#i've apparently never been able to

[infriga]

Is it really too much to ask for a botw mod that let's you play as Wolf Link? All these years and I still have yet to see one. Instead it's all Linkle shit. I do not care about Linkle, she is a false prophet, let me be a doggo.

#There's apparently a mod where you can play as a chicken but no wolf Link!! Why!! #Botw #Loz #Random #I also want a mod where I get to keep a stalhorse goddamn it #I've never been able to find any mods that let me be wolf Link at least

[dawnlitbouquet]

I've been hunkering down in Gundam Seed JP Twitter and it has been extremely enlightening, especially since I haven't rewatched the main series in a while. Things I forgot, things I actually remember but see in a new light...

Some people love/hate the new movie on there, but I've seeing a lot of people find it good - because it makes the point that 'Kira didn't actually heal from the events of Gundam Seed, and now that he's back on the battlefield without Lacus his sanity is hanging by a thin thread'.

A bunch of people pulling receipts on the discriminatory behaviours/opinions even Kira's friends had possessed unconsciously (in Sai's case, kind of... A bit more blatantly than most back when Kira didn't even pull shit, which had me hissing through my teeth...), the things that isolated Kira into thinking he has to handle things on his own (Tolle's death when he tried fighting by his side, for example), a comparison of behaviours between Murrue who gave him a bow of respect vs his friends who tell him 'we'll distract ZAFT as EA soldiers while you're on the refugee shuttle!' oblivious to the actual dangers because they were only ever on the bridge (haha,,,,, the fact this saved them even if it backed Kira into a corner,,,,,,,, ffffffuck)

Back to the movie, I've seen some mixed reactions about the second half, but!!! I'm generally seeing a lot of people looking at first half Kira and going 'my sad baby. my poor meow meow. get whumped.'

Again, this is all JP twitter, not EN, and definitely not the actual movie - but seeing people's reactions have been an entertaining ride.

#gundam seed #gundam seed freedom #spoilers #not to mention tidbits in the novel #i went onto twitter because i was doubting i would ever watch it for myself/wanted to see what i could understand of jp on my own so far #(the answer to that second bit is; not a lot but i do understand somewhat) #and found a whole lot of meta... #one of the most interesting takes i saw in there is 'the first half of the movie feels like Gundam SEED' #so that's fun #seeing a lot of people come out or convert into shinnkira addicts #and mobkira addicts.... oh boy #he's apparently got a very cute tortured face #i am having such a great time looking through seed jp twitter guys #i've never been able to connect all that strongly with en fanworks so this has been a blast #also very important: it makes a point of making kira and lacus both more human!!! lacus is given more focus!!!!!!! #i couldn't connect with lacus past 'she seems sweet' back then with the sole exception of being interested in her political savviness #so there's a clear attempt to shine a spotlight on things the series itself didn't get time to zoom in on #is what i have been able to parse #what i was able to get from en posts made it seem like it was just a het nightmare whether you shipped anyone or not #but it's nice to hear otherwise #the canon ships will canon and all of them were made with enough intent to be actually good #kira and lacus felt like the weakest of the main pairings once upon a time which sucked because i liked them individually #so now #you get the idea jvuvuvuv #i'll still ship what i like but this gripe at least is put to rest #gundam seed freedom spoilers #islea's words

[weathernerdmando]

My student refund and paycheck deposited and uh. I have more money at this point in time than I've ever had to my name.

Just. Kinda stunned to see that amount of money in my bank account. For once. I can't go wild or anything lol bc that would still tear through it but I don't have to worry about bills as long as I don't spend from the account dedicated to it. That's. Fucking WILD.

#it's $3153 which isnt a ton but like. to me that IS a ton. #I've never had $3000 to my name before. and about $725-50ish??? is bills #but $1800 is set aside as savinga for the hotel room at dragoncon rn (which doubles as a big emergency fund) #and $400 for emergency funds. i have 200 something in my “spendinf” account and im debating putting another $100 into that savings. unsure. #i might not tho #bc gas is like $25ish per fill up usually and i have to do that at least twice a week usually #so i need to leave that alone probably #assistant managwr pay is Wild apparently and lowkey this is on the low end #like my hours since this paycheck have been a lot higher and like. we had a solid weekend for once so uh. #lowkey wouldnt be surprised if my next paycheck is over $1000 after taxes. #which would be insane. even seejnf my last paycheck was surreal bc its the second or third time in almost 3 years ive made that much on ONE. #for that to become a Regular thing or even just $900+ every time is honestly going to relieve so much stress. #if its over $1000 consistently i might be able to afford rent. not somewhere thats the nicest but. still. #the possibility is a lot closer than it used to be. I'm just. uh.

