#i'm very unhappy

[taydaq]

Today... hasn't been good. Without too much detail, I might be leaving my job next year...

#delete later #personal #I can't keep pretending #I'm very unhappy

[fellhalcyon]

allow me to inflict this Sad™ upon the kp fandom at large:

as a teenager in bodyguard training big would absolutely have listened to waiting room by phoebe bridgers just once - never again, because it's so goddamn fuckin embarrassing - and completely against his will he would have thought about that for the rest of his life

#kinnporsche big #kinnporsche the series #it talks! #look i'm unhappy #i'm very unhappy #i'm writing unhinged big/kinn fanfiction as we speak #yeah i'm going to be that person #i'm sorry

[brookheimer]

people acting like twitter's new post count is gonna cause a mass exodus to tumblr.... this website's demographic has not changed in 865578 years and it sure as hell won't now. this is the site for people who were weird and unhappy in middle school. everyone on here has either been around since they were weird unhappy 13-year-olds or joined when they were weird unhappy 13-year-olds, left because they thought they were normal for a while, then came crawling back again when they realized deep down they were still weird unhappy 13-year-olds. what does this site possibly have to offer you if you grew up happy well-adjusted and unaware of homestuck

#like have you seen that poll of when people joined tumblr and it's ALLLL early/mid 2010s if not earlier?? #twitter's fuckups have brought some people over but like. not as many as yall think #and thank god for that. i am very happy in my small corner of this website where i am surrounded by people with good taste and good takes #LOL #i'm the second category btw. weird unhappy 13yo --> No Im Normal --> oh ok no i'm not but shhh keep it on the dl (tumblr) this time #instead of running around asking everyone if they've heard of this thing called homestuck and giggling whenever anyone said bucket #...dark times. #but no like it's so funny to me that people think normal people will actually use tumblr. the stigma around it ALONE will drive em away #which like. fair honestly lolll #100 #this time on posts i didn’t expect to get notes #lollll #500 #1000

[knifearo]

ultimately when it comes to shipping and fandom space treatment of aspec characters i just don't accept "aro/ace people can still date/have sex" as an answer from nonaspecs. like yeah. mhm. okay. now i think we both know that you're not saying that out of real interest in the diversity of aspec experiences. so you can turn in your seventeen-page essay on why and how you plan to examine this character's aspec identity within the context of a romantic or sexual relationship complete with evidence from canon and peer reviews from multiple aspec people within the next week or i'm putting you in the pit from the edgar allen poe story

#you know. the one with the pendulum #'hey. why are you as an allo person shipping this aspec character like this' #'oh aspec people can still date/have sex!' #'yeah. now can you answer the question that i actually asked you' #like goddamn just say you don't care they're aspec and you want to fulfill a sexual/romantic fantasy with them. that's Fine #it like. sucks. for sure. lotta aspec people will be unhappy with you. but everyone is entitled to their own wants and experiences. #but i'd prefer you just be honest with it rather than using our community's conversation points as retroactive justification #and ONCE AGAIN. you guys are real fucking cavalier with this shit and it shows a real fundamental lack of respect for aspecs #when most of you would NEVER ship a canonically gay character with the 'other' gender. cause again. it would suck. #you can do it. nobody's Stopping you. but it would suck. #and we understand that putting a queer character in situations that erase that queerness is shitty! until it comes to aspec characters! #and whoa... there it is again... people don't consider aspec identities to be queer... crazy how it always comes back to that #anyway. you all know what i'm talking about. have seen many posts about this lately #it is [ long sigh ] unfortunately a very hot button issue with the advent lately of alastor hazbinhotel #which. again. god i wish there were other canon aspec characters to be having this conversation about. #but we'll have to do our best with what we have #aromantic #aromanticism #arospec #aroace #talking #aspec #asexual #asexuality

[overlyimmersed]

:(

#I'm very unhappy #I don't know how to fix it anymore #everything is bad #all the time actually... #it's been so long...

[scalpho]

yttd sibling death reactions we didn't get to see

#this art is from ages ago now and i'm still honestly very unhappy w the shin+kanna one #but i refound this and the satous one was so funny to me i was like i cant NOT post this #if tumblr toasts the already naff quality on these then um.. oops! #your turn to die #kimi ga shine #kanna kizuchi #shin tsukimi #greenblings #kai satou #rio ranger #scal art

[michsmeesh]

ummnnnn they're kissing...

they're both just so autistic and non-verbal to me :///

basically javier will tug on johns clothes whenever he wants affection and john just uses his chronic puppy eyes on javier whenever he wants affection TELL ME I'M WRONG!!!!!!!!

