#i'll try again tmrw tho

[hua-fei-hua]

*flopped down on a couch w/a glass bottle of apple juice to make it look like i'm drinking beer*

yeah... yeah i'm fine.... just coming to terms w/the fact that i must use javascript in order to achieve my vision w/the neocities...

#the main reason i haven't just abandoned this particular aspect of the Vision(tm) is bc it would be useful for like. #more than one thing. so it's like. le sigh. #(reading the documentation for tippy tooltips tonight so that i can sleep on it n try to implement it tmrw or something) #why is it always js.... please god spare me at least a Little bit of suffering here i'll never sin again etc etc #speaking of sin i've started speaking more candidly abt my queerness w/the kids at work this week #it's nice to talk to the older kids (as in fifth grade or older) bc even tho like. nine years old is when they start to be tolerable #they lack awareness n life experience. today i told the older kids that i like men but in a gay way #n one of them was like 'i don't get it' n then i reminded her of Gender:tm: n she was like 'ohhhh i get it' #n the two guys also listening were like 'what. i still don't get it.' ONE OF THEM ASKED ME IF I WAS AMAB ACTUALLY LOL #n i was like 'what? that's not important.' but that was really surprising! kids usually read me as female #so it was kind of flattering in a way to be asked 'were you born a boy?' like idk how he's trying to process my gender #but i'm going to flatter myself into thinking the question comes from him like. idk clocking some kind of innate masculinity or w/e idk #花話 #anyway it's Crazy that it took me almost a year to not feel like i'd get instantly fired for telling kids i'm queer #Not going to lie it really felt like i'd never get to this point but it really is kinda just once you start it gets easier #(though to be fair i also wouldn't have told Any of the kids Anything had one of them not started acting like 'gays' was a dirty word) #(n i just Looked at him n said 'you know i'm a queer right?' n he was like 'O_O') #when i worked at homophobic summer camp i do remember daydreaming abt telling my boss i was a 'flaming queer' #i'd have put my feet up on her desk n everything as i made direct eye contact w/her but ofc i never did anything like that. #anyway! i will slep now so that i can get back to work on my projects tmrw morning

[dilfian]

miscounted, have 3hrs left this week

#xoxo #my god today was. . .long #another hr spent talking to j in the parking lot while she waited for her ride after we'd both clocked out #i apparently cant cancel that plant order even tho i asked like the day after the order and then they took a week to respond #only to say they cant cancel bc its in a certain stage. . .ok. . .what abt the $30 fee??? #may just try to pay it again. i dont trust these ppl and im just going to get it moving along so i dont have to deal with them ever again #i did SO much clearance and dead today. and multiple ppl saw me working on it all. i hope it gets back to the store manager and gci. #hate me :-) #idk today was. it was long. but i got to visit j and take a break with her and then the hr. it was nice. #im going to miss her when im gone 😭 #anyways i think i'll work my 3hrs tmrw ans then drive to that store to say hey. give myseld smth to look forward to.

[astrxealis]

also btw if anyone even actually reads my tags on that last post ( which is uh. go ahead if u rlly want to but it's mostly to let my feelings out bcs i haven't abt this anywhere at all so >.> ) KDHSKDJ i'm not mad or anything dw ,, it just makes me drained and all :")

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #gna try to focus on that stuff less!! in time naman it'll stop bothering me loo #anyways like. tldr ig? don't be a hypocrite <3 #sorry that heart seems so passive aggressive diheidjskdjs didn't mean that /gen #tbh rmbring tjat suddenly kinda dampened my mood again but my day was rlly good today so i won't let it down me hehe #i'll focus my energy more on things that actually seem rewarding! not in a give & take way but like. ones that don't drain me TvT ^^ #delete later #phew. now that i've ranted abt it i know i'll let go of this issue soon IRHWODHSOS #everytime i rant abt smth a lot i 'get over it' sometime soon which is /pos !! #it takes longer to get over it tho if i have stronger feelings abt it >.< #but yeah dw this isn't uhm. necessarily directed at someone in psrticulsr #but if you do feel attacked it means that yeah :') but dw i don't hate you or anything /gen #i feel like it's best i do things good for my mental health (w/o compromising others' mental health ofc) so like yeah #tmrw i'll check up on my mutuals then !! <3 hehehe #i feel like a weight has been lifted off my chest ... vv nice >.<

[mikerooksi]

BRO IM SO MAD ☹️☹️

I just finished the final season of twdg.

i think I'll actually start crying again /srs

BRO I DONT LIKE THE ENDING I GOT.

kay so spoilers below

OKAY BRO

so like I made clem like violet right, all was going fine and well. but then yk that part where they're in the cave?? aj asks clem if she trusts him to take shots, and I say no.

