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subtextsays · 2 years

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KinnPorsche production details and acting choices that make me feral part 7/?

What hasn't been said about the scene that humbled an entire industry? About Porsche's phenomenal cascade of emotions as he realizes that Kinn is not sexy-mad but lost-his-shit jealous-mad?

Kinn is almost peripheral the way this bit is framed, but he does something equally revealing around the 26 sec mark. He's so agitated that he's panting; you can hear it and see his chest heaving. And then Porsche says "Just like your ex," and Kinn just... stops breathing, the accusation has such a profound impact.

It's like, even after Vegas is banished from the room, his influence sticks to Porsche -- both in the imparted knowledge of where to strike Kinn that will hurt most, but also (I like to think) viscerally. It's exactly what Vegas wanted from the start, to mark Porsche in a way that would prevent Kinn from even looking at him without thoughts of Vegas tagging along like the world's worst boner killer. And you just know Vegas used every trick in his arsenal.

Picture Vegas drowning himself in the cologne he knows Kinn hates every time he has the opportunity to get close and personal with Porsche. The scent would linger like a slap in the face after the drugging, the motorcycle ride, this bit here. And Kinn predictably does not respond well to, like, all his buttons being smashed at the same time.

#apo even mentions scent in an interview #about the nc scenes #i may have to devote a whole post to Eau de Vegas #kinnporsche #kinnporsche production details and acting choices that make me feral #no subtitles i'm too lazy to re-encode #we all know how it goes anyway #sub's kinnporsche stuff #kpts #kinnporsche the series

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a-dragons-journal · 1 year

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do you by any chance have any links to research on endogenic systems? preferably published studies? thought i saw you post / reblog some here bfeore but now i'm not sure which blog it was. could you help a guy out? - a user that supports endos 100%

Had to do a bit of searching, but here's what I've got:

Some studies which describe plurality as not inherently disordered and healthy for many without the presence of DID/OSDD symptoms

Some studies on the existence of thoughtforms and their benefits for mental health

@liongoatsnake Y'all got any more for anon?

#i'll take 'asks that will get me angry anons for answering' for 500 /j #i admittedly don't have a whole lot on this but there you go you have what i could find in a relatively quick search #asked and answered #anonymous #plurality #rani talks #kin resources #<- yes yes i know i need to change that tag i use it for all resources things not just 'kin stuff sorry #i'm too lazy to change it #the directory

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da-proti-toku-grem · 3 months

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my aunt just posted something transphobic to her WhatsApp story should I answer in a very passive-aggressive way

tumblr notify me when someone sends me an ask challenge >:) sorry idk how long it's been since you sent it

Okay that sucks :(

I suppose you're not out to your family yet, but that aside, idk if you should answer tbh. I'm not sure if I'm the right person to ask this because I usually ignore this kind of stuff when it happens in whatsapp and such. If it happened in person I'd probably say something, but via phone... And also the fact that it's your aunt too yikes :/

#i also don't know if this is like a one time occasion or if it's something usual #but if it is something usual and it really gets in your nerves you can tell her smth ofc #may times i just ignore this kind of stuff bc usually the more you 'fight' w them the worst they get #and they start saying that you're wrong and blah blah blah and they make me want to punch someone so i try to ignore them better #that's kinda a me problem tho but yeah #so yeah if it *is* constant and it gets in your nerves (which of course it does. it gets on my nerves and i'm cis) i'd say something #(trying not to come out by accident if you feel like it's not safe for you of course)#oops i was going to add a little thing in the tags and it got too long but i'm to lazy to write it all again sorry 😅#ask #fynn my lil bro <3

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linagram · 11 months

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[ 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚜' 𝚙𝚛𝚘𝚏𝚒𝚕𝚎𝚜 ]

here they are!! finally!!

okay, so at first i thought that i should add something like "part 1", since this post will include only the guilty trio's side characters, but i thought about it and.. i don't really think i should make profiles for other side characters too? most side characters are just the family members (like asahi's adoptive father or eiko's mother) or they're those prisoners' friends (riku's friends/bandmates, reina's friends, etc) and i don't want to make profiles for all those friend groups.

but we'll see! maybe i'll just drop some family/friends lore when i feel like it.

