#i’m just upset at life

[vohtaro]

make them get along, one way or another

#madara #tobirama #madatobi #<- in case the enjoyers want some silliness for them #two touch starved men shoved into a sweater what will happen??????? -looks at the camera- murder. #i’m surprised i colored this at all. it was just silly rlly i had fun #mdr looking upset by the state of his life is always a gift as well #i also almost feel disingenuous bc there is no way mdr is taller but oops this is out the heads came out sawry #mdr is at min 5 inches shorter #anyways #vohtaro art

[clownsuu]

I give you an

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Also I stole this ask just so I can post this fuggin weirdo I made smhh (I raise from the dead just to post an oc again LMAOAOAOAO)

Hopefully this will be my last one in a long while I can live with 7 fuggin wh characters HHFHFUDJSNKSSJ- well- technically 8 if you include Betsy-

But to keep it (somewhat) short and sweet- my loser- a ye ol Milkman- Zachary Milksop (chronically lactose intolerant) and Betsy (a lil mascot moo sentient puppet)

Another character made almost spur in the moment again (like Mari) though thankfully not another bUG, but just some average human smhh. He’s a really simple guy, a loser, is as interesting as normal milk— he’s just the ye ol milkman who delivers you that gud shid smhh— enjoyer of the finer things in life (lunchables). A lil flirty and charming (in possibly the cringiest way possible) however he doesn’t really seem to pick up anyone besides the local cows that constantly harass him (and eats his pants). He enjoys watching them though, from v e r y m u c h afar——

hes just kinda, “that guy”

Also Betsy- a very sweet woman! She always greets everyone and has the friendliest extroverted personality ever! Always the type to bring (albeit tiny) gifts for her favorite neighbors and always leads when talking to anyone. Not like she would allow Zach to say anything anyway, she hates his polyester guts (and only him smhh)

#HOPEFULLY #h O p e fu l ly #Last oc in a while I am too tired to make another one in the spur of the moment again JDHCGDDH #I’m trying to rest damn it LMAO #But also doesn’t help that iv been feeling like absolute garbage lately #Last night specially- I just couldn’t sleep for the life of me- I was so upset and disheartened- #Dw I’m a lot better today- just still feelin a lil hollow #But anyway! #a loser 😔💔🥄🥄 iv been wanting to make a painfully dumb human character since iv made Dusty #But nOOOOOOOOO I MADE EVERYTHING EL S E #Now iv basically made every version of characters iv been wanting to make- #So now I can finally be at e a s e - #Welcome home #welcome home oc #Also hopefully that will actually motivate me to draw welcome home content again LDNHDJDDJDJ been severely l a c k I n’ #Zachary Milksop & Betsy #They share a tag 💔🥄🥄

[sophfandoms53]

I know it’s upsetting to hear that the trio kinda separated after Marcy moved and as they got through high school, especially after the events of the show, but it’s told to us that even though the girls aren’t as close as they once were, they’re still close.

They’re close enough to still get together for Anne’s birthday at age 23.

They may not talk or see each other every day but that’s okay.

Some friendships work like that.

You don’t always have to talk to someone all the time to still be best friends with them.

The calamity trio will always be together. Just in their own ways.

#ppl on Twitter getting rlly upset over this #and I’m just like #ya that’s what I expected #for the girls to separate a little bit #but that’s not a bad thing?? #it’s life??? #coming from someone who has friendships like this #it’s okay #to see someone once every few months and still be close is okay #not every friendship works the same way #it’s never even implied they completely stopped talking either #just that they aren’t what they once were #which is fine #amphibia #amphibia spoilers #amphibia the hardest thing #the calamity trio

[starrylevi]

“Are you okay?” Levi asks you.

“No.”

“I know, you don’t look it. What’s wrong?”

“Everything is wrong, Levi. I’m exhausted…I wonder what it’s like to have a brain that functions the way it’s supposed to.”