I THINK THAT MAKES SENSE BECAUSE LOOK, aj JUST killed lily (I chose to make him do it) which, how clem explains it, she WAS a threat but then he kept shooting her even after?? n then the whole Marlon thing.. and also he admitted to liking to kill ppl. SO YK, I DIDNT REALLY TRUST HIM W IT??

and then they're at the bridge.

and tenn won't cross over.

and aj was supposed to take a shot.

BUT HE DIDNT BECAUSE I DIDNT TRUST HIM EARLIER

AND THEN VIOLET GETS FUCKING BITTEN AND DIES

and then bro I got so scared bc clem got bit

AND I HEARD AJ NARRATING SO I WAS LIKE 'OH SHIT SHES DEAD' okay luckily she survived tho but still bro

tmrw tho I'm gonna replay the last episode and I'm gonna trust aj and see if violet survives. whether she does or not, after I try that I'll replay the whole final season bc I wanna see what happens when I make clem like louis.

uhmhmmmm yeah :33

i was so pissed when I saw violet die, I had to pause the screen bro. I started grumbling shit 'bro I hate this game.. wth man' 😭😭

#mikey rants #twdg #the walking dead #the walking dead game #the walking dead final season #final season #sighs #starts actually sobbing #yeah..... #I have an attachment to this game #i love this game sm

[kulekrizpy]

stressed and wish i had someone to comfort & look out for me

i have an interview tmrw and a LOT of stuff to pack and i'm leaving the home i've been in for 20 years in 15 days

watched school spirits and the main character's situation w/ the shitty boyfriend is stressing me out (also bc i tend to channel my stress into relationship stuff and tho i'm trying my best not to i still have the feelings that trigger the urge. bc trying to mediate a relationship feels more attainable than doing things that cost real-world money and have real consequences. it's a source of comfort to work things out. but in this case said guy will literally just hurt me again at some point so that's a no-go. i need to do yoga... and i need to be done with this guy so i can just MOVE ON)

also will be trying to see ppl for holidays. ugh 😣 family is unexpectedly in town so we have to be sure to see them

no working stove for like four months, it's hard eating healthy

barely done any exercise besides standing at my retail job, partially bc it's cold and partially bc everything is happening

car is still working fine, but i do wanna get it checked out at some point...

friend is getting married soon and i have to pick an outfit for THAT (which may end up being picked on the day of like so many). i'll have to drive like an hour

if i get this job, yay but also i'll be working fulltime and i have a lot of transitions to make... if i don't, i have to keep looking AND deal with those transitions eventually. and god, more interviews

can't seem to FOLD MY LAUNDRY (attempted this at least 3 times over the last few weeks and it's still only about half-folded.... all mixed in with the unfolded stuff)

oh and i have to pack and unpack my whole life 🫠

feeling the pressure

in the morning i need to shower and pick my outfit for my interview

#personal #i need this job to pay my bills at this new place #have to transfer the game i bought from my system to my lil bro's bc that's who we wanted it for..... yet another step. nothing is easy #I DON'T LIKE IT WHEN SO MANY THINGS HAPPEN AT ONCE. NOT FUN NOT GOOD. #when i wake up i'll take my adderall 😫

[pics-and-fanfics]

I'm sorry. I had a bad day and took offense to something you said. I didn't mean to actually hurt you, I just wanted to take out my anger on you and I guess make you feel angry too? That's why i sent that ask.

I'm 16 and I'm just having a really hard time in school and I'm scared of senior year and I was hurt really bad recently. I hope you can forgive me and forget about what I said. I'm just some dumb teenager who forgets how powerful words are I guess. I'm so sorry girl or nb or w/e you prefer. I hope you feel better by now, life is amazing and I hope you surround yourself with people who make you happy. Please go over this with your therapist.

