#idc if im misinterpreting this

[14crush]

people who think frye would be a bad leader need to go watch the deep cup story mode cutscenes again, genuinely.

#like idc if you vote for someone else but people keep singling her out as the worst one for the job and like. #they've been tricked and fooled by her carefree nature when doing the splatcast and have forgotten the rest of her character imo #basically. please please stop misinterpreting my fave or im going to explode into a million pieces #splatoon

[hindahoney]

I'm a conservative conversion student with a mikveh date of 08/07 and I wish I was excited but it just feels hollow. I've been at this for 7 years on my own, and 1 year with a rabbi. He had me take a class (that was far to beginner for me, which I mentioned to him and he said “I don’t want you wasting your time on this class if you’re not getting anything from it… well see you in class”) and we've only met individually like 4 times - we've literally talked for less than an hour total. Our last meeting was 5 minutes and consisted of “so do you want go to the mikveh soon?”. It’s been my call this whole way, he hasn’t expressed any opinion or really guided me anywhere. He hasn’t really gauged where I’m at at all, no “how many times a day are you praying?” or “how did you celebrate shavuos?” etc. It just feels so frustrating. I would convert modox if I could but my fiance is not jewish and I'm not asking him to convert. I just feel like I haven't learned anything and I haven’t been challenged at all through this process. It just rubs me the wrong way because this should be hard, some people should get a no, and we should be pushed. Sorry for venting, I’m just feeling really down about this whole thing.

I know how frustrating this must be for you, and I agree that it should be hard and some people should be told no. At my university's Hillel, the rabbi there has an "introduction to judaism" class that meets for one hour a week for eighteen weeks and at the end of it if you get a good grade they just ask if you want to convert and if you do, you get a mikveh date (This class had no testing, and was based entirely on if you just showed up). I was talking about this with the rabbi and asked if they'd ever turned someone away, or if they had ever had someone go to the beit din and determine the person was not yet ready, and they said no, not in all twenty years they had done this class. I knew someone in this class so I asked for the syllabus and reading list, and it was incredibly lack-luster and didn't explain a lot of core concepts of Jewish observance or history (Obviously, how can you learn 4,000 years of history in 18 hours?), did not require you to read the Torah, or to learn any Hebrew at all. The class didn't teach prayers for different occasions, nor did it touch on bible stories and characters. These were supposedly conservative conversions.

I'm not saying "Oh reform and conservative conversions are always bad because theyre not observant etc etc" because I don't believe that, and if an orthodox rabbi did the same thing I would also think it wasn't good enough. What I AM saying is, regardless of whatever movement the person is converting to, they deserve to have a good and thorough education, enough to be able to determine it fits with their wants, needs, and lifestyle. They deserve to know what they're getting into, and are really (in my opinion) owed time, attention, dedication, and care by their sponsoring rabbi. You deserve to have a rabbi who cares enough to make the course more challenging or complex for your needs, and who is willing to make time to meet with you outside of class. You deserve to know about the mitzvot you're going to be saddled with after you convert, because it's not like you can just de-convert, and you should be educated on the various halachic interpretations to decide which one fits for you. You should be thoroughly educated on Jewish history so you understand the people and culture you are joining, and the burden (and blessing) you are putting on your own shoulders by being a part of the Jewish people. To do any less is a disservice to you.

You have two options, the way I see it. You can either complete this conversion, which will be relatively simple from how it sounds, and you will officially be recognized as a Jew by both conservative and reform movements. This will allow you to go on Birthright and other similar programs (internships, educational trips, job offers to Israel, etc) and opens the door for you to go to a seminary or yeshiva that accepts conservative conversions. If you aren't satisfied still, you can try to do another conversion through modox. Or, you can forego the conservative conversion and seek out a modox rabbi instead.

