#i’ve had a bad day

[exactly4spiders]

I’m going to kick this stupid bitch in the ass so hard it lifts her like 2ft in the air

#I’ve had a bad day #work sucks #i hate people

[glassand-grass]

I think I’m gonna get high and dissociate 🥲

#I’ve had a bad day #a bitch just needs a fucking hug

[sincerely-angel1]

Friday, January 26, 2024

Today was not a good day.

I know, sometimes that just happens, some days just aren’t good, but today was really just a bad day.

My grades are rough in one class right now, and that’s not necessarily the end of the world, but as someone who feels very very strongly about my grades..it’s tough for me.

I’ve got a lot of things on my mind lately, maybe the seasonal depression is hitting a bit harder than I’m used to..maybe I’m just exhausted from going back to school. I don’t know. It’s just been hard.

Thankfully my mom has been pretty supportive, bless her heart. My friends not so much. Not at all actually.

One thing after the next, it seems.

Anyway, hopefully it’ll get better.

#im tired #i need a friend #diary entry #journal #relatable #dear diary #i need to write #my diary #vent #digital diary #today sucks #I’ve had a bad day

[corpsesurfing]

I hate grief I hate sadness I hate negative emotions. I hate that I can’t feel them individually. If anything bad happens, it triggers all my negative feelings about everything. And I feel bad bc things aren’t about me. I should be mourning my dog bc she was a good companion and it’s gonna suck going home and not having her there (and I do feel that really hard) but my brain has also just added her death to the long list of things that went wrong in my life and she doesn’t deserve that. I’m gonna miss her. I miss my cat too.

I’m also meeting up with some old friends tomorrow. It’ll be nice and I’m happy to see them but these things have gotten harder for me as the years go on. Hard to see them all grown up and hear about their accomplishments when I feel like the only significant things that I’ve accrued in the last 10 years are my failures.

#i’ve had a bad day

[professionalidiot32]

volo in the beginning of pla: SQUEEEEEEE OMG RUINS ARE SO COOL!!! (and i HATE arceus for not answering my prayers!!!!!!)

volo in the end: okay giratina, now hit the second tower

#has anyone else done this. i feel like this is the first original idea i’ve had in months #happy easter also #and trans day of visibility! #i haven’t posted in a whileeee my bad #pokemon volo #pla #pokemon legends arceus #traditional art #giratina #9/11 joke #pkmn #struggled so bad on those handssss #my volo obsession may be returning #ugh his forehead looks to big on the first one i just noticed #pla volo #pokemon #volo #art

[operationslipperypuppet]

Informing non-Americans about the horrors that are standardized tests has been so funny today. Truly junior year of American high schools is such a horrible time. FHJY will not be about a mythical style villain, it’ll be about the horrors of being 17 and being forced to make decisions about the rest of your life

#you know I’ve had some bad days but at least im not a junior in high school anymore #is anyone who follows me a MA girlie bc I just remembered about how MCAS exists and I don’t think the homies would like to know ab tht one #fantasy high junior year #fhjy #fantasy high #dimension 20

[daily-ethoslab]

[631] um actually!

#like before day 100 I think I drew etho with glasses if I remember correctly #speaking of glasses my perscription is so bad #I’ve only ever met 1 person who had worse glasses then me #and that person was slowly going blind #they won’t let me pick out the cute aesthetic frames because my lends are too dummy thicc and stick out of every frame I’ve ever owned #what was this about again #oh yea glasses #I am the um actually meme #I hate it cause it’s me #I dread the day my friends make the connection #etho #ethoslab #hermitcraft #etho fanart #ethoslab fanart #day 631 #man I gotta update the list of all the daily ethos #that thing is from almost a year ago augh

[acesammy]

what constitutes being a monster in spn is so deeply interesting bc so much of the show is used to argue that monstrosity is not about what you are but what you do. And that you can always be a better person, your monstrous traits aren’t necessarily actually monstrous.

but as the show goes on we learn that this is only true if dean deems you human. So sams monstrous traits must be buried deep and thrown out in order for him to be good. Sams monstrous friends are inherently evil bc dean says so. Deans monstrous friends are fine though, of course.

I’m just eternally wishing for a version of this show where sams abilities are so deeply ingrained in him that he can’t ever get rid of them. And he’s allowed to be a hero regardless. Give me a season 5 where sams eyes randomly go yellow. Or he has to deal with demon traps or he needs to control his emotions bc anger from him can be literally explosive, but regardless of all of this he still shows dean more compassion than dean ever leant to him in season 4. And regardless of all this he still beats the devil.

