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silvcrlining · 3 years

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finley, self-para: back to the beginning

Finley had only lived in the Valley for a little over a year. DC shouldn’t feel that different to them when they come back, but it does. Something about that angers them, but they can’t quite place it, so they sigh, lean back against the park bench, and pull their hat-- a beanie with a T-Rex stitched onto the front-- further down their head.

“They’re not selling ice cream because apparently ‘it’s winter and no one wants ice cream during winter,’ so I got us some hot chocolate.”

They glance up as Levi, their stepfather, comes bumbling down the street from the hot chocolate stand in front of the Smithsonian, wearing a similar beanie with a triceratops on the front along with a goofy smile. He takes a seat beside them, handing them one of the styrofoam cups.

“We’d get hypothermia if we got ice cream.” Finley mumbles, staring down at the line of steam that rises from the cup. It had been three days since they had hitched a ride on Sloane’s van so fae could drop them off at their parents’ house. Three days of catching up with their family, plastering on a fake smile, pretending everything was fine. Three days until Levi all but forced a stepfather/child bonding day. Early on when him and Finley’s mother were still just dating, he had tried to bond with the Martin siblings by taking them out to a museum every other weekend and getting ice cream after. Finley had left soon enough for college, though-- guess he wanted to make up for lost time. And dinosaurs were cool.

“But we’d have ice cream. I think that’s a fair exchange.”

Finley lets out an exhale of a chuckle that dies as quickly as it came. They sit in silence for a few minutes, taking sips of their drinks, letting their bodies warm up against the chilly weather.

“So... do you want to talk about it?”

They hold back on reacting, “About what?”

Levi glances at them out of the corner of his eye, takes a long sip, “Jillian... that’s her name, right?”

“... Mom told you?”

“Reese might have overheard your conversation... She might have mentioned a thing or two.”

Damn it. “Hm.”

Levi is a therapist, which means he’s patient, which means he never pushes too much. “You don’t have to talk about it if you’re not ready.” Finley appreciates it, but it also irritates them. He knows what he’s doing. Reverse psychology little--

They settle into silence once more. It’s comfortable enough; though Finley and Levi never got to spend too much time together before they left for college and then for Stardew Valley, Levi was a people person, in a similar way that Finley was. He was friendly, caring, genuine-- it was hard not to like him. But among that comfortable silence, there’s an underlying tension. Finley hasn’t slept that much lately, and they haven’t stopped thinking about Jillian, and they haven’t talked to anyone about it. And they want to. They’re tired of being in their own head. They finish their hot chocolate and sigh.

“... You know Mom and Dad were high school sweethearts?” They mumble, looking down at their lap and picking at a loose thread on their jacket. David, their biological father, who they haven’t seen in quite a while.

“Mhm, they were.“

“For the longest time, I thought they were-- not made for each other, but, like... something like that, you know?” Their brows furrow, “But they weren’t, and that’s... fine.” He’s a piece of shit, anyway. “And then they got divorced, and...” They pull at the thread, snapping it from the fabric, “... Mom just fucking... lost herself.”

Levi nods patiently, and if he’s heard this story from his wife already, he pretends not to know, “How so?”

“She... I mean, you know her. She has a strong personality.” Levi smiles at that despite himself. Softie. “But for so long, that was just... gone. And then she tried to get back into dating, which I thought would help, but... honestly, it kind of made things worse.” They couldn’t have known it back then, and maybe they still weren’t fully aware of it now, but it had planted a seed of fear within them that had only kept growing, “It was like she became someone new for every single person she saw... I love her, but it was so hard to be around her back then. I-- Reese and I barely recognized her anymore. I don’t think she recognized herself. It was... it was so fucking scary.”

“Why?”

Their brows furrow deeper, the corners of their lips curling downwards. They’re trying to hold back tears, “I thought I’d lost her.” Finley and her mom never had the closest relationship. Her mother was headstrong, stubborn, bad at showing emotions, and Finley quickly took after her. They butted heads often, but... despite it all, Finley looked up to her. And when she fell that hard, Finley was at a loss of what to do.

Finley has Maisie had temporarily broken up by then. The fear had begun seeping into their relationship-- what if I’m just pretending to be someone for her?

