I went to the cinema today to try and forget about him for a little while, and all I could think about was how fucking badly I wanted to be at the cinema with him, with my head resting on his shoulder and his arm around mine, occasionally giving him cute pecks on his cheek. And I got even more depressed because I know he doesn't want that. He doesn't want the cute pecks, or the random laughs. He doesn't want all this love in my chest, and I don't know what to do with it.
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Wait ok so George said “this is for people on the edge and you aren’t on the edge” does he mean he isn’t close to falling in love because he already IS or because George thinks he ISN’T
I’m so confused are they not aware they are in some type of love? Did they JUST figure this out?
Why was he so QUIET?
If you haven’t realized I’m freaking out... I’m not calm cool nor collected I’m just confused I have more questions that I know I’ll never get the answers to
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also, the thought of being a part time student has been making appearances in my head lately.
like I would obviously graduate late (it’s already likely with even me being full time) but I’m gonna get my bachelor's degree, if it takes me longer, okay, but I’m not going into all this debt without getting this damn degree.
but a lot of where these thoughts are coming from is me putting my mental health first because this past semester I realized that I no longer can ignore my mental health like I have been my entire life because my quality of life is absolute shit and its fucking exhausting.
idk that’s just what I’ve been thinking about lately and I just needed to say it because the fact that my education is no longer my absolute number 1 priority is pretty fucking big for me because its been that way my whole life
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