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virginalbehemoth · 13 minutes ago
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my mom is genuinely so irritating i wish she would get therapy or some form of help or SOMETHING but no she’s just unstable and we all have to deal with it
#personal#like#like when i was younger and even now she like desctibes the emotional abuse she faced from her mom all the time#whenever she and my dad would fight she would tell me they were divorcing and rant to me about their problems (which i asked for but also i#was a kid she shouldnt have TOLD me) and she’d like use me snd my brother to manipulate my dad into taking her side#and nowadays she does this thing where she cant be happy if we arent doing something together#like if we’re at a store and she wants to buy something but i dont want anything then she puts her shit back and leaves without getting anyt#hing. or today we went out to skate and we found this cool flat land that would be perfect for her but i told her i personally didnt want to#skate because i wasnt in the mood like id rather walk or something so she refused to skate and wrnt back to the car and was like ‘’if i skat#e ill be a burden on you’’ and then she made an excuse up about being scared to skate in front of people or some shit#which is TOTAL BULLSHIT because she skates around people all the fucking time and films herself skating and posts it online and tells me sto#ries about people she talked to while skating#and when this type of stuff happens i have to like comfort her#shes my mom!! what the hell!!!#before my mom got pregnant with me she had an eating disorder and she never fully recovered so shes still weird w her body and shit#she used to call herself fat meanwhile i weighed like 20 pounds more than her#she used to have breakdowns while getting dressed and id have to pick her outfits out for her to make her feel bettwr#theres more stuff anyways. be fucking normal im begging you be fucking normal#god when she used me in fights against my dad we both knew it made me uncomfortable and my dad (for all his faults) would NEVER talk shit#about my mom or use me against her when they were fighting#and once while she was using me my dad found out and he got pissed and i told her like ive been fucking SAYING THIS WAS GOING TO HAPPEN so#she doesnt do that anymore
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prophet-9 · 2 hours ago
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"adult language is not allowed on mask products"
...alright, that's actually an interesting quicksave someone put more than 5 seconds of thought into; interesting, although not the... variant we're currently testing, I'm afraid. may have to try getting past that one later
anyway, if anyone is curious, I spent the last hour or so doing this. If you look at tags/titles on two of them, I was obviously trying to get around a rule despite the actual content being in violation, and with the other 4 I'm attempting to attract attention to content that's well within parameters but shares the same name as said popular IP.
So far, all designs are still up and I ordered at least a sticker of everything but the big Laufeyjarson one FOR SCIENCE (something something myself to myself but also I was curious to see if I could get away with making a profit out of any of this in theory; I say in theory because if anyone else weirdly feels moved to get something during this test; it's going to mutual aid or back to you if I know you, altho considering the cut RB gets out of this no matter what... "science" is probably only worth it once unless you really want a memento of me (us?) fucking around. I mean I clearly used MemeGenerator for a few of those).
Anyway, while I don't want to draw any conclusions at this stage in the game, it is interesting to me that the actual myth ones (which I tagged very obviously) did blink in and out of existence for a while on the main page whereas both of the ones where I'm quite obviously playing the keyword/tag system did not. We'll see how this plays out, I just have... experience and a feeling about how this is going down, and it probably involves RB just going "WELP FLAG THE NAME OUR JOB HERE IS DONE" as happened last summer and... probably a million times before and actually it's probably happening right now, but I suppose whatever results if any occur (as they may actually be trying to have humans review shit now that there's an uproar), I'll have this stuck on one of my vinyl cases
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disclaimer for nuance: I don't like the owners of that version any more than you do (probably less); I'm just suggesting you be angry with more people, actually
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femmebugz · 6 hours ago
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i want to be genuinely fucking hot. like, he begs me to fuck him hot. he sees me in the dress i got and pushes me against the wall hot. he has never initiated sex, but what if he did? if i lost weight, got dolled up. he'd cancel plans for me. he'd stay home to be with me. he'd forget about everybody else he's been into. he'd tell *me* I had an "otherworldly beauty", he'd tell /me/ I'm the hottest person he's ever seen. he would show me off, take pictures of us together, ask me to hold still so he could remember what i look like. he would kiss my neck without complaining, he would leave the light on when I got undressed.
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ridiasfangirlings · 7 hours ago
Inspired by the recent ask , can we have something about burden of killing a king on Fushimi in more details ? ( the one where he kills mikoto )
Continuing with this ask, I think Fushimi would just continue to be a mess about this one for a while. As far as the burden of the physical action he's mostly fine, both arms intact and since he's not a King himself there's no worry about a second Damocles Down like what happened with Munakata either. I do like to think that there would be some physical consequences though, especially since technically the King power is such that it should be able to turn back something as simple as a sword thrust even if the King himself was willing to be stabbed. Maybe Fushimi just ends up with a lot of physical scars from what happened (I went with this idea in that one fic I wrote where Fushimi had to kill Munakata, the idea that he has scars all over his arms afterward) and of course Fushimi being Fushimi he is constantly picking at each and every one of them, not allowing them to close or to heal because he figures this is the sort of thing he deserves, more scars that don't fade.