#im not arguing w people who want to misinterpret my post as 'boo reform/conservative jews bad :(' bc im literally not saying that #and if you think im saying that read it again or something idc move on #and if you respond to this with some braindead nonsense im not going to engage #im not saying 'converts bad! :(' either #convos about movements are askinormative and i dont want to contribute to that #anyway my POINT is that converts deserve to be educated about what theyre getting into #which i think is fair #anyway. #jumblr #judaism #frumblr

[leatherbookmark]

my dream portrayal of jgy is that he's an independant character with his own strengths (not lxc's sweet little child-birthing wifey) that get recognition and appreciation (and that aren't 'being a good mommy/rabid event planner, haha, such a control freak this a-yao'), who deserves and gets love (but isn't just a tiny lovely thing whose only purpose is-- do you get my point already i wonder), who's allowed to be in a bad mood (but isn't defined by those moments, which is very important to me personally), but who isn't a cruel or bad person (and whose attempts at explaining his situation to others are taken seriously, and not as just him trying to Manipulate Others As Usual because, and i might be controversial but idqc, if i'm to call a character a gaslighting manipulator i'd like to see cases of him a/ doing it b/ succesfully c/ often, and no, "well he conned lxc into thinking he's not an evil murderous twink, SOMEHOW" doesn't count)

and my problem is that it's, well, as dreams usually are, rather unattainable

#what i mean by 'allowed to be in a bad mood but not defined by them' is that like. i talked about it before but the way the entirety of the #fandom and their moms are convinced modern jgy is sooo cranky when he wakes up and he loooves to bitch and complain and his ^_^ is ALWAYS #AND ONLY a mask hiding murderous rage towards stupid customers. and as an irl misinterpreted character i find this kinda #hurtful because you're not really 'allowed' to do something if this something will get you teased/immediately associated with Being A Perso #Who Does Thing. like the fandom is very bad at recognizing when a character is acting influenced by intense emotions #but like if cql!lxc slaps jgy that doesn't make him a violent person who solves all problems with his fists and is Sooo Scary Haha to be #around haha Don't Piss Him Off. but this happens to jgy a lot in fanfiction and i'm kinda tired of it #give me one (1) fic where jgy can complain about his stupid ass father and his stupid ass job and gets comfort and support #i also don't get people being so into wwx+jgy friendship. like. jgy would be like 'hey please think abt how your behaviour impacts #not only your reputation but also those of your friends and associates' and wwx would be like lmao chill out idc! #and wwx would be like 'wow your life situation sucks you should just tell everyone to kiss your ass and get the fuck out' to which #jgy would be like There Are No Words To Convey How Much I Can't Just Do That and that would be it. idk #anyway. lotsa words when im just being a hater #shrimp thoughts

[nibikki]

wait. this sounds familiar

#children of the whales #kujira no kora #cotw #nibi #ouni #ounibi #ignore that im prob misinterpreting the song but IDC #the first time i heard this song was at a concert and rivers sang it really sad w an acoistic guitar. so i cant interpret the song differen

[masonsystem]

also thinking abt tht one person on here who posted before abt seto being selfish/yandere-esque bc of whats written in novel 8 but it turned out they never even read novel 8 like huhh 😭😭

#yeah im still talking abt this IDC but ppl misinterpreting novel 8 is still so CRAZYYYY #kgprambling #yes seto iterates that he values mary over others i gotchu but in one of the last chapters he literally says.. hes wrong.. #and that he was lying.. bc he was GRIEVING.... #ok bye bye bye bye

[perenlop]

last wc post for tonight just having brainrot over my au rn but am i the only one who always saw sasha as a siamese cat

#the day i realized she was a short haired brown cat changed me #think its bc i misinterpreted the cover of tigerstar and sasha to have siamese markings #anyways tho in my hc shes still one and im considering having jayfeather be a siamese bc of this #no idc abt cat genetics btw. im having hollyleaf look like leopardfoot. idc #echoed voice

[firelordhotman]

friendly reminder that even if youre open about something on your blog, even if you think its so obviously right in your about/description/pinned/whatever, most of the people who will interact with you are not even looking that far at your blog. they dont know your name or your pronouns or your disabilities or your interests or your credentials or whatever you think is just *so obvious* that they *must* be intentionally ignoring it just to hurt you. ESPECIALLY not if theyre a random stranger who youve never interacted with once before, has never interacted with you once before either, and has absolutely zero reason to care about you. its not a personal attack, its just a fact. this is literally the internet

