#i'm gonna try to watch some youtube

[vynnyal]

This is likely the hardest I've laughed in rain world yet. Basically, you can glitch a spear into a quantum state using a dead bat body, allowing stabbed enemies to follow you through tunnels. So I tried bringing a leviathan to Moon. And the game really, really didn't like that

#rainworld #rain world #game clips #I cut out the moment I died because the footage froze for a solid 20 seconds right at that moment #I was so close!! But I accidentally went back through the tunnel and got crushed. #And for some reason while grinding this out I somehow glitched the game into thinking I died 200 times #So my score is like -130 which is really funny. Like I can casually speedrun hunter with 1 or 2 deaths to this point #Game fr said ''skill issue'' #God no am I gonna try actually speedrunning this game. The actual advanced movement tech is crazy hard #Anyways welcome to my gaming channel please like and subscribe /j #I posted a hk highlight clip but then realized that since I'm shifting fandoms I'm likely spoiling the hell out of my new followers #Sorry if you saw that LMAO #I have another video of torturing moon that I found really funny but it's like 5 minutes long #And no way do y'all have the patience to watch that. Especially without context #So that's a friend-exclusive #Or maybe I'll put it on my literal YouTube channel with like 300 subs for. Some reason #OR THE ART ONE LMAO ''it's been three years check out this completely unrelated video''

[roguemonsterfucker]

don't mind me i'm just watching some monsterfucker movies for 'research' purposes

#getting some inspiration for this werewolf horror story #when i came up with the idea i had three movies in mind #dracula 2000 obviously because that's the one i was watching at the time #but i was also thinking of The Mummy 1999 #and so i watched that last night #and tonight i'm gonna watch a movie i only saw once but has lived in my head rent free #this movie is one i watched because Youtube suggested a review video for it and the review said it was awful #but the reason it was awful was because the monster noncon-ed the main female character #so i of course went 👀 and had to watch it #it is just objectively a badly done movie but it played with some fun ideas #so it helped inspire some things for my own writing #and for anyone worried i'm copying or stealing things for my own books: i'm not making money off my writing and i post it to ao3 #which is a fanfiction website #and even if i am heavily inspired by something you can rest assured it's my own take on the idea #i'm not James Somerton emotionlessly reading out someone else's writing #while the spark of inspiration may come from others it's all my own words and imagination bringing my version to life #and i'd never try to hide where i got ideas from #one of my stories (that I may post soon) is literally called Twilight But Better rofl

[ranminfan]

I think I experienced anxiety recently...

You know that feeling when you're getting worried?

I was about to go to bed last night, then I felt anxious and uneasy, even though there was nothing wrong. My heart started beating fast and I couldn't sit still.

I literally felt my chest beating and it was so uncomfortable, almost painful but not really.

#I think it was from the stress I felt from the start of this term #I can tell I'm tired but I'm pushing myself #I called my mom and told me to try and relax and breathe deeply #she wasn't home but luckily she picked up the phone #She also told me to entertain myself and get my mind off from the stress so I just watch some comedy specials on youtube #It kinda worked but I just went ahead and tired myself to sleep #I did not like that at all #IDK what to think of that experience but I don't wanna feel that again #I'm just gonna try to balance my responsibilities and time for myself this time #text #rmf speaks #Im trying to be optimistic as best as I can #cause i couldn't really do anything but move forward and make my experience as good as possible

[elytrafemme]

call the hairdresser and call the mediator because the way i'm splitting to the fucking ends right now