#Fr the thread they play with abt what makes a monster in s1-4 is my favorite thing about the show bar none #and I always personally just view it as ‘of course Sam is right. It’s about your actions more than anything else’ #despite the fact that the show essentially ends up arguing the opposite #and ends up being like ‘NO. You BURY that shit. You take anything that makes you a freak and you do EVERYTHING you can to get rid of it’ <3 #Anyways. I love this show and it makes me really sad #spn #lea speaks #I’m sure this is incoherent #I’m making a lot of personal posts bc it’s rly late and I’ve had v little sleep and I’ve felt kinda bad all day #my filter is low

[crybaby-bkg]

I just want hockey player Bakugou who’s so goddamn aggressive on the ice, but so sweet and tender and loving when he’s off. you can often find him screaming his head off at someone and shoving against them during games, but pouting in your lap at some after party after scolding him for yelling at a teammate too much.

he’s honestly too pretty to even be playing the sport—always coming home to you with a split eyebrow and an excuse as to why this fight actually wasn’t started by him but by some other dumbass. always nursing bloodied lips and black eyes, but he thinks they’re worth it when you coo up at him for still being so damn handsome, even if he is black and blue.

omg and imagining him coming off the ice, spitting his mouthguard into his gloved hand, teeth covered in blood. he’s skating over to you, fussing the entire time, unaware of just how sexy he looks, all deranged and feral, and like you’re the only one that can tame this beast. he never fully understood why you liked kissing him when he had a mouthful of blood, but your sweetness collides with the metallic tang, so he can’t really complain.

#hi I wrote this at 1:30am #but yes I need him so bad #hopefully by the time this posts I’ll have had a hockey player baku dream lmfao #also I’ve been spring cleaning and it’s so relaxing and cathartic I love it #have a great days guys :) #—new treat in the streets! 🍫 #bakugou treats! 🍬

[joltning]

so… misheard lyrics huh

#eyestrain tw #actually I’ve had this idea on the back burner for a hot min it’s kinda ironic someone made a post abt this song like a day b4 I post #for the longest time I thought this was a song about a vigilante who would keep getting in trouble with the law because they kept #trying to bust crimes on their own but no I was just mishearing #TUMBLR KILLED THE QUALITY SO FUCKING BAD OH MY LOTD #rvb #red vs blue #rvb wash #wash rvb #agent washington #trocadero #art

[carpisuns]

me (newish zelda player, very bad at video games) being so so brave and venturing back into the depths (scary, real heebie-jeebies hours) to find a way into korok forest (my little haven, everyone loves me and calls me mr hero there)

I am in there for way too long and am being to feel more unnerved but then I see BEAN LIGHTS! I KNOW THOSE! I ascend. At last. My safe place.

but why is it so dark here?? It’s 9:25 am. All the koroks are zombies. gloom is creeping out of the deku tree’s belly. oh no.

I go in. I see chasm. I descend. gloom hands jumpscare. are you serious. I have never attempted to fight these things I only run away they’re so scary!!!

They squeeze my little lifey out multiple times and then i finally manage to do some damage but ALAS! I run out of arrows. I decide to retreat for supplies. I buy beedle out of arrows at three stables. I hunt for bombflowers. I bravely return. I end up using about 50 arrows and bombs and ice fruits (they come BACK if they’re not all down at the same time??? Good grief.)

but finally. finally. THE EVIL IS DEFEATED. I DID IT. THE HERO OF HYRULE. korok forest is safe!!!

WRONG! hello little guy says phantom ganon. I scream and die immediately. You can’t be serious. I already DID the hard scary thing. How is there MORE.

I fight gloom hands again and am killed by ganon again multiple times. I retreat for supplies AGAIN. More arrows. I go to the depths and collect millions of poe to trade for bombs and anti-gloom stuff. I transport to multiple locations to pick up more sundelions that I marked. I make so much food. I am finally ready.

I bomb the crap out of the gloom hands. I’m ready for you ganon. I eat my anti-gloom food. I still die. I try again. I am very bad at fighting. Theoretically I know how to perfect dodge and shield parry but I can never seem to manage it when it matters. But whatever. I brought so much food. I will simply eat a meal every time he hits me, which is many times.