#i am TIRED. yes this is a vaguepost idc #utter stranger shows up in my notifs DEMANDING i explain a simple little joke tag about me and my loved ones experiences #as if i owe them the slightest ounce of attention in my day #and then when i do explain my & my loved ones lived experiences. they get mad & say im using THEIR personal experiences as a weapon #like. i dont have the slightest clue what your personal experiences are! i dont even know your name!! and i dont want to nor do i have to!! #i dont mean this rudely. but factually: you are not important enough to me to care even a little bit about your experiences #i dont bring up suicide or addiction or any shit like that because its Your experience. bc i have no fucking idea what your experience is #i talk about those things because its MY EXPERIENCE. that IM TALKING ABOUT. in the tags of a post that doesnt belong to either of us no les #this is probably the last thing im gonna post abt this bc i know youre still up my ass looking at everything i post rn #but to finish off. i was never even making a Point about anything in the tag. i wasnt starting discourse about anything. #it was just an Acknowledgement of a shared experience that me and many of my loved ones have. whether u like it or not #like literally i dngaf if YOU personally wouldnt describe your experience that way. We do describe it that way! We can be different #i just made a silly little tag for my friends to see. and YOU decided that you were entitled to both hear my life story and blatantly #misinterpret everything i say about it. like literal 'how dare you say we piss on the poor' type shit #like. saying 'x can cause y' does not mean im saying 'y is literally x' fucking OBVIOUSLY. god #i didnt fucking ask for this! YOU DID!! YOURE the one who DEMANDED it of me unprompted #& clearly must have just gone looking thru the tags of posts for ppl to beef with lollllll #i mean cmon. you didnt follow me i didnt follow you and that wasnt even your post. theres no other explanation lmao its p obvious #anyway i hope u find a better hobby or at least a more fun and fulfilling way to use this website. sincerely #at least get some better critical thinking skills before picking stupid arguments with random strangers online #but hey! play stupid games win stupid prizes<3 right?? #also one final note: to hear someone talking about the lived experiences of them and their real life loved ones and go 'hmm. sounds fake'. #its just giving Friendless. its giving 'how could anyone make fun art without doing crazy drugs!!'. #its giving 'Wait yall have friends irl? i thought it was just a joke'. its fucking hilarious and im gonna think about it forever #thank u for a lifetime supply of laughs godspeed

[muoky]

Okay but the Eight Hours outro???? Referencing Those Nights?????? Which is about being alone and craving for someone to wake up next to??????? And now you don't even wanna sleep SINCE YPU FINALLY FOUND THAT PERSON?????? I'll need a minute

#bastille #give me the future #dreams of the past #oph #maybe im misinterpreting it but idc #that album is gonna be my personality for the next few weeks

[our-summer-is-winter]

I think huge part of having healthy social media experience is to stop giving that much of a damn about what kind of people are rebloging your posts and what kind of irrelevant bullshit people are sporting in the tags

#i used to be so pissed about this but i stopped now and i think it's for good #and yeah im talking about my vegan post #if it happened like year ago i would be so stressed that my lowkey vent post that i made without 2nd thought and worded poorly is blowing u #now? not that much #take my posts and do whatever you want with them. idc #im not responsible for your mental image of my internet persona. neither for various ways you can misinterpret my words #now when someone is telling me im something im not i just let it go #like ive seen some r@df€m rebloging my post. but what can i do about this honestly? #spout some “r4df3ms fuck off” bullshit that's only going to bring even more r4df3ms into my notes? why bother #“i teraz kiedy ktoś chce mnie wyjaśniać to dla mnie najważniejsze jest że ja sam jestem ze sobą wyjaśniony” - luźna parafraza patryka ch. #i know who i am and that's important enough to me. other people's perception is irrelevant #*whatever you want WITH IT not with them damn

