#i’m mentally ill next

[angelnumber27]

Hi baby angels 😇 it’s about to be that time where I need help with getting a couple of my medications soon! It’s within a few days that I will be running out and I didn’t want to wait until the very last day/moment to try to scramble for a way to pay for them.

My cshapp is $juliagw :)

I have Venmo as well as PayPal, please DM me if you want my usernames to either of those and are interested in helping me 🙂

I am also selling content right now because I need my medications and I am hot. DM me if interested. You can see what I look like here

I need $80 total for the medications I need please help if you can.

I can make art for you if you want please just lmk what y’all are interested in <3

Thank you everyone so so so much 🖤 I’m so lucky and grateful to have and be surrounded by such a wonderful community on here.

#if you can help out please do I appreciate each and every one of you SOO much #financial assistance #recovery #medical #medications #please help if you are able :) . I do not want to go into withdrawal #every bit helps #dm me if you wanna buy hot shit #don’t b shy <3 #I need my meds babe hahah #in recovery #mental illness #mental health #medication #prescription medication #upload #please help #please give what you can #xoxoxoxoxo #I’m so sorry I love y’all so much I’m working on getting to a place where I can manage working #like.. physically and mentally/emotionally #and build my muscles back up #my atrophy is rly rly bad but I’ve been trying to strengthen my body slowly. bc when I go too hard w it it’s horribly sore next day #and then four days after that #addiction recovery

[ripplethepickle]

So, there’s this trend goin around Twitter where people are drawing miku as various creepypasta/horror media in general so ya know I had to do the bogleech ones cus who else would. Started with the burg (transparent version under the cut)

#creepypasta #creepypasta miku #horror miku #burgrr #awful hospital #I’m doing phage and Fleagood next cus I’m mentally ill #I had to do Fleagood #I’m number one fleagood fan I love him #but yea I have those sketched I’ll prolly post them later today or tomorrow #might even do the day of all the blood for the lolz

[goferwashere]

In order to help get my homework done easier I pretend that I’m in the world of media that I’m currently obsessed with and it helps a lot

#like rn I’m obsessed with punch out right I pretend that I got home from school #and I’m waiting for the next WVBA fight #So I’m sitting at the kitchen table of my family home and on the tv there’s a message saying ‘we’ll be right back!’ #while nice ambient music plays in the background #like wow so nice #no I’m not mentally ill why do you ask #sometimes I can find ambience videos if I’m into something more popular #but punch out has like maybe 14 fans so there’s not a lot

[threefuckencrowsinatrenchcoat]

Oh to be a man so distraught by my violent past that I move to a cabin in the middle of the woods by myself and spend my days whittling little sculptures in a rocking chair with my giant dog next to me

#forest #whittling #it just seems so peaceful #I genuinely think it would cure my mental illness #I would have a garden to grow all my own food (I’m vegetarian) #and I’d have a fireplace in my cabin where we sit on cold nights and do crosswords #and obviously at some point #the next generation of my past life would come knocking #but I would refuse #not out of a lack of morals but I just can’t leave my dog #I would give sooo much sage advice tho #advice so sage you wouldn’t even BELIEVE

[gregmarriage]

having such a good time right now!!! (is manic)

#i’m jumping from one extreme to the next lads #gotta love mental illness!!! #literally one minute i’m like i am deeply embarrassing then the next i’m like everyone can go fuck themselves <3 #and back and forth and back and forth with no end in sight #literally take no notice of me #it’s not anyone ever does anyway #ugh okay time to fulfil the prophecy and impulsively ruin my life!!! x

[danielnelsen]

there’s so much i wanna do this week/month/etc but i’m just too sick, i have no energy, i can’t sleep, i’m constantly nauseous and headachey and on the verge of a migraine, i’m stressed and irritable and impatient and panicky…….how tf did i survive nearly 5 years of high school untreated if i can’t even manage this when i don’t have any major obligations rn