I'm really sorry. I'll be more thoughtful next time i send people ask. I'll try and be a better person

Understandable, everyone has bad days, but maybe a better way to let out that anger would be to write it down and then rip it up or destroy it? Idk, I just isolate myself and hug my stuffed animals until I feel better tbh.

And yeah, I did get upset, but I wasn’t mad, I was just a little taken aback, maybe hurt? I get that school is hard, I’m still in high school too (it fucking sucks ass, I feel you there) and I’m terrified about the future. But I’ve got my friends and family and an awesome support system, in person and online, maybe find people that can be that for you, and vise versa?

Don’t call yourself dumb, that leads down a very dark hole that’s hard to climb out of and it forms into a very very bad habit, trust me. I’m working on that myself, but like everything, esp bad habits, it takes time and effort to fix. I still say stuff like “I’m so dumb” a bit too often, but I’m working on saying “no I’m not, I’m smart, I’m just having trouble” afterwards.

And yeah, words hurt. I’ve learned that the hard way, driving away people that I didn’t learn to appreciate until later, but I can’t apologize bc I have no idea where or even who they are now. Friends, strangers, even my niece (I’m working on not doing that with her tho, I love the little kid, she’s so awesome and smart and kind, at least when she doesn’t have her moms shitty attitude).

And I can forgive, but I will not forget. Kinda like the quote “The lumberjack forgets the pain he causes, but the tree always remembers.” I’m working on that too, trying to forgive others. I’m working on a lot about myself lately, I’m just realizing. I still hold grudges, esp against the person who sent the ask last year telling me to kill myself, but I don’t know if I have or haven’t forgiven them. I don’t know if I have or haven’t forgiven an old friend after what she pulled at my birthday 2 years ago, and I don’t know if I can. There are some things that can’t be forgiven, but this is so small, but it hurts so much still.

I forgive you, and I hope you have some better days coming, honestly.

If you want, you can keep sending asks when you have a bad day? They can stay anonymous, and I can try to help, if that’s okay with you. I can be part of your support system, if you want.

I’m working on a lot of things, and I hope maybe this can help you start working a little to be happier, less full of anger all the time?

But please, be kind to yourself, and if you can’t always be kind to others, then try to find a way to avoid them or ignore them. (I don’t know if I can do that with the boys in my math class tho, they are so loud and I got basically punched in the arm by one of them today, it hurt)

I love you, anon. Please be kind to yourself, and I’m here if you need to talk again. ❤️

You are enough. I love you.

(Also sorry I took forever to respond to your ask, but I saw this right before class, and then school basically drained all of my energy 😭 and then I had a shit load of homework I had to do, at least I get out for break tmrw thank god)

#apologies #apology #follow up #follow up ask #anonymous #anon ask #apology ask #it’s okay anon I forgive you #and i love you

[oikasugayama]

Asagiri is driving me insane, ngl, hopefully the BSD fans don't suffer the same fate as JJK fans lol

Who is your fav BSD character? Mine are Sigma and Ranpo. I also adore Oda to pieces, too bad he died. RIP pookie, 10/10, would simp for again.

I think I will main Oda in Bungou Tales, his skill is really fun. I absolutely hate that marble, still haven't figured out a technique to clear all the orbs normally, only with Oda's skill. Also, I've been using your Ango so much lol, my team rn is basically Buraiha trio and Yosano. I have my own Ango now but I'll keep using yours :)

(Also what does r, sr and ssr mean??? how do I combine duplicates? I'm confused)

I have to get waxed tmrw, wish me luck :(

-Sincerely, 💋

Hi hi hii,

I've seen half of season 2 of JJK but I haven't finished it yet....I'll have to pick it up again

Ango is my beloved precious darling boy. I also love Akutagawa dearly and just want him to go to therapy, or perhaps be held tenderly by a lover.

I've only been playing it for a day or so now but I'm really really into it. I think each character has different skills depending what rarity level they are. My Odas are okay but I've definitely seen high level Odas with better skills.

Idk exactly what they stand for, my best guess is "super rare" or "super SUPER rare" LOL. It's definitely tied to their rarity, and rarity is tied to how good/intense their skills are.

I actually just had to Google the thing about duplicates earlier. I kept thinking it was in "character power up" but it's in "skill power up" and the characters have to be the same rarity, so two R levels or two SR levels etc. Cant be R Fukuzawa with SR Fukuzawa for example, I believe. Not an expert tho!!