[dumblesbiansworld]

I dont think i will ever understand what excatly

"He is unrivalled, like a Lesbian /

Musician matched with other men"

meant when Sappho was writing that but sounds really badass and definitely hella gay...even though the editors note in my 2009 poem collection desperately tries to find a different (way more complicated) meaning in it

#such a badass line omg #idk if im misinterpreting cuz english is not my first language #but honestly the gayest solution is always the correct one #so idc #sappho #poetry #sappho poetry #lesbian #sapphic

[emmetofthestars]

ok listen idk if ill finish more comics so u get this crow comic bceause i liek crow. Sniff. goodbye im going to blender.

oh yeah. looks at the smudged writing on my hand. i need to be more annoying. like i posted before, i think crow recognizes peoples footsteps, but of course if she's trying to focus on sniping she might often react too early and misinterpret what she's hearing cuz shes distracted. and since iris and spy sound so similar she doesn't wanna turn around every single time iris walks by. that + spy's footsteps always sound the same but he's more careful about sneaking around and also changing the rhythm of his steps as well as generally trying to make as little noise as possible. his disguises dont actually change his weight or footsteps or anything so she could still distinguish him based on that though. by that time its kinda too late anyway. idc about ted anymore crow is my real friend now (joking.)

#emmet arty #tf2 #emmetsis blu

[galezellybelly]

im back again bitches

EDITED (finally)

ill keep the same pfp cuz i know how you guys associate things like that (me too) but i might change it later

you can call me gale, stickz (sticks, stix, stikz, or any other spelling also works)

any and all pronouns including neos and xenos, however you perceive me is fine (although. it/its looking real tasty /pos)

im a clado-therian canine w/ specifics of doberman (main) aussie, czech wolfdog, german shepherd, and coyote

basically am dog (might make a therian-centered sideblog at some point) (i did that its @/stickz-with-fangs)

doing that thing where i dont know anything and im trying out labels until it fits so current pan + genderfluid :3

i post therian things that include what some might perceive as a “kink thing” but i am here to assure you its not (not for me at least the rest of yall go off)

idc if you follow me and ur nsfw but just pls don’t misinterpret my stuff

i use :3 unironically and also tone indicators so do w/ that what you will

stereotypical weird kid hell yea

open to all! ur valid (unless its illegal get out of here MAPS and zoos) and i think you should do ur own thing as long as its not hurting anyone

if u know me irl no u dont

theiran sideblog is @stickz-with-fangs

HUGE TW but my €d sideblog is @/b4r3ly-3v3n-th3r3 for all the sh/ed blogs who follow me back but get no related content (IK ITS A PICK ME NAME IM SORRY AND I PROMISE IM OKAY BUT PLS JUST BLOCK DONT REPORT I JEED MY LITTLE SPACE)

[msperfect777]

https://www.tumblr.com/piercedblunt/722579034865844224/whos-gonna-tell-the-non-dualism-girlies-that?source=share

u might want to see this, it might be abt you

LMAOOOO BYEEEE💀💀 a whole riot about a concept they dont even care about smh why bring so much anger and attention to it then🤡.

they dont get that non dualism has nothing to do w manifesting or loa and the point is to be free from suffering in this “life”. when i learned about non dualism it was not to learn how to “get desires” but to learn how to notice that i am not the human that is feeling pain (as someone who needed to hear it). i fr didnt even know that non dualism was “trending” in the loa community when i learned it and since i understood it and i wanted to reshare the info, i did (bc i can). ig bc it was a “trend” ppl always asked about desires so i mentioned it in my posts.

and the saturating and affirming shit was always talked about in the loa community even wayyy before i learned non dualism so i shared what i learned about my loa experience on there.

if they was so secure in they “law” the they wouldnt be coming at the “non dual girlies”… like the arguing is all forrr whatt?? i got a blog and ima share what i know on it like it aint no problem💀 block me if any of ya got an issue i promise i encourage it😘 now that im rereading it its bc they just dont understand non dualism… u cant talk shit about something u dont even understand bc u just look stupid.

