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#i've been trying to write a poem a month this year
madamescarlette · 1 year
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You ever have to be like, "no babe you're not bone-breakingly heart-rendingly sad, you just had less than five hours of sleep"? Yeah.
#lack of light november really doing a number on me this year!#this is not a worry-for-me post btw. it's like that comic of the raccoon advising you to shower to eat or to sleep when upset#it's my last full week of being a student going about doing student activities and i keep doing things going what if that's the LAST time??#which i've been actively trying to avoid doing because when i left my old school i overdid it and i was actively mourning leaving my place#there for the last six months like someone constantly picking at a wound#and while it was the most beautiful time of my life and it might always be i really regret having spent so much#of my final moments there being sorry that it was final because i just grieved it! twice!#i grieved it afterwards and i grieved it beforehand and i kind of wasted my precious time grieving it beforehand#so this time i've been TRYING to practice restraint and not spend my time brooding and just be here instead!#and not say goodbye to every doorway and every leaf and every brick in the pathway until i'm actually saying goodbye#but it suddenly burst into proper fiery colors on all our foliage over the break and i came back and suddenly it was ablaze#with perfect color and i'm walking around this week with my hand on my heart going oh!!! i love you so much#thank you for sending me off like this!!! i loved being here with you!!#so. tis hard not to mourn. but till then there are papers to write and chapters to be read and then girl has to scurry#and write her daily poem before sleep#so it will be alright it will be alright <3 this i believe!#i may delete these tags later because they might be overshare-y or too despondent and not need to be said#but i figure where else can i pour out my heart into a lovingly enfolding void like this <3#happy Tuesday tumblr i love you all dearly!#thank you for all your tags today btw I will come back and reply to them tomorrow when i'm a bit clearer-minded#thinking out loud
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dislocatedwishbone · 1 year
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they should invent a me who remembers how to write poetry
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hedgehog-moss · 6 months
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Hey!
I thought maybe you could help me in my quest. I've made two bookmarks for a friend with watercolors. One of them is a small fox looking at fallen leaves flying above his head, as if he were mesmerized by them. And I've been trying to find a good quote to accompany it on the back of the bookmark, but I haven't been successful so far.
I'm looking either for a poetry excerpt (my bookmark is 1/8 of an A4 sheet of paper, so nothing that would be very long [like a full sonnet haha] but I still have some space) or a quote of any kind, in French or in English, both are fine.
Would you have any that would make a good fit? Maybe an autumn-y one?
[I don't want to influence you, but for example, for the second one which is a sky at almost-dusk-time with a washed-out blue sky and soft pink clouds, I have a quote from one of the Anne of Green Gables books by Lucy Maud Montgomery:
"In daylight I belong to the world, in the night to sleep and eternity. But in the dusk I'm free from both and belong only to myself."]
Much thanks, and scritches to your various animals :)
Handmade watercolour bookmarks are such a nice idea for a gift, I love it <3
I vexed myself thinking about your request because I learn poetry by heart so often, or small book excerpts, but when someone asks me to dig up a topical quote my mental library is suddenly empty. I wish I had a tag system for my brain.
I vaguely remember an Alfred Desrochers poem the first stanza of which was "Le vent est froid, le ciel est gris, la terre est rousse / L'automne est revenu par septembre apporté / Et les arbres, devant la mort du bel été / Pleurent des larmes d'or [?quelque chose?] sur la mousse." And something by Francis Jammes about "ces jours qu'empourpraient les agonies solaires de l'automne" but no recollection beyond that...
I also remember some meager excerpts from "Matin d'octobre" by François Coppée, "A travers la brume automnale / Tombent les feuilles du jardin / [???] / Une blonde lumière arrose / La nature, et dans l'air tout rose / On croirait qu'il neige de l'or."
And one of my favourite poems by Marie-Claire Bancquart, "Je marche dans la solitude des livres", "Beyond the garden, beyond the moment at hand, are the fallen shells of chestnuts, the fire of leaves in the mist..."
And a verse by Ernest Dowson that went "And are we not better and at home / in dreamful autumn...? "
Maybe a couple of lines from this e.e. cummings poem? What my brain retained of it was "the glory is fallen out of the sky, this is the passing of all shining things"...
(if a fox could write autumn poetry I think it would sound like this poem. "no lingering no backward-wondering straight glad feet fear ruining lead us into the serious darkness...")
I also like this sentence by Elizabeth Coatsworth, from her book Personal Geography: "The magic of autumn has seized the countryside; now that the sun isn’t ripening anything it shines for the sake of the golden age; for the sake of Eden; to please the moon for all I know."
Anyway, love the idea of handmade illustrated bookmarks :) It reminds me of a calendar I made for a friend years ago, I wrote a little poem for each month and illustrated it. One of the poems was about having a snail friend:
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smallvolcanos · 1 month
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i called my friend yesterday. we talked for an hour. she asked how i was doing, and i said, i can't remember the last time i was this happy.
lately i've been reading old poems and looking at old pictures. i wonder when i stopped being happy. i wonder if i ever was. i built myself a beautiful cage, and then i threw away the key. i was scared to leave. i thought if i did, i would lose everything good in the world. the truth is i kept everything good in the world out.
i'm not saying she didn't love me. i'm not saying i didn't love her. just that we got so close to each other, we ended up on the other side. i thought: what is love, if not to need? the idea of being without her made me afraid. i didn't know what i would find in myself if i wasn't constantly trying to be what she wanted me to be.
here's what i've found: peace, easy and quiet. strength. beauty, in every part of me. a breath breathed out. a weight off the shoulders. i used those same words in a poem i wrote months ago. in a poem i wrote three years ago. how long did i know? when i read my old works, it seems like i always did. i was just waiting for the right moment.
the right moment never comes. eventually i had to show up for myself. eventually i had to open the door. and when i did, in came the sunlight, glowing and golden.
she writes to me sometimes. i miss you. it feels like there's a hole in my life without you in it. i don't know how to tell her that for me, that emptiness is a blessing. that i finally have so much space to fill with myself, so expansive and beautiful and strong.
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joyswonderland1108 · 6 months
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Solos suck ass.
I can't believe a day came where i had to click uninterested on posts about Jimin or Jungkook.
The algorithm works this way the more you interact with something the more posts about the same thing/person will show up more. You all know i'm a Jungkook and Jimin stan so naturally my algorithm picks up that i'm interested in posts about them individually or together, which also means the algorithm suggests shitty posts the same as the ones i've seen earlier.
There's this one post i've seen and i'm not gonna share it cause really both parties are disgusting but this made me think.. This is why you should be mindful of what you say because later it can backfire, and the only one receiving hate from all that is the members.
