#i... yeah i think i hate him! haha

[campfireofdreams]

romance peaked here

#the way he's saying 'he left me and that destroyed me and i hate him for that but i also just can't stop loving him' #he can't help it #that one feeling he can't control #that one person who should've belonged to him but ended up being the one having so much power over him. making him forget his dream. #yeah he couldn't defend himself against this. #me thinking about griffith's monologue: haha i'm so normal about this 🕳🚶‍♀️ #griffguts #mine

[ferretwhomst]

alright guys. poll time

just wanted to ask because from what i can tell the gf fandom doesn't really seem to have a general fandom-wide consensus on this ship. rbs would be appreciated!!! also feel free to elaborate in the tags which option you chose and why! i'd love to hear people's reasoning :-)

#personally i have super mixed feelings on billford #people sometimes boil down their relationship to “haha they fight like a divorced couple” and yeah it's an easy generalization but #i really hate when people skip over the aspects of their dynamic which are Fucked Up #like... bill was abusive and manipulative to ford from the start. and ford was fucking OBSESSED with him #and his time with bill left a lasting mark on him for years and years #that's not even including how bill fucking tortured ford during weirdmageddon #my point is they aren't HEALTHY. they never were #and i think the only way to do their relationship justice is to keep the unhealthy dynamic #while also acknowledging how fucked up it is #there isn't a single world where ford is normal about bill and vice versa #i don't necessarily mean that romantically tho because i don't really ship billford myself #i'm just observing from the sidelines as i take a bite out of my platonic stan twins and fiddauthor fanworks yk #ok this got long. #what i'm trying to say is their dynamic was fucked up as hell and it would stay like that even if they were gay 4 each other #anyways #ferret rambles #gravity falls #bill cipher #gf bill cipher #stanford pines #ford pines #grunkle ford #gf ford #billford #poll

[moeblob]

Deacon loves two things: Ymber and digging himself a grave.

Fulj hates one thing: Deacon.

#my characters #waiting on some info on the next commission so i indulged in ocs today bc i doubt i will have as much time for lil comics for a bit #deacon is so devoted hes like yeah i would kill for a deity that could easily kill anything himself but yknow teehee #and fulj just did you tell him you needed therapy also does he even know youd murder in his name #deacon caught red handed haha no of course i havent told him it should be obvious enough haha.... and its in his defense not his name :c #man really does have some issues but i love him so much and hes so devoted but like. unhealthily after a while #he does in fact need a chill pill and therapy but to be fair #ymber has needed therapy for centuries and yet he just bottles it all up and suffers so #its pretty unhealthy until they yell at each other one (1) time bc they are so insecure about things and get mad over very valid reasons #but then theyre like you know what that was necessary and i still want to stay by your side if you let me #and then fulj is like dude hey sorry you seem really happy did you fu- and ymber is like no please stop there we have not #fulj just squinting cause have not is very different than will not but whatever she doesnt wanna think about that with deacon involved ew #and eventually fulj is like hey ymber im sorry to say but i really do hate deacon and i dont even know why but he makes me uncomfortable #while deacon is just. in the room. hearing this and thinking how he knows she thinks hes weird but wow that wording hurts #and ymber doesnt wanna fill in memories better forgotten by fulj which she had forcefully removed #so he just says oh well his hair and clothing are black and you had someone in the past that you might see in him and its not a pleasant en #so you know maybe its that idk #and fulj is then WHATST i was rude to him for someone i cant even remember? lame im gonna try SO HARD to be nice to him now #and deacon just still sitting there with some food like this is v awkward and i wish i could not be here for it #and later he asks ymber about who he resembled and as ymber is descibing her it clicks in deacons head and he gets really sad #that he might somehow remind fulj of the woman she loved before she was punished for loving a mortal #and he feels kinda bad pestering her so much with his curiosities about deities and he kinda gets it #the fact hes close to ymber might remind her at the core that she was once that close with a mortal if not closer #anyway story time in the tags again #im so obsessed with these peeps and i have made them suffer so much but they do all end on a happy note #its still funny and nice to me that while fulj is creeped out by deacon and doesnt like talking to him #he still expresses the most emotions to her - he tries hard to remain serious around ymber and collected and obedient at all times #and when out and about with ymber he has to be intimidating and refuses smiling but fulj?? all sunshine and smiles and emotions easy to rea #and she is just that is so weird go away i hate you

[babacontainsmultitudes]

