #i just think a lot about three okay

[homestucky]

Davekat fic recs?

hrrmm wow i will have to think. ill probs just check my bookmarks which means i probably wont be able to think of many one chapter fics off the top of my head since i dont tend to bookmark them. also some that havent been updated in yrs i wont put here bcaus thats just frustrating unless theyre rlly notable and may come back i may not link them

also disclaimer that while im not super into smut so its unlikely im gonna recommend just porn fics, some may have some sexy times incidentally i suppose. also a lot of them are dave centric/dave POV bcaus hes my BOY

M.C. Escher that’s my favourite MC by Unda (COMPLETE)  is a wild ride and long but i recommend for sure, very well written n thought out. also check out the other fics in the series bcaus if i recall correctly there are some other shorter fics that unda wrote to give some background or develop characters. but theyre also really great even stand-alone! its finished now and i followed it the whole time :0. cw for child abuse and death 

Within, Without by reinkist (COMPLETE)  i actually read a long time ago so i dont remember it so well. i do remember thinking it was pretty great tho, so i do recommend it. i should probably go back for a reread some time. its just a really good meteor fic that explores everything you’d want it to, and does that well, u kno? its like the fic that u wanted to exist but couldnt find. but here it is!

Doc Scratch’s School for Supernaturally Gifted Adolescents by medical  (UNFINISHED AND RECENTLY UPDATED)is great, its like a multichapter magic/superhero au thing. its fun and characters in it are rlly well developed, like, i do enjoy a davekat fic which has a good and significant rose characterisation in there too. but theres some serious plot goin in in here too…. very exciting. 

To Be Taken Care Of by shitstuck  (COMPLETE)is good, its god some deep convos about troll v human culture and stuff, some rosemary too. bit of body horror but if i can handle it its not too bad. i just reread it lol. the epilogue changes the tone of things a bit n id be interested to know other peoples thoughts on that ;_;

Don’t Forget the Sun by Weevilo707 is rlly good but sadly NOT COMPLETE AND HASNT BEEN UPDATED IN AGES :@!! hope the authors doin ok  (EDIT: APPARENTLY the author is not planning on updating this one again, but i still think its a good read :^) )

Book Covers by turntechGeneticist717  (COMPLETE) is rlly great also!! big recommend. dave is lookin after a babby dirk as his big brother in college. i havent read it in a while but i remember when it was updating being like !!!!!!!!!!!Aaa!! also there are others in the series so take a look :)

The Truth is in the Eyes by AcrylicMist  (COMPLETE)is like a rlly mythological/fantasy interpretation of canon post game which is very cool????? like the world is sort of medieval or something but w the gods n magicky stuff. rlly interesting. , very dope again havent read it in a while and am running out of steam for ranting about fics but!! yea its sweet w an intriguing plot

The Eurydice Suite by callmearcturus  (COMPLETE) !!!!!!!!!!! i love this fic so much like its bonkers n i just. its like an inception sort of inspired au and i have NEVER watched inception but im just super into the concept. its just. a rlly amazing well written fic w perfect pacing and characterisation like the plot is like a beautiful spider web where time flicks back and forth yet makes perfect sense. theres such a sense of atmosphere. ive reread it so many times. also!!1111111 i love the dave in it, and i love the strilondes family relationsy stuff!! i also feel like it ties everything up rlly nicely despite having like all the main characters in it p much. hell yeaaaa. its my fav by this author whos an AMAZING writer like they just DROP U IN to the world with so much confidence and drop context and background in at a perfect pace so ur never confused but always intrigued. but often i find the atmosphere in their fics almost TOO intense u know?? like i feel like i wake up in a ditch after reading one like wh,,h who am i?? i hate using this word but the writing is weirdly like… “sensual” which i think means the writing is great, rlly strong atmosphere but im not  always 100% able to handle it. this one does not make me feel so dazed and its just.. yess

The Lucky Ones by daniomalley (COMPLETE) is another one i followed as it came out. a cool spacey au. sorry i cant think of anything else to say aaaa

Off Court by levvan (ON HIATUS?) is great tho strong themes of abuse from the start. not that none of the above have that if i havent said so uhhhh yea be wary of the tags i guess. but yes. 

three rounds and a sound by skitpost (UNFINISHED AND RECENTLY UPDATED) is rlly great, like a magic school au. very excited to see whats gonna happen next :0

We’re All Friends & Family Here (And Frankly, We’re Sick Of Your Shit) byLandOfMistAndSecrets (COMPLETE) is TECHNICALLY a dirkjake fic but it has very cute little pastiches of other characters and the DK ones are very cute and well characterised

An Alien and a DJ Walk into a Bar (and Accidentally Start a Relationship) by Kadaaver (APPEARS TO BE ON HIATUS) i was p into when it was still updating. theres not actually MUCH relationship stuff yet if i recall correctly but still. good. and i enjoy the characterisation of dave being p socially anxious.

turntechGodhead is offline by forestknifefight (UNFINISHED AND RECENTLY UPDATED) well relatively recently. i like this one a lot! theres some good beta kid friendship and some good karkat.