[isfjmel-phleg]

I get to see the Nutcracker for the first time next month and I am excited.

#random personal stuff #not my first ballet #(there were a couple of fortunate instances when I was fourteen) #but apparently this is something a lot of people do every year? #and I've never been able to because we could never afford it and the arts weren't a big deal in my immediate family anyway #but I've wanted to! and am grateful for an opportunity #and for having Musical friends who kindly let me rope them into these adventures

[sureuncertainty]

hopefully it's just tonight but i haven't written at all in the last couple of days and i tried again tonight and it didn't work AGAIN i just can't get myself to write idk sometimes i really feel like the sequel to silence agenda is literally never ever going to actually get written and there's no point in even trying

#like i go thru phases where i'm all excited about it and they never last and i NEVER fucking finish anything with it #like literally ever #i have started to write this novel literally like 4 or 5 times now at this point? #and i can't get it done ever #since 2020 i've been working on it for almost three years #i've been making steady progress on tmtou i literally rewrite silence agenda like every fucking year #and yet i fucking can't get this story written #and idk how much of the problem is me how much of the problem is US and how much of the problem is my motivation levels and stuff #idk idk i think i'm just In It tonight and i'll probably feel differently later #it goes in these cycles #but idk man for awhile i was REALLY CONVINCED that this was gonna be the Time that i actually got this book written #i have the story! i have it! i just need to make it! and idk how!!! #i try and then a week later i can't #and my brain is hyperfixating on other things (idk why i decided to reread aftg) so i just Can't #and i do wanna get silence agenda published soon so i wanna focus on that #but i feel like i can't deliver on this sequel i feel like i can't even write it #idk i've never spent THIS LONG and gotten THIS MANY DRAFTS out of a book without being even like. close to the halfway point #i should finish it! i want to! i want to want to! but i fucking CAN'T #part of it is me part of it is the fact that it's hard to write when kat's not around and she hasn't been lately #idk i really thought i was gonna be able to do it this time. but apparently not #idk when i'll learn #that i can't write this fucking book #win rambles

[godnattakatta]

love how my brain works bcus in 98% of all cases i can switch between romantic and platonic ships, including relatives, so easy - and often have like, 3 different headcanons for the relationship between two characters. and then there's just a few cases where it's just. impossible. like either i cannot see them as related, or i cannot see them as a romantic couple. no idea why either

#like deme///strap. i've never been able to ship them unless it's poly #but similarly i also can never see deme///lurina as family. esp not sisters #My rambles #but - say - tugger///strap can easily be siblings or lovers or friends - no trouble there #and there are ofc cases where it's just uninteresting to me but like. i'm still willing to #but the thing with these rare cases is that i'm not even close to willing #(and i wish i was bcus it would make life so much easier but nope apparently not)

[touchlikethesun]

if one more thing goes wrong in my life i will start setting buildings on fire for real this time. and it'll probably be government ones.

#apparently i have taxes to pay in a country that i did not work in or even fucking live in last year #and my mail was going to my old address and only got forwarded this week #now on top of whatever taxes i DONT HAVE BECAUSE I DIDN'T FUCKING WORK IN THIS SHIT COUNTRY i also have a 100 fine #i cannot afford this #i've been on hold with the stupid tax people for over 2 hours #because every time i get thru #they give me a different number to call #i got rejected from my safety job i'm behind on my thesis i've fallen out with basically all of my friends and i've not started revision fo #r exams yet #oh and if my financial aid doesn't get approved then i literally will not be able to afford my vac res never mind my last term #kill me kill me kill me kill me #personal #vent

[majouartings]