His eyebrows furrow slightly. “Your brain is fine.”

“But that’s the thing, it’s not!” You say exasperatingly. “It’s wired differently and so it makes everything more difficult. I switch between three modes: Not wanting to exist, Surviving, and Beyond Surviving. Guess how much time I spend in each mode?”

Levi doesn’t say anything in response. His expression shows more concern than confusion this time.

“Fine, I’ll tell you. Most of my time is spent surviving. Some of my time is spent not wanting to exist. And just a little of my time is spent beyond suriving…what kind of life is that?”

Levi’s eyes look at you with sadness. “Not much of one, to be honest…but it’s yours and you only have one.” He counters.

“Well, I don’t even know if I want it half of the time. Y’know, someone told me that life is basically climbing mountains. You climb a mountain, which represents a challenge or obstacle, once you get to the top you enjoy the view for a moment…then you climb back down and do the same thing all over again. Rinse and repeat.”

Levi seems to identify with what you’re saying and he knows you’re frustrated right now but he needs to keep you from spiraling. He’s not letting you give up. That’s not the way. “It’s what we have to do, Y/N.” He says gently.

“And what if I don’t want to do anything? What if I don’t want to climb fucking mountains? What if I don’t want to constantly be challenged and given obstacles? What if I just want to sit at the top of the mountain and just be?”

Levi knows these feelings all too well…he’s wrestled with them a few times throughout his life but he’s continued to push through because that’s what you just do. And you’re going to do the same even if he has to do the pushing for you. You snap Levi out of his thoughts with your next statement.

“It would be so much easier if I just…”

“Stop.”

“But-“

“Stop.” He repeats sternly, his steel eyes boring into yours.

You grunt angrily. “You’re not even real, Levi!” You yell out at him. You’re not angry with him. You’re angry at the world, angry for the universe and your parents for putting you in this predicament, angry for placing you into a world that doesn’t accommodate you. “You are a 2-dimensional character I use to cope. There’s no way for you to actually soothe or help me. You. Are. Fictional.”

Your words don’t seem to phase him. He shrugs. “I’m real enough.”

“What does that even mean?”

“I’m real enough to you. Y/N. You are the one who brings me to life. You are the one who decides how real I should be. What does it matter if I’m not a real person?”

“It’s silly.”

“Who says it’s silly?”

“I don’t know, a bunch of people.”

“Well, fuck all of those people then. Just fuck them.” He states as if it’s obvious.

You sigh. “It doesn’t work that way, Levi…”

“So make it work that way. No one else is keeping you alive but yourself.”

“And you…” You say softly.

Levi shakes his head. “I don’t do anything. Like I said before, you’re the one who does the all the heavy lifting. I exist because you want me to. I function the way I do because you want me to.”

“So I control you?”

Levi rolls his eyes at that. “Don’t be a brat. What I’m saying is I’m just an outlet for you.”

You pause, thinking of his words. He’s not wrong. He’s just a character but he’s also not just a character because of you. “I wish you were real.” You admit sadly.

“I wish I were real too…for you.” He sighs as he runs a hand through his raven hair. “But it doesn’t matter if I’m real or not. I still occupy your brain. I still make you happy, that’s all that matters. As long as you let me live in your mind, I’m always going to be here for you.

You nod, not saying anything further.

“Okay?” He asks.

“Okay.”

“Good.”