Jimin and Jungkook solos are in this constant war getting back at each other and they're both setting up Jimin and Jungkook for hate. If you're a solo congratulations do you want me to give you a cookie for that? You go be a solo in your own bubble and talk about your fav all you want, but don't forget that you're a solo so keep other members names out of your mouth, don't go thinking that by dragging other members your fav will be happy with you. Thank you for all the efforts you do for the member you are solo'ing but that's all, that's literally all there is to thank you for.
Another thing i wanted to mention since some people felt the need to bitch about it. And i'm with @kkhluvsbts in this one, you are entitled to your own opinion about something as long as you stay respectful, if you feel a bit disappointed that you can't see JK being credited on any song in GOLDEN, fine whatever those are your feelings and no one can invalidate them, but going the extra mile to diss him about that?
A gentle reminder that Euphoria was not written by JK yet no one was barking about how it doesn't associate with him or how it doesn't represent him or how it doesn't mean anything to him, and to begin with as per Namjoon's words it was supposed to be a Jimin and Jungkook subunit but they decided to go for Jungkook only.
Jungkook didn't write Seven either but because he felt a connection to it he chose that one song, it's also the way he interprets each lyrics those are personal to him. When he was interviewed about Seven he made a slight distinction between the MV and the lyrics and this to me at least showed me how Jungkook sees the lyrics for himself, not how YOU perceive them or how YOU understand them.
Should i also remind you of the poems you google when you're an X mood and you post them because it defines how you feel at the moment? Should we invalidate your state at the moment because it wasn't written by you? Should we just pretend you are lying about your feelings at the moment cause you chose to post words written by someone else?
Also since y'all are being smartasses you do realize that Jungkook didn't start working on his album very early right? I do hope y'all weren't just hypocrites pretending to care about him when you don't even realize this. Writing your own songs can take a lot and i mean A LOT some people have been writing the same song for YEARS not just weeks or months, do you think JK would be happy to give us something he didn't have enough time to write properly?
I just want to understand what's so wrong with connecting with words that you yourself didn't write? When Jungkook chose "There for you" or "Best of Me" for his GCFs he didn't sing any of those yet he felt a connection with them and felt like they were the most fitting for what he was trying to show us.
I don't know just how long this fandom will keep on being dominated by immature brains. I come here everyday hoping i'd get inspired to write something cute about my biases but end up being disappointed with the shit happening. Y'all need to get a life istg.
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prince-liest · 5 days
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I am literally checking your blog daily how the backflipping DUCK did I miss the recent snippet!?!?
It is genius. Bestest thing in the entire universe. I am filled with admiration for your skills. If I were home, I would be screaming into a pillow.
Just how do you make snippets this good?!?? Hahah♡ /pos
Backflipping duck got me, HAHA, thank you for that. Honestly, this entire chapter has been sitting solidly in "there's a lot of emotional fallout here from the previous installments of this series, and it is making me very paranoid about pulling both of them out of character," so I'm really glad people are enjoying the bits of WIP that I've been posting! Now that I've made it through a night out followed by an all-day party, I can sit, relax, and edit the shit out of it prior to posting so that I feel solid about it, hahaha. Anyway, thank you so much! <3 These kind messages have been fueling me amidst all the chaos, ehehe.
More replies specifically on the snippet under the cut! <3
okay I'm DYING over that snippet, alastor is going through a crisis not feeling comfortable with what they've been doing any longer and trying to figure out how to express that and one of the first things vox says when he breaches the topic is "I'm gonna dress up valentino as you and fantasize about fucking you anyway" like buddy!! all horny no brain asdfg they're both killing me omg - ✨
Vox was allowed like two seconds of healthy, genuine communication prior to the snippet I posted before I was like, "Hm, one sec, gotta remind everyone who he is," hahaha. He was, to be fair, mostly trying to be glib in that moment in a way that just didn't land.
Vox says "well it doesn't have to be literally you if you don't want" and Alastor hears "I've objectified the idea of you to such an extent that I'm going to go to such length to still realize my desire to fuck you" and oof.
Hi, anon who loves your writing snippets here 👋 Reaction summarized: “The Emotions They destroyed their cage Yes YES The Emotions are out” In other words: I am ready to be utterly obliterated. Hit me with the emotional weightlifting these two idiots are about to do. I’m rubbing my hands vigorously like a little creacher, a raccoon or common housefly, perhaps. On another note, so happy you’re getting off to a good start in your residency! As someone who’s been below the poverty line for most of their life, I know how thrilling it can be to look at future housing prospects. There’s nothing I love more than decorating a new space to make it feel like home :). I hope for the best for you these upcoming months!
Ehehehe, what a GREAT use of that poem. >:D The emotions really have finallly destroyed their cage. Time to face the music!!
And ahhh, thank you! Yeah, I've moved around a lot throughout my life (including switching houses weekly between my parents most of my life) and I feel like one of the ways I adapted to it was just being very gung-ho about decorating and home-ifying a place I'm staying, so I'm so excited to finally have a space that is All Mine To Do With As I Please without being concerned about roommates, etc, etc. And it won't be permanent, but I'll be there three years, and that's a decently long time!!
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northwindow · 1 month
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love your blog so much! and im wondering how you archive/document your day-to-day life and the information that you take in — whatever form: books, lyrics, trees, etc etc — ? im struggling so much w forgettttttting
i love this question! i’ve always longed to have a beautiful and consistent journal, but it’s something i struggle with maintaining organically so i’ve tried some different structures over the past few years. long-winded answer under the cut 💗
back in 2021, i was making a monthly journal on google slides which i really liked because it's so natural to integrate images. i just made a month of it public here as an example of what it was like.
from 2022 - now, i've been doing a new concept where on the last day of every season i write long, list-y answers to these prompts:
art that has been resonating with me (includes music, books, movies, visual art, anything really). i'll usually write a few words about it... "Decision to Leave dir. Park Chan-Wook—the eye shot! the eye shot with the ants crawling on it" or "'Train Ride' by Ruth Stone: 'Release, release; / between cold death and a fever, / send what you will, I will listen. / All things come to an end. / No, they go on forever.'" or "Chunky misshapen pearls and other organic, shiny shapes"
my favorite memories from the season... examples from past lists include "Swimming hole with Zoë where I stuck a twig in my hair and we waded around on our hands like crocodiles" and "Walks in my snowsuit at night, one in particular where the Gemenids meteor shower was just starting"
a checkup on 5 of my current projects/goals. currently these are 1. learn to lift weights, 2. write 50 "identical" poems, 3. write a new syllabus, 4. practice mindful spending, 5. improve at woodworking.
a checkup on 5 of my core values. currently these are 1. adventure, 2. connection, 3. play, 4. sensuality, 5. sustainability.
