#i'm prone to stupidity

[craycraybluejay]

yeah yeah you hate me I'm an evil disgusting perverted manwhore we have each other blocked everywhere blah blah but I know you still jerk off to me and I know it makes you hate yourself a bit because you don't have the strength to accept the darker parts of your desire. but you can't help yourself and I take pleasure in the knowledge.

#this pussy makes homosexual men hate themselves !! #this tdick makes you want to kill yourself !! #this wretched and desirous personality has captivated you so !! #pussy change your life like im god~ they always fall in love not my fault~ #im never pickin up when they call~ #<- song lyrics #you want to fuck me so bad it makes you act stupid !! #im genuinely not mad people are generally going to end up hating themselves too much to be chill #but i am having a wild laugh bc this mf who told me i'm a gross freak also told me that he has sex dreams about me regularly #like yeah ok faggot #watch this loser text me in like a year apologizing for being a judgy little bitch begging me to respond LMFAO #thank u next hoe !! #idk its extra liberating to not only decide to be more choosy but also to know they obsessed #how's the vanilla boyfriend taste? can he get you off 7 times in a row? does he make you feel free and hedonistic? #anyway yeah im just being mean here bc its a mood boost i would not say this shit to anyone lmao #trust me bro i am literally the last person to cross the line when i get emotional (usually excited sometimes angry or horny) #ok no im a little prone to excitedly infodumping for 8 hrs but i try not to offend people #making enemies for no reason is a terrible idea

[sciderman]

Usaually I don't bother, but I'm writing to you because i have looked up to you for a long time. I don't need you to respond, maybe even prefer if you won't, but your last post was a big blow for me.

I'm an israeli.

I was born here. My mother was born here. Her grandmother was born here. My grand grandmother fled here after the holocaust.

And you knkw what? You don't have to agree with the israel goverment, i mean if you'd look it up you'll see that almost no one here supports our current goverment. I wish i could sit with you and talk about the conflict and explain that it's nit really black and white as tumblr would like to believe, but i don't think that's a possibility.

But writing that we are "white settlers" is just... god. It's a lie. Not even just antisemtic lie, becuase 20% of israeli citizens are actually arabs (both muslims and christians). most of jewish populations are not even "ashkenazi" jews.

The interent currently is not a very reliable source of history (like, i've seen people claim we should call tel aviv "ahuzat bait" since it is its arab name. It's not. It's in hebrew, and the name of the first street if tel aviv when it was legally bought)

And if you ask why not let all the middle east countries participate in the eurivision - actually they let them. They just decided the quit when israel joined.

Again, I'm writing becuase I'm hurt. You can dissmiss it if you want, but i wish you wouldnt. Again, you dont need to post it or respond, i just wish you will think twice about what you hear or learn about a war the happens to other people, and doesnt affect you at all (some of us - on both sides - are actually afraid of dying).

Peace, love, and mostly peace.

oh bless you anon - i hope you're okay with me posting this, because i wouldn't be able to respond otherwise. i admit entirely i was being reductive - i haven't spoken a lot about this issue here because i'm afraid of letting emotion get the better of me, when i know how morally complex this issue is. i was being reductive - and i absolutely know there are a lot of israeli-born jewish people who are native to the land. and i know there are a lot of jewish people in israel who are against the occupation. and i know there is a huge population of israeli citizens who are against their government because the government is lying to their citizens just as much as they're lying to world.

but there is an image that the leading powers in israel want to paint to the world - the one they show in eurovision and any media presence (which they pour ungodly amounts of money into) - and it's of a very western, palatably white israel. i really would like you to know that when i refer to "israel" i refer only to the ruling powers that govern it - not the citizens that live there.

israel doesn't want you to see iraeli-born jews who are critical of their government and actually have been living peacefully alongside the muslim and christian population of the land for hundreds of years before the occupation. israel doesn't want to showcase that narrative, because that would show that actually the nation could've been peaceful and have equality for all it's people the whole time (because they've been doing it for HUNDREDS of years prior) and there was no reason to expel palestinians from their homes.

in eurovision, wants to show that israel has established this land and made it pristine and beautiful and countries should invest in this cosmopolitan utopia and new western culture that is so divorced from it's native people and it's history. palatable. marketable. clean. no war crimes here.

there's an unfortunate power imbalance in the world - and that's that some nations have the money and the power to curate and maintain a spotless public image - and other nations can't afford to keep the lights on in their hospitals.