#I don’t know what this is I’m just not well I’m on my period and I’m sick and I go back to work in about a day and I just feel awful #Life is SO exhausting and I’m so upset about it #I don’t even know what to title this so I’m not going to #It got a little meta because I also got upset that Levi’s not a real person #Everything’s just a hot mess #I have to laugh because if I don’t I’ll cry #Anyway sorry for this weird ass…whatever it is #As always I hope you find some comfort in it #You’re not alone #We’re all buddies here #levi #levi ackerman #levi aot #levi x reader #levi x you #levi ackerman x reader #levi ackerman x you #levi drabble #levi x y/n #tw: mental health #tw: sui ideation

[thou-babbling-brook]

Content Warning: Bloody imagery, implied gore (it’s just pomegranates), and symbolic cannibalism (bro is traumatized)

It’s literally just dramatic pomegranate poetry visualization, but look at your own risk 😎

“I had thought Adha would be the one to lead me to rest… Instead, I held her lifeless body in my arms — saw the terror in her fixed, unblinking eyes…”

*Foams at the mouth* Altaïr and pomegranate poetry and how everyone he loves in his life dies horrible deaths that he feels are all his fault and *shaking* being ready to leave everything behind for Adha only to seek the remnants of her love by destroying those that ruined her which only rids the world of the remnants of her left behind and all consuming love and *sobbing* I am totally normal about this (I am not)

Based heavily on this post

#assassin’s creed #altaïr ibn la’ahad #ac1 #adha #ac fanart #my art #cw: blood #cw: mild gore #cw: cannibalism #ask to tag #it’s truly not too bad it’s mostly just symbolic stuff #this might become a small series bc I’m thinking abt doing one for Maria and Malik too #Altaïr is so cannibalistic love coded and I’m upset #when Adha died Altaïr gave up on a normal life and that makes me upset #bc Adha at the time was the like one person that made Altaïr feel normal and not some weapon to be used and manipulated and misconstrued #bro thought he would never love again BRO THOUGHT HE WOULD NEVER LOVE AGAIN!!! #by killing all the Templars involved he killed her memory too as though consuming her love for himself and I’m I’ll #*ill I’m not redoing that tag LOL #there’s so much symbolism here y’all have fun w that #anyways sorry Altaïr love ya babes

[gloomyrainclouds]

my mom said if i can’t pay $450 in rent every month she’s not gonna renew the lease and she’s gonna find her own place and that was like 3 weeks ago and the lease ends on jan 31st and i either need to find a second job verh fast if i stay here so i can pay her rent or i need to go to my dad and he said if i came there i would need to go to meetings (church basically) and “change my life” and there’s no fucking way my life is literally falling apart rn

#i’m so fucking stressed and im so upset #i literally just found a new job after being fired from my last job i haven’t even gotten my second paycheck yet and my first one was lousy #i. fucking hate life and i need it to stop

[honeypleasejustkillme]

i’m trying my hardest to not act how i feel

#tw: directed fp vent #it feels like you don’t love me anymore #even when i’m in the same room as you.. it’s so heartbreaking to watch you bond with other people when you should be giving me the attention #all i want is you to show me you love me when we’re alone #it’s the only time we have together.. just us.. but you go and play games with your friends on discord while i chill in the background #taking stab after stab every time you laugh or say you love them #i know we’re not partners so i shouldn’t feel this way but i fucking do #and i want you.. more than i’ve ever wanted anyone in my life #you just never seem to understand why i get so upset #it’s because I WANT YOU #all to myself #i should be the center of your mind.. like you are in mine #it just.. fuck it sucks being in love with someone so oblivious and against it #idk how to tag this #bpd vent #bpd fp #actually bpd #actually mentally ill #actually borderline #bpd favorite person #bpd shitposting #bpd #bpd problems #bpd mood #i would but the tag beloved.txt with this but i don’t really want to put it there if he ever finds out the tag about him

[leafatlaw]

not like a big deal or anything, but I strange way I see jimmy being characterized, is still being in love with Tango. And like Scott too, but that is less common. And like I get the appeal of it (Ranchers 4 life), but it always seems very out of character, to me at least.

Because the thing is, Jimmy is very moved on from Scott and Tango, hell even from southernlanders and The Bad Boys. It’s his thing, he shakes off these old lives and relationships very easily, maybe the most easiest of everyone in the series. In a world of people never leaving the desert, or dogwarts, jimmy has escaped them all Scott free( get it ?). And he doesn’t look back ever.