Sakura looked like she needed a friend 💐

#cardcaptor sakura #mori kei #my penchant for designing new outfits for my favs finally extended to tomoyo... we've come full circle #love is stored in the mori-kei redesign apparently #tomoyo herself is SUPER fun to draw though! I've missed being able to draw super long hair #and I finally got a chance to actually post those shoes! #that shoe design has actually been popping up quite a lot in my art over the past couple years. on various characters #but through various twists of fate I never end up posting the pieces that have the shoes in them #I was beginning to worry that the shoes might be cursed haha #and as always I loved doing the plants! I wasn't sure at first what that tree was gonna be #at first I was toying with the idea of a magnolia bc that's one of tomoyo's favourite flowers in the manga #but then I was like... no she needs to match sakura #one of the flowers in her hair is a magnolia though! #along with a couple of sakura and a sprig of lavender. because gay #anyway this has been so much fun! I want to do more fashion illustrations like this someday! #maybe I could do one of syaoran later? make it a triptych? HMMM

[absentlyabbie]

today i learned that it is apparently industry standard for chinese dramas to have dubbed voice acting replacing the voice of the on-screen actors and my mind is somewhere between "blown" and "broken"

#everything suddenly makes so much sense about why i've never been able to get into cdramas #i learned along the way that my comprehension isn't subtitles alone but also mouth watching to familiarize with words and phrases #and it was always so IMPOSSIBLE to do with cdramas and i always thought it must have been because #the tonality of the language caused enough dissonance with the mouth movements that i just wasn't able to properly follow #BUT NO #APPARENTLY THEY JUST REPLACE THE ACTORS VOICES AS A MATTER OF COURSE?????? #do not like this please it is not compatible with my audio processing issues

[saberdramon]

new night a new entry to the "i wouldn't be surprised if i had this mental illness or brain thing" list

#soda.txt #tonight's newcomer: autism apparently? #like ok. i watched a video about common symptoms and some boxes got ticked. #ik that doesn't mean anything for sure and im not gonna like run off with it all silly and shit #but. thinking about this makes some things kinda make sense? #like how i've Never been able to do eye-contact properly really #the whole thing with me obsessing over specific interests for extended periods of time #and letting relationships deteriorate bc i forget that happens apprently?? #and like. general social awkwardness and loving routines and shit #eating the same brand of instant noodles for breakfast for years y'know #but then like idk if i have sensory issues? like there are foods i Cannot eat bc the textures suck? #but it could be picky eating. and im sensitive to strong smells like perfumes but isn't that common? #and there's probably like other autism things that don't apply to me #and also wouldn't someone have noticed this earlier if it was a thing? but also some ppl get diagnosed later in life? #idk idk im thinking a lot rn. and im also worried im faking something or drawing conclusions too quick #wondering if i should bring this up with the student healthcare person i saw last week but im also worried it'll make me look stupid aajjfk #like oh uh-huh you watched one video and now you think you're autistic ok #i can't tell if that's the anxiety talking or not tbh #aaaah. rambling my behated

[nickywhoisi]

Hi again everyone. I have returned, maybe just momentarily, to let you know where I’ve been.

I took a lot of time off for myself to have a “redo” of my life. How this went was that, from Aug 20, I finally felt like I was free, moreso than I had in my life, and that was the best starting point for me to choose that year as 1993, my birth year. I have, through all of this time including now, realize that I have ultimately been battling a giant war against life for the sake of keeping pure and keeping corrosion out. And I mean NIGHTMARISH LEVELS OF CORROSION. It’s so hard for me to put those exact experiences into a perfect pure-feeling term, but basically it’s been like that for a shockingly long time...and one of the things that was so corroded was my own past and childhood. I desired to have a “reset” wherein I got to control life and my timespan for a while, and devote it entirely to the keepsakes I have from those times. I was beginning again, starting over with my life just how I wanted, and I let myself be a little baby for a while, then transition each day to adolescence, teenhood and then adulthood. It was all finally at my own pace. Though even then, the rare times I had to step outside meant that it had to be the current year again for a while, and I still ran across what I now know to be corrosion confrontations, which were sometimes so bad, I had to switch a year, and let it pass until the next day where I would redo it as well. I’m just glad that this plan worked out and it all fit into september before the last few days of the month.

