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magpie-69 · 3 months

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Hello everyone. I've been absent for some time. I was notified by a friend about the tragic passing of @keptmathilda & came back to pay my tribute to such a lovely & brave lady. There are no words 💜🙏

I hope you're all well. I miss you & I think about you a lot. Blessed Imbolc to you all, which I observe from the 1st of February til the end of February. In fact, if you look historically & logically, the zenith of Imbolc would be at the first New Moon of February, which is the 9th of February this year. That's my belief, anyhoo. Love you muchly. Miss you greatly.

Lots of Love, 'Pie xxx

#I'm nothing #i mean nothing #take no heed

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moltage · 10 months

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every once in a while i go back to this song and sob my eyes out for a good twenty minutes it just hits for some reason

#skipper singing?????? pelaseplaspwlsjsowpwhdjd im NOTHIBG #I'M NOTHING #I miss them so MUCH #Sorry the tpom demons come back sometimes #I miss them so so sososososmcujc #the penguins of madagascar #tpom #penguins of Madagascar #Spotify

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lonelywithdreams · 2 months

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Why people believe in me more than I do?

I'm bad at everything

I can't achieve anything

I just can't

And yet they still believe in me

What a mistake

#mental health #trauma #tw selfhate #life sucks #i hate life #i hate everything #i wanna die #i hate it i hate it i hate it #I'm nothing #don't believe in me

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mar9iech · 3 months

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Dear God,

I'm relearning everything of how I see things I'm seeing how You're showing me new beginnings

I am nothing that's how ugly I'm feeling but Your Word says I'm worth noting

I am void and in You only, You see to it that I'm made whole and fulfilled

I am broken but it's necessary, for certain, for Your grace to do all the healin'

My soul, it constantly grieves All these tears and my heart in pieces It takes griefs to know Your love gives me peace

… Each thorn deep hidden and long forgotten You bring forth to surface for me to own and face:

Here I am, untangled ball of emotions unbridled and for as long as I can recall, years and years of anger unresolved

Past regrets and mistakes Missed opportunities and all those places I never got to go, I need to let go

… Forgiveness is hardest What about the apologies I never have? But to know You've forgiven me first, why can I still not forgive, not even myself?

Oh the humility of being stripped to owning almost nothing to knowing one last single thing: You're the utmost security of everything I need

Before I can love again In grief, I need to love me It's never about me, me and me But to understand the unshakable fact that You have loved me first, and that should be more than enough For me to love even me.

©mar9iech (first posted: Oct 2019)

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a-broken-worthless-monster · 2 years

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Everyone I miss doesn't spare a single thought for me, I am meaningless...

#I'm Worthless #I'm Horrible #I'm A Monster #I'm Boring #I'm Stupid #I'm Nothing

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depression-is-my-loyal-companion · 2 years

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Would anyone notice

If tonight I disappeared?

Would anyone chase me

And say the words that I need to hear?

That I'm no burden

Not so worthless

Bent so much that I just might break

All-consuming

So confusing

The questions that keep me awake

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ardri-na-bpiteog · 2 months

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Also increasingly aware that a LOT of people "manage" getting through the 40+ hour work week by sleeping less than is healthy and relying on stimulants like coffee and energy drinks to keep them going.

For people who are unwilling or unable to do this...work really does just dominate your life. Like we really should not have to rely on unhealthy practices just to have a social life or keep on top of housework or whatever.

I know I post about this a lot but I'm so TIRED all the time and it's just so depressing that this is how we're expected to spend the one life we have.

#i have to get at least 8 hours of sleep a night to even barely function #with sleep #getting ready for work #commute #cooking #and errands #I typically have maybe 2-3 hours to actually do what i want in a day #and I'm usually too tired to actually do the things i want to do #and that's with a very short commute #if i actually had a long commute I'd basically do nothing but work #i see my friends like once every few weeks or months #because we're all so fucking busy with work and have such little time for socialising #and none of us even have kids or anything!!

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brick-brooke · 8 months

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#bg3 #bg3 memes #baldur's gate 3 #i feel like everytime i start a new game i need to make memes for it lol #anyway i love every companion so far #i'm sorry jaheira and minsc i have not gotten that far yet :( and i know nothing about minthara lol

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lazylittledragon · 4 months

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domesticating your vampire: a memoir

(beautiful high res version on patre0n)

#bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #astarion #tavstarion #KARLACH #i nearly forgot her #when you just escaped vampire slavery but now you have to save for a down payment #i can't stress how important it is to me that astarion has a birthday #i don't know why #also sex is fine but have you ever had someone wash your hair for you. there is nothing more intimate #i'm devastated that i had to desaturate the polaroid because the lighting was so pretty