A canon interpretation of this is because jimmys always out first, he never has to watch his allies die, or his base blown up, he gets to get out before things get messy, he’s the canary the warning of bad things to come. But because of this he’s never had to deal with the grief or sadness that comes with surviving. He’s never had to bury someone or deal with finding replacement allies, he’s free from all that.

And so it’s easy for him to move on, but his allies don’t, they don’t have that luxury. They try to get him back, or try to team with him again, but it’s never the same and the result is always the same. The canary doesn’t hold on to anything, be that hate or love

#sparrow speaks #traffic smp #jimmy solidarity #this is all slash lighthearted I swear on god #And if this makes anyone upset I’m so sorry #It’s a v minor complaint #It’s just odd #Like no he’s not in love with tango still did you see him in session 4? #Jimmy actually probably goes after his former lovers with more of a vengeance than normal #He doesn’t love them anyone #It’s not that he’s cruel or anything he’s just #Moved on #life series #trafficblr #the life series #traffic series #okay tagging donw

[swiftiesforpeeta]

how to stop being sad over sirius black

#WHY DOES HE HAVE THE SADDEST LIFE EVER #I THINK ABOUT HIM FOR THREE SECONDA AND SUDDENLY IM TEARING UP #SO MUCH TIME SPENT STARING AT WALLS WHILE MY CHEST CLENCHES WITH ANGUISH #sirius black #just horribly #horribly sad #he’s so upsetting #marauders #sirius #i love you #i’m so sorry #AND TO DIE IN FRONT OF REMUS AND HARRY #GOD #GOD!!!!!!!!!

[vvitchering]

I’m replaying act 1 (for the fifth time) and when Gale is explaining his condition to you he mentions he’s “never told another living soul” about it, except for Tara. You’re telling me this man shut himself up in his tower for an entire year and didn’t tell anyone why and no one ever bothered to find out? He has so few people who care about him in his life that he fell into a depression and disappeared for a year and NO ONE thought to go and check on him and find out what was wrong? He’s had no one but Tara providing help and support until he meets Tav???????

#I’m just #this is my Astarion run but holy shit GALE #like no wonder he’s a little bit insane #how isolated has he been his whole life that he has no one but his cat who cares enough to take care of him #the way he speaks about his mother I thought they’d be pretty close but even she never found out about the orb?? #either she shrugged off her brilliant son turning into a depressed recluse or she never bothered to check on him at all #and tbh Gale might not even realize that’s Not Ideal #maybe he’s always been held at a distance by his family #I have hcs about this actually #anyway that fucked me up this time #the way he begs tav for help finding items to feed the orb like he’s fully expecting to be shot down and left behind #ughhhhhhh I am Upset about the wizard again friends #bg3 #baldur’s gate 3 #gale of waterdeep #I didn’t even go into how Mystra also abandoned him at the same time #so he was going through a break up and a crisis of faith and being a human bomb all at once #🥲

[mxtxfanatic]

I don’t think it’s stated nearly enough, but Wei Wuxian is a genius. Not smart, a goddamn genius. Obviously we know this because he invented a whole new path of cultivation in the span of a few months when he was supposed to be dead, but I absolutely love the small ways the novel shows this off. He started cultivating later than the rich young masters of his generation, only to outpace all of them in just a few years despite his late start and being sabotaged by growing in the toxicity of the jiang household. He reads people and situations so quickly that he’s able to respond to a situation in seconds even as it evolves, as shown with both his introduction to Lan Qiren and ensuring the Wen don’t get a chance to murder anyone during the indoctrination camp. He knows exactly how to get what he wants out of people, be it the medicine pouch from Mianmian, the fruit from the women in Caiyi Town, the girls in Lotus Pier who brought the disciples watermelon, and any wary civilians he comes across during investigations. He manipulates Lan Wangji so skillfully to get him to win over a toddler A-Yuan who was terrified of him. He dies and despite the ritual that brought him back being botched so that he isn’t given instructions for what he needs to do, he figures out the gist of it in minutes. Same with immediately deducing that Jin Guangyao was behind Nie Mingjue’s death despite only meeting the former a few times in the past and only hearing good things about his reputation in the present.

