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#i will never stop saying that a 12 year old is not ready for any relationship let alone the one he will be in for the rest of his life
axelsagewrites · 4 months
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Heyyy! Ok so hear me out..can I request a Modern AU! Aegon x Fem! OC fic. The OC is neighbors with Aegon, Helena, Aemond, and Daeron. She’s always had a bit of a crush on Aegon but he’s always too busy drinking, smoking, having sex ( the OC’s and Aegon’s windows are directly across so the OC can see everything going on in Aegons room and even sees him fucking a girl), etc. to notice. So, the OC gravitates towards Helena and becomes Helena’s best friend. There’s also one rule the OC can never date or have sexual relations with any of Helena’s brothers. Years later (cut to Tom Glynn-Carney’s Aegon), the OC and Helena are still best friends but the OC goes to a frat party and sees Aegon, obviously oblivious to her because he sees her as his little sisters weird friend/neighbor but he accidentally OD’s. The OC manages to save him by rushing to him and getting him to a hospital. Aegon wakes up and is majorly thankful. Aegon and the OC start to become friends and then very quickly secretly date. Things get out of hand and the OC gets pregnant, and she has to tell Aegon. Aegon starts freaking out not wanting the responsibility and basically tells her to literally get rid of it. Helena finds out about the pregnancy and starts freaking out and gets super mad at the OC and leaves her. The OC tells Alicent but Alicent is way more forgiving and is shoot to have her first grandchild, and tells the OC that she is always welcome to stay if she wants. The OC feels abandoned and scared, etc. That’s all I have for this idea, it sort of just poured right out of my head lol. If you think of an ending or anything extra for the story please feel free add it, I sort of lost momentum of inspiration behind the idea towards the end ( ass you can see lol).
Aegon Targaryen*Neighbour
Pairing: modern!aegon x f!reader
Word count: 2785
Warnings: sad aegon, drunk aegon, high aegon, substance abuse, addiction, over dose, hospitals, flirty aegon, mentions of sex, mentions of pregnancy, fighting parents (nothing graphic or descriptive), one bed trope, angst
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Your stomach tied itself in knots as your parents’ car stopped behind the moving truck. “Ready to see our new home?” your mum asked but your six-year-old legs were already flinging you out of the car to run up to your new front porch.
“Its huge!” You yelled as you barrelled up to the front door, your dad not far behind with keys in hand so you could run inside to go place dibs on your room.
“I pick the back room!” you called as you ran back down the stairs however your mouth quickly tightened closed when you saw the woman in the doorway. You made your way behind your dad’s leg as he laughed, placing his hand on your head.
“This is our neighbour Alicent sweetheart,”
“Hiya, its nice to meet you,” she smiled before glancing behind her and sighing, “Come inside Aegon. Show our new neighbours what we brought,” You grabbed onto your father tighter however your grip relaxed as the nine-year-old blonde boy walked in with a plate of cookies. “Why don’t you give them to the girl?”
Aegon outstretched the plate to you, and you gladly accepted the wrapped-up treats, “Thank you,” you grinned a toothy smile at the older boy who looked like he was itching to get back to the ball he’d been forced to leave behind to come say hello.
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Aegon was your first crush however as you grew up you realised how wrong that was. When you were 12 and he 15 you became a little bit obsessed with him however you also experienced your first heart break. Your window was directly opposite from Aegon’s and one night while doing homework you looked up to see him kissing another girl. Sure, you were 12 and he barely knew you apart from you being his little sister’s best friend however you were heart broken still.
It didn’t help that the older you got the dumber he seemed to get. You were privy to all his dirty little secrets because he never remembered to close his blinds when him and his friends all shared three beers or when they passed around their first joint. It got a bit better when he went to college however the summer, he came back you had to race to close your blinds nearly every night when he’d bring a girl over.
By 18 you were completely over your crush and desperate to go to college and get away from Aegon. However, the summer before your first and Aegon’s last year of college you spent a lot of time with Heleana at her house.
Alicent had finally convinced Viserys to add a pool in during the spring and it was nice and ready the day summer break rolled around. In preparation you and Heleana had went swimsuit shopping and had even picked up pool games to play with Daeron who was now 7.
Aemond, who was 19, returned the day before Aegon and greeted you with a warm hug and an offer to fetch you a shirt, “That thing barely covers you,” he rolled his eyes as all four of you tested out the pool.
“Perv much?” you joked as you relaxed into the water as Heleana cannonballed in for the seventh time.
“Stay back Aem,” Heleana said as she swam to your side, flinging her arm over your shoulder, “She’s mine,”
You laughed at her joke, even playing into it as you always did, but Aemond scoff, “Don’t worry about me. Its Aegon your gonna have to worry about,”
“Yeah right,” you scoffed back, “he barely knows I exist,”
Heleana rolled her eyes at both of you, “Yeah right. Besides I already told her that if she gets with either of you, I will murder you both,”
You laughed at her, but Aemond decided to swim up to your side to annoy her more, “But what if she’s my one true love?” he dramatically swooned back but you decided to take it a step further and push him back into the water. Aemond came floundering back to the surface with a scowl as you both cackled, “I take it back. You can keep her,”
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However, what you didn’t realise was Aegon decided to come home a day early and as you and Aemond were sat at the side of the pool, exhausted and wet, watching Daeron to make sure he didn’t drown Aegon was watching you through the kitchen window.
“Holy fuck,” he murmured when he saw you in your bikini, something he didn’t think you even owned. Then again, he also didn’t know that you had a figure apparently cause right now all he could think was oh damn and to make a mental note to burn all your sweatshirts.
However, Heleana had just decided to go to the kitchen for juice when she saw her brothers’ stares. “Oh, hell no,” she snapped, swatting at her brother’s shoulder.
“Hey! The fuck?”
“You are not fucking my friend- “
“I wasn’t going to- “
“Uhuh, keep it that way,” she scowled as she grabbed the jug of juice Alicent had prepared for you all, “I swear to god Aegon if you even try anything I will kill you. kill you dead.”
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That summer was a newfound torture for Aegon. Seeing you at his house near every day in a bathing suit was a sick twisted punishment from god. Especially since even when you weren’t there you were lounging in your room in a tank top and shorts with the window cracked open. In a way it was payback it was just a shame you never caught his stares.
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When college rolled around, he thought he was saved but that was until he saw you around campus. Yep, just both of your luck. While you did your best to look the other way anytime you saw him the longer, he saw you around campus the harder it was for him not to stare. Glow up didn’t even describe the change you had. He was mesmerised. So, in typical Aegon fashion he decided to dive into a bottle blondes’ bed and close his eyes pretending it was you on their knees in front of him.
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One night you decided to kick back and relax. you had just handed in your last assignment before winter break and thought your first frat party would be a great way to celebrate. You and Sansa, your roommate, got all dolled up and headed to her older brother’s frat, Sansa figured it meant at least this way you knew you were both safe since Robb would be there.
The music was already blaring, the drinks flowing like waterfalls, and the dancing was questionable at best. You and Sansa had met up with a couple friends and were half dancing half talking when you felt a strong arm sling its way over your shoulder, “Look who it is!” Aegon slurred in your ear. “My favourite little neighbour,” he said, his drunken hand moving to squish your cheeks.
You pushed him off of you as you turned round while your friends shared a concerned look. Youd never told them you knew the best tight end of the football team after all. “Hey Aegon. You all good?” you asked, eyes squinting when you saw how bloodshot his were.
“Yeah totally,” he said, his eyes searching the room at a million miles an hour, “Hey I was thinking you should- “he started to say, putting his arm around your shoulder again when Robb came over, “Hey man!” he said, leaving your side to bear hug Robb.
“Hey buddy,” Robb said as he pushed Aegon to arms distance, “You are doing, okay?”
“Never better,” Aegon said, his body now swaying. Robb pulled him in, whispering something in his ear with a stern face before helping him to walk towards the stairs.
Sansa looked to you with a disgusted face, “What a riot,” she said, all the girls agreeing with her, “Can’t believe you need to deal with him,”
“Yeah. He’s a good guy though. Deep down I think,” you said, remembering all the time Heleana told you about their parents screaming matches where Aegon would take them into the basement to have a movie night. Or how his father locked him outside after he failed an exam. Hell, you’d seen the sleeping around and drinking get worse ever since Viserys had died five years ago.
Your friends laughing snapped you out of your thoughts. “Ill be back guys,” you said, heading to the stairs to try find him.
As you searched the corridors you knocked on each door and received a “occupied,” called back at you. that was till you got to this door. you knocked but no one replied. Something didn’t feel right though so you knocked again, “Aegon?” you called but there was no response. Something inside you wouldn’t let you leave so you took a deep breath and tried the door handle.
The door slowly crept open, and you felt your skin flush cold, “Aegon!”
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You weren’t sure why you got in the back of the ambulance or why you stayed at the hospital while the doctors took him back, but you almost cried in relief when they said you could see him. He looked as white as a ghost, his lips dried and cracked, dark red rings around his eyes, as he laid in the hospital bed.
“Aegon?” you whispered, half wondering if he was dead since he defiantly did not look alive.
“Where am I?” he murmured, his eyes struggling to open, “What happened?”
“Careful,” you said, moving to stop him from sitting up. Aegon’s eyes finally opened, and he stared up at you in shock as you sat on the side of his hospital bed, “You’re in the hospital. You had an overdose,” you told him, figuring it was best to tell him sooner than later.
A million thoughts looked like they were buzzing behind his eyes, but he only asked one thing, “Did they call my mom?”
-
Aegon begged you not to tell his family. apparently, he’d deliberately changed his emergency contact to his father’s number when he fell into a coma so that no one would ever receive a call. This of course made you press on how many times things like this happened and you never seen him look so ashamed.
“Let me help you,” you begged, “We can get you into therapy and- “
“I don’t need it- “
“Damn it Aegon!” you snapped, “You’re lying in a hospital bed with tubes coming out of you and you don’t think there’s a fucking problem?” his head dropped, his eyes welling with tears, and you felt your heart drop. You sighed, your own tears building, “I’m sorry Aegon I just-I just worry about you. I want you to be happy and healthy and just- I want you to get better,” you said, reaching for his hand.
Aegon took yours, squeezing it gently but you knew it took way more strength than you could imagine, “Thank you,” he whispered, his voice hoarse and threatening to break, “for coming to find me. If I was you, I wouldn’t have,”
“It’s a good thing you’re not me then,” you joked, and you saw a tiny smile crack onto his lips, “but the only way I won’t tell your family is if you do something about it. otherwise, you’re gonna leave me no choice,”
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Aegon took your words to heart and with a little push from you and help from the hospital he had a therapist within a couple of weeks. Turns out when he’s not out drinking and whoring, he’s actually a pretty chill guy. You began to hang out and even when you went back home for winter break, he kept texting you nonstop. While Heleana found it weird her brother was suddenly so close with you, she was also just relieved to see him sober.
Still, you tried to take a step back, but you found yourself weirdly missing him. You ended up going back to college together in his car to save your parents the trip and took turns driving. The whole way you were both scream singing Taylor swift or giving dramatic renditions of Lana del ray songs. Then you realised the sun was setting.
“There’s a motel 3 miles up. Do you want to just stop? I hate driving at night,” you said and Aegon agreed before turning cruel summer back up to full blast.
You both grabbed a couple things out the car before heading into the classic movie run down looking hotel. The receptionist was halfway through her cigarette and the whole room screamed the 60s with faded orange polka dot walls. “Hey, can we get two rooms?” Aegon asked as he fished out his credit card.
She tapped her long red nails at the ‘cash only’ sign before turning to the computer as you know both pulled out whatever cash you had. “Sorry Hun we only half one room,”
You felt your cheeks tinge as Aegon awkwardly cleared his throat, “Is it a twin?”
“Nope it’s a double,” she said as she peered over her glasses at you both, “Is that gonna be a problem?”
Aegon glanced at you but the idea of driving any further as your eyes were barely staying open made you grab his cash and slam it on the counter, “We’ll make it work,”
-
The room was as nice as you could expect. Though you did make Aegon triple check it for murderers as you guarded the door. “All safe. So…” he said, words trailing off as he looked at the bed.
You sighed as you dumped your stuff on the ground, “So,” you said as you plopped on the bed.
“I could sleep in the car- “
“Just get in the bed Aegon,” you sighed as you pulled off your trainers, “I mean we’ve known each other for years,”
He nodded but paused for another moment before asking once more, “Are you sure? Cause I get if you want me to sleep on the floor,”
You laughed a little at his words as you finally kicked off your shoes. “Its fine. Promise. I trust you,” you began to take off your jumper when you realised, he hadn’t said anything, “You okay?”
“Yeah,” he said as if snapping out of a daze, “Just can’t think of a time someone said that” he said it like a joke, but you could see in his eyes it wasn’t.
As tempting as it was to make a joke to try lightening the mood you just gave him the best smile you could before excusing yourself to the bathroom to get ready for bed. Aegon went in after you and as he was sorting himself out you took off your bra and jeans and slipped under the sheets in just your shirt.
Aegon came back a couple minutes later as you scrolled your phone. Silently he took off his shirt and you did your best not to stare or even look but it was near impossible. Him slipping under the covers however snapped you out your daze when you felt his almost bare, bar his boxers, legs brush against yours.
