#i'll delete this in a bit

[the-tired-commander]

man

#i'll delete this in a bit #but i just gotta yell for a minute #you really don't realise how many ads there are on tv for funeral shit until someone close to you dies #its just #its constant #its exhausting #its been a month but i still don't think its entirely hit me #its something i keep being painfully reminded of #i don't think its really been evident here cause of my queue #but i have been just...off cause of it #i think i missed a whole load of posts for a while #i'm doing all i can to distract myself but i don't know if thats what i should be doing #i guess theres no ''right'' way of dealing with grief #but an idea of what to do would be nice

[lighthouse-system]

I hope this isn't out of line but I understand if so. The hospital in town is trash at their bedside manner and even worse at communication. The hospital I'm going to for top surgery has THE nicest staff and they didn't scrutinise/gaslight me at any point about my health problems.

The difference I swear to GOD is that the hospital I'm going to for top surgery has a Black majority staff. I don't know how to explain this and I sound fucking insane. But every time I go to a clinic that's like 86% old white people, I get misdiagnosed and treated horribly or even yelled at by staff. I don't have this happen when it's literally anyone else as the majority on staff. Am I going nuts?! I don't know???

#I'll delete this in a bit #I just feel like I'm going nuts and need to see if I'm being weird or not #I almost refuse to see doctors who use he/him pronouns I'm not kidding #For this exact same reason #but like!! I'm a white dude so you'd think I wouldn't be getting the shit end of the stick from Helen Smith the NP #And yet

[sebsrainbowbicycle]

I’m considering coming out as Bi to my family. Which is a scary thing to even think about if I’m honest. 

I’ve never even entertained the thought, never wanted to upset the applecart, never wanted to deal with the questions and comments and ‘jokes’ that they my mum will make. 

I remember when I was younger 12 my mum told me that she had no issues with gay men or lesbians, but bisexuals were greedy and were why HIV spread so much. Which y’know.. that shit sticks with you. I don’t know if she still thinks that way, there’s every chance she could have grown as a person and changed her bigoted ideas. 

But I’ve never wanted to potentially ruin everything by telling her. I figured if I ever had someone I wanted to introduce to her as a significant other, then I'd cross that bridge then. I don’t have my dad anymore, and I guess a world where I have to hide a part of myself from my mum and family feels better than a world where I don't have a mum anymore. 

I’ve wanted to tell my brother for forever, he’s my best friend and would be so cool with it it would be a 20 second thing before we went back to talking about whatever race or game was coming up next. But I don’t want to burden him with yet another thing he has to hide his knowledge of, from our family. 

Almost all of my friends know, my colleagues all know mostly not by my choice but that’s another matter and I’m sitting here in pride month, feeling proud of who I am but also not proud. Not proud of who I am when it comes to my family. And I know that's okay, but it doesn't feel okay, and it’s so tiring hiding the real me. 

So maybe I’ll be brave and do it, or feel brave just by considering it, or be brave and not do it. I don’t know. 

#tw: biphobia #tw: coming out #I guess #just to be safe #idk what this is #i'll delete this in a bit #pride month #got me thinking

[hopeful-hugz]

🕯️ Well, my night's just been completely ruined.

I'll try and find some ask stuff to reblog, but if I'm kinda quiet OOC save for a select few, that's why.

#Breakfast in Space || OOC #Context; my Dad is very anti-Halloween and is being an ass about it this year #I'm not gonna even be able to dress up around the house this year or do vc stuff with how he's acting #I'll delete this in a bit

[2010s-nostalgia]

Not 2010s related but does anyone know how to obtain adobe products on a mac without worrying about popups coming up saying you have to have a security code or saying you're using pirated software cause I'm at my wits end

#preferably a way that I can put them on an external harddrive too #I'll delete this in a bit #but i'm desperate

[hcze]

hellu. I’m aroundish, gonna be in the IMs if you need me. I might have done a thing, while watching a thing to do another thing, that might be a good thing. idk, thingies. 

#ooc. | hoot hoot!! #all while trying to stray from the thing haunting #ever feel like you wanna talk about things #but your friends might not get it #and your fam might brush it off #and then there's none to hear it #but if you do share it it feels ridiculous #and you feel ridiculous #for feeling the thing? #so you stay with the thing #beenlivingthehermitlife #I'll delete this in a bit #don't read my tags lol just rambles #THING IS #I'm aroundish

[miumes]

"i can lure forever anywhere if we need. i just have to message him something"

"oh you're pulling that card?"