#babes i'm so sorry about it i'm SO sorry about it but i don't think we can blame this one on the period craziness anymore #i've not even been that mentally ill lately but my friend said we like can't hang out before he goes back to school #AND my sister doesn't want to hang out tn and i'm genuinely like? i'm going to break my fucking phone #like okay i'll just kill myself. whatever. i'm becoming super fucking toxic it's really bad #obviously i don't say this shit this is internal i'm not gonna push for anything that's super fucked #but like. ohhhh my God the rage i'm feeling right now. i need to kill someone #literally why am i like this. no explanation no anything i'm just like this? who fucked me over though like what happened #what's my tragic backstory i've got nothing i'm literally just crazy #he's not even answering my fucking texts anymore like tell me to die. pussy. do it. do it! fuck w me right now #and i was so nice i literally was like. hey no worries how's your summer been what's been going on! #i'm watching more youtube within the last 10 minutes of checking my phone i've almost thrown up and thrown it twice #do you think people try to fuck me over. do you think that's a thing. like they're testing me #if you showed me some of my old online friends right now the way i would rip them into pieces #my girlfriend's been pissed lately too like it's my two best friends riding for me and nobody else #oh he replied fucking great. shooting myself in the head i'm so manic pixie for this i'm so fixing him right now #i'm not he's got a girlfriend. but like. whatever. could've been me & i think about that when i'm mad #i do not like him but me and her are literally the exact same she's just prettier and smarter and i'm more of a good person #not right now though. i need to loop someone gets hurt from mean girls until i'm fucking normal #neg #vent #suicide tw

[daandyli0n]

(discussions of religion)

y’know what? screw it, i’m gonna say it:

yes, i’m a christian

yes, i’m also lgbtq+

it is possible to be both

so you know what? i’m gonna spread a bit of positivity

to the lgbtq+ christians who can’t come out because they are surrounded by Those Christians™

i’m sorry, i honestly feel you, you’re valid, and i really do hope that things will get better for y’all

have a nice day 💖

#lgbtq+ #slight religion vent incoming #just. y'all can tell that this post is Personal huh? #look. i try not to discuss religion too much on here #cause i know that some of y'all probably don't wanna hear about that s**t #can't blame y'all honestly. i get tired of hearing about it a lot too #but this? i feel like there are some people who might need to hear this #to know 'Yeah! there are people out there with those struggles too!' #look. i can't discuss lgbtq+ topics on my streams cause my dad watches them. that and my family is subscribed to my Youtube channel #i can't come out to my family cause i know they won't accept me #they aren't abusive. it's just. i know that they'll judge me for it and all that #going to church on sunday mornings and wednesday nights is a 50/50 shot between it being a Regular Sermon #and something that feels like a personal 'f**k you and f**k your friends' #and heck! even the Regular Sermons might have a Comment™ thrown in there! #I Can't Even Use The Correct Pronouns For One Of My Friends In Front Of My Family. I Have To Misgender Them #it's just. it gets Tiring y'know? #why do y'all think i reblog the occasional post dunking on Those Christians™? it's cause i agree. it sucks #and i'm saying that as a CHRISTIAN #like. i'm willing to admit that Yeah. People In My Religion Suck. Not Gonna Disagree With Y'all There #just. jeez. can people in my religion be Not Horrible. For Five Minutes #Why Do They Think That Other People Just. Don't Like Them? #dear lord #anyway. rant over #hope i could spread some positivity <3 #ranting raving and venting time #<my vent tag that i barely use

[clowdersandclaws]

Another PMV with backgrounds and shading on characters. Muhuahuaha.

This one is broader than the other videos and focuses more on the relationship between the Tree's Leaves and the forest than on a single cat.

#rnn.img #clowderclaws art #clowderclaws yt #I love Feder's design but it was a pain in the ass to draw the patch on her back #and I kinda wish I made the white on her chin and chest connected bc it would've solved so many problems #but here be she! #digital art #animatic #pmv #xenofiction #<- trying some general tags for search purposes bc I'm proud of this one and I think not a lot of people are gonna end up watching #Youtube #clowders & claws

[residentsocialfailure]

Holy God. I knew from tweets and articles that the last Crit Role episode was intense, but jesus. That was A Lot. I am having emotions and I completely understand why Matt said we may need to take some time to process.

Fuck

#i was trying to avoid spoilers so hard #and I'm glad i did #that was just so much #and why is Liam like that?? 🤣 #has to cause us as much pain as emotionally possible lmao #laughing through my tears #we need Dorian back he's gonna be so upset #the thruple #fucking hell #critical role #crit role #at least 2/3rd of it is still together #im actually glad i watched the YouTube video #instead of just trying to listen to the whole podcast episode tomorrow #because i definitely need some processing time #bells hells

[eri-blogs-life]

Been a bit since i posted a selfie. Have girls & curls

Til there's a limit to how many tags you can have on a single post. I guess that makes sense but how am i to ramble in the tags now with only 30 tags???