Astronomy in Reverse by PunkZucchini, sicklekind (ON HIATUS>??????) cute + features BIGKAT is i recall correctly

Bring You Down by acedavestrider (COMPLETE) idk what to say about this but thats not a criticism. its just a legit cute fic that is good for the heart. human au, earth n whatever. karkat is a student nurse!! yeaa! thats kind of incidental but i like it

Survival of the Richest by ireallyloveicecream (HIATUS???) theres not a lot of it but im so intrigued. some kind of a fae/magic fairy folk kinda thing

Californian Son by LivTC (COMPLETE BUT THERES MORE IN THE SERIES WHICH I HOPE WILL CONTINUE TO BE UPDATED ETC ETC) !! ok this one is kind of sexy n angsty and daves a REAL DICK in it but it rlly well written and i rlly wanna know more jijhihihu

First Contact by yesfir (UNFINISHED AND RECENTLY UPDATED) !! its au but like idk scifi, humans having to make a deal with/coexist with trolls. space colonies!! this one is great… good character development and plot… does that great thing of pacing the revelations of the plot rlly gradually so ur like ! somethings happening here and i must know more!!!

Feathered by AlloftheFandom  (UNFINISHED, RECENTLY UPDATED) this ones exciting :3 karkat has only just been introduced to it. its like a magicky world w a bit of mild body horror so far. some good strilondes also… has anyone noticed that i need strilonde family relations in a fic i love….

Soulmates by egossweetheart  (UNFINISHED (fairly..?) RECENTLY UPDATED) this is a souleater au which i dont know a lot about??? but its cool, i am suitably intrigued. bit of body horror. idk as always check the tags. idek why im bothering to specify that. anyways,

 Vladimir and Estragon Cope with Their Trauma by Volo (UNFINISHED RECENTLY UPDATED ETC) afterlife au. so yea TW death. im into it tho

The Importance of Being Karkat by choicescarfsylveon (UNFINISHED RECENTLY UPDATED ETC) karkat has a radioshow, dave is kind of a dick. some parts of that change. i wont spoil which. theres something deeper goin on too…….. mysterios….

anyways here are some fics that i think are cool. sorry it took ages i just wanted to give it a good effort ukno?? its not an exhaustive list but its what i found. thanks to all these authors and hey, while we’re at it, all fanfic authors!! good work and i hope u all know how appreciated it is. anyways i have a headache so i guess ill finish this up. peace!

#davekat #dave strider #karkat vantas #homestuck #fanfiction #dave #karkat #ask #long post

[frogshead]

Black widow movie Red room theory

Sorry for any mistakes or anything in this but yeah here's my take on what I've heard :>

Black widow;

Well its set civil war-infinity war,

Chris evans isn't there so i wouldn't say it's like the journey thingy idek this is annoying me greatly BUT HEY WHAT ELSE SO I GOTTA DO.

Hawkeye is meant to be in it but ....

He's stuck in his house so idk how that works but his farm looks newer in endgame (yes i checked) than it did in ultron.

Therefore something might have happened idk possibly but i think it's more a flashback to said budapest.

There was a small scene shown at san diego ( i haven't seen this myself this is tumblr research) where black widow voiceovers "i used to have nothing. Then i got this job. This family. I was better because of it. I've made mistakes, i can't go back"

Then it says "Budapest" the screen. This may or may not be a flashback idk.

Theres a fight with 'yelena belova' who in my research is a Black widow, a red room subject.And I'll get back to that.

Then it cuts to another scene then yeah there's a 'fight' with someone with a simlar mask to winter soilders but i say 'fight' cause they mirror therefore trained the same AKA ANOTHER RED ROOM SUBJECT ARE Y'ALL SEEING A TREND.

That's the evidence so far.

Now cutting back to widows voice over, one line grabs attention. "I can't go back"

Now yes this could be She can't go back and fix her mistakes but also she can't go back to a physical place.

My best bet is the red room.

NOW LETS TALK ABOUT BUCKY.

Bucky has been in red room.

HE'S A RED ROOM SUBJECT.

We have no clue how he ended up in wakanda so he's a likely team up with widow in this movie. Also sebastain stans in a 9 movie deal. He's only been in 5 so he's a likely show up in the next phase.

So he's probably gonna show up.

So my bet is a sorta anti-hero team of red room subjects against the red room.

From what i gathered there's many black widows and winter soilders so yeah.

And that's all i got.

#Black widow #natasha romanoff #clint barton #Hawkeye #marvel #mcu #Black widow movie theory #winter soilder #bucky barnes #iron man #captain America #hulk #thor

[habibialkaysani]

@sophiainspace replied to your post “reasons to stay clean:”

I feel this x

*queer high-fives* <3

@sophiainspace replied to your post “so it took me forever and a half but I think I finished the black...”

I can't wait, and I bet it's way better than you think <3

thank you. honestly I’m still sitting on it bc I can’t stand to look at it lmao but I’ll see if I can post it tonight or tomorrow maybe :)

@sophiainspace replied to your post “yo so like this is nothing urgent but if any mutuals are around for me...”

aww sorry I wasn't around - hope you found some good ppl xx

I did :) I complained to keele who was v sympathetic and that helped a lot.