“You and Maisie were high school sweethearts too, right?”

Their shoulders tense, and they rub at their ring finger and huff out a humorless laugh. “Yeah.”

“Were you afraid?” He asks carefully, his gaze settled on them, worry etched into his features, “That you’d lose yourself?”

Finley nods. How couldn’t they? They were a carbon copy of their mother and father’s relationship. The more similarities Finley saw, the more red flags they conjured up in their mind.

“Are you afraid that’ll happen with Jillian?”

They pause, find another loose strand to tug at. “... I don’t know.”

“Well... how did you feel with her?”

Flashes of Finley and Jillian at their house. Their eyes closed as music filtered through the living room, stupid banter exchanged like they always did-- though it felt gentler this time around--, dumb pinky swears, a sudden urge. “Is this fine with you?” muttered in between them in a moment that shifted everything; an answer with a kiss. They melted into it.

“Safe.”

“Is safe good?”

It was October, and in the midst of chaos, they looked to each other for comfort. They let each other into spaces few traversed. They knew each other. They believed in one another. They trusted each other. In the midst of chaos, there was a momentary shelter from the storm in her. In them, together.

“Safe is dangerous.”

Levi’s brows furrow, “Why?”

“Because...” There’s a lump in their throat. Their chest feels tight.

“You’re a frightening woman, Jill.” They mumbled to her on the floor of the vacant general store, a wine drunk smile on their lips.

The two of them, dancing like idiots in the Saloon, recreating a moment that didn’t happen a year ago-- because it was meant to happen now. Finley didn’t think about the people around them staring.

The feeling of Finley’s heart the moment Jillian exited the mines-- when the firecracker they thought could have been snuffed out came out, still shining. Weak, but shining. Relief flooded their body and they drowned in it.

That night in the forest, Finley lending her their jacket after seeing she was cold. Seeing her tiny smile. It smelled like her when she gave it back. They didn’t know why they didn’t mind it. They should have known.

They huff, rest their elbows on their knees and blink back tears, “Because it makes me feel so... vulnerable.” The moment they began to feel comfortable with someone, as much as they did with her, they couldn’t help but the thoughts that eventually came rushing in: it’s not going to work out-- you’re not good at this, anyway-- you’re going to lose yourself-- you’re going to repeat your mother’s mistakes-- just keep your distance-- maybe you’ve already found yourself, and you’re just an asshole.

“And vulnerable is... bad?”

“Yes.” They answer like it’s supposed to be obvious. “That’s when all the bad shit happens-- when you... let your guard down.” The words feel wrong in their mouth now, the guilt buries itself deeper within them. They made her go through that. They made her... the image of Jillian’s face, red from the cold and the anger, her cheeks wet from crying. Finley can’t help it anymore-- they break. They tip their head down until their forehead knocks against their knees. It’s quiet, and then a sob breaks through, “Fuck.” It’s one, and then another, and then another, until they can’t keep the tears from streaming down their cheeks. Levi is silent, his brows furrowed. He rests a hand on their back, rubbing small circles there, and lets them cry.

“I’m so scared.” They mumble through their tears. “I‘m so scared that... I damaged everything beyond repair again, and--” A small sob, “And I... I hurt her so fucking bad. I just keep seeing her face, and...” They uncurl themself. Their hands go up to their face, rubbing at their eyes even though the tears keep coming. “... I don’t know what to do. I don’t know how to fix this. I’m so scared of going back and seeing her, and seeing everyone and knowing they all know what a piece of shit I am now, and... fuck.”

When they lost Maisie, they lost most of their friends here too. And maybe it was selfish of them to be thinking about this too, but they didn’t want to lose their new friends. Though they feel like they probably already have, and the thought sends another pang into their chest. After a moment, they rest their head on Levi’s shoulder, “I don’t know what to do...”

He wraps an arm around them and rests his head on top of theirs, “Well... you go back.”

They sniffle, “And do what?“

“You try.”

Cue the humorless laugh, “That’s what I was doing, and it all went to shit.”

