#i wish i had my gun and it would all be over.in one shot

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#him telling me that makes me feel like more of a loser and a nobody more than ever #i tried to talk to them but all i got was if you aren't serious about killing yourself then dont talk to me about your depression comin back #like fuck i just wanted to express myself and thats what i got as a response #this is why i never told my friends anything #man i should have never diminished myself like that... #now hes belittling me telling me to do it #oh.my.god #i wNt toso bsd now #but nothinf im my room can hold me to hang.myself #i wish i had my gun and it would all be over.in one shot #i wouldn't have to worru about if the knot can hold me #oh my god my heart if pounding rnrl de