reevaluating projects and values to focus on next
since you mentioned wanting to remember things-- when i'm putting this together i draw extensively from my tumblr archive/likes, calendar, photos app, recent playlists, and letterboxd and storygraph accounts. curating this kind of ephemeral data into a more permanent and thoughtful record is really satisfying to me. i privately call this method "wrapped" a la spotify... like i'll have a big entry for "fall 2022 wrapped" and then "winter 2023 wrapped" and so on. i do all this on the app notion and file the seasons on one big page so it's easy to click into one and remember what i was doing and thinking about. (i also converted my dream journal to a notion database. i've logged about 300 dreams in here and love that i can tag by character/feature.)
over the years i've also kept a more classic diary via text documents that's less structured, just spitting out whatever's on my mind with the date at the top. i tend to do this frequently for a while, then ebb off, then restart another doc, rinse and repeat. i also have a few physical notebooks (including these two) but the digital stuff is way more extensive as i prefer to write on the computer.
if i were going to recommend any of this, i would say the visual format of the slides journal was really compelling because i liked the aesthetic freedom but i also love the "wrapped" lists because they seem to cut to the core of an era's texture. in the future i'd like to try to integrate these aspects together! 📓
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happilychaengs · 1 year
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Nayeon - Tapes
a/n: had a spark of inspiration. this entire thing is from nayeon's pov. this took a lot of courage to even try and i don't know if this was worth posting or not but i tried doing something new, plot wise and writing wise. didn't proofread so it may have some errors.
word count: 1,219
angst
nayeon x gender neutral reader
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When the doorbell rang, I almost couldn't bring myself to stand up and answer it. Not until I heard your name.
"Package for Y/N!" I... couldn't believe it. My chest was tight. My head hurt.
When I saw a box with your name signed on it at my doorstep, everything I've held back finally burst through the floodgates. I cried and cried, each tear staining the cardboard box even more than the last.
I almost didn't have the courage to bring it in but something in me needed to know what it was. There were so many tapes inside, each labeled with different dates. Now I know why you got me a VHS player all those months ago.
Tape 1 - 9/25/21
There you were with a happy smile. As happy as you could have been when you were in a hospital gown, all those syringes pinned inside your arm. You sat down in front of a white wall and yet your eyes were still so bright, almost somehow filling the entire screen with color. You looked so hopeful.
"Hi Nayeon!" You waved directly to the camera with a bright smile and almost for a second, I feel like I'm with you again. Like I'm standing in front of you just having a conversation like any ordinary day with you.
You say all the right things to make me smile despite it all. "I miss you tons already, Nayeon. All these doctors have just been feeding me so much medicine and it's all so disgusting!" You stick your tongue out playfully in disgust, a habit you've picked up from your older sister.
"And all the nurses have been side eyeing me lately for some reason. Maybe it was because I ate another sandwich when they told me not to... oops!" You laugh again and it rings in my ears so clearly. I loved your hearty laugh. The way it always made me laugh too and you'd tease me for it saying I shouldn't be laughing at you.
"I didn't want to sit in my bed all day and watch old people television so I asked for some favors and here I am now before you! Your great protector Y/N!" A nickname you gave yourself when you once killed a cockroach that crawled into my shoes.
"I also know I've been out of tune with the trends lately but I learned this from Jeongyeon when she visited earlier!" Then you dabbed like it wasn't a dead trend for years already, you giggling to yourself as you did it. God, you and Jeongyeon were such dorks together. I wish you knew she misses you a lot too.
Then a person, maybe a doctor or a nurse, was heard outside your room. Something about you going to get your treatment. You just nodded at them as you looked back to the camera, your smile still on your face.
"That's all for now, Nay! But don't worry! I'll be back!" You said in that annoying terminator impression of yours that I secretly loved. I wish I told you.
Tape 2 - 10/01/21
"Happy Anniversary, darling!" You shouted as you pulled on a small confetti popper. "I'm really sorry that we can't celebrate our anniversary together because of me but I wanted to record this to tell you how much I love you!"
You pulled out a small piece of paper which I could definitely recognize as a poem. You always did that on our anniversaries. Something new and original every year albeit sometimes they didn't make sense because you wanted to rhyme but that didn't matter. I loved them all.
Clearing your throat, you read it aloud with a stupid accent you say is 'just like Shakespeare!'
"Like a sunshine to the horizon, you were bound to light up my world.
Like water to the ocean, I feel like we're inseparable.
Whatever I say is true, I give you my word.
You're my one true love, irreplaceable.
Even when I sit here surrounded by death,
The thought of you gives me life.
I wish to love you till my very last breath,
So someday I may call you my wife."
You folded up the paper and set it down, staring directly at the camera with your ever bright smile. "Well! I hope you liked it! I really tried hard for that one since you know... can't take you out anywhere right now." And if only you knew how much that poem meant to me right now.
Tape 3 - 10/11/21
"Hey Nay!" You still haven't lost the glow in your eyes yet as you coddled the small teddy bear I gave you that day. "I know you just visited me but I couldn't help but want to sit down and record another tape for you in secret! I really miss you a lot but I'm glad I can have Mr. Cuddles by my side." I felt a small smile at my lips as I finally figured out what you named that bear that came along with the tapes.
"I also made a new friend here that I didn't tell you last time! I became friends with one of the nurses and now they sometimes give me extra food but don't tell anyone! It's our little secret..." You whispered.
I missed those parts of you. The social butterfly that could become friends with anyone even when you were bed ridden and that sort of free spirit you possessed. Not bound by anything. I wished those parts of you I could try to imitate at least but you really are irreplaceable.
You spoke up again as you tried peering out of your rooms windows and into the hallway. "I think I got to go but I'll definitely come back, Nayeon. Promise." I wish you kept it. Why'd you have to be so bad with promises?
Tape 4 - 12/15/21
"Nayeon. You heard the doctors." Your eyes were filled with such despair, the colors missing now. An apparent void in you. "I've... decided that these tapes will only make it to you if I..." you choked out, "if I die. If you ever see these then... I'm sorry for not being strong enough. For not fighting harder for you."
I wish you didn't say that. I should have been there for you. I should have fought harder with you. Water pooled in my eyes as my hands faltered on the remote, wanting to pause it and forget about it all but how could I ever forget? I love you.
"Nayeon. If I'm really gone, I... want you to move on if you haven't already by the time you're watching this. I know how stubborn you are. If we were really meant for each other then... I'll find you in our next life but for now please move on. For me." Maybe the only thing you could've asked me that I can't do.
"For the rest of my time, I'll record some more tapes for you just to cheer you up if I really am gone but I'm sorry if I sound a little... sad. It comes with the diagnosis." You let out a low chuckle as you reached over to the camera and shut it off, leaving me alone again.
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sawrinwrites · 26 days
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Sawrin does Bumbleby Week
I know I said I was going to use this month to focus on OC content, but I am a recklessly impulsive dumbass, so when the prompt list for Bumbleby Week went up and I realised I was accidentally completing the prompt for day 1, my brain went “Welp! Might as well do all 8!” and I agreed.