Good luck!! I've never been waxed but I kinda wanna try it.........

#ask answered #💋 anon #im addicted to Bungo Tales let's be honest #i played it for like 8 hrs yesterday

[mllebabushkat]

☀️ Warrior Nun S2E6 🌙

PSA: i didn't survive this ep lakdsj;gjaskjda

haha my whiplash from Confusion to OH OH YOUNG SUZANNE

AND SHANNON

(wow i missed her and i barely knew her T^T)

so either shannon's older than i expected or superion is younger than i expected???

but more importantly

superion's halo is SO POWERFUL?????

she's got that a) touch of death palm technique Lite Version AND b) nifty overwatch lookin shield scuse me ava when will you

once again OST SLAPS

SHE IS SO BADASS!!,!,!,’cbnncbdbdbfj also cocky hahaha i love her

this fight's fave move: double neck skewer!

firstly, halo rejecting looks GNARLY

secondly, w h y (grief? fully drained? it somehow knew she failed to protect someone due to her own ego? severity of her own moral failing? i want. answers)

The PRIDE in bea’s look as ava talks 🤩 i am hanging on to every single avatrice interaction for my liFE

cam trying to summon the boogeyman is the horror trope i didn't know i needed ahahaha

MICHAEL'S GOT A NUKE tony stark lookin ass

"we are not both dying over some interdimensional power grab" u tell em!!!!1 (such a frustrating and common trope, why must the hero always be the sacrificial lamb for some lofty goal?)

yo that is one DIRTY look bea gave him tho lmfao

on today's episode of bullying william: "foster" what a dumb name L u delusional little shit

cut to vincent el bastardo

"and we shall contact god by text" the ABSURDITY PFFF

*what's in the box voice* what did adriel sayyyyyy????

obligatory fuck off adriel

picking out tmrws outfit slay boyo 🤡💁‍♀️is it me or does he look like Hugh Jackman with that new beard

back to the blessed blorbos!

team super cam aw <3

OH NO U DONT TOUCH HER GIRL LIKE THAT

protective!bea i'm swooningg

journalist!yasmine is so cuteeee

CAMILLA UR CHASTITY HAHAHAHAHHAA

clutching my pearls but also yes girliE GET SOMEEEEEEEE

is that the fuckin,, lalisa sonf? v hype but ngl doesn't fuuully fit the scene But i'll let it slide :)

“well then warrior nun, see you on the other side” 😍😍

you tell me that won't be one of her affectionate nicknames once they settle down and have their happily ever after i DARE you-

“do you know how i know that adriel isn't god, vincent? because he chose to speak to you” OUCHHHHHHHHHH

ok i'm calling it now that pointy cross is hanging Very Ominously over the stage,.,,

adriel choosing to mimic the medici’s bastardised image of Jesus the irony is not lost on me :)

so uhhhhhh why does the halo only sputter out at plot relevant moments? *shakes writers in frustration*

LILITHS TEETH VAGINA COSTUME

i'm so sorry but lilith girl they did u so fucking dirty wtf is this shitty look costumes dept u were doing so wellllll TAT

oh dear ava 🥺

yall there’s nothing that hurts me more than a well laid plan going wrong

lilith hurtling off the roof - HAHAHAHAHA YEET BITCH

where tf was ava hiding her helmet???? up her-?

kristian: “let it go” ah ofc they planned for this

insert it’s a trap !!!!!!!! meme

i can’t watch thissssssddsddd

oh boy the cross tip hanging ever lower like the sword of Damocles

I CALLED IT

nooooo rest in pieces duretti shdhdhajahgdhd

jesus that's brutal,, gnarly counter: 2

michael: "god isn’t real" maybe the true message all along was atheism :)

CAMILLA AND HER GUNNNNNN BIG BRAINNNNNN

AVA DESCENDING LIKE THE REAL ANGEL SHE IS

vincent seeing her-

lilith ex machina swooping in-

OK MICHAEL GOT A STAB IN gnarly counter: 3 (once again loving the gore this season !)

