I love trans people whose transness means that their sexuality is complex. I love trans people who adopt contradictory labels. I love transmasculine people who still have ties to old lesbian spaces and transfeminine people who still have ties to gay spaces (even if they themselves aren't lesbian or gay). I love trans people whose dysphoria has put them at a place where they don't want to engage with any type of sexuality. I love trans people who are confused, unsure, or questioning. I love trans people who toe the lines of queerness. I love trans people who are unapologetically embracing their sexualities. I love trans people who are working through internalized shame about their sexualities.
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[pericky; a look into ricky's head during their meeting.]
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"I'm glad you came, I wasn't sure you would." The wine pours, the sound of it drowning out the missing word in that sentence: back.
Of course, is the response, and the part of Ricky that's spent twenty years tearing itself apart to understand why vibrates with relief. It doesn't matter anymore. Of course, of course, he thinks giddily along with the words. He never needed to wonder why Pericles wasn't coming back in the first place; he was always going to.
I'm happy you invited me, and of course he thinks again. A lifetime of pretending he wasn't always going to either falls away. However harsh and lonely the world has been, all's right with it again; and the shy voice of the boy inside him that he's tried so hard to kill says, so quietly, I missed you.
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wait i'm sorry some of you haven't had twitter tumblr until now??????
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yknow my first watch through of rgu I was convinced Nanami was terrible, I love her, but the bitch drowned a kitten in a river!
but thinking about it a lot since I finished watching the movie —but I don't think she drowned a kitten at all. I think this memory is one her mind fabricated in a state of trauma and is using this false memory to cope with the truth of no longer having the brother she so wholeheartedly adored, since he drowned attempting to save a girl
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"I can't handle the fanon depictions of anyone", this is so true it hurts 😭
I‘ve never been so hyperfixated on a piece of media, without being able to read anything about it. The way every character get‘s flattened like a pancake and forced into a archetype is unreal.
I have like- 5 stories I can read and don‘t really engage with with the fandom in any way.
It‘s all just:
Monkey King is depressed and MK has to mother him and kiss all his boo boo‘s.
Macaque never did anything wrong in his life, it‘s all Wukong‘s fault. He is also secretly a mom.
What is Mei? Do you mean the month? Bitch can‘t even spell right.
Red Son‘s parents are still assholes, because parents changing for the better is impossible and children can‘t have decent parental figures I guess.
-Casually bastardizes everyone into an asshole so my fav has a reason to be sad-
"What is Mei? Do you mean the month? Bitch can‘t even spell right." IS THE FUNNIEST THING. HOLY SHIT. I'M CACKLING.
"I‘ve never been so hyperfixated on a piece of media, without being able to read anything about it" is also so relatable. I've never had my fandom experience be so self-generated before. I'm just kinda stewing over here, having fun, making my own gif sets and analysis posts. Maybe I reblog some fanart from time to time.
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being both gnc and trans is so hard sometimes. it's like, I'll face adversity for being gnc/trans/whatever-strangers-read-me-as, and in addition to the normal base-level difficultly and pain and fear of these experiences, I'll also feel on some level like it's "my own fault" too because this is what I purposefully decided to be.
I often dress/act like a girl but have a deep voice/facial hair/flat chest -- and I opted in for all of those. I spent more money than I can conceptualize in order to medically transition in those ways. while, in theory, I could've saved the money, not transitioned, continued dressing/acting the same way as I do now, and the problem would no longer exist... in theory. ofc logically I know that's not at all how it works. if I hadn't transitioned I would feel even worse. and the way I'd experience & express gender would still be intrinsically different from "cis girl" -- that's true regardless of how my body looks or sounds. which should all go without saying, because I very obviously don't conform to my CAGAB either. if I did I wouldn't be in this mess!! u know?
...but the self-blame is still there, because for better or for worse I did go out of my way to become myself. <- feels like a truism.
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I find it interesting that Tinn seems to be the more female coded character in My School President. He is the dreamer, the romantic, the more submissive between him and Gun, despite being taller, which would usually place him in the more dominant role.
Despite being a Dreamer, he is not delusional. He is a teenage boy who has been pining after a classmate from a different social circle than him for years, constantly trying to be noticed by Gun, even changing himself somewhat - losing the nerdy look but not changing his personality - but constantly failing because Gun has been more focused on his music than romantic pursuits. He dreams of romanticised versions of what he wants to happen, but he lives in reality and isn’t ignoring the evolving relationship that him and Gun share.
Gun is definitely taking on the more masculine Seme role, now that he finally woke up to feelings (that may have been there for a while since the birthday flashback). He is openly and obviously flirting with Tinn (and making him flustered in the process) even if the are still taking things slowly while they get to know each other. They have both let the other know they like them, and they are both acknowledging the other’s feelings.
I will be interested in if Tinn’s fantasy’s lessen as the show progresses, and the real version of Gun becomes better than any dream Tinn has imagined to this point. We know from the dance sequence in Ep 3 that even if Tinn had to imagine the fantasy dance to get over the nerves of dancing with his crush, the dance that was observed by their classmates and teacher was just as romantic and genuine.
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dear god, cis society really expects the most unpredictable standards. what am I supposed to do to get to be seen as a guy. I can't do that. forever gonna get pointed towards the ladies room and end up getting the disabled instead. taking off all my pins and dressing down and sacrificing my pride for safety sucks. some people just have a privilege that means they don't have to think about that whatsoever.
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