WHAT IN THE AO3 IS HAPPENING HERE???

#qsmp #someone tell me if this has been posted before and i'll delete thxx #i just had to share this whole convo cause i am psychoanalyzing every bit while chewing on wood #philza #badboyhalo #forever player #q!philza #q!bbh #q!forever #qsmp philza #qsmp badboyhalo #qsmp forever #4halo #sugarduo #so umm what is the name of this trio lol

[bixels]

Some scene ideas I sketched a while back while working on the wedding arc character designs.

The story's a tribue to Sleeping Beauty and Cinderella and would focus on Celestia and Cadance's mother/adopted-daughter relationship. I imagined the ending to be an homage to Cinderella's finale, with Shining Armor and Cadance running down the steps to their wedding carriage. The bottom thumbs were an idea I had where Cadance gives one last look back at Celestia at the top of the steps, who's crying happy tears, watching her newlywed daughter leave to take her next step in adulthood. I had it in my head that the moment would sync up to the lyrics, "No matter how your heart is grieving; if you keep on believing..."

#delete later #my art #thumbnails #mlp #the grand galloping 20s #maybe i'll thumb out the entire end sequence eventually #i want it to be a bit of a tearjerker #Youtube

[ferahntics]

Apparently shutting down anon asks was a good thing cause the silence is beautiful suddenly LOL

Anyways, pretty sure they slipped up and showed their account name, so please block sleepinglover293 and sleepinglover374 cause I got so many gore images in my inbox, alongside tons of death threats and wishing I got cancer and how they'll kill and SA me - all of that just because I wouldn't draw Dragon Fire Kirby sleeping. 🙃🙃

I despise callouts and avoid them, but I feel like this kind of behavior has to be acknowledged, cause throwing those things around so freely should not go without consequence.

Don't engage, don't send hate or anything, just block, report and move on.

#and no i'd rather not post the gore images here as proof #im lucky enough to have a strong stomach with this and i dont want to expose people to that who'd be triggered by it #if there's a silver lining i'm glad they didn't go after someone who would be badly affected #stay safe out there guys 🙏💖 #I'll be deleting the posts in a day or two cause I quite frankly don't care enough #this really is just a heads-up post #i might be radio quiet for a bit too jhsdgk i've actually got adult things to do unlike them

[disasteregyptologist]

So.. I didn't do anything I wanted to do this evening as I got home in a pretty bummed mood.. Hopefully tomorrow I'll feel better about the whole situ. I'm on 11.15 to 7.15, but I have singing at 8pm so I'll be waiting around 🙄 I wish I was on 9.30 to 5.30 in all honesty tomorrow it just works better for me. I'll be home at 8.45, when I am home I'll have to try and log in onto my dads laptop and see if I can get teams working and my email before this driving thing I have to attend for 3 hours on Wednesday 😢😪 my processing will be shot after as I can't process for that amount of time straight (I'm dyslexic and I have processing issues) so I'm not really sure how much writing I'll be doing on Wednesday and tomorrow..

#out of character have you no respect for the dead? #i'll delete this in a bit

[petricorah]

do you have a link/image for the full "prince and the fool" letter you could please post? bc I've been googling for 5 minutes and I can't find it for the life of me 🤦‍♂️

here it is! from the book legacy of the fire nation [id in alt]

#i'll add it to the other post for ease and delete this in a bit #asks

[floydsteeth]

I fucking miss drawing this silly nerd >:3

#I'm too lazy to colour it #I'm scared I'll ruin it #obey me #obey me nightbringer #obey me shall we date #obey me leviathan #obey me fanart #I really miss playing om #But it's still so hard to get back into playing :P #I had to delete to game off my old phone cause storage and I just #Never got back into playing #Even though I got a new phone 5 months later #And like nightbringer came out right around then #And ooof #Getting back into om #AND getting into nb? #Plus the like 4 other otome games I play? #Naaahhh #It's already ruining my life hahaha #I'll stick to drawing the boys sometimes #And missing the game but rarely touching it #Arsons art :p #The proportion of his hand is a bit wonky #Bur ignore that! #It's fine

[chatonlaveur]

WIP preview for the Hyrule-centric LU fan comic I've been working on in my free time 👀

I really want to work on this, but also I am very busy rn, so we'll see when I actually get it finished :,) But like since this is theoretically in part an art blog I thought I should probably post some art even if it is just a WIP like this.

