#i'm picturing him feeling apologetic for inflicting himself on jaskier

[10moonymhrivertam]

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#me for the entire day: the fixation is starting to fade but goddamit we've come too far now #me for like...the entire week: okay but like. It's bad. And heavy-handed. #the three-five people who have read and commented on every chapter sustain me #it's probably not heavy-handed but it's that thing where i'm not following chekov's gun enough #jaskier keeps saying sure hope he doesn't find out and he continues to not find out #that was actually how i decided on a new plotline tho #mentioned stregobor one too many times and was like 'WELL GUESS THAT HAS TO BE ADDED TO THE END OF THE FIC NOW' #there is an alt universe/a distant future where i incorporated that plot all the way through #and that's probably a better fic #anyway yeah #this week is an interlude chapter and then it's the mountain babey #which did not used to have the reveal but does now #if you follow me here congrats on the secret infor #the reveal being on the mountain is better tho cuz it gives them good reason to not talk to each other for two years #even tho jaskier's fought tooth and nail for this friendship #now he will think geralt hates him for lying for 20 yrs #but the best think is what geralt actually feels #which is that jaskier was his best friend too #but after the reveal thinks it was *all* a sham #i'm picturing him feeling apologetic for inflicting himself on jaskier #but every time i've tried to explain what i did i write it in a way that suggests he should be angry #oh well i guess i'll get there when I get there and see if plans or intuition wins out #alright i've sufficiently procranstinated the editing let's see if we can make this a little more feasible before we post it