Some of these are based on concepts I've already been developing for future multi-chapter fics. I've marked those ones with a * by the title so you guys can let me know which ones you want to see the most.
Here’s what you can expect to see over the next 8 days:
Day 1 - Bumblebaby
Title: Expecting
Summary: A new story in the As Told By Ember collection. This tale follows the best girl as she helps her humans prepare for the arrival of their first child.
Author’s Comment: You can thank @reeves3 for this one. Without their suggestion, I wouldn’t have had the inspiration to build out a collection of Ember’s adventures.
Day 2 – Jock & Nerd AU
Title: I See You*
Summary: Weiss knows Blake and Yang are in love, she just hasn’t figured out a way to get them together yet. When Blake accidentally submits the wrong poem to her class and Yang ends up writing an essay on it, Weiss finally finds the opening she’s been waiting for.
Author’s Comment: This fit the prompt better when it was from Yang and Blake’s POV, but the story worked better from Weiss’ so that's what I wrote. Bees trauma-bonding through literature (a concept that is very near and dear to my heart).
Day 3 – Soulmates / Reincarnation
Title: And Every Time I’ll Find You
Summary: As another one of Blake’s lives draw to a close, she and Yang return to the place where it all began.
Author’s Comment: My beta reader banned me from writing soulmate stories because of this. It’s a sad one.
Day 4 – Nomad Blake & Farm Girl Yang
Title: Maybe This Year
Summary: The Kuo Kuana dragon riders make their annual visit to the floating island of Patch. For most, it’s a chance to relax. For Blake, it’s a chance to reunite with Yang and wonder how many more times she’s going to be able to leave.
Author’s Comment: Pretty sure the last time I wrote about dragons was when the years still had 00 in the middle of them. My inner child had a field day with this one. A more fun and light fic than the summary might suggest.
Day 5 – Evil Yang / Blake (or both)
Title: A Weak and Foolish Heart*
Summary: Sequestered to a keep in the middle of the Vacuo desert, the blood mage Blake leverages her skills and her history with Yang to try and ascertain the location of Princess Weiss Schnee.
Author’s Comment: This one’s the reason why each day is getting posted as a new piece of work instead of chapters under one project. Tags for blood, gore, graphic violence, and depictions of torture. I spent hours researching tendon names and positions for this. It’s also the fic that most closely resembles my preferred writing style (make of that fact what you will).
Day 6 – Comfort
Title: The Way It Feels*
Summary: Blake and Yang attempt to be intimate for the first time since Yang’s accident but the loss of sensations in Yang’s arm triggers a panic attack instead. Blake comforts her wife in the aftermath.
Author’s Comment: I’m sorry, it wouldn’t be a Sawrin fic without angst before the comfort.
Day 7 – AU Day
Title: Double Date*
Summary: After Weiss accidentally accepts an invitation to be the third wheel at a dinner date with Pyrrha and her girlfriend, Yang, she begs her best friend, Blake, to join as her fake girlfriend. An easy ask, if Blake didn’t find herself attracted to the blonde on the other side of the table.
Author’s Comment: I was going to put up a vote on which AU to do but the second I added “Fake Dating” to the list my brain went “What if the Bees weren’t the ones who were fake dating?” So here you go, fake dating monochrome with (assumed) Greek fire. Bees & Schneekos endgame. Also an excuse for me finally write Blake into that dress.
Day 8 – Bonus / VA Appreciate Day
Title: Downtime
Summary: Blake and Yang discuss the lives of their VAs, as well as their own budding relationship.
Author’s Comment: The shortest one of the lot, this is really just a small love letter to the Bees and to Barb and Arryn.
I'll be posting a link to each fic under the Bumbleby Week tag as they go live.
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theconnectiongarden · 4 months
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50 Romantic Ideas to Reignite the Spark in Your Relationship
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Hey there, lovebirds! Whether you’ve been together for months, years, or decades, keeping the romance alive is key to a thriving relationship. Sometimes, all you need is a little inspiration to rekindle that flame. That's why I've put together a list of 50 romantic ideas to add a spark to your relationship. From simple gestures to grand surprises, there’s something here for every couple. And if you're looking for more in-depth guidance on building a deeper connection, my Couples & Relationship Therapy Workbook is a great resource to explore alongside these ideas.
1. Surprise Date Nights: Plan a surprise date night. It could be dinner at a fancy restaurant or a cozy night in. And why not use one of the creative date ideas from the workbook?
2. Handwritten Love Letters: Write heartfelt, handwritten love letters to each other.
3. Weekend Getaway: Organize a surprise weekend getaway to a place you both love or have always wanted to visit.
4. Cooking Together: Spend an evening cooking a new recipe together.
5. Sunrise or Sunset Watching: Find a beautiful spot to watch the sunrise or sunset together.
6. Recreate Your First Date: Relive the memories by recreating your first date.
7. Star Gazing: Lay out a blanket and gaze at the stars together.
8. Love Notes: Leave little love notes in unexpected places.
9. Spa Day at Home: Set up a spa day at home with massages and relaxation.
10. Memory Book: Create a book or a digital album of your favorite memories together. While assembling it, use prompts from the workbook to reflect on your journey together and deepen your bond.
11. Dance Together: Have a dance night at home to your favorite songs.
12. Breakfast in Bed: Surprise your partner with breakfast in bed.
13. Watch a Romantic Movie: Have a movie night with a selection of romantic films.
14. Go for a Hike: Connect with nature and each other on a scenic hike.
15. Visit a Museum or Art Gallery: Spend a day exploring a museum or art gallery.
16. Write a Song or Poem: If you’re musically inclined, write a song or poem for your partner.
17. Take a Class Together: Sign up for a class you’re both interested in, like cooking, dancing, or pottery.
18. Plan a Picnic: Have a romantic picnic in a local park.
19. Couples Photoshoot: Arrange a professional photoshoot or take candid shots of each other.
20. Candlelit Dinner at Home: Cook or order in and have a candlelit dinner.
21. Plan Future Dreams: Spend an evening planning your future together.
22. Volunteer Together: Share the love by volunteering for a cause you both care about.
23. Write Future Letters: Write letters to each other to open in the future.
24. Create a Playlist: Make a playlist of songs that are special to your relationship.
25. Take a Road Trip: Hit the road and see where it takes you. During the trip, you can use the conversation starters from the workbook to learn new things about each other and strengthen your connection.