and whats all this push about “loa just being non dualism” if thats the case whats the point of eating ass about it? and “not having faith in loa” like why u such a fan of the type of content i post and why should a stranger care about whether or not im with loa or not💀💀

im even realizing that ppl are using terms of non dualism to mix it up w loa which i think is getting the loa girlies a bit mad but idc.. it got nun to do w me. i actually know how to mind my business. for example tho (ima talk about it bc i can) like before the loa community used to talk about affirming then repetition and saturation and impressing the subconscious mind U DEF CANT LIE THATS DEADASS WHAT THEY TAUGHT💀. and now w non dualism they r using more words like “consciousness” and “ego” more often is what im realizing and how “nothing is real” blah blah even when its wrong to use it in the loa context.

nah but its mad sad tho like why ppl so pressed about a little concept that they dont even agree w or care about smh… bitches is weird these days…

if u got so much faith in the law, why u so threatened when someone talks about something else or “misinterprets loa” like u know the law so stick w it. there no point in getting on ppls dick just for that💀 im actually crying rn this is mad funny.

#non dualism #consciousness

[shikai-the-storyteller]

UEUEUEUEUEUEU ILL SEND YOU THIS WHILE WAITING TO SEE BOBBYS STATUS.

Dw idm u answering publicly, I want everyone to be cursed w the thought that Rubius is a babygirl and a very bad one at that <3

Honestly I've only read a few explanations of their lore and bits about their relationship but they seem sooooo,,, /pos. Like they have such a fun and silly dynamic that has this air of toxicity and their loves feels quite self destructive bc rubius is kind of a destructive force of nature of a person who has a tendency to hurt those around him, perhaps as a defense mechanism or perhaps out of simply not understanding there are consequences to the things he does while vegetta is someone far too forgiving, he continues to love rubius despite how much he hurts himself, others, and vegetta himself. I'm not saying cubito rubius is an awful person but from what I've seen he is,,, complex. Difficult despite seeming silly. I could be just completely wrong tho LOL I am doin my best I prommy

ANYWAYS IM CHEERING U ON IN WRITING!!! I'd love to talk to u abt them more and learn more abt rubegetta bc like. Look. Theres no way q!vegetta isnt hung up on that demon idc,,,

I'm likewise waiting for the Eggstatistics (which will probably get posted while I'm in the middle of writing this) (EDIT: IT DID) and you gave me the opportunity to infodump so prepare for an essay LMAO

There are SO many layers to Rubius and Vegetta’s relationship (both romantic and friendship-wise), and that complexity makes them fascinating characters to study. I’ve been discussing this a lot in private lately, but I feel like there’s quite a bit of misinformation / misinterpretations of Rubius and Vegetta’s relationship amongst some of the newer fans who might not know some key components of their personality and their relationship dynamic as a whole (which is understandable since the majority of their lore came from Karmaland, and a lot of newer fans only speak English / only watch QSMP), so ALLOW ME TO ELABORATE:

I think of the two, Rubius definitely gets mischaracterized the most (which, again, maybe isn't too surprising since not everyone watched Karmaland and he hasn't been on the QSMP server too much lately). I could go off on a tangent here and list my frustrations about the people who harassed him for his role / his actions during the Egg event / whining about ships to the point where he decided not to log into the server again ‘til the Egg event is over, but that's ultimately irrelevant to this discussion.

“Their love feels quite self-destructive” is a really good way to sum things up, because Rubius is a pretty self-destructive man. Rubius is, fundamentally, a man who is full of love for the people he cares about, but those feelings are in direct conflict with his reluctance to let people get close to him (and his commitment issues). He can freely give hugs and kisses (and more) to Vegetta, but when it comes to expressing his true thoughts and feelings, he’s pretty emotionally constipated. We’ve already seen this a few times on the QSMP server – when Rubius visits on Vegetta’s birthday, he sings him the most beautiful heartfelt love song ever, but as soon as it’s over and Vegetta tries to talk to him, Rubius runs away. Even in Karmaland V, when hooked up to a lie detector and asked about his feelings for Vegetta, Rubius tried to wiggle his way out of answering. Only when the world was literally ending and they all thought they were gonna die did Rubius finally admit his feelings, shouting his confession and his love for Vegetta at the top of his lungs.