BOTH ava and michael choosing to sacrifice themselves in that moment PLS NO

ooh love the millisecond yellow sheen on adriels eyes

sister ARMS- sorry- i meant sister dora HELLO THERE

“come on pretty boy” ahahshdhdksjagahaha bea ily

back at base

ok fess up who's the goddamn snitch

(small eyeroll at the 'oops i destroyed the macguffin detonator' trope)

SUPERION NO

NO

NO

(did she die ????)

never has a cross been so hateful as the one drawn in blood fuck you william u little dipshit

SUPERION NO 😭😭😭😭

did lilith just save ava by teleporting her

jahdkclcpsjsxnxoxmxnsiskncc

this episode took my heart and shredded it in a meat grinder

superion has shot up my favourites list this season and for her to end like that-

and duretti!

but mostly superion TAT i'm suing for her And mary >:(((

ANYWAY

not keeping calm and carrying on-

#i am. inconsolable #fuck #but yeah otherwise #forget avatrice camilla and her gun is The most iconic duo in this series hahahahahahahaha #jks i love avatrice did yall see how bea threw herself between ava and michael to stop them blowing themselves up??????????? #warrior nun #wn #warrior nun season 2 #babushkat rambles #babushkat watches warrior nun

[heeseongism]

campus hottie jay lets gaur

he's the DJ at everyone's parties aka the earphones and laptop

when you two made eye contact at a party, you tried not to pay any mind because everyone was trying to give the DJ a drink

he takes a break from DJing, letting his playlist shuffle as he makes his way to the dance floor

"hey"

you look at him and smiles shyly

"hi"

you two chat the entire night, his eyes never leaving you

he sees you laughing with some friends in the hall, and jay waves at you when passing you

your friends whispering in shock "omg you know jay?!"

you find out that your classmate partner jake is roommates with jay, and ditches the assignment to get to know the dude better

jay sharing his music with you and you supporting him

"i had a hard time finishing a piece, but after meeting you, who is my muse, i think i can finish it"

you listen to the art he created and asks if you can have it

jay says he has more tweaking to do but once it's done, he'll gift it to you

at another party as he DJ again, jay makes an announcement

"this next song is for my favorite person"

he plays a song, but it's not your song because when he comes to the dance floor, jay says tonight will be special

you're in his room, getting undressed slowly by him and your song plays in the background

jay kisses you, marks you, and makes love to you

"love you, beautiful"

"love you too, jay"

HELP ME?!$@!?@,#%@ GENIE YOU GORGEOUS MFER THIS IS HOT

ive always been a fan of the campus crush genre agshaja this is so cute and romantic tho, when jay played theyre song as they made love 😭😭 also DJ jay >>>> im living for this concepy

im crying i wanna add onto this so badly rn but i need to go sleep (fuck uni) maybe I'll rb and add on tmrw 👀

#ask box ! 🖂 #barista buddy genie ☕ #enhypen hard hours #enhypen smut #enhypen hard thoughts #jay hard thoughts #jay hard hours #jay smut

[thestarseersystem]

Ayo shout out to me fronting again.

Can't really trust anyone or be trusted by anyone. But really what's the damn point? It doesn't matter. Pissed people off but I really don't care. As long as we're okay.

But we're not. Kinda pissed about that. Should probably sleep but I want to front tomorrow. I don't know if I'll get the chance.

I want others to know about me, but can't really do that. Girls really don't want a dude to be around them. But I really don't care.

I want to also squeeze people dry like a juice pouch. This body tiny though. Not like headspace.

I'm cool though. I got an ear piercing, tatts and fangs. Everything feels heavy and dark though.

I just want everyone to know in case they get confused. That's what the rest of us want. But it doesn't matter. Can't fuck with it now.

Dressing up masc tmrw tho. We'll try to sleep now. I hope they let me front. I may just have to take it though.

#kuro.txt #jay.txt #raven.txt #call me by any of those #kuro pretty cool but so's the rest #use he/him for me btw

[arillusionist]

reaction to the last 3 eps of s&b - im doing it all at once bc i wanna get it over with considering im gonna be rlly sad watching these knowing we'll never get a real ending.

also YES i was heartbroken over the cancellation even tho i hadnt finished the show. im emotionally attached to the books okay!! leave me alone

oh this is the hallucination scene i've heard too much about

the fucking BUTTERFLIES

bye not wylan's overly dramatic ass

"a village boy cut in half by a plow blade" isnt that literally what happened to kaz's dad