26. Visit a Winery or Brewery: Spend a day tasting wines or beers.
27. Try a New Restaurant: Go out to a new restaurant in town.
28. Weekend Brunch: Enjoy a lazy weekend brunch together.
29. Play Board Games: Have a fun night playing your favorite board games.
30. Attend a Concert or Show: See a live concert or show together.
31. Visit a Botanical Garden: Take a stroll through a local botanical garden.
32. Go on a Bike Ride: Explore your city or town on a bike ride.
33. Make a Time Capsule: Create a time capsule of your relationship and open it in the future.
34. Have a Themed Dinner Night: Choose a theme and make a dinner night out of it.
35. Take a Scenic Drive: Drive through scenic routes in or near your city.
36. Visit an Amusement Park: Spend a day at an amusement park.
37. Go to a Festival: Find a local festival or fair and enjoy it together.
38. Have a DIY Project Day: Work on a home improvement or craft project together.
39. Go Kayaking or Canoeing: Have an adventure on the water.
40. Take a Hot Air Balloon Ride: Experience a hot air balloon ride for a unique date.
41. Watch Old Home Videos: Reminisce by watching old videos or photos.
42. Go to a Trivia Night: Participate in a trivia night at a local bar or cafe.
43. Plan a Themed Movie Marathon: Have a movie marathon with a specific theme.
44. Go Horseback Riding: Try horseback riding for a fun outdoor activity.
45. Visit a Farmer’s Market: Stroll through a farmer’s market and cook a meal with your finds.
46. Attend a Cooking Demonstration: Learn something new at a cooking demo.
47. Go to an Aquarium: Spend a day at an aquarium.
48. Take a Yoga Class Together: Relax and connect with a couple's yoga class.
49. Have a Beach Day: Spend a day relaxing at the beach.
50. Go on a Scavenger Hunt: Spice up your day with a personalized scavenger hunt for each other. For a ready-made adventure, check out my Scavenger Hunt Pack for Couples, designed to bring fun and excitement into your relationship. This pack takes the guesswork out of creating an engaging activity and is filled with creative clues and challenges tailored for couples. It’s a playful way to explore and enjoy each other's company, creating lasting memories.
Remember, it’s not about grand gestures but about the thought and love you put into them. These ideas are just a starting point. Feel free to get creative and tailor them to suit your relationship’s unique dynamic. The most important thing is to spend quality time together, creating new memories and strengthening your bond. The Couples & Relationship Therapy Workbook can be a valuable tool in this journey, offering deeper insights and structured activities to strengthen your relationship. It’s designed to complement these romantic ideas, providing a foundation for continued growth and connection.
FAQs
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Yes, there are options here for every budget, from free activities to more elaborate plans.
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Absolutely! Feel free to adapt and change these ideas to match what you both enjoy.
3. What if we're not very romantic?
Romance is subjective. The key is to find activities that you both feel comfortable with and enjoy.
4. How often should we plan these activities?
It depends on your schedules, but try to set aside time regularly, whether it’s weekly or monthly.
5. Can the workbook be used along with these romantic ideas?
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madfantasy · 5 months
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Dears;
Sleepless
I didn't know that I could be more sleep deprived, more in the sense that the nightmares of death and murder wakes me up in fever and chest burn now.
I thought I was okay and I was just witnessing and grieving over everything happening in this world, I can't much speak on it but with my siblings, my guardians ofc know and part of our family even affected by the "wars" that raged in and around 🍉, I still feel just as suffocated, useless, helpless and isolated as I feel everyday if not more. The internet remains my only window to the world..
The only thing I could able to talk to my guardians about is that telling them I feel immense guilt, my other half, my other home is being wiped out, land stripped of human warmth, from recent and ancient memories, all the structures old and new, the nature that hugged it tightly and the music that floated from it's midst. And here I am carrying nothing but a blood connection and writing in immaculate Arabic, one thing I was consistently praised on and ment alot to me in terms of belonging, but literally can't understand the casual/slang part of it no matter how I think I get it. Which I understand finally is what called: a late diagnosis of autism, possible related to those specific speaking patterns.
I'm 80% nonverbal, and when I find my voice, specifically when it comes to expressing myself, everything I say sounds like riddles or poems instead of plain direct speech with clear indication and values. I take so long revising these little writings to make sure at least they are coherent. It's often frustrating as suddenly not being able to scream when u need..
In the same time, I can't deal with being perceived, I can not even interact with what I've shared on my TT or @madmanii because my brain just shuts down, it doesn't matter what's the situation, as long there's social interactions, my rational blanks and stops translating sense to me.. it might be so good I can't even say how much intensely I love it, same as bad.. Even through art, and I thought because it is in art form, something I feel more able expressing, I can't say more or do more or give more engagement than this. While engagement with my art shocks me each time as if It was the first time. It takes all my remaining soul to make this art, this last tether to my sanity and humanity, so I have unmeasured gratitude..
The only release to this raging sense of belonging and grief I had all my life is to make stories, OCs. Those two are just fantasy-ed version of the 2 homes I'm from. But never shared more drawings of them because I did not want to be identified and get any "anything-against-mainstream" phobia towards me as I've been punished for it severely lots in real life. They are even not a romantic pair, just bromancing and 'too' beautiful, and I still drew many other romantic ships and posts them, regardless..
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But I worry too much and often my art, posts or whatever is never seen..
Whatever it's the algorithm or doing communication, I can't not do more of what is socially 'required' to be seen and heard, my art is all I can offer and as it always shows me it's never enough, I tried so hard that my art for the first time in my life became just another burden and chore instead of a sanctuary and brain food. Whatever I did, I don't have a presence online, I only have the few Snape fans who truly care about me and showed me humanity I've never known. But I still don't have numbers or popularity, and at this point I'm so burn out from trying that I don't care I'm losing followers or have no likes, it's silence on both ends now...
I wish I could achieve more and be more helpful and not worry about fearing anything, my existence here online is done by secret to begin with and not consistent cuz I have trash net, and I don't know how to do more.. even for myself..
It's my birthday month, and that's ticks down one year of six..
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About perception I relate to Hard: https://vt.tiktok.com/ZSNQeJy8u/
Thank u for reading, Sweet dreams, precious 🖤❤️
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bothsidesofaquestion · 4 months
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::ooc:: so many memes, so little time...
I know, I know. I haven't been consistent neither with memes and threads.
At least, I'm answering.
After ten months of being inactive or just lurking, I am happy I can write and interact with you. I'm aware I'm fickle and that I've delayed asks/threads to prioritize others, I'm trying to answer according how my brain manages to come up with something to write, is not easy but that has been working for me since my big return in October and I'm glad it is because I suffered from the biggest case of writer's block and it was extremely frustrating for me.
In fact, I even considered quitting roleplaying and writing because I just couldn't come up with anything, that depressed me for months because this is the only creativity I have. Not many of you know, but after Dosky died in 2009 ( I was very attached to that dog, he was very special to me and we grew up together ) I was so severly depressed I stopped drawing and I haven't managed to touch a pencil since then.