Obviously this would affect his mental state a lot too and I imagine Munakata in particular trying to do what he can to ease that burden, still feeling the sting of his own failure in that sense because he had to let his own clansman do the duty that should have fallen on him. Fushimi likely wouldn't be very open to Munakata's efforts though, I think he would just be very focused on taking all the blame for Suoh Mikoto's death even as he tries to convince himself that this is what he wanted, that he hated Mikoto anyway and that this was almost a good thing for him that he actually got to kill that guy. Really though I could see Fushimi just having nightmares about the whole thing, recalling again and again what it was like having to be the one who ran Mikoto through, and basically doing his level best to deal by refusing to let himself actually deal with any of the emotions that keep threatening to overwhelm him because that's how Fushimi basically handles anything that requires him to confront his own feelings.
From an outside standpoint it would be interesting to see how Fushimi's viewed too in that sense, like obviously characters like Yata, Kusanagi and Anna are going to have more complicated feelings about this but I wonder if Fushimi would even find himself targeted by the Homra rank and file afterward for being 'the man who killed Mikoto-san.' On the jungle end he probably would be worth even more points and when he later joins them Sukuna is quick to point out to Hisui that this is the guy who killed a King and can they really trust him. Fushimi just leans into that again though, grinning and saying that's right, he did kill a King, and Sukuna's even more distrustful towards him – especially knowing that Fushimi was once in Homra, like now not only has he betrayed two Kings but he's killed one too. Hisui would probably be more chill about it though, like if Fushimi wants to try and kill him he's welcome to try, that's part of the game too after all. (And then imagine at the end of ROK when Anna's summoning all her power it's Fushimi who sees that vision of Mikoto, smiling at him and telling him he's fine just the way he is, and Fushimi just looks away and mutters that he won't apologize for it, and Mikoto's not forgiven for it either).
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thatweirdtvhead · a day ago
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Look I love Moreau as much as the next person in this hellhole but this?
This is actually terrifying. it doesn't help my fear of depths at all, I dread the mere thought of finding myself in a deep ocean-
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Look at how fucking small Ethan is😬
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mcdannowave · a day ago
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#h50 1x02#scott caan#hawaii five 0#precious golden cupcake#handsome man#danny williams#gigantamax gif#my oh my..Scott is really blessed on that department (and on some others too.but let's focus here people 😤)#I'm gonna ahead and say here that Steve likes it..He /loves/ it...He worships it whenever he can#and.quickly leaving the PG13 talk for a sec(while avoiding trigger words so Tumblr doesn't shadow/ban me):#on their shenanigans on bed.you can bet that Steve gets excited to go all around /those/. It's a piece of art#(like the muscles of that smol hairy blond god)#and also.I can see how those adventures of them can make Danny's life harder.but in different ways xD#''Danny.This is a gym.We go here every week.Why u waiting to take a shower?''#Danny.speaking very low to a sweaty Steve after they got their workout session at their regular gym:#''That's bc of you.You putz.i have..bite marks right there on my a/ss!!''...''Oh''....''Yeah.'oh'.And now i gotta wait''#Steve tried so hard but he couldn't.The SmirkTM showed on his face.proudly.''This is funny to you?U're a Neanderthal''#''And you freaking /love/ it''Steve whispered in a teasing tone.Giving time for a quick smooch on Danny's cheek bf going to the showers#When things like that would happen + Steven's teasing (like Danny inability to sit 'straight' during some mornings at work)#Danny would make sure that the SEAL would get his share too.Bc Danny knew what he looked like underneath those cargos#So he would take his part of the deal that was their relationship (which didn't stop when they got married.Teasing until the end xD)#headcanon tags#mine#loiro lindo demais
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yikesola · a day ago
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It is my professional goal to write something so good à la zelda fitzgerald’s “I wish I could write a beautiful book to break those hearts that are soon to cease to exist: a book of faith and small neat worlds and of people who live by the philosophies of popular songs” and garner enough of a following that my spiritual uncles the Green brothers ask me to be involved with the p4a and I can offer copies of my secret horrific heterosexual fanfiction.net work as donation perks— like I went and made sure I had them saved on a Google doc somewhere because of the ever-present threat that the website will obliterate as so many have before it, and just the quick glances I took at what I had written ,, 🙅🏻‍♀️ only for the sake of charity could eyes other than mine take that in alskdks
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vale-vents · 2 days ago
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Woke up from a nightmare and just started dissociating
#olease can everything just stop im so fucking dtressed please#im dosfuded and oberrehelmed snd i font understanc snythinh i dong know ehat to so#im tored of wveryone having control pver my life#and im tired of constantly feeling ride and like a bursen#she keeps asking when im eanting to leave and what im taking and i dont know and its makong her stressed#not a songle rational thought in this brain#god i hate having some of the same interests as then its makes me feel shitty for liking it and that its bad to like them#i shouldnt be in pain but i am and its a lot and its so frustrating#javing a hard tome trying to clean and pack it feels like it would be easier to do it in a rudh sp i dontn have to think qbout it#or matbe just have someone there or helping me so it doesnt feel as overwhelming#im tempted to stoll let everyone else have control until im safer and am able to olan things put and be more coherent#like let my mom have what she wqnts and im able to keep more atuff and stoll be in contact and everuthing#and not have to do everuthingg roght now even thoigh i dont really care aboit the stiff#god i wish i fucking knew how to communicate#i shouldnt have done it but i just wanted him to stop#im javing to do everuthing differently to be abld to do stuff#like i know its not my failt itd jusy a lottlr frudtating#i cant keep doung this not right now at leasy ots all too fucking mich#i kust want to scream anx cry but i vang#everything hust feel bad wrong and pff#hey i got to eat some fucking takis itd hard but heu theyre so goid
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aloeoats · 3 days ago
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i’m gonna vent for a moment, please don’t read it.