#Hyrule! little guy #he is truly working hard to shuffle my top three LU boys ranking #Legend and Four had better watch out because here comes Hyrule with a steel chair #I'm joking (probably) Legend has been my ride or die since I first read the comic but still #I've been thinking abt Hyrule a lot recently #many thoughts #ANYWAYS #idk if I'll stick to this as how I draw him once I'm done this comic #I want to experiment a bit more outside of his canon outfit in the future?? #and also his hair is a bit grown out here for reasons related to time passage within the comic itself so 👀👀👀 #who knows #linked universe #loz #the legend of zelda #Link #Hyrule #my art #WIP #delete later #(maybe? we'll see I might keep this up)

[oshiawaseni]

My sibling, who is an anime only said they would not be surprised if BKDK became canon considering the depth of their relationship, their interactions, and their character development regarding each other ... despite how Bones added in Izuocha scenes and cut out some critical BKDK moments in most of the seasons so far... And, seeing how one-sided the "love" is between Izuocha, which I believe is deep admiration as of reading the manga- I have to say I agree.

Izuocha, is fine on the surface but is unhealthy. Izuku would not pay attention to Ochaco they he would need to if they were in a relationship. And Ochaco only saw "Hero Deku" rather than all of "Izuku", which would cause her to unknowingly encourage Izuku's reckless self-sacrificial behavior.

BKDK is different because not only they know each other beyond the surface level, but they also have their sights on each other and the mere presence of their partner inspires them to become better and stronger people at heart because they have genuine love for each other...

I honestly do not understand what is in the Dudebros' mind other the fact that they are lacking emotional intelligence and critical thinking... but I will just enjoy what they are missing. (Sorry for rambling...)

Hi anon! Sorry it took me a bit to get back to you (reason in tags). Let me just reply to your ramblings with some ramblings of my own :)

I actually really enjoyed Season 6. The only thing I faulted Bones for, was creating that jarring opening that made out like Ochaco was the hero of the retrieve vigilante Deku mission (which sadly only fueled izuochas more on mhatwt), when it was 1000% Katsuki's doing and there is one panel which proves this beyond a shadow of a doubt.

See this? Who is the one standing in front of Shoto and Tokoyami, addressing the whole class? It's Katsuki! Not Ochaco! She was seated with everyone else. This is why it's so frustrating when they say she was the reason Izuku was brought back to U.A. That arc was all about Katsuki's feelings for Izuku and wanting to return his smile.

He was even so worried he lost sleep over it, wondering where Izuku was, if he was okay… he must have stayed awake in bed, thinking and thinking about Izuku and how he could get him back. Katsuki was used to Izuku being by his side, and it was the first time Izuku had willingly left it. It provided him clarity about how important* Izuku was in his life, which only made him worry even more. (*see also: crucial, vital, imperative, watch me emotionally die slowly inside if you aren't around me anymore.)

Katsuki losing sleep, at a time Izuku was not sleeping was such a symbiotic soul mates power move Hori added in for flavour. I love it SOOO freaking much. There are no lengths this man won't go, to prove how in sync they are with each other, how much they need each other, the empathy they share with each other, even on a completely spiritual level where they share in each other's sufferings, *without even knowing it* such as right here, just like Katsuki wants to share all of Izuku's burdens so that he's not crushed by them.

But with that said, though Bones really dropped the ball on the opening (and 5 previous seasons...*ahem*), there were a lot of curious changes that happened in season 6 that I did love, like Izuku dropping the "tachi" in his sentence which turned his line into "He hurt the person I love…" (instead of people)

and as we saw more of these additional changes Bones made, it got us wondering, did Hori have some regrets with the manga that he was unhappy about and wanted their romance to be more obvious? Was it only natural to get anime viewers up to speed before season 7, because they were going to find out through manga spoilers that Katsuki and Izuku are actually in love? I'd like to think so.

Changes I remember off the top of my head:

Reaching out for little Izuku's hand during Katsuki Bakugou Rising

Katsuki waking up and thinking "Deku…" and remembering his Rising sacrifice and being still hurt from it.

Izuku waiting until he was in Katsuki's arms before he apologised, which made their words of "I'm sorry" and "I know" more intimate and personal to each other. Like Izuku needed Katsuki's forgiveness the most, and Katsuki needed to let Izuku feel that he understands him the most.

Izuku's little "Ka-..." (the English dub did not catch it but I know other dubs did) as he was passing out, which made the entire hug scene feel so much more romantic.