Eventually I succeed purely from the power of kebabs. The forest is purified. I don’t even get a treat for it.

I miss the guardians.

#y’all mind if I liveblog a little totk lmao #you do mind? too bad I’ve always been annoying on this blog and I’m not gonna stop now #I just had such an emotional ride about this the other day lol #I also got all the memories so yeah it was a DAY. a TIME even. this game goes so hard….maybe even too hard…. #ngl i did cry real tears about dragon zelda #totk #totk spoilers #loz #mine

[h3arteyes4mingi]

a lil bonus because I’m still not over pink haired mingi

#I swear pink haired mingi?!?? #still not over it #like since I’ve been an atiny #he hasn’t had a bad hair color #and he never will ;) #ateez #ateez fluff #ateez imagines #ateez scenarios #ateez mingi #ateez song mingi #song mingi #mingi #30 days of idol challenge

[josephtrohman]

do you have any fave wentzman pics?

of course i do my dearest anon <333 some of these r so lq but the men in them are hq so hope it makes up for it ;)

honourable mention to absolutely every time they pulled this insanity but i don’t have room for more than two pics of it

#best ask ever i love when ppl ask me my fav images of the fababois. whether alone or a combo of them like this :3 #also honourable mention to every time they did the infamous forehead touch #but i figured one of those got the point across :^) #anonymous #asks #wt #i LUV these guys so bad you don’t even know. you don’t even get it #also i’ve had a meh day and week so this helped me to feel better thanks anon :)

[why-the-heck-not]

19.12.23, tuesday

0.5h of coding lol

wasn’t having the best day so decided to finally watch the barbie-movie (it’s on hbo rn) bc figured that could cheer me up

but bc the universe loves a good timing, on the grocery store trip after, some dudes came to me like ”which one of us would u fuck?” and that annoyed me way more than it should’ve. Like cmon, it’s 10pm at a grocery store; if you’re not cottage cheese or olive oil get tf out of my face

just a short evening walk bc it was windy and I was annoyed

#also the barbie-movie; it was fine #not my favorite but I didn’t think it’d be bc I don’t rly usually go for that genre #also at this point the hype had got to me so my expectations were very unfair #the set tho; it looked so good #I love how I planned that I’d be a machine now this week so could actually not stress during christmas but it’s looking out to be like one #of the most unproductive days I’ve had all autumn lol #i’m thinking if I should just call it and start the holidays now and just idk catch up on some of the days in between christmas & new years #and I do have 8 days after new years before other courses start #but idk if I do thay I might not rly be able to chill during christmas #like rn I’m thinking if I should bring my laptop with me just in case I could squeeze a couple hours here & there during the few days #which is not the thing to do obviously; like it’s 5 days I can be apart from my laptop for 5 days #but it feels like with the amount of stuff I’ve gotten done I rly couldn’t afford a 5 day break rn #idk I’ll figure it out I won’t bring a laptop just to haunt me #(I’m bad at fully relaxing; there’s always the ’’u could be doing something productive tho’’-voice) #(which I don’t listen but then I just get nothing done and also never rly relax which is good super good) #(can u tell im still annoyed at everything rn lol sorry for the tag rant) #december 2023 #2023 #today

[quins-makeshift-menagerie]

“What did you do today, Quin?” Made/edited some toyhouse pages boom

#I’ve had oops’ sitting for days I am a bad oc parent #Mimi mew #oops wooper #mew #wooper #Pokemon #art #2023

[iknowwhereyousleepatnight]

#death note #death note fanart #misa amane #rem #remisa #my art #not kinktober for once #i just wanted to doodle lesbains #bc i’ve been feeling bad. and what makes that better? lesbians #i love remisa #i need to draw them more tbh #rem is fun to draw #love her long arms #and her face #she’s v pretty but i had to simplify her for the doodle #i will do a more detailed drawing of her one day #in other news i’ve made the executive decision to skip class tomorrow bc they’re doing nothing new and i’m tired #i have so much to do :( #at one point i had all of my shit together but now i’m a hot mess. what went wrong #getting back around to the ‘should i drop out of school’ phase. it comes back every once in a while #but i’m almost there. i just need to make it another year/year and a half #but then i’ll need a masters. ugh #i don’t really want to keep going but i also don’t want a shitty job though tbh i don’t want any job. i just want to sit in gardens and dra #but no. i must suffer for eternity