You glanced over at him and saw his cheeks tinged a bright pink as he cleared his throat, “You tired?” he asked, staring at the ceiling.
You smiled a little at him. After all it had been you acting like that for years without him ever noticing. “A bit. You?” he just hummed in response. You sighed before rolling onto your side facing him, “Aegon?”
“Yeah?” he replied as he turned to face you, his nose accidentally brushing yours in the process. You could feel his breath fanning your face as his eyes bore into yours. up close you could really see the lilac in them.
You weren’t sure who leaned in first, but you felt his soft lips press against yours as his hands trailed up your sides. Your hands found his white, blonde hair, admiring how soft it was as your mouths mixed. You knew your best friend would kill you if she ever found out but suddenly that didn’t feel important.
-
Dating your best friend’s brother in secret at a university across state was wrong. You knew it, Aegon knew it, if Heleana knew about it, she’d scream it, but you couldn’t stop yourself. Suddenly every waking moment was spent with Aegon. Everything was going perfectly bar the little white lie you kept from Heleana.
That was until the two pink lines showed up in the bathroom.
Part two here
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zerogutzz · 8 months
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yeah im going all in
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Bunch of insane lore rambles under the cut LMFAO
During the GOLB invasion, the veil between worlds became it's THINNEST. The world Max came from already had dimensional rift problems, it's the very things she was set out to study along with whatever happened to come out of them.
As we all know, Sadness attracts Madness, never did Max think that a rift would pull her in. A good 12-15 years is where she ended up getting spat back out after GOLB fused with Betty and fucked off.
She was lost for 3 months. Zero human contact. Only dangers and monsters and the occasional talking animal to point her to the human city.
She DOES eventually end up making it, stumbling on to the small ferry and falling flat in to the city. These citizens were humans, yes, but Golb knows that these aren't the same humans she's used to. They're all strange, wear strange clothes, and say strange phrases she only barely understands. You can imagine the wave of astonishment and relief she felt coming up on a giant sign that read "20TH CENTURY MAN IN HIS NATURAL HABITAT"
She's from the 22nd century, but goddamn if it wasn't close enough.
Following the curious crowd, an older gentleman stood in a dollhouse-like enclosure that mimicked that of an old fashioned home, decorated in familiar items and décor. The future-humans took their turns asking very.. Dumb. Questions. Most of the time repeating the same one in different ways. For some reason they're very focused on the different lamps. It was increasingly obvious that the gentleman acting as the 20th century man was just about ready to lose it if another comment was made about how light 'bulbs' are supposed to be pronounced light 'balls.'
"Excuse me." Max spoke up over the crowd. Simon glanced over at her from between his pinched nose bridge, pausing. It looked almost as if his shoulders relaxed. The way Max presented herself was something he hasn't seen in a very, very, very long time. Familiar clothes, cadence, and energy. "Could I talk to you, um, whenever you're done touring your.. Museum." Max asked. She was trying her very best not to make it sound urgent, despite the desperation she felt in her chest. "Oh, no, yes of course." Simon stumbled over his answer, nodding quickly. "We could talk now, if you'd like. It wouldn't hurt to close early."
The other people in group either huffed, rolled their eyes, or wandered off at the suggestion. Simon rubbed at the back of his neck, motioning Max to come inside. "Walls down." There was brief confusion, but it subsided as soon as the walls to the enclosure closed down like garage doors. Simon sighed heavily, turning to the new face in town with a tired smile. "What was it that you wanted to talk about, miss..?"
"Maxine Stronghold." Habit took over, flashing her detective badge and pocketing it in a single motion. That put the man on edge, his smile faltering. "Ah, you're not in trouble. That.. Sorry. Old habit. I was actually just here to ask if you actually were from the 20th century?" He perked back up. "Wha, why, yes. Are you not familiar with- Oh, my goodness I never actually introduced myself." Max's thick brow quirked up at him, his hand extending to her form. "Simon Petrikov. I, ah, used to be the Ice King. Difficult to imagine, I know, but rest assured-"
The increasingly confused look on the woman's face brought him to a stop. "... Sorry, did I say something wrong?"
"No." She answered slowly. "I just .. Um. I don't know where I am. Or how I got here. Or how there are wizards and talking food. I haven't had any genuine human contact in months. I was kind of hoping you'd be able to help me."
A moment of silence befell the two of them. A growing realization creeped on to Simon's face, putting his hand over his mouth and mumbling, "Oh my God." before putting a hand on her shoulder to have her sit down.
"Tell me everything."
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gingiesworld · 6 months
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Family Ties (4/?)
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Natasha Romanoff x Werewolf Fem Reader
Warnings: Angst. Fluff
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18+ MINORS DNI
Nat was nervous from the moment she had stepped in the car with Clint, deciding to use his truck since Tony never had any tech within the electricals. Not wanting to give him any means to stop their search.
"So, Y/N is settling in?" Clint asked as the two drove down the back roads.
"Yeah, she has Wanda, Steve and Vision with her." She told him.
"Why do we have to keep all of this hidden from Tony?" He asked her as she looked at him.
"Tony was the one who wanted her locked up again." She told him. "Saying that she is not to be trusted."
"You have seen what has happened to those agents Nat, those animals had ripped them to shreds." Clint reasoned.
"Y/N has been with us for over a week." Nat told him. "If she was going to turn on any of us, she would have done it already."
"I'm just being realistic, Nat." He told her as they approached the first stop on the search. "We don't know what could happen, even while you aren't there."
"I trust her." She told him firmly.
"You're being naive." He told her as she just moved forward, searching for any sign of the Selene clan. It felt like hours of walking in the woods, finding nothing until they saw a child, only around 12 years old, run away. "Put that away." She told Clint who had his bow ready to fire, before she followed the child. Soon stopping as she stood before a man, who towered over her.
"Who are you?" He boomed as Nat gave a small smile.
"I am Natasha Romanoff. I work with the Avengers." She told them. "We are searching for my friend, Y/N's family."
"Y/N?" The woman who stood beside him whispered.
"Who do you think we are?" He asked her as Nat sighed.
"I was hoping you were Y/N's family." She told them honestly. "We recently rescued her from a Hydra base, she had been there for over a decade and she wants to be reunited with her family."
"What is her family name?" He questioned.
"Her name is Y/N Selene." Nat told them confidently. His eyes softened as he heard her confirm the feeling he had, he felt that his daughter was still alive.
"She's alive. After all of this time." He whispered.
"She is, we can bring you to her." Nat told him as he shook his head no.
"We can't trust you." He told her. "Maybe you could bring her here to us."
"I can do that." She told him as he stepped towards her. "What's that?" She asked as he moved towards her with a bracelet.
"This is the family crest." He told her. "It warms up when it is in the presence of a Selene, because we have to move around a lot, it may help you locate us. It burns hotter when there is more than one of us."
"I don't think that's wise." Clint told Nat who shook her head.
"It's not painful." Aaron told him. "If it were, she would be in pain right now."
"He's right Clint." Nat told him. "It's kind of a pleasant feeling." He just nodded as Nat turned back to Aaron. "We will see you soon sir."
"Thank you." He told her with a smile before Nat and Clint walked the way they had come.
"How can you trust them?" Clint questioned.
"They are just trying to survive Clint. They have hope of seeing Y/N again and I want to make sure that she has her family." She told him. "But you haven't had to see what it is like to leave your family involuntarily, or not know if they are alive or dead." He just looked around, anywhere but her because he knew she had a point. He made sure that no one knew of their existence with the help of Fury, their existence even remained off of the SHIELD database.
"Come on Y/N." Steve begged her. "Just one match."
"No." Y/N told him as she took a break from the punching bag.
"I am a super soldier." He told her as she shook her head.
"Super soldier or not, I am a deadly being and." She started as he gave her an understanding nod. "I just can't lose control. Not here. Not now." She looked at her hands. "They made me do things. Agents who never followed orders, I was the punishment, the wolf me anyway. I would rip them to shreds, from the moment they would attack me and try to leave my cell. I just can't do that. Not any more."
"That's ok Y/N." He told her softly. "We can just stick to training with weights and jogging."
"Yeah." She nodded as he patted her shoulder.
"You're a good kid." He told her as they moved to the kitchen together. "After everything you have been through, you are still compassionate." Y/N nodded before she headed into Nat's room, getting ready to use the shower as Wanda burst in.
"Oh shit." Wanda squealed before she covered her eyes.
"What's up Wanda?" Y/N asked as she turned to Wanda.
"I was just going to ask if you wanted to help me cook dinner for everyone." She asked her shyly. "It's ok if you don't."
"It's not that, it's just I don't know how to cook." She told her honestly. "Being held captive for over a decade stops you from learning basic skills."
"I can teach you." Wanda told her excitedly. "I was going to cook chicken paprikash, it was a dish my mama always cooked when I was little."
"I'll be done soon." Y/N told her. "I can meet you in the kitchen." Wanda nodded with a smile before leaving the room, leaving Y/N to shower before joining her.
"So you're just going to tell Y/N." Clint asked Nat as she drove back to the compound.
"Yes." She told him.
"What if she leaves permanently?" He asked her. "What will you do?"
"I will be fine Clint." She told him. "I barely know her and she will be with her family where she belongs."
"Nat, I know there is more." He told her as she shook her head.
"Just drop it Clint." She snapped. "I know what you're insinuating, and I can't bring myself to be attached to her like that."
"It's ok to love her Nat." He told her. "I can see the way you look at her, how protective you are when you're around her."
"Just leave it." She snarled as he just nodded. She knew he was right but she just couldn't bring herself to think of the feelings she has right. She knows that Y/N wants to be with her family, regardless if it hurts her.
Wanda and Y/N stood side by side as she instructed Y/N on what she needed to do. Vision sat nearby listening to the two laugh together as they cooked.
"So now we just let it simmer." Wanda told her.
"That's it?" Y/N asked as Wanda nodded. "So what do we do now? Watch it?"
"No." Wanda laughed. "We can do whatever or clean up whatever mess we made. But we will have to stir it occasionally so it doesn't stick to the bottom of the pan."
"Ok." Y/N moved to start cleaning as Tony walked into the kitchen, he scoffed as he saw Y/N at the sink.
"You have the mutt cleaning for us now?" He asked Wanda and Vision who soon stood up from his seat.
"I am not a mutt." Y/N murmured as she kept her eyes on the dishes in the sink.
"Sure you're not." He sneered as Wanda moved closer to Y/N.
"Leave now Tony." She told him.
"Wanda." Vision tried to calm Wanda down as she approached Tony.
"Leave now or I will throw you through the wall." She snarled as Tony just laughed.
"Do it, you will just end up in a cell next to her." He smirked as Wanda's eyes started to glow.
"Tony, go home." Steve ordered from behind him. "Go and see Pepper, have a break from the tower."
"Seriously?" He scoffed as he turned to Steve. "You're protecting the mutt?"
"Tony, I suggest you walk out of here before I break your legs myself." Steve told him as Tony just shook his head, mumbling under his breath as he soon disappeared.
Wanda turned to Y/N who was mumbling that she wasn't a mutt, repeating as her eyes were closed.
"It's ok Y/N." Wanda spoke softly. "You're safe Y/N."
"Take her to Nat's room Wanda." Vision told her. "I'll finish dinner." Wanda nodded as Steve and Vision finished with the dinner. Wanda helped Y/N to Nat's room, sitting her on the edge of the bed.
"You're safe Y/N." Wanda told her, taking her hand in hers as she made sure that Y/N knew she wasn't alone.
"I'm not a mutt." She spoke barely above a whisper with tears in her eyes.
"You're not a mutt Y/N." Wanda told her firmly. "You are a strong woman and Tony doesn't have a clue what he's talking about."
"Thank you." Y/N whispered as she wiped her tears. "Do you think that I could stay here if they can't find my family?"
"Of course." Wanda told her. "You will always have a home here, whenever you need it." Wanda shuffled to the pillows, grabbing the remote as Y/N followed suit. "Now, let's watch a movie and we can get Vision to bring dinner and snacks up to us." Y/N smiled as Wanda put on She's the Man, enjoying watching a teen comedy just to forget about her troubles. Not realising that Nat and Clint were on their way back with the news she wanted to hear so badly.
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faetreides · 29 days
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idk if ur into this or if I'm the only one who has had a raging popstar/rockstar fantasy for myself ever since I was young so I insert it into as many fanfic scenarios as possible but any thoughts on your modern!coryo with an up and coming independent singer!reader 🫣 bc I have thoughts I imagine theyre still in the phase where they have to be creative with their outfits and have to make/bedazzle some things themselves and coryo is so down bad he's just hunched over something pink with some fabric glue, a stoning tool, and rhinestones all over the place. or or or your your whole setup getting an upgrade bc you once mentioned to him that one of the lights was behaving oddly
I think about this too bc I can sing pretty well but I'm very introverted, so I don't like to do it in front of people, and I just imagine it 💀
Modern!Coryo loves a pet project when it's important to someone he cares about (and he really only cares about you so....). He has momager vibes, but he never directs it towards you. His back hurts from the hours he spends perfecting your costumes (He's working on getting you to let him pay for everything, but baby steps are fine for now), and he hides all the packages he ordered for your state of the art set up so he can surprise you. You won't let him use his connections to jump start your career, but he never stops dropping hints about the producers or record label execs he could arrange meetings with.