@tumblingdownthefeels replied to your photoset “black siren according to tumblr”

lol, I'm "murder me pls"

friend, aren’t we all with black siren? like that woman could kill me and I’d thank her tbh

@redheadhere replied to your post “god my mood has been all over the place today and I just got yet...”

Hey friend. Don't be too discouraged. I, like you, hate rejecrion so, so much. But its going to happen. It happens to everyone. However, I can give you some tips for going forward. If you get an interview, send a thank you email right away! Proper tips for this can be found in the pilot episode of the podcast Shmanners or with an easy Google. It's shown that extra consideration is given to candidates who are polite and follow this random, rather hidden, rule.

Second, have someone look at and proof your resume and cover letter. Many places like libraries and college campuses have free "resume cafes", and can really help to set you apart. Heck, even finding someone from Tumblr to help would work.

Third, if you can, cater your resume and cover letter to the job you want. Don't ve general! Look up cover letter examples and templates so you know what people are looking for. And brag about yourself! So, so much bragging. It's uncomfortable, yes, but very necessary. It took me a long time to be able to do it, but it helps! 

Sorry if this was way out of line, or if you knew all of this. I genuinely want to see you succeed! If you have any questions or need more tips, hit me up. I know theres a great job out there for you! ❤

hey there! sorry I took a couple days getting back to you on this - life has been a bit hectic and also I haven’t been able to sit at my computer with a decent internet connection for more than like fifteen minutes tops, lol. 

thanks so much for these tips. I did actually learn a lot of job etiquette from tumblr as far as thank you emails etc are concerned because no one told me that at university. 

I’ve wanted to ask someone to look over my cv/cover letter but honestly I’m not sure who would want to? I am one of those super paranoid anxious people who finds it really hard to ask for help when it comes to literally anything. ask any of my friends who have been for coffee or dinner with me - I always am super reluctant to ask wait staff etc for anything even if they wouldn’t have minded because - tbh idek why. I just. find it v hard. and I could always show family but like sometimes I mention my creative endeavours in my cover letter/cv and that includes writing about me commenting on the lack of diversity as far as lgbtqia people are concerned, and since I’m not out to anyone except one person I just don’t want to risk anything by showing them something that could give me away. I’ve never heard of a resume cafe - maybe they’re more popular over the pond, but also since I’ve left university and I went to one in a different city I’m not really going to be able to use one of those. but I’m gonna see if any of my friends can do it. sometimes the hardest thing for me to do is to ask for help but I think I need it at this point. so thanks for that tip.

I learned all about tailoring my cover letter to the company I’m applying for and the job description when at university, but it’s always so tiring. *sigh* like I’ll do it but it takes a lot out of me? so yeah. again, I’m familiar with that advice but I think I needed to hear it again bc maybe I underestimated how important it is.

and you’re totally fine! thank you very much for taking the time to give me this advice. I really appreciate it. you have a wonderful day <3

#replies #me.txt #long post for ts

[shayyshayy7399]

It's just Shay

Lemme first say this day of Feb. 14 2021 I am a 35 year old mother of two teenage daughters one 14 and one 18. Next month I will also be becoming a grandma (gigi if it sticks) my life has been a mess for an awfully long time. I have made many mistakes and many bad choices. Even though I gave birth at 17 my children were never one of these mistakes. All and all and as you will learn my children had SAVED my life. Yea mothering was difficult and I made horrible mistakes that I will never be able to forget or forgive myself for. In the end I have never been closer to any one in my life as I am with my children. My children and I are far from perfect but we make it all work. I love them with every thing in me. I would kill and or die for those two girls. I do often think if I would have taken a different road in life we could be living comfortably, but I didn't but like I said we make it work. When I was younger I did a whole lot of the hanging out and partying alot. That's how I ended up pregnant at 16 and having a baby at 17. Still I could have made it work and actually made something of myself. I regret it all the time. As my oldest (Jordan) dad didn't stick around I ALMOST did good. I was doing home schooling and working for my dad's business as a secretary. Eventually I started working at Walmart which is where I met my youngests (Nevaehs) dad. That was a really stupid time in my life. He was a CART pusher for God's sakes. I dated him for a while and at this time my parents decided to move to fl. Even though I THOUGHT I loved him I followed my parents. Eventually I brought him down to fl. That was a ridiculous relationship. He had a obsession or addiction to porn and phone sex so I was always catching him in something. We had a toxic ass relationship. When the relationship ended and he went back to VA I found out I was pregnant. Smh a whole mess. Eventually we got back together. Because of lies told by my lovely aunt (not lovely) I was stupid and moved to pa. HORRIBLE mistake. Not long after my parents followed. I really wish they wouldny have because I would have come right back to fl quick! So anyways me and Nevaehs dad split again and he went back to VA again. Lots of dumb decisions in the years after that. I even ended up in a few lesbian relationships. All toxic. I regretfully spent my life a whole mess and my aunt and parents had my kids alot. That kills me daily thays I wasn't the parent I should have been. Fast forward some and I end up in a relationship and then a marriage with a guy of my past. He moved to pa. We were married for 10 years. HORRIBLE marriage. He was a diagnosed skitzo ans had explosive anger or something. Ok so that brings me to now. 35 divorced mother of two teen girls, about to be a grandmother, and disabled. Ok yea forgot that part so years of being sick nothing from drs. Finally my feet hurt so bad I wanted to kill myself, my back has hurt for years. They ran tests did blood work. Turns out I have been diabetic for YEARS and from my sugar always being so high I now have SEVERE nerve damage in my feet (neuropathy) image testing on back I have spinal stenosis, slip disc's, and disintegrating disc's. Ok so anyways back to it. So I'm medicated for pain, diabetes etc. Have done NOTHING with my life so I live in income based housing and I'm broke with two teenage girls and a grand baby on the way. I wanted to explain all of this in case someone finds interest in my little blog. This way they are up to speed and know everything up until now. So yea. Thats where I am. So from here I guess we will see how this blog goes. Idek. Theres my introduction. See ya soon