Welp I have some incredibly kind mutuals so I went and finished(?) that Nicky sketch from the other day lol. :] Mostly the same but I gave him some silly little tattoos and bling (and sweatpants- I can't draw clothes for the life of me but he deserves to be cozy lol)

Also bonus repost of an old Taylor doodle lmao ignore the eraser marks pleeease

#dndads #nick foster #see normally this is where I would get all self-depricating but actually I don't have the energy for that rn lol #Didn't have the heart to delete the og post either cause y'all left some very sweet comments haha warmed my heart tbh 💜 #dndads fanart #“Now baba why on earth would Nick get a spider tattoo when he's afraid of spiders?” tbh idk either you should ask him #If you're wondering- I sort of imagine he's in the kitchen (Hell's kitchen) propping himself up onto the counter #to sit and chat with whoever is cooking- a habit that he got from Glenn which Jodie hates lol #dungeons and daddies #nicky freeman #taylor swift dndads #taylor swift #fanart #art #I imagine he would have gotten tattoos on his other arm too- maybe ones to remind him of his friends but. Well. #Also yeah I'm one of those freaks who draws Taylor without glasses lol- despite this I'm definitely pro Taylor with glasses #I do think he would wear contacts though- especially colored ones

[sciderman]

I would say you’re more of a Mr peanut butter type yeah

doggy doggy what now?

#sci speaks #i love mr peanutbutter. #i think i love especially that eventually people stopped liking him. #cute quirky doggy winds up being a JERK actually just like the rest of us. #i love him and i love that. #really need to rewatch bojack actually because i don't remember it very well but god do i remember Loving it. #i think it's probably the best adult animated series i've ever seen. just. like. i don't know. it's the kind of writing that i really love. #where all the characters are bad actually. and you think they might be outwardly put together but they're not. #bojack is a GREAT SHOW. depressing but great. #i can't even like recommend it to anybody i'm like. yeah. it'll depress you. sorry. but that's why i like it. #i like those kind of ugly sincere emotions that make me feel less alone for being an asshole sometimes. #not in a “haha this character i like is an asshole so i can be an asshole too” kind of a way but in a . #i shouldn't despise myself because this is just part of what it is to be human i guess. you'll mess up and make selfish choices. #we all have that same software and i don't know. makes me feel less alone. i love to see that nobody else has it put together either. #it's not just me floating in the world with no direction. #it do be why i hate people who point at a character and say “BAD ROLEMODEL!! why aren't they PERFECT??” #get out shut up i hate you. #try living LIFE for five days maybe.

[dootznbootz]

With how I'm planning my fics, since Menelaus and Agamemnon spend some years at Tyndarius' palace, I kind of have them all be childhood friends in a way before Agamemnon and Menelaus take back their kingdom (Aga is around 19, Menelaus 15 when they leave. 5-6 years later they get married.) With how their marriages work out when talking about "Old times", Odysseus is the "odd one out" as he was the only one who didn't grow up alongside them. The poor guy is left out.

Odysseus: "Wait, why is everyone laughing? What does that mean? I don't get it." Penelope: "Well you see-" Goes on about a silly story but the inside joke is dumb. "...You probably would've had to have been there to get it" Odysseus:

#I'm so excited for how Ima have the dynamics in my fics >:D #Is this all silly? YEah :D Is it probably unlikely? YEAH. Do I care too much? No. :D you can't tell me they stayed at Tyndarius and NOT mak #them childhood friends to lovers (Agamemnon and Clytemnestra is a different situation but no spoilers lskdfj ) #Odysseus is Menelaus' wingman (at first just going to sightsee and try and win the favors of others) but as soon as Odysseus falls #HARD for Penelope and starts getting a little desperate on how to “woo” her. Menelaus becomes a wingman for him as well #“I know her favorite jewel is Lapis Lazuli but she hates bracelets. She messes with them too much and then they break. don't give those” #Odysseus is frantically writing everything down #I love making these silly people even more silly. I hope that's okay haha #They don't have much time in the Iliad but I love Menelaus' and Odysseus' friendship (based on how Menelaus talks about him in the #odyssey.) And Helen already knows she wants Menelaus but I'll get into that later >:D #If anyone has seen the movie “Up”. Young Carl is young Menelaus and Young Ellie is...Kind of like Helen?? more the “shy boy gets looped #into crazy shenanigans with a sassy girl who thinks he's neat". #“You don't talk very much...I like you!” and Menelaus is just standing there. big eyed and confused but happy. :D #my headcanons #shot by odysseus #Mad rambles

[taruruchi]

One of the most shocking things to go through as a sister of a brother is when his voice becomes low