#i'm actually very unhappy with this but whatever #i spent 2 days on this so i'll just force myself to like it!! #aka never look at it again #sighhh #jovier #javier escuella #john marston #rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #my art

[grimbothefool]

There they are. look at em. my beautiful boys (and 2 rats), fresh out the microwave in my brain that i rotate my ocs in

#digital art #oc #oc: peter #oc: salem 6 #oc: randall #oc: kenickie #kenickie is very new i've only gotten to play like 10 hours of 76 so far #it was also completely by accident that they look related and i just went with it for the giggles #i wish this looked better for how long it took tbh but thats not because i'm unhappy with it it just took REALLY REALLY long lol #no one gets to have their pip-boys because i would...die. drawing one is already too many

[tsukiyo-7]

The more I progress with Supernatural (I'm halfway season 12 now) the more is plain to see that the authors or whoever was in charge has a distinct preference for Dean and making him shine and Sam is basically just there to be the Woman in the Refrigerator. Even when Dean should be completely incapacitated and they make it seem like it's Sam in charge, he inevitably ends up tied up to a chair and Dean basically saves himself like a fucking deus ex machina with bowed legs. It's honestly getting tiresome and frustrating to see. The original appeal of Supernatural was also, if not especially, the relationship between the brothers, how they were both fully competent and well rounded on their own but complimented each other on different and deeper levels.

And although one might argue I'm biased when it comes to Sam (my beloved, my one and only), I genuinely love Dean's character. How could I not? With his reckless bravery and quick intellect - he isn't given enough credit for - and the overly macho persona covering up his softie heart.

The thing is, I signed up for a story about Dean and Sam; hell, their reunion, the unwillingness to let each other go, was the catalyst of everything that happened so far basically, it's insanity to me to push one of them so completely to the sidelines all the damn time, basically relegating a whole fleshed out fucking main character as side kick, sacrificing prior years of writing and development, just because you have to put the other in the spotlight all the damn time.

#supernatural #spn rewatch #sam winchester #dean winchester #samdean #I'm just very unhappy with hos things are going after season 9 #don't let me get started about after Purgatory Dean #gosh #i needed to smack someone #also tbh Castiel too has been treate so poorly #the writing is just SO random at this point

[welcometogrouchland]

for the drawing suggestions; maybe hunter with a trans flag or the collector?

[ID: a four panel comic strip featuring Hunter and The Collector from the owl house, set during king's tide. The first panel shows Hunter (with an exaggerated, tearful expression of fear) on the left while the collector floats on the right and smiles. They're both looking straight ahead. Text next to hunter reads "just saw uncle get gooped", while text next to The Collector reads "the one who gooped him". In the next panel, the collector looks at Hunter and says "so, a fellow he/they I see?. The next panel shows The Collector in the Foreground as Hunter looks back at them over his shoulder, before turning around in the next panel and exclaiming "I GUESS?!". The background of each panel is red. End ID]

Magnus, what if I told you that I combined both aspects of your request in the most obtuse way possible, all because this concept would not leave me alone? What then? (Click for quality I made poor choices with this canvas size)

#the owl house #toh #hunter toh #the collector toh #SORRY. SORRY I JUST THOUGHT THIS WAS FUNNY #(in all fairness it is funny i just. didn't do the prompt you actually requested.) #i tried drawing hunter in his lil golden guard cloak but instead of white it was the trans flag #but every sketch turned up like hot garbage and i was viscerally unhappy with posting any of them #im all fairness this took a lot of tries as well but i think it's at least better #i don't think I communicated the collectors personality very well? but in all fairness i was watching the season finale post-hoot #where dana said part of the collectors inspiration was fucked up lil haunted dolls #and that image possesed me when i was drawing his face #it's okay it's fine it's just a little comic it's not biggie #ALRIGHTY reqs have been attended too. they've been attended too a week late but hey. cut me some slack I'm stupid

[ineed-to-sleep]

I'm watching Berserk and I may or may not have hyped myself up to turn my vampire ocs into dark fantasy characters. mmaybe