#blog #new blog #my life #my thoughts #journal #shay

[survivorreelsmagicwithin]

Episode 13- “lines aren't drawn yet and this game isn't over”-Lily

I VOTED THE RIGHT WAY!! FOR ONCE.  IN.  MY.  LIFE!! And it really feels so great!  I feel really bad, Landen is a GREAT player and if he was in final three no matter who he was sitting next to I am pretty sure I would have voted for him.  The fan in me is so mad at myself right now and if this series has an All Stars season I will start a petition for Landen to be cast! Right now I am hoping that I can salvage my relationship with Lily but it feels great to have numbers on my side for once!  I was never super close to ANY of these people except for maybe Kevin but I think that we all work good together and that vote was easy peasy with zero drama! 

6 minutes later

ALSO, my favorite quote of the day today was from Chips, I am still cackling- Me: Telling Chips that I'm scared I'm going to vote wrong and that I haven't made my rounds bc I'm watching real Survivor, bla bla bla.... and I congratulate him again for winning immunity. Chips: I hope I vote right this round. Chips: Glad you can't vote me again HAHAHA I love how honest and to the point he is and how he isn't afraid to call me out, I am so dead, LOL.

BIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIG OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOF. Just a big ole oof. wowza. Am I the biggest fool that there ever was??? YOU BETCHA. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH LANDENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN WHY!? What a crazy game this is and as per usual blessed to still be playing but I'm in my lazy boy crying about Landen getting the boot. Played with that kid since day 1! Ultimate duo. Love you but why you gotta leave me hanging on a single autumn vote?????? The only good thing to come of this is now I'm a free agent. At least I made F7 my favorite number at least now I can go out with some dignity. I shot my shot and I got my best bud out of the game. Oop. So screw what I said at tribal council, lines aren't drawn yet and this game isn't over. 

2 hours later

Am I going to go absolutely nuts today? Yeah, probably. Ruthie is the only one online right now and I’m trying to make something happen. If I think about the dynamics going on right now it’s clear to me that autumn and chips are on the outs with Joanna, juls, Kevin, and Ruthie working together on the last vote. I can also tell that Kevin and Ruthie don’t want to vote for me so that at least gives me decent odds of making it through this vote. However they will most likely go for autumn as Ruthie has already suggested. This will most likely lead into me getting voted out around 5th if Kevin continues to win immunity challenges. I’m wondering if I can work with Kevin and Ruthie on this vote to get out Joanna I might be in a better position in the next coming cotes. That leaves a lot of big threats still in the game including the ruthie/Kevin duo. I know I can’t be too pushy with this group but I gotta try to make something happen otherwise what’s the point.

As far as tonight goes I am covering ALL my bases and both groups of Kevin, Juls and Joanna as well as Autumn, Lily and Chips think I am voting with them... LOL. This is honestly going to come back to bite me in the ass, I feel it coming!   It is nearing end game and I just NEED to vote smartly.  I feel like if I can gain Lily's trust and vote with them this round maybe I can get her to turn on Autumn and we can vote Autumn out next round.  I don't know who would be good to sit next to at the end right now, but with the position I'm in now I feel like Kevin will eventually try to get rid of me so that he could sit next to Juls and Joanna at the end and possibly win? UGH, I still don't know what I'm doing this round but I think that I am going to vote with Lily, Autumn and Chips as long as I keep a good read on them.  My only other concern is if I need to tell Kevin I'm doing this before the vote or not.  I'm just going to keep an open mind and figure it out when it gets to that.   I feel like such a villain and I don't know how I feel about that!! 