"I'm gonna say your name when I wake up" vs "I'm gonna say your name when I fall asleep." BkDk: Always on each other's minds. All the time.

And one of the most interesting changes of all…

So get this, Ochaco gets a hand hold grab in the opening which canon-wise holds about as much weight as an "illustration" … and in the actual anime content, she grabs his wrist area instead of his hand like in the manga. Making her hand hold IN THE CANON CONTENT so impersonal. Almost as if to make up for the horrible opening they made. Why this was done still remains a mystery to us today… but I hope it's because Horikoshi asked them to make Izuocha stop being seen like a couple, and more like the friends they are.

And then, about the "brothers" "friends" comments antis love to make about bkdk. Well yeah, they're coping. In fact, Hori has shied away from labeling them friends several times when he could have! "Midoriya-kun is our friend" says Iida - with multiple people from the class, including Ochaco, presented in the panel… and Katsuki is nowhere to be found.

Or like when sAFO called Katsuki "Izuku's closest person" (motto mo naka ga ii) where it would have been WAY more natural to call him "shinyu," aka, "best friend." But that's the thing, Hori runs away from calling them friends like it's the plague LMAO

Really makes you wonder… was sAFO (I'd rather just call it AFO at this point because it's his personality being dominant vs Katsuki) alluding to hidden romantic feelings Izuku hides for Katsuki that his secret gaydar quirk picked up? Could be. In a way, at the time it happened, it felt to me like Horikoshi himself was talking to us through him, telling us very explicitly, "You're damn right. They're gay."

Either way, skirting around this label for them is being done on purpose by Hori. Like his hidden way of saying "Yeah they might be acting a bit more like the best friends they were always meant to be as kids, but their feelings for each other are not 'friendly' AT ALL. Because platonic friendship is not where these two are headed." And there are STILL hidden feelings they haven't managed to say to each other yet! The content Horikoshi has been itching to draw for YEARS that he is finally getting to. All that soft bkdk romance we've been waiting for is coming SO SOON!!! and I am HERE for it anon! 🔥

2023 will forever be known as the year of BkDk canon... these are very exciting times. <3

#asks #bkdk canon #kana writes #bakudeku #I had to write this almost completely twice over bc tumblr editor decided to delete my whole post XD fun (and I was so frustrated I'm sorry #this ask was getting a bit long so I will stop here but all your ramblings about bkdk were true anon you got a good understanding of them! #togachaco anon I'll try to briefly answer you soon but look for my togachaco meta it's not that far down on my blog - though... #my feelings are still a bit conflicted now because #I am coming around to the jealousy/envy theory as well so it's anyone's guess however what I will say is that OCHACO HAS REALISED THINGS #and those things WILL be revealed #And it's most definitely not going to be she's got a crush on Izuku #but I will write about what I WANT to see happen soon as a lover of shoujo myself :D (it just might not be what will actually happen...)

[edens-passing-if]

Eden's Passing is a 16+ game made in Twine by me, Doc, and is my first attempt at making an interactive fiction game!

Genre: Primarily Fantasy and Comedy focused with a smidge of Mystery and Horror elements. Do tell me if a separate catagory fits, please!

Warnings: Trauma, Bodily Injury without feeling it, Body Horror in general (more will be added as time goes on, these are what I'm currently certain off)

Demo: In the works!

Alone in a land you can't recall and stuck at the bottom of a seemingly endless ravine, the start of your journey isn't a pleasant one. Body slowly crumbling away, memory missing, and seemingly stuck with a stranger intent on calling you a name you can't remember, your attempts to leave seem fruitless until they finally offer a helping hand. Hopefully with no strings attached.

Set in the world of Nyr, you're just a lost soul trying to figure out who you are and what happened to you.

Features, added or intended:

☆ Fully customizable MC (name, hair, skin color, personality, etc.)

☆ Romantic or Platonic routes, Poly included.

☆ Long Crocodile. You'll see. ♡

☆ Learn more about the world and maybe save it, maybe launch a salamander at someone.

☆ Diverse cast of characters, ethnicities, religions, etc! (Please do tell me if anything's not accurate enough, it's fantasy, yes, but I am using some real-life ethnicities and such as basis!)

☆ A lot of lore. A lot. I made a map. I will do more than just a map. It's inevitable.

Eden's Passing isn't romance focused but, those inclined towards it, does have multiple routes with it.

