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#id rather mourn the two events that ruined me so much alone at this point
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3 years
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#i found a message from back when you were begging me to stay when all the cheating stuff came to light
#in it you claim you love me SO MUCH that youd even changed your stance on starting a family with someone all because of me
#yet here we are years later and im mourning all i could have had and all that was ruined by one night
#im so tired finding lies i was stupid enough to fall for until it was too late
#even today everything ive been promised just to get me to stay or stop complaining all lies
#things you promised were true and turned out to be more lies
#things you promised youd do and wouls happen and im still sitting here waiting like an idiot
#im so tired and back at square fucking one
#i cant stop thinking weve just been wasting both our times all these years
#weve never progressed or when we did it was only temporary or the absolute bare minimum
#id rather mourn the two events that ruined me so much alone at this point
#nothing is sacred between us anyway and anything of significance that could be will never fucking happen no matter what i suggest
#or how i hint or how fucking easy im trying to make doing things that would actually make me feel like its JUST us and its JUST ours
#but i wont force you to do anything so maybe we just need to.... stop faking.
#i dont think i can get over you and her anyway
#and i know everyone just wants me to forget it since no one has ever even spoken to me about it but i wont get over my baby either
#i should be completely alone. everyone just wants me to forget but i cant so i should just be alone.
#word vomit
#bad dreams make me not sleep but my mind fucking race
#one day I'll shut my brain up forever.
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