He's in the comments of your tiktoks sending death threats to 12-year-olds who say you're cringe. (Your first toxic stan <3) Anthony Fantano gives you less than a 10 and he's ready to jump him. He'll be unironically saying you've made the song of the summer, and the spring, and the fall, and the winter. Your top listener on spotify and he's like that video of louis partridge at olivia rodrigo's concert putting his cup in his mouth so he could take videos/pictures of her. Has instagram highlights dedicated to your career (reposting your content, gig videos/pictures, promo stuff, etc.)
Given the fact that he comes from a family with dark secrets and is involved in the political industry, he knows how seedy the entertainment business is. A part of him wants to keep you relatively unknown, you'd be safer that way. But you seem so happy, he supposes he can let you grow. He's breathing down your neck every second though, gets you a whole crew of bodyguards even when you're only playing small venues. He runs your official social media like it's the military, but he's so sweet when he's presenting you with a fruit basket, those expensive boxes of roses that cost hundreds of dollars, and a custom-made award when you finish a small gig and joke about one day making it to the grammys.
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the fire burns so bright (until i cannot hide)
Sokka always feels like he has something to prove.
From being a worthy son, a strong warrior, to a wise leader.
But there is something else that he yearns to prove, in his heart of hearts, buried deep.
He wants to prove that he isn’t a monster.
He’s not like them.
His father tells him, again and again, I know you are not like them, I know you would never do that, never betray us.
I know, I know, I know.
But it all feels fake.
It always feels fake.
Sokka knows that in the elders’ hearts, in some of the mens’ hearts, maybe even in his parents’ hearts, they fear him.
They are terrified of what he can do.
And beside him, beside his flame that he can push to the surface and burn this place to the ground, is a blue-faced figure, standing tall, silent and watchful.
But Katara doesn’t know this.
He didn’t know this, for a time.
No one knows this, except for the elders, his parents, and some of the men.
And he was fine with that, he was fine with his powers.
Until they took his mother away.
After, he always felt stares, crawling up his body, 
The judgement, the renewed suspicion.
And so, is it really any surprise that one night, feeling alone, and bitter, and isolated, he cries?
He tries not to cry too loud, to avoid waking Katara or Gran-gran or even Dad and causing them to fly into a panic, muffling his sobs with his parka.
He stops, though, when he feels a hand on his shoulder.
He flinches, and opens his mouth, prepared to shoo away Katara or maybe even Dad, but stops, freezing when he sees its face.
A blue face, marked with intimidating snow-white fangs.
His mother had always told him he was blessed by a spirit, but Sokka had never bought it. After all, the spirits and the Avatar abandoned the world, so why should they care about him? A fire child, an ashmaker.
But here one of them was, crouching next to him.
“Who are you?” Sokka whispers, because he would really like some answers.
The spirit tilts its– his? –head and says, “I do not know. I do not remember. All know is that I am is your protector.”
“I’ll give you your name,” Sokka decides, “The Blue Spirit.” He chooses to call him.
“I like that name,” He tells Sokka, “But now, will you tell me about your pain, child of the flame?”
Sokka blinks. That subject change was very fast. But he supposed Blue was like that. Quick, to the point. Sokka scooches closer to his supposed guardian. “It’s just that I’m Water Tribe,” Sokka confesses, and spirits does it feel good to let this out. “We’re all about, um, watery stuff you know? And I’m, well, like you said, a ‘child of the flame.’”
Blue seems very thoughtful, placing his hand under his chin. “You are Water Tribe by birth, but fire flows through your veins,” He muses to himself. “Agni certainly loves to play such games.”
“I just wish Agni hadn’t picked me.” Sokka complains.
Blue chuckles, only for a bit. “No one, not even most spirits, would like to get caught it Agni’s web of odd games.” He agrees.
Sokka grins at him. “At least I have you now.”
And that was the beginning.
~
When the Fire Princess came, Sokka was terrified. 
He felt ready to run and to hide, but he felt and cold hand on his shoulder, and resolve filled him once more. 
He put on the face paint.
And was instantly knocked down.
Sokka tumbled through the snow, and there was his presence again. He’s taking this guardian role very seriously, Sokka thinks in the back of his head as Katara rushes towards him.
Then the tiny 12-year old boy came, and sacrificed himself to keep their village safe.
Katara tells him they have to find him, and that she doesn’t care if he doesn’t want to, because she’ll go anyway.
(But Sokka, being the genius he is, had the forethought to get a boat before Katara even opened her mouth.)
~
When Sokka had tried to show-off to the Kyoshi Girls, he did have his reasons.
They were dumb reasons, but reasons nonetheless. 
He was also definitely not expecting to be humiliated, the girls laughing at him, and the hot burn of shame scalding him like heated water as he leaves.
But he remains curious as to how they fought, the fluid motions interesting him.
So, later, he approaches the leader– at least, the person he assumes to be the leader– and asks her to teach him.
He humbly kneels down and says, “I’m sorry for what I said,” He apologizes. “I would be honored to be taught by you.”
Suki raises an eyebrow. “Really?” She asks, skepticism dripping off her voice. “You be willing to be taught by a girl?”
Sokka bobs his head. “Of course.”
She smirks. “And you swear to follow all of our traditions?”
“Yes.” Sokka agrees.
Her smirk grows wider, which, honestly, should have put up some red flags for Sokka. “Just so you know, I do mean all of them.”
Sokka didn’t understand until he put on the dress.
Sokka grimaced as he twirled around a little. “It’s a dress,” He complains. “I can’t fight in a dress!”
“It’s not a dress,” Suki says patiently. “It’s our armor.” When the slight pout was still on his face, she says, “Hey, listen. That silk is for bravery, and gold for honor. Wear that with pride.”
Sokka pauses. Those things were good. Maybe it wasn’t so ba—
“Hey, Sokka! Nice dress!” Aang says cheerily, and Sokka knows it’s probably meant as a good thing, but spirits does he want to strangle Aang.
Sokka pulled a face. “Let’s just get this over with,” He says glumly.
He ends up getting knocked down again and again, over and over. He gets frustrated, throwing his fan into the wooden pillar.
Suki sighs. “Sokka, you don’t use brute force in this style of fighting,” She explains. “You use the enemy’s strength against them. Now,” She tugs the fan from the pillar and hands it over. “Try again.”
-
The peace Sokka was feeling was quickly disrupted, for Fire Princess Azula arrived.
She and her crew started attacking the Kyoshi Warriors. Azula was perhaps the most vicious in her methods, flipping Kyoshi Warriors, sending them flying. Sokka felt his heart beat, faster and faster. He flew into action, jumping forward, fighting with his fans, albeit a little clumsily.
But Azula sadly is able to knock him over as well. 
“You seem to be getting better,” She says mockingly. “For a peasant, I suppose.” She raises her fist to deal the finishing blow, but an invisible presence, and Sokka knows it’s Blue, drags him faster than any normal human could.
“Sokka!” Katara cries, rushing forward. “Come on! We have to leave.”
“But–” Sokka tries to say, but then Suki is there.
“You have to leave, Sokka” Suki tells him, and maybe his heart cracks a little here.
“Wait!” Sokka says, “I just wanted to say, I’m sorry for treating you like a girl when I should’ve treated you like a warrior.”
Suki smiles. “I may be a warrior,” She says softly, leaning forward and pecking him on the cheek, “But I’m a girl too.”
He blinks, but he can’t say anything in reply because Blue has started dragging him again.
Later, Aang confirms Sokka’s theory that the bald kid is absolutely insane because he rides the Unagi, that crazy serpent thing, and extinguishes all the fire.
He tries to talk with Blue about it later, but the spirit just huffs, and like a child, crosses his arms and looks away whenever Kyoshi Island is mentioned.
~
The first time Aang meet Blue, they tell him later, is when Sokka is kidnapped by Hei Bai.
Aang finds Blue in a panic, frantically searching for his chosen. The moment he sees Aang, Blue grips his shoulders and begs him to find Sokka.
As they search, Blue explains. “When the spirit kidnapped Sokka, they somehow separated me from him. I can’t– I can’t find him in here, the spirit is hiding him somewhere, I can’t–”
Aang places a comforting hand on Blue’s shoulder. “We’ll find him, don’t worry,” He promises, and Blue relaxes.
Meanwhile, Sokka is screaming as Hei Bai drags him away, kicking and struggling.
Hei Bai seems to quickly tire of this, tossing him away into the fog. 
Sokka hits the ground a bit too hard, and passes out.
-
Blue shakes him awake. When Sokka opens his eyes, Blue sighs with relief and hugs him tightly. 
“You’re alive,” Blue murmurs, his voice muffled by Sokka’s shirt. “I thought I failed and that– that you were gone forever–”
“But I’m not,” Sokka says gently, “I’m still here and sarcastic and incredibly as strong and manly as ever, Blue.”
Blue huffs. “Sure you are.”
(Things don't stay all chummy for long. Aang has a time limit, the comet, and then...)
~
When Sokka heard the screams of his little sister, he ran. 
She was crying, and crying hard as she ran away. Aang stood a few feet away, looking horrified. 
Sokka felt anger rising in his chest, breaths puffing out quicker. 
“What happened?!” Sokka screamed. “Who did this to my sister?”
“I did!” Aang said, voice cracking. “I'm sorry, I was practising firebending and it got out of control–”
And Sokka’s brain stopped. The words circled around in his head. 
Practising firebending, got out of control, practising firebending–
It got out of control. 
Sokka’s breathing quickened as he remembered the day he tried to firebend and Blue’s face had been burnt and Sokka had cried and cried and begged for forgiveness until Blue told him he was a spirit and he was fine and now this had happened to his sister. 
“Get out,” Sokka said, voice shaking. “Get. Out!”
And Aang obliges, running away. Sokka packs up Appa, rambling to Blue. 
His hands tremble as he places all their stuff. “I could have done that to Katara, Blue. I could have done that to anyone. I already did it to you!”
Blue sighs. “Let me do the packing, Sokka.” Blue says gently. 
“Why?! I'm fine! Completely fine! Totally focused.” Sokka exclaims. 
“Sokka, you're completely rattled. You're even tying up Momo.” Blue points out. 
Sokka realized this was quite true, and begrudgingly obliged. 
~
Sokka’s heart is quaking, because he has to hurry fast. 
He has to save these people.
He’s not what Jet said he was, he’s not an ashmaker, he’s not like those people that took his mom and Jet’s parents from them!
He’s good, and he repeats that to himself over and over.
(Somehow, it feels like a lie.)
But Blue is there, and it makes him feel good.
(But only a little.)
“Please!” He begs the town, “I’m not a spy! I’m serious! The dam will break, and your town will be flooded!”
The soldiers growl, coming closer at them with their very pointy spears. “Just look at your clothes!” One of them says in disgust. “Some other nation scum, I’ll wager. The Water Tribes certainly must be weak if they sent you.”
The others grumble in agreement.
Sokka might’ve been drowned with them, trying to convince them to listen, but someone steps forward.
“Listen to the boy!” An old man says, voice shaking from age. Sokka realizes it's the elderly man Jet tried to attack. “A crazed young man tried to attack me just because I was Fire Nation, even if I did no wrong against him! I certainly wouldn’t put it past him to blow this town to smithereens if given half the chance.”
The town evacuates almost immediately.
-
When he finds Katara and Aang, Katara is beating the living daylights out of Jet, tears forming at the corner of her eyes.
Sokka tells them all of the village’s survival. 
“You’re a traitor, Sokka!” Jet screams at him, “A traitor! You’re no better than the Fire Nation! You are an ashmaker!”
Katara looks murderous, but Sokka cuts in before she could say anything.
“No, Jet.” Sokka says calmly, though inside the words sting, “You became the traitor when you stopped protecting innocent people.”
-
“Sokka,” Katara says carefully as they leave, “Why did Jet call you an ‘ashmaker?’”
And now, he cannot hide anymore. He just opens his palms, and small flame flickers.
Katara gasps. “Sokka, you–”
“I know,” Sokka says shakily, “I know. I’m an– an ashmaker.”
“Sokka,” Katara whispers, “Don’t say that.”
And Katara hugs him, and so does Aang, and then Momo joins in and Appa lets out a little roar.
And, as always, there’s Blue. And even if Sokka can’t see his face, he thinks he’s smiling.
~
The Northern Water Tribe is disgusted by him.
Really, he should’ve expected it.
More awful and hateful words are thrown at him, especially by Hahn. They push him into the snow. 
Yue is the only one who doesn’t care.
She is nice to him, and finds his fire fascinating.
“Why?” Sokka asks. “Why do you like it?”
Yue pauses. “I am a non-bender,” She says softly. “And being a firebender is always better than being a non-bender. At least people take you seriously and they respect you. Even if in their heads they think you a monster.”
Sokka thought about that a while after, and realized it was true.
He and Yue talk a little more, and he realizes he’s falling for her, fast.
(He doesn’t see the angry aura radiating off Blue in massive waves when he figures this out.)