“Oh, is that what you were doing?” He pats their shoulder and turns to look at them. Carefully, he uses his sleeve to wipe away the rest of their tears, “It seemed to me like you were running. Maybe one of us is looking at it the wrong way, hm?”

He retract his hand, and Finley just stares at him, eyes tired, jaw tensing and slackening until: “Can you go back to nice therapist step-dad mode?”

He grins. “That is my nice therapist step-dad mode. If you have a problem with it, you’ll have to talk to my wife about that.” With a small pat to their shoulder, he stands up, beckoning them to follow, “Now come on-- let’s head back home before we get hypothermia.”

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It’s the fourth night, and Finley lies in their childhood bed, staring up at the faded glow-in-the-dark stickers on the ceiling. Through their earbuds, the playlist Ben sent them unexpectedly-- this small bit of hope that maybe not everyone hated them-- plays... Yes, they have a box of tissues next to them.

“And what happens if I try and I fail anyway?”

The song finishes, and while they wait for the next one to begin, they start scrolling through their contacts. First, they stop at Dr. Ali’s number. They tap on the message button, write out several versions of the same text, then delete it and go back to their contacts. They go to Ben’s contact and write out a text to him.

[ to: Ben ] thank you.

[ to: Ben | unsent ] i’ll try to come back soon

“Have you taken the time to entertain the thought that maybe you won’t?”

They sigh, go back to their contacts. This time, they stop at Jillian’s. Their finger hovers over the call button for an entire song. And then another. And then another. Their heart thumps against their chest like an alarm. They can’t do it. They lock their phone screen and sigh, turning to the side and curling into themself as the rest of the playlist drawls on. They don’t sleep much. They keep staring at their backpack strewn in the corner, wrap the blanket Malia had given them closer around their body. They listen to the noise of city life outside. They wish it was quieter.

“But what if I do?”

“Then you try again. However many times it takes.”

#( finley: para )#phew tis done

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kyouxa · 5 years

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Diabolik lovers Chaos Lineage: Carla Tsukinami (Story 09)

In terms of the gameplay: The black choices lead up to a bad ending, the white choices lead up to a good ending. Please no reposting onto other sites, ask me before translating this into another language too! I’m an amateur translator, but I hope you do enjoy it anyway!♡

Place: Violet mansion — entrance hall

Subaru: Shit, why am I being the one who needs to clean up.

Yui: I'm sorry, that was the only thing that came to my mind...

Carla: I can‘t help it. It would make them suspicious if the three of us were in the same room.

Don‘t be like that and share actions. To that end, it’s the best to make you clean as a punishment.

Subaru: So, why aren’t you helping cleaning it!? Why are you just standing there?

Carla: I’m watching you so you don’t drop your work. Such a construction would have been...

Subaru: Thats why, it would have been nice to say to everyone that it’s cleaning duty.

Carla: Then why aren’t you thinking about working harder to get done soon?

Subaru: Damn... ! You seriously make me frustrated!

Yui: W-Well, uhm... For everyone else, I also want them to get their memories back.

Why aren’t we trying to talk with them, in a meeting maybe?

Subaru: ... Well, I don‘t think that they would believe us, if we suddenly told them about their lost memories.

Yui: Probably, it might be better to keep it as a secret for now.

(I set up this cleaning, so we could talk about our future plans without making anyone suspicious...)

(Honestly, I don't hate cleaning once in awhile)

Subaru: So? When will we go to that church which you said is suspicious?

Carla: That’s what I’m thinking about. If we move badly, we‘ll be attacked by members from other houses.

Once, I've been attacked by the Orange members. There is a high possibility that they’ll move again.

Yui: Certainly, Laito-kun’s out on his daily reconnaissance, right?

Carla: Yes. We need to wait for a time when we can say surely that there is no movement.

Subaru: That means we basically have no plan...

Carla: I just carry out things very carefully. Obviously, I also want to escape from this weird world as soon as possible.

Besides, in the Orange mansion... there’s someone I still need.

Yui: Ngh...

(Shin-kun ... we have to recover his memories too)

(Subaru-kun is completly different from Shin-kun who also is a founder, but how can we make him remember?)

Carla: Anyway, let's wait for the reconnaissance report today.