He can pick up any tune and play it perfectly, even if he only hears it once. He can turn his idle daydreams into reality, like the compass of evil and the spirit attraction flags and his entirely new cultivation. He takes literally any stumbling block and uses it as a stepping stone on his path to greatness, because he never stops thinking on his feet. And while fandom tends to label this as his need to be “useful,” I think it’s more that he’s learned he has to always be one step ahead, because to fall even to average level is not just failure but major harm at best and actual death at worst.

I admire him so much for this, but I also know he is in this mode always because of his upbringing, both on the streets and then when he is brought into the cultivation world through the great sects. His intelligence is not a need to prove himself, but a need to survive, and that makes me ache for the child he didn’t ever get to be because he had to be a genius.

#mdzs #human reads mdzs #I’m actually upset that wwx never actually gets to be a child #for most of his childhood #like he never just gets to rest #and it’s because everything he does in his first life #revolves around his continued survival #even when he’s seemingly being frivolous and childish #hey fix-it writers maybe fix that

[stressedanime]

i was sO close to falling asleep and i accidentally started thinking about jason grace and now im going through the 5 stages of grief again

#i’m currently at anger #when i fucking tell yall #that i think it is so unfair that frank survived toa #and jason didn’t #when franks literal life force was burnt up #which meant he was supposed to die #but just didn’t because rick was feeling silly goofy that day #i can’t even finish my rant here because i’m getting too upset #toa spoilers #toa #trials of apollo #trials of apollo spoilers #jason grace #it’s 2 FUCKING AM I NEE DTO SLEEEEEP #ricky when i catch you ricky

[barbreypilled]

unethically crossbreeding my pet hamsters again

#weird post by a weird person I’m sorry I’m just sooo bored procrastinating all my school work #being optimistic about Theon’s life expectancy. like let’s just hope for the best #Antoinette would be such a Theongirl I would love to read her deeply upsetting Thramsay fics #that’s why Grace Poole was hitting the sauce so much #asoiaf #valyrianscrolls #mine #jane eyre #je #wide sargasso sea #bertha Mason #antoinette cosway #Theon Greyjoy

[yantao-enthusiast]

can some fucking people stop being to celebrities like “oh this person is either gay or queerbaiting because their personality is making me interpret them as queer because they act ‘stereotypically’ gay and that if you act like this you have to be queer. so we’re gonna either force this person to come out via peer pressure when they may not want to or be ready to or bully them for acting a certain way if they’re not queer because that’s the only way i can accept these people acting this way.” it’s really fucked up, based on toxic patriarchal values, and plain homophobic. analyze these parts about yourself and put a stop to it. it’s not funny. it’s not doing the lgbtq community a favor. it’s an asshole thing to do and you better be leaving that shit in 2023.

#this shit upsets me so deeply i hope you noticed #kit connor #harry styles #billie eilish #shawn mendes #honestly i’m not even a huge shawn mendes fan but what some people did when they were look omg he’s gay bc he acts 💅 #fucking disgusting #let’s not even start with how people made gross speculations about him and camila’s relationship #don’t forget the fact that billie had to come out bc she was put on the spot and she can’t just exist as a queer person #it really rubs me the wrong way all of it #and the kit connor situation is self explanatory #oh right i forgot to mention #taylor swift #like read the prologue please #also i feel the large majority of the community drowns out the g*ylors but it still clearly gets to taylor y’all #she’s stated multiple times she’s straight. stop insinuating otherwise. #even if she didn’t #the public doesn’t have to act like they’re entitled to sensitive details of someone’s life bc they’re famous. #gain some empathy. grow the fuck up #lgbtqia #lgbtq #queer