#sketch tag #so uh. pepper is kind of a guts basically jdjgkckkc #they're both in an army and they butt heads a lot bc pepper is big and stronk but very impulsive and reckless #but there's no griffith situation or anything like that it's just that vince worries abt her #and he's way more restrained as a fighter and a strategist. maybe a commander or second in command #and just like in vtm he's very paranoid and afraid of change. so he worries abt her and is also unhappy in the army but too scared to leave #so he broods a lot and mopes around and gets on her ass abt her recklessness #and just like in vtm pepper is impulsive and has a lot of pent up frustration and she uses the battlefield to release all of it #sometimes overexerting herself and nearly getting herself killed #she also wants to leave bc she's not sure she believes in what they're fighting for anymore. but then she loses her coping mechanism #things change when they have an argument where he reveals he cares abt her sjfjjfkf YES very cliche I am thriving #and she's dismissive at first but after being alone for a bit his words start sinking in #and when they're on a battlefield again there's a moment where they have to retreat and she's about to absolutely not listen to that #but then she has a change of heart bc she remembers what he said + she cares abt him too so she doesn't want him to be hurt by her actions #neither by him getting worried nor trying to come to her aid and putting his life at risk #so she retreats #and he's very happy abt that he thanks her later for what she did #and then she's like yeah sure I guess I didn't die but also guess what. I'm bored #everything she wanted to release back there she just didn't. so she's still frustrated and especially bc she had to admit defeat #and she's an extremely proud person. she's irritated #and he's like aight. I'm gonna fight you then #and she's like what. and he's like yeah #so he picks up a sword and throws another one to her and there's a *sexual tension play-fight* hell yeah babey #I'm having sm fun w this au can you tell jejfjckckkc #eventually they do desert the army they're in bc things get worse and pepper decides she no longer wants to be a part of it #and in a fight or flight moment she pushes vincent to make a decision and he leaves with her #and like the story is only getting started there bc then there'll be some big misteries in the story they're gonna uncover #which. I haven't figured out what they are yet #but either way akhhdskfha I'm having a lot of fun w this #sleep.txt

[azuldoodles]

Honse

#I haven't felt very welcome or comfortable here tbh #I haven't posted much lately but I don't know if I should and pretend I don't feel that way. #Anyway #I don't like making decisions under complicated emotions #so maybe I'll just take some time #It's no one's fault #I've just been unhappy with myself and that affects my reality #I know I'm surrounded by wonderful people #I will try to work on this #I don't want to spread more negativity

[5ummit]

Top Gun: Maverick (2022)

#top gun #top gun maverick #bradley rooster bradshaw #pete maverick mitchell #tgmedit #topgunedit #tom cruise #miles teller #my edit #filmtv #userstream #userfilm #filmedit #I'm still very unhappy with this coloring but I tried my best #in my defense #the lighting for this scene was super harsh and all over the place #I had to gif it though #I'm such a wh*re for cool aerial maneuvers #(I can't believe I have to sensor that word now to not be blocked by tumblr)

[gay-otlc]

Shoutout to aros who are repulsed by romance when it applies to them, and extra shoutout to aros who are repulsed by romance in fiction, and extra extra shoutout to aros who are repulsed by real romance that is separate from them

#aro #romance repulsion #that last one is something i don't see discussed much even in conversations about romance repulsion? #like. i am so happy for my friends in romo relationships and i wish the best for them #but if they act romantic or say romantic things around me i will be very unhappy #and there's a lot of guilt around that #and sometimes it feels like i'm the only one who feels this way even around other aros

[bandkid-doodles]

Me when I spend a night in the woods or sumth

#nitw mae #nitw #nitw fanart #love this game sm very glad I finally got to play it #digital aritst #art #artists on tumblr #digital art #mae borowski #I'm a little unhappy with the boots rn so I might fix those later ngl

[skydigiblogs]

THOSE WHO ARE LEFT BEHIND

[ID: A stylized piece of art depicting Apocalymon from Digimon Adventure. Apocalymon is a humanoid Digimon whose body appears like an emaciated corpse. A cape of his own skin covers his body, and enormous tubes come out from his back and torso. His body ends in a knit of flesh akin to the roots of plants, and he rises from a golden pedestal engraved with digital visuals. He is drawn in rough colors and hunched over in pain, with grit teeth and his only visible eye wide. Colors are rendered using a thick, textured brush.]

#digimon #digimon adventure #apocalymon #digimon art #digimon fanart #sky's art #glaze was the kindest to this piece out of the bunch and i'm super proud of it #but the textures i used make tumblr very unhappy when i try to add any of my watermarks bnsdhbjdfgdf #if you r*post my art i'm going to sic the digital embodiment of extinction on your ass 👁️👁️