#well only one girl but yknow #I'm about to head to bed for tonight #ended up spending my night basically just chilling on tumblr clearing out my likes lol #made a chili tonight that turned out decent enough #my mini painting projects continue to go well #i noticed a stain in my sink looks like a sandile so that amused me #uhhh what else has been happening with me #excited to do board games with friends this weekend #finally got a therapy appointment on the books after months of searching and waiting #been continuing to think a lot about stuff like relationships and sex and stuff lately #went to visit my ex and hang out last weekend but it kinda went from just being a hangout and chat thing to a sex thing #and that was super uncomfortable #like i didn't necessarily not like it for a bit but i wasn't really that into it and the whole time it felt like i was just putting on a... #... performance for their enjoyment rather than really enjoying the acts we performed any myself #i appreciate they stopped when i did finally openly express my discomfort of course but i think i was uncomfortable long before then #been watching a lot of horror focused YouTube vids lately #(i am absolutely not good with horror) #its kinda nice to see horror content where it's through a filter where someone else is summarizing and analyzing it #though that still unnerves me frequently cause i am just that bad with horror #but it's giving good inspiration for some possible stuff for a monster of the week campaign im gonna try running soon #I've been so depressed lately (and burnt out my friend claims) that i had to stop DMing (one of my oldest pasttimes) for like three months #but I'm hoping I'm on an upswing #and while part of me thinks that maybe I'm just done DMing - like i got out the stories i wanted to tell and there's no more fuel left - #i feel like i owe it to myself and to my regular group to at least TRY again #even if i fail horribly #so we're gonna finally try running motw for the first time #i dunno i think that's all the big news stories from ya girl that are fit to print #eri blogs life #i hope y'all are doing well too btw #the world is a big and scary place at times but there's so much beauty in it and i really hope y'all are finding that beauty

[wantonlywindswept]

hermitcraft anon - i thought you should know this since you introduced me to them; I have now managed to binge watch *ALL* of docm77's hermitcraft content and much of his non-hermitcraft specific stuff since i last messaged you. My head may be aching but my satisfaction at completing watching stuff is incredibly high!

anon if you could hear the unholy cackling that came out of my mouth

#hermitcraft #try some etho next! #he can also be pretty technical #he is also hilarious and like. a little bit sociopathic #watch him in last life he's very chill but also slightly deranged #and i'm def not gonna pair him with doc or anything #not that doc's first youtube video was responding to one of etho's vids or anything #NOT AT ALL

[kuiinncedes]

:p

#trying to do some gIee creationing things jfghgfhgf but like #wahh this would be a lot easier if i .. had any gIee on my brain XD #brain is hs and hs only lol (hs being heart/stopper lmao) :P #as i'm listneing to the hs soundtrack too 😌 #hs actually getting me to listen to songs that aren't by the same 5 artists :0 truly a feat lmao #no bc the songs slap but anyway #probably gonna look at some k/laine gifsets and watch some youtube compilations or something lmfao bc im struggling to think of something #lol we'll see how it goes XD might just get distracted and rewatch hs again :D #oh shit ijust got a final exam grade email lmfao fuck :DDD #jeanne talks #bro gIee brain fr not working tho rip lol #imagine knowing anything about gIee

[arolesbianism]

Hm. I am getting the distinct feeling that either revanced broke or some apps are doing smth real shitty