There was also two giantly damaging events that occurred on the 26th...a certain governmental event I couldn’t afford to miss and was getting so stressed about (because I haven’t been feeling more than I can handle of that), and this resulted in me believing I needed to protect my most precious keepsakes, among which, my art and my videogame collection. This was from MY ENTIRE LIFESPAN, including my reset! And all I did was park somewhere where I thought it was going to be safe and untouched. But it so happened to be a kindergarten with apparently a private parking rule that I didn’t know about (and sadly, that part of the corrosive error is on me because I didn’t think to take some time to ask if it was okay, I was just too worried about being on time (additionally, I am aggravated that if I were not left in such a precarious situation, I would not have been so stressed out and thus careless about where I parked!)), and by the time I had a free moment to think about it, I checked on what was going on with my chosen parking space...and I got the shocking news that this asian prick decided, also at the fault of the police ordering him to, to THROW OUT MY THINGS WITHOUT ONCE WAITING FOR ME TO BE PRESENT TO EXPLAIN MYSELF. I had to run out of breath to that place, only to be confronted by the guy who did the deed AND look at the abject horror and misery that my two makings; my very history of being alive, my two greatest and purest of life’s passions...were thrown into a giant garbage bin without an iota of care. Not even an understanding that these items were covered in MY NAME, showing it defacto belonged to me, and nobody had the right to make the decisions they did. And what was all the worse was that I had every right to be livid at the guy and chew him out for what corrosive display he wrought on my HISTORY, MY PROOF OF BEING ALIVE ON THIS HELL ROCK, but he seriously thought he had any right to bombard me with angry accusatory words and ideas, as if he was openly victim blaming me for something I could barely pay attention to over the sound of my own crippling depression...how could I not continuously explode when I had to cry while rifling through the garbage and make sure that I rescued all of my poor keepsakes that I NEVER ONCE WANTED OR WAS PREPARED TO SEE AMONGST GARBAGE WHERE NONE OF IT BELONGS, all the while having my suicidal levels of stress upset and discomfort pressured even more by this unfeeling demon ch*** who never had a shred of shame for what he did saying the most useless, unhelpful and distressing things, likely on purpose, which naturally made me want to swipe at him with a cardboard box lid JUST TO GET HIM TO SHUT UP AND LEAVE ME IN PEACE. But that is when he said the worst thing; you stop or I call the police. I was screaming myself hoarse, wailing in such impossible misery, all because he refused to stop causing coarse corrosive stress towards me, and he was actually de-existing me. What de-existing me means, is that he was actively trying to delegitimize EVERYTHING that was happening to me right there. His profound offenses horrified me as these would never stop coming from him. I feel that this is the type of homonid,,,this inhuman thing, this “flesh homunculus”...is the very thing that I will have to kill one day in order for such corrosions in life to permanently stop, as I want. I got all of my posessions back, but it can’t feel like a true victory until I see this creature gone, and all like it. Please don’t worry about what this means. It just basically means I’ve figured out how to get rid of the things weighing down on my mind for good.

Sadly, just another one of these things bled it’s way into ruining another event that was supposed to remain pure. Some user who I don’t know at all made a heinous reply about me being “such a manchild” over a post subject that I had done nothing more than say my piece on, state that I would not accept anyone trying to @ me over having what just seemed to be different from the crowd opinion, and leave it at that. I learned that on some monday, around the time I left to give myself that long-needed break, I was entirely treated like trash, only fueling yet more of what I have lately been feeling...rather, I should say I’ve been collapsing under the weight of. I already feel bad enough that there are sociopaths like this on the world who troll and are so good at trolling that I do feel very defaced and wounded by. What hurts me even worse than that though, is the timing in which this happened. The one precise moment where all that has happened is processed, or as well as it can, that nothing else is going on, and I thought I had a free chance to muster up the courage and retry from where I left off. I gave this place just one more chance, or at least see how all of my friends are doing, only to see there is proof that people on tumblr, or perhaps tumblr itself, is no longer the place I thought I could have to be safe and I am surrounded by corroded sorts who don’t want me here, as a poor damaged person on the side of purity. I was about to say that I’m a pure person, but that would not be so true. I just want to be good and clear in my soul, and the corrosions of all life, from sirens and sickening-acting people in real life, the fact that real life has so much badness going on that it’s all become besmirched, to here online where corrosion and policing seem to have concaved everything to the point where nowhere is good and pure enough to promise the level of safety and comfort that I need most. Even Gaia online, another legacy site that I frequented from my life’s history as well, suddenly proved on the 25th that it apparently hated me for having a pure connection with it and for some reason hates me for not wanting to support it’s bad practises with money. Apparently they really are the scum who did not pay or support their artists the way they should, and it shows now in the latest “game” they have going on now.