-
Sokka cries after the Siege.
He hates this, so much.
He hates Zhao, he hates the Sun Spirit, he hates–
He hates his firebending!
The hot tears of shame and hatred and grief rush out of his eyes.
And then there’s whispering sounds, going faster and faster until it suddenly stops and Blue appears.
Blue crouches in front of him, and grabs his chin.
Sokka stares into the seemingly soulless eyes.
(But Sokka knows there’s humanity in Blue. He knows how Blue reacted when Sokka got kidnapped.)
Blue carefully wipes Sokka’s tears away with his thumb.
“I know now,” Blue says. “I am not only your guardian. I am also to be your friend.”
Sokka cups Blue’s hand, which is now resting on his cheek.
“Thank you,” He whispers, and Sokka means it. “You give me more warmth than any burning flame.”
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A/N: uhhh yeah it took a while- i decided to split this into the books bc i realized how lengthy some of the episodes would get (like the boiling rock for one. theres a reason its split into multiple parts.)
(also to see if anyone would like this lmao)
@ultfreakme as promised, it is here!
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Y/N: 12 years old Story: Y/N reunites with her mother after being away from her for 8 years… ——————————————————
Y/N'S POV I was taken to the Red room by the Black Widow herself when I was 4. Dreykov doesn't know that, but his mind controling doesn't really work on me. I've learned to just stay quiet and follow his orders, cause the whole brainwashing thing was pretty painful.
I miss my mom so much though. I still remember the sadness in her eyes when she couldn't do anything to save me. She didn't have powers back then, neither did uncle Pietro. They were just 19, mom had me pretty early. But Dreykov must have known something, cause he used to have this weird talks about some powers before I actually got mine.
But now I'm 12 with the same powers like my mom has. I was just chilling in my 'room' when the Black Widow with some weird bunch of guys took down the Red room. She's tried talking to me, but I'm still mad at her. I can't forgive her just because she's dating my mom. I will never understand how mom can date a woman who took her own daughter away from her.
"Y/N, wait, listen to me" She tries again. I was about to walk away, ready to spend the rest of my life alone in the forest when her hand stopped me from walking. I sigh, turning around to face her.
"Why? You dragged me in here, took my childhood, then you ran and now I should listen to you?" I say with a raised eyebrow, crossing my arms over my chest.
"The kid has a point" Yelena speaks up, receiving a glare from Natasha.
Yelena's cool, I didn't know she's Natasha's sister, but she's nothing like her. We're pretty close actually, she was my team leader and my best friend.
"Thank you!" I sigh.
"Y/N, I'm sorry" Natasha kneels in front of me, taking my hands in hers. "I really am. I'll take you to your mom. Let me make it up to you" She's practically begging me with her eyes, but I only roll my eyes in response.
"I can't just go back to her after everything I've done, Natasha. She can't know her daughter is a monster" I tell her, anger in my voice. Never ever in my life I wanted to do any of the things Dreykov made me to do. All the innocent people I've had to kill…
"You're not a monster, Y/N. You were being controlled, nothing you did is your fault. And there isn't a day your mom wouldn't think about you. I promised her I'd get you back. Please come back with me" Natasha begs again, giving my knuckles a rub with her thumbs. "I promise I'll try my best to make everything up to you" Okay… How many people can tell they made the Black Widow begging? I guess not many, so at least I have something to tease her about later.
"Fine" I sigh, giving up. I miss my mom anyways, so hopefully she won't be mad or disappointed in me. "But I'm sitting next to Yelena" I walk over to Yelena who's already waiting in front of the Avengers jet Natasha and her band used to get here.
We walk in and I immediately take a seat next to Yelena as I said. I cuddle up to her, resting my head against her arm, and the jet finally takes off. Natasha's eyes are practically glued to me, looking at me with a hint of guilt in her eyes. Her friend's piloting, I think his name's Clint or something. There's also this Captain America guy sitting next to Natasha.
I think I fell asleep for a while, cause we're now landing. The first thing I see when I get out of the jet is the biggest building I've ever seen. "Holy shit, you live here?" I ask, looking at the three Avengers shocked.
"Language, kid" Is the first response I hear, and of course, it's from the America guy.
"This is your new home, Y/N. Come on, I bet your mom's nervously walking around the kitchen now" Natasha smiles, walking to the big building.
I walk right behind her, Yelena beside me and the two men behind us. Yelena looks shocked as I do. I'm glad I'm not the only one with this impression printed on their face.
We walk into the kitchen and then I freeze. It's really happening. Mom's looking at me, tears in her eyes and I can't move a single muscle, just staring at her.
"Mama" I whisper, tears forming in my eyes. I've wanted this for 8 years and it's finally happening. My mom is walking to me, tears running down her cheeks.
"Y/N/N" Mama whispers, hugging me tightly before lifting me up, so now I'm wrapped around her like koala. I'm pretty light weight and small, so it's not a big problem. "I'm so sorry" She cries out, kissing my cheek. "I missed you so much, baby"
"I missed you too, mama" I cry out this time. There really wouldn't be a day without thinking about her.
"Okay, okay. Can I now meet my almost sister-in-law?" Yelena says impatiently, now standing in front of us with her hand stretched for a handshake.
"Yelena, they haven't seen each other for 8 years. Let them have their moment" Natasha looks at Yelena with a glare. I'm not gonna lie, Natasha sometimes looks really intimidating.
"Sorry, sorry" Yelena puts her hands up in defense, making me chuckle.
I wipe my tears and mom stands me back on the ground, keeping me close as I'm hugging her side.
"Wanda" Mom stretches her hand to shake Yelena's.
"I know, Natasha won't shut up about you. I'm Yelena" Yelena says, shaking mama's hand.
"I've also heard about you" Mom smiles at Yelena, rubbing my arm with her hand.
"Natasha spoke to you about me?" Yelena asks excitedly, sparks in her eyes.
"She did" Mom answers with a smile, now playing with my hair. "You all must be hungry. How about Nat and I show you two your new rooms and then we meet up for dinner?" Mama asks looking at Yelena and then at me.
"Yes, please" I agree with a smile. I'm starving, last time I ate was just a piece of bread for yesterday's dinner.
Natasha deals with Yelena while mom shows me my new room. They're right next to each other which is great, cause I really like spending time with Yelena, even though she can be really annoying sometimes.
"Do you like it?" Mom asks me as soon as we step inside and I take a look around.
"Like it? It's the coolest room I've ever seen!" I tell her excitedly. Mom smiles, cupping my cheeks with her hands before pressing a kiss to my forehead.
"I'm so happy I have you back. I'll never let anyone to take you away from me again. I promise"
"Mama?… Can I ask you something?" I ask with a sigh. I just can't understand how can she be with Natasha after everything. I just need to ask.
"Always" She smiles.
"How can you date HER?" I ask after taking a deep breath. She sits on the bed, pulling me onto her lap.
"You know, honey… I was really, really mad at her. And… I did some things that weren't really nice. Your uncle and I got powers. We were trying to find you for years and we also wanted revenge" She explains. "I almost killed her, but then… then I read her mind and saw everything she's been through. All those things they made her to do… one of them was to kidnap you" She keeps explaining, rubbing my knee with her thumb. "She's been feeling very guilty about it. She promised to bring you back to me… And while we were trying to find where the Red Room was, we got closer and it just happened… I know it's not easy, Y/N/N… but I'd be really glad if you tried to give her a chance"
"… I can try, but I think it'll take a while" I tell her with a sigh. Mom seems to like her a lot and I don't want to ruin her happiness even though I'm not a fan of Natasha.
"Thank you" She smiles.
"Do you love her?" I ask.
"I-I do" She answers in shock. I guess she wasn't expecting this kind of question from me.
"Okay" I give her a quick smile. "But not more than me" I look at her seriously.
"You, my little monkey, are the person I love the most on the entire world" Mama smiles widely, rubbing the tip of her nose against mine which makes me smile back.
"I love you too, mama"
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bingbongsupremacy · 10 months
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How To Kiss Pt. 2
Pairing: Ellie Williams x reader
Warnings: Drug Use
Summary: While at a party, you run into the girl who was once your best friend.
Also Joel works at an Auto Shop in this.
Pt. 1 Pt. 2 Pt. 3
*Not Proof Read* TLOU Masterlist
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I'd heard the rumors. Joel and Ellie were moving back. They bought Mr. Hoagans' old auto shop. Sarah had passed and they needed to get out of the city.
But those were rumors. Rumors aren't true.
Most of the time.
They started back in July and for the most part, died down.
" Here put this on. " Dina shoves a silky top in my direction.
" Fuck no. I'm already going to Ian's stupid party. I don't want to ruin a good shirt with booze or god knows what. " I refuse.
" You'll look hot. " Dina protests. " And I promise it won't get ruined. "
I let out a frustrated groan, flopping back onto my bed. Dina's been pressuring me into going to this party for weeks. " Fuck, fine. I'm not wearing fucking heels though. " I warn.
Dina grins. " Don't worry, I wouldn't torture you that much. "
By the time we finish getting ready, we're half an hour late to the party. Majority of the street is filled with the cars of people attention the party. Drunk college students filter in and out of the building.
Dina squeezes my shoulder in excitement. " I'm gonna go find Jesse. get me a drink, will ya? " She leaves before I have room to protest.
Great.
I squeeze my way through the hallway towards the kitchen. I grab a couple cans of beer and wait for Dina.
Twenty minutes later Dina's still no where to be found.
She fucking forgot me.
I contemplate leaving, quickly realizing Dina drove here. Fuck.
I make my way to the porch. I need some air. This is going to be a long night.
I open the sliding glass door, a cool breeze quickly brushing against me. I let out a deep breath. I shouldn't have come here tonight. What did I think was going to happen? I haven't been to one of these in years? I don't know anyone here besides Dina and Jesse.
" I thought I saw you. " A voice says from my left.
I jump, startled by the sudden noise.
The moon shines on the person just enough for me to see their face. Ellie.
" Ellie? "
" Y/N. "
A slightly uncomfortable feeling runs up my body. What the fuck am I supposed to say to her? Hi? How are you? How was fucking Boston?
" You haven't changed a bit. " Ellie's eyes wander up my figure. Her hand moves to her mouth and I notice the familiar shape of a joint.
" Wish I could say the same. " I mutter while eyeing her arm tattoo.
Ellie lets out a small chuckle. " Yeah. I guess I have changed a bit. " Ellie shifts out of shadows and further into the moonlight.
She's wearing a white tank top and her signature flannel. The cuffs of her flannel shirt are folded up, exposing her tattoo and some of her muscles.
Her face is much more defined than a few years ago.
She holds out the joint.
I carefully accept it. Tonight can't get any more fucked, right? Maybe this'll help.
We stand silently, passing the joint back and forth.
A sense of nostalgia floods my memories. The first time we discovered weed, I'd stolen a joint from my older sister. We'd snuck out of Joel's house in the middle of the night to smoke in the back yard. Neither of us had ever smoked before and immediately ended up choking on the smoke.
Eventually we got the hang of it. Somehow Ellie always managed to snag some weed from god knows where. It became part of our ritual on Fridays. At 12-1 we'd sneak out of the house to smoke. We never got caught.
Usually there was a lot more talking involved.
Should I ask Ellie about what happened between us? About why she stopped calling?
Deciding against it, I just stand back and enjoy the moment.
" I missed you. " I whisper quietly.
Ellie's quiet for a moment. I almost wonder if she didn't hear me.
" I missed you too. " She replies quietly.
I glance over at her. Her eyes are trained straight ahead on the trees as she takes another drag.
Maybe I should ask her?
Before I get the opportunity, the door opens. A group of rowdy boys squeezes their way through us.
I look up, preparing to talk to Ellie again when I notice she's gone. I glance inside the kitchen to see her making her way through the hallway, abandoning me once again.