"hope is an illusion. a lie" stop hes such a kaz ripoff

oh i didnt think tolya had a hallucination i've never heard anyone talk about it

whos blood is that im gonna guess tamar

why am i so smart like

if they rush jesper's developement with one hallucination im gonna be mad

what happened i cant tell?? he better not have rejected her again or whatever ugh theyre so cute tho

WOW. i love how they always go from the established relationships to some angsty kanej scene.

love how he doesnt stare at her lovingly or shit hes just fucking glaring she knows her man fr

oh never mind the soft voice is crazy

uh ya i didnt want to make assumptions until now but making inej's hallucation about kaz was Not it.

like in a way ik its about how she wants consent but its mainly so she can leave kaz at the end of the show kaz kaz kaz its always about kaz

this is why we needed the spinoff they couldve FIXED it

"erm they shouldnt have done it wrong in the first place" how righteous of you unfortunately im too emotionally attached to the characters so i wish they had another chance

ok bad choice aside her realizing its not real bc she knows kaz could never be like that or even try is kinda heartbreaking!! 🙂

oh hell no did she eat the fucking butterfly i thought it was the petal at first 🤡

"if you have no one left to fight for" and then cutting to inej aaaa

no the way his eyes softened and the way inej stroked his face w her thumb ... and then he realized

okay thank god cuz for a second i thought the crows were gonna js be dead the entire episode

hes the firebird what the fuck????

why does that kinda downplay malina like knowing that they're meant for each other cuz of destiny or some shit

then again they never had to fall in love just find each other they did the romance part on their own

where tf is kaz

oh what the fuck. this scene is so messed up (Talking abt the one where the darkling is holding baghra)

my laptop's screen time is almost up so i must pause unfortunately. i could watch on my phone but thats boring so

uhm so its been 3 days have i been stalling?? maybe 🙂 can you blame me??

is that old guy her husband?? uh

seeing kaz smile for more than a fleeting one second is so unnatural

oh my god oh my god is her whole speech about love not being a weakness gonna make kaz realize something

wow okay they did rush jesper's development with one hallucination

toyla is the #1 wesper shipper fr ‼️‼️💪🏽

"someday someone is going to sweep you of your feet so hard" haha nikolai

"me and my "slab or fur" will be far away, off the map, deep in love" uh babe i hate to tell you this..

not kaz shaking his head at wesper as if hes not the reason theyre together 💀

see here they go butchering inej's character again!!

like. in the books she realizes she needs to let go of kaz because she finds her purpose - hunting slavers. in this she just realizes it because of some fuckass hallucination which was about him Why Is It Always About Him

cant tell if im slightly relieved that they cancelled the spinoff because they might have ruined her more or more mad that they cancelled it because they couldve fixed it

i am eating the malina angst up 🗣️🗣️(not bc i dont like them i do like them thats why i need them to be sad. all my favorite ships need angst)

ooh he knows he knows abt mal

next episode except i have to sleep so im probably gonna watch like 2 minutes of it. but i'll try to finish this and the last one tmrw because the more i delay it the sadder i get about the cancellation though my brain wants me to believe otherwise

she (the tidemaker girl idk her name) looks so ready to punch him like yeah girl me too

help the grin on that one girls face when he says kill the king

ok 2 minutes r over so bye

and im back its only the next day also the deleted footage oh my god im on the floor?? plus the fact that it got "what business" trending on twitter with 33k tweets is so fucking funny to me

anyways.

bye i jumped when the darkling showed up in mal's room why do the smallest fucking things always scare me

oh ya theyre cousins. alina has a type huh

mal would kinda get along with inej i can feel it!!

wait whos the arm for also david is lwk smooth wow

they keep mentioning the crows but WHERE THE FUCK ARE THEY its been almost 20 minutes 😐

why that is the only tamar and nadia moment all season like not that i was expecting more from netflix but Still

oh thats the last line from the book (i havent finished r&r yet but i skipped to the end as i do with every book so. lol 💀)

omg matthias i kinda thought he wouldnt show up again

oh god i feel like this show has such a lighting problem sometimes

its bad enough that i have no idea whats going on in general

INEJ

INEJ I MISSED YOU

she gotta stop bowing down to alina she is as much of a saint

did they kill off david and genya wtf

i have to pause for a bit bc my laptop needs to charge also i still have no idea whats going on