Even more shocking if he becomes a bass. Like. That's LOW

#Shocking 10x if he becomes like lee felix #So yeah my brother is a bass #Tbh I didn't notice too much bc. I hear his voice every day #But my friends heard him through a call AND GOT JUMPSCARED SO BAD #“THAT'S YOUR BROTHER?????? WHY IS HIS VOICE SO DEEP” #Because I had moved as we don't call as often as you'd think #So they hadn't heard his voice in MONTHS #THEY ALSO GOT SHOCKED WHEN I TOLD THEM HIS HEIGHT #HE IS TALLER. THAN ME. AND I HATE IT #THE WORST THING YOU GO THROUGH IF YOU'RE AN OLDER SISTER OF A BROTHER #I'M 5 YEARS OLDER THAN HIM AND HE'S TALLER THAN MEEEEE #I'm praying my sister stays shorter than me forever. At least she's the shortest among us still #Haha among us— *gets punched* #☆ taruchi rambles 💬

[drinkingteainthedark]

Ngl, Yingxing was a little silly stupid. He really trusted a man that dealt with his friends death by doing unethical science to not make him immortal? Down horrendous.

Clearly, the real reason his eyes turned red is because he slam dunked those rose coloured glasses right onto his face with all his craftsman arm strength the moment he caught a glimpse of a red flag.

#yeah yeah i know #thats the tragedy of it and why he hates his ex so much #his trust was broken horrifically #and he trusted DF because he loved him #but the problem was DF loved him too #things were never going to end well for them and what you think would be a solution created new problems #but also haha silly guys that are down bad #disclaimer that i dont play the game #honkai star rail #hsr #hsr crack #hsr yingxing #hsr dan feng #xingyue #renheng

[bumblingbabooshka]

Tuvok-B'Elanna dynamic at its core to me is Weird Girl on Playground vs Girl Who Walks Right Up To Her & Says "You're Weird." while everyone else just heavily implies it. Also, the reason Seven/B'Elanna works so well is their weirdgirl 2 weirdgirl communication Also 2) Seven is going THROUGH it with Janeway...Janeway is Seven's Popular Girl Friend who's sort of being condescending to you but also is genuinely trying to be nice and also there's a lesbian undertone to all your interactions as she tries to get you to submit to a makeover and that relationship will be with you forever and you'll never be able to fully say it was good or bad - yet it haunts you. Seven's relationship with B'Elanna is thinking "I hate her boyfriend so much I could treat her better" so hard that her head explodes. You know Tom did something at/before prom and Seven swooped in. You know this to be true. B'Elanna thinks Seven is so pretty and why would she even hang out with a loser like me? Why be a weirdo when you could just be popular Miss Perfect??? And they have this sort of antagonism but understanding of one another even as they keep pissing each other off and being annoying.

#Seven/B'Elanna is weirdgirl4weirdgirl #Sorry to say but Janeway is SO the popular girl who is nice to nerds but also plainly thinks of them as little projects v_v #Also not sorry to say but Tom is so 'B'Elanna you're like WEIRD you're not at ALL like other girls you're like WEIRD and I love it you're #like literally CRAZY you're the WEIRDEST girl ever not like all these other normal boring girls we should date' #I saw someone shipping B'Elanna/Kes at one point and you know what? I'll tell you something: Weirdgirl4Weirdgirl yet again - Bug girl Kes #Anyway Tuvok & Janeway are preps (evil) sorry v_v #Tom is the rich kid who dresses like he's not rich and keeps saying like no guys my DAD is rich but like ugh I hate him I'm not ABOUT that #fake glitz & glam life but you KNOW it's kind of an act...like it's kinda not but also it is. #Harry is an everyman...he's the TRUE nice popular kid #Tom is explaining D&D to him and Harry's like 'Hey dude YEAH absolutely~!' #Tom explaining D&D to Janeway-Tuvok and Janeway-Tuvok keep sharing little looks. Janeway's like 'haha cute~' and Tuvok's like 'ew' #B'Elanna/Seven will have a computer lab romance. The computer lab was B'Elanna's spot but suddenly Seven transfers and is ALWAYS in there #idk why this turned into a highschool au - who knows #this started as a metaphor but no its serious now this IS the high school au

[koco-coko]

thanks to @/azulashengrottospiano i now feel the urge to make a fic where Will confronts Comte about being a terrible parents and not forgiving Comte until Comte apologizes for just leaving him in the ditch and not truly trying to help (other than "dont do it :(") with someone he knew might kill him if things go south