i really love and appreciate you for coming into my inbox, anon. i think it's really brave and i really appreciate your voice and appreciate people like you. i know israel is a terrifying place to be right now - particularly for people who are critical of the government, you're under threat from both sides - you're distrusting of your own military, and there's the very real threat of hammas too. and i'm so, so sorry you're in that place and in that situation. and as someone who's born there, and your family being there for generations, the question of escape isn't as simple as settlers who can come and go freely. but i really, really hope you're safe and can stay safe. i'm so sorry your family went through all that you did, and that your family escaped one horror for another. this isn't the kind of world you should live in - and i'm praying that positive change will hold the israeli government accountable, and force them to prioritise their people.

not their "image", not how much power and money and land they hold. people. people - both israeli and palestinian, deserve to feel safe and heard and have a government that will protect them. it's the duty any power in the world should have to their people. and i feel like - if we deprive israel of their magical power to appear good and pristine and progressive palatable and clean of all blood in the eyes of the media - if we rob it of that, then they'll be forced to address these real problems within their government. they'll be forced to make amends. forced to apologise, and gain the world's favour again through real positive change.

i'm praying you're staying safe, anon. i really, really hope you and your family are safe. thank you so much for your message, and i'm sending you so much love from across the borders of the world.

#sci speaks #free palestine #i really appreciated this message anon and i love you so much #also i'm arab and (as the stereotypes perpetuate) prone to anger. (it's not true. i'm a lover.) #i don't talk about this a lot because i'm afraid of ensuing debate and also afraid to spread misinformation. i feel that's irresponsible. #i know that the only way to resolve conflict is being careful and considered and. not inflammatory. #but it's a lot that has been bubbling up inside me for a really long time. #and a sci will say something stupid at some point. inevitably. so a sci tries to say very little. unless it means something.

[a-s-levynn]

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#i'm resisting the impulsive urge to vent proper because i don't want to go there especially this tired but #not everything is literal #not everything is serious #not everything is a joke #if you are unsure about something just ask #also #they are not our friends #they are grown men who can and do take care of themselfs and most people in the fandom understand that #so we can clown around over stupid shit while also not forgetting that #the two things can and do coexsist #but also let's not forget that they are simply human and can be tired or make a conscious decision to do or not do something #without any big conspiracy in the background #there is a line too far just as with everything #sometimes it isn't a bad idea to stop and look which side of it we are on #and i am myself are prone to at least dance on it so i'm not here to be smart i'm mostly just ckecking on myself #but some peeps also could use a moment to objectively see stuff #sorry this is fairly vague and half of it doesn't make sense #that's why it's in the tags #and almost certainly gonna get deleted in a few hours #i just needed to think #g'night y'all #see ya tomorrow #hopefully

[incorrect-hs-quotes]

Rose: Terrible news. The exact fanfiction I want has not magically appeared and I may have to write it myself. More at 11

#homestuck #incorrect homestuck quotes #rose lalonde #mod terezi #to all you pointy heads out there #(what the fuck does that even mean? i just heard it from an hbomberguy viddy and thought it was funny) #ok i just looked it up and it's stupid so i'm not going that route anymore #anyways rose would be like any writer and despair at the prospect of a blank page #she talks a big game but at the end of the day she is still human and prone to the most human quality of all: despising work

[ftl-faster-than-life]

FYI what makes the batfam like soldiers is the brainwashing and the subsequent formation of a new identity in the service of a unified goal, especially in a combatant role.

#also FYI if you're in the military and you think your orders are unlawful and/or endanger you and your fellow troops unnecessarily #You are legally obligated to tell the person giving the orders to get fucked #Sincerely: Someone who multiple times told the officers appointed over him they needed to reconsider orders that were reckless and stupid #And yeah it seems unfair to brainwash people into being prone to obedience and following authority and then turn around and say #“But you've gotta use your best judgement because 'I was just following orders' is not a defense” #But guess what! Nothing in life is fair! #No you can't reblog this once again I'm not interested in fighting with randos on the Internet

[sailortiefling]

If I had a nickel for every time I doodled sheena and raine cuddling while one (or both) of them are sleepy I’d have three nickels which isn’t a lot but-

(Written version of the dialogue in the first doodle under the ‘read more’ in case anyone can’t read my handwriting lol)

From left to right:

Sheena: “Can we please go to bed??” Raine: Yes, yes. We can go to bed.”