#at least i finally got my meds so hopefully i feel a little better soon #although i’m now on 20 pills per day which is Just Great #whenever i’m in remission it’s nice to just. forget sometimes that this can happen at any time #kinda wish i had the typical kinda chronic illness that people talk about with ‘flares’ #or at least triggers that i can plan around #the other times have all had an easily identifiable stressor tho tbf. idk what caused this one #the first time was whooping cough and the next few were all very major life stressors like my cat dying right after i started uni #and i think also towards the end of my honours thesis? #but this…….there’s no major stress right now. nothing wildly beyond normal #i’m a little concerned about my joints tho. they’ve been so much worse than normal the last few months #so i’m kinda worried i’m developing rheumatoid arthritis (also an autoimmune disease and it runs in the family specifically) #so if that’s happening then it could set my thyroid off? probably should get to the doctor at some point #obv i’m seeing my endo for thyroid stuff. but i should see my gp and get her to run all the autoimmune blood tests again #i’ve done that before but it’s been a few years and my ankles and knees are so painful i can’t even walk properly a lot of the time #BUT I JUST WANNA DO THINGS I ENJOY AND I CANT AND I WILL CONTINUE TO COMPLAIN ABOUT IT #‘oh you’re so lucky you don’t have as many obligations because you’re chronically ill’ ha ha ha please swap lives with me immediately #personal #but seriously. i wasn’t diagnosed until i was nearly 17 and we can trace it back to whooping cough when i was 12 #so it was the last half of year 6 and then all of years 7-10 and the start of year 11 of just being. uh. ‘very lazy and complaining a lot’ #and TEACHERS joking about me and my sister (who was dealing with an arguably more severe undiagnosed disease) missing so many classes #wow so funny pdhpe teacher who’s supposed to be teaching is about health #and the thing with being a mentally ill teenager is that hyperthyroidism can just look like a very severe anxiety disorder #so i didn’t go to the dr until i was too sick to go to school at all. and luckily had a good dr who did a blood test #i’m just rambling now because i can’t sleep and i don’t wanna lie here doing nothing #might go play pvz or something. that’s been keeping me entertained

[abbey-abdominal]

I think I need a Vaggie tat

#mental illness that can only be cured with getting ink and piercings #my next tat is supposed to be a dinosaur or a tiger #some animal that means something to me #but the next after that is a harlivy tat #and THEN I think Vaggie can next … on my calf probably #she’s lower on the list but I’m contemplating her having a spot at all #abbes posting #random meaningless words on your screen #I’m mostly talking about this so I don’t forget tomorrow when I think of birthday tattoos… #whatever happens harlivy does admittedly have priority (they’ve been in my head for two years now)

[ganseysglasses]

Good Omens fans how are we feeling right now? I actually had such a dramatic reaction to That Part in episode six that I skinned my elbow on the carpet of my floor so. Hope you guys are doing better than me right now !

#good omens #aziraphale #crowley #good omens season 2 #SPOILERS IN NEXT TAG YOU WERE WARNED #i didn’t expect to love gabriel and beelzebub but i DID #i’m sobbing #is this mental illness #good omens 2

[the-martyrfication-of-the-matron]

To anxious anon and matyr author, Hozier is dropping a new song March 22nd I believe. So hurrah!

AAAAA YES

#love Hozier #I listen to Hozier so much I am practically paying back repairations for everything England has done to Ireland #this man has so much money because of my mental illness #I’m thinking of buying Hozier CDs next time I’m in a city actually

[honeypleasejustkillme]

if one more employer ignores my application, i will go full on batshit crazy.

tw angry caps

I AM TRYING SO DESPERATELY TO GET OUT OF MY SHITHOLE OF A FUCKING JOB AND NO ONE IS HIRING ME. WHY WHY FUCKING WHY WONT THEY JUST ASK ME FOR AN INTERVIEW?! IM NOT A TERRIBLE WORKER, IM TRYING MY FUCKING BEST

#actually bpd #actually mentally ill #bpd shitposting #actually borderline #bpd #bpd fp #bpd favorite person #bpd mood #bpd problems #bpd vent #tw caps #venting time #i’m gonna off myself soon if this shit doesn’t fucking stop #i got paid today so i checked my account and i got paid less than it costs to pay my goddamn car insurance #which needed to come out of my fucking paycheck because i am dirt poor #but now that it’s less than i have to fucking tap into my dwindling savings account to pay the difference of my insurance AND have money #to fucking live for the next two weeks 🥰 #I HATE MY BUM ASS FUCKING JOB GODDAMN