#rat rambles #anyways guess who's youtube completely stopped working #It's fine I can watch on browser but it's still very annoying #And the tumblr thing is even more annoying hense why I've been like completely off of tumblr recently #Maybe the universe is telling me to take an Internet break but like I have just been starting to feel a bit better #My family got a new dog the other day btw not relevant to the rest of this post but her name is karla and she's a very anxious doggy #I'm just waiting for laundry rn so that's why I'm posting at all lol #Might have to switch to posting from my laptop soon if things don't get unfucked #Which wouldnt be the end of the world but sure as hell would be annoying #Idk maybe it'll motivate me to finally make a proper blog theme #Idk what Id do for a blog theme tho tbh #An oni theme would be rly fun but it would also probably age poorly (as in the second I get into smth new) #So maybe an oc theme? #That could be fun #Not sure what characters Id use but maybe mascot and/or midas #Idk but chances of me actually doing it anytime soon are slim #Rly if I'm gonna customize anything more it's gonna be my toyhouse page #Oh also good news I'm going to do a pet sitting job for my aunt and uncle at some point #It'll be like 3 weeks I think and I'll be getting paid 700 buckeroos if I'm remembering correctly #I already have a lot of thoughts of how I'm going to spend it even if I should probably try to save at least some of it #There's just a lot of ppl who could use that money more and better than me and I don't wanna be stingy during times like this #I have also might buy like a new game since I've been interested in playing smth new #There has been one game I've been eyeing for a while and I have a mutual who likes it a lot but idk if I'm ready for new blorbos yet #But oldie or whatever her name was calls to me. She tempts me so #I'm open to other game recommendations tho just know that I'm gonna be picky on more story heavy games #Again I'm not exactly on the hunt for new blorbos rn and getting new story hyperfixations is scary to me lol

[thestarlightbrigade]

Hey guys i’ll ne disappearing earlier than usual today, being blamed for being autistic and awful and other things really has me goin rn. I’ll pop back in before headed to work 

#lowkey wanna talk about it but #i dont wanna bother people at the moment so for now I'm just gonna watch some youtube to try and figure out some shit #anyway. #//negative

[the-100th-witch]

hello!

I'm back kinda lol

I took my break and while it's not the end of November I'm gonna be popping in every so often.

Summary of 2 weeks away:

I managed to not endlessly scroll in bed and usually stay off until I am waiting to start work (I would work on my Italian and other things but when I have only 10 mins I didn't see a point)

The last 2 weeks have been really fucking busy at work and I still have today and tomorrow of work.... not ideal but then I go back to normal (all the big events are pretty much done except for one but that's another week away)

I haven't really been too productive even when I quit social media cold turkey. But the back to back events didn't allow for me to work on things (i would go home and sleep lol) so I'll try another social media break in January.

I did successfully pick back up one hobby: crocheting! I'm trying to make a hat lol

Overall: I give myself like a 7/10 on my attempt. I did pop back on here on my phone during my breaks or before work but I managed to be completely off at home :)

#Hello I'm sorta back #The last 2 weeks at work have been rough though so I'm gonna give myself some leeway #I'm gonna put a cap though on how much time I spend on Tumblr or YouTube at home bc that's where I sit 4 + hours on my phone #So far I only spent 1-2 hours bc I'm watching documentaries while I try to make a hat lol #personal #I'm so fucking tired I want this week to be over but I work Sunday :( #New holiday hours but then I'll go to Wed to Sunday

[yawnderu]

Bimbo!reader giving simon a home spa day, like making sure simon looks ABSOLUTELY glamorous everywhere!

bimbo!reader loves having spa days with Simon 😭 she bought a few products for his dry skin, always wanting to help him relax after he comes back home :3

“I said sit down.” You push him back down on the bathtub, forcing him to stay in the water despite the way his fingers are looking like raisins, wrinkling up after almost 30 minutes of being in the water.

“'M gonna melt, angel.” His protest goes ignored much to his amusement, brown eyes fully focused on the way you're working on applying some sort of mask on his hair, despite the way he has a buzz cut.

“You'll live.” You finally reply with a teasing smile, massaging the deep treatment hair mask onto short hair, your long nails softly running along his scalp. He allows himself to fully relax, taking in the smell of the lavender bath bubbles you put in the water, bathroom lights dim to give him the full spa experience.

You carefully wash the treatment off his hair after a few minutes of waiting for it to set in, helping him out of the bathtub and wrapping a towel over his naked torso, a new one going to dry his hair.

Being taken care of and spoiled is something completely new to Simon— the last time was when he was a baby, his mum bathing him and trying to give him a nice experience despite his father's protests about her spending money on what he thought was bullshit, He closes his eyes, placing all his trust on you to take care of him without feeling burdened.