Then, my most prolific years as a roleplayer happened and that's because I realized I could be creative without touching a pencil or a sketchbook and I need a creative outlet. I'm a very creative person RL and that always shows at work but, I need to be creative for MYSELF, thanks to roleplaying I'm able to because I am not enough consistent to write fanfiction, I've tried.
So, I hope this long ass story explains why I haven't followed an order. I'm sure I will, I've noticed I've managed to reply to threads more than once and that makes me happy so, I'm completely sure I will be able to speed up my pace and to answer to things I haven't managed too but I need time and I appreciate your patience.
And I thank you all for helping me to be better with this.
It's almost 2024 and I can't touch a pencil, I can't touch a sketchbook, I can't trace with charcoals. I panic so badly whenever I try and oh I've tried! The last time, I spent 200 bucks in fresh new art supplies and I have them stored at the closet under my stairs collecting dust since then.
I think I won't be able to draw again but I write, I compose silly songs, poems, I write the most funniest 'calaveritas' for Day of the Dead each year, I roleplay and I'm constantly trying to improve my english to write better, so, this hobby is here to stay!
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Over The Rainbow (2/5) - Logan
Seond part of the fic for the prompt submitted by @virgeandhis-pocket-protector :)
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Logan! My favourite nerd, we love to see him, so do Roman and Patton :)))
I have no schedule for when this will be updated, currently it seems to be 'whenever i finish the next chapter'. I've just finished writing chapter 3 so.... yeah.
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“Hey Roro your phone sounds like it’s gonna blow up, are you gonna get that?” Remus asked from his spot on top of the wardrobe, where he had been for the past three hours. 
Roman had returned from a class to find that Remus had managed to get up there somehow and he hadn’t gotten down since, all he’d done is thrown unpopped microwave popcorn at him at random intervals. 
“In a minute!” Roman called, “Just- working on something!”
They had been in college for almost two months by now, he’d known Patton for… almost all of that time. But they’d only started officially dating earlier that week. 
Before that, they had been considering staying just friends until they met the rest of their soulmates. After a lengthy conversation, though, they had come to the conclusion that it could take years for them to meet everyone, and they were both attracted to each other so… why shouldn’t they date?
It had taken a little bit to reassure Patton that they wouldn’t force any new soulmate they met into a relationship they weren’t comfortable with. Anyone else they met didn’t need to join the relationship right away, or at all, if they were uncomfortable - platonic soulmates did exist, after all. That choice would be up to the new soulmates they might meet.
The evening after that conversation, Roman had asked Patton out with a grandiose poem and a bouquet of flowers outside of his dorm room. Patton had laughed and taken the flowers, stood on tiptop to kiss Roman’s cheek - leaving him a blushing mess - before confessing that he thought the conversation earlier had been them asking each other out. 
Roman had been… safe to say, a little embarrassed, especially when Patton’s Roommate had called him a dork, but he’d still swept Patton up into an embrace and promised to take him on the best first date of his life.
So now Roman was both attempting to plan the Best Date Ever, and also make Patton a gift to celebrate! Because Roman loved making gifts and he’d had the idea for this specific painting for… quite a while.
He couldn’t stop now, though, even with his phone buzzing every two seconds, or the paint would dry and he’d have to start all over again, though apparently the universe had other plans. 
“Oh my god answer the fucking phone, Roro,” Remus yelled when he obviously got bored at the repetitive noise. Roman groaned, reaching over to grab his phone and hitting the call button on Patton’s number so that they could talk and he could keep painting at the same time. 
The phone wasn’t even ringing for two seconds before Patton answered.
“Roman!!” They practically yelled, Roman held the phone a little further from his ear, “Why’re you ignoring my messages!”
“I’m sorry Pat,” Roman said immediately, “I’m painting right now, can’t stop to text, what’s going on?”
“I met Green!” Patton yelled again, Roman nearly dropped the phone.
“ What?? ” Roman yelped, “Where? How? Can I talk to them? Details??”
“Well, um, his name’s Logan,” Patton said, Roman could tell they were smiling, “And he’s super cute-”
“I am not cute, Patton,” Roman heard a little more distantly on the other end of the line.
“Is he there?” Roman asked, gasping with excitement. 
“Yeah! We got coffee! I was trying to invite you, but…”
“Oh my god! Hi new soulmate!” Roman practically squealed. 
“You’re both very loud,” Logan said, before Patton gasped.
“We should video call!” Patton chirped, Roman was pretty sure he heard Logan sigh.
“I wonder if the colour blindness thing works over the phone,” Roman mused.
There was some shuffling from the other end of the line, before Logan spoke again, “I would like to test this theory, can we video call you?”
“Sure, gimme a second to put my phone in a good spot,” Roman said, before balancing his phone on top of the canvas he was painting on - he couldn’t risk Patton seeing the painting, even if it was precarious, “Okay, I’m good now!”
Patton seemed to fiddle with the phone for a second before the call was switched to a video one and Roman immediately brightened when Patton’s grinning - slightly flushed - face came into view. 
“Hi Ro!” Patton grinned, waving, “Logan’s opposite me, um, you wanna talk?”
“Yes, hello,” Logan said, “I would really like to test if the soulmate connection works over the call, now that you’ve given me the idea, what colour are your eyes?”
“Oh! Mine are amber!” Roman answered, “Yours are green, right?”
“Yes,” Logan said shortly, “Do you have something you know is green in your vicinity?”
Roman looked around, before his eyes found Remus, “Hey Re, you wearing your green shirt by chance?”
“...Yeah why?” Remus asked, kicking his feet against the dresser.
“We’re seeing if the soulmate connection works over video call.” Roman explains, Remus gasps and jumps down from the dresser, crashing on the ground. 
“You’ve really got greenie?” Remus gasped, rushing over to the call.
“Hi Remus,” Patton laughed, waving.
“Who is Remus?” Logan asked, sounding a little uneasy from out of frame.
“Oh my fuck is that him?” Remus yelled.
Roman rolled his eyes, pushing his brother wavy from the painting, “Yes, that’s him, Logan, Remus is my twin brother, we share a dorm.”
“Ah,” Logan nodded, “Alright, shall we try this experiment, then?”
“Hell yeah!” 
It turned out that yes, the soulmate connection did work over a video call. Logan’s eyes were a dark emerald green, framed similarly to Patton’s by glasses - though his were square where Patton’s were round. His hair was dark grey - to Roman, at least - and slicked back into a small bun with a few loose strands that hung over his face. His skin was pale and certainly made to look even paler by the navy blouse he wore. 
Patton had apparently met Logan in a joint seminar between a few different psychology branches. While Patton was minoring in child psychology, Logan was doing general psychology as minor to astrophysics (holy shit!). Patton had been confused about some of the material they were being taught and turned to the person next to them to ask for help only to realise they was seeing green for the first time. 