Subaru: Ah, idiot! Don't start walking around! There’s a bucket with water somewh—!

Carla: Hm?

Yui: Hey what!?

Place: Violet mansion — bathroom

Carla: ... I was careless. It‘s my fault that bucket fell down, you‘re completely soaked wet now.

Yui: No, this is all right. I’ll just take a shower, I will be completely refreshed after that.

(I thought that before, but Carla-san is in general, not really good at cleaning...)

(I think I can get used to it if I give it time, but the fact that he’s not good at cleaning and maybe other things... is really cute)

Carla: You should also clean the places you can’t reach. I’ll stay here to help you with it.

Yui: Eh!? It's alright. It‘s just a bath, I can clean my own body by myself!

Carla: There’s no need to be ashamed. Besides, I also got some water on my own clothes.

If you already take a bath, I‘m sure it wouldn‘t be a problem if I joined you in there?

Yui: Uhm, because there are other people in this house we can’t do this! We need to avoid actions which stand out!

(There was nobody interrupting us in the demon world, but now there are people around.... I'm somehow embarrassed)

Carla: You‘re face makes it clear for me... I‘ll leave you alone, but only this time.

However, when you finished your bath, come straight to my room. I‘ll wait there.

Yui: Huh? Y-Yes...

(I wonder what he wants?)

Place: Violet mansion — Carla's bedroom

Yui: No way, I didn't expect something like this to happen ....

(Carla-san, he really is brushing and drying my hair...)

Carla: It was me who made you wet in the first place. Let me do this for you now, to make you feel good.

Yui: But, Carla-san’s already nice to me, and you didn’t even took a shower for yourself yet, right?

Carla: That’s not a matter of concern.

Yui: Also, to say that...

(But, I do feel good. Why is it so good to have your head being touched by the one you like?)

Carla: Do you think, your body is warm enough already?

Yui: Yes, thank you.

Carla: It looks like that. Your face is kinda red. It matches the colors on your neck...

...mwah...

Yui: Hey what!?

W-Why did you kiss me?

Carla: Maybe because your blood flow is getting thicker, the smell of your blood is way too intense.

Right now, I just want to put my fangs in your skin...

Yui: Ahh...

(I-It’s tickling... it’s a weak stimulus, but I missed it)

(I-I honestly think, I’m getting completely comfortable with Carla-san sucking my blood, I might start loving it...)

Carla: I finished brushing your hair. If you are in a good mood, would you mind if I continue sucking your blood?

Yui: Carla-san... why are you suddenly asking for my permission to take my blood?

Carla: I just wanted to ask you for today. However, as long as I receive your love I‘m fine.

Yui: (I really do look pretty after he brushed my hair like that... I don‘t want my hair to get sloppy again...)

(Oh ... by the way)

Carla-san, did I change your bandages after rising out of the bath acceptable?

Carla: Did you divert the brave of the topic? Do you really think that you can get away changing it?

Yui: No, I'm not. I won't run away ... I just wondered if I've rolled it up properly.

Carla: The wound seems to be already closing. I won‘t need bandages anymore so it doesn’t matter.

Yui: Does that mean, you didn‘t do anything about your injuries?

That’s not good, just in case you should continue wearing bandages.

Carla: I said that it is unnecessary.

Yui: (T-That‘s right. He’s acting like a child again...)

Choices

1) — scold (black)

2) — worried (white) ♡ ♡ ♡

— scold

Yui: I can’t just leave you alone while being injured, do you want to make everyone worried like that?

Besides, if you don’t look after it, Carla-san won’t be at ease if you become ill again, right?

Carla: ...You are, recently coming to threaten me way more often.

Yui: That’s wrong. I'm just worried about your health.

— worried ♡

Yui: Sometimes even a few injuries lead to severely worse wounds. You shouldn’t take off your guard.

Carla-san’s body is not a normal one in the first place. Please don’t hesitate to ask me for help.

Carla: You have a brave character .... I got a good understanding which makes the part to argue with you difficult.

More than that, how did you learn to act like that...

end Choices

Yui: Then I will redress the bandages for you, but promise me to take care of yourself.