Side character 001: Saito Arata

Name: Saito Arata (斎藤新) (his last name means "purification, worship" and his first name means "fresh, new")

Age: 17 y/o

Gender: Male

Birth date: March 23rd (Aries)

Height: 176 cm

Blood type: AB

Occupation: High school student (first year)

Personality: Arata is an interesting and unpredictable person. It's hard to tell what's going on inside his head, but he always looks like he's up to no good. He does whatever he wants and whenever he wants and he doesn't care what others say. He's very chill and relaxed most of the time and there's only a few things that can make him angry. He's very talkative and outgoing, but he still has no friends.. Or maybe he has one, if you can call that boy his friend. It's hard to impress someone like Arata, so if you manage to do that, don't be surprised if he suddenly becomes obsessed with you and starts basically worshipping you. But also.. don't be surprised when he just as suddenly decides that he doesn't find you interesting anymore and leaves you. His interests change all the time, he can't control it. And also, even if you are like a god to him, it doesn't mean that he will forget about everything else. He's not as loyal as he likes to make people believe. Also, what's the point of being so obsessed with someone if he actually has more power than anyone else here?

Trivia:

Arata's grades aren't that good and one of the reasons why he started to like Akio is the younger boy agreeing to let him copy his homework.

Arata doesn't look exactly like Riku, but they share some other traits, like age, zodiac sign, blood type, being taller than Akio and having dark hair. Also, Riku not looking like an exact copy of Arata and Akio still liking him because of how much he reminds him of his follower can be explained as Akio missing Arata too much.

Arata is a year older than most of his classmates, but there's not any particular reason for that.

Arata really likes animals that are considered to be weird, dangerous or scary by most people and he was obsessed with insects and dinosaurs when he was a child (he still is). He also has a huge shark plushie in his room, but it's not cute at all and it's actually kinda creepy. When Akio found out about that interest of his, he tried to find as much information as possible, so that he could impress Arata with his knowledge later.

Arata actually didn't care about Akio that much when he first met him, he only had to spend time with him for reasons I can't talk about yet, but as he kept learning more about him and what kind of person he is, he started to admire him and be truly supportive of him.

Arata knew Akio's victim well not only because of them all being classmates, but also because Akio's victim really wanted to be friends with Akio and that annoyed Arata even back when he wasn't interested in Akio (or at least he thought so). When he fully turned into Akio's follower, he did everything to make his victim's life worse: from stealing his medications to "accidentally" pushing him down the stairs. Akio actually didn't need to try and "manipulate" Arata to kill the poor boy for him, Arata would do it anyway sooner or later.

If you remember, the silhouettes' eyes in Akio's MV were green (meaning envy and jealousy) and only one of them had pink eyes (meaning love and genuine support). Yes, those other figures are Akio's classmates and the pink-eyed figure is supposed to be Arata.. but only in this particular MV (symbolism, am I right), because in real life, as you have probably already noticed, Arata has heterochromia and one of his eyes is pink, meanwhile his other eye is green. And yes, I've made his eyes like that on purpose.

Remember how Akio mentioned in his interrogation that he's okay with anything his mother cooks, but something was crossed out? He actually wanted to write "anything Arata cooks", but quickly changed it to his mother, because he found it too embarrassing and he didn't want the guards to ask about Arata. The funniest thing about this is that Arata actually can't cook at all and he just bought random food and then he was like "Yeah, I've made it for you, do you like it? <3". It worked though and Arata had to hold his laugh every single time because Akio genuinely believed him.

Side character 005: Mikazuki Ruka

Name: Mikazuki Ruka (朏瑠日) (his last name means "crescent moon" and his first name means "lapis lazuli" and "sun")

Age: 21 y/o

Gender: Male

Birth date: May 19th (Taurus)

Height: 164 cm

Blood type: A

Occupation: Unemployed

Personality: Ruka wishes people would just.. ignore him or pretend he's not here. He doesn't like talking to people and finds it exhausting. Even simply being around people is too much for him. No, actually, everything is too much for him. Getting up in the morning or even simply eating or breathing is too much work for him. It would be nice if he had someone who could just.. do all of that for him. He'd be okay with doing anything in return for that.. well, if it's not too exhausting. Ah, and if this doesn't sound too weird yet, Ruka has this interesting habit of saying that he's actually dead if anyone asks him to do something he's too lazy to do or simply asks him a question about his past or how he's feeling right now. He often says something like "'Cause I'm dead" in the end of his sentences. He never explains why he does that and it seems much more serious than just him trying to come up with an excuse not to talk about something or not to do something. Maybe it's because he genuinely feels like he's actually a corpse and that's why he's always so tired?.. Ah, but don't think that he's always so cold and emotionless. He's actually very expressive, but only around one specific person.