But Im very bad at writing Shakespeare bc how he talks is constantly shifting

But rrrrerfhak i wanna make Comte see his error and get some closure

#Is this bc I love Comte but also hate him? #yeah.... no. #Tottalllyyyyy not #Haha why would you think that #koco talks ikevamp

[daily-hanamura]

#persona 4 golden #p4g #hanamura yosuke #yosuke hanamura #i think a lot about the depth of yosuke's loneliness - away from th distractions of the city and losing even the superficial r/s that he ha #of course he would hate inaba #the moment he arrived in the town he was treated as an enemy for reasons he couldn't control #junes did destroy local businesses and the townspeople's fear of big chain capitalism is justified #BUT their treatment of him was not. i wanna say that the people in inaba were awful but actually theyre just... people. #they couldnt fight Junes or engender systemic change so they take it out on him instead and ostracize him with names and tacks in his shoes #and to add to that all of his already existing self doubt and identity issues #and the problems of growing up as a teenage boy in the early 2010s figuring out his place in society #i think yosuke is very similar to kanji in that both of them have that same struggle of their self being misaligned with social expectation #so they play up this exaggerated caricature or image based on who they think they are supposed to be #in kanji's case it's an image that lets him control his rejection - he looks like a scary gang member so ofc no one wants to be near him #in yosuke's case he goes in the opposite direction of desperately wanting to fit the mould or image of a typical teenage boy #except there isnt such a thing as an “average” teenage boy so hes just such a mess sometimes #but masking so that hes accepted by others as just a teenage boy and not the prince of junes or anything? yeah. #haha my heart #he's good with his queue

[bambiraptorx]

Currently playing around with the idea of Draxum's helmet being a sensory aid of sorts in that he casts spells on it to block out annoying lights and noises or something. idk I'm still fleshing it out

The basic idea is that he uses spells to filter his perceptions though

#rottmnt au #minor interference au #rottmnt baron draxum #rottmnt headcanons #rise of the tmnt #i don't know if I would use this in MI or not #given that it completely changes the meaning of him losing his helmet #(which is still gonna happen eventually) #but it's fun to think about #Draxum: oh yeah my helmet is enchanted to block out flashing lights and the sound of children crying because i hate experiencing that #Donnie: haha mood. autism amiright #Draxum: i don't know what that is

[hecksupremechips]

A funny, kinda annoying thing I see a lot as someone who’s read my fair share of m/m fanfic is watching women (cuz 99.9% of the writers tend to be women) trying to figure out how guys talk to each other and just making them like. Really gross and weirdly misogynistic for the sake of “authenticity” in male interactions akdjks. Like the guys will just be like “chicks are great, I love fucking them and looking at their fat tits and never calling them again when they get all clingy” and you look at the character saying this and its like Luigi

#the klock keeps ticking #its one thing if the guys youre writing are supposed to be kinda shitty and it gets addressed #but ive just seen it pop up with the most random ass characters lol #like in some ry/min fics i remember one where they were talking and mentioned some woman and ryan was just like ‘yeah what a stupid bitch’ #like AAAAAAAAAA why did you just make him say that he would not fucking say that 😭 #its especially weird given how like i said this pops up in gay fics and trust me gay men can be assholes im aware #but in my experience like idk me and other guys are never just like. haha fucking WOMEN amirite #maybe its cuz im not a complete asshole and i like talking to guys who are also not assholes #in cases where some guy youre talking to does say something misogynistic like. at the very fucking least youll think to yourself #wow this guy is a misogynistic asshole! #idk how to articulate this its just a thing i see a lot and i hate it #unless youre gonna do something with it AND its in character just like. stopppp writing all this misogyny??? #stop it! get some help! #also this isnt me complaining about women writing m/m fics cuz id have nothing without them akdjsk #its just. one of those fandom misogyny things that should stop

[bl4sphemy-archived]

samael has the WORST nightmares like, he will literally wake up SCREAMING

#ptsd innit :(( #theyre mostly abt his trauma #but also his fear of failure and everyone hating him #but yeah he will literally SCREAM and then be like ''oh sorry haha nightmares'' #RIP WHOEVER SLEEPS WITH THIS MAN #⛧ study. —— 𝖙𝖆𝖐𝖊 𝖒𝖊 𝖙𝖔 𝖈𝖍𝖚𝖗𝖈𝖍. #honestly he doesnt sleep much and suffers from insomnia #so the rare times he does sleep he gets nightmares :( #bro cant win #he drinks a lot of monster i think LMFAO #nightmare tw #ask to tag