Carla: …It can’t be helped. The medical products are in the storage of the house.

Yui: Thank you! Well then, I'll go get them.

Carla: Wait. I’ll go with you.

Yui: There’s no need to, I'll be back soon!

Carla: ... Good grief. I’ll probably never get to understand that woman.

Place: Violet mansion — Storage

Yui: Bandages, uh... here! Was there anything else that I needed?

Oh, there is a first aid suitcase. I'm going to bring this with me too.

(After all, I'm glad I can also do something for his health)

(It seems that I was not the only one who was left alone until a little while ago—)

(If you tasted such loneliness, your heart is pretty light like a cloud now)

(Carla-san and Subaru-kun’s memories have returned. I won’t be alone anymore)

(And, we know that the cause of this situation is likely to be in the church)

If everything goes well, we might be able to escape from here.

I don’t want... to reduce more days which I used to spent with Carla-san and Shin-kun in the demon world.

*breaking sound*

Yui: Uh... ngh!?

Wait what!?

(W-Where, am I... !?)

??? : — Eve

Yui: Ngh, that voice. I heard it in the church before ...

??? : Oh, so you do remember our first meeting. My name is Socrates. I'm the creator of this box garden you’re in.

Yui: Box... garden... ? Creator... !?

After all, it was you who made this space!?

Socrates: That's right. I wanted to give it a try and made up this place for a certain experiment.

Yui: Did you, also make our memories go crazy and shut us up in here... ?

Socrates: I did.

Yui: Why... why, this is, such a horrible situation!

Socrates: Horrible?

Yui: Planting false memories, they are all fighting their own brothers because of it!

Even if, life is bothersome sometimes... Why did you do this to us!?

Socrates: I needed to do it.

This space you’re currently in was created by magic. Supplied magic powers are going through the church as you predicted.

As long as there is the church, this space garden will continue to exist forever.

I won’t hesitate to leave once this experiment is over.

Yui: What exactly, is the experiment about?

Socrates: It wouldn’t be fair to just talk about it now. The experiment wouldn’t continue, like I predicted it would if I did tell you.

Yui: Do you have any intention of returning us to our original place right now?

Socrates: Whenever we see the end of the experiment we will release all of you.

Yui: ...Ngh

(Honestly, I have no idea what I’m supposed to do in such a situation. But... )

(Everyone suffers, because of this experiment and this person. Everyone is fighting without a meaning)

I... I can’t understand your experiment neither your ideas...

But I swear, we’ll definitely get out of this space!

Socrates: So you really will choose this option. But, is that really the right choice to make?

Yui: ... What does that mean?

Socrates: This box garden, is completely deviating from the normal flow of time.

In other words, it is the same as the time has stopped for this world.

Yui: The time, it stopped ...?

Socrates: Exactly. For example, even diseases that touched the body are stopping its progression.

Yui: ...Ngh, that’s...

(That means Endzeit— Carla-san’s disease couldn’t continue getting worse because of this space?)

Socrates: That man, was a survivor of the founder. However, he seems to be affected by a certain sickness.

It will only be temporary that his symptoms have settled down. If you leave, you’ll lead him to death.

Yui: Such... !

(Carla-san is suffering from Endzeit which took away his whole family’s life already)

(But, if the time really stops in this space, does that really mean Carla-san is released from this disease...?)

Socrates: Choose it wise, Eve. Do you want to continue to live in this paradise, or do you want to get expelled from here?

I’ll be here, continuing to watch the experiment—

Yui: Please wait. Just who are you... !?

Socrates: This is useless to ask for. You mustn’t tell anyone about this for now—

*returns to storage*

Yui: He returned me back here...

(The person, who created this box garden)

(Certainly, is it true what he told me about the time in this world?)

I shouldn’t, tell anyone what just happened for now...

If it’s true what he said, Carla-san’s disease really won’t progress at all.

But, even after I heard that, Carla-san would—

Monologue

Socrates words, they are still confusing me.

Getting out of this box garden, is something my beloved Carla-san wants — but is that really the best for him?

If we’d stay here, Carla-wan would be free from his sickness.

But, Carla-san who is a proud founder, wouldn’t agree to twist his fate with the use of others hands.