So it’s a real damn shame, but I have to maybe...just never come back here. Ever again. Not seriously anyway. I wanted to do so much more here though. I wanted to be able to be like all of you, my friends, and you amazing artists in the choo choo groop, or the ttte/rws fandom for those unfamiliar. And be like VoiceBoss/Coco, and all of the other cool batman fandom artists too. Just happily posting my art, getting to know everyone, never having anything bad happen that would lead to a confrontation. But someone who bypassed the way I was trying so hard to curate my experiences here made me face the fact that I need a place where not just anyone is able to throw me out of a good thing, by any means. So I must look elsewhere, as I said, for a truly safe, quiet bubble to call my own and to get every ounce of relief and healing relaxation that has been so unreasonably denied of me. This sucks royal.

I believe the last things I might want to take care of is reblogging everything I have in my likes, catching up with my pals, letting y’all know about stuff, having one last farewell party to this blog, and...if I can manage it, I may only post my art/links to where I will be posting art from now on. Cause the last thing I want to do is promise good things I’d share, and then never make do. I’m not perpetuating that cycle of abuse after being a victim of it, no fucking way gang

https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/86557536

#god the corrosion is what never ends #that's apparently what I was talking about then #but I can finally categorize this kind of crumbling stress...which is why I can finally colllect myself again #and now I'm leaving behind what I know is part of that whole mess #I've luckily been getting way better at recognizing red flags knowing what's wrong and cutting them out from my life #I'm upset that I am losing what feels like a pure dream here #that was just...being part of the cool kids and being able to know what it's like to be just like everyone else for once #but I am also glad to get rid of a source of bad trouble #let's face it I was making a lot of posts that just illustrated how upset and unfulfilled I was and not even here was being helpful #tumblr is indeed a hellsite but not the fun kind #I have yet to even see a fun kind for that matter #But...I still want to have a way to keep in touch with all of you #because Nick does not abandon their friends #just go to the above links and you can see where I'll be #I hate literally everyone else with a fury uncategorized by civilization but I love you all just as strongly #because you're part of the few whom are actually paying attention to me and being at all caring about me #I recognize that and I want to do my best to show that it's not a mistake to invest in me #it's just been absurdly hard to find the right platform for me :/ #please stay tuned for now! we're gonna have a post dump in a sec

[fideidefenswhore]

Throughout that year [1535] she continued to urge the new pope, Paul III, to publish the excommunication Henry had incurred by his non-compliance with papal directions; whether because she still believed that Henry would eventually recognize his sin, or to justify rebellion or intervention, is a moot point. The move was sabotaged by Charles V's ambassador in Rome.

C.S.L Davies & John Edwards

#is it a moot point? hm. #i read a lot that she refused to countenance it but that was earlier on in things (i believe chapuys said so in 1533)...maybe at this point #she was willing #'too slow to a do a little ill that good might come of it' was apparently chapuys' view in restrospect (1545) #but i've never been able to find corroboration/ source outside of pop history #i mean...i think that an interdict and rebellion were the potential results of an excommunication would at least mean she wasn't #totally unwilling to risk that #oh wait i get what this is saying now lol. #to infer whether or not this was to get henry to reinstate her or to justify rebellion/intervention #is to have to infer what it was she believed he would do #well. we are never going to know that. altho if the papal edict/demand in her favor wasnot enough #im not sure exactly why she would think this would be. #OH a moot point insofar as it was ineffectual. #man i am slow lately.

[gabriellovescandy]

Kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me

#I am so fucking tired of my parents #if I don't find a full time job soon (which i haven't been able to find for the past six months) #it's possible that my dad will be given the opportunity to live in our house by the state #apparently it can be done in around ten days once it's decided #can i trust my mother with these kinds of informations? absolutely not. but there is a 50/50 chances that it's true #i have saved as much as i could all my life in preparation of this moment and i do have enough money to move but it takes time #every other week my mother comes home with similar kinds of insane informations for me to process #one week she reassures me everything is fine and i have like a couple of years before leaving this house #the week after. this. #i have no idea of what's real or not #i am so stressed that last week i lost the ability to finction for three days straight #i am going insane #and i am in no condition to find jobs i've applied to very little positions in this timeframe also because of this stress that paralyzes me #i am not depressed but god i am indeed exausted #i also have surgery planned (do not know the date yet it's not a difficult one but i never had one and i am scared shitless) #and technically i am in a promising job selection but it's a public one so no one tells you nothing and it can take up to six months before #someone calls you back #so i am inside a limbo on every aspect of my life and it's unreal #i can't even see my psychologist because she's getting surgery next week so i'll see her the week after #i don't have the streight to write this new developement to friends #i think i'll just deadscroll for a while and then go to bed #i don't know. i'm so tired and at the same time not at all tired #i'm doing nothing with my days but i still need everything to stop #i don't know #stuff