Zacharie, M, 36(RO)

A 4'11" man with spiky green hair and red tinted glasses. Adventurers clothing, torn at the edges and taped to his body on his limbs, cover most of his skin. What you can see of his skin, primarily his face, has stitches spanning the length and width. No one is allowed to touch them. Beyond that, he seems nice, even when he mutters insults at passing plants or argues with books. But his skittishness towards others is concerning, especially the glint of pure terror he sometimes shows. It's typical to see him hovering around Cassian, primarily either hiding behind him or riding his shoulders.

Solo OR Poly route with Cassian or Florian.

Cassian, M, 29 (RO)

At 6'6, he's the tallest of the group. Long black hair drapes down well past his hips, sometimes being used to hide his eyes from others. Old yet well cared for armor is his ordinary choice of clothing, no matter the situation. Quiet and melancholic, it's hard to catch him smiling at much of anything. Despite that, he's the first to jump into a fight to protect his friends. One of the few people to understand Zacharie, he keeps a firm eye on anyone that might pose a threat to the smaller man. A bit of an enabler, he will turn a blind eye to the more playful deeds his companions wish to take.

Solo OR Poly route with Zacharie.

Florian, Gender Selectable (M/F/NB), 25 (RO)

At 5'3", they're the second shortest of the group. Blond curly and short hair, styled like an odd pixie cut, clashes against the bright red coat they drap over themself. Two antennae stick out from their scalp, twitching at any stimulus. A butterfly bow, which sometimes flaps on its own when Florians distressed, keeps it from falling off. When they're not being pestered by Zacharie or Wynn, they're actually the most sensible of the group. A bit of a motherhen, they do their best to prevent the others from getting into trouble. It's a thankless job, and they aren't even getting paid for it.

Solo OR Poly routes with Wynn or Zacharie.

Wynn, Gender Selectable (M/F/NB), 23 (RO)

A 5'9" elf that's joined the group alongside Florian. Long, pointed, and pierced ears flick every so often, parting their short, light purple hair. Clad in a cape that trails in the air and an outfit that shows off a concerning amount of chest, they aren't the shyest with showing skin. Long pants that hide even their boots cover their legs, yet never get dirty as they drag across the ground. A bit of a flirt, they aren't the type to take much seriously. It's common to see them, Zacharie, and Twig up to no good, typically with Wynn at the lead. A natural born leader, one might be confused why they follow MC's lead, even they seem at odds with that fact.

Solo OR Poly route with Florian.

Twig, NB, 26 (RO)

Looming over at 6'4", they tend to forget just how tall they are. Long purple hair ends as their tail begins, the fluff at the end matching their hair. Thick and curly when short, it covers up their eyes from the view of others. 5 horns sprout up from their scalp, imitating a crown of sorts, and range in size from a few inches to just two. Clad in purple and blue robes that are breathable yet skin-tight, they've had Zacharie modify it to properly accommodate their tail. Out of the group, they remain the friendliest even in the face of adversity. It's... hard for others to tell whether they're simply naive or just too forgiving, but regardless of that, they remain the first to lend their hand when others need it. A bit of a goofball as well, it's easy to catch them trying to pick the funnest option first. Quick to trust and quicker to befriend, one might wish to spare them from the cruelty of the world.

Solo route

???, NB, ??? (RO?)

A figure that stands at 5'10, they're your savior from the pit you woke up in. Long hair, starting black and quickly fading to a bright red, flows from their scalp like tendrils. It flows as if hit by a breeze constantly, regardless of airflow. Clad in only a white robe tied shut at the waist by a sash, it's easy to notice the gaps in their skin. They never answer when it's brought up, leaving you wondering just what has saved you from the ravine. Quick to anger, you'd almost think they're unpredictable if not for the consistent causes and phrases. Regardless of who you are, they insist your name is Eden. Regardless of their affection towards you, they refuse to tell you who they are. They insist you'll figure it out.

Solo route.

#if game #twine if #twine game #interactive fiction #if wip #twine #wip #please know I'm skittering behind the scenes #the prologue is being worked on btw don't worry. I'll probably post intentionally bad pics #if asked to anyway #ill probably delete these extra tags after a bit

[dovabunny]

Its a special kind of pain when your method to work through emotional distress and anxiety is writing or art, but suddenly your confidence is broken and the joy of it lost. Like a gut punch you can't catch your breath from.

#delete later #Might do a Soap angsty bit about that later but doubt I'll post it anywhere