I can't even answer myself right now, should I get out of this garden or stay?

With my intricately intertwined feelings, I ended up holding a heavy secret that I can’t tell anyone—

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mrsevans1328 · 6 years

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215 Cute Prompt List

Please feel free to submit a request and reblog. Just some basic rules:

1) This list is purely for fluff blurbs/imagines. I am working on a different list for smut prompts/blurbs etc. So please do not request any smut from this list, thank you

2) Pick a prompt (obviously), and a character from the list below :

Shawn Mendes - Dylan O’Brien/Stiles Stilinski - any Teen Wolf character or their respective actor/actress - Tom Holland/Peter Parker

3) Please do not request a prompt that I have already written or am in the process of writing. Finished prompts will have a “ ** “ by it, works in progress will have “ ~ “ by it, followed by who the character in the blurb is. Only reason for this is there are over 200 prompts available to choose from. Once the list gets fuller, I will make repeats available.

***Note: I did not come up with these prompts on my own!! I do not claim ownership for any of these prompts!! I pulled all of these prompts from a mixture of different prompt lists already on Tumblr.

Thank you for the submissions, I love you all!! xxx

1. “ Not you again.. “

2. “ Leave me alone. “

3. “ Why do you hate me? ”

4. “ I lost the baby. ” ~ Shawn Mendes

5. “ I don’t need you anymore. ”

6. “ We cant keep this up forever. ”

7. “ You’re a disappointment. ”

8. “ Don’t die on me– Please. ”

9. “ I never meant to hurt you. ” ~ Dylan O’Brien

10. “ Are you upset with me? ” ** - Shawn Mendes

11. “ I’m going to kill you! ”

12. “ Please don’t hurt me like this. ”

13. “ Dont call this number again. “

14. “ Why did you spare me? ”

15. “ I’m sick. ”

16. “ I’m dying. ”

17. “ I wish i’d never met you. ”

18. “ I thought we were family!”

19. “ There was never an us. ”

20. “ I fucked up. ”

21. “ I came to say goodbye. ”

22. “ I don’t deserve to be loved. ”

23. “ About the baby… Its yours. ” ~ Shawn Mendes

24. “ Dance with me! ”

25. “ Isn’t this amazing? ”

26. “ I wish we could stay like this forever. ”

27. “ Will you marry me? ”

28. “ I’m pregnant. ” ** - Shawn Mendes

29. “ I’m going to keep you safe. ”

30. “ Do you trust me? ”

31. “ Can I kiss you right now? ”

32. “ You’re cute when you’re angry. ”

33. “ We’d make such a cute couple. ”

34. “ I want to take care of you. ”

35. “ Can we cuddle? ”

36. “ It’s lonely here without you. ”

37. “ Shut up and kiss me already. ” ** - Shawn Mendes

38. “ Is that my shirt? ”

39. “ How did we get here? ”

40. “ You own my heart. ”

41. “ You’d be a great dad. ”

42. “ I want to protect you. ”

43. “ You’re so beautiful. ”

44. “ Is that a new perfume? ”

45. “ Stop being so cute. ”

46. “ You’re making me blush! ”

47. “ You’re teasing me again… ”

48. “ This is why I fell in love with you. ”

49. “ Oh, Are you ticklish? ”

50. “ Of course I remembered! ”

51. “ You’re one hell of a guy. ”

52. “ Are you jealous? ”

53. “ Stop hogging all the blankets! ”

54. “ Are you drunk? ”

55. “ We cant go in there… ”

56. “ Well this is just great. ”

57. “ Don’t touch me. ”

58. “ Not sure if you could tell, but I’m not exactly a people person. ”

59. “ I don��t remember that! ”

60. “ Get that thing away from me! ”

61. “ You owe me. ”

62. “ Do you believe in ghosts? ”

63. “ Are you hitting on me? ”

64. “ You did what?! ”

65. “ Why are you bleeding? ”

66. “ Where did all these puppies come from?”

67. “ Don’t make me come over there myself! ”

68. “ That wasn’t funny. ”

69. “ Are you mad at me? ”

70. “ Can I borrow that book of yours?”