“Now we're gonna do skincare, I got some new products for you that I'm dying to use.” You coo at him, excitedly holding his hand and guiding him back to your bed, helping him lay down on the freshly changed satin sheets.

He watches with amusement as you come back with a pink basket overflowing with skincare products that you bought specifically for him. You sit in bed, leaning down to plant a soft kiss before you start rummaging through the basket, trying to find a product to begin with now that his face is clean from the bath. He's never seen you this focused, the tip of your tongue poking out of your glossy lips. His hand goes to your side on instinct, rubbing up and down soothingly.

“Alright, so we're starting with a mud mask.” You put on your best YouTuber voice, making a small smile to set on his lips at the act. Your hands work carefully, the pads of your fingers gliding along his dry skin, spreading the grey mask all over his face, making sure to avoid applying it on his thin eyebrows and lips.

“Close your eyes.” Not only was he staring into your soul— you also have other plans for his eyes. You go to the skincare fridge in your closet, pulling out a small container with cold, cut slices of cucumber that you prepared the night before.

“Are you gonna kill me?” He asks jokingly, mirth in his tone despite the way he actually closes his eyes, fully trusting you.

“Not yet.” Your playful tone makes him smile, fully aware that it's all a joke. You put the cold slices of cucumber over his eyes, giggling at the way his face scrunches up at the feeling.

“Fuckin' hell.” It feels way too weird— completely new to him. You let the face mask set for a few minutes before cleaning it off with a wet cloth, removing the cucumber slices from over his eyes. The dark bags under his eyes becoming slightly less prominent. You lean down to capture his lips in a kiss that he immediately returns, his hand going up to your waist and running up and down gently, always looking forward to feeling your body.

“Alright, now we're gonna apply some cream.” You spoil me too much, he thinks. A small smile makes way to his lips, happy that he found someone who loves to dote on him this much without ever complaining about it. You're having fun taking care of him, making a little spa out of your shared flat.

Your soft hands massage the product all over his much softer skin, making you realize just how much better his skin has gotten ever since you started doing his skincare months ago. You tap the pads of your fingers on his skin as you get done, making sure the cream gets into his pores well.

“Do this.” You pucker your lips, grinning down at him when he does it back with no hesitation. You apply a small amount of strawberry lip balm all over his thin, chapped lips, proud at seeing the way they become softer.

Who cares if Johnny teases him about becoming a ''pretty boy''? He doesn't have a girlfriend who spoils him, while Simon does. Yeah, shut up, Johnny.

Bimbo!Reader Masterlist

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[weirdly-specific-but-ok]

pt IV good omens but all i know is i watched three episodes on a stream with you all

Three hours being in a server with good omens fans in the wild *insert random emojis to sound like optimum clickbait youtuber except this ain't clickbait*

Okay I woke up. Before everything just WASHES out of my brain, I'm gonna describe whatever happened last night best as I can, because that's what I do.

Some of you were unable to attend the stream, and were sad. But don't worry I got you guys here's the rundown:

people joined the server. people were confused. i was afraid. i was assured that i should be, which was meant to comfort me.

people introduced themselves. someone said they had worked in a brothel as a bartender, which was cool, they said they had many stories. they did not elaborate for fear of scaring the newcomers. The newcomers, aka, me, were already scared, and it was not of the brothel stories.

I brought an emotional support orange with me. It looked uncomfortable. I thought it would be rotten. It was not, but we would not know that until later.

@thescholarlystrumpet entered fabulously, and started the stream.

i didn't realise the show had started for a good two minutes because there was a random voice over that was telling us about Earth's star sign (Libra) and somehow that didn't compute in my brain as being part of the episode. I thought we were checking audio.

It turned out, the episode had begun, and everyone was acting like this is a completely normal way for a show to start.

We time-jumped from the fall of man to modern day society so fast that I got whiplash.

There were a lot of orgasmic noises. I asked why. I was told in no uncertain terms that those were screams of labour. I'm sorry to everyone who has given birth ever.

There were three babies. I tried to keep track, it was hard. I thought the Antichrist won prizes for tropical fish. I was wrong.

I fell in love with Crowley and his hips and was very gay on the chat. This was heartily applauded.