I almost won one :(

hello hello its me, so i won immunity this round in a TIEBREAKER !! thank god i took my time to think about that one, funnily enough my original guess was gonna be 39 just with the math i did in my head (the actual answer was 38) but i figured i wasn't giving people enough credit so i bumped it up to 41, i was even considering 43, but im glad i didn't whew. anyways enough about the challenge but i won a memory comp so i wanted to touch on that because thats exciting. Alrighty well today has been pretty tame as far as the vote goes, it's almost 30 minutes before tribal and the chat with myself joanna juls and ruthie all agreed chips was a good vote out, i spoke to lily who said she heard autumn's name but i didn't hear that but i do think voting autumn would be smart. My only concern is i think autumn is a good person for me to use as someone i can get votes on next round if i lose immunity, she has been involved in a LOT of stuff in this game she was involved in the owen flip, the ruthie flip even though she was idoled and then even the jules flip, like she's been in everyones ear but people dont really see it, but i think lily does. And so if i can keep autumn as someone to campaign against if i lose immunity i feel like i have a shot at staying next round without immunity. HOWEVER, BREAKING NEWS, juls just told me that chips told her that he thinks it might be her going home, saying that the people who think she is close to me are saying that. Which could be true, but it could also be a tactic to try and get juls to flip or maybe misplay an idol, theres so many things that are going on. In a perfect world chips goes home, then autumn and then idk what at 5. If juls DOES go i think potentially bounce back, i think i could work with ruthie and lily as og hufflepuffs and i dont think joanna would necessarily outright target me over ruthie or lily. But it's dangerous because right now joanna is in the middle and as she proved last round she is willing to do whatever she has to and i think she lied to landen REALLY well so im nervous. I'm considering getting lily and juls and just voting autumn and if they try anything it could go 3-3-1 or potentially if we are not being lied to it goes 3-2-2 which gets out my target for next round, and breaks my trust even more with joanna, who vocalized how upset she was that i have lied to her/not voted with her. I think my best bet is to stick to the chips vote and give off the energy like im riding this group til the wheels fall off. If juls does go home, then i have to step my game up but honestly i have been in the drivers seat long enough in this game, if people want to make moves and take the heat off of me and just keep giving me blows to the perception that im potentially controlling things or at the center of the things? idek if thats the perception people have or maybe im just delusion and overhyping myself. I think i can sell my position in the owen/dan/landen votes as being less impactful than i think it really was. But autumn is smart, as is lily, they could see through me, but i think the calmness of landen not being here is helping me kinda sell the whole "see all that stuff was cause of landen!! not little ol me!!!" and if i continue to vote with the people i voted with last round i could make f5 in this game in a neat spot. But that's if people continue to trust me, which they would have reason not to but i hope that they do. This is such a calm round yet things are still so so so complex and layered. this game is genuinely something unlike anything I have played. Wish me luck im gonna need it.

Alright. So last round was a mess with Landen leaving and Lily trying to blindside Autumn. Not really conducive to an alliance sticking together when one votes out another and the other makes the attempt. To try to pull stuff back together Autumn and I pulled in Lily since she was just swindled into voting incorrectly... and picked up Ruthie since she would be in the bottom of what could be viewed as a trio going into six. Kevin can easily take Juls and Joanna to the end and win if she does not flip. And he will. So this round is either a confirmation of Kevin's win or it's an unlikely group of four voting for one of the people who would be taken to the end as a no-vote getter. I say unlikely group because Ruthie has voted me twice, I have voted her once, I have forced rocks against Lily, and Lily has voted Autumn. Yay team!

yall better not try it this round or there will be blood at Final 6. Here's to hoping everybody does what they're supposed to but if they don't, you can't save em all https://drive.google.com/file/d/1arE1qIyJHouJHyXGrNtW_bS8oYZEpUWb/view?usp=sharing

[outerspacewhale]

I do in fact really like rap. It's really cool that you got to learn from your father. Learning French was kinda crazy because of all the irregular verbs, they look like other verbs of their type until they don't and I could never remember which ones were irregular. And like oiseau is the worst word I have ever seen. It's a good language to learn for people that don't want to learn a whole other alphabet but and also have great memories. 1/3 -🍋

I actually really like having things to take care of because they remind that I have to get up to take care of myself too. Like in the morning I get out of bed to open my blinds for my precious plant children (and once a week spritz them with water) so I might as well get some water and maybe food, and like when my (mom's) cat whines for food (he hates being able to see the bottom of his bowl) I go to the kitchen to feed him and if I also need food I get it. Not to mention they're cute. 2/3

What part of America do you live in? I live in Ohio and I find it to be incredibly boring, I really like hiking and biking and thankfully there are a bunch of trails and bike paths near where I live but when it comes to like really fun stuff I have to go crazy far. 3/3 -🍋

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omg irregular verbs are the WORST uGH like im taking spanish and there are TOO many verb tenses n then there are irregular verbs in each of those verb tenses and i can never remember when to use subjunctive or another tense aaaaaaaa i honestly think i woulda been better off taking mandarin or smth bc i hate verbs so much sdfjksdf i guess all romance languages just suck w verbs rip. also that actually makes sense,,, maybe i should try getting a few plants or smth,, i dont think i have a green thumb tho bc neither of my parents do n almost every plant we have ends up dying rippp we’ve had some really pretty plants,, but they just die idek why,,, maybe its bc i live in hell state (arizona) its SO dang hot here like it was 113 the other day n we were at the outlet mall and i was dying ugh. my one other from ohio always complains abt how boring it is lol,, rip that rly sucks also nothing ever happens here either lol, and im not a big fan of hiking n that stuff but theres a lot of that round here bc theres TONS of mountains. but at least california is p close n they have a lot more things to do so yea sdhfksjdkf