71. “ Let me help you with that. ”

72. “ Take that back! ”

73. “ I brought you your coffee. ”

74. “ Don’t fuck this up. ”

75. “ I haven’t slept in four days… ” ~ Shawn Mendes

76. “ Your turn to do the dishes. ”

77. “ Was I really that drunk? ”

78. “Give me back my phone! ”

79. “ Are you cold? ”

80. “ This place gives me the creeps. "

81. “ It’s just your imagination. ”

82. “ Stop being such a baby. ”

83. “ Go back to bed. ”

84. “ Are you okay? ”

85. “ What on earth are you wearing? ”

86. “ Stop texting me weird stuff so late at night. ”

87. “ Put me down! ”

88. “ There’s only one bed… ” ~ Shawn Mendes

89. “ It isn’t what it looks like! Okay.. Maybe it is… ”

90. “ How did I loose it? ”

91. “ I read your diary. ” ** - Shawn Mendes

92. “Just remember if we get caught, you’re deaf and I don’t speak English.” ~ Shawn Mendes

93. “I love you. You enormously stubborn pain in the ass.” ~ Shawn Mendes

94. “And you wonder why you’re still single.” ~ Shawn Mendes

95. “That’s a little melodramatic, don’t you think?”

96. “Were you dropped on your head?”

97. “Sorry. I don’t speak skank.”

98. “If I survive, can I go home?”

99. “My middle finger salutes you.”

100. “I don’t think I could ever stab someone. I mean, let’s be honest. I can barely get the straw in the Capri Sun.”

101. “I don’t have enough middle fingers to let you know how I feel.”

102. “Oh darling. Go buy a brain.”

103. “Somebody’s cranky.” “Somebody needs to shut up.” ~ Shawn Mendes

104. “Excuse me. I have to go make a scene.”

105. “What did I tell you about calling her/him the devil?” “That it’s offensive to the devil?”

106. “I heard that!” “You were supposed to!”

107. “I need therapy after this.”

108. “You didn’t get in trouble for lying. You got in trouble for lying badly.”

109. “I turned out liking you a lot more that I originally planned.”

110. “If history repeats itself, I am so getting a dinosaur.”

111. “I’m afraid I’ve been thinking…” “A dangerous pastime.”

112. “I’d explain it to you, but you’re brain would explode.”

113. “Sarcasm is the body’s natural reaction to stupidity.”

114. “Don’t look in her eyes, she might steal your soul.”

115. “She’s hot, but she’s evil.”

116. “Do I regret it? Yes. Would I do it again? Probably.”

117. “I already know that I’m going to hell. At this point it’s really go big or go home.”

118. “You’re going to burn in a very special level of hell. A level they reserve for child molesters, animal abusers and people who talk at the theater.”

119. “I’m not a damsel in distress. I’m a damsel doing damage.”

120. “So stick that in your juice box and suck it.”

121. “A little gasoline… blowtorch… no problem.”

122. “Good, bad, I’m the one with the gun.”

123. “I know you can’t kill anybody, ‘cause I can’t kill anybody.”

124. “You’re insane, but you might also be brilliant.”

125. “Why does everyone assume the worst of me.” “It saves time.”

126. “I like you. You’re different.”

127. “Wow, somebody needs a Happy Meal.”

128. “I didn’t do it!” “Then why are you laughing?” “Because whoever did it is a freaking genius.”

129. “Idiots. I’m surrounded by idiots.”

130. “Well behaved woman rarely make history.”

131. “The universe may not always play fair, but at least it’s got a hell of a sense of humor.”

132. “You haven’t even seen my bad side yet.”

133. “How’s life treating you?” “Like I ran over it’s dog.”

134. “Rule number one: don’t bother sucking up. I already hate you, that’s not going to change.”

135. “You make no sense to me.” “Welcome to my life.”

136. “Damn, you’re strong for a little thing.”

137. “I made a new friend today.” “Real or imaginary?” “Imaginary.”

138. “Where have you been all my life?” “Hiding from you.”

139. “Do us a favor… I know it’s difficult for you… but please, stay here, and try no to do anything…stupid.”

