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#i'm so tired I guess I will go to sleep
mashmouths · 5 months
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does anyone know how to stop the body from keeping score? i have shit to do
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iamphibolous · 8 months
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I ran out of spoons quickly today... Here are some sleepy Bonnies
#personal#cats#bonbon#Shes so sweet 🩷🩷🩷🩷 Lookit her lil paws ohhh so small and cute#Got 'home' (I talked to my mom and turns out TECHNICALLY I'm.homeless <.< until I move into the new place next month)#As I was saying I got home earlier than I thought I would but the job hunt went well! But I also very much ran out of energy. I am dead rn#:( and I will only get more tired once I get hired I guess. Oh well. X-X#On a ..neutral note. I still very much have that customer service voice down. Not intentionally however.#I enter an establishment with the intention of working there and my whole voice just changes to pure high pitch saccharine kiss-ass#and for the life of me I can't do that on command. Maybe that's compounded by the memory problems. Shrug Xd#But a good day still!! Just. good in a 'eat your veggies' kind of way... I'm too tired to feel much of anything about it right now.#I really want to get other things done (Lots of projects X3 and wips hee hoo) but I gotta get this money before school starts x.x h#But anyway. Bonnie's all sorted out :) She'll be fine and we're sticking together of course!!! I love her so much.#Hmm what else. Well since I was dead tired I decided to play a bit of dead space. I read there are 12 chapters bbut I'm only on chapter 4#Absolutely love the atmosphere but some specific scare tactics do get old. I'm intrigued as to where it's going tho 👀#Bonnie decided to sit next to my screen and she watched me play my game lol (I am a letsplayer but only for my audience of 1 🩷)#okay that's enough I think. Very tired. e-e#I'm gonna sleep nowwwwwwwwwwww goodnight
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disdaidal · 2 months
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I wanna thank my irl friends who follow me here and also my beloved mutuals as well as followers who still send me kind messages and try to interact with me and my stuff even if I'm bad at doing it myself.
Honestly, things haven't been that great with me lately, so... it means a lot to me. Honestly. <3
#personal#i had to make the tough decision to drop out of school last week#i didn't exactly want it if i'm being completely honest here#but certain stuff was preventing me from getting further so i knew the teachers are gonna ask me to quit over at our teams meeting#i instantly contacted my nurse about my situation. and she got me a doctor's appointment which was yesterday#where i kind of broke down a little. not because she didn't grant me the sick leave i thought i was going to get#after feeling down and sleeping terribly for weeks#but because she actually *got me*. like. she actually listened to me and figured out some stuff and told me that#what i'm going through and what i've been going through for years would make anyone depressed#so i couldn't help but cry a little because yeah. i'm so tired of never being enough no matter how hard i try#because my brain's wired a certain way and it makes me slow and kinda clumsy and inattentive at times#which. you might guess is not ideal at today's work environment. or studying-wise even#so instead of granting me sick leave (she did say we can change that at anytime though) she told me to wait for that phone call#from the unemployment office. which i should be getting tomorrow. or well. later today#and talk to them about this. to see if they can offer some solutions. or if we can figure something out#'cause i'm getting closer to my 40s and not getting anywhere and it's wearing me out and tiring me out#because i clearly can't help myself or change my ways on my own#i managed to get some work last week though. at the local youth house. one shift though but money still#but i haven't been getting those offers a lot during the past few months so it's not enough to support me obviously#so i definitely need something else. and i hope i can get help. that someone could help me#i should finally get tested for adhd next month too. i don't know if i even have it or if it's gonna change anything but#at least i'd know#anyway i needed to get this off my chest. cause i'm kinda crying a little bit even now just thinking about this whole thing#sorry
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doveotion · 27 days
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genuinely didn't think I'd make it to 18 let alone 22 so now I'm looking around like..... Now What
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monster-every-day · 17 days
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day 71 - 3/11/24 - candle construct
the lighting on this one is atrocious please don't look at this
anyways this design originally came to me as a concept for a regi. like from pokemon. a fire-type regi, it's a volatile ball of flame encased in sacred wax by ancient people. the reason its sacred wax is because you dont have to worry about it melting it regenerates. anyway it obviously wouldn't have looked like this.
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kristoprose · 6 months
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... stayed up till 5am ... making c!dream (and 2 more characters) in Sims 4 with a friend... managed to get him a boyfriend alreday. i'm rather proud of us
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crowleyanthonys · 6 months
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silenthillbunni · 6 months
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🖤👻🏰🩹
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da-proti-toku-grem · 2 months
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okay i'm going to bed now bc i've got stuff to do tomorrow but istg if I wake up to more pics i'm not going to cope well
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macbug · 10 days
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will running make me feel more alive this afternoon or will it actually just kill me? I guess I'll find out in a few minutes
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uzumakisasuke · 6 months
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if you are currently in a quiet house take a moment to appreciate being in a quiet house. sincerely, someone who did not fully appreciate the two weeks he had of a relatively quiet house
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knifegremliin · 14 days
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on my hands and knees begging for my body to let me sleep. please. please. just let me fucking sleep what do you WANT FROM ME.
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bubacorn · 17 days
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:'))
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yellowloid · 8 months
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trying to write after like. i don't even know how long? and it feels like getting tore to pieces by a torture machine in some circle of hell but yes :) writing is my favourite hobby :) i love writing so much :)
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running-in-the-dark · 29 days
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how fun. my right ear is still/again making that annoying clicking noise, and now my left ear keeps making some sort of.. I don't know, 'swoosh' sound or something.
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ayakashibackstreet · 2 months
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Sends message to the Japanese prof that just says 'not feeling well........ online class again pls???' and logs off
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