(The real tragedy here is that it was so chaotic with everyone shouting, Vegetta never heard his words…)

Although it’s easy to slap the label “toxic” on Rubius, I think that’s unfair to him and his character, as well as his intentions. He truly does love Vegetta with all his heart, in every universe, and he doesn’t want to hurt him, but Rubius doesn’t want to get hurt either. The Meteor shower conversation gives us a clear understanding of that:

Rubius: I don't want to get hurt. I don't want to get my hopes up, and then get hurt. It's happened to me many times before. Especially here in Karmaland. Vegetta: Have you had lovesickness? Rubius: Yes. In Karmaland, everywhere, in real life... I'm already used to getting beaten. Vegetta: That's a pity... Rubius: I just want someone to take care of me, and that's it. I don't ask for much. Vegetta: I'm very protective.

The way I see it, Rubius is afraid of his feelings for Vegetta, because the larger his love grows, the larger that potential for hurt and disappointment gets. Does this excuse all his actions? No, of course not, however there’s a big difference between doing something out of self-preservation (possibly as a trauma-response, depending on how you interpret his character) and doing something with the intent to hurt someone.

IMO, Rubius isn’t a toxic guy, he just needs therapy.

Vegetta doesn’t get mischaracterized quite as often, though I do feel like people have a tendency to put him on a pedestal and minimize the flaws he has. I’m a massive Vegetta fan, but this guy’s far from perfect. He’s self-centered, borderline narcissistic sometimes, and he’s a very prideful man. He’s never left Rubius at the altar, but he’s still had his fair share of “oopsies” and "yikes" in their relationship. One (which I’m surprised people don’t talk about more) is an incident from Karmaland IV where Vegetta, very unhinged and mentally unstable at the time, kidnapped Rubius’ wife Nieves and threatened her with a sword, saying, “If Rubius can’t be mine, he can’t be anyone’s.”

For the longest time I genuinely thought that line came from a fanfic or something, then I stumbled upon the clip one day and I was just like:

Anyways

In Karmaland V, Rubius became very close with a little alien child named Titi. He took care of Titi like he was his own son, and despite his attempts at emotionally distancing himself early on so he wouldn’t get attached, Rubius wound up caring a lot for him.

Then Titi died.

It was basically Rubius’ worst nightmare come to life – he’d let himself get close to Titi, he’d loved him unconditionally and let Titi into his heart, and Titi’s death utterly destroyed him. Everyone in Karmaland was affected by the death, but Rubius took it especially hard because of how close they were. Rubius was hurting badly and resorting to terrible coping strategies to deal with the pain, and Vegetta…

Well. Vegetta wasn’t very nice about it.

There are a lot of ways we could interpret Vegetta’s actions and words during this time – maybe he’s not super sensitive when talking about death since he’s probably some kind of demigod, maybe he speedran the grieving process, maybe he thought brutal honesty and direct action would help Rubius “snap out of it” sooner. However you see it, ultimately it did a lot more harm than good for Rubius’ overall mental health.

I bring these examples up not to paint their relationship as toxic or negative, but rather to express just how complex it is. Because, despite all their mistakes and drama and heartbreak, at the end of the day, Rubius and Vegetta still love each other more than anything else. Even towards the end of Karmaland V when they were quite literally on opposite sides of the battlefield (one supporting Quackity, the other supporting Luzu), their true loyalties lay with one another. When Rubius was hit by an enemy, Vegetta defended him with his life, and when Vegetta was hurt, Rubius did the same.

Yes, Rubius doesn't really know how to handle healthy relationships, and yes, Vegetta tends to forgive him too easily, but that doesn't erase the love they have. The key we need to remember here is that Rubegetta is a telenovela that sits squarely in the romcom category. They may wander into other genres and tropes from time to time, but they will always gravitate back to one another. Whether you define that as fate or soulmates or just sheer dumb luck, the facts remain and the love is there.