[allthoseotherworlds]

Oh, for anybody who remembers my old blog and my complaints there about the mystery condition- I still do not know what it is, but I did see a physiotherapist and apparently I am at least kind of hypermobile. I don't properly pass the beighton test I think? But she is giving me exercises to help stabilize my shoulder, back, and hips and we'll see where that goes.

(The mystery symptoms are dizziness, miscellaneous mild to moderate pain, and episodes of speech difficulty and uncontrolled muscle jerking which seem to be brought on by changes in temperature or posture. My heart rate and blood pressure stay relatively normal I think, so although it sounds a lot like dysautonomia when I describe it, it probably is not POTS.)

Anyways, it's good to have something else to consider I guess. I sort of assumed that unless you had dislocated something and/or could do the finger and hand parts of the Beighton test, you couldn't have issues with hypermobility, but apparently maybe that's not true?

#to be clear all I've been told is that I have some level of hypermobility. I'm not trying to say I have HSD or EDS or any of that #just that apparently joints can be hypermobile in a bad way even if it's not like a diagnosed condition #I am talking #the mystery condition #hypermobility #if anyone's curious the parts of the test I can do are the bending over and touching the floor one #and both elbows hyperextend although I don't know how much #one knee hyperextends but I'm not sure how much and the other one has been injured for a long time so who knows what's up with that #if it could hyperextend before it certainly can't now #I've never been able to do the thumb to forearm one #and I can't tell whether my pinky is quite extended far enough or not for that one #my physiotherapist just asked me to do the bending over one and the one with the thumbs though #obviously I was there mostly for my neck and shoulders so it's not like the test really helps with that

[kindacreepy-kindaugly]

Wait is that where he got the whole bein closeted thing too cause that definitely wasn't canon related

#cause b started out (supposedly) not bein into guys n only kinda entertained the conversation cause he found the body attractive #which isn't a d i r e c t parallel but it's more of an explanation than anything else i've been able to think of n also kinda makes sense #he never misgendered us though n also ended up dating another guy (which was a whole fucking nother mess but anyway) #i think at least #wait no there might have been a phase where he was like 'it doesn't count if your body is female' but i think spike shut that down p fast #i. can't believe he rly took that n just kinda made it even more outrageously gendered #like uh val are you like. aware you're some kinda fucked up hybrid of these disjointed traits n ideas that apparently just #sat in a fucking time capsule for YEARS til they decided to fill in the blanks w/ the canon shit n fuck me over #i mean ofc he isn't he doesn't even acknowledge he's part of a system but. girllll get help #spdrvent

[turtlemagnum]

earlier today i went into a beef jerky shop with my grandma, and the decor was Aggressively Heterosexual (for want of a better way to phrase this). like, kitschy cowboy shit and a sign that said something like "real cowboys love the bible!!" (i know for a fact it wasn't that exactly but it was Something Along Those Lines). and i'm wearing my pride pin, right. i see the guy behind the counter, older guy (probably a bit older than my grandparents), and it's occurred to me that he just might start shit. but he's polite, and nothing happens, until he compliments me on my pride pin. then i actually listened to his voice, and it hit me. oh. he's gay too. i think the decor was jamming my gaydar something mighty, but the instant i thought about it i saw it fuckin immediately. apparently my grandma saw it way before me, which is funny because as far as i'm aware she's straight and cis. i never caught your name, old guy, but i definitely appreciate you.

#this is the second time someone has mentioned my pride pin #and both times it's been a somewhat awkward compliment lol #i'm glad that i've been able to experience this though #to be fair. apparently my mom's shitty boyfriend saw my pride pin and said something to her like “well at least my sons aren't gay..” #yeah. also unlike your sons i haven't knocked up anyone or gotten STDs or gone to prison. go figure #also. both me and my mom are open bisexuals. we've never been closeted. fuck off #can't wait till he dies in like 3 years from his nonstop smoking and drinking