It had, apparently, taken all of their restraint not to burst into conversation right then and there - something Logan appreciated. Patton had just about cornered him afterwards and immediately asked if he’d wanted to get coffee. They’d talked for a little while as Patton had tried to get Roman’s attention until he had called and now here they are, of course.
Roman had enthusiastically insisted that Patton give Logan his phone number, and also that they go for a walk in the forest twenty minutes from campus so that Patton and he could get a look at how everything looked in colour. Logan had smiled and agreed with the caveat being he could tell them about as many nature facts as he wanted. 
Safe to say, Roman had been ecstatic about the idea. 
“This is an oak apple,” Logan said, picking something green and round-ish up from the detritus to show the pair, who were mostly marvelling at all the different shades of green around them. Roman would have to paint this too, at some point. 
“I didn’t know oak trees grew apples,” Patton said, coming over to look at the thing in Logan’s hand, “Can you eat them?”
Logan made a face, and now Roman was walking over, also interested, “They’re not… toxic, but I wouldn’t advise eating it, they apparently taste horrific, and they are created as a result of secretions from wasp larvae.”
Patton made a disgusted face, “Ew, that’s, so gross.”
“I need you to tell Remus about that sometime,” Roman said, chuckling, “It sounds like something he’d be interested in.”
“If you would like something to eat, Patton, I’m certain we’ll be able to find some edible forage here somewhere..”
Patton gasped, eyes sparkling with excitement, “Really? Like what?”
“Most likely berries if you’d like to eat it now,” Logan shrugged, “possibly mushrooms and I’m certain we could find some wild herbs around, if you cook?”
“I love cooking!” Patton gasped, “That’s so cool! I’ve never actually foraged for ingredients before.”
“It’s likely more difficult with a lack of colour vision,” Logan said, bending down to pick som leaves from a plant, “this is thyme, here, smell it.”
Patton held the leaves up to his nose, before grinning, “Herb-y!”
Smiling, Logan stood up and continued to lead them through the woods until Roman spotted a berry plant and gasped, walking over. 
“Hey! Logan! Can we eat these?” He called over, Logan turned, before nodding. 
“Go ahead, those are blackberries,” Logan explained, “Make sure to check them for bugs before you eat them, though, and mind the thorns.”
“Oh! Blackberries!” Roman grinned, picking a small handful before walking back over and offering them to the other two. Logan took one, inspected it and put it in his mouth. Patton copied him, grinning the entire time. 
Fifteen minutes later, they came to a small clearing, bathed in afternoon sun. Roman had finished off the blackberries and Patton’s bag was full of different fresh herbs and a couple of edible mushrooms and berries. 
“Shall we sit down in this clearing for a short while before beginning to make our way back to campus?” Logan suggested.
“Good idea,” Roman smiled, sitting cross legged on the grass, quickly followed by Patton and then Logan - who laid out his jacket to sit down on first. 
A few minutes passed in silence, before Patton spoke up almost shyly, “So.. this has been really nice.”
Roman grinned, “I agree! I’ve been having a lot of fun with the both of you!”
“Admittedly it has been nice for me to be able to share my knowledge with people who are interested.” Logan nodded.
“Well I was… wondering,” Patton said, looking specifically to Logan, “I already told you that me and Roman are dating, right?”
“Indeed,” Logan nodded. 
“Well - obviously only if Ro agrees, but I think that I would be really happy if maybe you’d like to… y’know… also be part of the relationship?” Patton asked, face steadily growing more red.
“...Roman?” Logan asked, looking over at Roman, who was staring in surprise, “Your thoughts? If you feel you need more time to get to know me before I accept Patton’s offer that is entirely reasonable - we only met a few days ago, after all.”
Roman thought for a second, frowning, “You have to meet my brother, if he’s chill with you it’s a yes from me - I’m sure he will, you just have to tell him kinda gross facts, but… I have to make sure.”
He couldn’t help but sigh in relief when Logan smiled. He knew it was probably a little weird to get approval of his dates from his brother, but the one time he hadn’t it had gone… horribly wrong. 
“I will have gross facts prepared in advance,” Logan reassured, making Patton giggle. Roman couldn’t help but grin - he’s pretty certain this is good. He’s found two of his soulmates now, he couldn’t wait to meet the others. 
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tags: @full-of-roman-angst-trash @reptilianrapscallion420 @your-local-random-dino @cutebisexualmess @glacierruler @roseianxiety @bella-bugatti-frogetti-baguetti
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just-in-case-iloveyou · 3 months
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get to know me tag 🌻
@sugarcoated-lame my darling🧡 thank you so much for the tag 🥰
1. were you named after anyone?
i'm pretty sure y'all can guess my real name, but yeah, i was. my name means "she who will rise again," which was neat, because my parents read about an American Indian woman who worked closely with an ethnologist to record hundreds of hours tapes cataloging her tribe's language. a language that no one spoke, until a cardboard box containing those tapes was found in the Smithsonian Institution the year before i was born. my parents loved the name and were blown away by the story.
2. when was the last time you cried?
two days ago, it's been a rough month
3. do you have kids?
no kids, but i do have a fur baby 🥹 ditto, Kricket
4. what sports do you play/have you played?
i did dance and gymnastics a long time ago in a galaxy far, far away. 🩰 after that, i played basketball and softball in middle school, and volleyball from middle to high school. 🏀🥎🏐
5. do you use sarcasm?
at this point, i'm pretty sure it's a coping mechanism for me.
6. what’s the first thing you notice about people?
smile first, then eyes (mostly because i'm nearsighted, so eyes are a little harder)
7. what’s your eye color?
hazel, i guess. they're green on the outside and brown on the inside.
8. scary movies or happy endings?
happy endings, for sure. i'm too chicken for scary movies 🐔 and i like to feel happy 💖
9. any talents?
Kicket, babe, i feel like we're kind of the same person.
i can sing, and if i'm comfortable enough with you, i'll sing along to things in your presence. i used to take voice lessons and do musical theater, but since my anxiety developed later, that's a big no-go nowadays. i'm also a solid advice-giver (but i can't take my own), and i used to stress-bake a TON in university. i suppose i'm pretty good at random trivia! and i'm okay at painting, but i only really do it at those paint and sip places lol.
10. where were you born?
Orange County, California 🍊
11. what are your hobbies?
again, same person, different font
PUZZLES!!! reading, watching movies, singing, baking, thrifting, playing video games (i'm a sucker for the Nancy Drew mystery games). i'm trying to get better at cooking. i used to do creative writing and write poems, but i haven't in a very long time. i feel like i should try to get back into that. and like i said, paint and sip is also fun lol
12. do you have any pets?
at the moment, my sister has a pittie mix named Moose, we've got a lovebird named Peach, and a tortoise (African desert maybe?) named Shelley (we didn't name him). we lost my sweet girl Bell and my baby boy Percy not too long ago 💔💔
13. how tall are you?
5'2" i'm almost pocket-sized!
