#i'm just whining

[tswwwit]

In bad news for getting any writing done, my flesh body is deteriorating and may soon be a meaty jelly on the floor. 😔

#i'm just whining #I had a really good run but now I have the plague #I'll be fine but it sucks real bad #Ibuprofin my beloved #I need infinite naps

[storiesbyjes2g]

Back to work tomorrow and very mad about it as I shut down this pc and get ready for bed. 😭 I've been off for two weeks and feel like I've barely had any time for myself.

#non sims #don't mind me #I'm just whining

[emily84]

like, i feel like it bears repeating, but the argument that aziraphale and crowley's happy ending means that they'll fuck on every surface of their new shared cottage because they're 'finally fully human' etc. is a bit... unnerving to me, personally.

it's not fair to call people who just want honest and decent ace representation 'prudes' or 'victorian'.

i both read and write sex scenes, i like them. i have both read and written it for these two! however, when it comes to canon, i am fiercely protective of the way they've been portrayed so far and yes, that can change and evolve, but i don't want that to mean that ace fans are once again thrown under the bus over the false idea that sexual relationships are inherently 'better gay representation' or somehow 'more deep because there's human sex involved'.

i understand that my reading of them as a sex-positive ace couple who just kiss a lot is not necessarily mainstream or popular (see the hate neil gaiman has gotten from a section of the fandom for saying this in the past, maybe in not so many words), but i can't stand when people try to diminish it or calling it less valid. and i am tired of having to defend ace interpretations of charcters that were explicitly ace to begin with like i'm somehow 'taking away from gay representation'. as if being ace was just a step for them to overcome in their quest to 'become real boys'.

and also, also, i love the idea that they have to make an 'effort' to be sexual, and their effort can manifest in different combinations but no matter, because they still fit like puzzle pieces. they can at times be men, or women, or nonbinary, or agender, or shades of gender that only shrimps see, idc. i don't want them to end on the same note as barbie, where becoming real humans means they get 'real, fixed human parts', like genitals are the entire point of this. even if they are important!

#like #shouting into the void don't mind me #i'm just whining #but this is why i stay away from fandom discourse #it's always fucking WRONG #don't get me wrong if they have sex in the show? more power to them #like i was saying - i prefer a sex-positive interpretation of them #but you guys need to seriously lighten up #good omens #fandom discourse #fandom discourse(™) #i've read the arguments stating that having 'real cocks' will finally make them gay... like go ahead and unfollow me lol #aziraphale x crowley #crowley x aziraphale #ineffable husbands

[chrismerle]

challenges of writing fanfic: depicting a demon's speech going all creepy and demonic without resorting to fuckin' zalgo text. i hate zalgo text. it gives me a headache and i refuse to inflict it on other people myself.

#actual journaling #yes i know the answer is 'just describe it' #which is what i'm doing #i'm just whining

[revenantghost]

Someday I will be able to sleep again... someday..... ):

#I'm just whining #Brain is being stupid about insomnia again #I'm not being the best about handling it either but #MAN the nightmares are bad lately too #Part of me doesn't even want to sleep smh #Ok done venting time to get shit done today #Yadda yadda

[xalygatorx]

Running the full gambit of BG3's plot for a fic is so stressful. :')

There are so many side quests and extra stuff that I really enjoy in the game, but either I forget about them until I'm past them in my story or need to deprioritize them (see Auntie Ethel, one of my favorite fights of Act 1 that honestly just fell off my radar in light of moving the plot along).

I'm going to have to have an extra batch of "deleted scenes" style one-shots along the way or after I've finished the main story just to kick the Faerûn FOMO

#unbound fic #text #personal #i'm just whining #ignore me #bg3 fanfiction #bg3 fanfic #bg3

[rotationalsymmetry]

Ugh this is so much work, why did I agree to do it.

#I'm just whining #I know that I'll be able to coast for the next three weeks #until the class finals wrap up and the order level begins #anyways I laughed so hard last night drawing up the cake post #totally worth it just for that

[aceaviatrix]

oh no. i made plans to go out tonight for my birthday. tickets were bought, friends invited, outfits picked. and now i'm a sleepy baby who doesn't want to leave the house.

how cruel, that i must get dressed and be social and let my friends buy me drinks.

alas, i must eat dinner soon so that i can be ready to party in 2 hours.

#eleanor in real life #i'm just whining #but also dang i want to go to bed so bad right now

[u-makemeunpocoloco]

I'm in a baaaaaaaaaaad mood again. Geezz. Who controls these shitty moods of mine?!

You know, I was going to draw a picture of Epel, I had a ton of ideas to draw hmmpp

#No tags #I'm just whining #blara's speaking

[galwaygremlin]

i lied i'm still bitching about work i didn't take a lunch until FIVE today

#my shifts are 7am-7pm #houston we have a problem #i've definitely had worse shifts at worse jobs #and worse shifts at THIS job #i'm just whining #lunch was grapes canned pineapple ham american cheese and gatorade

[omkdear]

I hate how much trauma, sickness and time have fucked with my writers voice. Trying to find it again feels like learning to walk again, except learning to walk while suspended in fucking quicksand. Reading my old writing is torture. ughghghghghhg

#steph:rants #I'm just whining #ignore me

[plaidisrad]

I have all day to play the Sims today. Of course, my game auto-updated though I could have sworn I turned that off. Knowing the Sims team, my queue is most definitely going to run out before they come up with a fix.

#ignore me #i'm just whining #nonsims

[papermonkeyism]

Thinking of all the countless characters I have now that I'm setting up for ArtFight (should I add Wings-of-Brass? I kinda want to add Wings-of-Brass) I remembered these two trolls I have, and I kinda have a dilemma now.

Remember these two?

I made these two in 2015, and I just really, really love them.

Unfortunately I made them for an ARPG, and I just don't do ARPGs like I used to anymore, specially the closed species breeding sim type ones I used these two in. I just don't like being tied to breeding mechanics and collecting tons of character designs the more complex the better, of a species owned by someone else, when all I want to do is draw funny animal shenanigans in my own corner. You know?

What sucks the most is that they don't really have a setting or story of their own without the ARPG. I don't think I even have art of them without their birdmonsters. I want to draw them, but I don't have a context to draw them in. And it sucks. :(

I dunno, I just don't know what to do with them. I just really like them a lot.

#shut up paper #I'm just whining #Pay no mind

[absolute-flaming-trash]

My Illumi brainrot is absolutely horrid at the moment, and it could not have come at a worse time 😭😭😭

#riri rambles #I'm just whining #but I blame the character AI #because now I have so many thots aND I'M IN GRAD HELL #AAAA

[rossithepixie]

Guys i'm going to be so fucking sore tomorrow... Took down my aquarium temporarily which involved removing 30 gallons of water in buckets that i had to bring outside. Had to clean out gravel. Moved fish to a temporary small tank. Had to lift the monster that was the 30 gallon and move it which even mostly empty is still heavy because that's a lot of glass... also just general extra cleaning today. I'm technically still not done with everything.

Honestly i'm already sore. and i gotta be up and waiting for inspection from 10am onward untill 4pm and just hoping they choose earlier in the day rather than later

#the pixie speaks #i'm just whining #this will give me a chance to give the glass a good cleaning though before i put the fish back in the main tank

[ktlsyrtis]

Me: Oh thank god! I finally have an actual weekend off with nothing to do but relax and recover

Also me: This is the perfect time to get both my covid booster and my flu shot

☠️

#everything hurts and i'm dying #probably #ugh #don't mind me #i'm just whining #but also #ow 😩