140. “I know most people don’t like me; I don’t care, I don’t like most people.”

141. “I didn’t steal it. I permanently borrowed it.”

142. “If you pull out my earphones, I will pull out your lungs.”

143. “Are you crying?" "No, I’m impersonating a fountain.”

144. “You’re kinda anti-social, you know that?”

145. “My advice is much more subtle. Stop being an ass.”

146. “I’m just gonna pack up and go straight to hell now.”

147. “My ex? Yeah, I’d still hit that. Except this time it would be with a car or baseball bat.”

148. “And just like everything else we do around here, it’s about to get weirder.”

149. “Such big evil in such a little thing.”

150. “Why do I still like you, knowing you’re a total asshole?”

151. “And hello to you too… little home wrecker.”

152. “I don’t need anger management. I need people to stop pissing me off.”

153. “What doesn’t kill me might make me kill you.”

154. “In another life, I think I was in a mental institution.”

155. “I’m not crazy. I’m just interesting.”

156. “This is fun.” “Seriously, we’re trying to hide a body.”

157. “ She’s not yours. “

158. “ There is no us, there never was. “

159. “ Why didn’t you tell me? “

160. “ If lies keep spewing from those lips then i’ m walking out that door. “

161. “ Are you ever going to listen? “

162. “ Don’t leave me. Don’t you dare leave me. “

163. “ Shhh. I know. “ ~ Tom Holland

164. “ Tell me a story. “

165. “ Leave. Before we wake up regretting what we’ve done. “

166. “ All he ever did was use you. Why can’t you see that? “

167. “ Alcohol’s the only constant in my life. “

168. “ I was doing fine. Really, and then you waltz back in like you didn’t break my heart. “

169. “ You’re married!! “

170. “ He’s a fuck-boy and he’s never going to treat you better than this. “

171. “ H-how long? “

172. “ You still wear my hoodie? “

173. “ I’m too sober for this bullshit. “

174. “ How did you imagine our future together? “

175. “ That was supposed to be me, not him. “ ~ Dylan O’Brien

176. “ I didn’t have a choice. “

177. “ Compromise. "

178. “ His finger was right on the trigger but he wasn’t fast enough. “

179. “ Leave him and marry me. “

180. “ It’s okay if you have to go. “

181. “ Always and forever. “

182. “ You always cared more about her than you ever did about me. “

183. “ You had a kid and decided to walk out. You don’t get to call the shots round here. “ ~ Shawn Mendes

184. “ I fell for you. “

185. “ Daddy, how did you and mommy fall in love? “

186. “ I‘m never going to be good enough for you, am i? “

187. “ He already boarded the plane. We’re too late. “

188. “ That look in his eyes. That was enough to tell me he didn’t feel the same anymore. “

189. “ Who the hell abandons someone they ‘love’? “

190. “ The moment you saw me as a bet was the moment you fucked up. “

191. “ Meet me upstairs in 10. “

192. “ One more chance. “

193. “ It doesn’t have to be that way. Come with me. “

194. “ I don’t love you. “

195. “ You were my everything. “

196. “ You’re never seeing either of us again. “

197. “ Trust you? You don’t know the meaning of the word. “

198. “ You made me feel loved and wanted and for that, I’ll always love you.”

199. “ She’s lost without you. “ ~ Shawn Mendes

200. “ Don’t you get it? I’m in love with you and it scares the hell out of me. “ ~ Tom Holland

201. “ I want to be alone. “

202. “ D-did i ever tell you how beautiful your eyes are? “

203. “ Step out that door and i swear we’re done. “

204. “ What right did you have keeping it from me? “

205. “ Running seems to be all you’re good at. “

206. “ What the fuck is it that’s so funny? “

207. “ She always burned so brightly. “

208. “ We aren’t even in the same book, let alone the same page. “

209. “ I don’t want to live in a world where I’m not with you. “

210. “ Your hair still looks so good. “

211. “ You say this is what you want but your eyes are telling me a different story.“

212. “ Murder was apart of the agenda for today. “

213. “ What if i just break his nose a lil’? “

214. “ Hurry up, before we regret it. "

215. “Didn’t you read the sign?"

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