#tales of symphonia #sheena fujibayashi #raine sage #sheena/raine #raine/sheena #sheraine #sheeraine #my art #i'm out here covering my bases #maybe one day i'll finally figure out the tag for them #sheena and raine should kiss #also i got sick so i didn't post anything for a while but i'm feeling good now so i can share my messy doodles again #yes that's the phineas and ferb quote LOL #don't ask me why i am prone to drawing my ships cuddling/sleeping but i am LMAO #i also love the idea that raine stays up stupid late doing research things because she's a nerd like that #its a trying time to be her gf LOL

[swede]

christine is a horse girl send tweet

#u may think i am joking. no. she was raised on a farm #and then she and her father traveled all around after her mother died #she loves horses so MUCH she's good at working w them #she's been riding since she was... four? five/six? #she's good at it #she finds it soothing #this girl was heartbroken moving to the city of paris to live w madame #she misses the country so bad #anyways. christine and horses. her first was probably named something stupid in swedish because she was Widdle when she named it #christine and animals in general... she's good w them #she's a dog gal in modern but in a historical context she's more prone to cats and birds. but i may retcon the dog thing #( bc now that i'm around more dogs i like them less and less. sorry. it's gonna draw over into rp KJHGHJ ) #just. christine and animals. she talks to them like they're people #she IS a d*sney princess #headcanons.

[laurelindebear]

@ Life: less headaches, more cake please 😣

#personal #random #I've always been super headache prone (I'm Chidi Anagonye but with headaches instead of stomachaches) #but the last month or six weeks it's been ridiculous #and twice now after I've taken sumatriptan the migraine has come back maybe 12 hours or a day later #need to see the GP again i think #and no cake for me because I'd really like to lose a little weight #well a lot but a little is more realistic #anything would be good really #just for easier sleeping and easier on my stupid knees and easier to find clothes that look ok

[machidielontheway]

nearly cried today in class cause i could NOT understand what the teacher was telling me. and another student who is super nice tried to explain too and showed me but after some time i said "ok clearly i will not understand cause i am missing some knowledge that i need to understand, so let's carry on i don't want to block the session" but god i was so frustrated

and a bit angry (in a "i feel attacked so i will be angry as a attack-defense) cause there is no reason for us to need to learn that yet it's literally our SECOND CLASS EVER and the ones who have been here for a year (we're beginner class but with truly beginners and year+1 beginners) said they did not learn that last year, with the other teacher, before a while.

we're alternating between two different teacher, and the second one (the one of today) is nice but there was no structure to the class / it was a bit all over the place in the "we don't know if we're supposed to play together or everybody work on their thing" and "we spoke for nearly 10mn about something that could be said in 1mn when we have only 45mn of class (ok to be faire we went over so we did get 1h) and. personally i need a lot of structure for this kind of things to feel like i can go forward / have little goals. i want things to be incremental so i do not loose motivation

i hope it will get better on that side (structure) or i will feel as if we only have two structured / "get forward" class each month instead of four wich would annoy me

#3615 my life #i nearly cried because when i Cannot Understand i feel Stupid #and if i'm not good The Teacher Will Not Praise Me #two things that clearly comes from a lot of mind things that has to be worked on in therapy lol #i have zero discipline and i avoid anything where i will have to face my ignorance and difficulties #which is why practice scaaares me and i procrastinate and then it's a vicious circle #and the teacher and my personal relationship to the teacher is something that will give me motivation / change how i view the thing #which seems cool ! but it is not !! it needs to be me for me and not for external praise #i'm prone to overthinking in a downward spiral so i will just. put all this to the side. and not think of it until tomorrow. #(but tomorrow i have to practice !! this week i only practiced like #30mn before going to class #which is not good at all.) #this egg did not peel well.

[hxzelwallflower]

( 🌻 ) - :: I’m tired.

#- ; Mentally and emotionally tired #- ; Lately I've been prone to irritation on the simplest things and I wish It'd stop #- ; I don't wanna drag my personal feelings out here too much but #- ; TL;DR I'm tired of stupid shit #- ; This isn't a callout post to anyone #- ; OOC #- ; Bravo's outta pocket #- ; tw: vent #- ; VENT

[parlerenfleurs]

Funny how I'm still able to believe I'll be above something only to simply, inexorably, be human, once again