back

no theyre (david and genya) alive yay 🙏🏽🙏🏽

what the fuck is he doing

oh OHH now theyre killing him off. how could they do that to genya

the other crows are here FINALLY

when ur entire onscreen developemnt is literally 5 minutes 😍😍👍🏽👍🏽

no i will not stop being salty about jesper. fuck you

"well if you dont die we dont get paid" shdjfk

zoya inej nina the friendship i needed

wow what a beautiful and touching moment. it feels anticlimatic but okay 🙂‼️😐👍🏽‼️💪🏽🤡🗣️🤷🏽‍♀️🤷🏽‍♀️😭🙏🏽💪🏽🗣️

oh nvm. i keep forgetting this isnt the last episode

is that a giant CROW

lol of course it isnt

okay now its the last episode :')

"yes my man! oh we havent actually put a label on it" bye that is so jesper of him

oh. wow. she actually did it.

at least inej and zoya are being badass MY GIRLS ‼️‼️

"let me be your monster" stop being such a kaz ripoff please

FINALLY. his villain speech was taking too long

did she use merzost :(

tolya's random ass burst of poetry 💀💀

HE SEES HER

he literally cannot take his eyes off of her

I CANT. I CANT. THEY WANTED TO HUG SO BADLY YOU COULD SEE THE RELIEF IN THEIR EYES KAZ ALMOST SMILED

but she would never know what it was like for him to see nina pull her close watch jesper loop his arm through hers, what it was to stand in doorways and against walls AND KNOW HE COULD NEVER DRAW NEARER

im sick. theyre so sick for this and knowing we'll never get a chance to see them even hold hands. i cant 🙂

they way she moved towards him then moved back killing myself thnx

"five of cro-" bro predicted the ending of ck

not the malina angst too is this show trying to kill me?? i think it is

"i'll claw my way to one. if he'll let me" IM TELLING YOU!! TRYING TO KILL ME

HE LOOKED AT INEJ

SHES HIS HAPPILY EVER AFTER IM SO DONE IM GOING TO THROW MY LAPTOP ON THE FLOOR 😭😭😭😭😭😭

did they kill off david or not omg

i love how the crows just started walking away they were so eager to get out (except nina's lingering glance at zoya)

oh. oh hes going to be to be sturmhond

see hes so much like inej they both leave to the seas to find themselves outside of the person they love because they want a life for theselves and freedom

i reached the text limit imma make a new post

[uniquezombiedestiny]

FAIR asks are a bit easier to ramble in as well. So. The calamity is from a story known as 'times may read wrong', or TMRW. concepts like tomorrow and yesterday are very important to the story, despite the sillier origins of tmrw/tmrwverse . (my url on something is .tomorrow and it's like my main ocverse so. Tmrwverse. I eventually made it stand for smth instead tho :]) . i think i'll explain what the calamity is in more detail though since that's where this started. essentially, it is a catalyst for the end of the world. the hollow husk of something else, trying desperately to be whole again by gradually consuming the earth. it grows slowly at first, before its growth is accelerated by a man known as 'kamisato-san'. his first name is not revealed ^_^. The calamity is actually created by him as well it just was not growing fast enough so he sped up the process...somehow. Err. Yeha. The calamity was originally created with the intention of 'preserving the earth'; keeping it frozen in a beautiful state for eternity, so that he can do whatever he wishes to bring his wife back and live forever with her in this world of stasis. but erm. ok well i think i told something out of order. it's ok. THHAT'S RIGHT THAT WASN'T THE INITIAL INTENTION OF THE CALAMITY it just Became the intention. no, originally it was Just to bring his wife, hibiki, back to life. but the method he used to do so...Well. He was connected, as was a woman named kirika, her unborn child who will later be known as kuroshi And be known as the main protag, a girl known as 'in'nen' who is like 12, and then a corpse (hibiki) and the interaction of all of these with this otherworldly power kamisato managed to obtain in his grief uhhh. time got fucked up for like ever. times may read wrong because there is a time loop with an indeterminate ending and beginning. i'msure there's more i could say but i'm also trying not to spoil Too much because i intend to make tmrw into a game at some point IHEJIDO . Sorry for thejust straight up word dump i didn't doublecheck anything i typeddd

oooo cool as hell!!!!!! im. still wrapping my head around it a bit lol but i love it anyways

you ever grieve so hard you create the catalyst for the end of the world, which could consume it entirely and preserve it in stasis forever? yeah me too man