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abracadaze · 2 years

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i feel so bad for nikola tesla like imagine spending years beefing with a guy who has conned the public into believing he's some sort of supergenius when in reality it's his overworked employees developing all of his world-changing inventions and you end up dying broke and starving and alone and then 100 years later another guy cons the public into believing he's some sort of supergenius when in reality it's his overworked employees developing all of his world-changing inventions and he's doing it all IN YOUR NAME. he must be rolling in his grave like a fucking rotisserie chicken

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perpetualcontrolleddrowning · 9 months

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Something something the way that Crowley introduced himself to Aziraphale the first time they met in the garden and reacted as if they had never met before. Something about him later behaving as if he did actually have those memories of their time in Heaven together and trying to pass it off as being someone different now. Something about Heaven's way of punishing angels that go against the plan by erasing their memories. Something about Crowley seeing Gabriel without his memory and saying "ask him properly." Something about "remember it now" "it hurts, to remember. my head isn't built for that" "I know. Do it anyway"

Something about "I know. Looking at where the furniture isn't"

Something about I know

#gomens #good omens #good omens 2 #good omens s2 #good omens spoilers #fan theory #all i'm saying #is that crowley seemed REALLY familiar with the process of losing and regaining memory when it's been taken #and i think it would be fun to make it even more angsty #if crowley pushed himself again and again until he was able to remember aziraphale #and now he remembers heaven and all that it was #and he wants nothing to do with it #and Aziraphale is going back

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vamptits · 9 months

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you're all joking about not wearing earplugs to concerts, right? we're not out here rawdogging 120dB. right.

#''waah nothing matters i'm gonna live forever/die young'' ok in the mean time you're gonna get tinnitus and/or lose your hearing.

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basshole-astard · 9 months

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PSA: i keep seeing posts about staying cool in extreme heat that include advice like "gatorade is bad actually!" and "don't drink fruit juice it'll just dehydrate you!" and neither of these are true!

regarding fruit juice: there's apparently a misconception that Any Sugar At All will dehydrate you, and that's simply not true. yes, sugar will make you pee more when consumed in large amounts, but 1) the natural sugar in fruits won't do this to you 2) great news! a lot of fruit juices exist without any added sugar in them! 3) honestly even having a glass of the fruit juice with added sugar won't completely dehydrate you as long as you're also drinking water throughout the day. if its hot you deserve a cold treat of a drink!!! can't go wrong with fruit juice!!!

regarding gatorade: maybe this isn't an every day drink, but guess what: if it's 110F/40C or hotter outside, and you don't have AC, or you're moving around a lot outside of the AC, and you're sweating buckets: that's when you drink a gatorade.

gatorade exists to replenish all the electrolytes (salt) and glucose (sugar) that you sweat out. YES it is meant for athletes to drink during intensive work outs and not necessarily for people who aren't doing that kind of exercise. BUT GUESS WHAT! when you're sweating buckets because you had to walk to the bus in extreme heat, that's intensive exercise. please feel free to drink a gatorade after that! that's its intended use case!!!!

no: neither of these drinks should be a total replacement for water. but drinking a lot of water and then treating yourself to a fruit juice with lunch is a good idea!!! drinking a gatorade becuase you just had to walk for 20 minutes in the heat is a good idea!!!

Please Stop Spreading Misinformation About Drinks!!! It's fine if you drink things that aren't water!!!! Yes you should probably always be drinking water but drinking something else As Well isn't going to hurt you!!!! okay!!!! its fine!!!!!!

honestly so long as you are consistently getting Any (non-alcoholic) fluids in you, you're doing great!!!!!! okay!!!! i love you stay safe <3

#also: drinking A Soda or A Coffee isn't going to completely dehydrate you if you're drinking other fluids tbqh!!!#its fine!!!!! its fine!!!!!#drinks #heat #dehydration #this post exists because i'm mad at misinfo but also #this is for my homies who hate the taste of water and struggle to stay hydrated #because people have told them over and over again You Must Absolute Drink Water And Nothing Else and so they just don't drink anything #listen!! hey!!! whoever told you that was lying!!!!#drinking Any Fluids At All (yes even with caffeine!!) is better than Not Drinking Anything #please hydrate!!!! it's okay if that hydration isn't water!!!!#honestly i tried to be extremely non confrontational in this post but im pretty sure i've seen people suggest flavored water packets #but say no fruit juice ever. and that's insane.#it's all fluids baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#so long as you are drinking fluids you are combatting dehydration #YES water is the best option HOWEVER. if you drink things that aren't water that's also okay! i promise!!!!!!!!

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ionomycin · 10 months

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