#🍋anon #asks

[fystarlust]

all the cute crush asks 👀💕

1: Do they drink coffee?no she hates it, even the smell
2: Are they left or right handed?right handed
3: How do they do their hair? Facial hair? (If they have it)runs her fingers through it a bit, bc if she brushes it it goes poofy, i tie it up for her when i can and she always brushes it through before she showers
4: What’s their favorite animal?theres probably more than one but one is dogs
5: What is their relationship status?with meee💁🏼
6: What is their favorite band/singer?fave bands are: bts, all time low, imagine dragons, the maine and two door cinema club
7: Are they more a cat or dog person?a dog person
8: What does their laugh sound like?high pitched, sometimes she wheezes n its the funniest thing it starts me off too
9: Do they know multiple languages? Which ones?well she knows some words in japanese bc of all the anime she watches but just 1 language fluently
10: How old are they? How old are you?she is 19 years and 5 months, i am 19 years and 3 months
11: One word that describes them.r u kidding i cant think of just one wordloveofmylife there
12: Do they have any pets?not currently but we’re getting a hamster together next week
13: What is their favorite TV show?adventure time
14: What is their favorite movie?oh lord shes watched practically every movie to exist but one of her faves is the harry potter series
15: What car do they drive?they do not yet
16: What ethnicity and/or nationality are they? white british
17: Where did you meet them?school in year 7 :’-)
18: What was your first meeting like?i honestly cant remember this was like 8 years ago
19: What is their zodiac sign? Are your signs compatible?she’s a sagittarius, im a pisces, and apparently we are compatible yes aww 
20: What month is their birthday?December
21: What is your favorite outfit on them?luv me some pj shorts ;)
22: Are they good texters?yes v good
23: Your favorite feature about their appearance.i just love her facE?? i adore her cheeks
24: Your favorite thing about their personality.how caring, compassionate, patient n loving she is, plus everything else
25: Do they make you laugh?all the time
26: Do you make them laugh?i do
27: Are they good huggers/ kissers?yes to both
28: What is your favorite “flaw” that they have?a flaw that she considers herself to have r her legs n tum but i love😍😍😍
29: Are they nice to strangers?yes, strangers (particularly parents n grandparents) love her HAHAHHAH
30: What is the funniest thing they have ever said?theres so many but one thing that comes to mind is when she sent me a text saying ‘this girl just walked in n she looks like her parents have loads of money n shes embracing other cultures by wearing ugly clothes that were made locally n shes travelled everywhere n does english bc she wants to be a journalist on vegan recipes’ 
31: Saddest?when she says she hates herself
32: Weirdest?ive lost track, too many
33: Cutest?lost track again everything she says is cute
34: Ever dreamt about them? What happened in the dream?always, dream jess isnt nice to me sometimes HHAHAH but she makes up for it
35: How tall are they? How tall are you?shes 5ft1 im 5ft2
36: Do they have a booty?yes👀🍑
37: What are their hobbies?reading, writing, watching anime, playing sims
38: What are their talents?reading (that girl reads like matilda did), writing, building houses on the sims like idek how, shes a good cook, 🤞🏻✌🏻👀, makes me v v happy
39: What would your dream date be with them?to go abroad together
40: Does anyone know about your crush/love?yes a lot of people
41: What do you guys have in common?we love sims, love films, love cartoons, loVe buzzfeed unsolved n other youtube videos, zoo tycoon, animals, big hoodies, our want to rescue animals, have loaads of dogs, our taste in houses, we prefer savoury food over sweet, love music (although our taste is different), would take a day cuddling over anything else, still sleep with cuddly toys, n lots of other things
42: Do they go to the gym?nope
43: Do they go by their given name?well its jessica but she goes by jess, unless shes been rude then i call her jessica
44: What is their favorite color?black HAHAHHA
45: How far apart do you live from them?she lives about a 5 min walk from my house
46: What song reminds you of them?a lot of lovey dovey songs
47: Do they listen to a lot of music?yes
48: What do they smell like?i cant describe it, just like home n love
49: If they were in a book (protagonist or antagonist or supporting character, up to you) how would the writer describe them?they’d be someone who wants the best for everyone n would try to keep everyone happy but then would forget to focus on making themselves happy, but theyd be loved by everyone ❤️
50: How often do you see them?everyday near enough
51: The last text/ message they sent you?honestly think im ill
52: The last thing they said to you in person?i love you
53: What is the most embarrassing thing that’s happened to you in front of them?probs having a booger HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
54: Do they have any tattoos or piercings?she has her ears pierced
55: What color are their eyes?blue
56: What is their clothing style?casual n comfy
57: What is one thing that makes them really special?she just loves so hard n would do anything for me
58: Will you tell your crush your feelings?hey jess i love you
59: How long did you know them before you started falling for them?about 6 years
60: Was there a defining moment when you knew you liked them?yes like 2015