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Ra's vs. The Evil Overlord List
or AKA Ra's finding the Evil Overlord List and making use of it to become a better and more devious overlord
So in my random rant my mind came up with idea and latched onto it's absolute high comedy potential so lemme just stash out all the wonderful wonderful scenarios my mind managed to come up with for Ra's to drive the bats mad
12. One of my advisors will be an average five-year-old child. Any flaws in my plan that he is able to spot will be corrected before implementation. : The bats break into Ra 's throne room ready for a full fight, weapons ready, stances turned so they’re blocking each other's blind spots only... for Ra's to seem disgruntled instead of smug or outraged. They are only made aware of another presence when Ra's turns to the...playpen!?? next to his throne to address the toddler happily playing there by themselves "Tell me little one, were my plans and codes this terrible?" and they watch on with horrified fascination as the toddler goes on and points out the most ridiculous and childish points to be faulted with his plans that the bats made good use of to get here and to their stunned surprise Ra's doesn't go into a rage because his plans got ridiculed by a literal toddler but has a disgruntled but all the same pleased look on his face as if stunned his idea actually worked and addresses the child once again "Well done my little advisor, this great work calls for a reward of ice cream after dinner" as the toddler cheers joyfully swinging the toy held in their hands happily in the air, all the bats simultaneously check themselves for drugs finding no such a luck
142. If I have children and subsequently grandchildren, I will keep my three-year-old granddaughter near me at all times. When the hero enters to kill me, I will ask him to first explain to her why it is necessary to kill her beloved grandpa. When the hero launches  into an explanation of morality way over her head, that will be her cue to pull the lever and send him into the pit of crocodiles. After all, small children like crocodiles almost as much as Evil  Overlords and it's important to spend quality time with the grandkids: Bruce in his full Batman regalia breaks down Ra's bedroom door only to find him holding... a toddler once again. Only this time the toddler seems to resemble both of them a bit too much for it to be a coincidence. Bruce is even more stunned when Ra's looks at him, face not giving anything away all the while his eyes gleam mischievously. Before Bruce could prepare himself for anything Ra's would throw his way Ra's opens his mouth "Well not like it is an unpleasant turn of events but what do I owe the pleasure of the great detective coming to visit me in person?" Bruce manages to snap back into the situation and growls out with a low threatening voice "Don't play coy with me Ra's. You know well enough what you did. Now you can come with me peacefully or we can do this the hard way" he says while preparing for the imminent showdown not expecting the following words coming out of his opponent’s mouth "Well great detective while don't you explain to my darling grandson why you would want to hurt his poor poor fragile grandfather" the shock of the words make his eyes snap to the small child held loosely in the immortal's arms looking at him with their big green eyes. Body locked, mind frozen he tries to bluster up an answer for the tiny innocent child's sake only for them to pull a string Bruce never paid mind to. The floor opens under them, and they fall, not having time to jump out of the way, only barely stopping themselves from landing in the water full of...crocodiles!? with a batarang stabbed into the stone walls. And still in the room little Damian let out an utterly happy and mildly feral but all the while blinding smile seeing his scheme work. He bounced in Ra's lap happily while he looked down indulgently. After all, this was his grandson's first successful scheme against his father. This is in order of a celebration. Maybe he could get his grandson some more crocodiles; he seemed to adore them immensely with their deadly beauty and fierce disposition, Ra’s mused as he walked off with his grandson buzzing in excitement held in his arms not sparing a thought for the man stuck in the hole, in the middle of his room, with a bunch of hungry predators.
158. I will exchange the labels on my folder of top-secret plans and my folder of family recipes. Imagine the hero's surprise when he decodes the stolen plans and finds instructions for Grandma's Potato Salad: Tim steals a file labeled as one of Ra’s super-bad-if-it-actually-goes-trough plans only.. For it to be a copy of a hand written recipe of kabsa instead of the supposed plans of action. It’s a copy of Ra’s grandma’s  great recipe book. He watches in great enjoyment through the cameras as the realization sets in, saving the glorious moment with a well timed screenshot of the feed to be safely tucked away into his folder of epic bat fails.
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My setup today at the reptile expo!
I will definitely say, the Sunday shows are not as good as the Saturday ones. We'll probably be skipping Sunday ones from now on. I did hand out a lot of business cards and brochures today, though, and made a good impression on a lot of people. I even had one person drag her family to my booth after she handled a mouse, and we were able to work out trading in the mice her niece bought from someone else for some of mine instead.
I KNOW we changed some minds today, because there were several people who made disgusted faces until I started talking and they meandered close enough to see someone holding a calm, sweet mouse. Absolutely LOVE hearing "I never knew a mouse could be like this." I had one pest-control guy stop by and explain that he kills mice for a living, but he wanted to hold a live one that was calm and he kept quietly saying to himself "it's so different/it's so nice." I had so many people ask me "how much do you handle them to get them this tame" and be surprised the answer is "I do not handle them, this temperament is bred into their DNA." I had a lady who just... broke, standing there with a mouse laying in her hands calm as could be, and she said very quietly "do little kids hold these?" Just mystified.
I've learned now to say that they won't jump or bite because they are bred for show and have to be able to sit in a judge's hand without jumping or biting, and for some reason the judge part of this just clicks the info for people? Like I always say no they won't jump or bite, but they don't always believe me... but I say a judge has to be able to hold it? Every single person was like "oh" and just relaxed about it. Suddenly it's just like: Ah, Yes, this is a Professional Mouse.
Someone from my old job showed up, and didn't recognize me, though I recognized them. When I mentioned it, they said they'd left, too, they only "lasted" two months. I said I was there twelve years and they were like HOW and it's like my dude (neutral), I entered a fugue state in 2010 and quit the job 12 years later I guess. They ended up taking 2 mice home.
At any rate, I had fun as always. We have another one Saturday, so I'm hoping to sell the few that didn't sell today, and to bring a few more that weren't quiiiiite ready to go today. I wish the tricolors would get their act together and start breeding better, because I would LOVE to offer more of those. The siamese are working on it, which is great because those ALSO sell fast. But alas, I cannot make the mice go any faster than they want to go.
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Hey! Was wondering if you knew of any five with werewolf lore? Like there’s one where Derek takes Stiles to the abandoned church the Hales used to go to and explained the god that werewolves pray to/recognize that I can’t seem to remember. Thank you!!!
Sure thing.
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where the moon didn't shine by emsmittens
(1/1 I 4,630 I Explicit I Steo)
Some werewolves were influenced by the light of the full moon while others reacted to the lack of light from high in the sky after dark. Full moon werewolves and new moon werewolves; two half of a whole. Or, at least, that was what the stories said. A hunter named Stiles was no stranger to these tall old tales, but he certainly didn’t believe in them… yet.
I'm Betting This Wasn't Beta Tested by dancinbutterfly
(1/1 I 7,870 I Explicit I Sterek)
Derek is thrown into a violent heat in the wake of Lydia and Peter's actions at the end of Party Guessed. Debilitated by his own needs, Derek reaches out to Stiles, the only person he wants and can hope to trust.
Tiny Bad Omen Of Happiness by FailWolf (GeekMom13) 
(1/1 I 13,619 I Explicit I Steter)
“Watch it, freezer boy,” a much smaller Stiles said, “I’m already really pissed off and if you get blood on my only clothes that fit, I will remove every single hair from your body one by one.”
Across the clearing, the more familiar voice of Stiles echoed the sentiment, “ZombieWolf, I will sprinkle wolfsbane in every single one of your stupid beauty products, and yes I know exactly where you live and how to get in.”
“Good!” mini-Stiles yelled, “at least this fucking spell got one thing right.”
Stiles stopped glaring at Peter in order to glare at himself.
“Say one thing and I will turn your hair into a mood ring.”
Stiles held up his hands in surrender, “I wasn’t going to say a single thing about the whole nine-year-old me being in the forest. That would of course be ridiculous. This is normal, nothing to comment on. Though, Peter, if I may ask, WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO?”
“Ugh,” mini-Stiles groaned, “I know we love him —”
Hold the Door by Hatteress (goddammitstacey), maichan808 (maichan)
(1/1 I 16,700 I Teen I Sterek)
When Derek is killed by a rival alpha, the pack will stop at nothing to get him back. Even if that means blackmailing the most dangerous hunter duo this side of hell. Whatever. That whole devil thing was probably totally exaggerated, anyway.
Bonds for Life by JustJim, Useless_girl
(3/3 I 36,575 I Explicit I Sterek)
In which Stiles and Derek actually get to visit Deaton for help and some explanations regarding their bonds and the Spark magic.
Rusty Spoons by Poison_Love_Words
(12/? I 38,182 I Explicit I Sterek)
Stiles is beyond reluctant to leave his new omega mate for a meeting with the Lupine . It doesn't help that Derek is making it very tempting to ignore the summons and stay home with him. Add to that some freaky dreams Stiles has been having, and he's about ready to cancel the whole thing. Good thing his beta, Scott, will watch out for Derek and Stiles can go make nice with the scary werewolf leader.
Once he is away things seem fine, other than Derek not returning his calls. That's okay since he's making up for it with some steamy texts. Although, Stiles has a nagging feeling all is not right. One that only grows as he returns home to a situation he could have never imagined.
Bonneville Noir by EloquentSavage
(16/16 I 60,913 I Explicit I Sterek)
Sliding his hands around Stiles’ chest Derek found the scents of the Camaro, Laura, and New York still clinging to him like a map of the places he had been.
Holding him made him real. He wasn’t a figment of Derek’s imagination. Stiles was here, and he was staying. Uncontrollable relief spilled out of him, but the right words, the right voice was there to pick him back up. Repeated apologies whispered against his skin relentlessly, melting the last of the anger he stubbornly held on to.
Anthracite by LupusScintilla (inkandblade)
(16/16 I 106,673 I Explicit I Sterek)
It's been a quiet few years, and the McCall Pack has grown and settled. But, when the Hale Pack return to Beacon Hills they find Scott isn't as welcoming as they had hoped.
Soon they, Stiles, and Lydia, find out that not everything about the McCall Pack is as it has always seemed.
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When the World Went to Shit (Chapter 5)
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Joel Miller x FEM! Reader
A/N: this is a SPOILER WARNING, this contains spoliers from the third episode (and more to come). This is a day late, watched episode 5 last night for the first time and I needed a moment oh my god. I was barely ready to write about episode 3, now I have to look forward to episode 5. I am already in tears over it.
WARNINGS: Canon level of violence, swears, reader is ready to fight a goddamn child, Joel is sad, talks of grief, PTSD, brief mentions of gore, Eventual Smut, pining (on both ends), grumpy idiots in love, reader is in her late 30's to early to mid 40's. Major character deaths. DISCLAIMER NO CHARACTERS/GIFS/PICS USED ARE MINE.
Summary: 20 years later after the world went to shit you, Joel, and Tess have to take 14 year old Ellie to the Firefly base outside of Boston QZ. What was supposed to be a simple plan turned into something much more complicated.
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After leaving the station you continued on your walk, you were thankful for the decent weather at least. No rain or snow or anything really that could slow you down. Once again you were looking around your surroundings, careful to make sure there were no signs of any other person using this trail but you and Joel. 
“So…” Ellie started, “how did you guys meet?” she kicked a rock further down the road, one that she had been kicking since a few yards back. 
“That’s a random question.” You said, looking at her. 
“Well it’s going to be a while until we reach Bill and Franks,” Ellie pointed out, kicking the rock again, “and it’s been killing me, I wanna know!” 
“Well,” you started since you knew Joel wouldn’t answer, “we met before the outbreak.” 
“But how long before the outbreak?” 
“It was 1984.” you said doing the math in your head, “so that would’ve been 18 years or so before the outbreak.” You see her jaw drop and stop kicking the rock. 
“Wow,” Ellie gawked, “you both are old, like dinosaur old.” you rolled your eyes and slightly pushed her shoulder. 
“Not that old,” You said before pretending to think, “well maybe except Joel.” 
“Ha ha ha,” Joel laughed dryly, “good one.” You smiled behind him as you turned to Ellie who was smiling too. 
“So that means Joel is older than you?” 
“By six or seven odd years,” You said, “his brother Tommy was a friend of mine.” 
“How old is Tommy?” 
“Let’s get off the subject,” Joel said. You could see his shoulders stiffen at the mention of Tommy. When everything went down and Tommy joined the Firefly’s Joel was livid with him. They were barely on speaking terms before he left and it broke your heart to see the two brothers dissolved into that. 
“Holy shit,” you heard Ellie say as she rushed to the side of the road where a small clearing of trees were. An airplane wreckage, when you were younger you were terrified of them but what you wouldn’t give to see a functional one up in the air. You looked over your right to see Joel standing beside you, you wonder if Joel ever reminisced about random, mundane things and missed it like you did. Like running late to work because of traffic so you were forced to listen to the radio as it cleared out, or seeing that one old couple on your way to work that always asked you how your day was. Just the little things like that, that used to be annoying or sweet but were taken advantage of. 
“Have you ever flown in one of those?” Ellie asked her eyes never leaving the ruins. 
“Sure,” Joel answered, “a few times.” 
“So lucky.”
“It didn’t feel like it at the time,” Joel said, his eyes never leaving the plane either, “get shoved into a middle seat and pay 12 bucks for a sandwich.”
“What airline did you use? because that’s fucking criminal.” you asked, sure they put you in crappy middle seats  but  at least they didn’t overcharge you for a crappy sandwich. 
“Dudes,” Ellie said, you looked at her to see her no longer looking at the wreckage but at you and Joel, “you guys got to go up in the sky,”
You looked at the wreckage again, and much like your world it was broken and had casualties. You remember watching the planes dropping from the sky like fiery falling stars. But only they screamed, and burned as they crashed, killing in its wake. 
“So did they.” Joel said before continuing the walk, Ellie followed him soon after. You stayed there a moment, had you not canceled your flight that day you could’ve been among those people, amongst all those fiery inferno’s. It was a grim thought, it was even more grim to wonder if you would have been better off if you had. 
You took one last look of it as you caught up with the other two, something bothering you in the back of your mind. 
You walked further along, sometimes you would take the front and Joel would walk behind you with Ellie or he would walk ahead. Something bothered you about that crash, a mental note you made that seemed to elude you. 
“So everything came crashing down in one day?” 
“Pretty much.” 
“How?” Ellie asked, “I mean, no one was infected with the Cordyceps, everyone is fine, eating in restaurants and flying in planes, and then what? It just happened all at once? How did it even start?” There were a lot of rumors, but no one really knew for sure. “If you have to get bitten to be infected, then who bit the first person? A monkey, I’m willing to bet it was a monkey.” 