#time loops i love time loops!!!!!!!!! #asks #ty for the ask!!!!!!!! this is really interesting to read about tbh #hakureiis

[luv-hrs]

🌜💫✨

#i tried to continue da:o today but sadly couldn't get in the mood :( #sometimes i get too preoccupied with making things perfect that i just end up scrapping everything in the end ugh #i'll try again tmrw tho #what i did do is add a few more sentences to a wip!! #small wins <3 #gn #katsu.log

[renuqi]

hihhihihi !!!!!! you said you needed more hq requests so i am here <3 is it okay if i ask for sugawara / suna / tendou / terushima ( you can pick <3 ) as an s/o <3

BIBA MY BELOVED THANK YOU SM FOR THE REQUEST!!! this is prob the last thing i post on here for the night bc i got school tmrw :') also i'll prob do all 4 at some point but for now I'm just gonna do suga n suna

S/O HEADCANNONS

⤷ sugawara, suna x gn!reader (separate)

warnings: im happy crying they are so cute

- [ ♡ ] suna

— naps w him are the best???

— like he gives the best cuddles,,, HIS HUGS R SO WARM

— this smug mf prob the type of bf to do that thing where he leans down and tilts his head to hear you better (if you’re shorter than him)

— if you’re taller,,, THIS MF-

— he’ll grab your shoulder and pull you down so you are eye-level with him and say “say that again?” with this pretty smirk ARGDMENMF

— has a collaborative playlist with you on spotify where you both add songs that remind you of eachother

— even if he’s not the best at expressing his emotions,, he knows exactly how you feel so he’s always there to comfort you

— he never assumes that you know how much he loves you,, he is always doing something to show it (hes trying his best :)))

— like i said in that one drabble,, he compares you to any cute animal he finds on the internet

— like he found this cat picture on pinterest

and he made a collage of the cat picture with a picture of you with the same face/ pose beside it and ur like ??? where did u get that pic of me???

- [ ♡ ] sugawara

— hes so good w kids and that makes him 2938929293x more attractive

— like u were babysitting ur niece and he wanted to tag along so you let him

— SEEING HIM GET ALONG W UR NIECE MADE UR HEART GO DOKI DOKI AAHHHHHH

— people may see him as a mom friend but this bitch is the devil reincarnated

— he plays pranks on you every chance he can get and you just like ??? where was the caring loving energy you were giving go T_T

— such a gentleman outside of that tho,, he’ll open doors for you, pull your chair out for you, etc.

— the amount of inside jokes you have ?!?!? like you’ll be hanging out w the third years and you pop a inside joke and you and suga are on the floor laughing while the rest of the third years are so confused

— calls you the sweetest pet names :(

— he uses that as a way to tease you tho,,, like pops out the cheesy and corny ones bc hes a playful s/o <333

— expect him to text you shit like “my little sugar cookie 😇😇” “my sugar plum 😘🍷” LIKE

main masterlist <3

hq masterlist <3

rbs and likes appreciated !!

#ren’s writes #haikyuu #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu fluff #suna fluff #suna x reader #sugawara fluff #sugawara x reader #suna rintaro fluff #suna rinatro #sugawara koshi fluff #sugawara koshi

[hhuta]

ooh thank you!(also the first link seems to not be working for some reason? i'll try again tmrw tho) | this AU is utter chaos and i love it sm -3D

aa thanks for letting me know i fixed it 🤧this one works ((besides the q&a its just them drawing for like ... an hOUR..))

i love the insane au too. i also love how i said i wanted salieri to be a sexy vampire and u said naaahh hes mothman ❤️

#i just reALISED THE BETRAYAL #aloysia will be the sexy vampire then #asks #3d anon

[straylaughs]

guess who has a whole 55 rbs ready to sum up the entire year

#that was fun even tho it took me two hours #i went through my entire archive for this year #it made me really emotional to just go through all these memories again #i'll probably just queue them up for the 31st #and i'll also post my ot9 piece too !! #so sorry ;; just forget that i said starting today n tmrw #bc i kinda have a collab piece due on wednesday i havent started ;; #so imma try to finish that tmrw shdjfjf