PHEW anyways that felt good to get out, I have so many thoughts on Rubegetta so I appreciate the excuse to rant. I'm always happy to chat about these two! :D And you're so right - Vegetta is so smitten for that demon, I hope he gets to meet the angel too. I hope Rubius comes back soon so Vegetta can see his Osito Fiu Fiu, but in the meantime, we'll have to keep wishing and praying just like Vegetta...

(ALSO THANK YOU the current chapter of that dang Rubegetta fic is kicking my butt rn because it's the only chapter I didn't outline and life events keep interrupting me when I try and work on it, but it IS getting chipped away at bit by bit! I hope folks enjoy the outcome when it's released :D)

#Karmaland #QSMP #Rubius #Vegetta777 #Rubegetta #Vegetta #i talk #qsmp talk #ethogirlie #replies #QSMP Analysis

[streaminn]

Ooooh the Tyler vs Enid baby daddy au sounds so potentially angsty, the good part is that usually, a child with a present parent suddenly being told this stranger (even if a nice one) is their “actual parent” would probably put them off, hard, maybe she’s too young to get it, but that would actually make it worse because wtf do you mean she’s not my mom and you want me to see her less, I don’t know you???

Then again, that is why Tyler is being so sneaky about it, isn’t it? Oho, insidious means for something usually one would empathize with! Drama!!!!! Also Weds acting all off!! On the bright side, Enid’s efforts to be a good parent probably could work out as well as a cold and calculated plan would, after all, isn’t what the kid wants pretty essential for this stuff?

I really like that Wenclair miscommunication usually happens because they are just so different internalizing things that they tend to misinterpret each other (and bc Wednesday fucking sucks at it, lmao), Weds could be distant because the whole situation makes her feel terrible and uncomfortable and stressed so she wants to be alone to (sulk) plan her next move, meanwhile Enid sees the distance as her fault!!!! She isn’t enough, not worth to talk to, they are avoiding the topic!!! They think they are being considerate to the other needs but AA— anyways maybe I’m all off idk idc, it’s a nice ride all the same

Also best of luck with the art block, bro, idk if it would work but I’ve heard sometimes it can happen because you wanna improve your skill in some manner so whatever comes out doesn’t feel good enough/satisfying

no one is telling pup that someone else is her parent, atleast.. not yet

as for tyler! he came in, claiming to be a good friend of his mommy right after class! pup, ever so social like Enid, accepted it with a grain of salt, greeting him with a smile as they introduce themselves

He didn't stay long, not when the security notes how this isnt Mrs Addams but he stayed long enough to pass Pup a snack

but yess, this wenclair miscommunication is literally what you described! She did try to give reassurance but since its so sudden, it has enid being confused instead

as for the artblock? yeah it makes me want to sdkhahsdkaDSKJAHDJ but its all good, im drawing this au right now actually

#au thoughts

[rollymolly]

i hate when i get rly stuck trying to understand a single question during my course work because the answer is usually i misunderstood something simple but until i crack that revelation i rly tire myself out trying to get there and it affects the rest of the days work and itll be something as simple as like an answer guide just having an equation showing you how to solve for something and i misinterpret it as the like universal process for the equation that just so happens to ALSO solve for a part of it too and its like blahhh why are they subtracting the thing theyre supposed to add blahhhh fjfhdjddk my literacy has been irreparably damaged by going like 5 years without school, im glad im managing to baby steps back into it, thank god accounting is just plugging things in i cant believe they let you get a job where u just plug numbers in thats all ive ever wanted, idc if its insanely boring, make yourself some coffee at lunch break, some good coffee, take ritalin every other day, that shits just comfy numbers game :) "ohhh can u get both sides of a balance sheet to equal each other?? yipeeeee!!! heres money to use in your personal life!!!!!" :D thank you! im gonna use this money to move out of my parents place and feed myself :3