14. favorite subject in school?
English and Social Studies (history, geography, psych, etc.)
15. dream job?
this is gonna sound insane, but ever since i was 11, i've always wanted to work for the Naval Criminal Investigative Service (NCIS). it sounds squirrely, but long story short, i started watching NCIS and CSI: Crime Scene Investigation around that age, and i just got SO interested in criminology and forensics.
no pressure tags: @lewmagoo @laracrofted @seresinhangmanjake @withahappyrefrain @roosterforme @ohtobeleah @mamachasesmayhem @bobgasm @bobfloydsbabe @attaboylew @attapullman @mjskeletons661 @lostinthefandoms11 @pinkdaisies1106 @mandylove1000 I’m a little late to this so sorry if you’ve already done it 🧡
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More amazing games this last couple of months! Mostly from crowd funds, but with a couple of birthday gifts and the first installment of Zine Club in the mix!!
Here's a breakdown with some "why I wanted to check 'em out" hype!
DCC - Sailors on a Starless Sea: I recently got a copy of Dungeon Crawl Classics, and asked folks in the Plus One Exp Discord for recommendations, because I'd seen a few of 'em talk about DCC. This had at least two people recommend it! So, I'll be skimming it.
Emerald Templars: I was initially intrigued because of the South American creators and focus of the game, and can't wait to explore it further. The art and the overall quality of the book look great, and I definitely love seeing Fantasy stuff that's not Euro-centric.
Lichoma: Billed as a "meatpunk" game, I really needed to know what that meant. It's a dark, violent and interesting game with some neat mechanics (at least per the stream I watched).
Convictor Drive: This hit crowdfunders around the same time as the Dark Souls 5e came out, and I think while the Cowboy Bebop RPG was crowdfunding. So I was on a kick of really wanting to see more Japanese games get translated and brought stateside, which this was. It's an exosuit procedural super-detective kind of game, which intrigued me, even beyond the JP angle.
Overisles, Inspirisles, and the Shaping Deck: This one I'd been aware of for a while, having gotten Overisles in a Bundle years ago. It's an RPG that uses American or British Sign Language as part of the mechanics. It's supposed to help you learn ASL or BSL, and I've always been curious about those languages. The books are gorgeous, and they came with a pin and 2 really beautiful booksmarks
The Wizards & the Wastes: Big fan of Snow's work in general, but what got me (aside from the Howl's Moving Castle touchstone) was the ability to use art you already own (books, poems, music) as a focus for your character's magical abilities. It's a really gorgeous book and I've been wanting to bring it to a table. I also really love the mechanic where you bring someone from outside the game in to solve disputes.
Crush Depth Apparition: Spooky submarine horror is a good concept on its own, but I was also excited because it just looked so stylish. Plus, another thing through Snow's store, so I was into it.
Girl by Moonlight: Sailor Moon but make it Forged in the Dark. I'm in! Partner and I have been watching the original Sailor Moon. I've been playing and enjoying Beam Saber, and I kind of love the way FitD games deal with character growth.
Wreck this Deck: The pitch is: You trap demons in a deck of cards, and actually mark the cards as you go, creating a neat artifact of play as you go. So after a few plays, you have this really ominous deck of cards, some of which are super messed up or even missing. It's a rad idea, and I'm looking forward to messing up a $3 Bicycle deck.
Guys in Chairs/Spin The Bottle: This is part of the Zine Club shipment for the month, but I'm also a big fan of Dillin's work. I heard them play Guys in Chairs on Party of One, and it's a great game.
1978 - The Night They Came Home (and a Trick-or-Treat bag with rollable tables because why not): I backed this before I ever saw Halloween, but having gotten into those movies this past spooky season, I'm really into this. 2-player game where one of you is the killer, and the other is the person trying to run.
Fox Curio's Floating Bookshop: This looks beautiful, pastoral, and I love a good spiral binding. It's a journaling RPG about someone who runs a bookshop that floats up and down the river. It's super cute and I love it.
Nasty, Brutish, and Long: Friends at the Table put me in a revolutionary action mood, but I also really like the work that Not Writing Games puts out. Also been on a bit of a FitD kick lately (as previously established). I'm also going to pass by making jokes about the name.
The Corrupted: The other half of the Zine Club shipment for the month. I've heard extremely good things about this, and zombie horror is a fantastic genre in general. So I'm hype to dig in.
Hark! Says the Frog Magus: When this was first announced, I was bummed because I'd just lost my job and wasn't sure I'd be able to justify a purchase. So, a friend preordered it as a birthday gift (same friend later got me a different gift because they're a monster). Sin's work in general is rad, and this is adorable but also a great adventure, so I needed it.
I will take a second to highlight these two!
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They came from the Plus One EXP Zine Club, and the sticker did too! And it's such a rad thing. A monthly subscription that brings some zines to my door, supports indie creators, and keeps the lights on for a community I care about. All Wins all the time.
I also received the expansion for Return to Dark Tower. I haven't really played Covenant yet, but I'm excited to try it out, because it adds some rad new models and some cool new classes, and a whole bunch of new skulls for the Tower.
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This is going to sound batshit conceited, but the poems I'm sending out to journals from my new manuscript are mostly doing really well. They're getting picked up by great journals, many (all???) of which I've been trying to be published in for years. I got an acceptance just now from a lovely journal that I've been submitting to since I started sending out poems in 2015 or so. I also am pretty sure this manuscript of poems, in general, is good. Like, I wrote a dang good book.
And it is all sooooo painful. Every time I get good news about an acceptance, or every time one of these poems is published, it makes me cry. I put together a stellar AWP panel that takes as its inspiration the topic of my manuscript, and I don't even want to do it. It's hard and sad. I will do it. But I take so little joy from it, even though it's a big accomplishment to have a panel accepted, and even though I'm literally going to get to have a conversation with some of the writers I admire most via this panel.
I think the holidays are bothering me this year. Last year I was still very much in a new-baby fog, and now I have an older baby who tells me no all the time and is going to be a teenager as soon as I blink my eyes. Another thing that is really, really bothering me is that poor woman who had to get flown out of Texas to get an abortion midway through her pregnancy for a baby with trisomy 18 because Texas's courts were volleying her request for an abortion with a nonviable fetus back and forth like it's sports.
At least once a week, I feel grateful that I don't have a uterus anymore and can never, ever, ever, ever again accidentally get pregnant. How fucked up is that? This country hates women. And it's only going to get worse.
So, yes, I'm struggling. With the holidays. With the past. With the present. With the poems I wrote (good poems!) that are being published (by good journals!).
And I'm going to start sending out my manuscript next month. And it's time, but it makes me deeply sad. I love writing! I love publishing! I love being a poet! But it makes my pain always so...present! Like, why can't I just be an emotionless husk lol. All this vulnerability hurts!
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