Trivia:

Ruka's voice is very androgynous and most of the time people have to ask him about his gender. It doesn't help that he has a unisex name as well. And when someone asks him or thinks he's a girl, he simply shrugs and goes "I'm dead anyway, so it doesn't matter". He often wears skirts and dresses too.

Speaking of that habit of his, at first Kei thought that Ruka suffers from "Cotard's syndrome", a condition in which the person thinks that they're actually dead or don't have any blood or organs, but he has soon found out that Ruka knows perfectly well that he's alive, he just likes to think that he's dead, a walking corpse or even a zombie.

Ruka stopped growing when he was 14 years old and he still looks very young and people often mistake him for a teenager. When Kei first met him in a night club, he actually got worried and wondered how this kid was allowed in here. Ruka kinda likes the fact that he looks so young, since "it proves that he really has died and stopped aging".

Ruka is much more talkative around Kei in general. And just so you understand, he wasn't a "poor innocent guy who Kei has kidnapped and tortured in his basement", he was free to go anywhere he wanted to (without leaving the house, of course) and do anything that he wanted. He even made fun of Kei and made jokes like "Ah, do you like me for my childlike appearance or something? You're even more of a creep than I've thought" (Kei punched him right after that and made him take his words back because even he got uncomfortable after hearing that) and "Just beat me up and take as many photos as you want already, I wanna go to sleep as soon as we're done". He even teased him and said things like "What, is this everything you've got?" while Kei tortured him. Kei absolutely did horrible things to him, but Ruka still had more freedom than it was shown in Kei's MV and even though he's still a victim of kidnapping, he actually kind of enjoyed the process because he thought he was finally about to die for real.

The outfit that he's shown wearing has sun and moon motifs which is a reference to his name meaning. I wanted his name to be related to both sun and moon to show that he's Kei's "sun and moon", that meaning that he's Kei's everything.

According to Ruka, he doesn't have any parents or siblings and he also hates when people ask him about them. He still had a friend group (he didn't care about them at all) and he actually was basically forced to come with them to that night club from Kei's MV. They have still spent a lot of time explaining that he really is an adult This is how Kei and Ruka met and Kei went "Oh.. He's just like me fr.."

It's hard to explain what kind of relationship Kei and Ruka had, since it's hard to call them friends and they weren't really a couple. Their relationship had platonic, romantic and sexual elements, but they still had no idea who they are to each other and they mostly just treated each other like an artist and a muse at first before they started to become closer.

Side character 008: Kanasawa Takame

Name: Kanasawa Takame (金沢喬女) (her last name means "gold" and "swamp, stream" and her first name means "high, noble" and "woman")

Age: 31 y/o

Gender: Female

Birth date: November 16th (Scorpio)

Height: 170 cm

Blood type: O

Occupation: Maid cafe manager

Personality: Takame is a polite and gentle woman who is always very kind to everyone, especially her employees. She has a very good reputation and everyone knows her as a caring and understanding person who never lets her employees overwork themselves and if she sees someone making them uncomfortable, she will make sure to take care of that and protect them. She's quite passionate about anime, manga and games and that's.. uh.. one of the reasons why she decided to open a maid cafe. What about the other reasons? Haha, you don't have to know that. Maybe this woman really does have a dark side, but only one of her workers knows about it. And that worker still loves her no matter what.

Trivia:

Takame secretly has a thing for cute girls in maid outfits and that's a second reason why she opened a maid cafe.

Takame really does have a secret second job and her being a cafe manager is just something she does to hide her secrets and make herself look like a normal person who doesn't do anything illegal.

Unlike other two side characters who actually liked their prisoners, she didn't have any feelings for Yurika and just manipulated her because she knew that Yurika is the only worker who would agree to help with something like Takame's second job and she knew that Yurika really needs someone to rely on, so she promised she will take care of everything that Yurika has problems with. She thought that Yurika is cute, but that's all.

Takame really does like anime, manga and games and that's not something she made up. She believes that no matter how old you are, you should still do what you like, even if other people judge you for it.