“It wasn’t a monkey,” Joel groaned, “I thought you went to school?”
“FEDRA school,” Ellie explained, “They didn’t teach us how their shitty government failed to prevent a pandemic.” You wouldn’t expect them to either, their educational system left things to be desired. There was a silence that fell, the start of the end wasn’t something you liked to talk about more than anyone else. It brought back memories that made your heart ache, it brought back your mother and how you never got the chance to tell her goodbye. 
“No one knows for sure,” Joel explained, “but the best guess was that the cordyceps mutated and some of it got into the food supply. Probably a basic ingredient like flour or sugar, there were certain types of food that were sold everywhere, all across the country and world. Bread, cereal…pancake mix.” Joel hesitated before listing the last item, something that you didn’t have the heart to ask about, knowing it was something he probably didn’t want to share. However, he had that look in his eye, the one full of grief and rage. The look he only got when he remembered Sarah, and what happened to her. “If you eat enough of it’ll get you infected. So all the tainted foods hit the store shelves around the same time thursday, people bought it, that very night people ate with that food or early Friday morning. Day goes on, people get sick, day goes on even further they get even more sick…and then they start biting…Friday night September 26, 2003 is the night the world went to shit and by Monday everything was gone.” 
You remembered why that crash bugged you so much and the note you mentally made as a landmark between here and where you were heading. Your eyes widened as you remembered what you were going to pass in just a few short miles. You turned to look at Joel, who seemingly remembered too as he put a hand in front of the small girl. 
There was a long, drawn out silence, one not even Ellie would dare break as she comprehended what she was told. You assumed in FEDRA School they mainly taught locations of things and how to kill. Not how all of this happened in the first place.
There was something bugging you, like a nat you couldn’t swat away. That mental note you made alluding to you until you see a tree with one lone arrow sticking from it. It had been yours when you still had a crossbow. 
“We’ll cut across the woods here,” Joel said, pointing to the other trail. He didn’t want Ellie to see it either, which didn’t surprise you. When both he and Tess took you the first time he tried to hide the horrors ahead from you as well. 
“Isn’t the road easier?” Ellie asked. She wasn’t wrong, the road was the easiest way, without all the branches and twists and turns. But what laid up the road was something you didn’t want her to see, it was something a girl her age shouldn’t ever have to see. 
“Yeah it’s just…” Even Joel was at a loss for words as to describe the scene ahead. “There’s stuff up there that you shouldn’t have to see.” 
“Well now I have to see.” 
“No,” You said firmly, looking at her, “no you don’t.” 
“We don’t want you too,’ Joel added. But in your limited amount of time with Ellie you knew that once she made up her mind there was no talking her out of it. So it didn’t surprise you when Ellie ignored you and continued along, this time she was in front of you. 
“Serious, Ellie” Joel said, his voice slightly raised, “there are some things you shouldn’t have to see.” 
“Can it hurt me?” Ellie asked. 
“No,”
“You’re too honest man!” Ellie said as she turned briefly to face your worried faces before returning to the road ahead of her, “should’ve said ax murderer.” you both looked at each other in defeat, knowing that it wasn’t going to be long until she came across what you were trying to protect her from.
Sure enough, you arrived at the makeshift burial ground. Only nothing was buried and the corpses of defenseless families laid where they fell at the hands of FEDRA soldiers years ago. When you first saw it you could feel your anger towards FEDRA rise. They were all people once, people who trusted FEDRA to keep them safe only for that trust to be repaid by a bullet in  their heads. You tried to not look at the rainbow wrapped baby in the decomposed arms of who you assumed was its mother. You look at the short brunette who went silent, her eyes taking in the sight in front of her. Bill told you about these people, how they had been his neighbors. You realized that FEDRA only drove them until the edge of town before executing them. 
You stood next to Ellie, who you were sure had a million questions after seeing this. 
Or maybe only one. 
“About a week after Outbreak day,” you started, “soldiers went through the countryside and evacuated small towns and told them they were going to a QZ…they were if there was room. If there wasn’t any then this happened.” 
“These people weren’t sick?” Ellie asked. 
“No,” you breathed, “most likely not.” 
“Why kill them?” Ellie's eyes narrowed the more she looked at the bodies, “why not just let them be?” 
“The dead can’t be infected.” You didn’t sugarcoat it, it wasn’t something you could even if you tried. You patted her arm to keep going, the longer you stayed here the longer you wished you could’ve beaten that FEDRA soldier instead of Joel. 
The rest of the way was silent for the most part, Ellie not really being in the mood to ask more questions or to make conversation and you couldn’t blame her. Instead of being worried you were thankful for the silence. Instead you tried to focus on something else other than what you saw back there. Your eyes instinctively went back to Joel, who was quiet, almost pensive. The Joel you grew up with could never have stayed silent for too long, but of course what did you know? You were more Tommy’s friend back then, or at least Tommy was closer in age than Joel was. It was mostly you and him sneaking into movie theaters to watch movies you weren’t allowed to see, or TP someone’s house during Halloween. When you both graduated school you went on to college while he went into the army, Tommy did always want to change the world. Naturally you grew apart, with your focus on your studies and the limited letters that came in, you both lost touch, only regaining it when you’re nearly 30, widowed, and the world was on fire.
Life was funny like that sometimes. 
It wasn’t long until you got to Bill and Franks, you were half expecting Bill to be on the other side of the gate already asking in his paranoid way who the girl with you was. However, Bill couldn’t move around like he used to and neither could Frank. So when you saw that they weren’t there it didn’t surprise you, when you arrived Joel pushed in the number code and the gate buzzed unlocked. You held open the door for Ellie and walked inside yourself. At first everything seemed alright, but as you approached the house your stomach dropped to your feet and you went cold. The flowers on the porch were dying, even after Frank could no longer move Bill always made sure that the flowers were watered so that Frank would have something beautiful to look at. A million thoughts ran through your mind, what if Bill had fallen? What if something worse happened?
You got your gun out, holding it in your hand steadily as you turned to Joel. 
“Something isn’t right.” You said, “the flowers were dying and Bill wasn’t there to meet us at the gate.” 
“I agree,” Joel said, “but it isn’t too out of place for Bill not to meet us there.” 
“Have you ever known Bill to take kindly to strangers he doesn’t know?”
“Good point.” Joel got his gun out as well as he went through the door first, leaving you second to enter. At first nothing seemed wrong, it was just silent. You figured if you were going to get attacked, it would’ve happened by now. 
“Try the bedroom,” You told Joel as you put your gun in your pocket, “I’ll see about the greenhouse.” Joel nodded as he made his way down the hallway, but before you made it to the back door you saw the accent table in the hallway. You thought for sure that you were seeing things until you wiped your finger across only to leave a mark. Dust. You’ve never known this house to get dusty, or cold, but damn was it cold in here. It was too cold for Frank, his condition tended to flare up in the cold it was almost downright torture for him. Panic started to fill you as you went into the dining room, once again there was dust, but also rotten food. 
“What the fuck.” Ellie says, astonished, though you could barely hear her over the light pounding in your ears. You looked at the food, dust, and dying flowers, all of it couldn’t have compiled more than maybe a couple of weeks at most. 
“I can’t get the door open,” Joel said coming into the dining room, “any luck in the greenhouse?” You didn’t say anything as your mind tried to comprehend what deep in your heart, you knew. 
They’re gone.
“Uhh,” You turned to Ellie who held an opened letter and a single key, “it’s addressed to you guys.” You looked at the envelope, 
To whomever, but probably Joel 
Bill’s handwriting. 
“It’s from Bill,” she said as you saw her eyes dart as she read the lines before looking up at you. “It came with this,” she handed him the key she was holding. 
“So they’re dead?” Joel asked, Ellie looked apologetic as she nodded. 
“You wanna read?” she asked, Joel looked at you but you shook your head, Joel then nodded for Ellie to read. 
“August 29th, 2023” Ellie began. 
“If you find this…please do not come into the bedroom. We left a window open so the house wouldn’t smell, but it will probably be a sight. I’m guessing you found this Joel, because anyone else would’ve been electrocuted or blown up by one of my traps, hehehehehehe. Take anything you need, the bunker code is the same code for the gate but in reverse…Anyway, I never liked you, but still it’s like we’re friends…almost. And I respect you, So I’m gonna tell you something because you’re probably the only person who will understand. I used to hate the world and I was happy when everyone died…but I was wrong, because there was one person worth saving. That’s what I did, I saved him, and then I protected him. That’s why men like you and me are here, we have a job to do. 
And god help any motherfuckers who stand in our way. 
I leave you all of my weapons and equipment, use them to keep-” 
Ellie stopped suddenly, her eyes darting between you and Joel. You were about to ask what it said when Joel took it, reading it silently. 
“What does it say?” You ask, you could see a tense expression on his face as he ignored you. “Joel, what does it say?” he ignored you again, you were about to grab it when he moved it out of your reach. You could feel a tightening feeling in your chest as your eyes narrowed on him, “Joel, what does it say.”  he refused to look at you. You were about to ask and reach for it again when Ellie spoke up. 
“It said to keep Tess safe.” Ellie said, you turned to face her as Joel put the letter in his pocket. You felt your mouth go dry at her name and your heart break a little more as you understand what Bill said. He knew, and you were willing to bet Frank did as well. 
You were silent for a moment, turning away from Joel and Ellie as you gathered what strength you could. 
“Stay here.” 
You calmly walked out the door and to the side of the house, where they couldn’t see you and you let loose the tears that had been building up ever since you left Boston. You cried as you remembered how you failed to protect Tess and how it should’ve been you, you cried for Frank and Bill and you wished you could’ve done more for them. You let it all out, leaning against the house for support. You didn't cry like this, not since the outbreak. But every feeling you bottled until now seemed to overflow as you cried until your eyes were sore. 
When you came back Ellie was in the shower and you assumed Joel was checking out the supplies, so you decided to look around to see if there was anything else that you might need laying around. Hopefully they would both be busy enough that by the time they see you your eyes would be less tender and inflamed. You saw a box of clothes labeled ‘women’. They probably gathered this at the boutique so that you or Tess could go through it and get what you wanted. You were in need of some new clothes, the ones you were wearing were covered in grime and dirt. You searched and found a faded green henley, a new jacket, along with jeans, all new. You also found a few other changes of clothing that you would take with you along with some much needed underwear and bra. You were thankful that they thought of this, considering that this was only supposed to be an overnight job you didn’t pack accordingly in terms of clothes. You packed the other pair of jeans and shirt into your bag along with the two pairs of underwear and socks. They didn’t take up much room in your bag, which you were grateful for, and by the time you had gotten to the closet where he kept the toilet paper you heard Ellie come out of the shower. 
“Already snagged three rolls,” She said as she strolled past you, still drying her hair. “The shower is open if you want to get in. There should still be hot water left.” 
“Yeah,” you said quietly hoping your voice wouldn’t betray you, “I think I will, thanks.” You would try not to take too much time, out of all three of you Joel probably needed the shower the most. You would die for Joel, but dude needs all the hot water he could get. 
You grabbed your new pair of clothes and headed for the still steamy bathroom, you sighed as you already felt the tension that stored in your back release a little as you peeled your previous clothes off your body and hopped into the shower. 
As promised the shower didn’t last long, ten minutes at most. Enough to clean yourself and let the hot water relax your nerves. Even when you were going through school and the stress of multiple papers loomed over your head, you seemed to calm down when the water hit you. 
You brushed your teeth after and dried yourself, and after making sure that the floor was dry and that there was still hot water left for Joel you exited the bathroom, dressed in your henley and jeans. Part of you wanted to stay here. To bury Bill and Frank and live here away from the QZ, away from the enormous amounts of clickers and infected. But you couldn’t, there were too many memories here. And you wouldn’t disrespect Frank and Bill and move them, you just wouldn’t. Besides, the wiring on the fence was getting old, it probably had another few years before it would need to be replaced.
When you came back down you could see Ellie walking away from the desk. You didn’t think much of it until you walked by her and saw her jaw drop. 
“Wow!” Ellie exclaimed, “you don’t smell like a dead horse!” You roll your eyes. 
“Haha,” you laughed dryly, “thanks, and here” you said as you tossed her deodorant, she thanked you as she applied it. You were so busy chatting with Ellie that you didn’t notice Joel coming back in, or him looking at you for a moment longer than he knew he should’ve before going upstairs for his turn of the shower. 
By the time he was done you had made dinner  from what was still good in Bill’s fridge, which wasn’t much. All you could really make were a couple of sandwiches, you didn’t even notice him until Ellie did. 
“Well,” Ellie says, “don’t you look pretty! Don’t you think he’s pretty Doc?” 
You turned around to see him, his salted hair slicked back from the water, his skin clear of any grime or sweat, and a new set of clothes adorned him as well. The flannel suited him well, at least it didn’t have any holes in it. You think you saw Frank wear it once or twice, but he didn’t fill it out the way Joel did. But you figured that was for the better. You were so busy checking him out that you didn’t notice him doing the same thing, or the flush that was fighting its way to his face. 
“I’d say that,” you agreed, tearing your eyes away from him, “yeah.” 
