#i would've liked it if you stopped giving your hoodie to every girl who claimed she was cold

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does anyone really ever get over their 8th grade crush?

#k**** if you're reading this know that for about a year(?) i was in love with you #i still can't believe you went out with a***** #she did not care about you #at least not in the way you wanted her to #she dated you and she ditched you for a single date with a*** for the 8th grade formal #honestly dude #not to brag or anything #i would've treated you better #this is pathetic #every time i think about this i want to get black out drunk #you know what imma keep going #fuck it #none of you know me #k**** if you dated me i definitely wouldn't of made fun of the little complex you had about your brother #and your height looked cute on you #cute like you were still growing into yourself #and i liked that you had a giant ass pencil pouch that carried everything known to man #i would've liked it if you stopped giving your hoodie to every girl who claimed she was cold #also k**** you stupid boy #did you think i sat at the only boys table cause i was friends w/ all of them? i liked you you fucking idiot. i didn't even have a proper #seat. i sat on a stool next to you you fucking idiot. i stopped hanging out w my friends as often so i could see you more #it's not like you would've noticed anyway. too busy crushing on a girl who never really liked you back. #it's so stupid but they went to watch a movie together and the movie's villain had my name and i was friends w a***** so she told me bout #their date and i remember going home and crying my eyes out. cause really? i was the villain in their movie? #whatever it's been like 4 years