She knew everything about Yurika's past and her problems and she knew about Yurika's relationship with her victims. She used that information to make Yurika trust her, but no matter how manipulative she was, she actually did protect Yurika from her stalkers and people who harassed her. Of course, that made Yurika like her even more, but when Takame did that, she genuinely wanted to protect Yurika because she didn't want her to go through anything like that.

#most facts are just about their relationships with their prisoners but if i tried to talk more about their backstories and personalities #it would be way too long and i also want to discuss those topics later so yeah #feel free to ask questions about them though!#no arata doesn't actually have an akio itabag BUT IF HE COULD MAKE/BUY AKIO MERCH HE WOULD #i really really like his dynamic with akio especially bc i know arata's backstory so i'm like. HHHHH THEY'RE SO INTERESTING #yes i can't believe i'm saying this but. kei and ruka's dynamic is kinda cute if you think about it #OF COURSE IT DOESN'T EXCUSE THE KIDNAPPING AND TORTURING AND BASICALLY BRAINWASHING HIM AND ALL THAT STUFF #but still it's very interesting how kei likes ruka bc he acts like kei's real self meanwhile ruka likes him because he makes him feel alive #and in a good way and he doesn't want to say that he's dead when that happens #also when i started working on lineart and looked at takame i realized that she reminds me of shidou's wife and i screamed #LIKE I THINK SHE DOESN'T HAVE THOSE VIBES NOW THAT THE DRAWING IS DONE BUT STILL #(yurika simping for shidou's wife is a hilarious concept though)#i don't know if these guys will have their own tags but again we'll see #i'll just tag their prisoners for now #👑prisoner 001: miyagawa akio👑#🍓prisoner 005: sanada kei 🍓#🎀prisoner 008: maruyama yurika 🎀#(and yes i used a chain brush for ruka listen i got lazy IT WAS SO HARD TO DRAW THIS GUY FOR SOME REASON)#(AND YOU HAVEN'T EVEN SEEN HIS FULL DESIGN YET.)

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paladincecil · 2 years

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I've been avoiding looking at social media when I wake up for a good while now. Sort of a way to make sure I don't wake up and instantly see some new hell and spend the rest of my day in a bad mood. It's been working great for the most part. I still give in and check now and then and almost always regret it xD I also miss a lot of my american friends posts they make during the night and feel a little bad about not keeping up with what's going on with them T_T

I'm now starting to think I should avoid social media before I go bed as well to avoid going to bed in a bad mood. So if I go ahead with it I'll probably be a lot less active during the days when I'm glued to a game or just doing other stuff. Since I only really end up scrolling during the day when whatever I'm doing isn't keeping my attention xD

#Honestly I know this will basically mean all that text means nothing #But just as I finished writing I realised the bad mood comes from twitter like 90% of the time #So maybe I'll just remove the app on my phone and the pinned tab on my laptop browser #I only really kept my twitter as a way to talk to the pixel artists I commissioned for my perler stuff #But considering that hobby came to a screeching halt when I ran out of beads and importing more was too expensive #and I really hated using the UK hama beads so I just gave those to my nephews #I just don't commission the pixel artists anymore #I kept it up for a few months after I stopped posting them online #Then I just started running out of more and more colours #and I'm not paying £15 for 1000 beads when they used to cost £2-£4 #Also I could have just deleted the original post and made the tags the actual post #but I didn't think of that until I was 5 tags deep and I'm very lazy right now

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fleetsonourgecentral · 2 years

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How do you think Fleetway and Scourge would react to meeting Sonic Exe? How would STC!Sonic react to Sonic Exe??

Sonic.exe.... now that's a name I haven't heard in years.....

I'm honestly not super familiar with sonic.exe lore since I've only read the original creepypasta like once and watched a few people play through that first romhack a few times, so I'll just be going off what little I remember (and the knowledge that (and I say this with a level of affection) almost every creepypasta character is ridiculously op)

Sonic and Scourge would definitely be cocky af at first since they go into every fight expecting they'll win, and Sonic is more than a little exasperated bc he's dealing with yet another fucking lookalike. But considering Exe is, as previously stated, an op creepypasta, if it came down to a fight they'd probably get their asses kicked. They're good, but probably not that good considering all the power Exe has at his disposal. Once they realise just how powerful this fucker is, they're like "oh shit wtf do we do"

Super on the other hand. Oh boy.