[imreszekeres]

for the anon that wanted all 100

1. Name- Ash! 2. Age- 18 3. City that you live in- fear, usually 4. What do most people not know about you?- nothing really, i compulsively release useless information about myself 5. What do most people know you for?- being fat and annoying 6. Hobbies- makeup, youtubers, sleeping, writing, drawing 7. What are your passions?- writing 8. What do you search for in a significant other?- i really Really need to be understood, and someone who is patient is nice too 7. What are you most proud of?- I hav gone to State and gotten within the top 10% in my Journalism competitions, which puts me in the top .08% of all high school students in my state. :-) im good for some things 8. When was the last time you had a significant conversation with someone you love?- every day when I talk to @pizzasteveofficial <3 all our conversations are significant 2 me 9. Have you ever collected anything? What was it?- I collect my tears in a jar and store them, then shower in them every night 10. List 10 things off of your bucket list.- I want to get married in the snow, have a daughter, get a Heartagram tattoo (at least one lol), write a successful book, and.. idk what else :0 11. What was the last thing you learned?- jesus I dont know, you learn sth new every day! hard to remember 12. How many relationships have you been in?- um.. 7 I think i feel like im forgetting one tho. I wont name them obvi but i think im forgetting one? i feel like ive been in 8 oh well 13. Turn ons- validation 14. Turn offs- being alive 15. Favorite food- frozen yogurt! I like the vanilla or white chocolate flavor with looots of toppings 16. Favorite drink- Coke 17. What is the best birthday gift you have ever received?- i dont really know! I dont remember a lot of my birthdays for trauma reasons so  18. Are you optimistic or pessimistic?- pessimistic by far lol 19. Do you sleep during class?- its happened a handful of times, I try not to bc I HATE missing work its annoying 20. What is the most expensive thing you own?- myself?? jk its my laptop 21. What is the cheapest yet most useful thing you own?- a 1 dollar ELF blending brush. yall those things are bomb please go buy some! 22. How many times a day on average do you check your phone?- that number does not exist holy shit  23. Text or call?- TEXT BLEASE I HAVE SUCH BAD HEARING 24. Opinion on long distance?- it can work! ive done it a lot of times. distance has never been whats broken a relationship for me, not directly anyway 25. What is your definition of success?- success is when you’re happy. you do not have many worries, not the kind that keep you awake at night or make your tummy sick anyway. You have people that love you and, if you died, you’d be remembered as a good bean 26. Favorite song?- right now im really diggin “Hate (I Really Dont Like You)” by the plain white Ts 27. Favorite artist?- HIM!!!!!!!!!!!! <3 28. Celebrity crush/crushes?- Ville Valo ALWAYS lmao hes my god 29. When was the last time you read for fun?- like last month 30. Favorite flower?- roses 31. What is the best gift you could receive right now?- a plane ticket to Connecticut and like 1000 dollars 32. Any guilty pleasures?- pop... music... BUT LIKE THE GOOD KIND U FEEL? I DONT LIKE STUFF FROM THE LAST 2 OR 3 YEARs...  33. What is one thing you would like to change about yourself?- my weight, and that sounds so shallow but it. is taking a toll on me. 34. What do you search for in a friend?- someone who is like me! 35. How many times have you said "I love you" in the past month?- not enough 36. Where did you last go other than your room/home?- school.. 37. Why do bad things happen to good people?- because life isnt fair 38. In your opinion, what hurts more? Being left out or being stabbed in the eye?- what the fuck being stabbed in the eye have you ever been stabbed in the fucking eye? because i havent and i can already tell you that if my friends were talking without me and then someone stabbed me in the fuCKING EYE I WOULD BE JUST A LITTLE BIT MORE PREOCCUPIED WITH BEING STABBED IN THE E Y E  39. How many green shirts do you own?- none lol 40. Do you like anime?- sure! I dont watch it rn but i dont watch anything rn, haha 41. What do you invest the most time in?- sleeping,, 42. What was the name of the last book you read?- Rebecca :3 very gud book 43. What's the difference between loving and liking someone?- when ur main squeeze gets a hair cut and u still wanna suck their dingus u love em, thats it sorry i dont make the rules 44. Where are you most productive?- i dont.. know what this is asking lol I’m most protective over my romantic partners. As much as I’d love to say im most protective over Sarah, nothing compares to how “troll guarding his treasure” i am w/my loves.......... *eyes @my crush* 45. List 3 things you enjoy doing with friends.- talking shit abt rude ppl, playing vidya gaem, and talking abt life 46. List 3 things you enjoy doing alone.- watching makeup tutorials, watching lets plays, and thinking about everything and anything 47. Do you believe world peace will ever exist?- absolutely not. theres too many people on the earth to achieve that 48. Do you have any allergies?- Not to anything specific but i get them really often seasonally. i get them pretty much every time the weather changes :( 49. When was the last time you cussed at someone?