#Bloom talks #I'm in a weird mood but I'm okay #just trying to de-tangle my own twisty mind #my own personnal pitfall as a personality trait is to think I am so emotionally mature #when actually I'm prone to be petty and jealous and withdrawn and unable to express myself #and most of the time I can handle all that and keep the situation afloat #but sometimes I can't #because I'm human #anyway I've been distancing myself from Pretty Girl for probably stupid reasons #but I have a hard time talking to her about it like an adult #it doesn't help that so much is going on in her life that I've just #given up the idea to take up space in it I think #ah that's the gist of it actually #rambling myself to realisation lol #Pretty Girl Who Maybe Wants to Kiss Me

[baladric]

god damn why did i used to think pining crushes were so fun? this shit fuckin sucks!!

did i write him an overwrought love letter a calendar year ago that will never, ever see the light of day? Yes. do i hate that fact with my entire being? Also Yes. i blame nose freckles, innate physical affection, and his propensity to speak like he ate a victorian thesaurus.

#i have met the bastard in person TWICE #t w i c e #his physical presence has damaged me irreparably #pls god someone hand me another soft-spoken dorky theatre kid #so i can write Him flowery love letters about his stupid freckles #and the fact that i can talk to him the way i'm naturally prone to speaking #w/o the constant terror of being called pretentious bc WhO uSeS tHe WoRd 'OPINE' iN cAsUaL cOnVeRsAtIoN #me! i do! #and so would you if both your parents graduated from reed college and your whole family thought ACADEMICS was the only way to go! #weird life where me being a music major was disappointing for the Opposite reason than most people #'wait you're not going into? classics? literature? geology by way of socio-anthropology? interdisciplinary theology?' #no aunt pam i want to be poor with a brain full of hate for counterpoint and arnold schönberg #one of my cousins wrote his doctoral dissertation on The Cultural History of Fire #i shit you not #this got away from me #anyway crushes suck #u g h #personal

[zhaoly]

my one takeaway from law school is that people on the internet are shit awful at making arguments and have shit awful reading comprehension

#im dead serious man like not trying to be funny like it's annoying af............ #idk #like it's astounding how much people can completely miss the point #and are prone to hyperbolic or completely fabricated statements because they have this... pre-existing idea of the situation or yourself #like 'just because you're -extreme statement here- doesn't mean that y' and im like but i never said i was -extreme statement here-??? #u literally just made that shit up bc that's what YOU think??? #and they like genuinely think theyre saying Something #and i have the annoying personality trait of needing to tell people who are wrong that theyre wrong #so yes i WILL break down every single reason why your stupid ass comment to me is wrong or irrelevant at best! #because i cant let it go! #yes i'm annoying as fuck but so are you #and at least i'm right when i do it

[a-s-levynn]

I'm not saying my brain doesn't work lately but it doesn't. I bought a new bag and sent a pic to mom because she was interested. And i completely forgot she didn't knew i had a tattoo yet 🤦‍♂️ and it didn't registered that it was visible on the photo.. i had no idea how i was gonna tell it to her but this was definitely not how i intended to do it 🤦‍♂️ man i'm daft and not the sexy kinda daft.

#she'll be fine with it at the end but fuck me i'm an idiot #and like it's not that she is controlling or something just a different generation #she needs time to adjust #also like the panic that the next is gonna go onto my forhead or something 😂 which it won't but still #she is prone to panic over stupid stuff so yeah this was the worst possible way to tell her #oh man 🤦‍♂️🤦‍♂️🤦‍♂️ #why am i a certified idiot #levynn tries to think

[scumfuck1998]

i'm readjusting to my meds after not having my refill for almost a week and jesus CHRIST i hate men so much

#like i know im prone to irritability in general but holy shit #i'm on my 15 and this coworker just unprompted is telling me about girls he met at a bar/asking me about myself like leave me tf alone !!!! #i've had so many stupid interactions with men i'm so pissed off it's insane

[spacehasnobiney]

i experience a thought or feeling that, if i were to examine it further and dig into the root cause, would force me to rethink my sense of self and acknowledge that i may no longer be the same person i've grown comfortable seeing myself as -> i choose to ignore it -> ignoring the thought only makes things worse as it overtakes my brain and becomes the only thing i can think about -> i am forced to confront the thought and reevaluate parts of myself -> i become comfortable in the new version of myself and the labels i have assigned my experiences -> i experience a thought or feeling that, if examined, would force me to rethink my sense of self

#space's stupid ramblings #someone knock me out cold with a shovel i'm thinking too hard and it's 1am #this is very much a cycle i've repeatedly found myself in pretty much since i started college #it was there before then but i think being on my own and being around new people with different experiences to my own has made me much more #prone to it