Idk if Exe was inspired by Fleetway's Super Sonic, but I do see a lot of similarities in them and their power levels. Like, Exe is some kinda eldritch horror I presume, and Super is made of chaos energy (corrupted chaos energy even, if we go by my headcanon). These bitches ain't normal and their powers and abilities go far beyond a normal mobian's. If it came down to a fight, I imagine they'd be pretty evenly matched. A winner would be hard to determine though bc they'd probably destroy the damn universe before they get to finish the fight

As for his reaction, it depends where in Super's arc Exe shows up. If it's when he's lost his memories and is a pacifist, he'd probably be fucking petrified. Not only is Exe terrifying for normal people anyway, Super has the added baggage of Exe's power reminding him of his own destructive side. He'd see the worst of himself in Exe, and it would terrify him

Maybe if things got bad he'd try to fight back because he knows his power is incredibly strong and might stand a chance against him, and he'd just hope he can stay in control, but that... probably wouldn't go well, as we saw in the comic when he tried to use his powers for good

Now if Exe showed up during any other point in Super's arc? Different story. When he's evil Super doesn't give a fuck about anyone or anything except causing havoc and destruction. It's the nature of the corrupted chaos energy he's made of. If Exe showed up out of the blue and started fucking shit up, he'd only see a challenge and, like any Sonic, would be ecstatic about it. Finally, someone who can match his power level, it will be fun to be forced to actually put in effort for once. Makes his inevitable win even more satisfying, when the light and hope slowly drains from this new guy's eyes as he realises he's been bested

At worst, he might get a little pissed that Exe is the one doing all the damage. Not because he cares about the planet or its people, but because he wants to be the one to destroy it. Probably a similar story if Exe killed Sonic; he feels it's his right to kill Sonic, and he doesn't want to share

I see a few people talk about the possibility of an alliance between the two, and that would definitely cause unbelievable amounts of destruction like holy hell they would be an unstoppable force together, but personally, I think Super is too selfish to ever consider such a thing. He's not interested in anything but destruction, and since he comes from Sonic's rude and selfish ass, he's not interested in sharing the fun

Basically, if he's in a good mood, Exe is a fun challenge. If he's in a bad mood, Exe is in his way and stealing his fun. Either way, if he's evil it's coming down to a fight, and unless they're stopped somehow (good fucking luck finding a way to do that) they'll take the whole dimension down with them. As I said, a winner would be hard to determine (since they both believe they're stronger and will be the inevitable winner, so they both believe they'll get to watch the other's face fall when they realise they're no longer the strongest being around) and even if someone did win, well, there'd be no one around to witness it

Actually, there's a really good video on YouTube that I love that pretty much shows how I think a fight between them might go (although again I'm not up to date with sonic.exe lore so idk how accurate the video is to his powers)

#fleetway super sonic #sonic the hedgehog #scourge the hedgehog #fleetway sonic #stc sonic #asks #can you tell i overthought about this #anyways i tried not to make exe TOO powerful in my head when thinking about this and taking his powers into consideration bc that's boring #also to my memory we really don't learn much about exe and what he can do and where his limits are in the original creepypasta #ik there's that game series someone made that expands on it but idk how much of that exe fans consider 'official'#and also I'm too lazy to look it up #I dabbled in the creepypasta fandom as a teen i KNOW there's a tendency to make these guys op and unstoppable #not that all exe fans do that obviously I'm just saying there might be a lot of it #and I'm too lazy to go through it to find the more moderate stuff #but yeah since he reminds me a lot of super sonic i decided to place his power level around there #make him somewhat op without making him just completely blow away everything with no challenge #and if we think about how much sonic struggles to defeat super in the comics it's easy to see how he'd struggle against exe #especially since i think exe has teleporting on his side and idk if any of the tricks they use against super would work on exe #so honestly most of it comes down to super vs exe #super would be at the biggest disadvantage if he and sonic were still one bc then he's on a time limit for how long he's Like That #but if they're separate he can just keep going #by then his only worry is burning through all his chaos energy #but if he gets his hands on a chaos emerald he can just keep going #either way the world is fucked #catch zonic in the background like 'I'm looking away i do not see it'#'i never liked that dimension anyway'#also hi! I'm back from my 2 weeks away!

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