[foodlesoodlesdoodles]

Jack Griffin Part 2: Electric Boogaloo

Trying to make him look like a dnd side character but damn he look kinda

Also if I ever get around to drawing more of him I will do something no one will expect

#jack griffin #the invisible man #art #dnd au #he’s questionable yes but I’m #so hear me out #so like Jekyll and Hyde right #join us next time on What The Fuck Are you Mentally Ill to figure out what I mean

[impossible-rat-babies]

actually no yeah I’m still bothered by The Things but several Other Things Aren’t Helping

#socializing. bad #I had an alcohol beverage. not great #slept bad last night due to the heat. will sleep not great due to heat #I miss my cat and dog and partner and my box fan #me crying I miss my wife tails #I miss 14 #I’ve been unfocused due to sleepy #cannot get art done. anxious about parents seeing art stuff #the neurodivergencies are winning #oh it’s also 1am. so the night time mental illness is just. Lurking #the issue w my partner remains and I’m glad I sent them another message #because boy Howdy #it’s gonna be one night of Uncomfortable and then I’ll just. readjust back to normal by tomorrow or the next day #reset will hit in 14 and I’ll have Tasks to Accomplish in Video Game #i am going to clean my bathroom tomorrow or the next day. i will win the routine #I will Manage My Mental Health #I’m just gonna be a weepy disaster for a second #owen talks

[southislandwren]

Yeah I was fucking right by the way, he’s liked me since like last year and I’ve liked him since October so I really could’ve done something about this sooner, and also he’s not homophobic or transphobic yayyyyy

#boy post #oh my god you guys it was so funny #so first off he’s watching Elden ring lore videos over the car stereo #and after like an hour of debating if I just go for it or not. I go ‘can I say something super out of pocket? you can say no’ #and he’s like yeah go ahead? so I said I think you’re cute. #and he paused his video and was quiet for a bit and was like ‘anything in particular to make you say that’ and I was kind of like oh fuck #but I was confident and was like oh just in general #and we both sat silently for a bit and he was like honestly. I’ve liked you for a while #and then yayyy we started talking about that etc and eventually I go ‘so what next?’ and he’s like well I don’t know #(I have dating experience he does not) #so I go ‘do you wanna date?’ and he says yes and I said ‘sick’ and fist bumped him #and then we drove for like 3 more hours just talking and like. getting personal #god I like him so much. he is so pure and good hearted and enthusiastic and smart and a hard worker #and he CARES about people like that’s huge for me. he just cares about people #and I was like this is potentially a dealbreaker. but I’m bi and dated a girl and a lot of my friends are GNC/trans #but he’s chill! and his family is chill!!!! #yeah idk man. everything turned out perfectly fucking fine and I have a boyfriend and he is so cool #and he’s FINE with me being left wing and bi and mentally ill etc etc like I was so worried I would scare him off #yeah idk. I am very happy

[starrynightsforever]

Today I had two different people tell me that they only know of one person who failed STEP 1 after passing this certain practice test (which I took and passed on Monday), and this one person only failed due to like extremely specific personal difficulties that had nothing to do with not being prepared. And while I know they said that to be comforting, internally I’m just like…so you’re saying it’s possible???

#✨MENTAL ILLNESS✨ #‘oh don’t worry if you passed form 31 you’re good only like one person I know of has failed STEP after passing form 31’ #me: oh god oh fuck I’m next

[queen-beefcake-sqx]

happy birthday to me. my brain gifted me ptsd flashbacks. so excellent, cool, glad to get that out of the way now so maybe the actual day-of my birth will be Normal(tm)

#never thought I’d say making a cake for someone was narratively significant but there we go #I shouldn’t be thinking of her last birthday on my birthday but here we are #next year I’m holding a farewell vigil for you #ten years is a nice solid number #ten years is enough time to mourn #say more sadie #sadie has mental illness #nineteen to twenty felt like a lifetime #so maybe twenty nine to thirty will be equally but positively transformative. maybe.