“Shut up.” Joel gruffed, trying to hide his embarrassment by tossing another stick of deodorant towards Ellie who tossed it back to him. 
“I must stink if both of you handed me deodorant.” 
“No” 
“Yes.” 
You raise an eyebrow at him as he shrugged. 
“Let’s get going.” He said, “I already packed the truck up with supplies that we’ll need in order to make it to Tommy.” you nodded as you said one final goodbye to Frank and Bill, hoping that wherever they are, that they were as peaceful there as they were here. 
You took the backseat as Ellie and Joel sat up front, choosing to let Ellie’s first car ride be in shotgun. You smiled  as she pressed random things. 
“First time in a car?”
“It’s like a spaceship!” Joel looked tired as she continued to explore various things. 
“No it’s like a piece of shit Chevy S10,” Joel corrected, “but it’ll get us there…I think.” Joel looks over to her a second to see her not paying attention before sighing. “Seat Belts.” You see her look curiously at him as he reaches across her to grab said object and buckled her in. It may be invisible to everyone else, especially himself, but you could see his eyes soften just a tiny bit as he did. You wouldn’t say anything about it, but you knew Joel liked Ellie at least. He sees her as something to protect and that puts a smile on your face, knowing that Joel now has something else to protect. 
And in a way so do you. 
You left the garage and listened to the track that Ellie picked, watching the house fade in the distance knowing that while you’ll never be back there, at least the people there made the impossible possible. And made a home that was lived in and loved in this crazy, fucked up world. 
And life is full of loss
Who knows the cost?
Livin’ in a memory
Of a love that never was
Cause I’ve done everything I know. 
To try and change your mind
And I think I’m gonna love you
For a long, long time. 
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yelenasdiary · 2 years
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Forgotten
Pairing: Yelena Belova x Reader (Platonic)
Summary: It seems everybody important to you has forgotten your birthday, well, not everybody.   
| Fluff & Angst | 1.7K |
AC: Yelena would be so annoyed at everybody for forgetting! 
*This is a request from my old blog*
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Mornings at the compound weren’t so bad, everybody gets up in their own time, makes breakfast whenever they feel, some rather wait until lunch but one thing you’ve always been so thankful for is that there will always be hot coffee waiting. Some mornings you rather a nice tea or hot chocolate but today was a coffee type of day. 
It’s your birthday and you couldn’t wait to spend it with those you loved the most. For years you hated your birthday but after joining the Avengers, they made your day special as it always should’ve been. 
“Good morning” you smiled happily to Steve as he read the paper, “Somebody seems happy this morning, get a good sleep, did we?” he lowered the newspaper. “Something like that” you replied as you poured a mug of coffee. One thing you didn’t feel comfortable with was reminding people for absolutely anything. It’s awkward and uncomfortable to say the least. 
Steve returned this attention to the newspaper, so you took your coffee outside where Wanda, Vision, and Scott were enjoying their breakfast. 
“Morning all” you happily sang. 
“Good morning!” Vision matched your tone. 
“Morning” Wanda smiled. 
“Say that again at 12 and say good afternoon” Scott grumbled. He was never much of a morning person, so you let his mood slip. 
“Don’t be like that Scott!” You gave him a slight nudge as you sipped your coffee. 
“What’s your plans today, Y/n?” Wanda asked as she took a mouthful of her oatmeal. 
“I’m not sure yet, I’m free pretty much all day though” you replied with a smile, “what about you guys?” you added.
“Well, we were meant to have the day off, but Natasha has other plans” Wanda explained. 
“Agh don’t remind me!” Scott rolled his eyes, Wanda chuckled. 
“You guys ready? I’m not in the mood to be wasting time today, we have to do this” Natasha spoke as she walked up to the table. “Morning” you smiled at her, “good morning” she replied before looking between the three other Avengers. Vision, Wanda and Scott slowly stood up from their seats and walked back inside. 
“Hey, wait” you stopped Nat. 
“What’s up?” she turned around to face you. 
“Do you need me?” you asked. 
“Not today” she gave you a soft smile before following the others. 
Part of you thought maybe they were planning a surprise party and that’s why you weren’t needed, maybe that would explain why you started to feel everybody so far had forgotten what today was. 
All those thoughts went out the window once you heard the Quinjet start up and your phone pinged with a text notification from your best friend. “At least somebody remembers” you mumbled to yourself as you opened the text. 
“Hey, I’m a little short on rent this month…I really hate to ask...but could I please borrow $100 off you until payday? Xx” 
“Or not” you sighed.
“Hey, sure! Don’t worry about paying it back, I don’t need it x I’ll transfer it now” you replied before opening your banking app, transferring the money.
“My life saver! Thank you so much, I will pay you back!” 
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You wondered back into the compounds kitchen to wash up any breakfast mess that was left behind, sighing as you saw the mount of mugs and a few bowls. Not because it was a hassle or anything but simply because you feared they forgot. 
“What’s up with you?” Yelena startled you, unaware she was behind you. 
“Just a little tired I guess” you replied with a soft tone. Yelena didn’t buy it; you should’ve known better than to lie to Yelena of all people besides Wanda. 
“Where’s the others?” she asked. 
“I don’t know, they all just left in the quinjet like 10 minutes ago” you said as you started to fill the sink with hot water. “They just left us here?” Yelena chuckled. 
“Nat said she didn’t need me and honestly, I wasn’t aware you were even here” you spoke ignoring her chuckle. 
Yelena watched as you started to wash up, offering to help you but you said it was fine. With that Yelena walked back to her room and called Natasha. 
“Yelena, what do you need? We’re a little busy right now” Nat spoke through the phone. 
“Did you all forget what day it is?” Yelena replied. 
Your mood dropped quickly after you finished the dishes, you tried to ignore the idea of those you called family had forgotten your birthday but you’re only human and it hurts. You felt alone once again, memories from past birthdays flooded your mind. All the horrible birthdays you spent in Hydra, to them your birthday was just a normal day. You wished yourself a happy birthday while they did their experiments on you. 
“What are you talking about Yelena?” Nat replied, confused. 
“You all forgot? Really?” 
“Yelena, I can’t play this guessing game right now. What is it?” Natasha said sternly. 
“Oh god!” Yelena heard Wanda’s voice from afar over the phone. “What? What’s wrong?” Nat asked Wanda. “It’s Y/n’s birthday! I can’t believe I forgot oh my god!” Yelena heard Wanda tell Natasha.
“Shit” Nat mumbled.
“Yeah, you guys’ suck, you know that right?” Yelena spoke. 
“Um, crap, okay we’ll fix this!” Nat spoke while thinking. “We’ll finish what we’re doing and make it up to her when we’re back, tell her we didn’t forget!” Natasha instructed Yelena. 
“Uh, no. You can deal with that” Yelena said before hanging up. 
You slumped down on the sofa and turned the TV on, flicking through the channels many times not in the mood to watch really anything but you needed to distract your mind from the dark memories. 
“Alright, where do you want this?” You heard Yelena enter the room. “Want what?” you asked in a mumble, not looking behind you. 
“This” Yelena said, waiting for you to turn around and look. You sighed to yourself before turning your position on the sofa to face the blonde. 
Yelena held a medium sized box in gift wrap, she smirked to you, “I didn’t forget, happy birthday” she said with a soft smile. 
“Oh my! Yelena, you didn’t have too!” you instantly felt better knowing at least somebody remembered. Surprised it was Yelena who remember as you’ve only known her for less than 7 months but the two of you got along well. “Thank you” you said as you got up from the sofa. 
“It’s okay” she smiled, handing you the gift. You opened it carefully and gasped at the gift. 
“Yelena” you almost whispered as you pulled it out. 
“I remember you saying how much you liked mine so I got you one and made the same modifications as mine but I added some extra stuff” she explained as you held up the vest that was slightly similar to her green one but yours was in your favourite colour, had your nickname sown on the left side, the zipper had your favourite animal as a mini charm and the pockets! The holy pockets! There was more than you needed but you loved it, more room for small snacks while on missions!
“Thank you so much! I love it, this is amazing!!” you put it on, “it’s a perfect fit!” you smiled, hugging Yelena tightly to show how much you truly did love the gift. 
“Oh, sorry” you chuckled knowing how she feels about being randomly touched. 
“It’s okay, I like you hugs” she smiled softly. “What would you like to do today?” she asked you. Giving her a light shrug, you suggest maybe they could just hang out, Yelena smiled and agreed on the idea. 
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You and Yelena hung out basically all day, to your surprise Yelena had brough you a cake and tried to make the day a special on for you, she wouldn’t admit it, but she was soft for you, she liked seeing you smile and hearing your laugh. She was mad at the others for forgetting your special day, more because you do so much for the team, and she found it selfish of them to have not bothered. 
“Thank you so much for today, Yelena, I really appreciate it. I was having a bad morning when everybody left but you made me feel so much better” you looked at her as you dipped your finger into the icing on your cake. Yelena gently slapped your hand away, “wait for the others” she cocked and eyebrow “and you’re welcome. You deserve to have a great day, I mean, every day should be great for you but today should be more special” she went slight red in the cheeks. “Still, I mean it, thank you” you repeated. 
Yelena softly nodded “uh, I did want to ask you something” she said but were interrupted by the team returning from their secret day. 
“Y/n! Happy Birthday!” Thor sang loudly causing you to turn around and face the team as they all poured into the entertainment room. “Happy Birthday Kid” Steve looked at you with a smile. Wanda hugged you tightly and apologised for her forgetfulness. You didn’t hold it against any of them for forgetting, not half Yelena made you forget the rest forgot. 
“I’m so sorry, happy birthday” Natasha hugged you after Wanda. You hugged her back just as tight as Wanda hugged you. Tony came up and slipped you a hundred-dollar bill, “just so we’re clear, I didn’t forget” he winked playfully. “Thank you” you smiled softly. The rest of the team hugged you and wished you a happy birthday while Yelena and Wanda lit the candles on your cake. 
Thor started off the uncomfortable song as you sat there and waited for them to finished, not without a wide smile on your lips though. You blew out the candles and they clapped. 
After things settled down you wondered over to Yelena who was getting some fresh air outside. 
“Hey, you said you wanted to ask me something?” you spoke. 
“Yeah, about that” Yelena smiled before her eyes fell to her feet. “Is everything okay?” you asked. 
“I wanted to know if you’d like to go out… for dinner one night” her eyes slowly finding yours once again. You gave her the softest nod and a little smirk “about time you asked” you replied. Yelena’s face lit up “so that’s a, yes?” she asked. “It sure wasn’t a no” you chuckled. 
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peachjaem00 · 10 months
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Teaser; The moon to my starts
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PAIRING; childhood best friend!jisung x fem reader
SYNOPSIS;  jisung has been in love with you forever but kept it a secret because he was too afraid to ruin your friendship. he had to endure watching you make a life without him until one day he could not hold it any longer, he couldn’t let the moon leave his stars. or jisung being a complete and absolute simp for the reader since he was a little boy. 
HONORABLE MENTIONS; twin brother! Haechan, jeno, yeji (itzy), jaemin, chenle, renjun
WC; 14.5k
THEMES; fluff, angst, pinning, friends to lovers, non idol! Jisung
WARNINGS; swearing, female reader, mentions of alcohol, mentions of blood, physical fight, mentions of bruises, jealousy
AN; just a little preview for a fic i have been working on since august 2021 based on my jisung’s timelapses [01:10 pm], [12:30 am], [02:00 pm] let me know if anyone wants to be added to the taglist or any questions. you don't have to read the timestamps to understand the fic.
also big shoutout to @cappujeno and @ichorai for beta reading this and for their support, this fic would have not happen if it wasn't for your help!
He was five when he saw you for the first time.
You noticed how shy and nervous he was, so you came closer, grabbing his hand and rubbing your little thumb on his knuckles in an attempt to calm him down. 
“Do you want to come and play? I promise we're nice people,” you said in the softest voice. It only took a look into your eyes to make Jisung forget about his shyness, the warmth in them was enough to make him feel safe. 
He was 10 years old when he discovered he had a crush on you.
He was on his bed, trying to sleep, but he was wide awake, his chest heavy and his mind was empty, only you in it. He didn't understand why. Why was he thinking so much about his friend? Why did that hug feel so nice? Why did that kiss make him so flustered? Why couldn't he get you out of his mind? Or maybe he knew, maybe he had known for a while but he didn't want to admit it…
“Oh no…”
He was 15 years old when he realized he was in love with you. 
“Oh, c'mon dude, calm down.” 
“I can't because you were right.” 
“About what?” 
“I do love her.” 
He was 16 years old when he got in a fight.
“You fucking asshole!” And after that he punched Jeno in the face, making his lip bleed. “How fucking dare you!?” And another, he could hear your screaming but he was blinded by rage. “You don't love her enough!? Then you never loved her in the first place!” And another, and another and another.
He was 18 year old when he entered university.
“How did we let this happen?” 
“I don't know.” 
“We promised nothing was gonna change after me leaving.” 
“I know.” 
“Then why is everything different?” 
“Because…” He wanted to tell you, he wanted to confess but the words got stuck once again. He didn't want to do it like that, during a phone call while you were kilometres away. “We're dumb?” Your laughter made the ambience lighter. 