I didn't realise an hour had passed when the episode ended, which it seemed was to be a common theme. I said nothing happened which everyone found funny for some reason.

I was very concerned about Armageddon. Everyone assured me that it would take place over the course of the season. I asked why we'd speedrun through millennia in five minutes but eight days took several episodes. I was a naive fool. Time is a social construct and this show cares not for social constructs.

They fucked up the mission. This was also to be a common theme.

I begged for a break and had to shake my head to try and get the brain rot out. I did not succeed.

The second episode commenced. The intro concerned me, because the cartoon Aziraphale looked pregnant or like a chicken. I asked if Crowley had impregnated him. He had not.

The pornography scene had to be replayed because I was so lost and had not relished it properly.

There was a lot of crying on the chat. Every few minutes someone would say a normal sentence in English and everyone would respond with crying emojis. Needless to say, I was concerned. This was also to be a common theme.

I asked why we were talking about random children. I was told it was The Them and they were the Antichrist's friends. I liked the hellhound.

I wanted to adopt the Antichrist, and grew more thirsty for Crowley every time he was a casual accessory to murder. I'm relying on this fandom not to use this as evidence with the cops. The chat was not reassuring, they said maybe.

I thirsted for Crowley more. This was also to be a common theme.

Aziraphale was very cute, I realised. That was nice. It was not nice when he had gay panic and said mean things to Crowley and they broke up. This was also to be a common theme.

I got so gay for Crowley that I ate the emotional support orange. It was gaseous. The chat was concerned, and everyone got excited every time oranges were mentioned after.

The third episode was a fucking roller coaster. Crowley and Aziraphale were your average high school couple but biblical for 6000 years.

Both were casual accessories to murder, and sometimes the cause of the murders, before going out for a date. Crowley got horny and he stopped listening every time Aziraphale ate. This was also to be a common theme.

The chat was keeping count of the husband breakups. This was not nice.

The Bentley was silver in many scenes, and people were forced to concede that they saw it. I was smug.

Crowley was sexy. She served gender, or as some people in the chat said, she served cunt. Her hairstyles got better and better. No one liked the 60s one. I did. I like everything she does. I love him.

Things happened. The fandom infected me. Someone mentioned how the book said Crowley felt lonely. I was near tears.

Crowley walked down the aisle for Aziraphale. We all were happy.

The book case, the thermos, the bandstand. I was broken.

Everyone said very emotional goodbyes.

I made a post on tumblr that was absolutely incomprehensible but accurately conveyed my love for Crowley. I fell asleep.

Same time next week, I believe.

I hope this was an adequate summary of the livestream for everyone, I am broken irreparably and if anyone mentions the bandstand I will have to start drinking and not stop till I get a happy ending. I cannot afford alcohol. I will ferment grapes myself if I have to.

#good omens #good omens mascot #good omens summary #good omens livestream #go livestream summarised #episode 3 good omens #good omens 1 #crowley #crowley serving gender #aziraphale #aziracrow #azirowley #aziraley #the j was just a j #weirdly-specific-but-ok #yall adopted me and broke me thanks #david tennant #michael sheen #good omens fandom #you all need therapy #i need therapy now #gay #queer #lgbtqia #queer tv shows #is this my life now #the good omens mascot #whom you have traumatised #is here to serve

[cosmicloved]

will try to get to replies tomorrow i think!! i HOPE!! REALLY!!

#« 𝐂𝐎𝐒𝐌𝐈𝐂 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 (ᴏᴏᴄ) » / 「 ooc. 」 #ALSO STARTERS FUCK #sorry omg i've owed those for so long now #but i WILL do them bc i DO have min on the mind #ANYWAY UHHH i really wanted to write this week but #i just haven't been able to focus this week bc it's been very noisy where i am...a lil overwhelming....... #i think i'm going back to the flat either friday or sunday (idk yet) so i'll definitely be in a normal rhythm again #i was really hoping to get some writing done while i was at my parents' but i guess i forgot how noisy it gets here ASDFGH #but i think i'm gonna push through and try to write tomorrow #bc all i've been doing otherwise is watching kpop performances on youtube for far too long and i can feel my brain rotting #ok tbf some days i was out doing stuff but that aside