#fuck#you’re so pathetic you know#you don’t even wanna be around yourself that much why would anyone else#i can’t remember how to turn off my feelings i hate this i don’t want them anymore please#I hate the physical pain of rsd. it’s like someone reaching into your chest and just squeezing#stopitstopit#you’re such a goddamn loser you can’t even handle feelings? what sort of loser can’t even handle having feelings#pathetic. disgusting. annoying. clingy. ignorant. stupid. freak. got to love bringing these back. they were right anyways#no because he was right. why would anyone even like you. people don’t even really wanna be friends with you#there’s obviously something wrong with you#so what is it dumbass. what’s wrong with you. just function normally#it’s not meant to be this hard. just do it#fuck. and you ate today? why. why would you do tha.#you know you didn’t earn that. you’ve done nothing to earn that food#you’ve done nothing to earn feeling comfortable#what do you honestly think your appeal is? you’re not attractive. you’re not smart or charismatic.#you’re not even good at the one thing you should be good at#you know there’s only one reason these people like you. just accept it. in a few years it’ll be gone#so who cares if you leave now or in a few years. you’re gone either way#are bad days even bad days when it’s been months#is it even a bad day anymore or am i just fucked.#you’re so pathetic. do you need attention that bad#why can’t you function without it huh? what’s wrong with you.#stop it. just be normal.#i’m sorry
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debushit · 3 days ago
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so i’m trying out the name piper and i changed my twitch username, and there’s this streamer i watch almost daily that has like 300 views so he always says hi, so i’ve been listening to “hey piper, how is it going” so often and it feels right, which sucks because i don’t think that’s a name i can use irl :/
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janefonda · 3 days ago
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have had a very big realisation about my life today i love life
#basically my biggest stress is i hate living in my town now and want to move#but my family have basically left me with our rundown house that needs thousands of serious repairs#and ive spent months stressing about how i couldnt ever fix it all myself and sell it so i will never get to leave#but today i realised i dont really have to fix it all?#like i would feel bad leaving my mum w this bad empty house to deal w but... its in her name and it is her house?#im 24 and not really equipped for the huge task of fixing and renovating a whole house and garden#lso i could just move and leave it for my mum and brother to repair and sell#i would help them w the costs obvi since i wouldnt want them to have to pay it all themselves since i earn the most money in the family#but ive spent 6 months stressed and crying all the time about my house falling apart and how bad i want out of here#and idk i just had this realisation today that i dont actually have to#my mum always said if i didnt live here she would sell so i could literally just go#im gonna redecorate the bits that i can to make living here less miserable for me lmao#and like jobs in my field dont come up often esp in the dream sector i want to go into#i qualified 2 years ago and only 2 jobs have ever come up in that field!#and one of them was recent and it was so perfect for me but i couldnt even apply because the house wasnt repaired#but i could just go#much to think about#i dont want my mum to deal w this alone either but like i have cousins who need places to live so if i left my mum could get them to stay#here while its being repaired and prepared for selling#she always said if she sold it she would split the money between me my brother and her#so i wouldnt mind putting in money for it but i dont understand why i have to stay here miserable until its done when i could just go#my job contract ends in march so i wanna spend like jan-march next year looking for new work#and then i can spend this year just making the improvements i can and improving my life any way i can#i really do just vent on this site agdjdghs sorry to who reads this#tumblr is just my journal essentially#this sounds like im planning on running away agdhsgs im not and it will still ve ages but i just dont want to put it off years
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kanohivolitakk · 3 days ago
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Working on a potential G3 concept an I’m cackling how the backstory I come up with is inspired from the backstory lore of FE3H, with the whole two advanced civilizaitons (one not native to the world) fighting each other, one forced to retreat/be imprisoned in another location and the other ending up nearly extinct, with only the “great protector” (read Mata Nui/Ekimu equivalent)surviving and being put into coma/near death statis
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smileposting · 4 days ago
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trying to talk to other s4m fans about what a fascinating little bundle of deep seated psychological issues boris habit is even with s4m being as short as it was is such a pain in the ass bc if people aren’t going “uwu my poor lil meow meow” and infantilizing him to hell and back they’re acting like they’re The Smartest Most Specialest Person On Earth for recognizing/portraying him as a person who does shitty things.
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wekillitwithfire · 4 days ago
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you ever wake up in one of those I NEED TO GET OUT OF HERE. RIGHT NOW. moods? sometimes you wake up and you’re like FUCK. I NEED TO LEAVE THE COUNTRY.
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