“Yes, we’re very, very dumb.” You wiped a few tears away and cleared your throat. “Let's start being smart again.”
“How?”
He was 19 years old when he confessed his love towards you.
“God, I fucking love you.” It was a whisper. It was innocent and said out of instinct, he didn't even realise what he just said until you left his side. 
“What!?” 
“Nothing.” He was ready to leave but your hand on his wrist stopped him. You made him face you.
“That was not nothing.” He didn't dare to look at you. “What did you just say Park Jisung?” Your tone was demanding and serious, not in an aggressive way but you wanted an answer.
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carlandoxlestappen · 2 years
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Reflections | Robin Arellano
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gif creds: @mcllymcdclly​ 
~Robin is aged up to 15
Warning(s): fighting, blood, violent themes, kind of slut shaming, kissing.
“What did you just say?”  Robin asked in a painfully calm voice. One that should’ve told Moose that it would be better for him to back off. But, of course, he didn’t.
“I said that Melanie Blake is hot. You’re going out with her, right? How is she, huh?” Moose replied with a tone that made Robin’s blood boil.
“Oh, so you think It’s funny? Calling a girl you don’t even know names behind her back?” He questioned, having heard what he was talking about before he came over. Everyone in the entire school knew how protective Robin was when it came to the Blake siblings. And for good reasons too. Finney was his best friend, Melanie was his girlfriend ever since they were 12 years old, and Gwen saved him from a goddamn child murderer when they were 13.
Anyone with half a mind knew not to talk shit about any of them, especially Melanie. Because if you fuck with Blake’s, you fuck with Robin, and no one wants to fuck with Robin, except the occasional idiot, like right now.
“Uh yeah, who wouldn’t talk about her when she puts out that much. I’m surprised no one’s-“ Before Moose could even react, Robin’s fist collided with his face, wiping his shit eating smirk right off.
“Listen to me, and listen to me good.” Robin kicked him in the face after he stumbled back. He stepped forward as Moose fell to the ground like a twig and kneeled over him. “If I ever hear my girlfriend’s name leave your dirty mouth, I will make sure nothing comes out of it again, do you understand me?” He asked.
When Moose simply stared at him with no response, he decided to take it up a notch. He already had a crowd, he could use this as a learning experience and show everyone what will happen to them if they do the same thing. “I said,” Robin raised his fist again, ready to make a fucking mess out of the asshole underneath him.
“Do.” A punch to the face. “You.” Another one and Robin could feel the damage to his knuckles. “Understand.” Damn, Moose has some sharp teeth, though some of them were a dark pink color and on the ground next to him. “Me?” Robin stopped, looking at Moose to see if his results were enough. And they were, the boy looked like another punch would knock him out cold, though the blood dripping to the ground was the best warning of all. That’s what people listened to anyway, the amount of blood.
“I-“ Moose coughed up some blood. “I understand.” His voice broke, and Robin nodded, standing up. Moose scrambled to get up, staring at Robin in fear before running away, his friends running after him to give him some shitty explanation for why they didn’t get involved. But it was obvious why, they knew they stood no chance, Robin could take them all out if he wanted to.
The crowd that gathered around him earlier slowly dissolved until there was only one person left, the one he did it for, Melanie Blake.
“Hey, let’s clean you up, okay? ” She said gently, taking one of his bloody hands in hers. She pulled him away from the scene and the two walked inside the school and to the boys’ bathroom.
“I’ll check.” Robin said before letting go of her hand and walking in, checking every stall to make sure there was no one there. “It’s clear.” He said, opening the door and moving aside to let Melanie walk in. She put her bag down and leaned it on the wall, opening it and taking out her first aid kit as her boyfriend locked the door.
“Are you mad at me?” Robin asked, going straight to the point as always. He never liked it when others sugarcoated stuff, so he never did it to anyone, including himself at times.
“Hey,” Melanie stood up, her eyes wide as she put down the kit by the sink. “I could never hate you, you knew that. You were just protecting me out there.” She took his hand and put it in the sink before opening the tap, washing the blood off of his hand before taking his other one and giving it the same, delicate treatment.
“Are you sure?” He questioned, watching her actions quietly as she pulled out a conforming bandage and duct tape.
“Yes, I’m sure.” Melanie responded, before looking at him and seeing his head hung down. “Look at me.” She requested and Robin obliged, looking up at his girlfriend. “I love you, Robin. And there is nothing you could ever do to change that.” She smiled as he nodded along.
“There we go, all done.” She said, letting go of both of his now bandaged hands and allowing hers to fall limp at her sides.
“Thanks, babe.” Robin said, looking her in the eye as he took her hand in his. “And I love you too.” He smiled before leaning down and kissing his girlfriend.
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Stop right now. I need some adventures of tiny batmom!?
Dr. Abigail Smith had never wanted children. They were loud, unruly, and messy. And in her perfectly ordered life there was no room for that nonsense.
But. When a 12-year-old girl got the drop on them and tore the cult they'd been sent to stop apart with some well placed Molotov cocktails thrown at ammunition they didn't know existed. When she screamed and it was this primal, furious sound that made her heart break. Screaming for a baby they'd ripped out of her body- Dr. Abigail Smith couldn't just leave her behind.
Intelligent though practically illiterate- it was decided that the best place for her was in the care of the female operatives. Where she could be trained and educated. Men scared her. Loud noises scared her. She crept through the tunnels always expecting to be hit. Any minor mistake set her to flinching when you walked towards her.
In the last two weeks, no one had gotten more than a few words out of her. She ate- a lot. Anything they'd give her. Snacks, meals if Abigail hadn't seen the medical reports, she'd suspect a tapeworm OR that the girl was powered by a small black hole.
And now, she stood, tucked in a shadowy corner near a staircase, following the sound of the agents laughing. Watching as they settled in to watch movies. Tense- ready to bolt at the first sign someone noticed her. Abigail moved slowly keeping her hands relaxed and visible, "76?"
"Doctor," you answered, your eyes not meeting Abigail's.
"We've got some snacks for the movie," she coaxed, feeling ridiculous. This wasn't a wild animal. But it was the only thing she knew that might keep you from hiding in your closet. The bed being too soft and too exposed for sleeping on. "Are you hungry? I think Chelle and Danya made some cookies. And there's popcorn."
Abigail held out a hand for you to take and wiggled her fingers, feeling oddly comforted when tiny, freezing fingers wrap around hers carefully.
If the other agents noticed, no one said anything as they watched Abbie put her new pet project on a stool and ply her with snacks- you were too cute and too traumatized for any of them to dislike you.
The lights turned down and the movie started and Abbie quietly took a seat- far enough from you to give you space to bolt but close enough that you could speak to her- and when the movie credits started, her heart broke.
You leaned forward just a little, entranced. The only sign you were paying attention was your stillness. The snacks she'd put on a plate for you were ignored and your pupils were huge. Reminding her irresistibly of a cat with a laser pointer. At points, tears slid down your little face and it wasn't until the movie ended and the lights went up that you looked around, blinking at the change.
"Got something you want to ask Santa for?" she tried.
"Santa wouldn't care about me," you shrug, "Even if he was real."
"How do you know-"
"Father said he was made up. And Christmas was just pagan-"
"Well if your father said it, isn't that a better reason to believe?" she asked, teasing lightly. This was the most you'd said since you gave your statement for their records.
"Pretty sure murderers don't get put on the nice list."
And before she can say anything, you're gone. With your snacks. Suddenly feeling too exposed and too anxious to be anywhere but the corner of your closet where you'd made your little nest.
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greazyfloz · 1 year
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Lovers & Strangers - Chapter 12
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I heard Ethan’s car horn blare, so I made my way to the front. I hop in his car, and he looks over at me as he turns the music down, but I refuse to look at him. He doesn’t say anything to grab my attention instead he just pulls out of my driveway and turns the music back up. 
“Where are we going?” I ask him after driving around for 20 minutes
“Just driving around. I figured you’d need to clear your mind”
“Why?” I say finally looking over to him as he stops at a red light
“What do you mean?” he says looking back at me
“Nevermind” I say, shaking my head and looking back out the window. He continues to drive until he finds an empty parking lot. He parks his car then puts his car in park before turning it off. I look over at Ethan again waiting for him to say something. 
“You’re my best friend, you know that right?” he says making me fight a smile, “You are literally my whole life” he says chuckling, making me finally smile at him
“I’m sorry Ethan” I say looking down at my lap
“It’s fine”
“What did your parents say?” I ask him and he looks at me shocked
“You remember me saying that?” he says
“Guess so”
“Well, nothing because I didn’t tell them” he says and I look at him confused but it made sense. I mean they wouldn’t have kept that from my parents and my parents would have already had me on a plane home, “I wanted to really try and get you so talk to someone before it even came to that, because I know how your parents would react”
“Like a parent?”
“Exactly” Ethan says slightly smiling
“I’ll talk to someone Ethan” I say and sigh, “Let me just finish the school year, then I will when I’m back home for the summer”
“It will be too late” Ethan says then shakes his head before correcting himself, “I mean there is a couple weeks left, you couldn’t see someone here first? You aren’t the same person at home, I just think it would be more beneficial now, don't you think?” 
Ethan makes a good point, so I just nod. I think to myself ‘what would I even say to a therapist?’; ‘hey, I’m in love with my best friends best friend, but oh hold up I fuck my best friend and these past few months I’ve felt more like his fuck buddy than his best friend because he never gives me any attention unless I’m drunk, high or fucking him. And oh yeah his best friend was told not to fuck me so we are secret, along with me and my bestie being secret, so my whole love life/ sex life is just one big secret’
“You okay?” Ethan asks me to pull away from my thoughts. 
“Yeah sorry” I say, “Sure, I’ll look into it”
“I don’t want to worry about you anymore”
“You always will,” I say with a chuckle and he chuckles in agreement before driving around more. We catch up while we drive around and it makes me happy. It feels like old times, driving around the old country roads in Alberta where we just talk about everything and sing along to music together. It feels so normal. 
He eventually drives back to his place and we walk inside. I follow him to his room and sit on his bed pulling his laptop to my lap to do some homework while he gets ready for his practice. I stay in his room writing essays and studying while he is away at his practice. 
When Ethan gets back he takes out a duffle bag and starts packing. I look over at him and pout and he chuckles, “One the weekend, I’ll give you the key. You can stay here” he says
“No, I can deal with my roommates for one weekend” I say making him chuckle
“I’ll still leave my key for you” 
He continues packing as it gets closer to bed. And I make my way over to the dresser to get changed. I pull off my hoodie and bra, throwing them to the side, “Where is your yellow Michigan hoodie?” I ask him pulling open different drawers looking around
“Closet” he says looking up to see me pulling my leggings and underwear to see my fulling expose body. He watches from behind me as I pull up a pair of his boxers. I turn around to walk over to his closet to see Ethan staring at me, well my tits. He gulps then quickly looks back down to his duffle to pack the rest of what he has laid out on his bed. I walk past him and grab the hoodie and before I could even put it on I felt Ethan’s hands on my hips.
“Fuck, I need to feel you” he says and I turn to look at him. He presses his lips to mine suddenly and I feel his hard bulge rub against my leg. His hand enters into the boxers and he slides a finger inside of me curving it around me making my moan out a little. Suddenly I remember this morning, with Mark. But more importantly I remember what we forgot.
“Wait” I say pulling him away and he looks at me confused, “Not right now”
“Please Y/n, I need you” he says wrapping his arms around me again “6 days without you riding me, I need this” he says. 
“We don’t have any condoms” I say trying to think of any reason to stop
“I’ll pull, it’s fine” he says pressing his lips back on mine
“No, not without” I say, pulling away and putting the hoodie on. I walk over and grab sweatpants and his keys “Where are you going?”
“Condoms, keep packing, I'll be right back” I say. 
I drive to the store and walk in quickly as they were closing soon. I make my way to the pharmacist and ask for the morning after pill, and they give it to me, I tell them to hold on before I pay and grabbed a random pack of condoms before returning to the cash. The pharmacist gave me a weird look seeing my two items before I paid and made my way back to the car. I look around for water or something. I knew Ethan had to have something. I found a bottle of gatorade. I opened the bottle and took a sip to wash the pill down.
When I make it back to Ethan’s I make my way back upstairs and pull off the sweatpants and sit on the bed. He is laying in bed already, “Are you still hard?” I ask him as I lay beside him on the bed realizing he was jerking off. 
“Just lift your shirt, I’m close” he says and I obey. He reaches over and massages my tits, as he strokes his cock. It really doesn’t take long for him to finish. He grabs my tit a little harder as I hear him moan out, “ah fuck Y/n” he says as he finishes. 
My cheeks turn red at the sound of my name, seeing as Mark was moaning it earlier today. Fuck I’m a bad person I thought. Both these boys have no idea. Ethan releases my tit and I roll over on my side after pulling my sweatshirt back down. 
After Ethan cleans himself off he comes back into bed and lays facing the same way I’m facing. I turn to look at him and he speaks, “I have practice before the flight so I’ll probably be out of here for 9-ish” he says
“Okay, I probably won’t be awake” I say with a chuckle and he chuckles back
“You better call me if you need anything” Ethan says and I nod before falling asleep
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