- i mean.. every day of my life so like 50. What was the last promise you made?- idek dude 51. What was your last dream about?- IT WAS SO WEIRD IT WAS ABOUT MY CRUSH’S MOM? I DREAMT THAT SHE WAS A DEMON WHO STORED HER EGGS IN LITTLE PORCELAIN JARS AND THAT MY CRUSH HAD AN EAR INFECTION AND WE WERE IN A SNOWY VILLAGE IDK DONT ASK ME its weird bc my crushs mom is so sweet... 52. If you won a trip to Hawaii and you could take 5 people with you, who would those 5 people be?- i would literally only take Sarah bc i hate everyone 53. How many countries have you visited?- ive never been outside the US 54. What is your favorite medium of art? (Music, dance, painting, etc.)- writing :-) 56. When was the last time somebody complimented you?- those nice anons i got yesterday/the other day! 56. If you switched bodies with someone, how would you recognize yourself?- what do u even mean? youd know bc youd be like THIS ISNT MY BODY 57. Do you consider yourself mature?- kind of, yes 58. How many days in your life do you think you have wasted on tumblr?- too fuckin many 59. What is your favorite quote?- “Worship Satan!” -Ville Valo (no but rly any HIM lyric is my favorite quote, theyre so beautiful,,,) 60. If you started a new religion and you had to create 3 rules or commandments for your new followers to live by, what would those 3 rules be?- dont hurt ppl unless they hurt u, dont touch ppl unless they want u to, and respect gender/sexuality 61. What is your greatest accomplishment?- going 2 state! 62. Do you believe in the death penalty?- yeah i actually think it should b used more lol, kill all rapists and p*dophiles :-) 63. What are your goals for life?- i just wanna b happy, man 64. What do you think your soulmate is doing right now?- being a fucking idiot, probably 65. If you could live anywhere, where would you live? The place can be in an imaginary, fantasy, or the real world.- CALIFORNIA LMAO IM SUCH A SUCKER FOR CALIFORNIA AND I NEVER EVEN BEEN THERE 66. What were you like in 2013?- awful but also really sweet... then again i wasnt TECHNICALLY the host so lol  67. Do you have a job?- no :( i cant drive 68. Tell us a story about your childhood best friend.- she was an abusive bitch who took out her parents hating her on me the end 69. If you could change one thing about society, what would it be?- i would make discrimination a way more serious crime than it is taken for rn. ppl who discriminate should b put in jail 70. How many all-nighters have you pulled before?- just one when i had to install the sims and it took 6 years 71. Is tumblr your favorite website? If not, then what is your favorite website?- my fave website is youtube 72. What is the craziest thing you would do for a million dollars?- suck a dick, i guess 73. Does money equal happiness?- not all the time but it sure can 74. How many times have you experienced true happiness in your lifetime?- never, i dont think 75. How many times have you experienced true sadness in your lifetime?- too many times 76. What is the funniest joke you have ever been told?- you know that joke abt the blind man at the beginning of Crazy Rap? yeah thats fucking HILARIOUS  77. When was the last time you looked at the news?- this morn :0 78. If you could say one thing to the world, what would you say?- im gay 79. What is your favorite animal?- RACCOONS!!!!!!!!!!!! 80. If you could earn a million dollars by pretending to be dead for 3 years, would you do it?- i mean sure lmao nobody would b upset about it so 81. What is one thing that everyone is bad at?- being a human. 82. What time do you normally sleep? How many hours of sleep do you usually get?- i usually go to bed at 10 and get like 6 or 7 hours 83. Does age necessarily equal maturity?- not at all! 84. What is your favorite clothing store?- hot topic lol 85. In the winter- beanies or gloves?- gloves b 86. Would you rather have wings or a fish tail?- wings?? why would i want a fish tail 87. If you had the power to erase one person from the world so that nobody remembered him or her except you, would you do it?- absofuckinglutely.  88. What do you fear the most?- being like my rapist. thats a little too deep than i like to go but im being honest, thats literally my biggest fear Ever 89. How many digits of pi can you recite?- 3.14 lmfao i hate math 90. If you could travel back to one year and relive it again, which year would it be?- 2004. I would stop it before it happened. :-( 91. Describe yourself in one word.- stupid 92. Describe your last victory.- i woke up today w/o killin meself 93. What is the weirdest thing you have ever seen?- bendytoots cucumberpitch’s face 94. What is something you will never forget?- prom.. something rly nice happened 95. Would you rather forget all of the past or remember everything in vivid detail?- forget everything. please 96. Have you ever broken a bone before?- nope! 97. Is it harder to love or to hate somebody?- probably harder to love them lol 98. Coffee or tea?- coffer 99. What are some little things that you do that have changed your life in a positive way?- I dont overdose on a constant basis in a BPD-fueled rage any more so thats good 100. How many hours have you spend on tumblr today?- probably 1 or 2?

#ask tot ag i guess #i didnt mean to get so negative in this lol im fine i swear #chitters #text heavy//